#(It Hits Different Now)
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we never really had an official date. just claimed new years cause after that we hardly left each others side. crazy to think that was a decade ago.
the last video I saw from you, days before it happened, you were singing this song. you always did have the best taste in music. for so long it tore me up to hear anything you'd play. now it's the closest I'll ever get to you again.
it's already been half a year.... hasn't really gotten any easier, but with your playlists, its almost like you're still around.
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some of you really haven't started an epic battle in the sarepia forest surrounded by your brothers in arms as you charge fearlessly into the fray, and it really shows.
#it weighs on you#ive had aj on the mind lately..#where my animal jam veterans at?#how crazy did your juvenile roleplaying antics get?#it hits different now#i have war stories i can tell you#warrior cats#sarepia forest#animal jam#aj#jamblr
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You are so cool and cute and lovely and pretty and amazing:3
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You’re seriously too nice to me :3
#cb answering stuff#…#i’m not sure how i feel#it hits different now#and… i’m not sure if it’s better or worse#…idk
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Watching K3G again... for the first time.
#You stud you#Yeah me stud me#Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham#For the 3 (+/- 1) mutuals who have been on this adventure with me#it may or may not surprise you to know that I originally got set on this path because of Hrithik.#I'm only human and I'm only white#I'm trying to learn#It hits different now#... now that I'm not skipping halfway through the movie#how dare I#please let me still exist in this space#I like it here. I don't want to go back
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“I can't sit back and wonder why
It took so long for this to die
And I hate it when you fake it
You can't hide it, you might as well embrace it
So believe me, it's not easy
It seems that something's telling me”
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Listening to leviathan the girl and having a normal one how're yall doing
#phemiec#finally looked up what the latin means and oof#it hits different now#i have to get over it when ppl mispronounce latin lmao my dumbass classical education is such an annoying part of my brain#just enjoy things brain ffs#got me wanting to make a grimdark rose candle tho
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My hunger games hyperfixation from high school may just be coming back
#it hits different now#just cus y'know#*gestures at everything*#k8kat talks#like when i was a teenager i remember reading the books and being like#this is a pretty good allegory but the government can't be that evil#💀💀💀💀💀
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the scene people keep screaming about from chapter 5 of theseus' guide
#gravity falls#gf theseus' guide#billford#stanford pines#bill cipher#stanley pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#m.png#THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO TAKE ALL WEEK AAGH#cool thing i did where i took these characters who i cant draw from any angle but the front and then have them turning around CONSTANTLY#not just views from different angles either! active turning! im a genius!#i feel like you can tell which shots were drawn on different days sadkfhlgljaskg this killed me. i was gonna clean up the bgs but fuck that#theyre functional on a basic level and that is all we need#anyways can you believe the notorious line is only in the fic because an eagle eyed editor (not myself) caught it just before it was delete#and started screaming until it got put back#also the way stump came over while i was making this and was like 'oh right. i ship them' at the way i made bill flirt lmao#it hits different in the visual!#alright now i gotta fucking haul ass on the chapter 8 one
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The Virgin Suicides (1999) dir. Sofia Coppola
#the virgin suicides#thevirginsuicidesedit#sofia coppola#filmedit#cinemapix#dailyflicks#filmgifs#moviegifs#userfilm#useroptional#userteri#bookstofilms#*#usersugar#tusersonya#usernowz#branfraser#tuserdana#userlet#userlenny#userrobin#last time i watched this i was 15#it hits different now but it still hits
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@candle-scm you did this to me
#adopting the boys for a bit#no but liKe-#they?#tHEM#me realizing I never had a proper atla phase when I first watched it but now that it’s making waves again got me hook line and sinker#ALSO I didn’t know Zukka was a thiNG until my good friend over here introduced it to me and I haven’t looked back#nah because boiling rock hits different nOw#ATLA#avatar the last air bender fanart#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#zukka#zukka fanart#Zuko#sokka#my art
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I had a caption for this but I lost it oops
#dragon age 4#dragon age#datv#dragon age veilguard#art#fanart#emmrich volkarin#emmrich/rook#OC: Artemis#suggestive#kinda#I legit dont know since this is meant to be just fluff#anyway im gonna go cry now#Drawing Artemis with her LI behind her hits different#She doesnt trust anyone at her back since she considers it her most vulnerable spot#so this takes a lot of trust#Im ok#artys work#I hate how this looks really nice on my drawing screen but the colors are TOO vibrant on my main monitor...
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HI OOPS i disappeared for like 6 months sorry
#my art#transformers#rotb mirage#mirage#HEAR ME OUT.................................................#rotb hit different and i'm making it everybody else's problem now#noah diaz
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Reintroducing these two Trojans ❤️💛
#yeah here they are#fan art#my art#aftg#tsc#tsc spoilers#just to be safe#the sunshine court#jean moreau#jeremy knox#wow now im all mixed up. hmm i had thoughts about them but that is gone now#no tag commentary this time#enjoy#somehow managed to hit post early#oh yeah#might lean into the height difference a little more than this
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The moment man devoured the fruit of knowledge, he sealed his fate... Entrusting his future to the cards, man clings to dim hope. Yet, the Arcana is the means by which all is revealed...
** Reuploaded images with GLAZE
#finally finished with this painting#and i have moved on to persona 4 in the meantime#i skipped p3 the answer for now#cos gurlll... it tough ain't gonna lie#persona 4 is alright overall#though gotta admit i am really missing the p3 gang a whole lot#the social links and story hits different there somehow#nonetheless excited to see what p4 has to bring#persona 3 fanart#persona 3#p3#p3 fanart#persona 3 fes#persona 3 reload#junpei iori#yukari takeba#koromaru#makoto yuki
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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