#(IT WASNT EVEN MY FAULT AND I KNEW I WAS ARO THE SECOND TIME I TRIED TO MAKE IT WORK I REALLY DID I wanted us to still be friends
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hydrossity-zone · 12 days ago
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hi, would you consider being paid to draw toxic sonadow breakup/divorce?
..anon I have good news
#hey so uh a bit of a warning for the following tags it gets. heavy#BUT TLDR I ALREADY DO THIS AND IF YOU WANNA PAY ME FOR IT THATS AWESOME#things get a bit tmi at the end too so just dont unroll the tags if you dont want that ig#idk hkw to tell you this but Velocity is nothing *but* toxic sonadow#like. theres the scene where Sonic beats Shadow to near-death with a tire iron.#theres multiple occasions where Sonic unironically tells Shadow to kill himself. domestic violence is a pretty recurring thing#Shadow almost kills Sonic’s two-week old infant and only stops himself bc he knows nobody would ever forgive him if he did#theyre severely codependent on eachother and when Sonic even *suggests* that hey this is unhealthy we need to stay apart for a while#Shadow gets so overwhelmed at the thought of a breakup that his only thought is to stop it from occurring by any means possible (kill Sonic#and a lot of other shit. Sonic makes it a routine habit of coming to kill this guy every couple of weeks for DECADES#and can get away with it bc neither of them can actually die so theres no real consequence#and Shadow just lets it happen and sometimes doesnt even fight back since technically he doesnt deserve to lay a hand on him after what hes#done to him#ALL IM SAYING IS I ALREADY DO THIS LMAOOO#I have. a lot of cynicism regarding romantic relationships especially considering the two Ive had ended so badly#(IT WASNT EVEN MY FAULT AND I KNEW I WAS ARO THE SECOND TIME I TRIED TO MAKE IT WORK I REALLY DID I wanted us to still be friends#and at some point I realized the only way theyd let things remain amicable is if I let it be a codependent relationship#I didnt want to. but Id lose them as both a partner and a friend if I didnt bc they didnt want to cut things off even though I knew things#were going to shit. BASICALLY I HAVE. A LOT of stuff to project that I like to slip in#its just more interesting and tragic if things are a bit toxic and/or codependent! okay!#so I like doing it. sorry.#ask#anon
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simpfordemetri · 8 months ago
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Request: hello my favorite person in the whole world 💞 can I request Volturi kings x male reader that is always tired because of his job, like he only gets 2 hours of sleep a day. And is just so tired he will just hug them when he gets back or just goes straight to bed?
Not a chance / Volturi Kings X Male!Reader
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Worried.Thats how they were feeling about you.Dark eyes circles,skinnier and your skin was breaking out.Thats how you looked and it was nothing but worrying.
When you arrived here they were attentives about your efforts on adapting to them and vampirism,so they surprised you by allowing you continue your work not far from Volterra,just an hour drive.It was unbelieavable,the moment they told you, you felt happy tears appearing in your eyes,warming their hearts by how much this mean to you.
But it was becoming too much,the amount of hours your boss gave you,the extra work,no vacations,and they dont even remember when was the last time you had a day off.
But you couldnt see it,for some reason.The arguments between them and you were getting out of control,specially with Caius.
He was not having any of this,actually he wasnt too fond on the idea of you working,but he gave you a chance.He was aware its not your fault,but it is your fault the fact that you dont see how much that work is destroying you.
-Hi loves,just got here from the office.Leaving my things now and going to bed.Not feeling like having dinner today to be honest- Suddenly your voice was all they could focus on,turning their heads at you with a concern look.
-My darling ,are you alright? You seem quite exhausted. - Marcus said softly as you hear Caius sighing as he closed the book he was reading.
Before you could respond,Aro extended his hand as an innuendo of wanting to know what you were thinking.
Hesitantly you grabbed his hand as your heart beat increased,the thought of another argument due to your job was enough to stress you.
- Il mio bellissimo ragazzo ,you yourself know whats happening it not beneficial for your health. -Aro added after reading your thoughts ,trying his best to not disturbe your anxiety.
You looked up to find Caius eyes ,his worried look all over you. You were dissapointing them? Suddenly all you could feel was frustation ,wanting anything but to face this problem.
- I love my job - Was the only thing that left your mouth. You opened your mouth again ,but instead all you did was mumbling incoherent nonsenses.
- You are leaving it. I want no complains , i wont stand seeing my mate in such state for a second more. Look at you, do you even have time to breathe? I tried to support this idea because you were addapting to us, but that boss of you pushed all my bottoms. - Caius rage finally took over the conversation, making very clear his position.
By now,you knew you didnt have a chance, all was said ,and you werent leaving the castle to go work again. It was obvious .
Why try to give them reasons? You wouldnt stand seeing them in such state neither. They were protecting you .
However tears started to fall from your eyes ,your head was hurting as well as all your body due to all the stress and tension. The kings reached for you, Marcud taking you in his arms and guiding you to the share room.
Later that night,finally in the cozzy bed the Kings made for you ,you feel their arms wrapped around your body. Kisses were left in any part of your body they could reach ,even if you wont admit it for a few days, you finally feel in peace.
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kanataka-san · 2 years ago
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This is all 4 parts posted in one long one shot:
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“She took my mate away from me and now you want my help with some questionable child- their child. Not to mention against all of the volturi.” (E/C) eyes wouldn’t even for a second look at the vampire he once called his family that was now inside his house, focusing on what was happening outside the window.
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“(Y/N) I understand you’re holding a grief towards Edward and Bella but do it for Renesme. She’s just a child.” A blonde haired male waited patiently for a response and soon he got one.
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“You’re a fool Carlisle.” With that older vampire lowered his head knowing the discussion was over, so he got up from the red sofa and walked out of the dark wooden door closing it behind hearing a click.
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Rest of the family that decided to come along stood near the black car waiting for an answer.
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“How did it go?” Bella asked curiously.
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She didn’t know what happened in the past between an unfamiliar vampire and her now husband was her fault.
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“We shouldn’t have come here I told you it will be pointless.” Edward spoke up as his hold on his wife tightened, making the brunett turn her head to look at him questionably.
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(Y/N) thoughts were loud, he could tell his past lover didn’t want any of cullens on his terytorry in case volturi would chase after him too and definitely didn’t want to get involved with vampire-human child that was his daughter no matter if she was a threat or not it did not involved him now, they weren’t a part of his life anymore.
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Even if (Y/N) did not wish them death they were not his problem. All of them lied straight to his face breaking his dead heart even more keeping the future away from him- future he wasnt in.
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Turning away from the window (Y/N)s hand went up to his cheek wiping the wet annoying feeling that ghosted his cold skin- even as a vampire he got a gift- well for him it was a curse, feeling way more than he could handle and express too many emotions at once after deconcentrating.
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He was happy- they were happy- but she took it away.
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No matter how much they will need him he won’t show up and save the day.
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(Y/N) sat on the kitchen counter with a glass of water in hand after he moved far away from the window- sure he was a vampire, his heart wasn’t beating or lungs didn’t need air- he was immortal- but nothing really changed between him and normal human being, he was as weak as one, still got emotions, needed to eat from time to time and not only blood, no vampire got eyes that looked like his.
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He knew Cullens needed as much of their kind to support them but they hurt him and if a fight broke out he surely was going to die, no matter if he tried to run, they would kill him sooner or later.
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Of course even now he wont be safe, they came to him and nothing will hide from Aro sight.
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All of the Cullens came back home about two hours ago and everyone returned to their things to somehow keep the normality but there was something that still bothered Bella.
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The newborn vampire couldn’t stop walking around in his husband’s old room thinking what exactly happened earlier.
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Even if they asked for help from others that didn’t know Renesme and knew the danger of the situation, they agreed to be on their side- why wouldn’t that one help them?
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“how did it went?”
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Bella wasn’t expecting Jacob to show up and stop her thoughts.
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“By the look on your face I don’t think it went well..” wolf shifter leaned against the door frame waiting for the answer.
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“It didn’t, I just don’t know what happened. Others agreed to help but this one didn’t even want to communicate with us, he barely let Carlisle inside to talk.” brunette sat on the bed with her hands intertwined together.
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“Maybe I could help?”
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“How? You’re a wolf Jake, you know how we react-”
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“I know, you hate the smell and all but we can always try.” it wasn’t hard to see he still got a thing for her and will do anything for his imprint.
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Jacob debated if he should shift or not but in the end decided it was better for him to take his bike and was ready for a trip.
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Seth wanted to go too but the older boy didn’t agree, not knowing if it was safe for him to tag along.
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Upon seeing a small reddish house wolf shifter slowed down and stopped on the driveway then got off the bike, cautiously making his way to the front door.
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His knock wasn’t the loudest but for sure hireable, so after a while Jake decided to go around and look for the vampire through the windows.
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He didn’t find anything, that worried him a bit.
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A wolf in Jacob picked up upon hearing the tires break, then he heard a low whine.
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“Seth-”
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At that moment nothing else matter. After shifting, he ran as fast as he could to where he heard the noise coming fron.
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Thank fully it wasn’t that far away from where he stood earlier. On the spot, he noticed a bright colored old car and a tail of a wolf on the side. Coming closer to it, dark smoke was seen that started going off in the hood of the car.
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The person that sat inside of the vehicle didn’t move- it was clear as day the accident scared him half to death.
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Walking at the front of the car Jacob checked if Seth was ok and fortunately, he was- after shifting back he will get an ear full for what happened, he was sure of it.
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Feeling a pair of eyes on him, Jacob looked up and was met with a pair of (E/C) orbs but small parts of them were golden watching his movement which made him freeze.
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Neither of them noticed the fire starting but when they did man sitting behind the wheel grabbed the handle to open the door but it wouldn’t move.
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That’s when the panic set in.
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Fire started slow but it quickly gained strength spreading more on the passenger side.
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Seth looked panicked as his eyes moved between Jacob and the person trapped in the car. That’s when the bigger wolf did something smaller one didn’t expect, he shifted back in his human form and tore the driver’s side door open pulling the male out of there into his arms.
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Feeling warm skin under his fingertips (Y/N) opened his eyes looking up seeing a man that wasn’t there before. Using his hands, shorter male tried to get out of the embrace pushing onto the toned chest.
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Jacob let him go but not completely- he didn’t want to let go. He then remember Seth is here too however he wast the only one who did.
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Now it hits (Y/N). There were two of the wolves.
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“shifters-”
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Even if it was said in a hushed whisper both of the man heard it clearly.
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Pushing away (H/C) locks bounced in the air as the vampire moved backwards shaking his head.
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Before black haired male could say anything his eyes widened noticing how the sun fell onto the other making it sparkle but not as much as Cullens or any other vampire he meet did.
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A vampire.
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How did he not notice earlier?
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His skin was surely colder, his cheeks were slightly flushed and his eyes were golden- (E/C)? Light tears showed in the corners…
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How was that possible…?
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Turning around, Jacob shifted back and ran forward followed by Seth that got too many questions and each of them loudly echoed in the older one’s head.
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Just like that (Y/N) stoon on the side of the road alone full of questions.
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Why did he got scent of Cullens on himself?
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Were they that desperate to ask wolfshifters for help?
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Why would shifters help vampires?
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Why did a wolfshifter show up on his territory?
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Why did they agree for a shifter to go to a vampire?
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Walking back home (Y/N) didn’t know what to think about the situation he was in.
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First Cullens, the family that first lied to him and then wanted his help…
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Then he met two shifters- one made his car set on fire and the other saved his life….
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The warmth in his chest was distracting enough to make his emotions take control of his facial expression, leaving it half smiling and half scared- for sure looking like a psychopath or a killer that lives in the woods.
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Meanwhile, Jacob stopped running, lost in the middle of the unfamiliar woods- he just saved a scared vampire and wasn’t guilty about it nor disgusted by his cold touch on his body, the eyes he looked at weren’t bloody red or that annoying golden yellow like Bellas.
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He didn’t know what was going on with him.
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That was when Seth found him, the smaller wolf broke him out of the trance by saying it was quite late and they needed to come back somehow before it gets too dark.
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Brown fur of the wolf caught the attention of Bella that sat on the light up weranda steps as Edward stood next to her, a mind reading vampire read Jacob’s thoughts knowing he had conflict in his mind. Placing a hand on his wife shoulder she looked at him, knowing something must happen.
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“There was an accident and they weren’t able to talk.”
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“What do you mean there was an accident? Tell me what you know.”
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At that second Alice showed up, probably already seeing what would happen in the future after Jacob drove away on his bike to find the old member of their family.
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“Jacob found what he was looking for but it wasn’t in good circumstances.”
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After that pixie haired girl hopped down the stairs with a smile to have both wolves clothes to change into.
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It didn’t take them long to get dressed and walk inside the house heading to the living room where everyone was waiting to hear the news.
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“How did it go? ”
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“It didn’t. Seth nearly got hit by a car just because he didnt listen when I told him to stay. Then it caught on fire and the person inside of it was trapped. I needed to step in.” It wasn’t hard to see that the younger boy was conflicted with himself so they decided to give him some time to calm down.
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When sun rose up and cold wind with darkness disappear from the nearly quiet forest, if it wasn’t for all the animals that lived inside it, was replaced by a wave of light and warmth signaling the start of the new day, Jacob went for a run to get back his bike and maybe meet the unusual vampire to talk just like Cullens wanted- well only if he didn’t run away already.
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The journey was way longer than he thought but it wasn’t like he minded running a couple of kilometers more in the green forest.
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Before he saw the red house his nose picked up a smell of fresh cooked food- meat- but nobody lives here except for the (E/C) eyed vampire he met yesterday…
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That boy was really strange. What didn’t help was that neither of the Cullens shared any information about (Y/N)- well only his name.
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Wolfshifter was curious, the first instinct of (Y/N) after he pulled him out of the burning car wasn’t to attack, hurt or kill the taller male but to be afraid of him, wanting to get as far away from him as possible, not feeling safe enough to stay there.
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Noticing a figure in the window Jacob stopped to observe what (Y/N) is doing and it seemed that he was so focused on the task that he didn’t notice the other boy looking right back at him letting go of the spoon he was holding.
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The metal meeting floor tiles brought him back but he couldn’t move from his spot, neither could (Y/N).
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Comming to his senses and walking back (H/C) haired male disappeared into the next room, not long after the front door opened making Jacob speechless.
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“Let’s walk inside… And talk”
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The boy was quite far away but Jacob clearly heard what the other said.
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Before he could register what he’s doing he walked inside the warm house after the vampire. Surprisingly the door didn’t get locked, that made Jacob feel at ease knowing he could walk out normally and not contrive how to escape if he absolutely needed to.
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“Before you say why are you here I would like to thank you for saving me… If it wasn’t for you I-”
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“Don’t mention it- it was partly my friend’s fault your car caught on fire in the first place..”
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The awkward atmosphere formed creating tension in between them. Neither of them knew what to do next even if they had so many questions in their minds.
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“You smell like Cullens, what’s your deal with them?” the (H/C) haired male said with a rosed brow.
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“I’m helping them.”
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“Why? You, despite each other, never cross the line in therytory even while hunting your common enemies… So why now?”
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“The girl I imprinted on was a human but.. she chose and married a vampire I hate to the bones then she got pregnant with a child that was slowly killing her and now Volturi are involved.”
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This sparked an interest in the vampire.
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“imprinted… What does that mean..?”
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“It’s like a soulmate, means you will do anything for that person, be whatever that person wants you to be a friend, family, lover..” At the end of the sentence Jacob’s voice got quieter as his head hung low remembering how devastated he was.
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“why would she choose a vampire over somebody that is like her… ”
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“She’s his blood singer- and she’s important to them and they have a daughter-”
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“She may be important for them but not for me.”
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“why can’t you just help them? They need you-”
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Sudently (Y/N) came closer to the werewolf making the taller boy move backwards till he hit a fireplace and made him shut up.
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“I guess they didn’t tell you what happened. Either way, me being there won’t change anything. I’m as weak as a human, in a battle, I’ll fall first if they come after me- which they surely will. Most importantly, that imprint of yours took away something from me that I’ve been part of for hundred and eight years. She came and destroyed it in just a couple of days… They lied straight to my face when they had her in the house. I was rarely there because I couldn’t stand the cold in that house. Even if I’m not a vampire like everyone else I could smell her, even in his car that he picked me up a couple of times. One day I had enough and left everything behind, every new lie they were prepared to tell me, every word that they told to distract me, every time they kept me away from their house on purpose… I’m not wishing them bad but I won’t help them either”
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Letting out a long sight Jacob turned in the direction of the door.
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“I understand. But please think about it…”
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Wolfshifter opened the door then closed it behind himself, all (Y/N) could hear after was the sound of the bike engine as it moved further away from his house.
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Bella started worrying when Jacob didn’t came back to Cullens house and it started to become really late, of course she knew he will be ok being a wolfshifter but something deep down wouldn’t let her calm down, Edward noticed it and got worried but before he could walk up to her Renesmee scream was heard what made all the Cullens rush from various rooms in the house to where the sound came from.
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They search but the little girl was nowhere to be found Bella’s eyes grew wide as did her husband.
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“I-I can’t see anything.. ” shallow whisper of Alice added to the tension everyone felt forming.
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Deciding to split in every direction they began to look everywhere, surely she couldnt be too far away from the house…. Right?
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Little girl got dragged by the material of her greenish dress seeing too many trees to count, all of them passing in a blur before her eyes that shut down quickly after she noticed the big crack in the ground and below them the river flowed as a mysterious creature jumped.
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Gush of cold wind hit her pale cheeks making them rosy pink. Tears in her eyes dared to slip from how scared she was. One second she’s standing in front of the weranda steps, the other something drags her away into the dark forest away from her family.
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Feeling dirt under her legs like she had just been put down, she curled up in a ball till she couldn’t feel anything standing behind her. Opening of the door made her look startled, her brown locks bouncing.
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With furrowed brows (Y/N) looked at the girl in front of him before grabbing a small blanket he kept at the bottom drawer in the hallway and got out shivering as the cold air hit his body.
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Spreading the fluffy blanket (H/C) haired boy wrapped it around her smaller figure, she still was wary of the man in front of her but once she saw his eyes she calmed down. Only after making sure she wasn’t too cold anymore (E/C) orbs meet the brown ones noticing the dreamy/ curious expression on her face, he shook his head then got up pulling the girl up placing her on his hip.
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In the warmth of the house, Renesmee spoke up. “You’re different” this made (Y/N) tens up but didn’t stop walking.
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Placing both of her small hands on older vampire’s cheeks she looked all over his face. “I like it.” she added, smiling brightly.
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Deciding to ignore the things she said he asked his own questions.
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“What were you doing in the middle of the woods at this hour?”
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“I don’t know, something dragged me here. I was too scared to see what it was till you showed up.” placing her on the cough he noticed how her eyes never left his taller frame and her fingers fidget with each other. “you’re a strange little fella, not a human, not a full vampire either.” getting down to her level (Y/N) signalised her to do what she wanted. As she touched his cheek all the things she got through were shown to the crouching vampire that now knew who she was but didn’t pull away letting her finish the visions..
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“My name is Renesmee”
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“Even stranger names you have…. I’m (Y/N).”
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After that Ness talked about her family and what she liked to do (Y/N) let her, he didn’t mind having a little girl in his house that talked his ears off.
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Noticing her sleepy state, stronger arms pulled her up and took her to the other room then laid her down onto soft matters of his bed, covered her with a (F/C) bed sheets, then grabbed a spare pillow and some covers going to the living room and placing it neatly on the red sofa.
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Going to the bathroom (Y/N) changed into pj and brushed his teeth, soon after he moved back on the sofa and fell asleep.
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Three hours later (E/C) eyes felt open, looking down he saw Renesmee cuddled up to his body, letting out a soft breath (Y/N) covering her sleeping body going back to sleep.
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Meanwhile Cullens don’t know what to do. They searched every inch of the forest but they couldn’t find Renesmee nor smell her. Bella was even more on the edge than her husband who still tried to think rationally.
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“We haven’t found any blood so she shouldn’t be injured” Jasper spoke as he was seen back.
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“I don’t care about the blood, I want my baby to be here.”
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“Don’t worry Bella, we will find her.” Carlise spoke softly not to anger the mother any further.
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When the morning came Cullens was even more stressed and worried, no Jacob and now Renesmee disappeared.
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In the other part of the forest (Y/N) had just woken up as well as the girl, he made her breakfast then gave spare toothbrush to let her clean her teeth and brushed her hair knowing later it will be pain in the ass to comb if she already got so many knots in them.
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Hearing a knock on the door both of them turned to the hallway. Taller vampire on high alert knowing he now had the hybrid child in his territorium and if something smelled her he couldnt be able to protect her if it came to fight with more than one vampire.
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“go to the kitchen”
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With a nood from her (Y/N) stood up and went to see who it was before he could actually see it he smelt a strong scent of a wet dog.
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Opening them widely he was met with Jacob soaked to the bone from the heavy rain that neither of the two in the house noticed. “you scared me half to death… get inside.” walking in and closing the door, a shorter male ran up to the bathroom for some towels and one of his pj completes since it was the only oversized things he got and placed them on the counter then came back with red towel in hand dropping it on Jacobs head then giving him one more to dry his body. “dry yourself then go change in the bathroom.”
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Nodding wolf shifter did as he was told and disappeared behind the bathroom door.
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“It’s ok, you can came here now” just like that Ness came out of the kitchen and hugged (Y/N)s leg
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“What is she doing here?”
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“I don’t know, she showed up last night.” (Y/N) turned to look at the other male, quickly looking away once he felt his expression change. “please wear a shirt and gave me your clothes, I’ll hang them to dry.”
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A second later everything went dark, the electricity shut down. Thunder was just starting.
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Renesmee fastly came up in between the two, scared. “It’s ok, just a power outage. It should come back soon… hope it comes back soon. ”
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“What do you mean?”
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“The heater wont work without electricity…making the whole house feel like a freezer in this weather…” hearing the worry in a shorter boy voice they didn’t waste time to gather some warmer bedspreads in one place.
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Sitting on a sofa covered in multiple quilts and blankets Jacob moved (Y/N) closer to his chest and vampire didn’t resist instead cuddled closer with the girl that sat on his lap not wanting to let her freeze and get warmer too. Shifter didn’t complain, liking the closeness. Remembering how Bella did the same in the mountains when she was still a human.. He didn’t know he’d ever meet such a vampire that even when changed were so human-like.
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“What are you doing here anyway? My house is far away from the Cullens.”
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“I didn’t drive back there after our talk… I needed time to think instead of someone that will get into my head the second I’ll come back there.”
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“You’re sick of it too I see..”
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Jacob turned his head to look at (Y/N).
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“What’s with that look wolf boy? My head isn’t a closed book for a mind reader. He could open it and read from it any time he pleased even if sometimes it made me uncomfortable. That’s just how it is..” after the last sentence the vampire moved to place his head on the tanned boy’s shoulder looking down at the sleeping form of Renesmee.
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