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liquidstar · 3 months

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oc req i got from a friend on cohost for these two hanging out! which eventually turned into me thinking "what if this is just saiph walking up to ramus unprompted on Guild Beach Day, but ramus fully forgot who he was since they last met" and that concept was funny enough to me that thats what the drawing became

but still, here's an edited (technically original) version under the cut bc i think eventually they start to talk for real anyway lol

#finn's ocs #finn's art #i also for a second thought it would be a little bit funny for ramus's reply to be ''what the fuck happened to your tits'' but #stylized top surgery scars get too much shit so i figured it would be low hanging fruit even if in isolation its funny #also wrt the scars ik some ppl scar darker while some scar paler im not just being inconsistent 😅 i hope that comes across well #but yeah i think its better if they just hang out normally anyway. theyre just two dudes #even if ramus forgor and even if saiph would just walk up to random ppl on the beach and Start Talking #bc he acts like everyone in the world is his best friend. ask levy from the train station #which. is a character ive also only talked abt on cohost i think? whatever that desc tells you everything you need to know #i also have a polaris wip recommended from the same friend but i got carried away here #also theres a secondary joke of the crab getting closer. be careful.#and a third joke of the crab having the same accessories as cancer. his pet perhaps. as all crabs in the ocean are #also all of ramus's stuff is just his guildmates stuff bc theyre there too and they share #i feel like if any guild would just share all their shit its the hippies in the woods right #thats my commentary. this ended up becoming a bigger drawing than i intended bc i kept thinking abt stuff

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camgirlkaminari · 8 months

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i just caught up with the latest chapters and like. those dudes definitely made out right? like that's not even subtext? like horikoshi fully said one and two absolutely went hog wild upon each other like. in the text, right??????? I have other, more cool and normal thoughts, but what is really important to me right now is that. those dudes definitely canonically got nasty. right???????????????????

#other things to note: oh my god afo absolutely gave shigaraki his brothers hand. unbelievable #also: what happened with hawks? did he fully get absorbed into afo? why was he all the way in there like that. did i miss something #bnha spoilers #bnha manga spoilers #but really like what the fuck is this story about. all might starts off like yeah you gotta swallow my dna #NOT lets do some sort of. blood oath where we manfully exchange bodily fluids #thats soooo specific #like heroes rising? they touched bloody hands but this is NOT a syphilis situation this is a #katsuki had to have stuck his nasty little fingers in his mouth before they could start the fight. which is SO funny to imagine #and then im back to yoichi and how he must have given away his quirk the first time like #like. doesnt it sound like kudou was like i feel weird. better get a pregnancy test about it #right? right? am i insane here?#bruce says hm. youve got some weird little unformed thing in there #kudou replies: hm. its just as i expected. i knew ever since the time we made love under the moon something about me was different #right?#ugh a lifetime of trying not to read to much into shonen shit im truly like. grappling with this #they fucking. fucked. right?!!!????!!!

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snarkspawn · 1 year

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thank you for asking @swtorpadawan <3

#to be fair in my headcanons I've kind of separated her from the game over the years #so technically she's not romancing mako anymore #but for the purposes of this ask ... yeah I think she would've decided that right away #although it would've taken her a while to actually realise and act on it then haha #thank you again #this was fun to do as a warmup!#swtor #star wars the old republic #star wars #the old republic #mandalorian #bounty hunter #nievrin #mako #the chaytan legacy #userpharawee #swtorpadawan #replies

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lost-hope-but-funny · 21 days

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maglor sees his brothers lot.

in the winds, in the sand, everywhere.

in the shadows, in the moonlight that shines on the water surface.

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they talk to him, too.

with laughter and running around, not leaving any trace on the shores.

with rolling their eyes and nudging into different directions, because, káno, you can do better

he sees his brothers corpses in their gaunt, empty eyes.

they whisper to him but it is mostly just noise in his head, loud, like their screams.

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by the time they smile with their bloodied teeth and cold hands, maglor doesn't want to see them.

#yes maglor is haunted by his own mind #or are thry ghosts #just too pained #maglor is haunted by their deaths but sometimes he talks to him abd they reply #nelyo gives him some advice a bit rough and tired but nostly on point #the twins laugh #with one of them lacking eyes entirely just two empty sockets two blaxk holes #celegorm walks on the rocks listening to him singing - screaming - his throat raw with sorrow and noldotlante #i have no idea if it the right name #caranthir and curufin lurk behind but hever too far with their feet always wet from the sea water #at least it looks like it #yes i plan to write a fic #maybe a multi chapter #maglor #kanafinwe #macalaurë #silmarillion #sons of feanor #yeah maglor you cant rrally rub away from your own thoughts #abd he just really misses his family

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evilblot · 5 months

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Birthday.

#I've officially survived the first third of my life. insane.#especially for a guy who thought they wouldn't live past 20 #like. how do you cope with that?#nah that's a question for another day. I don't wanna sound like a wet blanket as per usual.#so.... anyway. yeah.#this is queued btw so i won't be replying right away if y'all say something #and neither tomorrow probably since i got a 10hrs shift. but whatever.#here's to nothing! yippeee!#ink blots #blot's q

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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#for how long am i gonna wake up.. and have my first thought be him #and then wish that when i look at my phone i will have messages waiting from him #where he said gm and told me abt his day like i had every day for a while..#and then suddenly get anxiety pain in my whole chest and stomach #bc i know i dont have any messages from him. and that we dont really talk anymore #and now idek if he would want to keep message me every once in a while #am i gonna keep living off of the high from one message from him now and then?#like idk :((( it's just so painful #and it does hurt more now bc... for a long time i still hade hope that like ofc we will talk!!!!! when he's ready to talk #we will talk abt everything and it will all be fine ^-^ i really really had trust and belief in that #like i genuinely thought that would happen. bc to /me/ this is the most real and strong thing i've had #which truly i understand is also naive and unwordly of me and also im very intense and emotional abt things #so truly i cannot get mad abt it only have been the one thing to want and to wanna fight for #bc yeah.. ig it just stings a lot more than just a crush bc to me.. like i sound so silly and naive but i should just vent #bc like yeah... i dont have any friends to talk to or a therapist or anything and i need to talk T-T #it's embarrassing but to me i really felt like i had found my person.. the person who i wanted to be the closest to in the world..#felt the kind of love where i would do anything and fight for it to even have a chance.. and yeah..#ig i was very naive to have the 'certainty' that .. i was just waiting and being patient and giving him space. maybe that wasnt actually #what he needed. but w my avpd i didnt know how to be pushy or.. like how to be enough pushy like he would need #without being too intense to push him too far away from me. bc im intense.. so i know that even if he's right for me #im not right for him bc i could not give him what he needs.. :(((#but yeah.. everyday i wake up w so much sadness bc i know i wont get to talk to him all day #and now the sadness is coupled with intense dread and anxiety #bc honestly i have no idea if he'll ever reply to me again or how much we will talk if we even will at all.#and the thought of life without him and not even have him in it even a little makes me wanna die lol #idk.. idk... bc i wont get to have what i want.. which is to simply be with him. but yeah idk... idk #it pains me sm that ... we never did talk to find out whatever was between us. and regardless of intent on his behalf that does make me fee #*i* am the one who valued and cared abt our 'bond' more than he did... but it is what it is it is what it is #it just hurts... bc i found someone i both thought and wanted it to be real with. but... i never even got a chance to try or talk abt it #which also is life.. if he found someone (twice) that he did like enough to want to try with but not with me.. that's just how he felt..

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ichigosoju · 4 months

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#im so upset that he decided that i did smt wrong again #and then just pulls away and stops talking to me #he's done that several times and its so frustratinf #g*#bc hes the most important person to me hes my fav #but he doesnt care abt meeeee lol he wants to talk to others but not me #anyways so yeah #this entire month.... we have exchanged like 4 messages #bc he didnt like smth on my blog then unfollowed me and now isnt replying :D #and i feel so lonely #yes i talk to others #the issue is .. im fucked up yes but he is the only one im like obssessed with #his messages makes my heart race #otherwise i just feel dead #but the entirety of may.. nada #and june is one year ago since we had out intense couple of months #that i miss bc when he gave me that and showed me my dream #i feel like im dying now when i cant have it anymore bc he stopped liking me #i just hate how he isnt talking to me #bc he is RUINING my mood #all i cant think abt is him and when it is bad between us i feel depressed af all day for weeks #he isnt healthy for me bc i need open and direct communication #and he doesnt give me any of that #i knoooow that he isnt right for me but i want him anyway oops

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pseudophan · 1 year

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ull always be my favorite niche microcelebrity if that counts for anything

GODDDDD i miss being a niche microcelebrity. that shit kept me going fr. thank you though that's very sweet <3

#not even in an ego way #ok yeah definitely in an ego way #but more than that just like.... no matter how shitty i felt #for a few years there if i just posted anything id have 20 people replying right away #and unironically that kept me from spiralling so much #like if you were there then.. thank u so much #i mean i also just dont like not being “important” like its very much also an ego thing. if we're being real #but More Than That. it was the community of it all #answered

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bangcakes · 6 months

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#still crazy to me that i live in a world where i can just ??? message him whenever i want n he replies ???#we've come such a long way its insane #like this time last year we hadnt even messaged unless it was thru like. the class dc server JDJDJDJDJDJ #actually like a year ago yesterday he blew my fuckin mind bc i was walkin from the parking lot to class n he was just standing there #waiting for me ???????? it blew my fuckin mind bc at that point id given up on him right. i was like ok no way this guys into me but JDJDJDJ #i was super early for the test n he said he had to go put something away in his car n he happened to see me n we talked all the way to #the exam and all b4 JDJDJSSJNSNS #our relationship is so weird. like just so weird #i feel like we gravitate toward each other its..... idek JDNNDDNNDNZ #this has never happened to me b4. like usually i talk to the guy n its like o .... actually ur not what i imagined djdjsjsjs #but this guy #... so annoying bc he gets better every time n we've known each other for over a year now #idk i just.... ive talked about it b4 but our similarities are insane. and like the way we kept bumping into each other ????#idk its so weird JDJDZJJZJZJS #i think its mutual i really do. i think its just gonna take awhile to make a move. idk if its gonna be me or him but...#yeah im not really worried anymore #personal

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izzy-b-hands · 6 months

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I know it's probably just a part of restarting the lamotrigine, but. holy fuck does it have me short on spoons and patience and. Everything mentally today lmao

#text post #worst case scenario I find out this med no longer helps me and i stop it #but it's been less than a week so I know this is just. Part Of It All lmao #that said every decision I've had to make today has immediately paralysed me and/or immediately made me angry/upset so. That's something #that usually only happens when I'm already overwhelmed and/or overstimulated but it's EVERYTHING today as if im stuck in a state of that #like. I had to choose if i wanted to work upstairs or downstairs today (surveys and writing) and i had tears in my eyes trying to choose #im upstairs rn and considering going down but. yeah. Having An Moment #and I hope this effect doesn't last more than a few weeks to a month at longest lmao #on that note apologies if u reach out and i don't reply right away i absolutely will be reaching back out!!#I just need a bit today to try and chill my brain out before I'm talking to anyone for an extended period of time #hoping if i wrangle the spoons for that now I can use them all and feel better by this evening which has worked in the past so!!!

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magic-is-something-we-create · 10 months

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im super behind on tags and asks of all sorts and im HOPING to be able to go through and catch up on as many of those as i can during breaks while i get my stuff back in my room today

#taglist stuff will probably go in the queue cause thats running low again #but the rest will be reblogged/answered right away #and my game replies will be uh. probably rather scant bc they take a Lot of time #but yeah #expect to see me on here a bit more than usual today #its the last day i can do it this week after all #braindumps.txt

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pepprs · 2 years

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idk how to reconcile my new self with my old self. also i fucking hate waiting. GRAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#delete later #im getting a taste of my own medicine bc when im overwhelmed depressed etc i don’t even open emails or dms or whatever and then ifeel guilty #and let them build up and run away from them and literally do not reply for years. but ive been waiting for like 5 different but related #replies for 3ish days at this point and im soooooo impatient omg i want to bash my head into the wall.. and afaik no one i messaged has #opened the message despite being active online elsewhere which is EXACTLY what i do so i have no right to complain at all. but still. omggg #i just have a simple question (me and the ps5 voice) reply to my message boy #purrs #also.. ok yeah im gonna be honest about it even if there are consequences lol. idk why im on such a mission to get back all my old #characters but if i don’t i can and will go crazy. i don’t even do that kind of thing anymore and d*viantart is an irreversibly warped #landscape due in part to capitalism and in part to own mistakes and selfish actions. and i truly feel like my tumblr mutuals are the only #ones who understand me and feel safe and cozy on here. but i miss my old internet home. and i really miss my old internet friends and seeing #all the jokes we had and how we were all like interconnected w the same adopt groups and stuff and now we don’t even talk… it makes me so #sad and i feel weird messaging them just for the purpose of asking if they can give me back characters i gave them 4 years ago like a) you j #just don’t do that kind of thing i don’t think but b) it feels so transactional and would make the part of saying hey our friendship was #important to me when i was a teenager and even though we don’t talk anymore i think of you fondly and wish you well. like lollllll. and i #feel cringe even tracking them down / messaging them bc we are all jn our 20s now… embarrassing. but i am so mad at myself for letting those #friendships wither (not that i have the spoons to sustain them these days anyway but still) and for not keeping bettr track of my characters #when i sold them and for giving them up in the first place and for letting my old internet life just fall apart due to neglect bc it puts me #in a bind to try to piece it together again no matter how i try it and i shouldn’t try anyway. but i am so tempted to rn. lol #* itd make saying stuff abt appreciating friendship weird bc there’s a transaction tied in (source: i did this and feel weird and bad)#like the way i want to SCREAM seeing that dA ate all of the journals i made when i was a 14 year old and turned them into glitched polls. th #the way the wayback machine has terrible unreliable records of everything and i can never get some stuff back / track some stuff down. pain #anyways it’s stupid bc i feel cozy and listened to and as connected as i have the energy to be to all of u guys so why am i doing this. but #i miss the dA stuff too and i wish it wasn’t cringe and i wish i could have everything that’s ever been part of me all in one place. lol #also this doesn’t even take into account my poetry community on dA on my other account who i also felt so safe and cozy with and i abandoned #that too and lost touch with basically everyone even though we all knew each others deepest secrets for years.. the heartsickness of it all #anyways mutuals who knew me on deviantart i am clutching both your hands with impassioned urgency and kissing u on the cheeks. that’s all

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angeltism · 1 year

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rot.ary di.al the aqua bpder song ever

#➳ the fool speaks #like me listening 2 that on repeat years ago while splitting on my fp back then .#putting aside all the story and stuff . those lyrics are basically just what it feels like splitting on someone . to me .#as well as some of my less normal/healthy ways of showing my devotion to those i care about #''call me call me baby - check me on the cheek and all night i'll wait for your reply''#and then ofc the ''i can't wait for you to die'' for the splitting obv .#''all the ones that i love have hung up the telephone time after time after time after time after-'' abandonment issues ++ bpd tend to go #hand in hand #''time and time again again i'll only speak to uu'' prioritizing uur fp above all others because they're OBVIOUSLY the most important perso #in uur life (and if uu don't talk to them right this instant they'll leave uu forever and hate uu and uu can't have that now can uu)#''and maybe uu should give me back the love i gave to uu'' feeling unloved and as though uur fp doesn't care about uu the way uu care abt #them (and if they don't have bpd or uu just . aren't their fp too . then yeah they most likely don't . ahahahah . ow .)#''i've given up on any kind of hope that's left for me'' the self awareness uu get at some point abt the fact uu are . well . Like This tm #and then the ''time is just a-ticking away now hey now for uu for uu'' more ''i hope uu fucking die'' splitting type stuff #''and after i've called uu for the 43rd time'' flashbacks to me desperately trying to talk to my fps over the years to no success .#and then more ''call me call me baby'' w affectionate words and the want/need for attention #''where are uu going my darling?'' fear of abandonment #''why do uu never talk to me'' as mentioned above being more prone to feeling neglected by uur fp if they aren't around as much as uu'd lik #''nevermore forevermore - love is nothing but a waste'' feeling like trying to connect w and maintain a relationship is . well .#a waste because of whatever reasons uu find applicable since there's like 100 uu could think of . purrobably .#and then the rest of the song is kinda just repeats of all these lyrics #ok nawt all of them but uu get the idea #like #damn #idk maybe it's just me but bpd song of all time . sort of . idk .#hap.py days too but that one iirc was Actually Written as a bpd song . this one is kinda just fitting even if on accident ??

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katyspersonal · 2 years

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It doesn't even make any sense to say ppl justify the Do/ll so they can simp for Ge/hr/man because simps here are always okay with their blorbo being a little or much morally depraved. It is Tumblr, what do those edgelords expect?

jhfgfgdsgds Well, yeah

If you really analyze WHAT fictional male characters tend to attract a lot of stans and people thirsting for them, it is almost always unconditional? Like... People do not need to apologize anyone in BLORBOrne to like them. I mean LOOK at the guys BB fandom thirsts for the most - they are not even TRYING to pretend their favs are not what first meets the eye!

So why would that change for like, a single old man? In fact, on tungle dot hell the more unapologetically and obviously twisted the character is - the BETTER, somehow...?

I will be real, when I was digging lore and themes rather than characters interpreting, I was completely content with 'Maria is a badass masculine woman and G3hrman is a creepy old man' interpretation and worked my ideas from that field. I just... had no problem with the character being messed up and still hated OR enjoyed for who he is? It was when I got a glimpse of big misinterpretation going thanks to retranslation document when I grabbed my pretentious magnifying glass and made my own research.

Feels like eternity now, but to confess the truth, I kinda... liked it how it used to be? The type of 'a person I'd hate to deal with in real life but can explore from every angle in fiction'. Just ask @val-of-the-north how hard I simped for him back then *sobs* (Don't actually ask him oh my god sdfhfdhs I am joking) But yeah that's in the past and I don't even NEED it anymore, whatever I was able to obtain from the concept I now got in spades

But yeah, again, I agree - not even ONCE a Tumblr simp needed to deny the reality; there is just... well, when the blorbo is not ACTUALLY that bad, there is no fun in liking him with this 'badness', and Gehrm4n is... well, not that bad. But fictional men lovers here will pick the worst war criminal who is evil just to be sexy and portray HIM and not some 'morally grey character' as the dream husbando, THIS is what Tumblr stands on and WILL stand on forever sdfjhhds

#fandomry rambles #shitposting #ask replies #filtering the name because these memes are too fucking stupid to leave my target audience sdfhfhfhgsd #sorry </3 #i still stand by the remark that if g3hrman was straight up bitch without any 'up to interpretation' controvercy-#-he'd actually have MORE fans #it is just that everyone with at least 1 Insight point just FEELS that something is not right here #blorborne should be new name for a section of fandom that is mostly or entirely devoted to liking bb blorbos tho dfskjhfd #especially 4 sexymen of the apocalypse (m1colash alfr3d v4ltr and brad0r)#god every time i have to use the word blorbo i remember that time on twitter when no one knew what this word means fsghfsd #it was so funny dfshfdhgs #but.... yeah.. to be honest i would not mind g3hrman being creepy old man in the slightest :')#i'd just object that he simps for maria and want to be his little doll MYSELF :((((((#but yeah as someone who loves m1colash and aldr1ch a lot i am defo not the type to wash blorbo's depravity away #if anything i am all for making character even WORSE! just check some of my takes on mico dshfdh

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bragganhyl · 1 year

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What party do you use and what levels are you for the master below? She always beats my ass really bad

I usually go around level 13-ish and I too get my ass kicked usually. This time around I kinda forgot about the Endless Paths after I was done with Kana's quest so I ended up going at level 15 (at which point Aloth already knows Wall of Many Colors and Hiravias knows how to summon that fire stag) and it was fine. My party is Edér, Aloth, Pallegina, Kana (built for a support/summoner role), Hiravias and my Watcher who is also a chanter (built for a tank role). Hiravias is very good at keeping the MB off her feet and Aloth's confusion spell can turn those xaurip priests to help you instead (and ofc the WoMC is just a massive help as always) sooo yeah.

#replies and whatnot #yeah I was kinda sorta pretty overleveled this time around whoopsie #I also have edér in the sanguine plate and my watcher in the golden scales and I have them rush at the mb #while the others run the other way so that the initial stomp attack wouldn't wipe them all out right away #the sanguine armor has a frenzy on crit effect so if edér is still standing he'll be pissed #and the golden scales has a really high fire damage reduction thing on it so the fire breath is pretty manageable with it #and the mb really wanted my watcher dead specifically so she just ignored all the others which was a godsend ngl

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mollymarymarie · 2 years

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i just spent my holiday break rereading like …… every? yeah every single one of your fics. you are such a gift. thank you so much for writing and sharing with us, and i CANNOT wait for the yuri on ice inspired wolfstar fic (i didn’t know i NEEDED it until you provided) for whenever we get to see it - thank you thank you THANK YOU for everything

Listen. LISTEN. how dare you come into my ask box and send me something SO OUTLANDISHLY CUTE while I am trying to finish this damn YOI fic! You have no idea the motivation this has wrought in me, you wonderful little sunbeam! I hope you just LOVE the ending of this fic!

#I got an ask!#OH MY GOD EVERY FIC?!?#This is too much #I am passing away #I was trying to make this answer like... Violently positive lol #I follow a girl on tiktok who says things that are wonderfully polite but in a way that her voice sounds mean it's so cute #Anyway that was this reply #And YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND #THE YURI FIC IS ALMOST FINISHED #Literally writing the final few sentences RIGHT THIS MOMENT #Still gotta go through some editing #But yeah almost done sunbeam!!

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