#(Also you don't gotta be a mutual to message :o)

[getitfrenchship]

Hiya, Pikes!!

So … I couldn’t remember if you’re the mutual I have that’s uncomfortable with f/o letters, so … I hope it’s alright to simply get a message from me!

I know you’ve been pretty busy, lately, but I always love seeing you posting about your faves, even if I don’t know their sources too well. I also don’t know a lot about the dynamics in your ships, but it’s still loads of fun seeing you gush about them on occasion.

Hope you have a happy Valentine’s Day!!

~ librarian-lover 📖

I love receiving letters! I just have a bad habit of not writing back because I go "okay gotta go into research mode" but then I realize "ah crap I follow too many friends and I don't know who my moots are wHAT DOOOO" so I never get to writing.

And if you ever wanna learn a dynamic, simply pick a blorbo from my list (usually with a green book or fleur de lis emoji next to their name) and I can divulge! This also helps turn aesthetic crushes (ones with cherry blossoms near their names) into "I have a dynamic with them, I just need to develop it more"

Hope your Valentine's Day is good to you, as well!

[a-vague-recollection]

Hello there. How's life treating you these days?

I was down a few days ago. The usual I suppose. But this chat I had with a friend two years ago came to mind and I decided to scroll those messages. Both of us, at the time, had a similar kind of hurting or pain. We were scratched by the same thorns, so to say. And despite us being 'just-good-friends' through out school, latched together to lament on this common pain. It certainly helped me. Just ranting stuff on her chat and she'd reply when she found the time to do so. And that's how it was. We did that for a few months. I would be the person to lift her up if she felt down and she'd be the one doing that when I'd feel like throwing myself into water. Don't get me wrong, I've never been suicidal, and I'm grateful for that. Just that sometimes one would want to bury themselves under water. Sometimes you crave for breathlessness because life's hitting you all at once and you feel like you don't have a chance so you kinda wish for it to come for you all together. All at once. So you may rise again and gasp for air. Breathe new again. And be granted a second chance. The whole thing was nice. To vomit feelings in its truest forms because she wouldn't cringe. She wouldn't think I was being emotional or immature. It was nice. I hope she felt that too. But reading those text messages then has not only made me reminisce the friendship I had but also allowed me to see myself in a different light. I was a bit more braver then. At 18, I was a bit more hopeful. I could let my tongue slip and say words of compassion and encouragement without the fear of being judged. I could venture out for long lost friends and start talking to them just because I wanted to talk. The thoughts of whether I'm the one who messages first or am I being a nuisance or do they think I'm kinda stupid or silly to want to build this friendship even though there's no reason for it now. We're no longer in the same class or school. Don't have mutual friends. Didn't really meet anywhere recently. Why is she forging this now? Those thoughts seemed to always escape me. I'm genuinely interested in this person, who cares about the rest anyways? But unfortunately, these thoughts never seem to leave me now. The 'what would they think?' has made me backspace a lot of paragraph messages on how I had a dream of them last night, or I saw this thing on TV and it reminded me of that time, or how I think they're wonderful for this reason, or how I'm just really happy to have had a friend like them, or how I'm randomly reminded of that one time they did this. O r how they weren't supposed to have done that. Anyways, as you can see I'm reminded of people a lot. I bet others are too. And it's sad that they will never know because I got scared. anxious. For no reason at all. So, now I'm kinda making it a point to sent these random reminders I have of these people, if I get bothered for more than 10 minutes. Yeah kinda long but I overthink so yeah. I would love to receive a random paragraph long text from any friend. Whether its about me or their day or anything at all wouldn't matter. The fact that they thought of me would be enough to warm my heart. So why not do the same? As that one Barbie song, "

Sometimes when you need a friend, just need to be a friend. Gotta spin the whole picture around You need to share your light, help someone learn to fly..." So there's that. And oh, about that chat I had with her. We haven't texted since last summer. Life's been good ig. I hope it has been for her as well. Thanks for reading till the end. Share you're thoughts please. I'd love to know. Yours Truly, X

[one-last-puku]

Hey Puku, I’m not really sure if interaction with your posts are okay, or if you even want asks/asks related to that, however I’m in a similar spot. I, myself doesn’t know how to deal with this either. It’s just a awful situation that drags you down no matter how you view it, I bet it’s pretty exhausting for you. I’m not really sure where I want to go with this, but I just want you to know that you’re not alone.

I hope that’s okay, and one day, hopefully, everything will feel okay. Sending hugs \o/

Awh

I don't mind, to be honest, I mostly just worry about being unhealthy to anyone who follows me; and I don't know what it is, but sometimes if I tag my posts with the proper tw, I'll get someone I've never interacted with before, who's not a mutual, send me a dm about it. They'll be like "you can always talk to me", something related to asking me not to go through with offing myself (even if I was sure I didn't write anything that made it seem like I was), and I know they're trying to be caring to a fellow person, but for me it kinda just feels weird because they only saw the one post and don't actually know my current mental state. Also, I can't help but feel guilty about feeling that way because I know they are doing it out of a place of empathy and I have also been on that side of just wanting to help anyone who seems to be crying out for help. As one who has been there, looking, actively seeking to help others, for me in the past has been also somewhat because I was also lonely, so it makes me feel a bit more guilty.

I generally don't mind considering mutuals friends even if unofficially, because more than likely, we found each other through a or similar interest(s), and as mutuals we have the chance to sort of get to know each other through our posts.

So anyway, no worries, thank you for reaching out! And I also hope if you see my posts, perhaps it make you feel less alone, too! 💖 That was also part of why I post some of them. I use this blogging format to help my mind sort out and process the things, supposedly that's the whole point of PTSD. Your brain forces you to keep revisiting the trauma until it's been able to fully process the memory and can finally store it as a memory from the past so the person can hopefully move on and lead a healthier life with a brain better equipped to handle different stresses and trauma in the future.

The problem is, when PTSD becomes more like a disorder, hense the D part of the acronym. It's like a glitch in the trauma recovery system, causing it to interfere with your daily life for a very long time, apparently at least more than one month. I haven't been able to shoo mine away for well over 2 years, well for the more pressing issue as of late. It's possible I've been dealing with cptsd due to my childhood, but never knew until I started researching more about these subjects dealing with traumas. Interestingly enough, the "obsession" my brain has had with the most recent thing, has actually forced me to become a makeshift psychology student (like at home with my internet, not formal academia and training, so my knowledge is null. lol) for the last going on 3 years come fall. Always listen to the person with the phD, not my hick ass. Gahahaha (No, seriously, I don't wanna be sued! XD)

But yesssss! I'm constantly exhausted! The fact you can say that probably means you're exhausted, too. I guess we can be exhausted sleepy babies together. Sleep, sleep, sleep!!! Do it for your drained battery, it's good for you!

You're right though, someday we'll be okay! I hope so anyway! We just gotta keep fighting! And more sleep!! We got this, mate!

*biggest bear hugs for my mate who remains anonymous*

I'm just in a good mood this morning, hahaha! And perhaps, a lot of it I can thank you and your message here for, my friend!

Sending some of these excess positive vibes your way, friend. 💖💖💖🌟

[ambivalent-anarchy]

Spidey Squad (Boys) Suspicious Texting/Insecure - Headcanon

Masterlist

Anon asked - can I get a headcanon of the spidey squad boys reacting to their s/o's phone blowing up (in the texting way) and they think it might be a guy? Thanks XD

A/N: Lol I think I get what you're saying. Also thanks for the headcanon!!! I love making them. I gave Peter a blurb cuz, well, he's Peter. Enjoy!

Peter

Peter's not a super jealous guy, especially if he's already got you (as his girlfriend/boyfriend)

He trusts you so he's never in some constant state of awareness or fear about the state of the relationship or watching for anyone coming against it

Sometimes maybe too unaware

But that's for a different headcanon

Anyways

So you two are sitting probably watching a movie or something

And your phone is ON FIRE

Idk who's texting you but BOY have they got alot to say!

And it doesn't bother Peter at first

But like

THEY WON'T STOP

And at this point idk if he's just upset with getting distracted from the movie or from thinking some idiot's hitting on you

(Cuz he's a boy and boys gotta jump to irrational conclusions sometimes)

So he hits you with a quick "so who's texting us, babe?"

(Cuz ya gotta love sassy petey, I mean c'mon)

You either tell him who you're talking to and he calms down (but he will talk to Ned about people he suspects trying to flirt with you later) or "what the fuck you mean 'us'? They're texting me, Petey."

But overall it's just a minor, little, easily forgotten thing

Unless of course, you tease him

~Blurb~

"I love you, Metroman!"

"And I love you, random citizen!"

*Ding*

That was the fifth text. The fifth ding in the last two mintues. Peter watched you. You'd been reading them, only responding to some.

He shook his head slightly and turned back towards the t.v. set. 'You're just being insecure, Peter,' he told himself with a small chuckle. 'Don't say anything, don't be that guy.'

*Ding*

'So she's POPULAR today? That's new... that's interesting...'

*Ding*

*Ding*

*Ding*

The last series of noises caused Peter to let out a nervous laugh. You looked up at him curiously. "You alright, Pete?"

He nodded frantically as he paused the movie. "Heh, so... um, who's texting us, babe?"

Your jaw dropped. "Us?," you laughed. Peter Parker was feeling threatened? So he was as dumb as the average teenage guy after all. 'Okay then,' you thought before saying the name you'd knew would get him riled.

"Oh no-one. It's just Brad trying to flirt."

He scoffed and looked back at the t.v. "Brad trying to flirt..." he mumbled. Then it dawned on him. "Wait, Brad trying to-what?!"

Peter leaned, no, practically lunged over, trying to catch a glimpse of the messages. He frowned when you turned the screen off. "No no, turn it back on. What the hell is he saying to you?"

You couldn't contain your laughter as you turned your phone towards him and turned it on, only for him to see that the person who'd been texting was your best friend.

Peter immediately turned quiet and blushed as he sat back down. "I-i... I'm sorry."

"No, it was funny!," you teased. You reached over and kissed his cheek. "Guess you're a regular dumb teenage boy after all."

Flash

Oh, Flash doesn't even TRY to hide it.

He's not a bad person but he is a narcissistic little prick let's be honest

So he wants undivided attention when he talks

Anyway he's probably just talking a bunch

About literally whatever

And like halfway through he notices that you're not really listening

Or you start to laugh, but not at a joke he made

Your eyes are glued to your phone

So in the most Flash way possible, he just scoffs and says "hey tell your side-chick that you're home now."

Seeing as how you're with Flash, you wouldn't be a sensitive person

You just laugh it off

You finish the text and set your phone down probably shooting him a snarky remark while you're at it

He resumes talking

But even still, your phone is blowing up

And like he's talking but it's just

"So anyway-" *Ding*

"I was trying to-" *Ding*

"..to-" *Ding*

"Holy fuck, what- is that your other boyfriend?"

Might even pick up the phone and call whoever's texting you and just snicker "Get a hobby!," and pass the phone back to you

Yeah. He's that guy.

We still love him tho it's fine.

Ned

Ah, the sweetheart that is Ned Leeds

Let's be real he's not gonna jump to conclusions

And seriously, he probably won't even care who you're texting or that you're texting at all

He just wants your company

But if it gets really excessive

Like really REALLY excessive to the point where you're not even acknowledging him being in the room with you

He's probably just gonna shift over a bit to maybe see who's texting you so much

And throws out a little "wow, you're really popular today, huh?"

Then awkward silence

And awkward staring

And just plain awkwardness

Cuz like he WANTS your attention but he doesn't want to be rude about it

And if you STILL don't get it, he'll just tap you on the shoulder and be like "hey.. remember me.. your boyfriend?"

We all get needy sometimes😬😗

Tagging mutuals: @allegra-writes, @yumings, @hey-its-grey, @spideyyeet, @sunkissedspidey, @tommyunderoos, @chaoticpete, @spidey-reids-2003, @thesherlockianavenger, @bubblebucky, @kelieah

[sea-m0nster]

ABOUT

Hai! Mun’s name is Lago or Lake, I'm 22 and I am. dubiously. I might exist, maybe. You can ask for my discord if you'd like to talk.

The main Character of this blog is The Armourer. Science dude, armsman for the empire, loves children, nerd shit and video games, loves cosplaying, building things and being nice. Finds human culture funny. Genuinely just a nice and wholesome man. Willing to dad you. Has issues. Several sweeps old. Many of them.

Pronouns are HE/HIM.

HE’S THE 0NE THAT 0FTEN S0UNDS LIKE THIS IF HE’S TALKING N0RMALLY AT PE0PLE, but also l1ke th1s 1f he’s try1ng to be c1v1l or 1s typ1ng through a computer. EITHER ALL CAPS or no caps at all.

Most recurrent Side Character is Bentiv, the puppeteer. Scary tall clown girl, girlboss. Chucklevoodoo professional, conwoman, spy for whoever sounds more fun, doctor and commiter of atrocities on her spare time. She’s chaotic evil and I REALLY do mean it. Older than armourer by a couple sweeps. AKA Pipi. Also several of hundred sweeps old. Cougar btw. Fyi.

Pronouns are SHE/HER.

she may encase her dialogs with brackets sometimes, and can take on several different quirks, including armourer’s as she sometimes controls him. sometimes she blogs and messages as him. It's easy to catch her if you look at some cues though.

[her OWN text3 look3 like thi3. u3e3 clown emote3 from time to time :o) .]

I’m usually very open about literally everything that goes on my blog, but here’s some quick RULES and things to keep in mind:

All my characters are adults and they might talk about adult things! Viewer discretion is advised, but this blog isnt necessarily 18+. Armourer is super shy and tame about anything sexual. Bentiv isn't but he won't let her be weird on his blog.

If you wanna talk about anything, you can just message me privately @ any of my blogs (here or @marmenlade )

Open for shipping! we gotta talk though.

Open for non mutuals, but tbh i follow back almost everybody immediately.

DMs open icly.

Gifts are welcome.

NSFW comments towards the characters are allowed. They will react accordingly (spoiler warning: armourer is awkward and squirmy).

OCs and Canons both WELCOME for any fandom. Feel free to interact.

Keep IC out of OOC. I, the mun, am a real human person with feelings, and an extremely shy one at that. Please don’t be rude at me if you have no reason to be. I don’t endorse the things my characters do. Also don't interact with Bentiv specifically if you don't like characters that are genuinely bad people. Armourer himself too is very morally grey. Hes a highblood and he works with the empire even if hes nice.

Open for plot. Any and all plot. I love plotting!!!

I’m a mobile dweller. My tags are simple, i try to make things navegable for myself mostly and other mobile people. I tag pictures #1mages. and ooc content #((ooc

I don’t tag IC content but sometimes i tag grumblr.

I'm not an organized person.

As a rule of thumb, I am not willing to ACTUALLY RP ANY NSFW. I’m a “fade to black” kinda person, we can happily discuss what went down given you're an adult, but I don’t RP smut, I don't write it and I'm not really interested in trying, please respect that.

DON'T BE MEAN TO ME about these characters OUT OF CHARACTER. I don’t care nor do i want to know if you don’t like them! If you don't like me or my characters simply don't interact. Feel free to be mean ic tho.

I like dark fiction and i love to write angst, violence and whump. If this makes you uncomfortable, don't interact or don't bring it up. This blog is pretty sfw and tame because Armourer himself is just a sweet fella. But sometimes things happen when i feel like it.

I block and unfollow deliberately. This goes both for tags and people that make me (the MUN) uncomfortable. if something becomes too much or gets upsetting on my dash i simply hit the bricks. I perform the flawless emancipate and evacuate approach. Block and dip.

[cosmosrival]

hey ree!! i love your art so very much, it's lovely and it also helped me reconsider my opinion of kama for the better (their design really turned me off at first rip...) so thank you so much for that! tho what i wanted to message you for was to ask where i can read up on kama's lore and background? i don't follow jp fgo very closely so i'm not sure where to start and idk if just reading wiki entries for them would be very helpful. ty for reading wahh i hope you're having a nice day!

THIS IS... A MESSAGE SENT BY AN ANGEL I THINK???????? RIGHT AFTER MY KAMA RANT.....

THANK U SO MUCH FOR THIS, it means sosososososo much !!! and you’re very welcome !!! ;_;/ i feel you a lot because i used to be just like you !!! then i saw their third ascension and... Oh... Oh... The Galaxy Theme... me, a space nerd... i will look at them shyly from afar. i will just gaze at them from far away and not involve myself in the fandom......

......but then i was like I THINK I SHOULD DRAW THEM AT LEAST ONCE. AND DECIDED TO COME BACK FULL FORCE AFTER A BAD DEPRESSIVE EPISODE (with the help of some fgo mutuals too c’: ) and here we are!!! 

(i put u on my lap like i’m a grandpa telling a story) i’m going to be honest: there’s still a lot about the God themselves that i don’t know yet !! but from what i’ve read, their bio on the FGO wiki is actually pretty accurate when it comes to their backstory, their trauma and most importantly: their anger !!

FGO has chosen to focus on Kamadeva himself and the moment Shiva murdered him. Indian mythology can get confusing in the sense that: THERES A LOT OF REINCARNATIONS EVERYWHERE and i can barely keep track of them all (RAMA HIMSELF IS A REINCARNATION TOO) !! i know that kama gets reincarnated as well after his death, but FGO has chosen to simply freeze the original Kamadeva in time and add him to the Throne just like that. The FGO timeline is very different from the original indian mythology because in FGO, Rati who’s his consort and wife doesnt exist because DW wanted to make space for the masters to insert themselves !! which is why teaching kama about romantic love is the main drive point for master x kama ships !! and thats totally fine, kiss a horny god, BE FREE 💖 (but i think that bc of this, we’ll never have a Rati servant and i’m... :((( )

this FGO timeline can have its bad sides too unfortunately since DW has chosen to give kama a child first ascension to symbolize the different types of love (which is why theyre a lot less innocent in their final ascension) and obviously, it caters to creeps and i can totally understand why people would be put off by Kama in general because of this. it was a bad move for such a beautifully designed servant imo. which is why i’m going to keep away from it !! the only first ascension kama content you’ll see from me is just kama and ishtar acting like cute sisters !!

anyway !!

my main sources for reading about them are... their fgo wiki page since we all gotta start somewhere and this felt like the easiest place to do so!! 

their bond craft essence translation is also very interesting !! since their FGO timeline self is basically the main part of the cake !! THEN COMES THE FILLINGS 

kamadeva’s wiki page helped me quite a lot !! their french wiki page told me a lot of additional info not available in english and i was like :O !!! so if ur not an english speaker, make sure to check their wiki page in another language u know!! 

then ofc there’s tons of other websites u could check and read upon (AND ALSO !!! ASK ACTUAL HINDU PEOPLE IF U KNOW SOME THAT ARE INTERESTED IN MYTHOLOGY) !! for my part, ive been just scouting pages at random and looking up articles of their backstory and creation as well as the hindu god family tree... BUT EVEN THEN, there were a LOT of texts contradicting eachother and many sources that said one thing then another one said something else and... yeah. IT CAN GET CONFUSING VERY FAST

in some texts it says that kama is the son of brahma but in other sources, it says that kama was simply born Like That ? because kama (lustful love) is just a concept originally !! IT... IT ALL COMES DOWN TO HEADCANONS IN THE END, REALLY. 

it’ll always be a fun journey to find lore tho !! bc mythology is fun c:

I HOPE THIS HELPED U SOMEWHAT... !! if u have any precise questions about their lore though i’ll try to answer as best as i can!!!! and if i cant answer, i’ll ask one of my hindu friends about it !!! :D 

[waifujuju]

Ahh would you perhaps be willing to do an art trade with me? ( art blog is glasfischeart) if not I completely understand and I'm really sorry if I bothered you (sorry I was worried IM-ing you would seem kinda rude since we aren't mutuals,,)

I definitely would be! Your art is so cute!! And I especially love your coloring c: And you’re completely fine, no worries! It’s not rude or a bother at all!