#(Adam likes killing to be a Virtuous Act. Jazz likes people to kill out of RAGE. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

heylinfanclub · 6 months

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Tfw when I take a villain from a horror bideogame and turn him into a protagonist (as in main character but not necessarily good) in another story but more tragic now. lol. Lmao. Wheeze. I want to draw him (them?) sometimes but idk how people gonna feel bout my AU of sorts.

But he’s got a finger cut off and gets a cool replacement (from the demon who cut it off) maybe I can just draw that.

#(or the implications of his mental health #(the whole. ‘people with this disorder are not inherently dangerous’ but he has it. and he is. but cause he’s harsh when protecting himself #(it’s not that he’s a sadist. it’s that his trauma induced delusions make him distrustful of the slightest slights #(projection of that vibe of ‘someone wants something from me for a DARKER REASON THAN I CAN SEE’ hits the defensive button #(and that defensiveness leads to fights and those fights get physical and he may regret what he does—- he still reacts with fury #(idk something I think I’m allowed to explore as someone who IS afraid of impulsive violence due to my mental health #(it’s the fact it’s a stigmatized mental illness that I don’t have is what worries me bout sharing a personal AU to tha PUBLIC #(esp since he doesn’t have it in the original series I just got like. symptomatic clues from his surroundings.#(being in the same area as someone with the same illness. calling himself titles instead of his Name. traumatic childhood he denies memberin #(he eventually gets therapized proper but ALSO keeps being bad #(kinda. embraces it. under the guidance of a demon and a righteous killer.#(villain found family weeps. a bunch of killers enjoying killing Together. and keepin each other in check for Reasons they Kill.#(Adam likes killing to be a Virtuous Act. Jazz likes people to kill out of RAGE.#(Victor just wants to feel safe and some peoples LIVES get in the way of that.#(sighhh killingandstabbingandviolence. bless ‘em.

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