#(( was thinking of young tony breaking down in front of rhodey b4 the funeral about this. great dreams last night... ))

[ironhardpacker]

(( Abuse mention. Death mention. Just me going on abt headcanon stuff. Death of an abuser and etc. ))

(( Been thinking a lot abt how even though he doesn't talk about it, and acts otherwise, Tony DOES miss his dad. Yes, he was abusive. Yes, he was an asshole. But Howard was still his dad. That's the fucked up thing about abusers. There are good times and bad. And it's hard to reconcile that when they die. Cause. Fuck! Thank god they're gone. But also you feel sad?? You miss them?? He hates his dad. But he also loves him. It'd be easier if he JUST hated him. But he doesn't. And that turmoil must've really messed him up for years following Howard and Maria's death. ))