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#(( and treats all love as highly conditional and terrifying because if she doesnt fulfill these narrow expectations of how she should behave
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      She has an image to maintain, and just because she’s close to someone does not mean that image does not also extend to them in turn. Failure to comply with that image means consequences. If the world is not scared of what the Merkingdom might do to them, then the Merkingdom loses bargaining power, and when Miranda is the only face of the Merkingdom currently inland at the moment... What she does echoes out onto the entirety of her people. 
      Stray elements and actors who know and can say better, actors who do not know the stakes at play and the game they are pawns within, are going to reveal secrets that they cannot understand the power of. There’s a reason why she’s targeted the family and friends of those who need to take a knee before. If they don’t know something is bad or implies weakness, then they’ll expose it the second they begin to lose control.
       ....... Albeit, currently the discussion is upon a more personal scene anyhow. Just because she’s close to someone doesn’t mean that they aren’t fully capable of skipping the act of playing the middle man, and becoming a danger to her themselves.
      And who wouldn’t, really? Who wouldn’t see her, in her weakness, and not smell the blood in the water, not be compelled to take what is rightfully theirs? It was Miranda’s fault for straying, after all. It’s some weakness in her that caused this, some weakness that has to be removed before it can cause any further damage. They’d be doing her a favor, really. She has to be taught a lesson.
#Glory and Gore || IC#The rumor mill || Dash Commentary#spkyscry#(( there are like. multiple compounding issues that stack on top of each other here-#(( part of it being miranda's self hatred and want to ''punish'' herself for being a mistake#(( part of it is just. the culture that she comes from.#(( of royals constantly backstabbing each other and using every chance they can to get ahead#(( furthered by miranda's own role that she plays in all of it and how shes done the same to other people before#(( alongside her identity issues and the fact that she doesnt really. see herself as Anything other than the image she presents#(( she is a princess and an object and a tool. not a person.#(( therefore if someone else sees her Differently then that must be how she actually really is#(( she doesnt have an. independent personality divorced from the merkingdom#(( because it's been so discouraged and destroyed to leave her dependent on it and the crowns approval of her#(( which yes is part of the reason she has constant feelings of emptiness#(( and its all on top of the fact that she hasnt had friendships before#(( and treats all love as highly conditional and terrifying because if she doesnt fulfill these narrow expectations of how she should behave#(( then she will be discarded and even destroyed and she will view herself as deserving of it all#(( which again goes back to how much she has done the same thing to other people#(( in having very conditional love and narrow expectations that if not met means she will discard those same people#(( and all on top of the high secrecy the merkingdom has encouraged her to maintain#(( and her kind of going insane because she's very torn on what she should share if anything#(( and she knows she shouldnt be sharing half these things at all#(( and is likewise very scared of losing these friendships and being rejected and abandoned#(( its! a lot of stuff!#(( lot of different factors going on!#(( miranda has! so many problems!
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