#( we think alike ; friendo )

[sysmedsaresexist]

fuck, i typoed again. that system wasn't used (in that way) before 1987*, not that it was.

Friendo...

I'm so high and I'm so sad, we've had a good, weird talk, and I'm genuinely calling you friendo, and you need to know this

All three of those articles that I just posted were in the original two replies to Cambrian and Sophie...

Why do I like... Try? Seriously?

Like... It's there for people to see, I don't know why everyone is so determined to just be angry at me

No one reads anything I post, the pro/endo side just... Doesn't actually care about pw DID, or the truth, they just want to be right, even if it means they're now willingly and knowingly spreading misinformation

There are assholes that fakeclaim and treat endos like shit, but the majority of us are just mad

I'm mad that my history is being erased and literally EATEN, our resources being taken (yes, that newsletter was a resource, and now people think it was for the natural multiplicity movement, because they've never even bothered to look at the newsletter themselves)

When I first started getting screened, my doctor still called it MPD, we were still in the DSM IV

I could have submitted to Many Voices if I'd gotten help just... Even a or two year earlier (here it is for anyone that wants to read, it's such a beautiful newsletter)

This is my history that people are lying about, and talking down to me about, and saying I'm making up, and why am I always so angry

Gee, I wonder, I feel completely unheard when it comes to my own disorder

I feel so passionately about my disorder, and those who share my experience, and I'm so sad to see the beautiful parts of everything that has gone into DID, as it is now, after all the hard work from clinicians and patients alike, twisted like this just to make a point to sysmeds

Nobody wants to think they stole anything, but lying isn't the right way to handle this terminology war

Here's the thing, endos didn't steal anything, the word naturally evolved (the entire reason I presented so many different uses of "system", but still in reference to MPD)

I'm more mad at IFS, it's really them taking the word and applying it to a normal experience that opened the word up for interpretation when it comes to... Well, systems

It starting with MPD doesn't mean we own it, but lying and saying it was never ours is probably the worst way to handle the conversation

And considering most people have me blocked, the only way people will learn the real history is if people can admit they were wrong in their own circles

[visions-in-gemini]

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››  RANDOM  MUN FACTS  YOU SURELY WANT TO KNOW . repost, not reblog !

name :  n/a

nickname / s :  brei

height :  5′8″ ish

nationality :  canadian

favourite fruit :  banana ( i eat your kind for breakfast @unnwin )

favourite season :  fall/spirng

favourite scents :  candles, bubble bath, horses, pachouli, food

favourite colour / s :  pastel pink, blue, purple, green, yellow

favourite animals :  cats, dogs, horses

tea , coffee , hot cocoa :  cocoa cause i dont like the others. sometimes a mocha.

average hours of sleep :  8-9

when my blog was created : uhhhh like 10 wish years ago???? 2008/2009. but Cas the human didn’t appear until 2011.

random fact :  i’ve trained and rehabilitated horses. 

favourite food :  salmon or pakoras (they’re my feel good snack)

favourite t.v. show :  i don’t really have one?? but friends. 

favourite movie :  I Frankenstein, uhhhhh Break Fast Club??? Amazing spider mans?? idk.

favourite vine :  get fucked

sexuality :  birom/asexual

pronouns :  she / her

favourite book series :  i don’t think i have a fave series anymore tbh.

favourite video game / s :  Zelda anything, Spryo, MegaMan X, Skyrim, RiME, Mario Party. so many 

favourite subject : Social Networking (aka. the sociology of social groups / 6 degrees of separation), creative writing too.

guys or girls :  girls, hands fucking down.

last time I cried :  hmmmmmmm probably about 3 weeks??? maybe more idk.

what I should be doing :  job hunting –– but fuck that.

favourite fandoms :  none. i don't like fandoms skldjhfjghds oops.

TAGGED BY: @unnwin ( thanks peels ) TAGGING: anyone who thinks im nice. 

[stillness-in-green]

Spiinneeer, my sooon, what did All For One do to ya!? I'm guessing AFO stuffed out lizardy friendo with a few Quirks to get him on par with the rest of the League...and it clearly is having an effect on him. On a side note, where do you think Spinner is at since he wasn't warped with the rest of the Endgame villains to encounter Deku.

Lordy, I want Spinner to be all right….. I was and remain pretty concerned about the possible spittle, though I think it looks different enough from e.g. Shigaraki drooling on himself post-vomit in Deika that I’m not 100% convinced it is drool. On the other hand, it’s getting less loving attention in the paneling than the equivalent Shigaraki moment, and judging by the shot of Dabi at the end, Hori didn’t exactly have a lot of time to polish the art this week. Also, the only other thing it really resembles is a snatch of cloth, and I don’t see any reason Spinner would be randomly chewing on fabric, so.

As to the cause, though...

(This got rambly again, whoops. Hit the jump for possible causes, possible quirk explanations that don't involve AFO because I am forever a PLF partisan, and some supposition on location.)

I definitely think a new quirk or two is more likely than the other widespread guess of drugs. Society is a bit on the, uh, totally collapsed side at the moment to support elaborate drug networks AFO could be getting Trigger or something from, and given what Trigger does to people in Vigilantes, it especially doesn’t match the evidence.

Extra quirks would fit the long-ago foreshadowing of too many quirks having a deleterious effect on the bearer’s mental capacity, but if Spinner has to be the one to suffer for that bit of quirk mechanics finally making its return when Lady Nagant dodged it entirely, I think we should also get a return of the other piece of totally unaddressed quirk mechanics that came out of the same conversation: the idea that OFA can be forced on an unwilling bearer.

(Come on, Hori, which one was it? Which patron saint in that mausoleum of fraternal animus forced OFA on an unwilling successor? It seems only fair to say.)

Okay, that bit of ribbing aside. As others have said, both drugs or quirk overload would be goddamn weird things to do, both within and without the narrative. Why set Spinner up as a revolutionary leader only to immediately undercut his (already limited, let’s be real here) ability to perform Charismatic Leadership? If Shouji or someone’s going to have a confrontation with him about Heteromorph Rights, doesn’t it become even more of a Gimme than it already was to have Spinner not only not wanting to be there to begin with, but also quirk-roided out and therefore gone sluggish on his mental feet?

Tragically, that’s not as strong an argument as I’d like it to be, given the way All For One post-Tartarus is written to be cartoonishly simplistic in his evil—and overloading Spinner with quirks right as he’s sending him out to rally an army would be peak Cartoon Evil—and also the way Horikoshi has been making a really egregious habit lately of undercutting all the challenges his heroes face before they even have to face them.

For all of these reasons, my favorite explanation by far is the one @itsnothingofinterest proposed here—that AFO had nothing to do with it, and what we’re seeing is instead a support quirk of some kind from one of the remnants of the PLF, specifically from Spinner and Compress’s Support Regiment.

For myself, I don’t think it’s Mr. C’s Natsuo-alike—it’s not conclusive, but I think Band Jacket Natsuo was one of the ones we saw captured in the aftermath, the one flat on his face in the shot of captured advisors in Chapter 296. Also too, if it is one of the Support regiment people, Spinner’s are the ones we know for a fact made it out of the Villa, seeing as all three of them have had a major appearance and a group shot appearance since then, which none of Mr. C’s trio of advisors have.

That’s just quibbling over the details, though, and I’m completely on board with the guess regardless of who it winds up being. 100%, aces, let’s go with that for sure. Excellent continuation of the set-up on Spinner as figurehead and the ongoing threat of the PLF remnants.

To anticipate the question, though, if it is one of Spinner's three advisors, which one?

Well, Number 3 doesn’t have much to recommend him one way or the other, and the only thing that makes me think it could be Number 1 is the cynical part of my brain saying, “I bet it’ll be the girl one because of course she’ll just have to hang back and be making Spinner stronger even though she’s his Number 1; that tracks with the traditional role of women in this comic.”

Number 2, though! The pint-sized firebrand who’s done all the talking, has implied that he and his are all heteromorphs, and who has big obvious back-mounted spider legs: what if spider-legs aren’t the only insectile appendage he’s packing? He wears a hood, so we’ve never seen his face, but if he has some kind of spider quirk, he could easily have spider venom as well, and the fangs to dispense it. So maybe there’s an element of “drug” to what’s going on with Spinner after all.

The downsides to that guess are a) it would be pretty out there given that it would raise immediate questions of how exactly it was administered(1) and b) it’s not exactly intuitive why a dose of heteromorphic spider venom would have a steroid-like effect rather than the more lethal outcomes one would normally associate with such substances. As itsnothingofinterest said, a quirk that makes someone else strong feels like more of an emitter thing,(2) so maybe it’ll be Number 1 after all.

As to where Spinner is? Your guess is as good as mine, @shockersalvage! Based on how the warp quirk works, he had to have been there since before AFO went to meet up with Aoyama; depending on AFO (or ShigAFO, if he also has the quirk)’s level of familiarity with anyone else in the movement, Spinner might even have had to travel there himself(3) after the talk with AFO and Skeptic.

One plausible scenario to me is that Spinner met up with the group we saw Katana Shark and the Sludge Villain with at the end of Chapter 341—Pinstripe Greninja may have gotten 'ported in with the rest of AFO's army, but the Sludge Villain doesn't seem to have been. As to where that is, given the state of the buildings in that cliffhanger shot, I'd venture to guess we were seeing Jakku.

There's some damage to most of the city locations we see post-war, of course, but it's usually stuff like busted stoplights, abandoned cars, broken windows and storefronts, maybe one fallen building. The shot at the end of 341 is nothing but fallen or totally destroyed buildings; the tilting silhouettes in the distance bear a striking resemblance to the shattered skyline that closes Chapter 295. Bare minimum, they're in one of the cities Gigantomachia passed through.

Another possibility worth considering is where Spinner could go that would be most advantageous for AFO’s plans. Yes, All Might thinks AFO is going all-in on stealing One For All, and AFO hasn’t in this engagement said anything that contradicts that, but it would be pretty bizarre to have AFO rambling on to Dabi about how he always has multiple plans to get what he wants, only to have him immediately turn around and put all his eggs in the Attack Deku When He’s Alone basket.

So… It’s a cityscape locale, so probably not a prisonbreak, nor the grounds of UA or any other hero school. Could be the town UA sits up over, but I don’t think there’s anything AFO especially wants at UA at current.

A decent guess would be whatever city Central Hospital is in, there with the intent to retake Kurogiri. After all, AFO does reflect, when he sees a warp opening up in Chapter 243, that this “may save us some time.” But save time doing what? He does still have further goals—he says OFA is only a medium-term goal, after all—but still, it makes a bit more sense to me that he means it’ll save time because retrieving Kurogiri is what he had Spinner doing, but if Kuro’s going to show up now, well, that saves time, doesn’t it?

That’s about the sum of my thoughts on it. I imagine it’ll be a while yet before we find out, though, with presumably the remainder of Dabi’s backstory drop coming up this week. (More on that in some asks later, hopefully before the next crop of spoilers.)

Thanks as always for the ask!

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1: Am I saying I think the guy bit Spinner? I mean, if you want the monsterfucking angle, I guess. But it could presumably be injected via a plain old syringe, too.

2: Though heaven knows we have plenty of people who have heteromorphic bodies but emitter-style quirks; it could easily be that when No. 2 said all the people assigned to Spinner were heteromorphs, he meant in terms of their appearances, rather than their quirks.

3: There’s that ability to drive coming in handy again.

[franklyshipping]

Day 23 ~ Christmas 2019 Ego Fanfics

WOOOOO DAY 23 MY FRIENDOS LET'S CARRY ON WITH SOME SWEET ROMANCE! LET'S DO IT!

TAGGING: @darkipli-ler @darkipliler @giggles-and-pink-mustaches​ and @wilford-lee-warfstache

Now we come…to the patron of Christmas. This being is known far and wide for being the bringer of hopes and dream and gifts and jingles and jangles and happiness to all those in the world who deserve it. That’s right, it’s Daddy Yule-UH…I mean Father Christmas. The jolly, bearded, chunky, sack bearing guy himself…though for some reason he seemed to be wearing garters on top of his trousers, and he also had a pink moustac-ohhh…it seemed Wilford Warfstache was taking on the role of Santa this year. He’d just collapsed with a happy sigh into a squishy armchair in the main living room, and smiled to his boyfriend.

‘Wowie that was tiring!’

Dark, who was on his knees next to the Christmas Tree, looked to Wilford with a sigh and a raised eyebrow.

‘That, my dear, is because you insisted upon putting all these presents under the tree whilst in your full Santa Claus garb.’

…there was in fact no lie here. Wilford was fully dressed up as Santa, with the white beard, the hat, the boots, red trousers and waistcoat and jacket…all on top of a fat suit. As a result, amidst the present depositing task, Wilford had gotten very tired very quickly. Even though he was sat, he still managed to put his hands on his hips as he replied to Dark passionately.

‘But I have to practise wearing it for an extensive amount of time if I’m going to be able to do it for the kids on Christmas Day Dark! Just imagine their cute little smiling faces!’

Dark let out a soft laugh, lounging on the floor on his side in white, suit-like pyjamas as he smiled up at Wilford.

‘You sap.’

‘You still loooove me!’

Dark rolled his eyes with a snicker, before raising an eyebrow when he felt something nuzzling his hand. He looked down with a grin and crooned.

‘Yes, yes I love you as well, god you’re as bad as him…’

Gooper gurgled and giggled, particularly when Dark used his blunt nails to scratch his underbelly playfully. Dark smirked at the little creature, before sending that smirk Wilford’s way.

‘Wow, you two really are alike.’

….Wilford was grateful for the fake beard right now because it hid his embarrassed blush very well.

‘You hush it! And don’t torture the poor bumpkin, he’s worked hard today!’

Dark rolled his eyes once more, before having mercy on the giddy, trembling little glob. He pet him instead as he softened his voice affectionately. Gooper had helped them so much today, working so tirelessly, he was a special, warm-hearted little glob.

‘That is true….I don’t know how we all survived in this house in the past without you…’

Gooper cooed and wiggled softly in response to that, before Dark booped him with a smile.

‘Alright, enough heartfelt things, off to bed or that underbelly is mine!’

Gooper squeaked adorably, and nuzzled Dark’s fingers before hurriedly speeding out of the room, making Dark chuckle and sigh, before looking back to Wilford.

‘Shall we head off too love?’

Wilford hummed, stroking his fake beard in thought, before straightening up in the armchair as he replied.

‘In a minute, while I’m in this chair though I wanna test something, c’mere.’

Dark raised a curious eyebrow as he stood, ambling over as his boyfriend beckoned him….but then the suave gentleman pursed his lips when Wilford patted his lap with a grin.

‘Come sit on Santa’s lap.’

‘No.’

‘C’mooon!’

‘Absolutely not!’

‘But Daaaark we have to check if I’m comfy for the kids!’

‘….fine.’

Dark huffed, looking around to check that they were absolutely alone….before he settled himself on Wilford’s lap. He couldn’t help but smile when Wilford grinned and pulled him closer, wrapping his arms around him softly as he spoke.

‘So?’

Dark averted his gaze, feeling a tad bashful since it was such a sweet little moment between them.

‘You are comfy….as you always are, love.’

Wilford grinned, keeping Dark close so he could relish seeing him succumbing to the sweetness of it all. Wilford reached up to take of his fake beard, before cupping Dark’s face with his hands as he purred.

‘C’mere….’

Dark obliged happily, and soon they were both melting into each other’s lips, kissing warmly and gently and happily. Dark was gripping Wilford’s jacket as Wilford’s fingers snuck and nestled into Dark’s hair, and it was all beautifully sweet….until Wilford whispered.

‘Santa thinks you’ve been a naughty, naughty boy this year…’

Dark spluttered and pulled away from the kiss, cheeks going pink as he shoved Wilford’s chest, the owner of which was cackling his heart out.

‘Wilford! That’s rude!’

Wilford snorted amidst his mirth, eyes gleaming with his happy cheekiness as he purred.

‘Darn right it is honey, how’s my lap treatin’ ya?’

Wilford wiggled his hips with a smirk, which made Dark jump and let out a low growl. He leant in nose to nose with his boyfriend, and his eyes were narrowed threateningly….if Wilford wasn’t careful, Dark was seriously going to punish him for bringing rudeness into their sweet moment.

‘Any more rudeness out of you….and you’re getting it.’

Wilford’s and Dark’s eyes met….and Dark knew right away, before Wilford had even spoken….that Dark was going to be dishing out punishment to Santa Claus instead of mince pies.

‘….Daddy Yuletide at your service-!’

‘OH THAT’S IT!’

Wilford yelped with wide, giddy eyes as Dark ripped open his jacket and waistcoat, yanking off the fake belly strapped onto Wilford….before using his devilish fingers to dig into Wilford’s real tummy.

‘WOHOHOHAHAHA BAHAHABE NAHA!’

Wilford threw his head back with laughter, batting at Dark as he writhed around in the chair, trying to get up to escape….but with Dark solidly on his lap, that was impossible. Dark smirked, eagerly squeezing and scribbling Wilford’s soft abs as he purred.

‘Seems to me that it’s Santa who’s been the naughty one this year….and he needs to be punished.’

Wilford shook his head adorably as his limbs flailed, his cheeks a dark pink now as streams of bubbly cackles spilled from his lips. He tried hard to initially curl up, but Dark had leant right on top of him, so there was no chance of shielding any of his sensitive spots….Wilford was screwed.

‘NAHAHA IHIHI DOHOHON’T I DOHON’T!’

Wilford tried to insist, but he should have known better than to try and play to Dark’s morality….because when it came to tickling his beautiful annoyance of a boyfriend, Dark had no morality. He just smirked and tickled to his cool heart’s content.

‘Oh but you do….you’re such a naughty thing, and we can’t have any of that on Christmas Day, think of those poor children!’

Wilford howled as Dark dug into the sides of his stomach, making him kick out and squeeze his eyes shut with desperate flusteredness. It was such torture, and the fact that it was his evil, loving, teasy Dark tickling him to pieces….made Wilford crumble even more.

‘PLEHEHEASE BAHABY! I-IHIHI’LL BEHE GOHOHOOD!!’

Dark hummed in a disbelieving manner, relishing in how Wilford trembled and twitched as he used one finger to trail about over his tummy.

‘Hmmm….you don’t sound particularly sincere.’

Dark sneered, before slipping his finger into Wilford’s navel and swirling it about devilishly, making the moustached man beneath him squeal and arch his back cutely.

‘AAAEEE IAMIAM EHEHEEE IHI AHAAAAM!!’

Dark chuckled fondly at his hyper-sensitive darling, letting out a light, happy sigh as he watched him screw up his face with mirth and beg for mercy….whilst at the same time, never lifting a finger to fight him back. It was so beautiful to Dark, Wilford was so beautiful.

‘Mmm….you know, I’m still not sure….’

Dark purred, twisting his finger in the ticklish bellybutton at a slow, evil pace to make Wilford wail and shudder, encased by his ticklishness. Wilford was beyond embarrassed by this point, he was red faced, hot, nearly hysterical, and flustered not just by the tickles, but also by the smirking and chuckling from his boyfriend that he couldn’t escape.

‘PLEHEHEHEASE BAHAHABY!!’

Wilford cried with wide eyes, and Dark smiled…dammit, he never could protest against those sweet, chocolate, puppy dog eyes. Dark let out a playful growl under his breath, smiling at Wilford playfully as he crooned.

‘I suppose I don’t want you to go completely crazy….’

Wilford panted and giggled, relishing in the chills and goose-bumps happening all over his body as he looked up at Dark from beneath his eyelashes. He loved Dark so much, and honestly, Dark was someone that Wilford would allow to drive him crazy. Dark’s heart flustered when Wilford sported the beautiful, tired, lopsided grin in the whole world.

‘Hohow Chrihistmas spirited ohof you….’

Dark raised an eyebrow at his sarcasm, and leant in to ghost his lips over Wilford’s teasingly as his crimson eyes glimmered with flirty playfulness.

‘Really? You really think it’s a good time to get sassy with me?’

Wilford nibbled his bottom lip….before leaning in and nipping Dark’s bottom lip with a giggle.

‘Ahabsolutely.’

Their eyes me again, before Dark leant in and captured Wilford in a more passionate kiss, causing the moustached man to purr and melt and let the kiss take up all the focus in his mind. He even rested his arms on Dark’s shoulders as they made out….but Dark wasn’t done with his punishment yet. He smirked into Wilford’s lips as he let his fingers teasingly splay against Wilford’s inner thighs….and he chuckled when Wilford’s breath hitched.

‘….b-bahabe….’

Wilford’s whisper was weak and shaky, and his lips were already twitching as Dark smirked against them and purred, letting his fingertips trace the sensitive areas.

‘Yes dear?’

Wilford whimpered, smiling properly now as his eyes started to water adorably, and his thighs were twitching.

‘….i-ihit t-tihickles….’

Dark snickered fondly, growling as he kept softly kissing Wilford, wanting to drive him absolutely over the edge of flusteredness.

‘Excellent….’

Wilford whimpered even more as Dark’s fingertips and blunt nails ragged and circled all over Wilford’s vulnerable, sensitive inner thighs. Within minutes, Wilford was a mess of splutters, squeaks, beet red blushes and whines as he felt himself weakening completely at the tickling and affection.

‘P-Plehehease….D-Dahark….’

Dark smirked, raising a playful eyebrow as he purred, still teasingly tickling.

‘Yes dear?’

Wilford whined as he gazed at his boyfriend, his hands now moving to cling to his pyjama shirt as Wilford’s begged oh so preciously and handsomely.

‘P-Plehease….D-D-Dahahamien….m-mehercy….’

Dark blinked a few times, and his smirk melted away into a tender smile….dammit, Wilford using that name always made him weak….but in a way that Dark loved. His hands moved away from Wilford’s thighs so they could cup his face, making Wilford gasp and giggle residually amidst the mercy.

‘Anything for you, my naughty, naughty darling.’

Wilford absolutely lit up and giggled when Dark started to snuggle into him….and there they stayed. Honestly, they were probably the two naughtiest little shits in the entire household….and yet if anyone were to walk in now and see all the cuddling, kissing and smiling….they would say that it was nicest thing in the whole damn world.

WOOOO HOPE YOU ALL LIKED THIS NEXT FIC LEMME KNOW IF YA DID WOOOOO LUV YOUS XX

[leagueofidiots]

Cloud Nine spoilers!

My internet friend and I were talking on Discord, and they made a song rec I wanted to elaborate on despite their lack of tumblr

Friendo: Jubyphonic dropped her cover of Love for Love of Love by Love a couple days ago, and it reminds me of Spinner in Cloud Nine.

Me: *preparing textual evidence* I'm listening?

https://youtu.be/1H4ZtBnGyMY

Rotting a heart, they're eating alive

The lily will struggle and try not to die

Seeing you smile and hearing you speak

Feeling a pulse again, now it could beat

Walking together, you're taking me home

Ice cream enjoying, I wasn't alone

Hiding the feelings, a secret to keep

Hiding it terribly

"Hiding it terribly" yeah we know Su

I stumbled and fell into a love

I stumbled and fell into a love

Sparking and scattered from me

Dancing upon the thinning ice ever melting

I stumbled and fell into a love

I stumbled and fell into a love

The very same

Feeling I would always shame

It was a love in me

Hi, yes, oof

Fleeting and oh so green

Mistakes and everything

Friend says to put this in there and trust them

Falling in love with love on that day

Falling in love with love on that day

Later then turning and killing the flame

Killing the flame, killing the flame

Too many memories staining it red

Dripping in blood, a sun that'll set

Shut in my room, alone I would stand

Trying to end it but I can't

Falling in love with love on that day

What is the face a person should make?

Driving insane

Love for love

And by the love

And in the name of love

That love...was selfish and just loved love

Doubting the manual only to find

They didn't plan for a future outside

Only believing in what was a dream

Happy and beautiful, waiting for me

The thing about Suichi here is that, yes, he absolutely loves and admires Tomura. But all of his positive feelings towards people are amplified, making the phrase "falling in love with love" hurt me. He just wants people to like him. Somebody hug him please.

What they believed in, it all was a lie

Even their values were different alike

Laughing together, the sound that we made

Drifted away

So it was a young and dumb love

So it was a young and dumb love

Like a moth to a flame

Dancing along every streetlamp until day

More friend suggestions

So it was a young and dumb love

So it was a young and dumb love

"It really hurt you, huh?"

No text needed, also if I can hurry up and let the OT3 happen already? That'd be great

Falling in love with love on that day

Falling in love with love on that day

Later then seeing it passing away

Passing away, passing away

Too many memories tied to the moon

All of it hurting me, all of the wounds

Thinking of all of the wonderful times

It's hard to leave it all behind

Falling in love with love on that day

Telling a lie I'll never escape

Filling with hate

Love for love

And by the love

And in the name of love...

That love...was rotten but it was love

*Future text goes here*

Yeah Spinner's my fave and deserves the world but also I drink his tears with my evening pills

Fleeting and a green glass love

Why leave one line out? Here it is

Falling in love with love on that day

Falling in love with love on that day

Later then turning and killing the flame

Killing the flame, killing the flame

Killing the flame, killing the flame

Killing the flame, killing the flame

Killing the flame...

Killing it but still won't go away

*Screams at self*

Falling in love with love on that day

Falling in love with love on that day

Later then turning and killing the flame

Killing the flame, killing the flame

Too many memories staining it red

Dripping in blood, a sun that'll set

Shut in my room, alone I would stand

Trying to end it but I can't

Falling in love with love on that day

What is the face a person should make?

Driving insane

And I know that it was love

Was a mistake that is made by everyone

Love for love

And by the love

And in the name of love...

That love...

That love...

Was a mistake that is made by everyone

Suichi nooooo

But I felt it

And I know that it was love

Even now I know it's love

Good

So anyway, there's my spinaraki shipping friend's song rec, hope our hour and a half conversation made some general sense when structured

[grimsdottir]

glassrunner replied to your post: I’ve never watched sense8 but I want that lady...

i feel that in the very depths of my soul… gotta start watching this, i’d die for kickass ladies who could bend me into a pretzel

This is why were friends, Lauren~ :’) 💖

[cyberlifefortune]

Users Manual

Use Search Function and Key Words to skip portions and find what you’re looking for. 

Interaction Generalizations. 

     Just be nice. The meaner and more impatient you are, the less inclined I am to interact. It’s how to push me far, far, FAR away from you; I’m anxious, tired, old af and just here to relax.       Please don’t hesitate to DM or Inbox me, the WORST thing that could happen is I say no thank you right? Unless you’re being a dick and then the worst thing is I ignore and block. But I mean if you’re coming in prolapse first, I’m probably not going to give the time of day. So.... Be nice! 

I cut my lengths, usually by approx 2-4 posts depending how short/long our responses are. 

Responses/One Liners/ParaRP

     Please don’t hesitate to write as much as you feel appropriate. If you write a para novella response, I will do my best to give back what I have been given, but please don’t treat it like a high school essay (Don’t double space, HEADERize everything and then add a lot of cushioning words, or repeat yourself unnecessarily. I want to be able to respond to you too!). If you seem disinterested, please don’t suffer through a thread, I am happy to finish a thread if you feel that it is done and spent or have no muse for it. We can start another or plot or even just leave it there until we have the muse for their interactions again. 

    I personally prefer Para, or longer, but sometimes my time constraints only allow for so much and I will understand for yours as well. Don’t feel bad if I slam you with a paratellenovella in a six part series and you only put out a few paragraphs; sometimes it’s a lot of establishing and internalizing for characters that I enjoy exploring too! Don’t feel that you have to match letter counts or length. You write what you want and if we don’t feel it then there is no hard feelings.

Starters.

     If they’re tagged as an open thread, please feel free. If it’s open to mutuals only, please respect it. If you want to interact and you want something along that plot; Message me. You’ll be much better received this way than you will be if you insert yourself into threads not meant for you.      Closed starters are strictly meant for those my partner(s) and I have tagged. If we bring some one else in, it is not an invitation to slide in like a Stop Light Bar. 

Ask threads/Separated Open Starters

     If it’s a thread that you are continuing with me, please don’t hesitate to start a separate thread with it! I’ll appreciate it, and believe me, so will you; no dealing with other threads that might stem from it, no dealing with the likes of acknowledgement from the rest of the rp community, and a much neater, easier to use posting format. 

     Are you posting an open starter? ahhh.... I might... have to message you. I’m quite anxious that people are overwhelmed with threads so I will likely message you regarding it first. If you are overwhelmed, tell me. I do not take offense. We can plot when you have time and if you feel it. I promise I’m not ignoring your starters; I’m just very anxious. If there is something that you would like to plot please just tag me randomly or DM me! I will do my best to reciprocate this as well! I just need time; I’m anxious and sometimes it counterbalances my meds and I’m more ‘FLEE’ than I am ‘BREATHE’. 

TRIGGERS/WARNINGS/READ MORES

     Triggers; I have none. I really dislike slamming a random thing into an established thread, but I’m not against it in most aspects. What do I mean by this? Please don’t have a cute thread going with me and then BAM CHAR A IS NOW RAGING ANGRY THAT CHAR B IS DOING THIS THING WE NEVER ESTABLISHED HAPPEN. Now if Char A is angry because Char B said something offensive (meant or not) and Char A lands a punch on B; then, Yes. I do not mind this. If you leave an action open, I will use my discretion whether or not it lands (Keep in mind I do love seeing how androids in distress will behave on any/given terms). If I leave an action open to your discretion of being hit or dodging, please do not JUST dodge it every time. I’m trying to give you the option of progressing a fight, not feed you pudding through a straw.       As far as violence, gore, etc; I do not mind it. If it gets too gory, we will use RMs or fade it. If it’s too kinky then I will tag and possibly read more it. It all depends on it’s severity and the warning. 

      Warnings for me are often forgotten; it’s not out of disrespect but because I DO forget. I have lots of things I need to study and RP wise, recalling a hundred and eighty four details is not exactly a priority. It’s not that you’re not important as a partner; it’s that I can fix it if you bring it up with me and we’re adults. I will do my best but please, understand, sometimes I need reminding. 

    Read mores I forget more often than not, if I use them at all. xkit has a blacklist function. Please use it as it’s more reliable than I am if sex/etc offends you (though if it does I’m not sure what is compelling you this far into my blog). If my partner uses/requests them, I can often remember since they will likely be using them as well, but if I’m using them for a sole reason of this trigger then I’ll likely forget. 

Late replies/Slow Replies/Ignored Replies

     As a general rule I will do my best to respond to threads as often as my time constraints give me, but that also relies on how me or Connor responds to the thread/the topic/muse.       Late replies will likely happen as I’m quite slow at times. If I respond to thread A three or four more times before I respond to thread B, it’s just because I feel thread A more. It doesn’t mean that I dislike our thread, it’s just based on what Connor is willing to do as a muse at that moment. If it feels like I’m ignoring your reply; has it been a few days? You can prod me if I’m responding regularly and come off like I’ve gotten through most of my threads, but if it’s been a week or two please prod me. I might not have seen it, or have forgotten about it. Do not, however, ask me why I respond to Thread C more than that thread, guilt me, try to manipulate me or get short with me. I’m here to have fun, not as a compulsive demand. I am a human just like you and sometimes life just happens to overwhelm me more often than you or the next person.  Thank you for understanding, though! 

Magic Anons/Topic Suggestions/Anon

     MA will be accepted most days, but please give me a time frame for it or I will assume it as three days MY time, or if it is something that I don’t see taking a significant amount of time X amount of hours that I’ll choose myself. IE MA!Connors a real boy.  No time? I’ll select for you. Connor as a real boy would be lovely, so I would likely suggest three days.  MA!Connor is stuck in his suit for a week! A week? That’s insanely long, I will take liberty and shorten the time to a few days, or I’ll just override it/ignore it.       Topic suggestions are adorable and sometimes quite interactive and fun! You get content you like, I get a topic to try with my partner(s) and every one wins! Maybe a few people don’t but that, again, is what xkit is for.       Anons will be interacted with as Civilians or generic Androids. Regularly visiting Anons will be named and respectively tagged to the best of my ability. Any anon hate, call out anons, gate keeper anons, fussing anons will be just ignored. No skin off my back, none off of Connors, and even less off of the rest of my follower base. If Anons are inboxing for critique or an opinion asked for- then I’m happy to respond or even read them, I may post them, I might not. It is all up to me. It’s my blog, my Connor and if you dislike him, why is you here? It’s not meant to sound rude, but there are many of us out there, find some one that makes you happy. 

Discord/IMs

Strictly for Mutuals or for those I would like to interact more with! If I’m actively giving it to you- I’m excited, please feel free to take it or don’t. If You want it, ask, but understand that I might decline or I may accept it. Please don’t pressure me. I would never pressure you. 

Duplicates

     Hello other Connors and RK800s alike! You’re welcome here. I’m not here to compete and monopolize; you will each have your own universe with CyberLifeFortune, unless you state with me otherwise. Your worlds will not cross with other RK800/Connors unless we establish. I welcome each of you!

Cross Overs

     Please yes! But please, lets figure it out first! Who has the master realm? Are we smashing them together? Making a whole new world? What are we doing, friendo? Lets talk! 

OCS

     Hello! It’s a hit or miss with me! I prefer fleshed out characters with their own sets of flaws, ups, downs, perfections and quirks.       Things that will quickly turn me off of a character, please respect that this is only personal preferences, are inserts, selfserts, Sues, confusing characters, drama/tragic types (IE whole family dead. Became a ninja, almost died of abuse, saved by a four legged fox with 72 tails that died shortly after training. Turns out they were kami status legend and this char is taking their place but no one believes in them so they are dying and doki doki club literature inspired their life).       Fun parody characters are well received too! Hi there Sumo Rpers, Super minor cameo androids and/or Officer Wilson (Sweet Cop saved on the rooftop in Mission one)

Shipping

     I do not do autoships unless we discuss it. I refuse to continue a thread in which some one is forcing a relationship or has inserted themselves into Connors life. He does not have children, he doesn’t have ‘file’ children (Like the child Cortana makes in Halo), Connor doesn’t have adopted children he doesn’t know about. If you want to autoship please talk to me. If you want it enough you’ll prod me! Think of it this way; we can scream about it together and yell about it as long as we want and then we totally get to do it if we’re both in agreement!

      I have no real preference to who/what Connor does. Likely if they exist in the game I’m down to ship them (this includes Rk900s, Gavins, Hanks, etc). I’m purely curious to see what this muse clicks with. I have every right to say no as much as you do. Keep in mind that unless we establish it I play him with his genitalia but he will not be a Traci type. He is and always will be RK800 model. 

     If you would like to write the raunchy; yes. If you’d like to fade to black; yes. Do you want them to be suggestive? Sure.  Kinks? Name it- I’ll try it. I refuse scat and vomit. Like. Hard nopes. Both make my skin crawl and I just get squeamish in those regards. You do you, but I would appreciate not those two please and thank you; much appreciated. 

[ghostlypawn]

Good luck friendo. Uni is scary as hell but it gets better. Dont feel bad, I was awkward as hell when I first started. There was a bbq at my accommodation and I stood there for 10 mins but didn't get food cause I was too scared and just went back to my room. Things will be okay, don't worry pal. What's your course anyhow? Things will work themselves out I promise, from personal experience! ‐🍀

i think its just bc my flatmates seems to be alike so just meld well together with no awkwardness like i just sat behind them as they ate chinese together bc i felt rude to just up n leave but im hopin they soon accept that im a bit awkward n embrace it but who knows! and im doing zoology i got sent some powerpoint slides explaining simple things like lab ettiquite n that stressed me out more so we stopped readin tht😳

[boy-above]

hey, friendo! heard you wanted some asks. well i went grocery shopping with my mom yesterday and i got to pick some ice cream for myself and while i was in line my mom grabbed some ice cream for herself. but when we got home i realized we got the same flavor just different brands lol

great minds think alike. tbh i’m one of those boring ppl who only eats vanilla usually sdfgh

[minttexs]

WE ALL NOW WHAT TIME IT IS!!! THE DAY I GOT BLESSED WITH THE MOST AWSOME LITTLE BEAN IN THE WORLD (aka Vic aka Victoria aka the most adorable nugget in the world)

So hey hey I've risen from my death and life of university to commemorate the goddess of answering late and always apologizing for it even when I tell her not to. The person who ruined the sexiest gif of Yoongurt for eternity (....boop...)

So many many moons ago I've had this anon who always greated me with HEY YOU! (Already sounds much fun right?) And she was like so nice and one day she sent me a message and I was like oh my god she is so nice like wow my little baby heart felt warm (which is rare since i'm a cold hearted kinda girl) and we became so close friends that I actually cannot believe that she is even real. Like I could message her 3 am crying that I can't with my life and even though she makes me cry even more, but the good kind of cry where you feel like someone actually cares about you and you have an important role in their life. And DAMN, I mean we are so alike and yet so different it's the perfect mix. We are both very awkward and way too nice for our own good😂😂

And one day in our conversations she said she doesn't remember the day we became friends so she decided our friendaversary shall be Jan 9. So ever since than I have a notif in my calendar for ever Jan 9th that it's our day.

And I know we might not be the coolest people, and you might not even care like dude okay you love her tell her k bye. But I need to tell you that in my 18 years of living and existing I have had a lot of friends. Trust me because even though I'm socially awkward now and can't stand more than 3 people I wasn't like that and I seeked the social relationships so bad. And after I have been let down and hurt so many times I thought I'd be alone my entire life and won't have anyone to talk to. (I know i was young and exagerating but hey let it slide i'm a writer and a very emotinal kid) and then to have Vicky who is just so amazing and she makes me feel like I'm actually a decent human being despite my flows and to know that someone has got your back is a gift not many people realise they have it nor cherish it as much as I do. From having many friends I have come down to only a few people who I know will be part of my life and I want them to be part of it. And Vicky is one of them.

My dear friendo, who I love so much.

I always tell you this, but I am so grateful to have you you have no idea. I just get so excited when you write back because the weird conversations we have always make my day and make think about stuff I wouldn't think about (like shapes ganging up to protect the little corner piece I hurt when I went home😂) (((yes guys like literal geometrical shapes)))

You are so kind, so smart, so funny. You always have an open mind, you never judge people easily and you always try to understand people what's behind their reasoning. You are so selfless you always put others first than yourself, even when you are hurting from it (which is not cool) because you care about the people around you much. You always give great advice and comfort when I need it. You help me find my way out of the hole I dug myself into, even when I don't feel like there is a way out. You make me laugh so hard and I think about our jokes and fun times so often and they make me laugh as hard as they did the first time. You are seriously the most beautiful person I've ever met from the inside out.

I can't wait to meet you one day (hopefully soon) and buckle up and bring tissues because I promised you we're going to cry in a corner together😂😂 jk jk but I'm probably going to cry because I want to hug my long lost twin nugget so much

I love you Vic so much you will always be my @justastupidnick, my dear friendo, my potato in crime. And I hope I can be as good of your friend this year and you were mine all these times. I love you so much💗💗💗

Love,

Brow👯‍♀️💗

[obsessedwithanoctopus]

001 Assclass and 003 Isogai? :D

Thank you for the ask!

001: Assassination Classroom

Favorite character: Korosensei

Least favorite character(s): Okajima and Houjou

5 favorite ships (canon or non-canon): 1) KoroAgu 2) KaraIri 3) ChibaHaya 4) Gakushuu x Rio (shoot, I’m fresh out of romantic ships)

Character I find most attractive: Human Koro/the First God of Death

Character I would marry: Korosensei. He has his flaws, but somehow I fell in love with this nerdy dork. Don’t ask me how.

Character I would be best friends with: Kayano, probably. We’re enough alike to have things in common while not being so alike that we would clash with one another.

A random thought: Because of having read and watched assclass in both Japanese and English, I can never get the students’ full names straight anymore. Due to the flip-flop of the order of surnames and given names in Japanese and English, my brain has lost the ability to differentiate between the students’ first and last names.

An unpopular opinion: Y'all are always trying to decide whether human Koro or octopus Koro is better, but the obvious answer that no one seems to have mentioned yet is that the real best version of him is human Koro with tentacles. I mean, you get the attractiveness of human Koro doubled with the convenient usefulness of the tentacles, which can grab a soda from the kitchen without him ever having to move his body from wherever he’s sitting! It’s the best of both worlds!

My canon OTP: KoroAgu???

My non-canon OTP: KoroAgu??? (idk if I should list this as canon or not because it was implied they had feelings for each other, but they never had the chance to get together, so…:/)

Most badass character: Karasuma, of course. I mean…he just walked through explosives during the God of Death arc like it was nothing, his pursuit of the God of Death completely unhindered.

Most epic villain: The Second God of Death. Reading that arc for the first time left me in awe of his unparalleled assassination techniques.

Pairing I am not a fan of: Anything that’s teacher x student *shudders.* That includes the First God of Death x his apprentice, the Second God of Death.

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): Kayano, for sure. After her reveal in chapter 128, I was applauding Matsui for creating a character and a twist like that, but I feel like he really dropped the ball after Kayano developed a crush on Nagisa. There’s nothing inherently wrong with her developing a crush, but I feel like it became less an aspect of her character and more the definition of her character, and it disappointed me to see an ambitious, smart girl reduced to that. I’m a little salty about Irina, too, because I was hoping that in the future she would be less sex-obsessed once she changed careers and realized that she didn’t have to behave like a honey trap any longer.

Favorite friendship: Oh boy. I’ve got brotps for days. I’ll try and confine the list to my top 5, in no particular order: Korosensei & Karasuma, Korosensei & Irina, Korosensei & Gakuho, Korosensei & Akari, Mario & Seeker & Chanta & Futoshi.

Character I most identify with: Gakuho. I see a lot of myself in him.

Character I wish I could be: Gakushuu. While Gakuho is always lurking in the shadows, Gakushuu isn’t afraid to confront things head-on, and he has a charisma that draws people to him, whereas Gakuho just has…an aura that dispels people, if anything. I wish I had Gakushuu’s charisma!

003: Isogai

How I feel about this character: A good boy. Very studious and responsible. We don’t deserve him.

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character: Isogai x money is my one and only otp for him.

My favorite non-romantic relationship/friendships for this character: 1) Isogai & Kataoka, mostly because they make a good and reliable team, 10/10 would trust them to be my leaders. 2) Isogai & Maehara, simply because they are best friendos. Their personalities are almost opposite, yet despite this, they get along swimmingly.

My unpopular opinion about this character: While the money jokes are funny to an extent, they mostly make me feel sad for him, especially in Koro Q. The writer of Koro Q needs to tone down the “Isogai can only afford half a suit of armor” jokes.

One thing I wish would happen/had happened with this character in canon: I wish we could have seen him become successful and rich in the future ;____; He deserves lifelong financial security!

My crossover ship: Generally, I’m not much of a crossover pairing kind of person, but I like to think about how a character would interact with characters in another universe. For Isogai, I’d like it if he met the Yorozuya from Gintama. They’d bond over their lack of money and greedy desperation to earn some cash. Can you imagine Isogai completing odd jobs with those dorks? I wonder, would he be the conscience of the group, or would he be willing to join them in doing arguably amoral things for the sake of money?

[wcnderfulrush]

👫 (Justin is all for new friendos OuO)

Send 👫 and my muse will introduce your muse to one of my other muses | accepting!

“Oh, Justin!” Seeing her boyfriend enter her place of work filled her with an abundance of joy, happy to have a little relaxation during work, and just seeing him in general always made her happy. But the timing of it today was just perfect, rushing from the booth she was at to greet him and then instantly drag him over to that same booth. “I’m so glad you’re here! I was actually thinking about texting you earlier, but I suppose it’s better if I just show you now!” 

At the booth was a young girl, long blonde hair pushed back by a hairband and reading glasses on, looking over a book and writing things down in a blank one, along with eating a piece of red velvet cake. Upon further inspection, one could see that she’s writing down both English to Japanese translations from her book, some of them being just general phrases and others looking like specific questions or sentences she must’ve learned from Kotori, along with notes ( personal and also about the school idol ) next to them. She was writing like mad, the blush that was on her face disappearing as she concentrates on her work at hand, but it’s back and her pencil gets dropped on her book once Kotori returned to her side, crystal eyes instantly flickering towards the boy she’s dragged along.

“Justin, this is Lillian! She’s visiting here with her father!” The reason said father wasn’t sitting next to his loving daughter was because he was at a conference at their hotel, and Lillian didn’t want to stay cramped in their room for the whole day. Long walks help clear her mind and also let her take everything in in this new and exciting place as well, so it was the most fulfilling choice to her. Though that certainly backfired, getting all embarrassed while she tried to converse with everyone she met and felt like she was just butchering the language, even though almost all of them seemed to fawn and encourage the little foreign girl who was trying her best. Even with all the niceties, she hid herself in this cafe ( the closest one she could find ) to recharge and calm down, and hopefully avoid as much conversation as possible. But Kotori, with how sweet and accommodating she was, opened her up a bit. They made conversation with the simplest words, the maid helping her when she struggled and giggling over Lillian’s simple fascinations with the concept of school idols and her mentioned dating route.

Meeting the man, though, was very much unexpected. Lillian took another bite of cake so she wouldn’t have to speak, simply waving at the boy as Kotori spoke, “Lillian, this is my boyfriend, Justin. He’ll keep you company until I get off of work, okay?” Hearing this made both parties seem visibly surprised, with Kotori just simply smiling at Lillian before turning to give her boyfriend a quick kiss on the cheek. “I hope that’s okay with you, and hopefully coach won’t mind if you stay out longer? I promise it’s just showing her around to a few places and then bringing her back to her hotel, and then we can spend lots of time alone.” Arms drape over his shoulders after that, giving him a bit of a deeper kiss and giggling against his lips. Lillian honestly thought she could die of second-hand embarrassment right there, her whole face going from light pink to beet red, not only at the kiss but from the amused responses from other patrons and maids alike. It seemed like everyone here was fine with their public affection...Yay.

And then, before she knows it, Lillian came out of her stunned haze to find Kotori gone, replaced with an equally red Justin gulping down his water like a thirsty camel. Did she miss something else, or was he just as shocked as she was? If it was the former, she didn’t want to know. If it was the latter, then the least she could do was break this mixture of tensions in the air. “Um...Hello. Like Kotori said, my name’s Lillian. She told me that you were American too, so it’d be easier for me to talk to you. I-I hope you don’t mind that; talking to me and everything...”

[ghostliied]

walks in late w/ eshop gift card, places url down softly,

( ✦ ✦ — Let me validate people ; no more plox-slowly answering ✦ ✦ ✦ )

picks up eshop card, waddles over to you, gives back. no need friendo lol you weren’t late tbh lmao, I’m just bad @ posting them fast.

My Opinion on;

Character in general: Oh N. *grabs N and SHAKES HIM* MY poor sweet boi N. Natural Harmonia honestly has been one of the characters that I will actually forever hold DEAR in my heart. When I played White I was always like, “I don’t want to fight you, please stop....” N was honestly that antagonist/rival that I always had such a hard time wanting to fight because when he spoke I kinda was like??? I agree with you??? And yet at the same time, he misunderstood SO MUCH. I just kinda wanted to pick him up and shake him and just say, no N stop please, you need to stop.I love my christmas tree coloured man so much. Even way back when Blair had a good HC about N I was like OMG I FEEL YOU?? I was so angry that N jsut kinda up and left. Like he had so much possible character development.. and I read the stories and rumours about how N was possibly a Zoroark too cause dear lord all the talk about that wouldn’t make me stop thinking about it and I questioned everything. N’s past is really shrouded with mystery and when I RPed my Zororak-Gijinka OC I kinda just went “????” about the N=Zoroark thing? And I mean I have seen plenty of N’s too. All of their interpretations have been different, but I feel in love with every single one because the writer just put so much TIME into N and I was like? Oh my god, I love you. I love your muse and I just love everything.  Yes, anyway. N in general is the rival/antagonist that I’’ll have the most love for though anyway because Unova for me is my life blood. Its how I started RPing in the first place too. oh one more thing, I always considered N an king and MY red a kind, like in the chess peices, and I ALWAYS wanted to do a thing with N and Red because yes. The problem is it never fully ever went off and I was sad.

How they play them: Honestly Logan, its been QUITE some time since I last saw you tbh. but honestly, I alwasy did like your N? I mean?? again it’s been QUITE SOME TIME. so my apologies, on that. I don’t think we’ve ever got to formally RP though. Which it unfortunate?? but unless we interacted on my Red and I’m totally spacing out, then I am so sorry... T-T But yea, no. I still adore your N anyway cause it is N. and like??? please. I hope you know you’re more than welcome to come and talk to me ANYTIME about all the plots, yes. And yea no you’re not just limited to Mimi either, you want to interact with Red, leggooo jsut hit me up anytime :3

The Mun: I don’t think we’ve actually interacted much OOC aside from the little things here and there, but still if this requires me to give you my d.iscord, I will. I will gladly give you my discord so we can talk about the plots. Like yes please. I will forever love you though, you’re a precious friendo and though we haven’t ever talked, please know that I seriously don’t mind you at all. 

Do I:

RP with them: I don’t think so??

Want to RP with them: Of course I do???? I always wanna RP with you????

What is my;

Overall Opinion: A very good N. Definitely an N that I would like to pick up and add to my collection of N’s and show off about how wonderfully written he is. Like many much love for the muse and mun alike. Stay beautiful

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty

[gazeintotheiris]

👋, ⏰ , 📖

My first impressions about the muse:

[[That would have been during the open beta when a friend persistently hounded me to try a few games as my ‘soul mate’ because according to her, we are alike. I’m still not sure what way to take that but my first impressions were. “OMG THAT VOICE

My Ideal evening spent alone:

[[I am a natural introvert, so I like to spend a fair bit of time alone. And when I do, I usually spend it sketching, working on projects I’ve been putting off, or just going out and exercising. I have a nasty habit of putting off everything I have to do to help other people get their shit done, so it’s good to sit down without any distractions and not procrastinate for once. I’m definitely more focussed alone and it’s a good feeling.]]

My favorite fanfic about the muse:

[[Oooh that’s tough, I read a lot of them, it’d take me a very long time to collect that list. I think I might do it anyway as a separate post! I definitely couldn’t just list one above everything else, there’s a lot of amazing writers working away out there. ]]