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pov weirdly pixelated eddie is rizzing you up outside of a random shop where you 2 had some overpriced coffee machine drinks previously (5 seconds later he will trip over his shoelaces from keeping his excitement bottled up to seem more cool and youll have to catch him by the waist romantic style)
#welcome home#HE DOES T HAVE TEETH IK BUT ITS TOO FUCKING LATE#its just an artistic liberty pls forgive me ed#yea idk what possessed me#but i remembered the pea incident and#got hit w eddie dear love syndrome#give him to me i can treat him right .#eddie dear#welcome home arg#welcome home fanart#eddie dear fanart#wh eddie#i saw a cute fit on pinterest and thought wow he would wear that#also i love pixelating my art lately . for some reason#you can pretend this is a dating sim hohoh#🍋 pictures#i have not used this tag in a long ass time
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Crying over gyu :(☹️ I love him😭
#his music taste 😩>>#he’d literally love Jeff Buckley I’ve been saying this for so long and also the carpenters#pls let me give you refs omg we have the same taste#also crying bc he’s literally the only pretty person ever#his hair ☹️😭😭😭#HIS MOLES#I LOVE HIS MOLES SO MUCH#Omg we both have a mole on the left near our mouth that literally means we’re soulmates 😍😍🤞#also him talking about how he doesn’t get why people judge people over mbtis#and saying how everyone is very different and he doesn’t judge people from the start like that SO TRUE#WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO STOP USING 16 PERSONALITIES IM SO SICK OF IT 😭😭😭#use cognitive funstions instead or soemthing 😭#I want to have deep conversations with beomgyu so bad like#he’d literally be the best person to have late night talks with im so upset he’s not my friend#ALSO WHEN HE LIKE SCOFFED AND SMIRKED AT SOOBIN AND SAID SOMETHING LIKE ‘YOU KIDDING?’#DYING WHY IS THE ONLY FINE PERSON TO EVER EXIST#I’m so in love with beomgyu 😭😭 I’m so upset idk him platonically curse the people who know him irl and are friends with him 😪😪
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Okay I've been thinking a little too much about Chappell Roan songs so here's a little angst AU based on the song Casual:
In middle school Kenneth died, giving Travis a few years of freedom to unpack his internalized homophobia.
By the end of HS Travis and Larry start to have a situationship, but Travis likes to think that it's more than that and that they'll be oficially together very soon because everything they do is so romantic, except he's always being kept as a secret.
And a few months afterwards they call it off 'cause Travis realises they'll never be more than that.
(Reason: Larry didn't have the courage to date someone that hurt his friends and brother so much in the past. Now, they obviously wouldn’t be buddy buddy w/ Travis immediately - except for Sal, he would immediately be best friends w/ him - but at this point they all know that he was just a very stuck up gay guy w/ an abusive pastor as a father, so they don't really hate him, especially since he hadn't really interacted w/ them since middle school).
Well, a few years later they move to a new city and guess who's there?? Travis. He's in college and works as a server.
Old feelings resurface and they're both pinning for each other but Travis is too hurt and bitter to give it a chance, Larry is very sorry and doing his best to woo him once again while being super jealous of Travis w/ his male friends who are very touchy (they want to see Larry sufer lol).
Anyways, because I love a good hurt/comfort they obviously would have a happy ending.
I'll never write this but maybe I'll draw something about it later.
#sally face#travis phelps#sal fisher#larry johnson#todd morrison#ashley campbell#larvis#sally face au#I love the HC that Sal's name is actually Salvatore btw#in a world were there's no cult his father died sooner and he had a few normal kind friends#I've been imagining Travis as a pop star too#he's still mean but in a fun way not in a “I'll hate crime u” way#he's that one ride or die friend who loves u dearly but still judges ur life choices a lot#as if his life choices are any better lol#he's like that one meme: “be nice” “I'm finding it” “it take u that long to find it?” “it does it does”#I've heard so many rumors / that I'm just a guy that you bang on your couch / I thought you thought of me better :(#KNEE DEEP IN THE PASSENGER SEAT AND YOU'RE EATING ME OUT / IS IT CASUAL NOW?#TWO WEEKS AND YOUR MOM INVITES ME TO HER HOUSE ON LONG BEACH / IS IT CASUAL NOW?#anyways Travis w/ long hair and a mini skirt for the win#or one of those Sabrina Carpenter looking outfits#I love her outfits so much my god#And Chappell Roan's outfits too!!#oh and I love Salvis too I've just been thinking about Larvis a lot lately#OH ALSO I'M AN ARTIST PLS COMISSION ME I NEED MOOOONEY
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crazy how any mlm gojo ship is perfect actually
#stsg? classic. i dont need to say anything theyve ruined me for life#nanago? sweet n cute <33 classic grumpy x sunshine except theyre both repressed men in their late twenties what more could u want#sukugo? hunger as a metaphor for love <33 incredibly homoerotic <3333 just two men teaching each other abt love through violence <333333#goken? … the forbidden option but im sooo weak for it ok. the longing the hatred the animosity#kenny killing the two six eyes havers before gojo … ending up in the body of the man he loves most …. being forced to feel that love#and gojo being forced to see his one and only’s body being manipulated. being forced to hear kenjaku speak in suguru’s voice#there’s just sooooo much there like im obsessed . peaked divorced couple energy#also throwing in ijichi x gojo for the lols but i do think theyre cute i just need gojo to start treating him well 😭😭😭#“you’re the man i trust most.” <- gojo pls come out of the closet im so tired of your shit#also if u want crackships pls consider; higuruma x gojo / choso x gojo ….. theyre sooooo his type#ari noises ✩
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look i'm ngl i might need to make like a modern-day oc loosely based off this character bc like. good lord. my god. OH my GODDD. what the hell .
#LIKE IM SORRY IT'S FR SO EMBARRASSING BUT. CAN YOU BLAME ME...???#THE LONG HAIR THE MUSTACHE THE SCARF HEADBAND........#ALSO sorry i feel like i havent been very active lately ! 🫣#i like mentioning it from time to time: mutuals if you have a tag list i would LOVE 2 BE ON IT!!! pls add me!!#caitiechat#caitiedits
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no kind of relationship will ever be as impactful as the slightly toxic slightly homoromantic hyperdependent bestfriendship you had with someone when you were like 12
#I've realized lately that I think my whole life I've just been trying to recreate that lol#we could watch the world burn around us but as long as I have you in my arms I wouldn't care.#and then you grow up and grow apart and a gaping void has been left in my soul and no matter how hard I try it can never be filled#and there's no chance of getting it back either-- those 12 year old girls simply don't exist anymore#so I have to live the rest of my life yearning for a home that I can never go back to#this isn't supposed to be sad btw but like. idk lame wax poetic lmao#I think she's still on Facebook tho should I message her LOL#we haven't talked in like. 8 years#just like 'heyyy just wanted to let u know that I was in love with you and u completely changed my life and your influence still-#follows me to this day & I always hold u in good graces despite the wrongs we did to each other and I still love you in some estranged way#I wish you the best and I'm sorry I missed your birthday for the past 8 years ♥️ I hope ur doing well bye !!!!'#pls tell me I'm not the only one who experienced this LMFAO#personal post
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GAH i didn't wanna do this bc im a gemini & i talk a lot if im unsupervised lol BUT YALL WERE POSTIN SOME SAPPY SHIT SO I WANTED TO JOIN (so sorry this is gonna be so long i apologize in advance)
this wasn't initially the road i was gonna take while talking about this but ofc if u read any of my writing or know me in any capacity, it shouldn't surprise you that we're getting sad lol
as i stood next to my partner watching the midnight fireworks last night, i had a fleeting thought -
16 year old me didn't think i'd still be here at 26 -
i didn't expect to still be on this earth in 2023
when i was around that age my home life was really shitty and abusive and lonely and my only saving grace at the time was the family i found within the one direction/5sos fandom. there were so many times then that my fandom friends saved me, literally.
i wouldn't be here today without them.
i stopped being in fandoms around 2016 and while i still have MANY long term close friends from that time, we all have gone our separate ways interest wise.
I didn't realize just how much i missed being a part of a community until i joined tumblr again. the austin/elvis fandom welcomed me with open arms & filled me with that same youthful joy and connection as i had when i was 16. and even BETTER bc this fandom has blown me away with how kind and gentle and loving it is
point is - i’m grateful that i AM still here, that i’ve been here long enough to meet you and experience this amazing fandom.
it's insane to me to think i would've never met some of the brightest stars of my days without walking into that theater that day. my year would've been so empty, lonely and sad without you all, so thank you all from the bottom of my cold lil heart - you all showed up in my life when i needed u the most
(something weird about this 1D -> Elvis/Aus pipeline is that when i went back to see the day i saw the movie the first time it was on July 23, aka the 1D anniversary 👀 lil weird)
i initially made this blog solely for my fanfic but i'm glad i branched out - though i still wanted to take the time to anyone who's interacted w my writings, even if it was just help with plot or moodboards. my heart skips a beat when my writing is a point of conversation.
thank you to the beauties who grace my dash everyday, even if we don't talk often 💖
@feverkitten @p-oolshark @pearlparty @avengen @presleys @mrsniallhoran505 @missmaywemeetagain @marooosa @eliseinmemphis @elvisabutler @lovininapinkcadillac @aconflagrationofmyown @austinsmutler @heartbrake-hotel @dre6ming @flwrs4aust @rosaminny @presleysdarling @woundmetender @rainydayz101 @ggwritesstuff @golden-kiwis @lattedreamer @weak-aesthetic @bcofl0ve
and of course to my almost daily babes, my days would be so empty without you all and my heart would be so deflated - i never thought i'd end up with a group like this
@succsessions @lllsaslll @cryingabtab @elvisfatass @loving-elvis @nora-nexus-34 @lavenderelvis @luluthesandgoose @powerofelvis @bisexualwvtson @samfangirls @lindszeppelin @infatuatedharleys @ab4eva @sagesolsticewrites @slowsweetlove @areacodefan @jelliedonut @steph-speaks @star-shard @foreverdolly @purejasmine @oh-my-front-door
and how could i ever forget the two that really roped me in @karamelcoveredolicity @troubleinapinksuit - even though it was through war, violence & lawsuits (lol) that our love was carved from, it is the most magical. i am so honored and so grateful to call you friends
one of my biggest goals for 2022 was to make new friends - ones who are reliable, kind, like-minded, supportive, generous, loving - because i was feeling so lonely & unloved, and to my surprise this goal was met ABUNDANTLY by you all, i really can not stress how much you all mean to me
extra special shout out to @bisexualwvtson for setting up the christmas card exchange, it was probably my favorite part of this holiday season - those cards made my whole christmas and i will cherish them forever
i love you all so much its DISGUSTING how much i love you - i don’t know how i would’ve made it through this year without you all - and it makes me so fucking sad when i think about all the memories that wouldn’t have happened without austin/elvis/you guys - it is because of you all that i have some of the best and happiest memories of this year, thank you ❤️
i hope that we are together for a long long time - i know that i am, i’m here for the long haul 💗 pls be in the nursing home with me breaking hips to Elvis songs
love, mel xx
(I APOLOGIZE IF IVE MISSED ANYONE I TRIED MY BEST TO REMEMBER EVERYTHING MY BRAIN IS TRASH SO IM SO SORRY PLS DONT BE OFFENDED IF I MISSED U I LOVE U)
#i love this fandom#i told y’all it was gonna be novel#IM A GEMINI WHAT DO U WANT FROM ME#happy new year#mushy mel#also so fucking sorry this is so late lol#pls this is just my brand#sorry this is so long lol#this is all over the place jesus#i’m so sorry y’all lol
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Tagged by @vinnyboy0653 and @femalefemur (like forever ago, thank you and I’m sorry this took ages skshshd)
List 5 topics you can talk on for an hour without preparing any material.
1. Ghostsoap (and both of them as individual characters) ((I’m a very sane person))
2. Lord of the rings
3. Marine life
4. Extreme weather/natural disasters
5. Music history (history in general but god especially music history)
#you can smell the autism wafting off of me from this post#I don’t retain information well but. I’ve been obsessed with these things long enough I could ramble (minus ghoap im just feral over them)#if anyone ever tags me in stuff and I never get to it pls know that I always appreciate it I’ve just been very busy lately#and then stuff gets buried in my notifs#I love being included endless appreciation ❤️#tag games
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#a post thats in the tags so I don't take up space. Sorry for not being as active the last few days. got another thing piled onto the#'Kaden can't stop having things wrong with their body' So I'm dealing with bs. This one hit suddenly and I spent the day trying to get#into walk in clinics (and failed) they either weren't open or they were already filled for the day.#hoping I can get in sometime tomorrow and if not then its back to urgent care which is really something I'd not do as the wait times#are astronomically long. but if I have too I have too.#If I ever feel a little better I'll be here to bombard you with content and rb your stuff. please keep tagging me. i won't get to it#straight away but usually when I see I'm tagged I will rb it into my drafts so they don't get lost 💜#I feel like I haven't been existing lately irl and its really got me at an extremely low mood point.#sleep pain sleep pain eat/drink sleep pain repeat the cycle and I'm just so mentally exhausted.#I love you all /pl and I hope I can start being a little more cheery soon and I'm sorry a couple of my posts havent been. im just having a#real rough go of it rn#cosmic chatter
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i think ive said this before but deekay ray of sunshine (also super caring and kind)🥺💛
and if i cry today??? mary this is so 🥺🥺🥺 dk's so sunshiney and such a warm, loving person so it means a lot to be giving the same vibes as him 🥹🫶💖
what kpop idol/s do i give the same vibe as?
#pls forgive me for how long this sat in my inbox . it's been a bit ... for me lately 😭#but THANK U FOR SUCH A LOVELY COMPARISON 🥹😭#hi mary ! ⚡#sarah's replies
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#10pm on a saturday is a wonderful time to start thinking about how i am 23 and i've never been in a relationship#yeah i know that it doesn't define me etc but sometimes i'm just a bit bitter about it. as long as i remember ppl around me have had ppl#crushing on them and then they have relationships and it all just seems so easy. i have no clue how it all even works#siri how to get a gf pls help bc i do not know. and at this point it feels like everyone else knows how to navigate that#idk it just feels like i am broken somehow. like i've missed on something fundamental and now it's too late to do anything about it#and like. i get it. out of all the ppl in the world why would someone pick me. and i know my worth isn't tied to that#but it would still be nice to be loved. or wanted by someone. it wouldn't fix me but i'm pretty sure it would help some#it's just sad i think. maybe pathetic. and stupid too. and i hate how it makes me feel worthless even when i know it's irrational#it just sucks. and i don't even know what to do about it so i guess i'll just keep going.#pain misery suffering etc#personal
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🎶✨What are five songs you've listened to lately? Continue the chain & send this ask to others if you'd like! 🎶✨
thank you for asking!! i've been wanting to gush abt some songs c: def more than 5 but it's fine
1. Summer Song by Unnämed
2. ERROR by niki (ritsu ver.)
3. Nijisanji EN debut songs (specifically "God Sees All" and "Black Out" but i listen to a comp. of them all)
4. Starlight Stargazer by Uki Violeta
5. 地球最後の告白を (chikyuu saigo no kokuhaku wo) by GUMI (specifically the covers by Wagakki Band and Shu Yamino)
6. KICK BACK by Kenshi Yonezu
7. 流星のパルス (ryuusei no parusu) by Kagamine Len
#king-minyard#ask#i've probably listened to summer song at least 15 times#or at least the last time in one sitting#it makes me so EMOTIONAL bc of the artist and there's a whole thing#and with error it's just a really fun karaoke song i always sing when i'm home alone#i like hitting the high notes and practicing singing#am not the best singer but i think i'm ok#and i've been fixated on nijisanji EN vtubers lately and all the debut songs are really really good#but i've been enjoying black out and god sees all the most#starlight stargazer is a newer song and it's really soft and good#i like uki's original songs#then chikyuu saigo is a good karaoke song for me#still trying to learn the lyrics tho#kick back is really catchy and fun karaoke#then 流星群のパルス is so GOOD even if it's just a pjsk song#it's so so good and i love listening to it#it gives me joy#ANYWAY sorry for the long ramble i don't get to ramble abt music often and this is a good excuse#obviously i don't expect anyone to listen to all these but if you want to pls do <3 or at least cherry pick a few
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Haiii hello :3 I’m back again with more stsg thoughts !! So,, I feel like we can all recognise that teen stsg are complete and utter losers BUT there are quite a few scenes in the anime that make it obvious that the both of them are capable of being serious to protect people when it’s necessary.. and it made me think of how they would react if you got seriously injured hmmm HMMMMM (this totally isn’t yummy to me because I wanna see feral protective stsg…. Totally…..) or maybe it’s a lil like when Toji told sugu that he killed satoru hhhh … like ur all on a mission together and u get separated somehow and satoru is like “where tf did y/n go 🙁🙁” and whoever they’re fighting comes outta nowhere like “oh I killed th-“ 💥💥💥💥💥💥 ‘n it turns out you’re just a little injured 😭😭 but I feel like they’d be sooo dramatic and worried about you :( and satoru “jokes” that now they won’t be able to leave u alone incase u get injured again…he’s just gonna have to keep an eye on u and protect u forever and ever (he means it) and sugu js goes full mother mode like he’s forcing u to stay in bed, makes you soup, reminds u to take pain meds and listens to every word of advice the doctor gives to help u recover from the injury 💔💔 hrherh I know this wasn’t as long as my usual asks but I thought it was cute and I’ve been thinking about the stupid losers all day… can’t wait to see the sashisu thing uve been working on too !! I love them sooo much I know shoko doesn’t get much love in this fandom :( loser boys (stsg) taking up too much of the spotlight smh…. Move outta the way…. It’s bae shokos turn…. (Joke I still love stsg💔) but she’s my cute tired loser wife with a coffee addiction and I hold her very dear to my heart she’s my princess with a disorder (the disorder is depression) hehe I hope u have a wonderful day/night/whatever time it is for uuu !! — stsg anon !! 💗🌸
had to go into pixlr to make this r u proud of me…. HEHEH STSG ANON MY SWEETIE my number one supplier of treats <33333 i loveloveloveeee feral protective stsg…. ure so real…… they’re both wolfboys at heart i think .
but ohhhh u always get them perfectly….. toru joking around to lighten to mood (but he’s actually not joking at all) while sugu goes mother hen mode……… :((( they’re both sooo so worried. there’s nothing they wouldn’t do to protect u!!!….. one scenario i keep thinking of is reader falling down a set of stairs or slipping on a patch of ice when it’s cold n slippery outside…. and spraining their ankle… so stsg has to take care of them and they’re both just. Wrecks. bc they feel sooo guilty and they hate seeing u in pain….. i imagine that it’d hit sugu extra hard so toru tries to be more serious and mature than usual to make up for it!! idk i just feel like sugu is especially prone to blaming himself over things like this :((( even if it wasn’t his fault at all…. and he tries to distract himself from the shame by tending to u like a baby chick. makes u food and carries u around the house…. sits u down on his lap and tries to distract u from the way his eyes gloss over w tears bc he can’t stop looking at the cast on ur foot and he just feels so incredibly guilty :((((((((….. sniffle. i wanna hug him.
i got carried away phfkdjkdkf BUT I LOVE YOUUU STSG ANON and i love this concept sm…….. they’re both papabears :((( i feel like satoru gets a lot more serious when you’re injured, while suguru gets more meek than usual…. it’s kind of a reversal of their usual roles but it’s great bc they balance each other out !! :3 like. in the scenario above i feel like satoru might get frustrated bc they told you to be careful not to slip on the ice or whatever but suguru is there to remind him that you’re in pain and that it was an accident :(( and when it’s a more minor injury i think suguru is the one to get slightly condescending bc why would you go out into the rain without a jacket?? /obviously/ you’d catch a cold, dummy. and satoru is there to defend your honour with his life LMAO…… they’re sooo so silly.
ALSOOOO STSG ANON ….. i’m so glad that ure excited for the sashisu fic 😭😭😭 that made me so happy!!! i agree sm, shoko is sooo underrated she’s my little meow meow i love her sm :((
she’s my cute tired loser wife with a coffee addiction and I hold her very dear to my heart she’s my princess with a disorder (the disorder is depression)
YOU’RE SO REALLLLL PDHFJJDJF MY BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS WITH A DISORDER <3…. i knew i could trust u stsg anon, she’s SUCH a loser and we don’t talk abt it enough smh. she’s literally soooo similar to stsg like they’re all the same… soft sappy silly little losers…… oh how i love them so <33
#THANK U FOR THE FOOD BELOVED i hope u have a wonderful day/night too :33#it’s pretty late where i am but im gonna stay up a lil longer hehe#ALSOOOO STSG ANON pls dw abt the lenght of ur asks!! there’s never ever any pressure for u to send in long asks/stsg asks/anything at all!#ily and appreciate u always <333 it’s always fun talking to u no matter what!!!!!#but sighhh. feral stsg…. they make me so insane….. 😵💫😵💫😵💫#wolfboys truly. they’re Scary when they’re mad but they’d never be like that w u :((#but like. if someone were to catcall u….. or if a creep was talking to u…�� ohhhh Boy#they can and WILL intimidate the hell out of said creep and probably scare u in the process LMAO#but then they’re back to being ur silly soft losers and it’s like ???? WHO R U ?#i love them so bad thank u for being insane abt them w me stsg anon#ask tag ✩#stsg anon !! ✩
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scar & dem .
normalcy was never a common word in scarlett’s household. it only made sense that the term or idea itself wasn’t housed inside of her mind. but whatever this was, it was the closest she’d had to it in a while. scarlett’s dive into addiction was the final pull of the string. though, she never found herself in anything but ecstasy, the come downs already forgotten in her own mind. whatever hell she’d managed to walk through —- she felt different on the other side, stronger somehow. despite the tsunami she’d seemed to have found herself lost in for the last six months, bite was —- a safe haven for femme, in a way. as comfortable there now as she was in her own home. that seemed normal after so much time spent, able to navigate her way through there, eyes closed. she certainly knew it better then most and aside from jesse, she considered it her own and treated as such. unless a room was occupied by jesse herself, scarlett had no problem walking right in without notice.
it was how she found herself in her current situation. sat at the door like she’d never seen anything so shocking before. truth was, she wasn’t doing much better herself a few months ago. the true surprise came from lack of reaction, on his end, as she still sat there, back facing her. scarlett cleared her throat, a subtle attempt to gain his attention. a courtesy only offered because of who he used to be to her.
#i put them in bite bc i couldn't think where else she might walk in on him for this#just given their current state of relationship and how long its been#like it wouldn't be at either of their places i presumed???#but i can change if needed :D#sorry this is decades late#pls love me#oftragxdy#it started with a whisper / scar convo.#also i'm so sorry this is so awful
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that one bookmark is gone and on one hand im glad i dont have to see it anymore but on the other hand im a little embarrassed at the thought of them having seen me have a whole mini spiral about it at like 5 am. like sorry random person ig
#speculation nation#i shouldnt be allowed to make posts in the middle of sleeping times#i wake up all the time while trying to sleep & then i check social media & also my ao3 stats page#usually this is fine but that bookmark note hit Just the right insecurity in me for me to make some pathetic posts about it on my tumblr#like yes i Am insecure about ppl not liking what im doing in the story lately & thinking im taking too long :') thank U for confirming#the reader support afterwards definitely helped me but Man i dont wanna b known as that author that cant take even a hint of criticism#i mean i kind of am but i dont wanna be KNOWN for it ykno#im cool as a cucumber. u can tell. Absolutely the coolest. thats why i go crying to my tumblr dot com when someone says smth that isnt#complete praise for my work.#like on one hand i dont gotta share this online. it's a privilege that u guys get to read it. so i dont wanna hear ppl disliking it#on the other hand i wish i wasnt that pathetically insecure lmfao#in my defense not having an active beta reader has been fucking with my self confidence re: writing#i was a nervous WRECK when posting the last chapter. and the other chapters too but last chapter especially.#life. is so difficult. alas.#sorry to my readers for my lack of object permanence re: ppl liking my shit.#ive had ppl repeatedly saying they love it and it's still not enough#in largest part bc im insecure about that Changing. so with every chapter im like peeking over like 'do you still like my writing...?'#'do u still like my writing pls respond'#honestly bless u readers who have kept up with discacc & continuously comment & offer me reassuring words here when im down#ur enthusiasm & kind words help me a lot. thank U
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DEATH UNTO DAWN ON SPOTIFY 🥹🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#pls. listen. it has the tea ost n the nier collab n sorrow of werlyt n eden.#it has so many osts dear to me uwahh i've been waiting. so long 😭😭#looking at the album properly now that i'm back home from feeding the cats. help one of them even followed me from the#lower ground lvl to. 2nd floor HFLAKSJFLKSD. those cats. r very dear to me :<#back to ffxiv though. not only w ^^ but there's also hearthward.. ishgard my home. oh my god#n then. danshig naadam iirc? the 'a __ air __' around the start. my fav frontlines map hehe. i miss frontlines honestly#oh my god the scions & sinners stuff too 🥺#spotify wrapped w to the edge at the top fr. OH MY GOD THIS MONTH#W KH FINALLY. YK ON SPOTIFY 😭 riku n dearly beloved those osts mean so much to me hehe n then#FFXIV NOW TOO 🥹#so weird listening to these on spotify. this means i can remove a lot of my mp3s now that i downloaded from yt hdkfajsdkfl#i remember yk? IM GNA CRY SO BADLY I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE#I MISS. EDEN SO BAD IT HURTS. i miss raiding w my friends i miss laughing w them i miss calling n then. clearing. together.#i miss meeting new ppl. n. oh that one silly friend i still rmb those compliments man he made me attached for a bit i can't deny that but#IT'S JUST. FOND FOR ME TO LOOK BACK ON NOW.#n then. with this is just. endless small reminders of what i love in life so much. yk these memories these people these emotions n thoughts#all these stories. fuck. i feel like. a kid again n it's. smth i've missed lately. it soothes me so much n comforts my heart n soul n mind#sweet serenity oh how i missed you. yk that. that certain peace even though the world around me may be. yeah#even if the apocalypse wld come to test us all or smth i know that. the love i just have for. life wld. yk always return.#i'll always keep it close no matter how much it'll fucking hurt.#i love ffxiv so much i really do it just. yeah for the past few years has become one of my homes fr. always gives me comfort#always makes me remember myself again yk? hdflasdjflkd.. i miss emet-selch can you tell one reason why he's. rlly special to me#like bro he's. i mean. i find him. oh god how to put this i find him attractive fuck it but uh. his uhm. form as solus is.. he's#ffxiv shb grandpa simulator jokes for a reason 💀 but my bro i loved you ever since i knew you EMET-SELCH HE'S JUST. SO#SO ANNOYING. FUCK. PROMISES TO KEEP RN JUST MAKES ME EMOTIONAL ALL THE TIME. THE ORCHESTRA MAN#i want to write so much but. my mind is such a mess rn. but it. i feel better. i remember again. it. hdlfajsfkdjf :^) 😭#i. have sm to write. but i just wna cry i'm overwhelmed again but it's bcs i love. ffxiv sm 😭😭 imy n ilysm not just ffxiv but. everything
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