#( said by girl who's just a hopeless romantic and loves reading abt other people's dr s/o's ໒꒰ྀི ㅠ ㅅ ㅠ ꒱ྀི১ )

[elysian-fawn]

I LOVE THIS SOOOOOOO BAD DON'T EVEN JOKE LAD

☕︎ visual brew; gwendolyn thomara •°

arrowverse dr — aesthetic archive [[ moodboard + desc + playlist ]]

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🗝️ you’ve now unlocked the tea leaf tapestry of my arrowverse dr ≈

whiskey eyes that dart back and forth, scanning her surroundings in a span of seconds—gwendolyn thomara is alert, aware, cautious and above everything else, she is laying in wait for the eventual release of her shackled rage.

hidden among the civilians that she calls friends, gwen moves with the padded quiet of a silent hunter. a living ambush. a lady sher.

half her mind occupied with the daily happenings of meta-human madness, mixed with the muddled feelings of simmering anticipation that erupt every time she locks eyes with a certain brown haired, goofy grinned csi forensic scientist.

the other half ruminates; her past remains kept under lock and key, shoved to the back of her minds cage, waiting patiently to be overturned by the fates twisted hands.

a rampant, a runaway, a rogue—a reflexive response to confrontation. taught and nurtured and bred from youth. it’s in her blood, in her legacy.

and she can feel it; the scrutiny of her actions, the weight of the blood on her hands, grimed and gritty and caked under her nails.

one hand clawing up from her self-chosen hell, the other hand refusing to let go of a life once known.

but, you see, the funny thing about trying to tame a beast, is that it’s not entirely possible.

after all, they named her TIGRESS .. maybe it was time she showed them why.

listening to : gwendolyn thomara ━━━━─────────────●── ⇆ㅤ ㅤ◁ㅤ ❚❚ ㅤ▷ ㅤ ↻

now playing :

၊||၊▸ sun bleached flies — ethel cain

၊||၊▸ it’s called: freefall — rainbow kitten surprise

၊||၊▸ i’ll be good — jaymes young

၊||၊▸ iris — the goo goo dolls ironically enough

၊||၊▸ start of time — gabrielle alpin

don’t swallow the tea leaves ! for they leave you a message 🍂

this was so much fun !! i’ll admit i was stumped during the description because i just have so many thoughts about my dr self/oc

and yes, if you didn’t know, my dr self is also an oc of mine in a fic that i’m writing !!

long story short — i realised that my original idea was way too traumatic for a dr but i was so connected to the story that i figured i’d write a fan fiction on it (and also, it’s just an added bonus that i get to satisfy my need to “live out” the fic by playing the character of Gwen in one of my fame dr’s !!)

another reason why i like changing up my name, because while i love my irl name, i really “get into character” if i have a different name even tho gwen’s just me but tweaked a little

now my dr story is largely changed from my fic , meaning it’s less traumatic, more mystery-esque with a lot of quintessential happy endings because i don’t want to shift gwen’s fic-life . believe me … (i will be posting something about the differences between both dr and fic!!)

finally, this post was directly inspired by the lovely @elysian-fawn and her mood board posts about her dr’s — they’re absolutely beautiful!!

chaai brews; tea assortments — dr archive

2025 © chaaistained

[chaaistained]

THANK YOU MY DARLING FAWN <333

☕︎ visual brew; gwendolyn thomara •°

arrowverse dr — aesthetic archive [[ moodboard + desc + playlist ]]

.

.

.

🗝️ you’ve now unlocked the tea leaf tapestry of my arrowverse dr ≈

whiskey eyes that dart back and forth, scanning her surroundings in a span of seconds—gwendolyn thomara is alert, aware, cautious and above everything else, she is laying in wait for the eventual release of her shackled rage.

hidden among the civilians that she calls friends, gwen moves with the padded quiet of a silent hunter. a living ambush. a lady sher.

half her mind occupied with the daily happenings of meta-human madness, mixed with the muddled feelings of simmering anticipation that erupt every time she locks eyes with a certain brown haired, goofy grinned csi forensic scientist.

the other half ruminates; her past remains kept under lock and key, shoved to the back of her minds cage, waiting patiently to be overturned by the fates twisted hands.

a rampant, a runaway, a rogue—a reflexive response to confrontation. taught and nurtured and bred from youth. it’s in her blood, in her legacy.

and she can feel it; the scrutiny of her actions, the weight of the blood on her hands, grimed and gritty and caked under her nails.

one hand clawing up from her self-chosen hell, the other hand refusing to let go of a life once known.

but, you see, the funny thing about trying to tame a beast, is that it’s not entirely possible.

after all, they named her TIGRESS .. maybe it was time she showed them why.

listening to : gwendolyn thomara ━━━━─────────────●── ⇆ㅤ ㅤ◁ㅤ ❚❚ ㅤ▷ ㅤ ↻

now playing :

၊||၊▸ sun bleached flies — ethel cain

၊||၊▸ it’s called: freefall — rainbow kitten surprise

၊||၊▸ i’ll be good — jaymes young

၊||၊▸ iris — the goo goo dolls ironically enough

၊||၊▸ start of time — gabrielle alpin

don’t swallow the tea leaves ! for they leave you a message 🍂

this was so much fun !! i’ll admit i was stumped during the description because i just have so many thoughts about my dr self/oc

and yes, if you didn’t know, my dr self is also an oc of mine in a fic that i’m writing !!

long story short — i realised that my original idea was way too traumatic for a dr but i was so connected to the story that i figured i’d write a fan fiction on it (and also, it’s just an added bonus that i get to satisfy my need to “live out” the fic by playing the character of Gwen in one of my fame dr’s !!)

another reason why i like changing up my name, because while i love my irl name, i really “get into character” if i have a different name even tho gwen’s just me but tweaked a little

now my dr story is largely changed from my fic , meaning it’s less traumatic, more mystery-esque with a lot of quintessential happy endings because i don’t want to shift gwen’s fic-life . believe me … (i will be posting something about the differences between both dr and fic!!)

finally, this post was directly inspired by the lovely @elysian-fawn and her mood board posts about her dr’s — they’re absolutely beautiful!!

chaai brews; tea assortments — dr archive

2025 © chaaistained