#( like mate stop procrastinating → ooc. )

[svndowning]

i promise i'll be on tomorrow friends. as i mentioned a couple of days ago, i'm on vacation and traveling has taken a lot out of me. :((

[kaneaken]

" why do you cry? "

author's note; welcome back to projecting my own issues onto fictional characters pt. idk 🫠 this fic is honestly a bit messy, so i apologize for that, but i hope y'all can still enjoy (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧

content notes; gn!reader, reverse comfort, possible ooc character (it's been a while twst 😔), established relationship, overthinking, riddle's mother (can i just count that as a warning?), more riddle centric than the reader, riddle cries and has some negative thoughts

if there was something riddle would always be proud of it would be his academics. from a very young age, it was the one thing he excelled in.

in all his years, he doubted that he would ever be overwhelmed by it. he didn't procrastinate. he stayed focused despite the rowdiness of certain dorm mates. he was always on time.

except when he wasn't.

he was sure that he had time on his schedule for your date. except the hedgehogs were being difficult that day and he spent too much time wrangling them.

he was behind. riddle rosehearts is always on time. there was nothing he hated more than people who weren't timely.

but here he was, standing in his dorm as if it were to help him in any way. he scolded himself for standing idly instead of starting his homework, so he would at least have some room for you.

he reached for his phone. should he just cancel his plans with you? he stopped for a moment and pictured your face overcome with disappointment.

no, no, he couldn't do that to you. but, on the other hand, he needed to finish up his homework. what kind of housewarden would he be if he couldn't even uphold the most simple rule of finishing homework before other activities.

he sighed to himself, ruffling his hair and taking a seat on his bed. what would his mother say?

you don't need silly things like love, riddle. if you want to be anything, it's best to leave romance behind. it will only slow you down.

she was right. but you were always so kind and understanding to him. you weren't weighing him down. but you were the reason for his stress at the moment. but-

" riddle? "

riddle turned his head and spotted you slightly stepping into his room. quickly, he glanced over at the clock. his heart dropped.

he wasted so much time looking for a solution that he solved his own problem. he didn't even show up for your date at all, which meant he crossed one thing off his list unintentionally.

the soft creak of his bed turned his head back to you. he couldn't see the disappointment in your eyes, which shocked him.

you placed your hand against his. for a short while, the two of you sat in silence before you spoke up.

" i was worried when you didn't show up, so i came over to check on you. are you okay? "

he felt a twist in his stomach. just a few minutes ago he was considering breaking off your relationship, and here you were concerned about him. you deserved better than him, who was willing to break off your relationship so quickly.

he hadn't even noticed the tears streaming down his face until your hand was wiping them away.

he grabbed onto your hand and squeezed it gently.

" thank you "

he whispered so quietly that he doubted you heard him, but your small smile indicated the opposite

" tell me when you're ready, okay? "

" okay "

[seungjecnga]

( STARTER CALL !! for this roster )

            like for a starter from my canon oc / canon muses, all based on my all-time favorite animes. i’ll come to you for muse, have no fear that you don’t know the lore well !! i’ll always write the start very openly so that anything is possible !!

[ofaristocracy-blog]

people say 19 is the more chaotic version of MIA but really...it’s one step up from YOUNG WINGS....it’s the aftermath of young wings....growing up too fast and wanting to just age naturally ( young wings ) but now they’re at this awkward phase between a teen and becoming an adult....and they’re just not ready yet ( 19 )....god i love them sm, this symbolism and connection...

[letsbreakhearts]

Rules and Muses

Before interacting, there are a few things you have to consider before approaching me:  

First things first: Mun =/= muse! The most important rule of mine, because I do write about all kind of dark and disturbing topics, since I have no trigger whatsoever and like to explore the depth of mankind's cruelty in fiction. Obviously said content is tagged as tw:(name of the trigger) and therefore easily manageable with the right tools. If this still rubs you the wrong way, because you either are a prude puretist, really easily triggered to past trauma, or simply not able of separating fiction from reality, I ask you politely to stop reading here and leave this blog instantly. Consider yourself warned. Any further consumption of this blog’s content is on you, mate. 

All heavy topics in threads need some upfront plotting, to keep it all consensual. I don’t want to accidentally throw someone off. Plotting in general is always preferred.

This blog is nsfw by default. Minors and Personals get blocked most of the time.

All ships are welcome, but I obviously have my favourites and some I never wrote before definitely need more plotting than those I write on a regular basis. 

Reasons for me to unfollow/soft block you: Your rules say: If you write “xy” I will not follow/block you; You are literally spamming my dash with personal/ooc posts; You post/share a lot of negativity and whining; You share anon hate, instead of just turning the anon function off, aka get involved in drama that is easily avoided; You participate in call out culture; OOC political commentary/activism and other non-rp related stuff that I don’t want on my rp dash; Ship bashing and kinkshaming; You turn out to be an Anti of some sort; You share any hate for the character or actors I write as/use as FC. Disclaimer: You are of course free to do whatever you want with your blog, as I am free to avoid your blog without any reason given.

If you ever feel the need to unfollow or block me, just do it. No explanation needed.

If I lose interest in interacting with you, I will unfollow and most likely softblock, or even hardblock you without any reason given. Please don’t take this too personal.

What does private mean: I have my fav mutuals who occasionally get more replies than others. Plus I am very hesitant about following new people unless you offer me something I hadn’t found a partner for before. On this note, If you approach me first, I want you to have a vague idea what you want to write with whom of my muses and some time and creativity to plot a little bit beforehand. 

I have the right to not interact with you without any reason given. 

Don’t reblog any of my self written ooc posts and psas. Same goes for rps you aren’t taking a part in. 

Asks and memes are no longer my main focus. Do not spam my ask box but rather plot with me via IM please. 

I do all lengths of threads. I also tend to edit my posts and use icons but my writing partner don’t have to. Edit your post after your own liking, or not at all.

Muses with the same FC, as well as duplicates are welcome obviously.

I don’t do passwords!

My IM is open for plotting.

For those who are interested in such things: Hello, I’m Fuchs, a lazy German hobby artist and writer. English isn’t my first language and I procrastinate A LOT. On top of that I sometimes just need ages to be happy with the stuff I write. Short: Please be patient with me, if you see me online but don’t reply right away. I also tend to have a lot of threads. So please don’t ask me to reply faster. Not gonna happen.

Muses

BOLD = Mains || Italic = only as request || Others: Available but not always muse for

Detroit: Become Human

Gavin Reed (D:BH)

RK900 (D:BH)

Leo Manfred (D:BH)

Markus (D:BH)

Daniel (D:BH)

Cole Anderson (D:BH)

Hank Anderson (D:BH)

Connor (D:BH)

60 (D:BH)

Captain Allen (D:BH)

Marvel

Tony Stark (MCU)

Quentin Beck (MCU)

Steve Rogers  (MCU)

Peter Parker (Tom) (MCU)

Peter Parker (Andrew) (Sony)

Peter Quill  (MCU)

Frank Castle  (MCU)

Scott Lang (MCU)

Eddie Brock (“MCU”)

Benjamin PointDEXter  (MCU)

Flash Thompson (MCU)

Bucky Barnes (MCU)

Erik Lehnsherr  (MCU)

Harley Keener (MCU)

Peter Parker (Tobey) (Sony)

Peter B. Parker (MCU)

Brock Rumlow (MCU)

Sherlock BBC

Sebastian Moran (Sherlock BBC)

John Watson (Sherlock BBC)

Witcher 

Jaskier

Geralt of Rivia 

The Boys

Homelander (The Boys)

William Billy Butcher(The Boys)

The Walking Dead

Marlon (TWD Tell Tale)

Negan (TWD)

Rick Grimes (TWD)

Shane Walsh  (TWD)

Daryl Dixon  (TWD)

Carl Grimes(TWD)

Star Trek

James T. Kirk (Star Trek)

Leonard H. McCoy (Star Trek)

Star Wars

Poe Dameron (Star Wars)

Kylo Ren  (Star Wars)

General Hux  (Star Wars)

Finn (Star Wars)

Stranger Things

Billy Hargrove (Stranger Things)

Steve Harrington (Stranger Things)

Jim Hopper (Stranger Things)

Uncharted

Rafe Adler (Uncharted)

Sam Drake  (Uncharted)

Nathan Drake  (Uncharted)

Red Dead Redemption

Arthur Morgan (RDR2)

John Marston  (RDR2)

Far Cry

John Seed (FC5)

Joseph Seed  (FC5)

Jacob Seed  (FC5)

Staci Pratt  (FC5)

Men in Black

Agent H (MIB International)

Life is Strange

Nathan Prescott (LIS)

Sean Eduardo Diaz  (LIS)

Daniel Diaz (LIS)

Until Dawn

Joshua Washington (Until Dawn) 

Christopher Hartley(Until Dawn) 

Michael Munroe(Until Dawn) 

The Dragon Prince

High Mage Viren (The Dragon Prince) 

Crownguard Soren (The Dragon Prince) 

King Harrow (The Dragon Prince) 

James Bond

James Bond / 007 (FC: Daniel Craig) 

Kingsman

Gary “Eggsy” Unwin (Kingsman) 

The Nice Guys

Holland March (The Nice Guys) 

Blade Runner

K /Joe (Blade Runner 2049)

Man of Medan

Conrad (Man of Medan)

Blair Witch

Ellis (Blair Witch) 

Baby Driver

Buddy 

Breaking Bad

Saul Goodman

Jesse Pinkman

Walter White

Michael “Mike” Ehrmantraut

Todd Alquist

[shadowlink720]

FE: Birthright Randomised Paralogues 13 and 14

(aka ‘I can no longer procrastinate on the plot’)

anyway let’s get the to last currently available paralogues :V

Paralogue 13 is Caeldori’s

hoo boi this’ll be interesting

ya know we never got to see much of Subaki’s personality when he joined in Birthright so this will be really interesting

oh, well it’s... still Caeldori?

Saizo that isn’t Kaze-

this feels so ooc holy heck-

saizo

SAIZO

again; not Kaze :’V

I never thought I would ever see Saizo say ‘jiffy’

anyway battle prep!

aaaaaaall righty, let’s get on with the chapter!

you forget that we have both Azura and Felicia, Saizo I’m pretty sure they could tank most if not all of the units here

ayy there she is I hope she’s showing as a sky knight for stability please tell me she didn’t literally stay as a sky knight because she just has to be flawless even though there can literally be no such thing otherwise such a concept wouldn’t exist-

We don’t really need it but sure

bECAUSE IT IS LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE

if someone could be perfect then it wouldn’t exist something else would exist instead, which would be exactly the same as ‘perfection’, because it’ll always be unachievable

I’m getting too deep into this, sorry moving on

ya know I could say the same to you, Saizo

ok that not so much-

yeah she’s literally still a sky knight ok that’s fine She has In Extremis as a personal, which grants Crit +30 when she has less than 25% HP, holy heck She also has Swap, Renewal, Poison Strike and Magictaker huh and an extra free beast killer, I should trade that over to Takumi once he can use it Or Kaze, idk anyway she has pretty solid bases, too (Growths: HP - 25, Str - 15, Mag - 35, Skill - 40, Spd - 35, Lck - 35, Def - 55, Res - 45) (Heart Seal: Wyvern Rider and Ninja)

this guy’s gonna get wrecked

ok but No one can touch Takumi like literally all of these magic users are doing 0 damage if they can hit him at all

they’re already dead indeed

I wasn’t expecting her to get a crit but hey ho I’ll take it

wow Rinkah’s getting crits left and right :o

yIKES

well uhh another mage came along and finished her off o<o;;;; just as she got a big shield, too

oh my Farore Sakura finally got a higher tome proficiency--

this one’s for Rinkah, you shit

Fite me

oh hey, Caeldori levelled up

Wasted

wow that Boss was a bitch to fight

I should have had Setsuna up there to fight them because ya know SHE HAS 31 RESISTANCE AND 26 DEFENCE

rest in pieces, ya shitlord

I’m not going to bring up how that’s impossible again

well, I’d assume ppl have to be good in their first battle because otherwise they’re dead and that’s hardly ‘good’

actually fight me, Caeldori

see? no such thing as perfect

idk man, you could have given her an inferiority complex in the process

I will fight both of you

saizo, you’re fiiiiiiiine, stop worrying so much

right, let’s go to paralogue 14 and see who Silas’ kid is!

it’s Hisame ........... I can 100% see him yelling at Silas ‘IT’S NOT A PHASE, DAD’

what does this look like, a murder scene? .... well I guess it could, actually

shit’s going down, that’s what, Silas

they’re just having a party, bro

he doesn’t have mcuh company and turned to creating soulless creatures for it ... poor guy

his favourite colour is vantablack, and he says it’s the closest colour to his soul

did he manage to get one of the spring event Heroes, tho? that is the question

wow

you really need to take some time to talk to him, Silas

well maybe your nightmares, not Hisame’s

ya know what? Maybe we should just leave Hisame to it he’s fine

all right, battle prep let’s goooo

let’s get rid of this bog fiiirst

ayyyy, Dragon Fang it’s great

it’s time to unleash the madness

>:3c

it’s dead indeed, Setsuna it’s very dead

another bog nullifiiied

I was wondering why this one Faceless seemed to have so much avoid when we’re both in the forest but it has Lancebreaker that explains a lot

it’s too bad you don’t have Bowbreaker, mATE and it was a crit, too

ok but his animation was really cool, he threw the lance up, caught in in mid air and just 

it was great

well Hisame has some kind of Rally I can’t tell what though

he proc’d Dragon Fang again :’’’D

this guy has literally 0% chance of hitting me I love Swordmasters, man

and she got a criiiiiit

ok Takumi got another crit

it’s great

aaaaand 3rd bog neutralised

ok we can finally talk to Hisame

you haven’t mastered it until you can summon Amaterasu which you can’t because you need to fight the Anchorite of Light, who’s in the Kursta Archipelago and apparently hates their job sooooo :Y Or until you can cast Hresvelgr-Hresvelgr Rain, but that would require the Bishop and Wizard asterisks too-

beautifully hilarious, you mean

boi have you seen how much of a threat they are? the most damage they can do is like 4 HP, if they even HIT

that is true, however good thing there’s no fatigue system like there apparently was in Thracia 776 lol

I’m suddenly getting flashbacks of Resident Evil 7 Yeah no, Hisame I need to ask you to please Stop

please listen to your dad, Hisame

well obviously who do I look like; Mephilia?

aaall riiight let’s have a look at Hisameeee

ok, he’s another Nohr Prince, neat He has Fortunate Son as a personal, which means allies within 2 spaces get Ddg +15 and he gets Ddg +5, neat he also has  Rally Defence, Air Superiority and Potent Potion I... guess Relief isn’t a skill that passes down ahahahah;;;; (Growths: HP - 35, Str - 25, Mag - 20, Skill - 60, Spd - 50, Lck - 30, Def - 40, Res - 5) (Heart Seal:  Ninja and Wyvern Rider)

oh NOW you crit, Saizo when you were already going to kill the guy anyway >:V

where’s the fun, then? idk lmao

Reverse Ringabel is smol confirmed

but what if he was just about to get one of the Spring exclusive units? :V

Hisame ur gonna get urself killed, u know?

the vengeful ghost of Tharja, that’s who

whatever you say, Hisame

Silas just wants to be cool, Saizo, let him have that

plot twist, imagine if he was talking about himself

someone stop him

oh yeah then the extra cutscene to make him seem creepy

... do u need a hug, Hisame

I can really see the resemblance

well you shouldn’t really expect pretty much anyone to, man

Tharja stop

it’s funny because the avatar’s name in this run is Shadow

aaaaand that’s that!

we’ll be finally moving onto the plot next time, so I can’t run from spoilers for people anymore! :’D

[katrinaofthesutherland]

I think I am legitimately better off single. Sometimes my heart is in sync with that, but that is generally during the time of the month where my hormones aren't telling me to go on a sweet, hot and heavy ride. If you know me irl, sorry if I broke the illusion of me being sweet and innocent. Just kinding, I'm most certainly not sorry, I have been reading smutting fan fiction since I was 15, and nobody cares, because I am still me, in my whole awkward glory... TMI? ...tmi... Back to my thesis; I am still on the journey known as education, after which I am going to be diving into my spectacular art career. I have no time for an s/o at this point in time... that is not entirely true, I mean, I have this magical ability to procrastinate, which in turn leaves me playing minecraft or puts me into a depressive stooper. Hey, I at least make sure to shower once a week okay. Basically, unless they could balance out my ability to feel too much, be my best friend, legitimately want to be with me, and be accepted into my family, they probably aren't going to be my s/o. I take this stuff seriously, because I don't want to get my heart broken again. I wasn't even in a romantic relationship with the person who broke my heart. I completely fell to pieces that semester. New point. I am definitely bi, but I find myself more interested in men than women. That wasn't the point, but it gives some quasi context about the point. Of course, I forgot what the point I was going to make is.... I am uncomfortable around most men. I think it is the whole I-can-see-myself-mating-with-you thing that stops me forming friendships. I get scared, oh and I awkwardly run away. I don't know if it is me or their vibe (it is probably me) but I am SO UNCOMFORTABLE around them. I AM SUCH AN IDIOT TOO. I feel so embarrassed, I just want to evaporate. So there is this guy who just joined the LARP group I'm in, and he is the sweetest guy, and is soooooooooooo easy on the eyes. When we're all ooc I run as far away from him as I can without it seeming weird. To be honest it has been weird every time, though my Amazonian roommate mage has saved my butt most of the time, or at least everytime that she has made it to LARP. She made it seem less awkward. While the sweet guy is super sweet ooc, his character just... Since gifs are being dumb on mobile, Think of Fenris from da2 hiding his laughter, but like a mage. This guy has laughed at every single one of my puns. I can't tell if he honestly is doing it to flirt or if he thinks they are just god like puns... I mean good puns... why can't I be shaking my spear right now. Bed time now, KS, going to sleep now. Knightly night.

[svndowning]

i've been kind of slow/silent for the past week or so, but i'm online and working on drafts at the moment. thank you to everyone who continues to be patient with me.

[svndowning]

i'm going to the movies to see scream in a few hours and i'm so excited. when i get back, i'll most likely want to do some horror + darker romance related threads.

[svndowning]

why does it feel like more personal blogs than normal have been interacting with my blog? 🙄

[svndowning]

my first therapy appointment with my new therapist went really well and i rewarded myself with a lil treat for being brave today afterward. with that being said, i'm in a pretty good mood (tiredness aside) so i'm going to work on drafts and ACTUALLY respond to plotting stuff tonight.

[svndowning]

i might try to be productive tonight ... but honestly, this week has been one of the worst for me. i'm beyond thankful that i have a therapy appointment tomorrow because it's becoming a bit too much for me. until then, i would love to do some shorter stuff. i also might venture to reply to my private messages. i'm sorry that i've been so sporadic in general. ૮₍ ´• ˕ •` ₎ა

[svndowning]

i had the most bomb workout today so i'm going to around working on drafts and making a few closed valentine's starters.

[svndowning]

i am finally home from vacation! i'm super burnt out from spending time with my family and the stress that comes from traveling. but i'm going to be online to reply to drafts and private messages in a little bit.

[svndowning]

i'm going to be working on drafts soon. i'm just dealing with the remanent of stress and trying to decompress before focusing.

[svndowning]

cue the clown horns because instead of being productive last night and doing what i wanted, the big sad hit and i cried so hard my eyelids have tiny bruising on them.