#( hhh poor boy is sooo insecureeee 😭😭😭 )

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@ghxstofycu whispered: " i'm trying so hard, but... i can't stop myself from falling in love with you. "

»» ──────ஓ๑⚔︎๑ஓ ────── «« ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ with him ... that was certainly an interesting way to put it, now, wasn't it? he felt his heart race at the words, that rare sensation of comfort and security washing over him, a feeling that he never once imagined the day he'd see. he had a lot to THANK emma for ; she gave him hope, comfort, confidence, not only in himself but in his music ... he didn't know how to thank her for that. but sometimes he wasn't sure if his own mind worked like that, followed the same track that his heart did. it worked in mysterious ways ; it led him down a path of darkness before, an insatiable need for revenge, to get away from all senses of comfort and touch and having someone there for him. he wasn't sure if he was ready for this ... wasn't sure if he was even in touch with his own emotions. and he didn't consider that a positive for either of them. ❝ ... you sure it's ... THAT ... ? ❞ he wondered aloud. he didn't want to potentially hurt her feelings, or even gaslight her, so he figured the best thing to do was to pose a question out into the ether, even if his own heart twisted in on itself as he did so.