#( although im not gonna call it healing he a bit too insecure for that )

[flybcll]

WHICH SUBTLE WAY OF SAYING 'I LOVE YOU' ARE YOU?

'are you sure you're okay?'

you wear your heart on your sleeve. you're probably the first to tell a person you love them in an unsubtle way -- because you love them, and they deserve to know it! maybe you're not entirely open about what you feel all the time (it depends on the situation and the person you're with) but you're generally comfortable around emotions. your own and others' -- and you'll make sure to encourage the people you love to be honest about how they feel, too. you'll check in with them to make sure they're okay, and you know your closed-off loved ones well enough to check in with them again when they've assured you that yes, they're fine, don't worry. because guess what? you'll happily worry about them, and they'll get it in the end. your love is the healing type; you're patching up scars you might not even know exist.

tagged by: @hadobreeze ty ty tagging: @giriure @gorekissed @anchoraweigh and anyone and everyone else

[lixrk]

plot call + muse update!

HELLO EVERYONE !!! my hiatus is ending soon so i wanted to make this post before it does to ‘get ready’ in a sense lol. anyways! first of all, lix finally quit his job as a host in a host club took him a while i know and has decided to... *drum roll* do youtube full-time! wow, amazing!

what does he do on his youtube channel?

dance covers, most of them he choreographed himself. he started doing vocal covers too!

he also vlogs, you know, for the views

mukbang with an assortment of cheap junk food

if you’re also a friend of his there’s an 80% chance he’ll try to drag you into his videos

AND NOW FOR THE PLOT CALL !!! i’ve been... super horrible with interacting with most of the people on here because i just stick to twitter for plotting and well, i don’t have all of you on twitter... and i wanted to change that! i want lix to meet a lot of your muses as well as make more meaningful connections, after all. so! this is an attempt at that!

under the cut i’ll be listing a few plot ideas that might interest you guys. please LIKE THIS POST if you want me to slide into your dms for plotting. you can also REPLY WITH A SONG TITLE if you want me to write up a random starter for you (based on a prompt generator or a sentence starter). thanks a lot and i’m looking forward to writing with all of you!

additionally, you can reach out to me on twitter (@wowyoungie) and discord (ask for the id) if you’re as bad with tumblr ims as i am (although i’m awful at messaging in general,,, i’ll do my best though!! i promise!!)

PLATONIC

a very close friend of his, his ride or die. they probably knew each other for a long while, and is aware that lix is... running away from his rich family lol

the one friend that helped him polish his korean... he owes you big time. he’ll share his pizza with you everyday

that friend that let him stay at their place when he just returned to korea before he moved out and found a proper roommate... this friend can be the same one that helps him re-polish his korean if you want!

since his family goes to korea every summer, friends that he made during those times!! he’d treasure every friendship... regardless of how often you meet up!

as of lix’s birthday, his dear roommate bought them two cute bunnies! maybe we can make a plot around that. he loves gushing over his bunny (which he hasn’t named... help him with that maybe hAHA).

people he can drag into his videos! it doesn’t have to surround dancing, he does random challenges too (for the views...) and you just somehow get dragged into it. he’s super embarrassed but you know, you do what you have to do. join in on his discount mukbang too

those who were his clients back when he was a host. his host persona and his real persona is a very different. in reality he’s mostly shy and easily embarrassed. maybe you ran into him expecting host lix but he’s just embarrassed and panicking and ‘omg they’ll think i’m so lame outside of work’

lix is a person that gets jealous quite easily. he still doesn’t have his life structured properly and you seem like you do. you seem to know what you want, meanwhile lix doesn’t, he barely knows himself. he admires you for that, but he also feels envious. bonus if you two are friends and it’s only a matter of time before he explodes on you

people his parents forced him to befriend, and though when he still lived under their roof he did befriend you, after he ran away he never contacted you ever again. he doesn’t know whether the friendship the two of you had was real, nor does he want to find out

alternatively, people his parents forced him to befriend, but he just doesn’t like you (and maybe you feel the same way or not). he tries not to let it show at the time, but after running away he starts treating you differently

he’s a bit awful at keeping up with debuted idols. teach him about them! make him stan a group! please please please! you can be his stan twt educator. he’ll do his best to keep up

trainee friends! he’s kind of jealous of you but he really wants to learn from you. whether you were friends before you became a trainee or after, it’s free real estate!

maybe you work as a delivery person, and you’re wondering why the hell this guy keeps ordering food at late hours into the night. he’s a night owl, mostly because of his previous job as a host club that usually occurs at night, and also because... he’s an insomniac

NOT-SO PLATONIC

exes. can work with girls even though he’s gay because it took him a long time to come to terms with it

if a girl, he probably didn’t give you all his attention. he doesn’t initiate any sort of physical affection, which might be the first thing that tipped you off that he isn’t as invested in the relationship as you are. 

if a boy, you probably witnessed his meltdown and insecurities firsthand. it was probably a quick relationship, because he panicked and couldn’t handle the pressure at all, ending things abruptly even though at the time he probably did like you. he just couldn’t handle the idea of being out of the closet

one night stands... that says it all. whether you were friends beforehand and got drunk and made mistakes or you were lonely strangers... anything is free!

friends with benefits... need i say more. could be a past thing, and now your friendship is on the verge of shattering or something

the one that got away? maybe you had feelings for him before. he knew about it, but pretended not to, because feelings are scary and his insecurities were just about ready to eat him up. whether you decide not to confess or you did and he let you down, things are a bit rocky now

an unrequited crush

on your part, it’s pretty much established that he’s awful at feelings so, that isn’t fun

on his part, it’s most likely a past thing. he was too scared to say anything about it, or maybe he did and you let him down, causing him to harbour a lot of regrets and ‘fuck i shouldn’t have said anything’ but time heals wounds and now he just misses having you as a friend

OPEN EVENTS

#rkcollab: collab time! lix is eager to learn more rapping and whatnot since he’s a beginner, but he also just wants to sing with friends on his youtube channel

#rkdanceoff: listen,,, he’ll love to have a dance-off with literally anyone, he’ll most likely upload it to his youtube channel too. be his competition! it’ll be fun, he won’t go down easy

#rkcharity: charity time! let’s do this! either you dragged him into it or vice versa. either way he’s not gonna half-ass this

[fairyking]

implying ur no longer a big king stan?,,, spill that tea...........

I mean I still kinda like him or else i wouldn’t want to keep my url even if it not associated with him it pretty fking rad although I kinda found things about his character that i don’t like and heavily dislike in which made me less of his stan.

My opinion on him or tea™️ is gonna stay under the read more so like if ur gonna be rude and call me names over a me liking of a fictional character I would suggest to stop reading now

okay now given i been in this fandom now for like 3-4yrs so there things that bound to make me be ehhh or angry in which came up with me unfortunately over analysing stuff.

first of all im gonna list the things that made me his fan, i love his stupid nerdy babu design and no not in the ‘i love sh0ta design uwu’ cuz boy that a rant for another day with my hatred of sh0tac0n/l0lic0n, it just made his behaviour of being nervous, unconfident despite being a show off bastard and insecure all that amazing. i love it so much and the fact he wanted to protect everything despite him acknowledging that it nearly impossible to do and that he doesn’t have the power to that is just ahhh i will always love characters that would give themselves up to protect their love ones also he was not a buff man so hey i wouldn’t look at him with disgusts added bonus that i came of the ft high and so i had a thing for faeries at the time lol.

first thing first the actual fact king did nothing to help ban get his sister back within those 100 chapters that had ban trying to get her back is a bit ?????????? like he was presented in the capital of the dead arc as if he gave so much shit about his sister to only then be like ‘elaine who?’ that always been so bizarre for me with that strong ‘i will do anything to protect my sister’ to 'read at 5:45 pm’ which also links into why didn’t he go back to fairy forest to let them know what happen with helbram since before he got arrested he went back to diane to erase her memories. like boy what happen to you wanting to protect/care for everything, he decided that the fairy clan + elaine wasn’t worth the trouble of explaining the situation before getting arrested but diane getting her memories erased worth the trouble.

which brings me into my next issue with king, his weird relationship with diane. now im gonna state this i dont ship nor notp kiane it 100% a valid ship that i unfortunately cant get behind or like myself, it being canon is cool with me and i wouldn’t want it any other way for them, i would like to mention that diane isn’t one of my fav characters so it not even me being bitter over ships. I absolutely can’t understand in what world was it sensible for king to just erase her memories, there was no gain for diane to loose her memories like king seem to think cuz he just a ‘bad’ person despite treating her lovely during her childhood and felt that bad about breaking his promise that he had to get rid of her memoires but like??? boy could just let her wait, it okay to wait to meet up again there was no logic for him to erase her memioes like he did, if anything he created more problems by doing that, like sorry i can’t feel empathy for your story if u made this mess yourself since with melizabeth it the parents stupidity for the angst that happen with them and with banlaine unfortunate timing and rip interracial relationship with angst.

king is a grown man, nothing anybody say can tell me otherwise he meant to be seen as an adult so im gonna judge him as an adult, the dude can’t take legit blame for himself like the death of helbram wasn’t his fault, it understandable that it wasnt his fault but he blames himself that what we call self hate and that okay! however what doesn’t slide with me is the fact he so quick to judge on other characters to the point where it not even funny, like with ban he blames him, a human for the forest that can’t be burn from normal flames stated by elaine herself and then goes on to say ban is an awful human despite him clearly seeing his love and care for elaine, ban also not being a dickhead and healing him but king doesn’t even recognised that and even thought that law was better cuz 'despite looking like ban he seemed better’ and haha you can see how that went :)

which brings me up to recent events in the manga, i do like the new design king got HOWEVER that not the king i was attached to through the story, it literally a different character with the name king attached, he lost that cute insecure/i want to protect everybody feeling to his character and became this character that so overly confidently that overly showy bastard is just so unfitting and annoying now and it feels so unearned im sorry but gods i want his old personality back not the 'its okay im here to do everything cuz i have the power :) personality that he giving off now

and that pretty much the tea™️ sorry i went on a tangent but these are my thoughts and hey maybe it will change in the future who knows but this is the current opinion i have on him

tldr: king had alot of attributes that i loved in the beginning and unfortunately some of the glaring issues with his character came too much for me and the recent chapter made me not like him as much

there probs other reasons but these are the ones that come to mind rn