#( - I picked Sans 'cuz I know him a lil' bit )

[azurexalacrity]

@universalcarnival clicked “❤️” for a starter!!!

 Strange occurrences were never a new thing for Sonic, and that included anything extraterrestrial, magical, or paranormal. In fact, the more there’s a word of it, the more he’s gravitated towards it like a moth to a flame. It’s no wonder why holidays such has Halloween always bring out the excitement of the hedgehog, like a child who has already consumed buckets of sugar.

However, this is one of those instances where it’s... Absent. Now, instead of running up towards the oddity with a gust of wind, he’s standing across from them, tilting his head to the side and placing his hands on his hips, humming thoughtfully.

One would think he would question the oddity’s characteristics, but all he spoke was, “...Hey, dude. I don’t got a bone ta pick with ya or anythin’ but - How does a guy like you fair in da sun? Like, is it possible f’er you ta get sunburned or-?”

Real smooth, Sonic.

[crack-canon]

Grown up: Little Siblings

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Kaidou Toki and Iridatsu Yuuta

-timelines can suck ass cuz technically this is a 6yr skip for the kids which puts them in Junior but the adults are set around 25-26

-and I ended up aging up Yuuta to 7 because it seemed like to me that Toki was around 7 instead of Yuuta’s 5

-Okay, so I made it that there’s an 8yr time skip which would then mean the lil bros are 15

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-I know lashes never mean much on a boy but I like to think these boys explore outside of the masculine fashion when out of school

-This is purely thanks to the exposure of non-binary fashion from Saiki (agender), Akechi (Experimental Gender-fluid), and Kaidou (he’s just likes cute things and is comfortable in his masculinity)

-Mom (Kaidou) allowed Toki to grow his hair out if he kept up his good grades in school

-Yuuta is a bit of a cry baby and is an easy target for bullying, especially for his gundam figures and notebook drawings of superheros

-Last time Yuuta told someone about the bullying, Saiki turned into a kid and threatened the student (he’s a little protective of his little brother)

-So now whenever, Toki tries to tell an authoritative figure, Yuuta gets scared that it’ll somehow reach Saiki and he’ll “overreact” again

-Saiki “overreacted” because the bullies broke a gundam Yuuta and Kuniharu (Mr. saiki) were excitedly working on together, that was also bought with the kid’s saved up allowance along with drowning his notebook filled with stories and drawings

-Sure the bullies didn’t bother him again but still

-If he didn’t have “time reversal” Saiki would probably be even more pissed off. Yuuta had to pick between which item to restore because Saiki was still limited to only one restoration a day and the next day would mean, Saiki couldn’t restore the other object

-Yuuta picked the gundam that him and Mr. Saiki made together

-through sniffles and dry tears “It’s alright, like Shun-san says, sometimes you just need to *hic* rework everything…” (referring to the destruction of all his work and world building in the notebooks)

-Yuuta grew up to be an artsy and creative person

-Toki is on the student council and class rep

-Toki is far more assertive than Shun at his age

-He also probably learned kickboxing alongside Kaidou and easily overpowers his older brother who’s an adult

-He fights for weak-willed students

Oi Oi! You’re still picking on Iradatsu even after all my other warnings! Lucky for you, I’ve gathered more than enough evidence from other students and my own observations to have you all suspended or better even- expelled!

Oi Oi Oi! No don’t worry I won’t hurt them too much. Just enough so that Saiki-san’s weird healing thing won’t kick in for a while~

-Toki just kinda results to violence after the first two warnings don’t get through. He learned the hard way when parents just bought out the principle back in middle school

-Even as they attend PK Academy, Toki once again becomes Class Rep and Yuuta is still a target for bullying even after he grew taller than his classmates (Year 1) (age: 15)

-Toki most definitely picked up Aren’s thug way of speaking whenever he gets pissed off

-Yuuta gained muscle and height suddenly over summer before they entered PK Academy and could easily overpower other students. Last time he did that, he got blamed

-In this specific headcanon, Toki is half-Japanese and gets bullied because of it. In middle school, it was because of his notebooks and gundam

-Saiki requested Hairo to keep an eye on the two since they always seem to get in trouble

-Because of this, the two are extra vigilant and hide from Hairo when they get in trouble. During lunch, they spend most of it with Hairo instead of other classmates when he’s free

-Saiki changed the world once again by allowing Japanese students to grow their hair out

-Toki wears mascara and eyeliner

-Toki and Yuuta are almost never seen separated on school grounds

-Toki excels in school but fails in PE that isn’t stretches and agility based. He has weak grip strength and a poor arm when it comes to throwing. He likes to joke that it’s Dark Reunion’s doing that messing up his powers

-He’s on track only because his mom made him do it which means he has to be vigilant at his homework

-Yuuta is a pretty average student but is great at strength based skills. He’s got an amazing throwing arm and is a beast at Dodgeball and is often voted to be captain

-He ended up entering baseball on Hairo and Satou’s suggestion so now he gets free training on weekends with Satou (the two like to catch up and talk about Saiki)

-Sure, Toki COULD grab a stepladder and ask someone to hold it while he pins up class decorations for the school festival but why do that when you can just ride your friend’s strong shoulders while you weigh “like a backpack with only 1 chem book” in your friend’s words. I mean he’s already right there

-Both teens got their ears pierced over the summer break courtesy of Big Sis Aiura and Chiyo

-Toki and Yuuta are proud owners of Shun and Aren’s tree house. Sometimes they invite friends over but most of the time, the two just go there to study. They like to spend a lot of time there during the spring months when it’s not too hot and just read manga before eventually napping. They got nets in order to prevent bugs from getting in

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[colorseeingchick]

Valentine’s Affections (Kageyama, Oikawa, Kuroo)

I adore Valentine’s day! Love is in the air and chocolate is in my stomach. But for you and these boys? Well... it’s a lil more complicated than that. 

A/N: We are going to completely ignore the fact that valentine’s day was a full 3 months ago. Love is always in the air on this blog !

Warnings: Light swearing? Maybe? Lotsa fluffy stuff beware cavities. 

Kageyama Tobio

Kageyama stares hard at the vending machine in front of him. Now, this was far from a new situation he found himself in- he found himself in front of this very vending machine every single day. But the stakes were much higher this time.

Strawberry, or chocolate? Which would be a better gift? 

Early on he decided against chocolates, cuz it felt too obvious. He opted out of a note, cuz he wasn’t articulate enough for that. And for the same reasons a verbal confession was completely out of the picture. So here he was, in front of the vending machine, hoping you would accept his love, or at the very least, the milk carton as a token of it. 

He decides on the strawberry milk, because the pink carton color reminded him of hearts, so he was hoping his love message would be real clear!! 

As he approaches you in the gym, he feels the nerves stir in his stomach. You’re surrounded by the other first years, excitedly chirping at Tsukki and Yamaguchi while Yachi and Hinata jump up and down around you (for what reasons, who knows) now that clean up is over. The second and third years weren’t that far away either. But he knew he’d have to do this sooner than later. 

Kageyama stands pensively behind you at a slight distance, awkwardly shifting weight back and forth between his feet. Finally, he finds the guts to call out to you. “Y/N...san.” Alright, maybe it was more like a mutter. No one had heard him, but Hinata had noticed his presence. 

“Kageyama! There you are.” 

All eyes shift to him, including yours. The heat rushes to his face as he hides the milk behind his back. “Boke! What do you want!” He only gets redder as his eyes meet yours. 

“Y/N-san!” He yells a bit too harshly. But you don’t flinch, you just smile. “Yes, Tobio-kun?” Gah, your voice is sweet as always, and he doesn’t even know what to say. 

Stepping towards you, he essentially shoves the milk into your hands before turning around and marching out the door. 

You stare at the carton quizzically, while the boys in the gym collectively let out a heavy sigh. 

“Was that… supposed to be a confession?” Daichi’s disbelief was evident.

“He does that every day though,” Hinata comments, clueless. 

“But today’s Valentine’s day, there’s probably more to it, right?” Ennoshita curious.  

“Of course that’s the way that idiot would do it.” Tsukki is snarky as ever. 

But you don’t hesitate to run back into the club room, a determined look glued to your face. 

“Y/N san! Where are you going?” Hinata calls. 

“Let them be, Hinata. They have something to take care of.” Suga has a glint of amusement in his eyes. 

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Kageyama tries to calm down as he aggressively drinks his chocolate milk. But he’s jittery all over when you pop up next him. 

“Tobio-kun, did ya really think you could just throw me a box of milk and then split? On Valentine's day? Tsk Tsk.” You smile as you move to stand in front of him. Words are far from his physical capacity at the moment, so he opts to just stare at you instead.

“But by the way,” you pull the carton from behind your back in your left hand, and shake it in front of him, “Accepted.” He feels his heart melt in relief. You understood what he meant. At least he thinks you do. You always understood him somehow, even though he wasn’t great at communicating. 

“And also…” Your right hand appears now, a small box of cutely wrapped chocolates snuggly fit into your palm, “this is for you. Please, accept it.”

His eyes go wide in shock. For some reason, this was not what he had expected (though everyone else knew it was coming). His heart now swells with an indescribable feeling that he never wants to stop experiencing. 

“And this too... unless you want me to stop...” He doesn’t know how else you could potentially make him fall apart more than he already had- but he got his answer when your hand grabbed onto his collar and tugged him down to your height. You placed a slow and gentle kiss on the corner of his mouth. “Tobio-kun, I like you.” Yeah, his heart wasn’t ready for that one. 

Oikawa Tooru

“Thank you, Suki-chan!” “So sweet, Maki-chan!” “These are delicious, Haru-chan!” First period hadn’t even begun and Oikawa had already been swarmed with gifts. But despite the time he spent basking in the affections of his little fans, his eyes were trained on you, watching as you happily handed Iwaizumi a cute little box of chocolates. Oikawa saw how his best friend smiled, and he saw the way you buried your face into Iwa’s chest when he hugs you. He decides to ask you about it at practice. 

“Y/N-chan!! You know what day it is today!” 

“How could I forget when I see my favorite setter drowning in more chocolates than usual?” He ignores the unidentifiable tone in your voice and presses on. 

 “I saw you give Iwa-chan some~” 

“Yes I did.” 

“Sooooo~”

 “....so what?” 

“Where are mine?” 

“...I…”

 Iwaizumi steps in, his hand protectively grabbing your shoulder. “What’re you harassing Y/N for, Shittykawa. You got enough chocolates already didn’t you? No need to be greedy.” Your eyes are glued to the floor, but Oikawa just sighs and waves it off. 

“Sorry, sorry, Y/N-chan! I just figured your chocolates would be so tasty I was jealous Iwa got some~ but I’ll be waiting for them next time!” If only you knew, I would rather eat a single one of your sweets than all the other sweets combined.

He tries to forget the incident until he hears his doorbell ring at 9 pm. “Tooru! You have a friend who’s come to see you!” He’s surprised to see you waiting at his gate, face flushed, breath ragged, and hair ruffled.

 “Oikawa-san!” You say with determination. “Y/N...chan?” He walks towards you, confusion and concern clear on his face.

“Oikawa-san…” the confidence fading as he comes near. You look away from his face as you outstretched your hands, a cute, small pink box with a tiny bow on it in hand. 

“I’m sorry I didn’t give you chocolates earlier today….I just....” your hands retreat to your body, box still grasped. You look down at your feet once again, so you can’t see his eyes go wide. “I thought about making you some sweets yesterday but, I always knew you had so many fangirls and I didn’t wanna get in their way, or worse, make you see me as one of them… so I didn’t. I’m sorry. I, I didn’t consider you would feel left out. So I made these for you after school! Will you please accept them!” 

You look up at him finally, only to see tears streaming down his face. “Oikawa san? Are you okay? I’m sorry if I said something that-” 

“I’m sorry Y/N-san, I don’t know what’s gotten into me. But are they really for me?”

 “Mhm!” You hand them over, in anticipation of what he would do next. He opens the box, pops a chocolate into his mouth, and then smiles. 

“Just as I expected- it’s perfect.” He steps towards you once again, and wraps his arms around you, tightly. “You’re nothing like the rest of them, yanno. You’re very special to me.” 

Kuroo Tetsurou

“Happy Single’s Awareness day!” You sing-song at the boys standing in front of your gate, the sun peeking out over the horizon. 

“Just jumping over Valentines, then?” Kenma asks you, his face hidden in his switch. 

“Yep! Nope! Not for me~ don’t need a valentine!” You’re carefree as you stroll ahead of the two of them, hands thrown behind your head. “Giving Valentine’s are dumb. Right, Kuroo!”

Kenma takes his time to pull his nose away from his switch to let his cat like gaze fall on his best friend, who’s been awfully quiet this morning. He knows why. 

“Do you agree, Kuroo?” He asks, probing. 

“...Yep. What type of headass buys into Valentines-” He criticizes. 

Kenma knocks Kuroo’s bag with his elbow, his gaze transforming into a glare. You do, Kuroo. No chickening out. 

Kuroo’s grasp on the bag resting on his shoulder tightens, well aware of what he has to do. 

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After school was over and practice was done, Kenma got dropped off at home because he wanted to go home early, for some reason. So now it’s just you and Kuroo, laying on the hill by the bridge, bathing in the hues of orange and pink as the sun sets slowly. 

You stretch out on your back, relaxing onto the grass underneath you. “Man, did ya see all those idiots handing out valentine’s? So cheesy.” You close your eyes and pull your hands up to cushion your head, turning your chin up. Kuroo rests on his elbow, angled so that he can watch you as you talk, his hand scratching his head soothingly.

“ Who wants dumb chocolates anyways? You think these chicks would get sick of all the chocolates they get. Hmph.” He watches as your mouth twitches down, eyes squeezed tight. 

To be fair, both of you were acting...different today. Kuroo can read you like a book, and even how he can still pick out the unease you’ve been tryna hide all day. But his own nervousness and jitters keeps him quiet. 

As you both sit in silence, stewing in your feelings, Kuroo lets out a deep sigh. Now or never. You hear him rustle in his bag as he pushes something over to you. You open your eyes to see a small box by your shoulder with a cute lil cat sticky note pressed onto it- reading, “be Mine, Valentine? :3” 

You freeze for a second, processing what he pushed over to you. You look up at Kuroo, who’s now turned his back to you, sleeping on his side. 

You open the box and find a cute cat bracelet inside. “Kuroo?” 

“You’ve been trashing valentine’s chocolates for a while now- so I figured I’d get you something better. It’s cheesy, I know. Don’t “at” me.” He stays, turned away from you. 

You take your time to pull the bracelet out the box, letting heat rise to your face. 

“Did you do this just because…? To make me feel better, or-”

“Still a headass huh.” He finally turns around, and you’re glad to see that his own face is as red as yours feels. 

“Kuroo… do you, like me?”

“Damn, you’re gonna make me say it huh?”

“Yes.”

“Yeah I like you. Now hurry up and reject me so we can go back to being normal and I can get over my damn nerves. I hate not being myself.” He mutters as his lips twitch into a pout as he rests his bedhead into the grass, hands caressing his neck. 

You take a second before crawling over to him, watching him in silence. 

“You’re an idiot, too, ya know.” He peaks one eye open, to give you a questioning look. “Now help me put this bracelet on.”

“You like it?”

“I love it. I’m never taking it off.”

“You serious?!”

“Of course I’m serious.”

His Cheshire grin breaks out onto his face as he sits up, closing the gap between you two.

“Oh? Does someone like me back?”

“Yeah someone does. Now are you gonna help me or not.”

In that moment, you don’t think anything can compare to the sheer joy in Kuroo’s eyes as he carefully clasps the bracelet onto your wrist, wrapping his strong fingers around yours.

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[princess-of-inarizaki]

Hello... this is a bit of an emergency request cuz I feel like sht rn... bit of a backstory, I won a contest in our school. They’ve given me prizes, praises, etc etc... but I still feel disappointed and self conscious, like what if they take that back? What if I didn’t really win and it’s all just a mistake? It’s because I am so used to losing and now that I’ve won something, I feel like I don’t deserve it... can you do hcs about inarizaki and nekoma about their manager who feels exactly like that? Like they feel like they don’t deserve the praises she’s given? Thank you so much❤️

Anon-chan!! I wasn't planning on posting today but as soon as I saw your request, I could not help myself!! This is an absolute emergency, I hope you're hanging in there, love.😭😤💖

I know this might be out of the blue, but you are lovely, talented, and wonderful, and you really do deserve all the praise you're receiving for your win! I'm so proud of you, congratulations!! and I'm so happy to have such a talented and wonderful individual reading my work and supporting me.

If you need to chat about this, my DM's are open. I love you, Anon-chan, and I hope you enjoy these soft comforting headcanons I've written for you.

(these lil fishies are rooting for you too!!)

Comforting their adorable manager

Characters: Nekoma X fem! manager, Inarizaki X fem! manager

Warnings: none, maybe mentions of self depreciation.

Nekoma

Let's start with our favourite cat team :) You've entered a competition in school, after our sweet Yaku signed your name up.

“Ku? Why'd you do that?” you asked him. You were apprehensive about joining the competition because you weren't sure if you could handle the disappointment of losing.

But one look at Yaku's excited face and warm smile made you reconsider.

You handed in your submission, with support from the entire team, and promised yourself not to think of it, eventhough it silently bit away at the back of your mind.

Days had passed, and finally, it was the day of the awards ceremony, which the entire team insisted on attending.

You tried persuading them not to come, but they wouldn't hear of it. “Kitten, we're here to support you, just go out there, and believe in yourself the way we do, okay?” said Kuroo with a soft smile on his face.

You nodded, but you didn't really think you might be the winner of the competition.

The principal finally announced the name of the winner, and the words "y/n, l/n" left his lips. You were in disbelief and shock. Did you really win this?

The excited cheer from your cat babies confirmed it, as you walked to the stage to receive your prize.

Yamamoto wrapped you in a hug, and he was joined by the rest, quickly forming a group huddle, with you in the middle. “I'm so proud of you, y/n!” said Yaku with a knowing smile.

You didn't know why, but you felt empty. Unworthy. What if it's all just been a mistake, and I don't actually deserve all of this? These thoughts ate away at your happiness and you felt yourself feeling upset, and turning rigid in the group hug.

Kenma immediately noticed, and rubbed your shoulder in a comforting way.

“Are you okay, kitten?” he asked you in an affectionate way, which was rare for him. You felt so comfortable in the boys' presence that you broke down in tears in front of them.

They steered you away and out of the auditorium. Kai gently wiped your tears. He felt horrible, knowing you felt sad, and desperately wanted you to smile, and be happy again.

“What's wrong, sweetheart?” asked Yaku in a warm tone. He engulfed you in a hug, and gently rested your head in the crook of his neck. “Is everything okay?”

You confessed to him, and the rest of the team that you felt unworthy of receiving the prize, and your fear of it being taken back at some point, which left you empty and insecure.

Inuoka softly ruffled your hair. He wanted to cheer you up desperately. “Y/n-chan, I think you deserve it. You've been working so hard on your submission, I would've been surprised if you didn't win.”

“Yeah! You're talented and dedicated, not to mention extremely hard-working. The school board doesn't make mistakes when selecting winners, kitten.” said Kenma with a straight face.

It cheered you up, when you heard their words, especially Kenma's. You knew he'd never lie.

Yamamoto pushed through and effortlessly placed you on his shoulders, “let's buy ice cream to celebrate our nekoma queen's well deserved win!”. He had replaced the comforting atmosphere with one of energy and happiness.

“yes, let's.” said Kuroo with a grin. The team followed behind you and Yamamoto, eager to spend more time with their precious manager.

Kuroo bought your favourite ice cream up to you when you reached, and Yamamoto let you off his shoulders whilst he went to buy his own.

He laughed when he saw you got some on your nose, and wiped it away gently, giving you a small kiss after he was done.

“you deserved your win today, my little kitten” was all he could say before giving you a wink and stealing some of your ice cream. “and you'll win again, okay? We believe in you.”

Inarizaki

It's the last match of your competition, and you're filled with energy and adrenaline. Your entire volleyball team is at the bleachers, there to motivate and support you.

It's finally a match point, and the whole gym goes silent as you earn the final point, thus making you the victor. The twins are exploding with happiness, and Suna's recording it, determined to capture this priceless memory forever.

You happily wave back at them, until a feeling of fear and unease rushes over you, causing you to lurch, discomfort evident on your face.

The team picks up on it immediately, and wait for you to receive your prize before rushing over to you to congratulate you.

Atsumu picks you up and spins you around before peppering kisses over your face. He's like an enthusiastic puppy, and you forget about your unease for a little while.

“Congratulations, y/n-san”, says Kita. He's so proud of you, and looking into his eyes, his feelings reflected in them, you begin to sob quietly.

The team gets very protective of you, and Aran scoops you in his arms as the rest of the team follows him out, forming a protective circle around you.

“What's wrong, oni?” (btw!! headcanon that Osamu calls y/n, "onigiri", "oni" for short, because he loves y/n, and he loves onigiri :D)

You tearfully look up at him and express your fear at not deserving the prize or your win. “What if they recount the matches, and I'm not actually the one with the most wins? I feel so empty, and I'm not used to winning, this feels so strange and beautiful, I'll be heartbroken if it's taken away. I'm not worthy of this...”

Their hearts squeeze at your confession. How could you, their precious, beautiful, talented manager ever doubt herself?

Suna is the first to speak, and he leans down to you and wipes your tears before they fall. “If only you saw yourself the way I see you, y/n. Then you'd understand how talented and worthy you really are.”

You blushed at Suna's words, but Kita continued the momentum. He wanted to make sure you understood. “You won, y/n-san. It's evident that you're the best here, and you deserve every single congratulation and word of praise you get.”

Aran is just patting comfortingly on your shoulder and giving you the physical affirmation to let you know that he is there for you.

Osamu then feeds you an onigiri, and smiles. “Let's go home, Oni, we'll have a cheer-up session there.” the team's main objective now is to have a relaxing and soft afternoon, whilst taking care of their tired and demotivated little princess. They can't bear seeing her sad.

Atsumu takes your hand in his and you guys make your way to the twins' house.

When you arrive, Atsumu carries you and places you on the couch. Osamu is hunting for food in the kitchen, as Aran finds a blanket to wrap your legs with, seeing how you get cold easily.

Suna rests his head on your blanketed lap and falls asleep immediately, and you quicky follow suit, sleeping on the couch.

“Yer not gonna believe what—” announces Osamu, but he's cut off by the team, noticing you and Suna asleep. They're all silently seething with jealousy, and Atsumu makes his way beside you and leans on your shoulder.

“Nap time, I suppose. She must be tired. Being the best is hard work, after all” says Kita fondly, as he cuddles up to the other side of you.

Osamu settles down next to Atsumu and glares at him, he wants to be near you too, but he suffices by gently holding your hand. I want to be closer, but this is enough for now, I think. He too succumbs to slumber, next to his twin.

The last, Aran, wraps another huge blanket on the team, and positions himself next to Kita. The team enjoys a peaceful afternoon with you, reminding you of a silent message that you'll always have them.

“I think you're so amazing, and I hope someday, we'll show you exactly how amazing you are”

Taglist: @k-sakusa-old @osamusriceballs

[smolspoopy]

Please spoopy let us know ur interpretation of uf sans :D ur version is simpable and amazing. 🥺❤️🥰

A h t HANK

So like tbh,, im still kinda working on it b UT HERE GOES

These are kinda just general uf sans headcanons tbh

I like uf sans to be a lil flirty, cuz I think in underfell, if you take interest, you would make it evident from the get go.

No one had time for the whole "will they won't they" kinda stuff? But if he's coming on too strong, he'd apologize for it and work to understand how he should go about flirting with you that works for you and that you're comfortable with

Cause like he'll chill out about it to a degree, but like if he likes you he likes you, unless you're straight up just not interested, then he'll back off entirely

His flirting wouldn't be coming on too strong in a gross way tho, nothing crazy vulgar

Just like kinda vaguely sexual pick up lines but like punny? And like if that makes you uncomfortable, he'd 100% back track immediately. Being in underfell, I think he'd be hella observant, especially when it comes to body language. He would know when to stop and take a step back to establish boundaries.

That being said, uf sans for my detective au is a snarky anxious dude who just needs some tlc man

I think uf sans would be hella insecure about being good enough, and might lash out about it sometimes, in like a self sabotaging kinda way. You'd definately need to reel him in and help him realize that he actually has worth? Like sir????

Oop get ready for these next few, cause my simpin definitely shines through

I will forever stand by buff uf sans headcanons, you can pry bara uf sans from my cold dead hands

I also love when people make him hella good at engineering???

A LsO you can pry brooklyn accent uf sans from my other cold dead hand

It's hella cliché but I love when fics have him call you doll and sweetheart, my only issue is that they tend to have him call you that right off the bat. I think for him to call you a term of endearment, it might take a bit.

Like he'll be flirty sure, but being kinda mushy and lovey back in underfell made you a target. So like calling someone something like that would be a big deal for him

Aaaaand thats about all I've got for right now, im still kinda figuring out his character for the detective au. But generally yee he's a stinky edge lad, but he's a stinky edge lad with some intelligence and at least a quasi functioning moral compass UwU

[dooptown]

S2 Finale

for once i’m actually going to watch the episode again and get my thoughts down as i do cuz holy hell was this well done, i think

“Comet” playing first instead of the OP was brilliant. Also, as a note, the full music video of that came out, along with some killer animation inspired by the manga.

A detail i love about this music video is Ibuki spotting Free’s motorcycle light in the side mirror before he stops the car and, well, yeah

They actually show Louis reaching for his gun pretty early on into Ibuki’s monologue. I don’t think the manga showed that, but I could be wrong. He definitely has it pointed to him when it’s pitch black same at the anime, but the fact he reaches for it so early means he obviously knows what’s going on, even if he couldn’t pull the trigger.

predictably, the anime does the “darkness” as it always has, with the dark-blue background and bright lines for the characters. The Comet music video does this part of the scene better imo, but it’s not too much of an issue. Free’s whole bit is obviously rushed, and I think the anime suffers for that, but i understand that they couldn’t fit it in. We do miss him escorting Louis out of the BAM though, and also saying he’ll eat Louis if he comes back. That said, I don’t know how Louis gets back...I guess Free drives him back still but we just don’t see it

The Riz and Legosi fight has Riz getting the idea of eating Legosi in his head now that was seemingly missing before. In the manga he was thinking about how he’d become friends with Legosi by eating him, and that never came up in the anime until kinda now. Like I said before it’s an interesting part of Riz’s character so i’m glad it’s touched on a bit at least.

The moth scene is just as confusing here as it was in the manga...and without explanation or confirmation that it’s imaginary chimera (a part of the manga plot that was completely dropped), it just seems like...something. We don’t have Moth-san talking to Riz here or him questioning what he’s seeing so...it could be seen as purely metaphorical but it still remains a mystery (and just like in the manga it accomplishes nothing here cuz Riz just gets up and wails on Legosi) It looks fucking cool though! Word of Power: Respect for Life! It’s all one shot here, so we see every wound inflicted on Legosi, which is only a few slams. In the manga it’s implied he endured way more. That just follows the pattern of the anime, though, where violence is toned way the hell down. I’m not complaining, though. I don’t want to see Legosi hurt...

I knew what i was seeing when it was in motion, but damn does it look fucking good! Orange really is showing how to do CG right by properly stretching models for intense movements and actions! They’ve done this subtly before but here it’s very clear, but not distractedly so (unless you pause frame by frame) However, I still do think the models look a bit stiff when just...like...walking normally sometimes. Like we have this great fight animation but then Riz picks Legosi up and drags him a bit and he looks...off. Ah well

The whole bit about Legosi exposing his stomach doesn’t have the subtleties explained here...and really the anime leaves out a lot of character thinking but i think if they left it in it’d be a bit too hammy and crowded, so it’s fine that they cut it out. But still...tell me more pose isn’t as funny here :(

Legosi’s voice acting shines again here. He sounds really fucking hurt...

The moon cut and then them laying together is nice. Also i do like how there hasn’t been music up until this point at all. Riz talking about everything is nice too...I don’t remember him saying he feels like he could cry in the manga, due to him not remembering anything about Tem but his taste.

Legosi says: “I almost went through the same thing Riz did. If someone hadn’t snapped me out of it, my love for Haru might have made me eat her.” I recall he says something similar in the manga too...but like the only time he ever got close to eating her is when he didn’t know who she was. It really doesn’t seem like the same thing at all...it ties back into Legosi really seeming to have a really firm grasp on everything, all things considered, and he’s just selling himself short. I guess he could also be talking generally but really, he never had a moment where he wanted to eat her again after that first night. And the “someone” who snapped him out of it...Zoe???? Like, I’m just a bit puzzled on this part. I think what it really is is a reference to what he says to Louis later, how he’s the one that guided him and ensured that he is the way he is. Ensured that he did so well to begin with. Like, writing it out like that makes sense, but I guess I’m taking the words too literally.

Anyway, was typing my thoughts out there. I don’t think it’s entirely clear that Louis’s influence is what caused Legosi not to eat Haru after they started spending time together, but if Legosi says that’s what it was, that’s what it was. I felt that Louis’s guidance for Legosi was more about him accepting himself as a carnivore and using his abilities for what he believes in instead of thinking he can only do harm with them...not about controlling his meat eating instincts. I guess it kinda goes hand in hand. Anyway

The hand touch is, well, touching like it was in the manga, however Riz firmly regrasping Legosi’s hand to hoist him up and continue fighting and Legosi sounding surprised isn’t what i pictured. In the manga i saw it more as Riz slowly doing it and Legosi just being too weak to do anything about it. Riz has the advantage, so he can afford to make the action slow and deliberate

Ok here’s where things get interesting. Louis’s appearance is entirely different in the anime, whereas in the manga he appears behind Riz while Legosi is talking to him, with Legosi spotting him and using a distraction to escape with him. HERE!!! Louis actively stops Riz from attacking Legosi again, clearly out of breath as he ran all the way there, but he still has the mind to appear cool and collected and make a lil quip that pisses Riz off. And then when Riz charges him Louis is just walking calmly toward him like!

Like yeah, he does stop and react a bit, but he sees Legosi coming up to stop him so I suppose that’s why he stands his ground (honestly though was he gonna pull his gun? Did he have a plan? I feel like he just got there without one, which makes sense. He just had to stop what was happening no matter what)

And Legosi ragdolls Riz aside to protect Louis. Love wins

Pina scene is the same here. Although previously we didn’t get his thoughts about how he never wanted to get involved with carnivores ever again cuz of these two, but that ties into the whole “anime doesn’t say every single thought that’s in a character’s head like in the manga” thing. I think it’s interesting that they even bother showing him retrieving his phone from the trash bin, since he could have easily just got it from his pocket but it shows that Riz was smart enough to take it away from him (but not smart enough to destroy it or chuck it somewhere or hide it where Pina couldn’t see)

The next scene with Legosi and Louis up on the outcropping..Legosi mentions how this is his last New Year’s. He’s more convinced he’s gonna die than it seems in the manga (although depends on the subs i guess) The part where Riz is looking up while Legosi is talking about their fight to Louis...i never knew if he was supposed to be hearing that or not, here or in the manga. I guess it’s up to interpretation.

Legosi delivering this line in the manga: determined, stoic

Legosi delivering this line in the anime: clearly in love

we finally get one of these scenes for Louis! Season 1 had a few of these for Legosi and Haru when they had moments where they were deep in thought about the other. I thought that Louis’s would have been in his initial meetup with Legosi in the manga, but that scene got cut. It’s cool that they put his here, though! Also correct me if I’m wrong but I think this is the only shot like this in season 2

When Louis’s theme starts here when he’s acting strong, trying not to cry, I thought it’d slowly start to break down as he did and transition into a new track but it just kinda...keeps going. It sounds like a more somber, shaky version at the very least but I think the music at this part is a bit lacking...thankfully the animation and Louis’s voice acting more than make up for it

Boy, does Louis really cry. I’m glad they let him let loose like that but the bad thing about seeing it animated is...they don’t hug! I always wanted a hug here...one that Louis fully embraces unlike the earlier one on the balcony. It makes sense the Legosi doesn’t try to do anything and is taken aback, of course, but damn...and considering how Louis is treated later and at the end of the series...it stings a lot

Idk what to say about this scene...it’s done so well. Louis having his internal monologue, talking to Legosi...Legosi looking so damn guilty that he wants to go back and fight...the transition to the foot reveal...it’s all so good

A change here in the anime...Louis is a lot more steadfast. He offers his foot and is like, completely at peace with it. In the manga he’s still shaking and his expressions are like, more unsure, but here he seems a lot more convinced that it’s what he has to do

jeez

Legosi’s thoughts about how eating his leg feels almost ritualistic and it actually makes him desire and hunger for it is gone...which like, idk why it is. We just hear Legosi say that he wants to but we don’t feel it (we do see his lips pull back and reveal his teeth tho)

Enter: Buffgosi. This happens in the manga but since Legosi’s model is so much smaller in the anime it seems like a much more drastic difference.

intimate...

Legosi doesn’t apologize for not being able to stop growling, but it seems like they did a lot to remove any humor Paru put into these scenes. I guess it doesn’t work that well in one continuous scene vs. chapters broken up by weeks

Louis’s funny deadpool moment is changed with him just...telling Legosi to be a hero again. Guess he really likes that line. The way it’s delivered really feels like a video game, like Legosi is recovering from a hit and Louis pops in to heal him with some words

Seriously, Louis just keeps making this face...after an entire season of being super serious and stone faced he’s looking softer

the Riz and Tem story isn’t changed at all, and can still be read as either romantic or platonic. Seeing it in motion makes it hit harder though, for sure

Legosi still wishes Riz a happy new year here. He seems a lot happier here than in the manga. Also Louis doesn’t berate him for it, instead opting to speak up and talk to Riz here after hearing about his heartbreak. He does it without the pressure of the cops being there, and it truly shows that he really does like carnivores and sympathizes with their struggles now.

Yeah, so the cop scene is gone, which kinda condenses and cuts out a lot (including Pina’s small appearance) but I kinda like it better. It allows all the characters to breathe. Legosi thanks Louis naturally for the meal, and Louis telling Legosi to wipe his face is done in a friendly, joking manner...it just all feels a lot softer and friendlier without the cops being there making it all fucked. Just like in real life

THERE IT IS THERE IT FUCKING IS THEY EVEN GAVE LOUIS HIS LIL SMIRK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

god i keep tearing up around these parts IT’S BEEN ALMOST 2 HOURS SINCE I STARTED MAKING THIS POST GOOD FUCKING LORD

I kinda thought they might put the aftermath in a sort of credits scene, and i think it works, even if it does pave over some important stuff

god it’s just so validating to see Legosi care for Louis and Haru equally. Like we all know it’s the case but they’re both dear to him

Now this is a far departure from his thoughts in the manga. I suppose it only fits with the ending of the season to make it more optimistic, but we skip the while “you can’t marry an herbivore cuz of your record” thing...but here he still cherishes it in a way. Very interesting. Wonder if they’ll backpedal on it in season 3

Legosi actually tells Haru he’s dropping out here too! He still does in the manga but it seems more abrupt there, like he already did drop out and then goes to tell her instead of telling her before he does. He’s also not suffering through his meat withdrawal here like he was in the manga at this scene (or at least the manga’s counterpart at Haru’s house)

The ending convo mirrors what Haru says to him in that scene too. It’s a funny way to leave off on the season without a stinger or anything. It just kinda makes the audience question their relationship (and now that Lougosi is pumping through everyone’s veins...hehehhehehe)

uh, well, anyway, i kinda wasted all of my time off after work writing this so...i hope you enjoyed it? Not gonna get one of these for a while...i know at least some of you like them

Also...what the hell was the extra “broadcast only” scene??????

Well, anyway, I hope you all have a good day, night, whatever, wherever you are. And remember: Legosi and Louis are in love

[jamestrmtx]

Fairytale Complex - [Undertale | Sans x Reader]

[Gender Neutral, Frisk's Parent Reader | Slow Burn]

Chapter Three | sans. (Part 1 of 3)

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meet me by the train station.

the place's bustlin' and tori's here with me, just in case you're worried 'bout meeting a stranger all alone.

That's surprisingly thoughtful.

And I'm guessing Tori means Toriel?

The goat lady who looked after Frisk?

yup.

she's gotta go deal with some legal stuff 'bout us living on the surface, so she can't stay for long.

but she'll still be here by the time you get there.

Hmm…

Now that just makes me more suspicious of you.

Tell me why it's important that only you specifically want to talk to me about this?

Doesn't Toriel know about what happened down there, too?

yeah, but…

i need to talk to you about somethin' else.

stuff that'll probably be a lil' difficult for me to explain, but that you should still know, being frisk's parent and all.

Now I'm curious.

I'm stuck in some traffic, but I should be there soon.

Would it still be okay with Toriel if I get there in the next ten to fifteen minutes?

textin' while drivin'?

My aunt chose to drive me here.

'Cuz she also said she doesn't trust the whole situation much.

heh.

alright.

tori says it's fine. she doesn't need to leave in the next hour so…

see ya soon, (l/n).

See you soon, mister Serif.

"How's he gonna know who you are if only you have a picture of him?" you aunt asks, eyes locked on the road. Her bright red nails, just as flashy as the rest of her outfit, glisten under the sun, fantasy jewellery and wrist watch doing the same. Her tanned skin almost glows with health in comparison to yours, yet to be healed from the past two months of tension and wait. There's also her signature and almost hair salon professional level of cleanliness when it came to grooming her hair, making her overall, outer appearance far more different and striking when compared to you.

"(Mom/Dad)'s all over the news now!" Frisk says, answering her question before you can even word your thoughts out in mind, too busy noticing how much you've let yourself go in so short of a time.

You plug your phone to the car charger and meet with the side view of your aunt's face. "Like Frisk said. The guy I'm meeting says my face's been thrown out on the news a lot lately, so he already knows what I look like." You pull down the mirror and take a quick look at yourself, eye bags and stress acne now partially covered with a cheap, (s/t) foundation and expression made to look less tired thanks to a full eight hours of sleep. Still, you're far from looking anywhere near to the days before Frisk's disappearance or all the pictures displayed on the news, these from a similar time. All the stress and constant sorrow was still present on most of your features, from something as subtle as the loss of brightness in your eyes to something as noticeable as the drag in your walk and the small slump in your posture.

"Do I look okay, auntie?" you ask, taking advantage of a stop sign.

Brenda spares a quick but meaningful glance at you and a small smile manages to show on her face. She stays quiet even as her eyes go back to facing the road. At a second stop, this one caused by a red light, she looks at you again, saying, "Why are you so concerned about that, dear? I get wanting to look well and dignified for meeting new people, but this is the third time you've asked me today." She giggles when Frisk does, both apparently sharing the same thought. "You look fine, by the way. Though a bit of rest could do you good." The light changes and she carries on driving, slowing down and turning on the signal when she sees the train station to her left. "How many hours do you work, by the way? If you're still working overtime, you should stop that now. Not only for my dear grandchild's sake, but for you to get your long overdue beauty sleep."

"...Sixty hours a week?" you mutter, already anticipating a dramatic reaction from her. Even Frisk seems to notice your answer's not favourable enough to her, so they brace themselves by grabbing on to their seatbelt and pretending they're not paying attention to the conversation anymore.

Staying true to herself, Brenda almost slams the brakes just as she's halfway into parallel parking and snaps her gaze over to you, eyes wide and mouth agape. "What?!"

"Sixty a week," you repeat, louder now. "I had to get my mind off Frisk going missing somehow, so I... took that chance to save up some more by working overtime."

"That's fifteen hours too much, dear." She frowns. "That's either twelve hours a day for five days a week, or working non-stop every day for at least eight to nine hours! No wonder you look so stressed. What about your friends? Your family? Your coworkers?" She seems to notice why you've lowered your voice and does that herself, reminded over Frisk's presence at the back seats. "Oh, honey…" She sighs. "Did you really just work, eat, and sleep those two months they were gone?"

"...Maybe," you reply, looking away from her. "I just didn't know what else to do, and having free time for myself made me feel more guilty about it. The only time I sat down was to watch some TV for when I couldn't sleep at night."

Your aunt finishes parking and lets out another sigh. A gentler look crosses her eyes and she gives in, letting her body relax. "Do you have enough to get by? Please, be honest with me so I can help you out. Alright?"

You smile back at her and nod. "I have enough now. I'm pretty sure I can get by with a regular schedule again."

"With weekends off?"

"With weekends off."

Her smile grows and she unlocks the car, allowing you to step out. "Be careful out there, alright? Just make sure to call me and I'll head back here straight away if anything strange comes up."

"Thank you, auntie. So I'll pick up Frisk at five?"

"Oh, there's no rush. You can always stay the night, anyway!"

After a nod, you get down from the car, open the back door, and climb onto the empty seat left next to Frisk. 

"See you later, dear." 

You kiss their cheek and look at the phone resting in their hands. There were plenty of questions you wanted to ask them, such as who was Alphys and how she'd gained enough knowledge to develop something with that level of technology, and why it still worked up here despite being programmed to function at the Underground. You remind yourself of the people waiting for you at the train station and wrestle those curiosities down, setting all questions aside for later. "Be good, okay?"

They nod, sign a "Love you!" with their hand, and hold you back to give you a yellow sticky note, folded in two. "Give this to him. And don't forget he can be unexpected sometimes!"

You sign an "I love you, too" back to them, take the note, and step out of the car, waving at them and your aunt before closing the door and pocketing the note away. It stays unread, and while you'd like to know what's written on it as well as the reasons for Frisk warning you about meeting with that monster in particular, they'd specified it was for more sillier reasons, like that of meeting up with a stand up comedian, or more frankly put: a clown or a court jester.

Now alone, you take out your phone and check the messages, a new one from 'Mister Serif' showing up.

hey, uh…

tori hadda go.

an emergency happened, so now she's gotta rush off to the department to see what's up with some documents she turned in.

i know this seems sus as hell, so just wait for me at a more open area, alright?

stick to anybody you're comfortable with and we'll meet there.

I'm honestly touched at how much you're worried about this.

Though all that just makes me think I'm being catfished even more now.

Are you for real, mister Serif?

Can someone be as observant and thoughtful as you appear to be?

see for yourself.

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You can't avoid being taken aback when the monster sends you a picture of himself. It's a definite recent one, given he's sitting by a bench close to the train tracks. He holds up a shaka sign with one hand and a coffee cup on the other. A grin decorates his face and the bright lighting shows the picture was taken just now, sun rays piercing through the windows.

I'm somewhat convinced.

need more proof?

Who are you, my Cinder match?

if u wanna.

Oh God.

You're killing me.

inna good way?

Perhaps.

You stop yourself when you realize you're on the verge of flirting with someone you haven't even met in person yet, let alone introduce yourself properly to. The picture he'd sent doesn't help either, as you can only begin to question yourself and your morals over having found him attractive for a split second. While it could have just as easily been the surprise of him sending a picture out of nowhere, it could've also been how laid-back he seemed in that picture, striking a shaka sign that made him look just like a surfer dude and a coffee cup to contrast with that vibe, adding a spark of the typical college student you saw at campus, his hoodie and sneakers only adding to that feeling.

It's then that you realize something's off.

If he was holding a cup with one hand and a sign in the other…

Then who took the picture?

Though you're pretty sure you're overthinking the situation now, you're still better safe than sorry and take advantage of your recent fooling around with him to pass that worry off as a joke.

Wait a minute, mister Serif.

yeah?

If you're holding a cup with one hand and striking a pose with the other, then who took the picture?

Or did you use your magic for that?

a random dude who looked trustworthy enough took it for me.

he's one of those guys who're totally ok with us living here at the surface, so he just snapped the picture for me and even asked if it was for a date i was gonna meet and all.

no magic needed.

And I'm the President of the United States.

But, seriously now…

Are you for real?

yeah.

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The picture displays him with a bearded, brown skinned man clad in a suit and holding a suitcase, looking ready for work. Still, his smile shows little to no seriousness and instead displays youth and content over having his picture taken with a potential friend. His height surpasses the monster's by half a foot, though when you compare it to the rest of the people in the background, it's clear Serif is simply shorter compared to the average human. You try not to let your eyes linger too much on the monster when you're done looking at the man, not wanting to fall into the trap of your mind having found him attractive earlier ago. Still, you can't help yourself and take a more thorough look at him again, seeing him now with his eye sockets closed, almost mimicking a pair of eyelids squinting in joy. His arm's hung over the man's shoulders, and vice-versa. 

i made a new pal.

"meet up already!" - his words, not mine.

Trying to be smooth, huh?

maybe.

is it working?

Somewhat.

But...

Strange Cinder date vibes aside,

I'm almost there.

aight.

can't wait to meet ya, bud.

You slip the phone back in your pocket and go up the stairs of the train station, stopping when you make it to the line of benches close to the tracks. True to his word, the skeleton sits on one of them and the man who'd taken a picture with him is now waving at him, seemingly saying his goodbyes and headed off to work. You approach the station one careful step after the other, pace slowing down more and more as you feel a sudden awkwardness slip on your shoulders.

Your texts sent off vibes you didn't want present now that you were about to meet him in person. You were still worried about what happened with Frisk a few days ago, and how their happiness pretty much froze when being asked if the monsters had treated them well during their time at the Underground. The one you were about to meet could very well be one of those who'd hurt them, so you brace yourself and try not to be swayed by the softer atmosphere present during your texting with him. You acknowledge the man who'd taken his picture with a wave and a smile back at him. Then, you continue walking and finally approach the bench.

"It's nice to meet you, mister Serif." You acknowledge him with a wave, unsure of how friendly you can be with him.

"Likewise, pal." He holds a hand out to you, bringing forth the warning Frisk had given to you about him.

Out of all the things Frisk had warned you about, it was to be careful around the skeleton, but primarily due to how he seemed to be the type to joke around and prank people often. One thing in particular you were warned about was in shaking hands with him, so right as he offers his hand out to you and just as you're about to reach out, you miss his hand, take a step closer, and pull him along for a hug instead. You then unfold the sticky note and press it against his back with enough pressure for him to feel it and let go when you're done.

"Frisk warned me about you, and even though they haven't told me anything I should be worrying about yet, I do know I should be careful for other reasons. And they told me to give that note to you, by the way."

You sit down and watch as the monster attempts to get the sticky note unstuck, his short height proving to be a disadvantage, as it also comes with shorter arms. He goes as far as to use his magic to get it out, leaving you to bite back a smile and wonder if you've been too rude with him just now. Still, you wait and keep your eyes on the train tracks while he reads the note you've left for him.

"Not gonna say anything about it?" you ask, surprised to hear nothing from him even as he slips the note in his pocket.

"Patience, pal," he replies, words followed with a chuckle and continued with a wink. "Just take it as some friendly payback on my part -- Now we're even." He sits back down and meets with your eyes, his expression changing from humoured to stern at the drop of a hat. "So, what you're sayin' here is the kid hasn't said much about me yet?"

"No," you reply, hesitating. You fight between keeping a smile and a frown. "They've been awfully quiet after I asked them if there were any people down there who treated them badly." You catch yourself becoming emotional, so you breathe and blink a few times to fight that back. "It...  It feels like they shut themselves away from me, and now I'm not too sure about how to approach the situation anymore." You stop to catch your breath again, feeling yourself grow anxious already. "They can talk non-stop when it's about all the good things Toriel, Alphys, Papyrus, and… And even what you did for them, but whenever I ask if there was anything that made them feel unsafe, they… They bottle up and run off to do whatever chore there's left to do around the house."

A gust of wind helps freshen up your burning face, product of a train stopping nearby. You wait for him to speak up, body tensed all the while.

"Y'know, I…" The monster sighs, faces down, and rubs the back of his neck, looking lost in thought. "I think I can answer that for ya, but it's gonna be a bit of a long story." He glances at his phone for a moment, seemingly to check the time, and later adds, "Wanna head out somewhere to eat? We can talk about it there over food and drinks. Better than talkin' on an empty stomach, don't you think?"

Despite how somber the mood's become, that trademark grin of his you've already grown used to seems to stand out a lot more now, bringing forth a genuine, welcoming expression in addition to the offer he'd made to you. "Sure," you reply, smile returning. "And... Sorry for dumping all that on you all of a sudden."

You both stand up and make your way out of the station, walking side by side as you continue with the conversation. 

"It's cool, pal," he says. "I'd be a lot more worried if you didn't worry about it."

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This turned out to be a whopping 7k+ word long chapter, so it's been divide into 3 parts (between 2k to 3k words each, which is the usual length of each update).

So... Long story short: there'll be a double update next week in order to post Parts 2 and 3!

Expect the same thing for whenever a chapter exceeds that limit. :-)

[myheartisbro-ken]

you mentioned in a comment on a supercorp fic (i feel like a stalker, yikes) that you got in contact with darren doyle and he gave you some tips on using kryptahniuo, the sentence structure, the krius thing, etc.. would you mind sharing them? because i feel like i've sucked all available resources dry, and as a huge kryptonian nerd, i'd really appreciate it! (ofc, feel free to ignore me and pretend like this never existed if i'm intruding or unknowingly acting like a jerk.)

Okay, soooo, this is all from 3 years ago and I don’t have the best way to make myself clear when talking to people, but I’m gonna put here the things that are relevant and cut out my cringey communication. This is also for anyone who writes and would like to know a lil bit more about the language, or just people who enjoy conlangs. The vocab is over at kryptonian.info, but this is a clearer explanation of some things I had a bit of trouble with.

It’s pretty long though, so strap in.

Here we go:

Me: I was kind of having a hard time trying to figure out what the present form of zhao would be since it already ends with an 'o' and the present suffix is 'odh', I wanted to say 'I love you' with zhao , and on your page I could only find the ukiem sentence. Would it be zhaodh? And how would the full sentence be? What about shovuh, would it be shovuhodh?

Doyle: Sweet! I'm glad to help (I only wish the writers of the show would help instead of butchering the grammar ... and pronunciation)

Ok ... give me a moment to work on this...

Ok ... /zhao/ ... this doesn't end in /o/ (as in go) it ends in /ao/ (as in cow) which is a different vowel. Even if it did, though, you would still go ahead and use the /odh/ suffix. Two vowels in a row in Kryptonian is going to be super rare (pun intended), but in those cases Kryptonian phonetics will use a slight "w" sound to separate the vowels.

So ... it would be /zhaoodh/which would be 3 characters in Kryptonian writing: zh + ao + odhSo, your sentences would be: /zhaoodh (khuhp) w rraop/ and /shovuhodh (khuhp) w rraop/The subject is optional

Also, this is a sentence that would likely be gendered (familiar and/or intimate speech)

So, "I (female) love you (male)." would be: /zhaoodh (khap) w rrup/

BUT

Let's talk about informal speech, because the I love you stuff gets weird ...

zhao and shovuh are primarily nouns, but at some point they got codified as type 1 verbs (taking suffixes)... and grammatically (especially formal writing) type 1 is kind of the "proper" way to use them. But in day-to-day speech, these usually get treated as type 2 verbs (no suffix)

I should back pedal briefly and say that all this applies to /ukiem/ (familial love) ... and actually to /:jev/ (n. happiness, joy) with /:jevodh/ meaning essentially "like" or "enjoy"

So anyway, the informal variant ends up as something like /zhao w rrup/ (you would almost never use the subject with the type 2 forms of these words) Total side topic ... (hope I'm not overwhelming you here) ...

Since type 2 verbs mark tense with a vowel change, there is an interesting result with /zhao/ ... since the past and future versions end up being /zha/ and /zhi/ respectively which also just happen to be the words for "yes" and "no" which also act as augmentative and diminutive markers...

It's a bit of a chicken and egg situation as it's unclear if the "will love/did love" meanings gave rise to the "yes/no" meanings or if the existing "yes/no" words guided the vowel shift as /zhao/ went from noun > v1 > v2

Me: Okay, first, in the verb section of your page you say that not using a suffix creates the potential form of the verb, yet there is a prefix, kai, for potential, so if someone were to ask 'can you do...' say, 'can you speak/say this' would it need the prefix and then the present suffix, or just not use either. Like, would it be 'ta-kai-ehworodh rraop w [thing]' or 'ta-kai-ehwor' or just 'ta-ehwor' or is all of that completely dumb and I totally misunderstood everything? (I'm also not sure when I should and shouldn't use the hyphen) And the second is simpler, I guess: going by 'us-kah' as like a petname for your child, would the same apply to a parent, such as saying 'jeju-te' in sort of the same way kids say 'mommy' and not just expressing relationship. And could that apply to a person's name as well? Like, idk if that works in english, but say you have a nickname for someone and then you say 'that's MY [nickname]', (I do that for my aunt in portuguese, which is why I'm asking)

Doyle: Dang ... the "suffixless form of the verb forms the potential" is actually a holdover from an idea when I first started making the language that eventually got abandoned. Thought I removed references to it, but I missed that I guess.

Hyphens are just there to help show the morpheme breaks when explaining the language. If you are just writing Kryptonian, then you wouldn't use them at all.

so /?takaieworodh rraop ki kryptahniuo/ would be correct

Ok ... the "familial-possessive-honorifics" ...

They kind of act like an honirific (Mr., Mrs., Sir, Ma'am, Señor, Señorita, San, Sama etc.)

They attach using the proper noun punctuation...

So ... Kal-El => /kal,ehl/

Mr. Kal-El => /kal,ehl,jran/

(I'm not related it Kal-El)

Let me start over on that last one

I am talking to you about Mr. Kal-El, I would say ...

* (neither of us is related to him): /kal,ehl,jran/

* (I am related to him, but you aren't): /kal,ehl,te/

* (we are both related to him): /kal,ehl,kah/

* (I am not related to him, but you are): /kal,ehl,ni/

* (Neither of us is related to him, but we are talking about someone who is related to him and that relationship is pertinent to the conversation): /kal,ehl,cheh/

So in that sense, these are honorifics ... they are more formal, not less

so ... us,kah for a child probably wouldn't end up being a pet name

and it means "our" child ... so even less likely in that sense (us,te would be "my child")

and it uses the less intimate gender-neutral form

wait ... scratch that ... /us/ is masculine (derp derp)

so, a more likely candidate for a pet name for your child would probably be /us kir/ (little boy) or /is kir/ little girl

you could also do something clever like /krius/ or /kriis/ (that second word would be pronounced "kree-yees") ... borrowing the "bright" prefix and applying it to the child noun

For Kryptonians that wouldn't have as much of the meaning that an English speaker would assign to "bright" (smart, clever, etc), but more of a sense of "joyful", "pleasant", "you-light-up-the-room" kind of sense.

An English equivalent to /krius/ would be something like when you refer to someone as "my little ray of sunshine"

getting back to your actual question ...  

/jeju,te/ and /ukr,te/ would also be more formal. Kids (especially older kids) would be expected to use this form in public when addressing parents

but at home it would probably be just /jeju/ and /ukr/

for the very youngest kids, /jeje/ would be "mommy", and /uku/ (or even /kuku/) would be "daddy" ... but, unlike some dialects of English (especially in the Southern states), those variants wouldn't last very long as kids would be encouraged to use /jeju/ and /ukr/ as their speech developed

So ... ummm ... I'm not sure if I've answered your actual question ... if I have, I may have indicated the opposite... Kryptonians would remove the "my" on a petname ... does that sound right ... hmmm ... thinking about it

Shoot ... I guess I don't really know how to give you a solid answer on that one. Pet names can be funny things, I think ... because even in English I can see formal titles being absorbed as "cute" ... like having a little fluffy dog that you pick up and in a cutesy voice call "Sir Snuggles"

so ... armed with the info for "normal" speech/grammar ... pick whatever feels right to you!

Me: The first I wanted to ask is if 'Awuhkhu zhadif khap w rrip' is correct for 'I'll never leave you'

And the second I tried to make it out, but the result looked weird so I was just very unsure about (while the other I'm a bit more confident about) so how would 'please don't leave me' be, cuz 'please don't' is a full prefix, right? so it'd be 'please don't' prefix + leave + present suffix and then the pronoun separately. By that logic it'd be 'sozhaoawuhkhodh khap' is that correct?

Now there's actually a third one that I don't even know where to begin (mostly because I didn't try too hard) but I wanted to know would you say the sentence 'she left me alone' or 'my mother left me alone'?

Doyle:

/.awuhkhu zhadif khap w rrip/ ... yep, that's correct!  

/sozhaoawuhkhodh khap/ ... yep, that's right too

or you might go with the future tense, especially if those two sentences are going together

/sozhaoawuhkhu khap/

actually ... whoops... /khap/ is the object of the sentence...

/sozhaoawuhkhu w khap/

Let's see for "she left me alone", I would use the malefactive and the past tense of "to go" (which I just realized wasn't in the dictionary - doh!).

So ... let's see... go+past-perf she w me mal.

hmmm... alone, though ...

cause/PST she be/PRS me w alone ki go/PST/PRG ... ?

/podh zhehd nahn khap w chahvymah ki rrosh/ (that last verb wouldn't take a suffix, derp) ... "She made me alone by going" ... hmmm...

You could always just use /podh zhehd nahn khap w chahvymah/ ... she cause me to be alone ... that's probably the closest to the English 

So that’s it, so much information that I thought it was actually a longer convo

[justsomefluff]

Could I request an Ateez reaction in which the members find out that one of the other members has a crush on their s/o (the other member possibly doesn't know their dating) please and thank you!

Ask and you shall receive!

I made this one so that you have been friends with the guys for a while anyway, so that’s why no one is suspicious of you dating.

Hongjoong:

One day you’re just chillin in the dorms right

It’s about to be movie night!!!

The best night when you have literally the funniest people with you

Once everyone figures out what snacks they need and actually sits down

you plop next to Joongie for some secretive snuggles

But as soon as you sit down, Wooyoung starts yelling about how he wanted to cuddle with you during the movie

Everyone teases him because even you know he has a crush on you (he’s not shy and he has a big mouth so you found out pretty quick)

Since nobody knows that you and Hongjoong are together, you force yourself to go over to Wooyoung instead

It’s almost impossible to ignore your boyfriend’s pout though

He’s staring at you from across the room with the saddest look on his face for like 20 minutes of the movie

you can’t even concentrate, you just wanna go back over there so bad

but you don’t want to expose your relationship just yet

Hongjoong will just have to suck it up for tonight

He does not suck it up, however

after another 15 minutes, he stand up really abruptly and marches over to you and Wooyoung

everybody is watching because no one knows what he’s doing all of a sudden

grabs your hand and pulls you back to his seat

cue more complaining from Wooyoung

“Well we’re together, I'm allowed”

everyone just kind of goes into stunned silence

eventually.... “YOU’RE WHAT”

bunch of yelling from everyone while Joong just yanks a blanket up over the both of your heads

you peck him on the lips and eventually the yelling stops and you can come out to finish the movie

Seonghwa:

possessive mf

but he was the one who didn’t want to tell anyone in the first place

So when Yeosang starts flirting with you, all he can really do is be bitter about it

He watches as you laugh along, obviously not getting that one of your boyfriend’s best friends is coming onto you

You and Yeosang had been talking together for about an hour, just catching up on life and stuff

Seonghwa is getting fed up, no lie

He knew Yeosang had a crush, but he always thought he would be too shy to ever make a move

But all of a sudden Seonghwa feels threatened

he manages to catch your eye across the room and you smile and wave

he just frowns, making you pout and excuse yourself from Yeosang

you head over to him and ask him what’s wrong

He just pulls you into a kiss, catching you completely by surprise

as your eyes flutter shut, his stay open and on Yeosang who is watching with his mouth hanging open

He mouths “sorry, hyung”

Seonghwa pulls away, nods at the younger, and smiles at you

“what was that all about?? What if people saw??”

“don't care anymore”

you don't really question his sudden change of heart

all you can think about is finally being able to cuddle with him even when the boys are around lmao

Yunho: 

(who gave him the right to look so professional here like what)

squishyyyyyyyyyyy

is hanging around the studio one day when he overhears what sounds like your laugh

he’s like “they aren’t even here today wth”

so he goes to find the source and comes across Hongjoong FaceTiming you

he is about to rush over to join and say hi to his love but stops when he hears Hongjoong speak again

sounds like a confession... Yunho’s cheeks get all red and his eyes get a little glossy just because he’s overwhelmed

he sticks around to hear what you say

he knows that you love him but, at the same time, there's a part of him that's really insecure and scared

“Aw, Joongie...that’s sweet and all but...” you’re stalling because you can’t decide if you should tell him the truth

Yunho is literally dying as he waits for your answer

“Joong, I’m with Yunho... we didn’t want people to know but I think this is a pretty good reason to tell you. I’m so sorry”

Yunho lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding

lets a tear fall because he was so so nervous poor thing

he backs out of the room so that he doesn’t hear more

he low-key feels bad about even overhearing that much but at the same time he feels more confident in your relationship 

he shoots you a text later telling you how much you mean to him and everything, but he doesn’t bring up Hongjoong

he knows that you will end up telling him anyway but he doesn’t want you to think negatively of him for eavesdropping

just so happy that you chose him

Yeosang: 

so Yeosang is really confident about your relationship and loves you a lot 

but he's shy about letting other people know

but when he notices that Jongho has been making extra efforts to be near you lately, he doesn’t take it lightly

he wouldn’t be nervous if Jongho knew you were in a relationship

but since he doesn’t, Yeosang is worried that he might try and make a move on you

Jongho had talked to a couple of the other guys about his infatuation with you

but he had suspected that Yeosang also had a crush on you so he had held off

but the other guys told Jongho to go for it, since they didn't know the truth either

So as Yeosang is watching Jongho talking to you one day, he notices that Jongho’s fingers keep “accidentally” grazing yours

He’s getting angrier as he watches

but he isn’t angry at you or Jongho, just angry with himself for being to scared to say anything

eventually, he musters up some courage and saunters over to you and Jongho and takes your hand

right in front of Jongho’s salad

And Jongho is immediately like “crap” and walks away

and you’re super confused because what in the world am I missing what just happened

But Yeosang just kinda giggles and asks you if you wanna go get lunch

San:

now San I think is one to actually get pretty jealous

like if he sees someone trying anything with you, he’s gonna be big mad right away

But it is much more difficult to get mad when it’s Seonghwa who is after you

San is definitely afraid of coming off as disrespectful to his elder if he tries to step in and stop anything

highkey hopes that you’ll say something so that he won't have to

One day Seonghwa actually comes to San

to talk about you

he’s just rambling on and on about how cute he thinks you are, totally oblivious to San’s irritated expression

San is fuming

eventually he’s gonna snap and be like “LOOK BRO WE’RE DATING”

and Seonghwa is like O.O

then San is apologizing like a mad man because he really didn’t mean for it to come out like that

he just legit couldn’t listen to someone else talk about his girlfriend anymore it was infuriating

Seonghwa’s like “...it’s cool, I get why you’d be mad”

then he assures him that he won’t try anything now that he knows about you two

But he also scolds San for not telling him sooner lmao

Gives an apology too just to make his lil bro feel a little better

Mingi:

(MY MF BABYYYYYY)

So, Mingi gets insecure, I bet

When other tall boy, Yunho, also proclaims that you are his ideal type during a revealing round of truth or dare

there is a lot of yelling from the guys, as you are literally playing with them and he just SAID THAT?

But Mingi does not think it’s funny

Suddenly Wooyoung leans over and whispers in his ear

“we are gonna try to get y/n to say she wants dare so she will have to kiss Yunho”

Like it’s sweet that they’re planning to be wingmen for their buddy Yunho but Mingi is so SAD

scoots an inch closer to you and shakes his head at Wooyoung

“why are you pouting, just help us lmao”

he shakes his head again, but Wooyoung has already turned his attention back to the game

finally, your turn comes around and all the guys start making up excuses as to why you should take a dare

“Cmon y/n we just had two truths in a row, pleaseee”

“y/n you gotta pick dare or its not fun”

and you’re laughing and about to give in and ask for a dare when you look to Mingi and he’s making big eyes at you

you cock an eyebrow at him and he leans over to tell you what the guys were planning

your eyes go wide and the other guys are like “MINGI YOU TATTLED DIDNT YOU”

so you turn your head and peck Mingi on the lips in front of everyone

chorus of “oh my god” “woah” and other things

“Sorry, Yunho” but he just shrugs like “it’s cool, Id rather you be with one of us than someone random. even if its not me”

Mingi is smiling again and thats all that matters really and he snuggles you for the rest of the game

Wooyoung:

Wooyoung is pretty well-attuned to things that happen around you

always watching you out of the corner of his eye like a stalker

it’s just cuz he loves you tho

so he notices Mingi hitting on you pretty much immediately

honestly finds it kind of amusing for a little bit

but then little things come up in his memory

fans saying that he was too short for you and that you’d be better with someone else

gets down on himself really fast thinking about that kind of stuff

still watching you and Mingi talking

wants to walk over there and hang all over you until Mingi gets the point

so that is exactly what he does

waddles over and slings his arms around your waist

head on your shoulder

kisses your neck and you squeal because MINGI IS RIGHT THERE I MEAN SERIOUSLY WOOYOUNG

and Mingi kind of laughs it off but he’s a little sad bc he liked you ya know

after Mingi goes away you hit Wooyoung softly on the shoulder and tell him to go talk to Mingi and apologize or something

He agrees but he’s like “you have to give me cuddles afterwards”

who could say no to that? couldn't be me

Jongho:

Okay so you and Jongho are coming back from a group dinner and he sat in the front while you crammed in the backseat with WooSan

halfway through the car ride home, you fall asleep and your head flops onto San’s shoulder

he’s immediately giddy about his crush sleeping on him like his dreams are coming true

Jongho’s like “imma break your dreams like my apples bro”

Woo is giggling because San is being so soft for you and stroking your hair and everything 

Jongho just kinda watches in the rearview as San takes pictures and stuff

But Jongho just purses his lips and tries his best not to say anything

the last straw that finally breaks Jongho’s resolve is when he catches San pressing a kiss to the top of your head

“Hyung, please don't kiss them in front of their boyfriend”

San and Wooyoung look at each other like “are you the boyfriend”

they look at the driver “is he the boyfriend?”

and then their two collective brain cells join together and are like “JONGHO IS THE BOYFRIEND”

San is a little sad but his happiness at the maknae finding love is more prevalent

They start squealing and demanding details about your relationship

“when did this start” “why didn't you tell us” “did you tell your parents”

Jongho just smiles to himself as they throw questions at him

then you wake up and slap San on the boob for waking you up and then flick Wooyoung for being noisy too lmao

Jongho smiles at you and when you get back to the dorms, he gives you a smooch right where everyone can see (because he can do that now)

[valkyrieofsmut]

So since captive love hasn't had major points besides them meeting, what if reader has kinks? Like ddlg; or praise?

Captive Love Drabble

First- the only point?! *grips chest as though in pain* but-! But-!

Oh, yes, that's right… Not all the stuff I've written is out yet, and I haven't gotten to the next plot point, yet… hmm… Lol. 

Second, I mean… everyone has kinks. Probably won't get to explore most of them, just based on how I'm thinking the relationship is going to have to progress. 

But... You ask, and I supply…

So, if you've read the note on my "Daddy's doll" story, you'll know that I have trouble with that particular wording/ dynamic (even though I did my best in that story!), and since I wanted to get this out kinda quick, I didn't do that one, but I did do praise. 

I also pulled up a random kink generator and got five. I actually had to skip a few like, beloved hostage and conditioning (one of the examples was Stockholm syndrome) because, I mean… little spot on… Lol. Skipped bodyguard situation, since it could also be too on the nose for a little later in the story. 

The others filling it out are degradation, face fucking, biting, and coming in/ on partner. Also, this is quickly written and not edited. 

Degradation

(Y/n) knelt on the bed, hands and knees, body bare, sweat starting to trickle down her spine. 

“tell me, sweetheart. tell me what ya want,” Sans  coaxed, his deep, husky voice sending a shiver through her, making her insides clench. 

“I-I want your cock,” she answered through soft pants. 

“aw, that so, sweetheart?” He asked, his voice full of condescending. 

“Y-yes,” she nearly gasped as his bony fingers slid down her cheek and along her neck. “Yes, please, let me have your cock…” 

She could feel the anticipation building in her as his fingers trailed slowly down her flank, the pointed tips drawing patterns that made her skin focus on his touch. 

"an' why d'ya want that?" He asked with a harsh, but teasing tone. 

(Y/n) couldn't answer, her body too focused on how his fingers were teasing around her pussy, softly brushing over her folds, but not giving her any real touch. 

"if ya want it, ya gotta tell me why, though i 'spect i a'ready know. 's cuz y're a dirty, dirty lil monster fucker, isn't it?" 

(Y/n) nodded emphatically. 

"gotta say it, doll. say, 'I'm a dirty monster fucker,'" he told her, mimicking her voice rudely. 

"I- I'm a dirty monster fucker," she answered, feeling her nipples tighten. 

Sans ran his fingers down her folds, making a needy gasp leave her. "jus' look how wet y're gettin'. sucha dirty lil slut, all wet and' needy fer monster cock." 

"Y-yes," she agreed. "I'm a dirty, monster fucking slut, and I need your cock inside me," she all but begged. 

"a'right then, sweetheart," he told her, taking his shorts down to expose his already stiff cock. "open up that pretty lil mouth."

Face-fucking

(Y/n)'s lips parted and Sans' thumb phalange slipped in, stroking over her tongue and the inside of her cheek. 

"lookit that cute lil tongue," he murmured, tugging her jaw down. "open wide, doll, don't want ya chokin'... much," he chuckled crassly. 

As soon as her jaw was parted far enough, his cock was thrust into her mouth. 

(Y/n) adjusted her mouth, trying to fit around him better, her tongue sliding over his shaft as she situated herself. 

"heh, don't get too comfortable, sweetheart," Sans told her, one hand curling in her hair and tightening. 

He pulled out, then shoved himself back in, hitting the back of her throat and making her gag, chuckling again at the noise. 

Sans repeated the motion, letting out a groan as the head of his cock hit the softness of her throat. 

(Y/n) relaxed her throat, shifting to put her hands on his femurs as she went to her knees. 

Sans pulled his hand as he thrust, pulling her toward him and hitting further down her throat. 

(Y/n) had to focus on breathing, picking up his rhythm so she didn't choke and accidentally bite him, managing to breathe in through her nose when he pulled out and swallow when he pushed in so she didn't gag. 

Sans' other hand went to her jaw, sliding down to cup her throat, holding her head still as he started thrusting so he could feel his cock pushing it out. 

"fuck, sweetheart- ungh- such a pretty lil mouth, s'tight and hot-" he groaned again, his hips picking up speed. 

(Y/n) was starting to have trouble keeping up with him, and drool started building around her mouth, running down her chin. 

(Y/n) looked up and saw Sans looking back at her. The heat in his eye lights made shivers roll through her belly from its intensity. 

Drool had started pooling behind his teeth and dripping down his jaw as he watched his cock disappear between her lips, feeling it bump his hand as he hit the back of her throat. 

"such a good lil slut," he groaned to her gruffly, his tongue moving over his teeth. "such a good fuckin' slut…" 

(Y/n) couldn't breathe for a moment as his hips pistoned faster, unable to keep up with his new pace, but more focused on how sexy it all felt. 

With his hand on her throat to feel the head of his cock inside her, that dominant, pleased, and somehow smug but mindless look on his face as he fucked into her mouth, and the feeling she had of being used for his pleasure, knowing that she was the reason he was starting to look wrecked, it was making her want to touch herself, her hands gripping his femurs harder to stop them from reaching between her thighs. 

He was getting close, she could see as he started nearing the edge, just before he suddenly ripped his cock from her, panting hard as he held himself back and she coughed on all the excess saliva in her mouth as she gasped for breath. 

"turn over; onta yer back," he growled darkly. 

Praise

Sans' bony hand landed on her pussy, making a wet slap. 

"listen ta how fuckin' ya are," he groaned. "fuck- tryna be good now, huh?" 

(Y/n) nodded, still unable to speak. 

Sans smirked at her, giving her pussy another slap before slamming two phalanges in. His thumb joint smashed against her clit and she cried out. "tha's right, sweetheart," he told her, "good girl, taken m'fingers s'good…" 

Moans and whines left (Y/n) as his talented phalanges rubbed over her sweet spot and bumped against her clit, and when she looked up at him, she saw the heat in his gaze. 

"bein' such a good girl fer me, sweetheart," he cooed. "feel ya gettin' close, gonna come far me?" 

She nodded, panting for breath as he leaned down and tugged her nipple with his sharp teeth before licking over it with his tingly tongue. 

He pulled his hand away from her pussy and began licking his phalanges clean as she whined. "wait fer it, sweetheart, like i know ya can," he told her. 

When she'd calmed down a little, he slipped his hand back to her, his fingers diving into her soaking pussy and stroking, putting a little pressure on her sweet spot as he rubbed. 

"take a breath, sweetheart, keep breathin', nice'n slow," he told her, his hand moving slowly before slowly picking up speed. "doin' good doll… lookit that pretty face y're making'," he commented, licking his teeth, though it did nothing to stop the drool from dripping down his jaw. "such a pretty face, such a good doll… ya 'bout ready ta come, sweetheart?" He asked, his voice husky and dark with need. 

(Y/n) nodded, trying to keep her eyes open as she started to feel like she was floating. 

"a'right then, sweetheart, lemme see that ass," he told her, pulling his phalanges from her and beginning to lick them clean again as she turned. 

Biting

Sans' sharp teeth pressed into the flesh of her ass, and wetness flooded between her thighs. 

Sans let out a groan and dragged his tongue up her body as he made his way up to her hip, biting again, making a needy moan leave her. 

He bit her again and again; on her ribs, the back of her shoulder, the back of her neck, then rolled her over, trailing his tongue down her body until he got to the source of her delicious, sweet smell. 

Sans spread her legs, nipping around the sensitive inner skin of her thigh until he found the perfect place to leave a bite, holding her hips down as they jumped, then duplicating the process on the other thigh. 

His tongue again trailed over her body as he made his way up, leaving bites on her belly, the softness of her hip, nipping over her ribs, all the while feeling how her pussy seemed to weep for his cock, wetness dripping down her thighs. 

A bite to her breast and her whimpers turned to a moan. 

A bite to her clavicle and her hips bucked up against him. 

A bite to the front of her shoulder, and she let out a desperate gasp. 

(Y/n) was almost writhing under him, her hands gripping at his back, dragging over him and trying to pull him closer. She could feel the way her pussy clenched around nothing, so wet and needy as it begged to be filled. 

Sans' tongue trailed up her neck to just under her jaw, then bit her, the sharp points of his teeth pressing into the tender flesh there as he finally, finally pushed into her. 

(Y/n) almost came at that first thrust, her body and soul begging for more. 

Sans groaned before pulling away from her neck to growl against her ear, "fuck, s'good- feel s'good, sweetheart…" 

He rolled over onto his back so she was astride him and gripped her hips. 

"c'mon, sweetheart, let's get this party started," he told her.

Coming in or on one's partner

(Y/n) rode Sans hard, her hips hitting his ecto flesh covered pelvis, a slightly strange slapping filling the room as they closed in on their ends. “S-Sans-!” 

“yeah- tha’s- fuck, tha’s good sweetheart,” he grunted back, his hands tightening on her hips. He pulled her down harder even as she slammed herself down. 

She couldn't hold back her moans, the sounds getting louder and louder. 

He was going to come, she could feel it. He was going to burst and fill her with his magical cum. 

Just the thought of it, the memory of the heavy but slippery substance filling her was making her hips move faster. 

The thought of being filled, his cum filling her, overflowing, dripping down her thighs and back onto him- 

"Oh g-god-!" She cried, her inner muscles flexing with excitement. 

"ah fuck, doll-" Sans groaned, his hips bucking up to meet his hands as they yanked her down. 

"Please, please, please, please," she chanted, her breath coming in gasps. "Please- give it- gimme your cum- Sans-" 

Sans let out a harsh, strangled growl, his hips bucking up and staying pressed against her, his magic spilling into her wet tightness. 

(Y/n) came, the warm, tingling feeling of his magical cum filling her pushing her over the edge. 

Sans gave a groan at the feeling of her pulsing around his now sensitive member. "ngh- fuck sweetheart," he had to pause as he panted for breath, "ya really like it when i pump ya full a my magic, huh?"

(Y/n) was also panting, her face turned down, eyes closed, her open mouth still turned up in a grin as she nodded. 

She could feel it leaking back out, overflowing and running back down his cock to pool around his pelvis and her thighs. Fuck, it was the best feeling in the world!

She ground her hips against him a little to spread it around, feeling the tingling spread across her skin. 

She was already starting to get excited again… 

Good thing Sans had such a high sex drive because, he'd be ready to go again quickly, too, and, this time, they were going to make a proper mess. 

[dazaily]

karasuno first years using pick-up lines on their s/o

soo.. i’ve been wanting to write a karasuno head canon for ages, and i gonna write a hc which turned into a short fic that i’ll probably never finish... so this is the replacement. enjoy!!

description: so the the karasuno boiz were playing truth and dare in their changing room. and tanaka and nishinoya had dared your bf to use a pick-up line on you. 

warnings: implied nsfw. gender neutral reader. fluffy but sprinkled with swears. i was stressed writing this. long af. not proofread. 

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hinata shoyo

i’m sorry but, did u rlly expect our lil cinnamoroll to know what’s a pick up line?

he babie 🥺❤️

n e ways, it was finally his turn on their little game of truth and dare and nishinoya had dared him to use a pick up line on you.

“a pickup line??? what’s that? will it improve my volleyball skills??”

like i said a bABIE!!

nishinoya and tanaka needs to stop tainting my bbys mind.

“udk whats a pickup line??? how did u even end up with y/n.”

nishinoya is in shock.

and then the plan commenced.

their lil game of truth and dare ended up as a lil plan on getting u hinata to use a pick up line on you.

that night, u were walking home w hinata after club activities ended.

with noya, tanaka and kageyama trailing you, but we pretend they don’t exist.

“soo,, y/n”

“sup? y u acting all weird for? ur usually rambling abt volleyball by now.. u okay?”

“hoW DO THEY KNOW?? WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW?? THEY TOLD ME TO SOUND NATURAL BUT THEY ALR KNOWS!! uGh my senpais are watching me, i gotta do them proUD!”

hinatas mind ran at 1,000km/h, it was insane. especially for someone who doesn’t usually use their brain.

“um, uM, Y/N! CAN U HELP ME HOLD SOMETHING?!?”

confusion.

that was the only thing u felt at the moment.

i mean u were alr infront of ur house, what’s the point of holding smt when u were leaving??

“whut”

conveniently, during ur moment of confusion, the only word u could form was “what”.

“m-m-mm-mY HAND!!”

hinata screeched at ur face

...

silence. whilst noya and tanaka facepalms in the bg

it took a moment, but ur brain finally computes what ur bf just said

“pFFFFFTT,”

ur first instinct was to release the phatest snort/wheeze. shane dawson is jealous. 

“y/nnnnnn~~ stop laughinggggggg”

hinata was now suffering from crippling embarrassment, as u wouldn't stop laughing no matter how much he pleaded.

omg imagine him all blushy and shiz akdkkoaw-- ok lets not get off topic

“ok,, okay, first of all, u could've just held my hand without asking? we’re dating? you don't need my permission to do smth we do everyday?? and, more importantly, who taught u that line u just used???”

u said half wheezing, half talking, struggling to convey wtv ur trying to say to ur bf.

lucky for u, he was strangely able to understand what u were saying, and he replies with a lengthy explanation of the entire situation. 

“ooo, so that's why noya, tanaka and kageyama have been following us,,”

“hOWD U KNOW??? NOYA-SAN OUR HIDING SPOT HAVE BEEN EXPOSED!!!”

as u left to go in ur house, he stops u by holding ur hand and gives u a peck on ur forehead. 

as he separates from u, he had the biggest smile plastered on his face, brightening the entire neighbourhood.

“goodnight y/n! i love you!”

kageyama tobio

erm, lbr this man would have 0 ideas in the field of flirting.

knowing this, our lovely 2nd year duo, decide its time for them to step in and help their junior in his dating life

despite it flowing extremely smoothly w/out their intervention

n e ways, so they forced the 1st years to play truth and dare w them.

when it finally came to tobio’s turn, the unfortunate child unknowingly picks dare which causes nishinoya to spring up.

“i have the perfect dare for you.”

commencing plan...

so nishinoya dares kageyama to say a pickup line to you, but since kageyamas a big baby in disguise, he dk any pickup lines.

bet he didn't even know any pickup lines, but that's not the point. 

so, being the mastermind he is, nishinoya told kageyama a perverted pickup line.

being the clueless innocent baby he is, kageyama decides to recite the pickup line he received from noya to u outside ur class.

“hey y/n,”

“hmm?”

“do you like dragons?”

“eh? why the sudden question? i guess so?”

“cuz i can see me dragon my balls on ur face.”

processing...

.

what the fuck.

it was like god hit the pause button on earth, like literally everyone just paused for a literal second, turning their head towards kageyama, trying to figure out who tf was the brave soul who said that. 

while still in shock, kageyama just stood there confused, as he was suddenly placed in the centre of attention for no reason. o there's a reason honey, a very good one.

“why's everyone looking at me,”

with that one sentence, the world went back to normal as if someone had hit the play button all of the sudden, leaving u to deal with the weirdly awkward situation u found urself in. 

“ummm... tobio.. do u have any idea what u just said.”

“uhh yeah, a pickup line.” 

at that moment, when he said that, it hit u.

“what did they do.”

“huh, what are u talking about??”

*insert confused kags*

“nishinoya and tanaka told u to do something right?”

“r u a psychic???”

despite being amazed at ur ‘psychic powers’, he immediately explains the situation, causing u to face palm so much ur face may be concave.

there are times where u appreciate ur dumbass bf being a ignorant qt, but times like this makes u wish he was a tad bit smarter.. 

debating ur options, u decided to explain the meaning of the pickup line he just used on u in public.

once hearing and understanding the meaning of the pickup line he used on u, his face lit up like a matchstick, shining bright red, stuttering madly, struggling to get even a word out.

“oh, um, well, im sorry for saying smtg so indecent to u in public, um ill make it up to u somehow,”

understanding him was a struggle due to the severe stuttering he was suffering from, but u managed somehow.

“nahhh, its cool, i should go lecture nishinoya for corrupting my precious baby though~~”

“b-b-b-bABY!?!?”

“hehe, yes ur my baby <3″

tsukishima kei

ugh this salty ass mfcker

honestly can't imagine him being forced into using a pickup line on his s/o

cuz, despite hw much we try to deny it, he is one smart mfcker,,,

but i think he would be curious how his s/o will react, so he would do it on his own will anyways.

umm, so this is how the situation went down.

it was another boring day, and the 2nd year duo was having none of that and decided too ensue a game of truth and dare with the 1st years.

this was how the c h a o s started.

he was trying to leave the game discreetly before he had to sell his soul to the devil. 

unfortunately for him, lady luck was not on his side, as he was chosen to do the next dare. 

“but wait a fucking minute, when the fuck did this become a game of dare or dare, when tf did freedom of choice decide to fuck off like that?”

plot convenience

so he was forced into a dare. 

the moment of dread came when tanaka stood up shouting he had a brilliant idea. and it all went downhill from there.

so tanaka dared tsukki to use a pickup line on his s/o. and his first reaction was no. 

“o come on, u never do anything romantic, i bet u haven't even held hands, sometimes i wonder how y/n’s still with u.”

“says the person who has never dated.”

tanaka shut ups. 

so somehow, he managed to get himself out of the situation. 

later that night, he couldn't stop thinking about pickup lines. he almost spent the whole night thinking about ur reaction. cuz volleyball is just a club, am i right..

he decided to use a pickup line on u tmrw, just to see ur reaction, not like he wants to use one, lmao that's lame, haha. a fucking tsundere.

the next day, during lunch, he left yams with the 1st year duo to go find u.

when he saw u, he immediately calls u. 

“hey, where's yams, u didn't tell me u wanted to eat with me today,”

“nah, i just had something to tell u.”

at this moment, tsukishimas heart was beating faster than ushijimas spikes.

“you know if u think about it we never stop tasting our tongues.”

“hmm, now that u said it ye--”

“how bout i taste urs for a change.”

since it was so unexpected, u had no idea how to react. 

as u returned to reality, u notice a slight pink on his cheeks.

u were gonna come back with a snarky comment, since it was rare he was so vulnerable(?) 

but ur plans were ruined when he glanced at u making eye contact, to check ur reaction. 

ur face bursts into the brightest red, hes ever seen. 

seeing ur extremely delayed reaction, he lets out a laugh, but immediately recollects himself. 

“it was a dare from tanaka.”

you were still bright red, but u felt the blush on ur face reducing after hearing the reasoning behind the line. 

“oh, haha, i was wondering what's up”

u said slightly dejectedly. 

he felt like he was just punched in the gut by guilt. 

“i was also curious about ur reaction, and i am satisfied to say the least.”

he leans down to ur height to whisper in ur ear, before initiating the kiss. 

ur blush returns almost immediately as u returned the kiss.

since yall were in school, he separed from the kiss after a few seconds. this is a place for knowledge, y'all nasties.

“welp, bye loser,”

after the kiss, he immediately return to yamaguchi, leaving u alone with ur thoughts. trying to escape from embarrassment.

he may be equal to the condiment on ur kitchen cupboard, but he still tries to make u happy, so appreaciate him and his efforts <3

yamaguchi tadashi

a babie uwuwuwu

pickup line what's that? hehe omf he's so cute

so how this about to go down. 

so truth and dare bla bla bla... ive written this exact thing 3 times please excuse my behaviour.

since he was bored, yamaguchi forced tsukki to join in on the fun together, a decision he would regret. 

soon it became yamaguchi’s turn, and everyone turned quiet due to the lack of dares they had or yamaguchi.

that was until the one and only nishinoya stood up. 

“hEY, u have a s/o right, how about u use a cheesy pickup line on her!!” *eyebrow raise*

while processing what nishinoya just said, yamaguchi’s face morphed into one of dread and fear, as he turns his head to tsukishima for help.

“u dragged us into this mess, i aint helping u.”

and there goes his only help, well it was his fault in the first place dragging him and his best friend into this mess. tsukishima u tsundere.

yamaguchi was on the verge of tears, thinking of excuses and ways he could get out of the god forbidden situation he brought upon himself. 

but the only thing he could think of was the worst case scenario, which was u breaking up with him.

looking at his senpais, he slowly faces the fact that there's no escape and accepts his fate. 

if this is the cause of the end of ur relationship together, it just means the gods don't want y'all together.

“idk any pickup lines....” 

this was his last attempt of escaping as he bids ur relationship farewell, already aware it was not gonna work. 

“thiS IS WHERE I COME IN, don't worry yamaguchi i am the encyclopaedia of pickup lines.”

ofc his senpais would know the cheesiest lines on the surface of this earth. despite insisting the earth is flat.

and so the dreadful event began. 

after school ended, otw to his club, he met up with u. with his senpais trailing behind stalking y'all, to see ur reaction.

“ugh out of all the pickup lines, they had to make me use the most overused one... im gonna cry,,, y/n i hope u don't leave me after this.”

well here goes nothing...

“hey y/n,,” extreme stutters that im too lazy to type out.

“hmm?”

“k-k-kiss me if im wrong,,, b-but dinosaurs still exist right?”

before he could even cringe at himself, u gave him a peck on his lips while smirking afterwards. 

yamaguchi proceeds to poof into redness after processing what had just happen, as u laugh maniacally in the background.

“u could've just asked for one, and tsukishima already told me everything so u don't need to explain,"

yamaguchi did not have the brain power to comprehend the situation at hand, as he was still affected from the kiss from earlier.

“i can't believe u think i would breakup with u because of something so trivial.. im kinda upset..”

finally coming back to reality, yamaguchi finally realises the situation he's in. 

“o-oh, i didn't mean to make it seem like i didn't believe in our relationship, its just that w--”

he gets cut off by u kissing him again.

when u separate, u began to laugh again. 

“hAHAHHA, ikik, i was just joking around, don't worry ill love u no matter what, now off u go to ur club ill see u tmrw.”

not knowing what to do or how to react, yamaguchi felt the need to do smtg before u left. 

“i love u, ill call u later tonight!”

[praphit]

The X-People: DP Degrees of BS

Frickin Phoenix!

(What does that even mean? “Every hero has a DARK side?” She kills people! Are all of our heroes murderers? - but I’ll get to that later.)

I'm mad! That's right, people! I'm mad at MYSELF! Why? Well, I could have taken the kids to go see "The Secret Life of Pets 2", so we could laugh our asses off (Idk what kids I'm talkin about - just randomly picking kids up off the streets and taking them to see movies... prob best I didn't do that). 

I could have seen something cultured like "Late Night" or "THE LAST BLACK MAN IN SAN FRANSISCO"; which I admit is a stupid title, but it seems like it's a good movie. But, no, people! My comic book geekiness would not allow it!

Instead I went to see this bullshit right here - “X-Men: Dark Phoenix”. 

Don't look at me that way, Sansa! You know dag gon well this movie is some ol' bullshit!

You know! The rest of your acting squad knows, the director knows, the writers know - I knew from the first trailer! I knew from the first time they announced that they were taking another crack at a cinematic Phoenix story. Why?? Cuz we've done this before! Yep! 

There it is! - and it was terrible! 

What’s going on with that poster? Apparently, they didn’t have any confidence in that movie either. Why is Wolverine running at me like Sonic the Hedgehog?

I tried to find a better poster, but...

Here they look like they’re posing in some 80′s rock video. TAKE THAT STAND:)

I was mad back then with the first trailer, because I knew that this moment would come. And I actually really liked the first two movies of these particular X-Men. It was Apocalypse that ruined everything. 

People thought that movie was so bad, that it erased all the good that this franchised has done (even going back to the older X-Men):

The ground-breaking 1st movie (tho it prob doesn't hold up),

(Creepy old Magneto is coming for dat ass!)

Wolverine 

(it's hard to imagine anyone playing him better than Hugh Jackman. And he should have won an award for how cut he got... and he was so modest. If I ever  end up looking like that, WHEW! - ladies look out:),  

I loved Patrick Stewart as Prof. X, James McAvoy and Michael Fassbender's intense hot & frigid bromance (though we never got our make-out seen:), Quicksilver (man, I wish we could get more of him), "Logan" (excellent comic book movie), and I'm not sure if we'd have Deadpool without them ruining that first Wolverine movie. Not to mention that they marketed the hell out of this movie franchise and made so much money! But, then this guy showed up and effed it all to hell!

("Everything they built will FALL... ")

- you ain't lyin, jack!

And while that movie was terrible, it wasn't as bad as everyone said. Bullshit sure, but... there are different degrees of bullshit. Apocalypse was forgettable BS, sometimes there's BS that makes us laugh, or think, or cry - what type of bullshit will Dark Phoenix be? -  Let's take a look:

This movie kicks off with the X-Men in space. Yep! SPACE! Since when are the X-Men astronauts? Which movie did they get training for any of that? How did they build an X-Jet for space travel? Did they learn it on YouTube? And even if that were the case, how's the government allowing this? If a group of talented minorities built a functional space craft, do you think President Trump would allow them to come and go as they please? Shiiiiiii In the movie they don't even test it first. Xavier just says that they'll be fine, and sends the kids off.

I think that there needs to be an investigation. Prof. X is trying to kill these kids. He keeps sending them on missions that they shouldn't come back from:

X-Men: "But, professor, we don't know how to disarm a bomb!"

Xavier: "You'll be fine."

X-Men: "But, professor, the X Jet isn't built for deep sea exploration, we don't even know where we're going!"

Xavier: "Y'all will figure it out."

Then, as they come back, he's counting to see if they all made it - "Ten kids left, and coming back, I count... ten DAMMIT! But, wait, one is injured... doesn't look like he'll pull through. YES! (as he drinks some bourbon - which he does at an alarming rate in this movie... prob to block out all the kids he has killed).

While we're on the topic of him - did the movie "Split" ruin James McAvoy's take on Prof X for anybody else? This is all I kept seeing when he was on camera.

But, as you know, cuz they did this exact plot in "X-Men: Last Stand" Jean Grey gets possessed by some space entity while they're up there, and becomes Phoenix.

Jean (played by Sophie Turner, who actually does a good job) is found to have done something horrible. Xavier (and this is no spoiler, cuz again X-Men: Last Stand") blocks out the bad stuff she has done to try to protect her, this eventually wears off, and now we get DARK 

...wait, sorry.

Now we get DARK PHOENIX! 

There we go!

(”Where’s my money?!”)

Now, Jessica Chastain is in this as well seen here, experimenting with bleach,

 who's leading a group of aliens to manipulate Jean (I'll get to them later). But, if JC is in the house, you can be sure that a women's rights message will be in there somewhere (#drinkinggame) And BOOM, there it was - "Don't let some MAN in a chair tell you what you are? - what you can and can not be! Don't let him controoool you!" 

I'm all for girl power, buuuuuut she HAS been on a bit of a carnage streak, and she has been killing people, annnnnnd isn't Jessica Chastain also trying to control her? But, imma let all that go... what do I know?? :)

I gotta be honest, I was digging the first half of this movie. They were capturing everything I love about the X-Men: social issues, political issues, teen struggles. They have lots of real drama going on amongst themselves. There are times when you'll cheer the X-Men on and times when you'll agree with some of the humans that THEY GOTZ TO GO! I love the flaws of the X-Men; it makes them relatable. I even love the struggle with having so much power, and yet having to try to walk a line of morality - which they suck at btw.

The professor sucks at it the most, which made me kinda sad, actually. BUT, to be fair, he has the power to control people's minds... would any of us with that power be able to consistently resist certain temptations?? Def not giving him a pass though. He does a lot of messed up stuff (some things they draw attention to, and others that they don't). Some things that made me cringe, even though MOST of what he was doing was out of love. I can't depend on none of my fave leaders anymore - not even the fictional ones.

We were getting into some deep stuff! BUT, then it was as if some big shot walked on the set and reminded them that they have a "Blow shit up" quota to meet, and that the plot points were slowing them down. Soooooooo, they burn the script and start blowing things up. Some people might say "Praphit, this is a comic book movie, how much script can you expect?" If this were 20 years ago, I'd agree.

Plus, it's more the fact that nothing makes any sense at this point.

Magneto (who's always the voice of reality in these movies, in my opinion) wants to kill Jean (for very good reasons), but he knows that he can't take Phoenix by himself, so why is he trying? He's a smart dude; why not come up with a better plan? Prof X wants to talk to Jean, to reason with her... the problem with that is that they just tried that a few days ago, and that couldn't have gone any more terribly than it did. The aliens in this movie (which lack all personality btw), who's objective is to control Jean, also know that they can't really do that or take her out (which was plan B), so... what the hell are we doing? The aliens are supposed to be the smart ones!

Prof X should have just controlled everyone's minds, and played a big game of immoral chess to take Jean out - that would have been a cool movie. But, this (though the effects are VERY COOL:) simply became a shoot-out! Not to mention, that right before all of this awesome, but confusing damage takes place, they have a big speech about restraint and not doing harm. Literally, a minute later, the X-Men are blowing buses up!

But, all of that is not even what makes this movie bullshit (grade: D+ btw). What makes this movie bullshit is the fact that it's the last one before Disney takes over.

You'd think that they would have given it their best, so that they can go out making us miss them! But, it felt like half way through the movie the team was told that this is all over, and that Mickey Mouse is coming to collect, but instead of going out with their best, they said to themselves "bleep it" and mailed-it-in.

The way that the final battle scene ends doesn't make any sense. It's one of those scenarios where "If you could do that... why didn't you do that earlier and save more destruction?" and a lil bit of "Well, if you had THAT much power, then none of these other altercations should have even been close."

The way it ends after that too! Man! It's like they just fast forwarded through the parts they didn't feel like acting out. This is the last one, people! Just lazy!

Yeah you!

I've got a spoiler, sooooo if you don't want it, skip through the text after Patrick Stewart - and start reading again when you see his handsome face again:)

(this is back when I learned to love this man)

So, Jean is... gone (possibly dead), and the X-Men name the school after her "Institute of Jean Grey" or something like that. Also, Prof X steps down (maybe due to guilt of his misatkes with Jean, who knows for sure, cuz they didn't act it out), and leaves Beast in charge in with the other teen X-Men to instruct the 'young kids at the school. "Other TEEN X-Men" Did they just make these kids professors? And what qualifies Beast (at this stage in his life) to run the school? Plus, Jean Grey was kind of a murderer wasn't she (and this wasn't a secret from the rest of the world)? Come on,kids, let me sign you up for "Ted Bundy's School for gifted youngsters" Would you be onboard for that? Hell no!

(Here’s PS fresh off a bender. “I promise, Timmy, I’ll try to think about never touching the sauce again, but this hair says that I will.”)

So... I'd say, entertaining bullshit. The effects (especially) at the end are great! But, the rest... and to go out like this... ugh.

There's a cool quote in here from Mystique (played by J.Law) who clearly didn't want to be there. It was a quote about how the women in the X-Men seem to be sticking their necks out and saving the day way more than the men, and that  maybe Xavier should change their name to “The X-Women”. I thought that was not only funny, but a damned good point. I say do it!

I'd love it if you had a a big strong manly man of the team go ahead of the action and stand up to the enemy, and when asked "Who are you?" he replies

"We're the X-Women."

[kitty-of-mischief]

House of the Rising Sun

(Ask and ye shall receive. Sorry in advance for teasing the romance XD Chapter 3 will have it I promise.) 

@vulgar-display-of-escapism here it is 😁

Chapter 2

Kat's interview went smoothly and with the help of having to stay a couple weeks at the clubhouse while waiting for a place, the girls were moved into two little houses next door to each other that were just right for the time being. Gabrielle easily found a job at the hospital in administration while Kat was enjoying her start at the bakery. When the girls were not working, they were under the watchful eyes of the SamCro family. Once the girls were settled, as promised with an extra incentive of good nature, each of the girls were allowed to pick a car from Darby's lot. Kat went with a hunter green Dodge Journey while Gabrielle went with a black Honda CRV, both fully decked out and towed from the car lot by the Sons. The girls protested this as they were riding back in the trucks for the want of driving their cars.

"Sweet jesus, you're so awful. Mature and yet so not at the same time." She giggled as he kept his hand on her side and she leaned her head over on his shoulder while they drove. 

"If he fucks us with these cars, his balls are gonna be on a first class trip through the mail system to his kids." Kat said colorfully as she sat in the middle by Chibs as he drove.

"Luffie, it's fer yer own protection. I'd hate fer that purdy lil everything to be hurtin' cuz of something not done by ol' Chibs." He smirked while resting his free arm around her waist and making her squirm and audibly emit graphic sounds of happiness as he ghosts his fingers on her right side. He captured her heart without effort but he still knew every way to make the butterflies run wild in her stomach.

"Honestly darlin, ye make me feel young at heart. I thought ye was eyeing on Opie and didnae think I had a shot in Hell." Chibs admitted. 

"You got this little lass wrapped around yer wee pinky and then some, Chibby." She grinned as he squeezed her to him. 

"Mmm ah love it when ye start that accent, sounds so sexy and natural when ye do it." He beamed proudly.

"Oh I know you boys are doing what's best. Just dreading the long night shift tonight at the hospital." She drags her hands down her face in annoyance

  "I know you wanted to drive your car sweetheart." Dan looked apologetic as Gabrielle pouted in the seat beside him in the second truck. "We gotta make sure this isn't an inside thing trying to hurt you girls." 

"Aww that's right I forgot you were working tonight. We get to spend a little time together before your shift yeah?" Dan looked at her for a second before slowly turning a corner behind Chibs as they got to the garage.

"Of course we will. Why what's up?" She looked up at him curiously. 

"We're going on a charter run over in San Juan. Be gone a couple days again." He sighed, holding his arm around her as he pulls up beside Chibs in the parking lot to drop the car and truck off. 

"Well that kind of works out sweetie. I'll be pulling overnight shifts all weekend until I'm off on Sunday and Monday." Gabrielle slipped out of the cab as he opened the door for them to get out. 

"Perfect actually. We'll be back Sunday morning." He keeps his arm around her as Chibs and Kat approach them. "What time are we leaving tonight?" 

"Righ' at seven, boyo. Got a bit o'er three hours to spend with yer lass." Chibs smiles, pulling out his wallet and hands over a few bills, "Dinner's on me tonite." 

"Lookit, he's such a sook." Kat grins while hugging on Chibs' waist with both arms around him. 

"Chibs really? Aww man thanks. C'mon Gabrielle!" He grinned as he pulled Gabrielle with him towards his bike. 

"You should reward him for being so generous to us, sis!" Gabrielle wiggled her fingers as her and Dan climbed onto his black and chrome Harley, speeding off out of the parking lot. 

"Ye heard the lass, reward yer ole man." He grinned his cheeky grin with his dimples pronounced knowing full and well what it did to her. 

"Well then let's head to my house and I will. Don't forget to tell them to have our vehicles ready before tomorrow." She moves around in front of him and lets her hands grab his firm backside. 

"Aye, love." He returns the favor to hers before pulling her with him over to the garage before they head out.

~

"Should we have told him our plan to order in or nah?" Dan said as he pulled Gabrielle closer to him as they were in their skivvies under the sheets. 

"Nah, we'll go out to make sure he knows it was very very appreciated." She giggles while laying her chest against him and kissing him softly before snuggling under his chin. "Unfortunate that we have to part again for a couple of days." 

"It should be alright sweetheart. Just a quick run and we'll be back before ya know we're gone." He ghosts his fingers over her arm and shoulder absent-mindedly as they just lay for a bit longer before the cursed alarm goes off that it's an hour before Gabrielle's shift.

"Oh I'm not worried just gonna miss  you as always." She sighs while sitting up and pulling his shirt on as she walks into the bathroom for a quick clean up and change. 

"You know I'll be thinking of only you the whole time I'm gone." He pushes himself up and goes about getting dressed as well. 

"I know, Daniel. You better be good while you're gone." She grinned as she flung something at him from the bathroom. 

"Agh." He laughed before his cell started vibrating and blasting in his pocket, he picked it up, "Hey, I'm fixing to be- His words stopped when Jax interrupted him on the other line.

"There's been a little change of plans. Can you get up here quick?" Jax said on the phone to him. 

"Yep, just gotta throw on my socks and shoes! Go get her warmed up for us." Dan smiled at her reply as he headed out the door, still confused by Jax’s statement.

"Yeah, I'll just be dropping Gabrielle at the hospital for her shift."

"Alright, see you soon." Jax hung up before Dan could even begin to question his tone. "You ready love?"  

The group was gathering outside of the garage as they had just finished giving the girls’ vehicles a once over.

  ~

"I think it's smarter this way if they have someone watching them while we're gone." Clay sighed as they were standing between their vehicles. "Good that they were not messed up but still, I don't trust Darby even if he didn't know." 

"I'm glad that our vehicles are good to go before y'all have to leave." Kat sighs while laying her head still on Chibs' stomach while they stand in a circle talking around the vehicles. 

"Lass, ye weren't frowning fer the last two hours, chin up. Ye know I'm comin' back ta ye." He rests his arms around her, rolling his eyes with a smile as the others chuckled at her attitude.

"Ah but ye forget. I'm a spoiled little brat because of the last two hours too." She turns her head up to face him with a shit-eating grin. 

"Well I mean if ya have to sit this one out Chibs to put your old lady in line..." Clay raises his hands with a mess of a grin. "You'll get your cut when we get back." 

"I dannae. Ah like the idea of a lady waiting on me fer a change." He grins down at her as he caresses her cheek. 

"Hmph." She huffs while burying her face in his kutte as Dan was just pulling in at the clubhouse. Dan slowly rolled to a stop, parking the bike and dismounting after he shut it off. 

"Hey kiddo, ye get to stay back this time to keep yer eye on the girls if ye wannae." Chibs said as he pulled Kat with him and over to his bike. 

"Seriously?" He said, smiling really wide, "I mean. Yeah I can do that, look after the girls. I know that would make Gabrielle's morning when she gets off work." 

"Aw lookit." Chibs chuckles at his excitement. "Now ah'm gonna miss my lass even more." 

"Yep. You're staying too, Chibs. Tig, gather the others and get them ready to ride. You two, keep the girls safe because we know they're coming back around." Clay patted the two members on the back before he, Jax, Opie, Tig and a few others lingering went to their cycles to get ready for the ride.

"Lass, yer gonna be bad for bizzo." Chibs smiles, thankful he got ordered to stay with her as she squeezes him excitedly in a hug. "C'mere give yer old man some love." He peppers kisses on her cheeks and lips for a moment. 

"See? The pout gets anything done if I want it. C'mon." She pulls him over towards his cycle, "I gotta get up early for work." No protests from Chibs as she allowed him to lead but he caught a glimpse of a couple of odd fellows walking near the gates. All dressed in black and taking glances over at them and he couldn't shake the feeling something was off about them. 

~

Gabrielle yawned as she was heading out the door of being off at 7 AM for another shift done. With a groan, she half expected Kat to be late for her morning break of usually picking her up when Dan was gone but when she turned to see Dan standing there in a rolled up sleeved white shirt, black denim and a bouquet of flowers next to his truck. She couldn't hide the squeal she had and surge of energy as she ran over and jumped in his arms with him catching her and holding her tightly to him. 

"I thought you were going on a run!?" She leaned up, excitement strewn all over her face in surprise. 

"Surprise babygirl, I'm here to pick you up and- 

As they were talking two loud explosions rang out which startled them to turn and look in the direction of the sound. Black smoke started to billow up into the sky and without hesitation, they climbed into his truck and immediately headed off for it. When they found out where it was, Gabrielle screamed as she saw her house and her sister's house up in flames. Dan held her as she buried her face into his chest as he stopped a ways from it.

"Oh shit." Dan mumbled as he rolled his window down as Chibs was rolling up on his motorcycle with Kat behind him.

"Mibby it wa' a gud thin we stayed kiddo." Chibs said as Kat was sobbing on his shoulder while they sat there and stared at the scene while sirens started to blare to signal that the cops, firetrucks and ambulances were hot on the scene. "Call Jax, I'm calling Clay." Chibs and Dan both flipped their phones out dialing frantically. Gabrielle got out the truck on the opposite side and Kat climbed off the back of the bike and both girls embraced in front of the truck and Kat turned her head towards the blaze, unsure of what they were about to face.

Dan stood near the scene of first responders with his arms around Gabrielle, trying to comfort her in any way he could for the moment. 

~

Kat was leaned against the police car as she watched the smoldering remains of her house billowing smoke out under the water of the firehoses. A spark of venom flowed in her veins as she watched her memories going up in the smoke and Deputy Hale came over to talk to her but she ignored every word he said. She simply glanced at him and moved away from the car to walk down the road away from it all. Even Chibs couldn't make this hurt go away right at the moment and her feet carried her a few blocks away from the scene.

"We're gonna do everything we can to find out who did this." Gabrielle had her face leaned against Dan while Deputy Hale spoke to her. "I don't like to get you boys involved in things like this....but we might need to." 

"Whatever you need, we'll do." Clay said as him and the rest of his crew walked up to the scene. "Get her back to the clubhouse, Dan. Where's Kat?" They all looked around, finally realizing she was not near them at all.

"Ah shite." Chibs scrunched his face up at the deputy, "She wa' talkin' ta Hale. Whir's Kat?"

"She took off walking down Cherrybrook Lane, I don't know where she went after that. She didn't talk or say anything that would help the case." He crossed his arms in slight annoyance. 

"Fer fecks sake, ye let ma' old lady dander off?" Chibs started to go at him but Opie and Jax walked up at the opportune moment to get a hold of him. "Yer lucky. Tha' badge saved yer life today, eejit." 

"Come on, let's go find her Chibs." Jax patted his back while glaring at Hale. "We always got to to keep their messes cleaned up." The three of them went to their bikes and took off down separate roads to try to locate Kat. 

When the boys met up on their cycles at the park, they saw her sitting on a swing with her back to them, very lightly moving in the swing. She stared at the ground, a mixture of anger and pain on her face with tears streaming down. Though she was aware of the engine noise, she wasn't aware they had stopped at the park. Exchanging glances, Chibs nodded to the two and they backed out and drove away while he shut his bike off and parked it, digging out a smoke from his pack and lighting it up before walking over to the swings. 

"Hey, beautiful." His soft but rugged tone brought her back to reality as she glanced up from the ground, smiling to see him but carrying so much pain in her eyes. "Gonnae no dae that again, love." 

"Chibs." She mumbled mixed with a whimper as he knelt down in front of her and she whispered in fear of someone hearing, "What is so bad about me and my sister that people are trying to kill us?" 

"Not a damn thing. Ah'm thinkin' someone hurtin' ye to get to me lass." The pain reflects in his eyes and she reaches out to embrace him, clinging onto him. "Ah'm sorry." 

"It's not your fault. Whoever is trying to hurt you already hurt me worse." She leans back to look at him, "I'm with you, Filip." She rolled his name off her tongue and made him smile. 

"Tha gràdh cho mòr agam ort." He spoke to her which made her eyes widen in surprise. "Wut?" 

"Speak like that more often please even if I don’t understand." She met his face with a soft kiss, "And thank you for coming to find me." 

"Well Jackie boy and Ope were with me but I sent them on to the clubhouse. Ye ready to go sugartits?" She squealed at the nickname and squirmed around in his arms as he held her while walking towards the bike. "Wha? They're sweet n juice, luffie." 

"As much as I would love to you to defile me in luxurious debaucheries right now to make my pain go away, we gotta go back to the clubhouse don't we?" She sees his eyes widen at her words. 

"Keep talkin' that way darlin, I migh' defile you at the clubhouse." He pulls her to him and lays a sweet, gentle kiss on her lips which stirs up those wild butterflies in her stomach. Letting him pull her along, they head back to his bike and drove off for the clubhouse.

~

Gabrielle sighed as she clung onto Dan while they road back to the clubhouse, her head laying on his back and for a moment, her fears and worries were disappearing in the wind. 'Who wants us dead and why?' She thought as she pondered anyone and everyone she had come into contact with before Charming. When they rolled up into the parking lot, he occupied his usual spot and they both walked in to join the rest of Samcro. Gabrielle rushed over when she saw Opie and Jax had already made it back. 

"Did you guys find my sister?" She asked them. 

"Chibs brought her back, they're in the other room with Clay right now. Something going on bigger than we thought." Jax informed them, "You two might want to go join them." 

Cautiously, Dan pulled Gabrielle towards the meeting room where Clay and Chibs were talking and Kat was sitting at the back of the room but listening to every word. Gabrielle kissed Dan's cheek before going over and sitting with her sister while he joined them at the table. 

"Dan, you and Juice are good with that computer shit right?" He nodded to Clay, "You and him start running surveillance on the girls wherever they go. Someone has to be following them to know who they're with and where they are. If able to, get access to any of the cameras in town and where they've been." 

"It's gonna take a little bit but I'm sure we can get it done. Why would someone be trying to hurt the girls?" 

"Dannae yet. We goan check a couple hunches but nothin' solid yet." Chibs looked at Clay like he was unsure to say the hunches to him just yet. 

"So, ladies. Come here please." Clay beckoned for them and they got up, going to their respective men's sides to occupy the seat. "Talk. What, where and when the last three days?" 

"Work, the clubhouse and home with Chibs. There was a guy who was unfamiliar at work and he had an Irish accent but I didn't think anything of it. He's been there the last three or four mornings that I've worked." Kat saw the change in Chibs' breathing and behavior when she said "Irish". 

"Aw shite." Chibs muttered under his breath. "Clay, ye know whit happens when them bastards show up in Charming." 

"Exactly what has been happening only this time, no one has died....yet." Clay rubs his face in annoyance. 

"Wait....this time?" Gabrielle chimed in. "Start talking someone! Are we gonna die? Like..." Dan placed his arm around her shoulders protectively. 

"No one's dying on my watch. I think it's best you girls stay at the clubhouse so we can protect you and when you have to leave, we will have protective detail with you. I know the hospital isn't a big fan of us, Gabrielle, but it's to keep you alive." 

"You gonna explain this to me later?" Kat said while turning Chibs' face towards her, the pain written all over it. In response, his silence as he pulled her close to him and buried his face in her shoulder made her a bit apprehensive of the situation. "I'm gonna be alright, I got my Scottish prince charming to keep me safe." 

"Aye, true enuff lass. It doesn't make me worry any less." He pulled his head back and rested his hand to her cheek. "Those clarty Irish bastards are dangerous." 

~

Gabrielle found little peace in the knowledge that someone was after them and despite Dan and a few other Sons keeping watching on her, she felt a sickening feeling something bad was going to come of this soon. More time she spent working, less time she spent outside of the hospital except for rest and food at the clubhouse. After a few days, it finally got to her and she had to get out and get some space to clear her head. She was heading out the clubhouse like she was going to work but instead, she turned the opposite way and found herself driving towards the city limits of Charming. A motorcycle hot on her tail made her sigh as she found an empty parking lot to pull into and parked, getting out of the car with Dan pulling in behind her and parking his bike.

"I can't. I can't take the stress, the paranoia, the wondering if I'm fixing to die!? Like how can someone live with that feeling every single day?!" Gabrielle sighed while gripping his kutte and burying her face into his chest. "This is madness." 

  "What are you doing!?" He walked over and just pulled her into his arms, Gabrielle breaking down in his arms. 

"I'm so so sorry. I'm sorry you have to deal with this right now but I can't protect you if you leave and I wouldn't know what to do if I knew you weren't safe." He rubbed circles on her back. "I could come with you and we can go for a few days. Do it the right way so we know that we can get it eased off your mind." 

"You would do that? Just leave with me for a while until this blows over or getting the all clear? I mean....could we?" Gabrielle looked up at him and he nodded. 

"Let's go get our things and we can find a safe place to go for a while." He brushed her hair back from her face. "We can do this." 

"I'll go work tonight and turn in my vacation time. We can do it all the right way." Gabrielle smiles through the pain she feels inside. 

"I love you, Gabrielle." Dan whispered while stroking her cheek softy. "I got you." 

"Love you too Dan." She whispered back, "Meet you at the clubhouse?" They both dashed to their vehicles. Gabrielle turned her key and the car didn't do a thing, she tried again and hear a hiss and ticking. She screamed and ran from the van towards Dan on his bike. He looked up just in time to see the explosion knock her into him and he flew back off his bike with her. 

~

"WHO?" Kat had her arms crossed as she sat in a chair surrounded by the Samcro family in the waiting room of the hospital. Her sister and Dan had been taken to St Thomas while Kat was at work. She left and practically ran down the streets of Charming to get to the hospital before anyone could even catch up to her with the adrenaline rush she got from hearing that a car bomb had went off on her sister. "Who the fuck is trying to kill us?" 

"Not here, Kat." Jax mumbled but the glare was deadly as she turned her gaze on him and he slunk back in his seat quietly. 

"I better get a fucking answer tonight. My sister and Dan are in the hospital. No more of this "keeping you safe" bullshit." Kat got up from the seat and went straight out of the ER doors to the corner of the building and sat down on the curb, lighting up a smoke and trying to calm herself down enough to level out.

Chibs felt it was his responsibility to go and tell her. He looked around at the boys and Clay gave him the nod. He got up from his chair and walked out the doors to go find her. He slowed his pace when he saw her smoking and sitting on the curb at the edge of the building. With a sigh, he rubbed his face as he approached her and sat down next to her.

"Ye deserve the answers, darlin. So it's aboot to get uglier than it seems." He looked off and took a deep breath. "The bastard that's been comin' in the bakery, lass. I saw him there today. He's bad news and he's supposed to be on good terms wit us. IRA." Kat's eyes grew in size as she finally turned her head towards him. "I was excommunicated from em and moved here away from family and such. We started dealin' guns for em." 

"Baby." She interrupted him, "I don't have to know anymore if you don't want to tell me. So we're targets because they're pissed off." 

"No, Ye gotta know love. Dan and me both were part of em but Dan left as well. He was good friends wit my son. I've not seen the lad in years." Chibs looked down, feeling shame for not telling her things sooner. "I kept it from ya cuz I thought I wa' protectin' ya. Looks like it wouldnae mattered either way." 

"You have told me now." She scooted over to raise his chin up to look at her. "It's not your fault they chose to hurt us, they decided to hurt us because it hurts you and Danny boy. So now, what we gotta focus on is bringing you boys to the bakery. Sit down in neutral territory and figure this shit out because me and my sister are under the protection of SAMCRO." 

"Ye got an idea there, sugartits." He looked at her face cracking into a smile and he felt a bit of relief. 

"C'mon. Let's go check on my sister and Dan." She stands up and holds her hands out to him which he looks up at her and grabs her hands, pulling her down to straddling his lap and holds her there for a moment. 

"Let me hold ye for a moment and then we will." He mutters softly, laying his forehead to hers, drinking in all of her with his eyes as he holds her like it's the last time he might.

[trippz2ill2ace8itout]

⭐🥀TRIGGER WARNING!!

Introducing Last Night At 3AM. I Lost Control. Yet Another Breakdown, I Had about 30 breakdowns. No pity sympathy or attention. && NO I WAS NOT ON DRUGS! I'm over 1 year sober. Alvaro took over (one of my demons/alters) && Dancing Fire (another one) possessed me to the point I almost got a cop call. I don't wanna be a burden &: I wanna save fix care support be there for everyone and everything. I'm sick of being alive. But I can't do anything stupid cuz of me getting concerved to a state institution (which is way different than a mental hospital) cuz I've been in 215 mental hospitals & got diagnosed Critically/Clinically Insane plus over 10+ mental hospitals. All I have is my mom. The breakdowns the vivid flashbacks the mental illnesses getting 10x worse. No treatment will take me cuz I've been to all of them to many times. I can't process anything. My mind imprisons me. I dissociate 89 to 99% of the day. I've been thru every single sorts of treatments/medication I've had trauma 24/7 from 2001-2018. I'm losing my mind. And everyday it's the same thing and people get tired of hearing it.I'm so done with dealing with this everyday. I don't need sympathy. I just don't know man. My mom&& lil brother doesn't want me home, I can't explain what's wrong or going on. I don't wanna be a burden. I'm sorry man. I wanted to self harm again but I didn't. Imagine all my mental illnesses multiplied by 10. Imagine EVERYDAY HAVING VIVID FLASHBACKS AND 22+ Mental Breakdowns a day. I.am sorry if I'm negative. I'm sorry. I just wanna save and fix the world. When people ask me "how are u" idk how much reply. I'm sick of my mind. I feel like darkness is controlling me. I pray A LOT. Alvaro literally possesses me and gets in my body. I have mostly every mental health diagnosis there is. And NO I'M NOT PROUD OF IT I'M NOT BRAGGING OR GLORIFYING It. I just wanna help everyone and everything. Along the my mental health, I have autism, narcolepsy anorexia Etc. My diagnosis list is so long and I don't wanna be known for that. I can't even leave my house. When ever I feel a lil bit better, here comes Alvaro. But again I don't wanna be a burden. It's my job to be there for everyone else NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. I can't take this anymore. No pity sympathy or attention. I can't seek help cuz then they'll send me to a institution cuz I've been in to many mental hospitals. I'm doing the best I can. But I'm about to snap. I can't function. And I'm getting worse. I don't want attention I want to be OK. I've dealt with all this hell most of my life. It's hard to explain. On top of that. My physical state is getting worse. I'm finding more reasons to die than to live. I'm over 1 year sober. I'm a huge hypocrite when it comes out taking my own advice. I don't love myself. But i am over caring sensitive and I help obsessively. I repeat myself idk I'm just not OK. I'm losing contact with reality. I'm scared to keep going. But I got this.🥀⭐

🥀⭐Your Enough

Your Worth It.

Your Life Has Purpose

This To Shall Pass

Im here for all y'all in anyway I possibly can.

I'm sorry if I'm annoying. I'm sorry

Stay Strong && Keep Breathing ⭐🥀

🌙🌙🔥🔥🖤🖤🥀🥀HUGE TRIGGER WARNING🥀🥀🖤🖤🔥🔥🌙🌙

🥀🥀🔥🔥Hey my name is Izzy && I'm a recovering drug addict && alcoholic with over 1 year sober. This is the longest I've been sober being out of treatment. I've used mostly every drug there is. Being homeless 13 times. In 215 mental hospitals. In 3 foster homes (2 out of 3 were abusive) group homes, unlocked and locked treatment centers, rehabs shelters, crisis centers. Short and long term treatment centers. Which none will take me back cuz I've been there to many times. I've sold myself && got tortured abused raped drugged up for drugs and money to raise my unbio son, Anthony. I lost custody cuz of false accusations. I've had multiple near death experiences (some were suicide attempts && some were naturally done) my drug of choice was meth. I've had trauma 24/7 from 2001-2018, over 10+ mental illnesses. Some were caused from a few bad trips on PCP that I never came back from. I was sleeping anywhere I could rest my head, I had to be alert at all times. Tbh I havent been to a meeting in awhile. My sponsor is like family to me. I'm redoing all my steps. I'm on step 2. I've lost a shit ton of people to drugs and I was literally getting cop calls everyday. Drugs messed with my life. And having this much clean time is amazing. Most of my life I've gotten abused raped, literally tortured and drugged up. Sold. Prostituted, almost killed. But no pity sympathy or attention pls. Any clean time is good time. And I'm proud of all of you in recovery drug addiction is a special kinda hell. Drugs become your priority and your best friend. I got tortured on the daily by people coming in one by one torturing me from orders from Kimberly (my ex fiance who hung herself in front of me) it was one by one. I got so caught on in drugs that it was the only way I knew. I used to numb the pain. I'm so blessed I found God again. Now I have 22+ mental breakdowns a day every day. I found out it had a lot to do with my drug use.🔥🔥🥀🥀

🥀🖤Thank you for breathing even when u wanted to die. Drugs kill you. There's nothing about it to be proud of its serious. You Matter Yo Important Yo A Someone Yo Enough Yo Worth It Yo Have A Purpose, Yo Have A Story, A Message, A Voice, A Reason, Yo A Warrior, A Soldier, A Survivor, A Fighter. You Are U && NoOne Can Be You, But YOU. Your Life Matters YOU MATTER, Yo Life Has Value &% I'm Glad Your Alive. Thank U For Being Alive. People say that I help everyone and everything obsessively && I don't stop. It's very true. This is a shout out to my unbio son that I raised as my own, Anthony Castillo-Martinez, I met him at one of the many abusive foster homes. Where it was owned illegally by Andrea/Angela && Jimmy Miller. We got tortured daily. They were not licensed foster parents. I met Lil Toni there and I escaped with him to meet up with Kimberly. We lived in a run down hotel in LA. I became homeless again. Toni got me through so much and even tho I can't find him (he's been gone for years) your my lil baby. I will always love u. U are my world and one day I hope to see u again. I hope you have a good home now. Going to school. Just doing well in general. And I'm sorry for you witnessing what Kimberly was doing to me. I love u babes with all my heart. 🖤🥀

🖤🔥🥀I failed Cedar House twice. This was a rehab in San Bernardino, California. I lied my way out. And I regret it. Funny thing is I already read the entire NA Basic Text && The AA Big Book. I have multiple sobriety apps on my phone and I have an app that that has NA && AA Speakers on it. I'm reading the How && Why and I'm so proud of myself && I couldn't have got this far without my sponsor, Jaclyn. She understands me better than any sponsor I've had in recovery. Here's a list of my mental disorders, some were caused Or made worse by drugs and alcohol🥀🔥🖤

🌙🔥🔥Schizo-Affective, Bipolar

ADHD, OLD, ODD,

PTSD, Insomnia

Depression, Anorexia

Anxiety, Autism

Borderline Personality Disorder

Severe Brain Damage

Attachment Disorder

Dissociative Identity Fund..

Multiple Personality Disorder

Narcolepsy, Critically/Clinically Insane🔥🔥🌙

🖤🥀Listen I don't need your pity, sympathy or attention these were all diagnosed by over 5 psychiatrists, and diagnosed "Insane" by over 10 doctors. DO NOT SELF DIAGNOSE!!!! Anyways. I attempted suicide over 100 times. Self harmed in anyway possible. They say I'm the most high maintenance case in the system of California. And the next time I go to a mental hospital I'm getting sent to a state institution. I would do anything to get drugs. Jeremy && Izzie Baraz were my street partners. They both passed away. All I have left in blood family is my mom and brother. My mom. Says if I pick up drugs one more time I'm never aloud back in her house. My dad injected me with meth and heroin at age 9, he also tortured me daily. He passed away in 2011. I'm glad he's dead. But I take full responsibility for my drug and alcohol habits. And I hope I never go back. One Day At A Time.🥀🖤

🔥🥀This To Shall Pass, If Not Today There's Always Tomorrow

God, Grant Me The Serenity

To Accept The Things I Cannot Change

The Courage To Change The Things I Can. &&

The Wisdom To Know The Difference

Amen🥀🔥

🔥🔥Keep Coming Back It Works If You Work It🔥🔥

🔥🔥A Moment Of Silence, For The Addict Who Still

Suffers, In And Out Of These Rooms🔥🔥

🔥🔥Staying Clean, Im Never Going Back🔥🔥

🥀🖤I almost relapsed again on New Year's. I almost asked a stranger to buy me Vodka. But God told me to stop.

I'm Always Here 4 All Of You, No matter What.

I'd Do Anything To Keep Y'all Alive && Breathing. To Make U OK. to Save && Fix U && Take Your Pain Away. I Love Y'all. Keep Coming Back.🖤🥀

[shona-sims-blog]

Other Side of the Game (An Urban Sims 4 Story)

Part 8 || Kali

 The ride to Griffey’s apartment didn’t take us long to get there. We could have easily ridden the subway, but Corianna said that she didn’t like public transportation much and wanted to get us an Uber instead. When we got out of the drivers car, she paid and I thanked him.

  “That’s Griffey’s new whip,” Corianna had said proudly pointing at a powder blue sports car as we walked pass a gated parking garage. It still had a paper tag for the license plate.

“It’s a nice car,” I thought aloud as I walked beside her. “What happened to the red one?” I asked out of curiosity. The last time that I saw Griffey, he had pulled up to the curb while we were walking from the grocery store and picked up Corianna to go shopping. Instead of the sports car, he had hopped out of a cherry red BMW and told Corianna to get in before they sped off. When she bailed I had been tasked with carrying ten shopping bags up eight flights of stairs alone, since the elevator was out of service that day.

“He wrecked it coming from Summer Jam, so he just got this one almost two weeks ago.” She shrugged. “It still smells like new car,” She laughed and continued. “It’s fast as hell too. Griff’ had let me drive it to the fashion district to pick up my Manolo boots. I did 140 going down the ave.” Corianna said casually as if that was a normal thing to do; she didn’t even have a valid driver’s license. We said nothing else for the rest of the short walk to Griffey’s apartment building. It was an easy silence since Corianna was scrolling through her Simstagram feed and I was enjoying the cool evening breeze.

  The night air was so fresh in this area unlike the smoggy pollution we breathed in daily on our side of town. This part of the city was located near the fresh water and closer to the docks where a lot of men were able to work as fishermen to provide for their families. If you journeyed pass the old fish canning factory, you could easily see the massive bridge that took you on a seven hour ride from San Myshuno to the city of Bridgeport.

  Some of the views on this side were undeniably mesmerizing and I could easily see why many of the city natives never had the desire to leave this vast metropolis. People often debated about which town was better or more beautiful, Bridgeport or San Myshuno, but you couldn’t have one without the other. The rich and famous celebrities that lived on the other side of big bridge needed the designers from The Fashion District to construct their beautiful clothes and the designers couldn’t create if they didn’t gain inspiration from the diverse street style of the trend-setting city natives. The immense array of fish that was caught by the fisherman in San Myshuno was delivered daily to the executive chefs all across Bridgeport. Along with fresh produce and other unique goods with flavors that only the Spice Market could offer.

  “Earth to Kali,” A manicured hand waved itself in front of my face. “We’re here ‘cuz,” Corianna’s voice disrupted my thoughts and brought me back to reality. As we turned the corner and approached Griffey’s apartment I could tell that the neighborhood was low income, but the buildings were made of quality brick and well-built which had made the structures last over time. They were much nicer than where we lived; the historic buildings would have been prime real estate if they weren’t located in the ghetto.

“I was just thinking,” I told her candidly.

“Girl, yo’ ass is always thinkin’ ‘bout something,” She laughed and pushed my shoulder, almost losing balance and tripping in her stilettos. “Aw! Shit! I almost fell on my behind. That’s what I get,” She adjusted her designer frames and bent sideways to check her white heels for scuff marks.

“Are you okay?” I asked in between bits of laughter, hoping that she hadn’t twisted her ankle.  She lifted her foot and wiggled it in a circular motion before we walked up the steps to the old apartment building.

“Yeah girl, I’m alright. You know I’m clumsy as hell,” She sighed and smiled widely at me. I had knots twisting in my stomach. I was extremely nervous to be around so many strangers, just because they were her friends that didn’t mean they would like me. “I told you ain’t nobody gon’ fuck with you girl. Quit being such a scaredy-cat, they’re cool.” Corianna said with a roll of her green eyes, it was as if she was reading my mind.

“Okay,” I let out the breath I had been holding and pulled a loose string that had been dangling from the hem of my shirt. “You’re right.” She made an “mmhm” sound agreeing with me. When we stepped into the elevator the metal doors shut and she punched the number four. From our view on the street, the apartment on the fourth floor had been the only one with the balcony light on.

  The elevator ride was quiet and brief, Corianna was back on her phone and I was trying to calm myself down, I held tightly onto the metal rail and took a deep breath.  It didn’t smell of filth, stale sweat, cigarettes or urine like the one in our building – which didn’t even work all of the time. When we got there, it wasn’t as nearly as many people as I had imagined it would be. There were only ten people and that included Corianna and I.

She introduced me to a few of the people there, including her friend Unique who I’d seen stop by her home before, but we had never been properly introduced before. She had the prettiest and darkest mocha skin that I’d ever seen. She told me that she had to talk to Unique about something and she’ll be right back. Even though I was in the living room with all these strangers, I still felt so alone and I started to feel anxiety flood my body. When some of the guys first attempted to include me in conversation I just felt awkward. But after a few laughs and realizing that they were just regular people, I started to feel a bit less tense and more comfortable until a question from Unique’s boyfriend caught me off-guard.

  “You look like you need to relax. Wanna buy some loud?” Geechie asked me and the other guys started laughing.

“I – I – umm, we – well,” I stuttered, but before I could respond Corianna spoke up on my behalf. I let out a sigh of relief and dropped my sweaty palms to my side from in front of my face.

“Boy, hell no she don’t.” She waived him off with a laugh saying, “That’s my lil’ cousin, from out of town. She don’t smoke that shit.” He furrowed his brows and cracked a chipped toothed smile before responding.

“Well what she smoke then? Mid?” The guy asked Corianna and laughed while looking me up and down.

“Nah, she don’t smoke at all! She a good girl, a’ight?” She rolled her eyes and he looked at her suspiciously before shrugging. I was hanging with her, different clothes, and new face or not. Corianna didn’t usually have people around her with the best of reputations and even though I probably was the only person here who wasn’t high that didn’t make me look any more of a “Good Girl” to them. 

  “You a’ight cuz?” Cori asked tapping my shoulder before narrowing her glassy eyes with concern. She had been smoking too.  

“Yeah, I’m fine,” I offered her a smile. “I really like the music, it’s great.” I honestly didn’t mind it. She returned the smile without hesitation.

“Good.” Was all she said before walking away. I appreciated her not attempting to pressure me into smoking as so-called friends attempted to peer pressure me into doing in the past. Admittedly, I was curious to know what all the hype was about, but after I saw Aunt Tammy put that switch to her only daughter for smoking when we were children I never had the desire to touch the herb. 

  Shortly after Corianna and Griffey started flirting in the living room and shared a few words the apartment started to clear out. Their funny friend Mohammad was the first to leave and soon everyone else began to follow. I had felt so much relief when everyone started to clear out of the apartment. I wondered how long it would be before we left for home too, it was getting late.

  In the midst of everyone’s departing chatter I silently escaped to the bathroom so I wouldn’t have to awkwardly say goodbye to anyone that I had met earlier. It was a lot cleaner than I thought it would be, there wasn’t dirty underwear kicked into a corner or ashes sprinkled on the floor and it was definitely larger than the bathroom we shared at Aunt Tammy’s house. I sat down on the toilet lid and watched a tiny spider crawl up the wall.

  “Hey there, are you alone too?” I whispered to the bug, wondering if he had a family of spiders hidden in a different part of Griffey’s apartment somewhere. Then I thought how ridiculous it was that I was talking to insects when I couldn’t even talk to people. I frowned at the memory of my mother reading Charlette’s Web to me as a child. I missed her voice so much, but I shook my head to pull me from my thoughts. I stood up from the toilet seat and walked to the sink.

  I couldn’t be sad right now, I was finally doing something normal and here I was hiding in a cold bathroom because I was too chicken to be social. I could even make friends with these people. My parents would be so disappointed at how I was coping with their loss. My dad was blunt and always spoke his mind. I could almost hear his gruff voice telling me to quit being a coward and show people my personality. I rinsed the rest of the soap off of my hands with cool water and decided I would say goodbye to at least one person.

  When I exited the bathroom, the living room was empty. Everyone was gone, not even Corianna and Griffey were present, and I was by myself. All of the nervousness and worry that had been present in my body had escaped, but couldn’t help to feel disappointed at the fact that I hadn’t left an impression on anyone. Suddenly I felt drained, it was well past my bedtime and the depression I started to feel wasn’t helping my energy restore.

I sat on the loveseat in the corner of the room, it was so soft and my eyelids were getting heavy. It wouldn’t hurt if I took a quick nap until Corianna and Griffey were finished with whatever they were doing. The suede like fabric on the couch smelled of smoke and cologne, it probably wasn’t the cleanest place to rest but my body was too tired to protest. I laid down and pulled my legs up on the couch before quickly dozing off to sleep.

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Here’s a real short intro to Hotshot

like, here’s a lil insight to their personalities since i went to like 9 fansigns last time they had a mini album and they give you a LOT of time to chat.

Junhyuk: Leader, Main Vocalist ex-SM trainee, strikes me as the smartest member tbh, hes super good at adjusting the way he speaks for your korean level so it’s easier to talk to him, pretty tall, really nice, super friendly, gets super embarrassed if you tell him how handsome he is and he is outrageously beautiful in person. 

Moonkyu (Timoteo): probably the most well-known/popular member pre-produce 101. Also ex-SM trainee, most people know him cuz he was nearly put in EXO and left SM when that didn’t happen. crazy good dancer. Remembers your face/name after meeting you once. Really hecking friendly and super hecking nice, absolute total sweetheart. Will tease Sungwoon. Will tell off San for being a grumpy cat. i cannot put into words how sweet and lovable he is, hes one of the nicest idols ive ever met

Sungwoon: Can get flustered pretty easily. Naturally very cute. a little shy but very warm. really hecking sweet. attentive to his fans. once sang at me cuz he felt bad he couldn't talk to me in english. will hold your hand as he signs your stuff. will try really really hard to remember your name but doesn’t have moonkyu’s skills.

Taehyun: doesn’t believe you when you tell him he’s looking prettier/more handsome even though he gets cuter literally every time I see him. Only member to actively try to speak English to me even though I told him he doesn’t have to. Really sweet and friendly, really modest. if you meet him please tell him he’s cute because it made me real sad that he didn’t think he was cute.

San: the rapper. the tsundere member. not a big talker, bit shy I guess? used to really like to mumble and then be sort of amused when I had no idea what he was saying. Lived in France for a long ass time. I didn’t actually know he could speak english until he asked who is hotshot had the best english and we said taehyun and he was super insulted lol. He’s a lovable butt. gets real testy when sat next to Moonkyu cuz fans will chat with moonkyu for ages and San get’s bored and wants them to hurry up. Moonkyu will also snark if anyone beside him doesn’t remember fans’ names. do not be put off by san’s kinda cold exterior he’s hella fun to chat to in a ‘what a butt’ kind of way. idk i’m oddly fond.

Hojung: picked as the stupidest member by Sungwoon. He’s an air-head. Looks all beefy and stuff now but he is 90% aegyo and will do all the aegyo at the drop of a hat, constantly makes hearts and blows kisses at fans. i asked him for a selca and he literally just took a selca of himself with my phone. I think he’s a little scared of foreigners tbh. he’s really sweet but is kinda dumb.