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Sabezra Week, Day 3, "Surprise!" SURPRISE CHAPTER UPDATE!!!!!
summary: sabine and ezra finally share their first kiss. unfortunately, itâs on a broadcast to every rebel cell in the galaxy. chapter word count: 1239 a/n: i decided there was no better way to celebrate "surprise" day in sabezra week than with a surprise chapter update on a sabezra fic i haven't updated since may! shoutout to the friendly and remarkable @kanerallels for betaing! taglist: @laughingphoenixleader@accidental-spice@kanerallels  @piraterefrigerator @jedi-nurse@dootchster  @lucasbridger@redroverrider  @light-umbra  @commander-tech  @jedimandalorian@notanodinarygirl {if youâd like to be added to or removed from my Sabezra taglist, let me know!}
also on ao3!
Ch. 3 Sabine Thinks She Has Some Of The Worst Friends In The Galaxy
 The Ghost crew had stood by each other in everything, through great triumphs, devastating losses, glorious victories, crushing failures, and ground-breaking successes. The Spectres were more than just a crew, they were a family, a team that always had each other's backs, no matter what.
 So, naturally, when a personal moment between Spectres 5 and 6 was broadcast to every cell in the rebellion, the only natural response from Spectres 3 and 4 was to take advantage of the situation and make things so much worse.
 Over the years, Sabine and Chopper had grown a mutual understanding of each other, a level not only of respect, but, when they had a common enemy, camaraderie. Sabine still hadn't learned binary, but she could usually understand what the astromech was saying anyways, often simply based on inflection and context. That especially rang true now as he rolled up to her and Ezra and beeped along to the tune of a familiar schoolyard taunt, something about her and Ezra, and a Veshok tree, and "Krill-Isk-Senth-Senth-Isk-Nern-Grek."
 Sabine rolled her eyes and sighed, trying to act like Chopper's teasing was childish and pathetic and not like it took great effort on her part to bring to mind that punching the droid in the sensors would do her absolutely no good.
 "I'm a mature adult now," Sabine reminded herself, "childish taunts don't have the same effect they used to. I don't need to be embarrassed that I just kissed my best friend, and that I really enjoyed it, and that, should such an opportunity present itself again...."
 Lest her expression betray her, she cut off that train of thought.
 Her one consolation right now was that at least she was handling the whole ordeal much better than Ezra. His cheeks were flushed with a magnificent sunrise of color as Chopper wheeled back around to him, followed by Zeb giving him a pat on the back that almost knocked him over.
 She quickly turned away from Ezra, afraid that the awkward smile on his face would soon be reflected by one of her own.Â
 "Play it cool," she told herself, "play it cool."
 Fortunately, at this point, all of the speeches had been concluded, and the prospect of refreshments being served in the square was apparently more interesting to the crowd gathered below than futile attempts to catch a glimpse at what was surely the hottest rebellion gossip happening on the balcony overhead.
 Which meant that, as the rest of the important rebellion heroes funneled back through the door, Sabine could make her escape and hopefully shut out all interested parties for the next three days or until this whole thing blew over, whichever came last.
 Unfortunately, the most interested party in the entire situation was Ezra, and, as luck would have it, they found themselves next to each other in the crowd.
 "So, Sabine," Ezra said.
 "Don't wanna talk about it now, Bridger," Sabine cut him off. It wasn't that she didn't want to discuss the matter with him, really. Ezra was the first person she wanted to talk to about what was on her mind. It just happened that this time he was also the last person she wanted to talk to about it. She needed time to figure her emotions out for herself, first.
 "Later, then?" Ezra asked.
 "Maybe," Sabine shrugged.
 That "maybe" should've been a "yes," or a "sure," or a "definitely," but "maybe" was easier to say. It was harder. It was stronger. It was safer. Her jaded response was an armor unto itself.
 But since when had she needed armor around Ezra? When was the last time she felt like she needed to keep her guard up around him? His compassion and wit had spent the better half of a decade wearing away at her rough exterior, until somehow she finally felt safe around him.
 Why didn't she feel safe now?
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 Sabine missed when she was a social outcast. It certainly would've made situations like this a lot easier. She wouldn't be obligated to mingle with anyone right now if they all still hated her like they used to.
 Instead, now she had to smile and nod and thank seven dozen people for thanking her for her service to the galaxy, all the while knowing that behind their smiles was the memory of the not-so-private moment she and Ezra had shared. Most of the people in attendance didn't know Sabine well enough to broach the subject with her, of course, but there were a few notable exceptions.
 "You didn't mention there was anything between you and the Loth Rat," Ketsu said, leaning on Sabine's shoulder like an arm rest.
 "It's a recent development," Sabine said, looking away and trying to sound disinterested.
 "Well, don't look now, 'cause here he comes," Ketsu said.
 Sabine looked up and saw Ezra in the distance, shoving something into his pocket. He seemed upset, but when he looked up at her, a smile washed over his face.
 "Oh no," Sabine said, "I'm not talking to him about it yet."
 "Really?" Ketsu asked. "I'd've thought you would've gotten it over with and turned him down already."
 "Why would I do that?" Sabine asked, turning to give her friend the full face of the mandalorian rage coursing her veins, "he's a great guy, and a good friend, and he's funny and cute and kind andâŠ."
 Sabine stopped talking when she noticed the knowing twinkle in her friend's eye. Sure, Ezra was the resident Loth Rat, but Sabine had all too easily fallen for the bait in Ketsu's trap.
 "Looks like he's growing on you," Ketsu said, as she winked and walked away.
 Sabine looked back at Ezra and saw him walking closer, close enough that walking away would be a faux pas, yet still far enough that she had plenty of time to overthink her response as he approached.
 "Hey," Sabine said, as neutrally as she could manage.
 "I know you don't want to talk about, well, you know," Ezra said, "but, uh, we're still chill to hang out, right?"
 "Uh, sure," Sabine said. Since making a slew of mistakes was pretty much keeping in theme with how the day was going, she decided not to waste time trying to stop herself from getting lost in his eyes, letting all the words those rich blue worlds said at once completely envelop her.
  "Good," Ezra said, and Sabine couldn't tell if he was even aware of the effect his tone and expression had on her in that moment, "because no matter what happens to us, I hope we never stop being friends."
 Sabine nodded, trying to find something to say that wasn't "I need you to kiss me again, right now," or anything along the same lines or even worse.
 "Yeah," Sabine smiled, despite her best effort, "me too."
 He opened his mouth as though to say something, but stopped himself, letting out a deep sigh as he did her a horrible favor and turned away from her, breaking the gaze they'd been locked in before either of them did something stupid again.
 "Glad to see we're still cool," Ezra said, scratching the back of his neck and turning away from her as he spoke.
 "Yeah," Sabine said.
 After a silence that was almost long enough to be awkward, Sabine walked away without another foolish word.
#sabezra#fanfic#fanfiction#kazzy writes#sabine wren#ezra bridger#canon divergence#otp: im counting on you#star wars rebels#STAR CROSSED REBELLION HEROES SHARE A PASSIONATE KISS ON LIVE BROADCAST (NOT CLICKBAIT!!!!!)
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feel like I've genuinely spent at least a quarter of my day too horny to think. i was going to do some kind of art today but I've been thinking about the boy...
#for like the third day in a row#me: I've gotten so much hotter fr like i'm SO hot now and i was already hot i can't believe this#me when a friend who knew me from before says he thinks I'm hot: buddy what do you MEAN??Âż?¿¿ đ”âđ«đ” really?? đđŸđđŸ#i enjoy his friendship and his company âĄâ and i don't want to make it weird so i needed to cool off for a couple hours (â ïœĄâ ïŸâ Ïâ â ïœĄâ )#i just kinda asked him if he wants anything more of me and what his boundaries are :3c and we can go frm there#i don't like to drive myself crazy wondering and letting a crush build. i nip it in the bud before it consumes me by just asking đ#this isn't my first crush on him but i did keep the other ones to myself.. he's different đđŸđđŸ but things r p different these days#and it's been a while since we've last seen each other. I've never been more attracted to him than i am now đ”âđ«đ”âđ«#what happened.. wait no we have been getting closer i suppose. I remember always wanting to know him more in our#friend group back then and i feels rly nice to actually understand him more these days (âÂŽâĄ`â) ⥠to be seen and understood myself.#it's a whole thing lol but basically i split off frm our old group then he kinda got kicked out and the group fell apart#but then we reconnected months later and we're better friends than we've ever been :3 i like him and appreciate him either way âĄâ #đźâđš having a crush on someone is so exhilarating yet exhausting lmaoo. he's a good boy though i like himmm Êâ  â êâ ᎄâ êâ Ê#ougggh... waaaahh.... auhgggghhhhggggg........#i haven't had a crush on someone in a while (â ïœĄâ ïŸâ Ïâ â ïœĄâ ) I've been blissfully hanging w my bestie but he keeps getting me#god..
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Rules: bold the ones that are true and tag some friends
tagged by @zeesqueere, tagging @ivy-lavender, @tootiredtoosadtooangry, @hyperbolicgrinch, @myriad-of-colors, @papangphromphiriya, @ambivartence, @avizou and whoever else wants to. tis not an obligation either
Appearance
iâm over 5â5â // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i donât often smile // i am [most of the time] pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards
Hobbies and talents
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i [usually] travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand
Relationships
i am in a romantic relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online
Aesthetic
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season
Miscellaneous
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the [designated by my own friend's parents] mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy Mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs
#let me ramble a bit here now that i'm finished dvfghsf#i actually prefer a combo of tight/fitted clothes vfshf#and by 'pleased with my looks' i understand. that i don't hate looking at the mirror? most of the time? i look at it's just.#'hi me. we're doing well today!' 'hi. oh god you look tired as fuck'#but it also helps that i focus on my face. not that i'm particularly beautiful or handsome but. it's my face! with emotions passing by!#with some light in my eyes! with dimples even! what's not to learn to like?#can i say i can still play the piano when i haven't touched one in years đđ i want to play again tho. to learn again.#i have won a trophy!!! for a second place BUT i have a trophy! and a medal!! twas not a big thing but i still did it!! twas archery-related#yes i will consider this as my crush confessing to me bc if zee hadn't asked me out well. we wouldn't be here dbfskjdf#i am Obsessed with colours actually. especially how light and colour interact. you can imagine my disappointment each time i try#to take a pic of the sky with my shitty phone camera :pensiveclown:#and yes i am the mom friend but like. not by choice most of the time lol
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I hate being obsessive over someone. I feel like I'm heading there and I don't want to be overly clingy either. Ugh. I don't know if it's a bipolar thing, a possible crush thing, a loneliness thing or a combo of all three. My medicine has been working pretty good so far but I'm a little concerned that someone is taking up a little too much room in my headspace. I like this person BUT I do not want to slide back into my weird obsessive loops like I used to when crushing. That's embarassing and unhealthy. Ugh.
#I don't think I'm quite obsessed yet but I talk to them a lot#We've talked every day since we met#Hmm that was dumb of me because I get easily attached#What would you do bipolar edition#I unfortunately have had obsessive tendancies in the past due to all of those reasons above#This is definitely something for my therapist who I'm seeing tomorrow fortunately but yeah#I'm on a new medicine and this is the first time since taking the new med (Vraylar) that I've crushed on anyone#Not that I haven't been looking or talking to other people since I started Vraylar- I have but this one person is sticking for me#bonus points if you guessed it was my new friend- my demisexual ass is so predictable#dating#friendship#bipolar disorder#bipolar#actually bipolar#Vraylar#Vraylar IS in general better than Depakote because I would already be obsessed and not even questioning it if I were on Depakote still#Sorry I HATE the cringy obsessive side of bipolar it's just gross#mychatter
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Vent: ?
In 5th grade I had the assumption that it would be just as nice as elementary school had been. No one ever told me otherwise. No one ever told me about most of the differences.
I knew that I would be bullied already. No one had to tell me that. My parents had already warned me of bullies and what to do. I hadn't had too many experiences yet, but I knew they were coming. I still felt pretty prepared.
But of course when 6th grade came, just by the first day I was disappointed. I didn't expect something big and great, but I didn't think I would be thrown into it like this.
I didn't know I met both of my bullies here.
NBB really hadn't bullied me before this garde. Only ever persuaded me into things. Not always bad things. But I would always do them. I like making people happy.
But because my expectations were ruined so bad, I decided to no longer have expectations at all.
It doesn't sound necessarily like a bad idea. But it turned out to be that way.
I couldn't find a way to balance it.
It wasn't really just that I was let down. But it was that everything that everything was became worse. And everything worse became terrible. So that was the mindset I was in.
But doing this has made it to where I don't get excited for things anymore. Unless I'm really certain.
Which makes things like governor school have a bad cloud over them in the beginning.
Things that are bad I don't prepare for well. Because I don't have my expectations there.
I wish that I could just take it off now or something. But I don't think so.
I really enjoyed governor school. I liked it. So wish that I could've let myself be excited instead of assuming it would be another disaster.
Bad things did happen there. But bad things happen everywhere. And I liked being able to be around people who didn't bully me and were supportive.
I liked it there.
I miss how it was there.
On the day before the last I felt like I had finally acclimated to it. But then I had to go.
#cheeseburgerboy#id like to be somewhere like that again.#im going to be doing something simar to it. but only for one week rather then two#it seems to be futher away from home.#id like to get excited for it. but im just so scared.#the disappointment is so crushing. and it hurts so bad being ripped away from something you hoped to enjoy#i don't want to be excited for my birthday. i still assume disaster and pain. so i have been trying to not expect much from it#im sure it will be good. but im still scared#especially since the people i bring there will be staying overnight probably.#im still to scared to call any of them my friends#because of what NBB did to me probably.#haven't had much luck with that.#very confused on her stance.#seems fine but she say something and it gets weird.#kittykiddy#cookiebearcat#whatevs#acclimated.#NBB ex is weird and i don't like him#privacy invader.
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being friends with someone who constantly throws pity parties for themselves is fucking exhausting.
#this isn't about anyone that follows me here or that i follow here.#but i have a friend in a group where just..... every time someone says something good about us as a group#they feel the need to put themselves down on main and interrupt the conversation.#it's fucking tiring.#the comment was 'i can't believe we're all academics' and i responded 'it's wild but great'#and then they just go 'i feel really dumb but i guess i'm an academic sometimes' and then the convo gets derailed#like the two of us were literally celebrating that we're all nerdy academics together but now it's managing their emotions on how stupid-#-they feel.#i am so tired. this happens all the time.#i get it. i get it. when i had horrid self-esteem (as if i don't have that now) i felt the need to do this#but like. it's not productive and it's killed the vibe. and i wish they would knock it off but it's unfortunately a pattern of behavior#that happens all the time. and i wish i knew what to do about it bc it's getting on my nerves.#like i said. nobody here is doing this. this is a different person. if you think it's about you No It Isn't#(and if you think you know who i'm talking about no you don't)#idk i just wind up in the position of talking them down all the time and trying to steer them in a more positive direction#and i'm running out of energy for it and it's wearing on me.#they're fun to talk to sometimes but i think over the last few years i've turned into their therapist friend.#'how do i ask someone out' 'do i drop my crush bc i haven't confessed and they aren't acting the way i'd hoped'#'why do i feel like shit all the time' idk man stop fucking asking me#i'm not cut out for this. One Single Class stressed me out so badly i wound up in therapy again. like. i'm Unqualified.#and i'm dissatisfied that i'm stuck in this role and idk how to get out of it
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started rereading the pjo series the other day actually wawawa still my favorite fr it means the world to me :(( but yeah also! rewatched big hero 6 and ngl it probably really is my favorite movie for many personal reasons hehe AND THEN also watched the first part of hamilton on tv w my parents they loved it hehehe
#⯠ê°á starry thoughts à»ê± *·Ë#okay that's all just a quick update on me and my life since i loveee to share all that#OKAY OKAY THOUGH YEAH i really love my (extended) family. i am super shy but you know what i love them sooo much#i already miss my aunt so much sniffs the whole holy week break felt like a dream tbh. i loved that she came over and etc etc#and also brought her (GAY !!) friend and then idk she's the best and so supportive and i came out to her right. first one irl. means a lot.#but yeah having experiences w her (esp her gay guy friend tho) meant a lot to me LMFAO idk it feels like those. crush feels but platonic#anyway <3 idk what else. uhm. yeah. that's basically it#oh an old friend from middle school dmned me bcs my personal instagram note was a rainbow flag and heart face so . yk#i came out to them back then and they're on the lgbtq community too so HELL YEAH sorry it's been days tho and i haven't replied back aha#you see. i am a mess. i haven't gotten to a lot of stuff especially because i for some reason have this. i need to. you see#i need to... if i am doing something i have to put in All My Effort. so i am literally reading everything my teachers give and say#and. literally everything. and i am definitely FAR far away from getting near to finished but hell yeah RAGHHH#I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE CONCERT NEXT MONTH OH MY GOD IT'S IN LIKE 3/4 WEEKS NOW ONLY WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK#my dad has been listening to the 1975 tons (he said he has now listened to all their songs. idk if thats true but i think so)#idk yeah just makes me happy uh etc love family etc motivated but a mess uh etc. goodnight
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girl help I'm thinking. about that guy again.
#i wore my fob necklace today and it reminded about that time in science class that the kid across from me asked what it meant#and the guy i had (have) a crush on told him because he was sat next to me#and how that same kid went to a fob show with the guy i liked (they were friends ig idk) and i was so jealous#and when he was talking about it i just exploded basically#i mean i would have been jealous of anyone in my class seeing them in concert but the fact that it was him#i thought about how much fun that would have been#and ofc being like 13 and a fanfic reader yaknow#you can imagine what i daydreamed about#also apparently hes like mean now or so ive heard from my neighbor which was awful to hear#i dont think hes mean because he said hi to me that one time last year or whatever#also the friend i heard that from doesnt know i had a crush on him#i haven't told her#i dont really want to tbh#i did tell her about when i saw him tho i just didn't say who it was#just that i had a crush on him and was confused as to how he recognized me#basically what i posted here when it happened#man talking about this is so like exhilarating#i feel like mabel gravity falls rn#everytime i think about my real crushes it is like wow fictional crushes do not compare for me#at least not anymore#maybe i need a new real crush idk#winona has something to say#crush talk
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#do I???? have a crush???#I've genuinely never had a crush so I genuinely don't know if this is it?????#like; I've been excited before bc of making friends; and I mean REALLY excited; but somehow i feel it different???#or maybe not???#do I just find her super cool???#like; we've literally just met I need to chill???#like; I've never gotten the difference between romantic and platonic 'love'; so sometimes I was like#'what if I have a crush in one of my friends and I just haven't realized?đ€'#so I tried to; like; imagine??? if I wanted to date them or smth; and it was an obvious and immediate nope#but with this girl... idk??? it doesn't feel so wrong i guess???#but then again we barely know each other we met barely some weeks agođđđđ#we've been talking every day tho; and I just feel so comfortable???#bruh idfk what the fuck am I feeling anymore đđđđ#I'm probably just freaking out for nothing but anyways
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Hi!!! Hope your doing wonderfully đ«¶I absolutely adore your work! And this is the first time in asking anything, but if you haven't yet can you do a shy guys x popular reader with a lil spice but no smut! I'd appreciate it đ„č have a lovely day or night đ©·
YUUUMMYYY oh my goodness i spiced but i think i spiced too much and if i did i am SO SORRY IM JUST A FREAK!!! but i hope you enjoy this piece and thank you so much for sending in a request!! MWAHH <33
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{pairings (separate): shy satoru gojo, megumi fushiguro, & yuji itadori x popular f!reader}
summary: how the boys are pathetically down bad for favorable you <3
warnings: college!au, mentions of drinking, HELLAAA sexual mentions and theming mdni, no smut but girl damn near it, pining af, cursing, aged up characters, afab!reader, pet names, they want you BAD in each of their stories HEHEHE, mentions of alcohol.
word count: 5.3k
authors note: WHO WANTS MLB!MEGUMI BC I SURE FUCKING DO!! HES COMING NEXT MY LOVES but hereâs a little something to keep you fed in the meantime <33 I HOPE YOU GUYS LOVE IT! ILY!
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âËâË. SATORU GOJO âËâË.
satoru wasnât by any means a loner in college.
he had his own cute little group of friends and his own cute little outings and his own cute little interactions with his classmates, his rank on the popularity scale running somewhere around the middle (something he can thank his gorgeous eyes and gorgeous face for), but never even coming close to where you were at, a place many tried to reach but never had the qualities that you didâ your place being at the top.
but satoru was too shy for his own good. too timid as he watched your breathtaking magnificent self walk down the halls and right by him in between classesâ surrounded by people, you barely even noticing him, but him already memorizing the exact scent of your perfume you chose to wear that day, watching with love struck eyes and sweaty palms as his sickingly sweet obsession over you only grew by the years.
you were an absolute goddess in his eyes. you could never hurt him or be mean to him even if you tried, and it was a little pathetic how much he liked youâ his little boyish crush that only shrunk him down to the mere size of a lady bug, his increased bashfulness when youâre around only doing him more harm than good as it started to affect his studies and sleep schedule.
but that wasnât your fault, oh absolutely not.
it was his. all his. he wanted to take the blame for everything. he doesnât care what.
even when you accidentally bumped into him at a party one night because you were a little tipsy, him stumbling over and you apologizing profusely as his heart stopped upon realizing it was you. and even when you accidentally dropped your red solo cup on his favorite blue washed jeans later on, your alcoholic beverage leaving a patch of wet on his thigh that made you apologize profusely to him again, satoru shaking his head and telling you repeatedly that it was his fault. he was in your way. he should be sorry.
you could dump an entire twenty five ounce bottle of smirnoff on his head and heâd still tell you he was to blame. thatâs how much he liked you.
so as you gently took his hand and tugged him to stand up, you leading him through the crowd, your fingers interlaced with his? satoru went into a fucking frenzy.
his cheeks burned as you led him up the stairs and to the nearest bathroom, your lovely skin tight dress squeezing and hugging you in every right way in front of him that he internally panicked as he felt his dick stretch against his jeans, him wanting to end it all as he hoped you didnât notice it and think he was a pervert.
âoh my god iâm so sorryââ you pulled him in and shut the door behind you, silencing what seemed like twenty different people calling out to you, for your attention, satoru swooning over the way you paid them no mind in return and focused entirely on him.
he felt so lucky.
he awkwardly sat himself at the edge of the tub as you crouched down and rummaged through the cupboard below the sink, your lips in a cute pout.
âi always get so stupid when iâm buzzed and i totally didnât see you when i was walkingâŠâ
your tone was whiny and apologetic, and satoruâs heart physically could not take it.
âitâsâ itâs okay..â he mumbled shyly, cheeks pink. âit was me iââ he averted his gaze once you turned to look at him. âi wasnât paying attentionâŠâ
âbut are you okay though?â your voice was immensely sweet and doting, it almost sounding like you were babying him as you walked over to him with a damp hand towel.
and he was all fucking over it.
he stiffly nodded and looked down at his lap, throat closing.
âi put a stain remover on this so i at least donât leave a red mark on your jeans!â you smiled, an enchanting one at that as your clear lip gloss glistened under the dim light. âand iâm really sorry again! i hope i didnât ruin the party for youâŠâ
his eyes shot up and he shook his head frantically. ânâno! you didnât itâs okay!â he tugged at the collar of his button up, feeling a little hot. âyâyou did nothing wrong...â
you gleamed, and as satoru reached a trembling hand up for the towel to clean himself off, you pulled it back with a cute shake of your head.
âiâm doing it, silly! iâm the one who spilled it.â
âbut!ââ
you got down on your knees in front of him and his hands literally slapped over the edges of the tub as he gripped it tightly, his knuckles turning pure white as you calmly spread his legs and inserted yourself in between, your face fucking hovering over his dick and his cheeks turning even pinker as lewd thoughts dashed across his sick mind.
you noticed the look on his face and laughed.
âare you nervous? donât be! iâm just gonna clean you up and ill be out of your way love.â
satoru didnât want you out of his way, not ever. and the way you called him love had him already picturing you in a pretty white dress with a veil walking down the aisle to him.
he swallowed.
you had your arms resting over his thighs for support as you rubbed a circular tugging motion over the spot on his jeans, your eyebrows pinched in concentration as you tried to get the red stain out, your soft hair slipping from your shoulders and landing over his lap with satoruâs fingers itching to touch it.
âat the last party i threw, i also spilled a drink on a guy.â you giggled.
he felt a twinge of bubbling jealousy.
âdid youââ he nervously looked at you. âdid you also⊠help him?â
you smiled cutely. ânope! because he was making out with someone in the middle of my kitchen and he was in my way.â
thank god.
you huffed and leaned back to sit on your calves. âlikeâ have some decency. i get you want to have a little kiss but if youâre doing it right where the vodka mix is? blocking it? iâm not helping you. your girl can help you.â
satoru giggled a little, and you folded the towel neatly and settled it beside you, proud of your work at removing the stain from his pants as you set your hands on your hips.
âand what about you?â
âme?â he mumbled.
âmhm!â you raised a silly brow and leaned closer to him, satoru inching backwards nervously at the proximity. âhave you ever made out with someone like that?â
âwellâ wellââ
satoruâs never kissed anyone.
âwell what?â
he ran a slow embarrassed hand through his fluffy white hair and grimaced.
satoru is timid, shy, friendly, and a dork. but one thing he isnât? is a liar. especially if it was youâ even though all he wanted to do in life was impress you and have you not think he was a fucking loser.
âiâve never uhââ he struggled. âkissed⊠someone.â
his words were so quiet and mumbly, completely ashamed of himself as his cheeks continued to glow pink.
but your eyes widened.
âwhat? youâve never kissed anyone?â
he shook his head, eyes to his lap.
âbut youâre so hot?â
satoru shot up. âhâhuh?â
âyeah!â you grinned. âyou are! have you ever had a girlfriend?â
he shook his head again.
âwhat?! how?!â
you placed a shocked hand over your mouth, your voice soft and astonished. âwhat a crimeâŠâ
he smiled shyly at your compliments, reduced to absolute putty in your hands at the moment as he couldnât believe you thought he was even remotely attractive.
you confidently swung your arms up and threw them around his neck, and he froze.
your eyes were really suggestive, your gorgeous face looking up at him and his wide eyes looking down at you, your fingers gently running across the back of his neck and hair as he almost whimpered at what you were doing.
âwanna kiss me?â
ây-you?â he choked out, and you giggled softly.
âuh huh! oâonly if youâre okay with itââ you pulled away a little, shoulders deflating. âi just figuredââ
satoru noticed the way you started to lean back, your arms slipping from around his shoulders and his hands shot out thenâ grabbing your wrists as he pulled you back in and settled them around him.
was this real? actually? or was he just really drunk?
âyes!â he settled down a bit, sheepish. âyes iâiâm okay with it.â
you took in his eager bashful expression, and grinned.
âokay!â
you leaned and kissed his soft lips, pulling satoru in as his fingers shakily snaked over your waist and around you, not believing for a second that he was actually kissing you.
and you moved your lips slowly and delicately over his, trying to pry his mouth open more with your tongue and guide him on how to kiss you back, him diverting all of his focus to that as he tried to mimic your movements.
it started with innocent pecks at first, you trying to ease him into it and not make it overwhelming for him as you carefully amped up the difficulty little by little.
and he got the hang of it, fast, and you squeaked a noise of surprise when he suddenly shoved his long tongue in your mouth and slid his hands further down to your ass, squeezing as if he had every right to, completely forgetting that he technically didnât.
what a greedy little thing⊠but you loved it.
he instantly pulled back.
âsorry iâm sorry!â he sputtered, pulling his hands to his chest like heâd just touched something scalding hot. âi donât know why iââ
you giggled. âitâs okay! i liked it.â
âyâyou did?â
âuh huh!â you nodded, leaning in seductively. âmaybe you should do it again⊠and maybe underneath my dress, to get a better feel yâknow?â
satoru couldnât even respond as you latched your lips back on his, and he kissed you back desperately, wanting to impress you and do good for you so he could properly earn the right to feel you up like you had requested.
but he got greedier, and his hands were back on your ass squeezing and palming the fat of it, breathing heavily through his nose as he started to tug your dress up a little to feel your skin, the lace of your panties grazing his fingertips and making him fucking light headed.
his body was literally numb as you pulled apart suddenly, both of your lips swollen and red.
âwanna go to my room?â
âËâË. MEGUMI FUSHIGURO âËâË.
âif i canât do it iâm turning the car around.â
âmegs you cannot do that when we get there though!â
megumi shook his head. âand why not?â
âbecause youâll scare every one away! what the hell is âwith this treasure i summonâââ
âyeah so that way everyone will think iâm a freak and leave me the fuck alone!â
you and megumi have been best friends since middle school, carbon copies of tweedle dee and tweedle dum as your personalities matched with each otherâs so identically yet so differently at the same time, that you both bickered every waking second you were together.
which was all of the time.
though you had a better reputation than megumi did. you were popular, beautiful, and everyone wanted to get to know you as your unique personality struck joyous chords with anyone that was lucky enough to come across and get to know you.
all things megumi would never admit out loud to your face.
and he was just regularâ popularity and social statuses something he didnât give a shit about as he kept to himself and didnât speak to a single soul unless it was yours.
âbut i thought you said you wanted to come with me!â you whined.
megumi huffed and made a sharp turn as he drove. âyou dragged me i told you no i donât like parties and you started cryingââ
âokay and?â you grumbled. âwhat so now i canât cry in front of you? i canât show my emotions and use my right of freedom of speech?ââ
âoh my god.â he dragged an exasperated hand down his cheek. âyouâre putting words into my mouthââ
âand youâre putting knives into my heart with how much you hate me.â
he parked on the side of the street and turned off the ignition, hooking his keys on one of his belt loops before he gave you an annoyed look.
âam i not in the car.â
âyou are.â
âand am i not here at this party with you.â
âyou are.â
âso what more do you want.â
âa kiss.â
âfuck offââ megumi pressed his hand flat on the side of your head and nudged you away before stepping out of the car with pink cheeks, your laughter ringing through the air as you shut the door and ran to catch up with him.
âjust be nice please. my friends sometimes wanna talk to you and you look like youâre plotting.â
âmaybe itâs because i donât wanna talk to them.â he mumbled.
through his hard exterior, you knew megumi was just shy, and often times had difficulty talking to people or expressing himselfâ you really being the only exception in his life.
thatâs why in every social situation that you dragged him to, he clung to you like sticky stubborn gum and never left your sideâ you of course not minding at all and it actually making you feel better to have him always there, your thing being interlocked pinkies as you navigated.
âno itâs because youâre shy and thatâs okay!ââ
megumi scoffed and kept walking, but the minute you both walked across the lawn and up the steps of the porch, he turned around and let you in front of himâ his pinky out like usual.
you smiled softly to yourself and looped yours with his, pinkies closing like a lock before you pulled him inside.
it was dark and humid as fuck already, and you tried your best to politely push through the crowd of hammered and sweaty people in search for the kitchen, you not realizing how megumi literally pushed and shoved people behind you so they wouldnât topple you over, them too inebriated to care.
ây/n!â
âhi guys!â you gushed, your crowd of friends beaming at the sight of you and handing you drinks without you even having to ask, you passing one back to megumi smoothly.
you both mostly spent the night mingling and drinking with your friends, playing little games and giggling quietly whenever someone would ask megumi a question and he would just stammer in response, blushing and grumpy at your teasing once he got the interaction over with.
and at some point, half of your friends had gone to the main area to dance, and you turned to him.
âmegs.â
âyes.â
âdo you wanna dance with me?â
âfuck no.â
âwhyyyy!â you whined, dropping your forehead on his shoulder.
âbecause i donât like dancing.â
âno oneâs gonna notice anyways! itâs dark over there like completely.â you looked at him. âjust come with me please.â
âno.â
âiâll give you a kissy.â
megumi gave you a deadpanned look. âwhat is it with you wanting to give me a kiss?â
you ignored his comment. âiâll do anything.â
ânope.â
âfine.â you stood up and tugged your dress down. âiâm just gonna ask some other guy and maybe when i tell him heâll get a kiss out of it heâll do itââ
megumi quickly grabbed your wrist, eyes narrowed.
âare you actually?â
âyes.â
his heart dropped.
âyouâre gonna pimp yourself out for a dance?â
âyes! you know i love to danceââ
megumi stood and grabbed your hand, dragging you to the dance floor as you cheered and happily skipped behind him.
upon arriving, he remained stiff, bored, and fucking nervous with flushed cheeks and crossed arms while you danced, gently swaying and moving to the beat as bright neon laser lights occasionally drifted across the crowdâ illuminating red cheeks and sweaty bodies.
it really was incredibly dark, and megumi could barely even see you standing in front of him as the bass of the music drummed through his body.
he let you when you reached up and uncrossed his armsâ instead wrapping them around your waist as you threw your arms around his neck, him swallowing thickly.
âdance megs.â you spoke gently in his ear. âlike this just swayââ
you moved your hips a little more, and though he didnât exactly copy you, he stiffly just kind of swayed with you.
âi hate dancing.â
you laughed. âdo you hate me?â
âno.â
far from it actually.
âthen this should be fuunnn! just let loose a little.â
âi am letting loose.â he grumbled.
âyou feel like a little stick though.â
âa stick?!â
you giggled loudly, throwing your head back as you did, the sight making megumi melt.
âyes! iâm gonna start break dancing if you donât.â
he gave you an incredulous look. âhuh? youâre not serious.â
âthat i am.â
ây/n iâm moving with you iâm dancingââ
âbut your arms are just around my waist! youâre not even moving with me what are you talking about?!â
âwhat are you talking about?!â
you huffed and stopped moving. âiâm gonna dance with someone elseââ
you let go of him and turned but megumi only pulled you back.
âno youâre not and youâre not kissing them either so donât even think about itââ
âyou canât tell me what to doââ
you pushed at his chest with both of your hands, trying to get him to let go of your waistâ his strong grip not letting you.
âwhy are you being such a brat?!â he exclaimed.
you broke free and started walking.
âa brat thatâs gonna dance with someone else!ââ
megumi flew and grabbed your shoulders, spinning you back around before literally smashing his lips to yours, your eyes widening in complete shock.
there was your kiss.
he pulled away. âsâsorry iââ
you shook your head and grabbed his cheeks, bringing his lips back in to yours as they moved sloppily and fast, almost matching with the music as his arms engulfed around your waist and pulled you in.
you swiped your tongue over his and whimpered, you figuring he couldnât hear it over the music but being dead wrong as he felt the blood rush to his dick the minute he heard it.
you pulled away. âwhat areâ what are we doing?â
his chest heaved as he looked at you, cheeks pinky like always and eyes blown wide. âi donâtâ i donât knowââ
you wiped your wet mouth with the back of your hand. âdo you wannaâ stop? iââ
you didnât know why you were asking, knowing damn well you didnât want to stop.
âfuck no.â
âokayââ
and his mouth was back on yours, kissing you and running his hands up and down over your body in absolute need, you doing the same as you ran your hands over his chest and down, down, downâŠ
âcan iââ you spoke in between kisses. âiâm gonnaââ
megumi did it for you and pressed your hand flat against his groin, you palming him slowly as he took in a sharp inhale and broke from your lips, his arms coming up to wrap around your shoulders with his cheek mushed up against the side of your head, eyes screwed shut at how good it felt.
you continued to palm him through his jeans, going a little firmer when you felt his breath literally tremble in your ear as he shook.
âshitââ his arms tightened around you. âwaitââ pant âiâm gonna cum in my pants if you keepââ
âdo it.â
âno!â he choked and his hips pressed into your palm, wanting more. âletâs goâ to the car. the car pleaseââ
you nodded and pulled back, but stopped.
âmegs if we do this we canât go back, okay?â your chest heaved, a little fidgety. âwe canâtâ we canât go back to being just friends i donât wanna be just friendsââ
he shook his head and looped his pinky with yours, leading you through the crowd and speaking over his shoulder.
âwe wonât.â he started.
âi donât wanna be just friends anymore either.â
âËâË. YUJI ITADORI âËâË.
being good at math had its perks.
yuji was able to get by in every math related class, never had an issue with studying, and even tutored some of his friends and classmates as a side job to pay for his college classes and tuition.
but the minute you approached him one dayâ you, one of the most popular girls on campus, president of your sorority, life long crush and the most gorgeous girl he had ever seen, asking if he was able to tutor you on wednesdays?
being good at math became a blessing and a curse.
yuji thought he was well off at math⊠but if he was to tutor you, he wanted to be fucking albert einstein at it so he didnât look like a fucking idiot if he happened to come across a topic he didnât know how to teach.
and as he sat on his desk chair in his dorm, textbooks and materials laid out and ready to go as he wiped his clammy hands on his pants for the thousandth fucking time, he heard you softly knock on his door.
oh fuck.
âhi yuji!â you greeted sweetly, him smiling back at you as he stepped to the side to let you in.
âhey! were you able to find my building okay?â
you both walked over to his desk and sat down, you right next to him on an extra chairâ your perfume engulfing his senses and your pretty hair over your shoulders neatly.
âoh no i was fine!â you got your little notebook out with your pencil case. âone of my friends is dorming in this building too so i knew where it was.â
he nodded happily and politely, shitting it inside but doing a damn fucking good job at not showing itâ though the reddening of his cheeks was something he couldnât control no matter how hard he tried.
since you could only see him once a week, the duration of the tutoring sessions was a lot longer than the rest of his clients, and though yuji literally offered to tutor you for free whenever you wanted, you profusely denied and mentally decided to pay him double for his kindness.
you nervously fiddled with your fingers as he opened the textbook and flipped through the chapters you needed help with, and upon noticing, he frowned.
âsorry is it hot in here? i could openââ
âno! itâs okay!â you shook your head. âsorry i justâ iâm really bad at math so iâm sorry if you canât get anything through my headâŠâ
you giggled nervously, and yuji just about cried.
âoh! donât worry about that! thatâs why iâm here to help.â
he beamed, his smile so big and bright that you found yourself copying his exact expression.
he was so nice.
âright!â
and he did help. yuji was exceptional at teaching, and concepts you had found hard to grasp before during class by your own professor was easy peasy with him, his bubbly and animated way of teaching you something that pulled you in and kept you engaged.
after two hours of tutoring, yuji sat back on his desk chair and exhaled.
âphew, letâs take a break! is that fine?â
âmhm!â you chirped, putting your pencil down and smiling. âyouâre really good at teaching yuji, like really good.â
âoh thanks!â he blushed, giving you a cute little smile. âiâ i like math so i just, teach yâknow..â
you nodded. âwhatâs your major? is it something to do with that?â
âoh noââ he shook his head. âiâm majoring in finance so i get a lot of math classes.â
âhuh?!â you gasped, completely astonished. âi thought your major had something to do with teaching iâveâ iâve never understood math before until you⊠youâre brilliant!â
he gulped, your praises washing over him and making him feel tingly all over.
yuji gave you a wobbly shy smile. âtâthank you y/n!â
you grinned kindly, your pretty face making him want to word vomit how gorgeous he thought you were and maybe even sort of ask you to be his wife.
âdo you umâ are you thirsty? i haveââ
he shot up clumsily and walked over to his mini fridge. âi have water? hereââ
he didnât even let you respond as he took a bottle of cool water and handed it to you, you taking it gratefully.
âiâ i also have these!â
he reached in again and gave you a little glazed donut pastry, wrapped neatly in a clear bag that had the bakeryâs logo on the front.
âoh no yuji itâs okay!â your eyebrows pinched together in worry. âi donât wanna take whatâs yours just the water is fine!â
he shook his head and closed the fridge, sitting back down on the chair next to you. âitâs all good! itâs your reward for hanging on for two hours of tutoring.â
his smile was so kind and sweet, and you bit your bottom lip as you softly thanked him.
âhowâs umâ howâs your sorority going?â yuji asked.
âmy sorority?â you tilted your head to the side. âhowâd you know iâm in a sorority?â
âoh! wellââ he went completely fucking pink. âsâsorry youâre kind of popular so i just heard..â
you hummed and quickly nodded. âno itâs okay! i didnât know people were talking about me like that.â
you laughed a little, and yuji thought you were so humble.
âitâs going great! itâs really kind of you to ask.â you crossed your legs and leaned an elbow on your knee, your chin coming down to rest on the palm of your hand. âitâs a little stressful to manage but i love my girls so, they definitely make it easier.â
yuji lit up. âthatâs great! iâm glad itâs going well⊠iâ i know i donât know much about sororities and things like that but i have no doubt in my mind that youâre the most qualified and deserving of a position like thatâŠâ
your eyes softened, and your heart literally ached in the best way over his compliment.
âthank you yuji⊠seriously. youâre so nice!â
you giggled, and it made him gnaw at the inside of his cheek.
the tutoring session continued after that, and just when you had reached your final hour, you slumped over his desk and groaned softly.
âiâm sorry yuji⊠my motivation is running out.â
he laughed softly. âitâs okay! it happens. if you want we can stop hereââ
âno!â you shot up. âi have to get through it iâll be so mad at myself if i donât.â
he looked at you, his eyes gentle. âyouâre doing really great so far y/n.â
you blushed, âthank youâŠâ
you stood suddenly and reached over to flip through the pages of the textbook, completely unaware of the way your boobs were practically shoved up his face as his breath hitched, hands tightening on the arms of his desk chair.
you really hadnât noticed, you innocently wanting to just look and see how many chapters you had left to cover, but when you sat back down and quirked an eyebrow over yujiâs flushed face and blown out pupils⊠it clicked.
was he interested in you like you were with him?
maybeâŠ
âi need motivation.â you sighed.
he cleared his throat and tried to regain his composure. âi canâ i can give you another donut at the end?â
you giggled. âitâs okay! i have an idea.â
he tilted his head, curious. âwhat is it?â
âmaybe we can do like a reward system!â
âa reward system?â
âyeah!â you nodded eagerly. âfor every page we cover, i get a reward!â
he sat up and smiled, âoh right! iâll give you a donut after each page then!â
but you shook your head, and he deflated. âno?â
âdo you know about hickeys?â
he choked, eyes widening dramatically. âaâaboutâ well, yeah, i do.â
âmaybe that could be my reward! a hickey for every page.â
you smiled at him so fucking cutely, as if you didnât just ask him for something so raunchy, and his throat literally dried up at your request.
holy fucking shit.
âyou wantââ he wiped his hands on his pants. âyou want a hickey fromâ from me? really?â
âyeah! only if youâre okay with it, definitely not if youâre not.â
âno iââ his eyes darted from your neck to your face. âi amâŠâ
holy. fucking. shit.
your tutoring session resumed, and yuji literally could not teach you a single damn thing anymore, knowing that by the end of this page he was going to do something that only took place in his dreams.
after a bit, he turned the page and shifted his body to face you, nervous and clammy.
you smiled sweetly and took his hands, yours soft and heavenly as you placed his on your shoulders.
âonly if youâre okay with it.â you murmured again softly, tone nurturing as your pretty eyes looked into his.
âiâ i am.â
âokay! whenever youâre ready.â
yuji breathed in shakily and out, gulping before coming closer to your gorgeous neck and planting his lips on it.
your hands came to rest on his thighs as he suckedâ slowly and carefully, not wanting to suck too hard and accidentally hurt you as his tongue flicked over the spot, the pressure of his mouth making you shudder as he continued to suck and create a pretty purple bruise.
he pulled away when he was finished with a wet smack, his breathing heavy as he searched your face for any indication that he did well.
and you glowed, looking at your reflection on the little mirror that sat on his desk. âitâs so pretty! i love it!â
a hesitant smile spread across his face. ârâreally? you can be honest iââ
you looked at him. âno it was amazing! it felt really good!â
his dick twitched.
âokay letâs keep going now!â
well the motivation definitely worked, and funnily enough, you both got through the next page a lot quicker than before, yuji almost immediately turning to face you after turning the page.
this time, he placed his hands on your waist as he sucked. and he sucked, harder and wetter than before as his fingers pressed into youâ his tongue running over your new hickey and dragging over the previous one too before reluctantly pulling back, his dick a literal bolder at this point as you squeezed your thighs together, both of your chests panting.
you had barely reached a quarter of the next page when yuji set his pencil down and turned, his cheeks flushed and eyes wide.
âcan i please just give you another one?â
you nodded quickly, eagerly, as you both stood and he latched back onto your neck, his arms around your entire body desperately, grazing his teeth against your sensitive flesh and full on making out with it as he messily sucked and ran his lips all over your neck this time, a moan slipping from you as he did that it made you slap a hand over your mouth in embarrassment.
âsâsorryââ
âdonât be donât beââ he breathed quickly, walking backwards until the back of his legs hit the bed and he sat, pulling you with him and grabbing at your thighs for you to sit on his lap.
you listened, your neck littered with yujiâs hickeys as you subconsciously and softly grinded on his crotch, him groaning into your neck and biting down harder as your breath hitched.
yuji lost it at this point, all forms of moral out the fucking window as he dragged his long wet tongue from the side of your neck and up to your cheek, kissing and licking deviously at it as his hands squeezed hungrily over your plushy thighs.
he pulled back, eyes half lidded.
âcan iââ pant âcan i give you hickeys on your tits?â
ââââââââââââââââââââââââ
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i sent vacation crush the pictures from the trip and thanked me n said he didn't even know i took most of them and i said im like google earth always takin pics (forgetting he has zero pop culture knowledge like. i know he was born during their time but i had to explain who the spice girls are? anw google earth is maybe funnier without knowing im quoting leslie knope) ANYWAY my point here was that he sent and deleted like a triple text of replies?? i think there was another thank you, sth else innocuous and one that started with "you're making" im what, making his day? to which i would've said him saying that made my day but it was gone when i clicked the notification
#this is a longer post than i meant it to be but ive said what i was gonna say so#(if ur lost check the last post in#vie#i can't believe i MISS HIM#like he's a sweet kid (having used that word i need to clarify that while the age gap is. a gap he IS legal)#although - i didn't even mean to segue into this but it's just so funny - my brother told me he tried to rizz up a girl who turned out to#be a 30+ year old woman - she asked his age and after he answered said im probably your mom's age - that conversation ended there but the#next night she danced and chatted with him for half the time we were all in the dancefloor area#and my brother said he's got that statutory rizz GJDKSK#we didn't get to tell him bc she was there until we said our goodbyes and that was our last night and well. im certainly not saying that#i haven't let on to him about anything just been overly friendly - well i did touch his arm that one time what were we talking about#oh he brought up some mildly disappointing situation and i said something supportive and sort of squeezed his arm#i did also compliment his shirt - this is all that last night - but i feel like saying well it's a good shirt in response to some comment he#made abt it not being ideal to dance in is neither here nor there#i just can't believe dina 'im your mother's age' lastname got to dance with him but there's always someone like this#(see also: andrew from elementary school st the party earlier this year and the high school crush our mutual friends all knew about)#more on that (and other things)#in the#lore#tag -and vie im sure-#ANYWAY i have to go to sleep!!! yes i am rambling bc im sleep deprived i went to bed at 3am that night and couldn't get back to sleep after7#bc that's what happens when i stay up! then i had a flight later in the day.....#i did have one of my nice productive soeep deprived days tho after an appointment i bought gorg dip bowls in that area and looked at#lil personal item suitcases at another mall (ended up getting one id seen online) and swimsuits on sale bc i was lacking in both this trip#i will never wash a swimsuit in a hotel shower again (or at least just one per trip max instead of 3) and i simply cannot carry a big#shoulder bag so ive been bogging my dad or brother down with theirs and mine but now i'll have one on wheels instead!
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i am once again thinking about The Boy
not the movie lol
#give it up for day 13#how has it just been 13 days since my first time seeing him in so long#đđ i like how i haven't had A Crush in a sec and the last person it was on was him lol.#there's a lot of little stuff that's changed since then abt myself and between us ig but good lord i have never been more attracted to him#than i am now đ”âđ«đ”âđ« seeing him in sweats and a sleeveless turtleneck that first day has just had him in my head every day since#like HELP he's hot đ but then like... so am i omg (â ïœĄâ ïŸâ Ïâ â ïœĄâ ) actually cleaning my place finally so i can have him over lol#i know I'm hot but at the same time i forget ykwim.. until i look in a mirror or see a picture and I'm like oh right i exist.#anyways ms ma'am is getting better at talking to her friends abt these kinds of things Êâ  â êâ ᎄâ êâ Ê âĄâ #i say that there's nothing I'd do for a lover that i wouldn't do for a friend and that i just love ppl fundamentally#and i know this is my true selfâ but I'm somewhat new to living that in practice and on purpose.#I'm a little clumsy i think but no one's seemed to mind đđ i am happy that I'm learning and i am happy to deepen my friendship#and i look forward to how much easier this will be to navigate a yr from now ^.^ I've been polyamorous for a year and a half ig#and i feel like I've found my comfort zone yk? :3 âĄâ what being polyamorous Means To Me#it's good to be here.. i look forward to the friends i will make after i move and i wish i was more forward w the boy sooner omg#but it's okay. he won't be Too far away it's just a bit of a trip. i wanna have him over a couple times before i leave tho and hopefully#many more at the next place à«ź áŽï»áŽá âĄâ but i will visit him too hehe his family's rly nice
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clueless, kuroo tetsuro
ËË°âą*ââ· Â kuroo tetsuro has a thing for girls with long hair. so what if you're a girl with long hair? that doesnât mean anything!
⌠pairing! kuroo tetsuro x fem!manager!reader
⌠warnings! none, just fluff and humor. maybe ooc because i haven't written in years??? unfortunately, because this is based on the scene of kuroo and yaku arguing about their preference, this is really for my long haired girlies đŁ i apologize to the short haired readers
⌠word count! about 1.4k
⌠authorâs note! "haikyuu renassiance!" we all cheer in unison. anywho, this is my first time posting in two years. please be nice to me ïżœïżœïżœ
"So, you prefer girls with short hair then, Yaku?" Kai asks, shedding off the white button-up of his school uniform and revealing his black practice t-shirt. The three third-year Nekoma players had found themselves in an empty classroom, deciding to use it as a makeshift changing room. Luckily for them, they had all worn their clean practice clothes under their school uniforms. Doing so allowed them to save time and cut back the number of minutes they were already going to be late to practice, thanks to Yaku getting distracted by a group of girls, which Kai noted all had short hair. Hence, his question.
Yaku paused his work of ridding himself of his tie to send Kai a proud grin, pointing towards him with both hands, âYesss!
"And you, Kuroo?" Kai turns to him, now curious to know his captain's answer as well.
"Long." Kuroo's answer is firm, leaving no room for debate. Still, he glances at Yaku, as if daring him to try.
Yaku only snorts, shaking his head in amusement as he too turns to look at his captain, "Like that wasn't obvious."
"Ehh," Kuroo's eyes narrow, head craning down to peer at the libero, "What's that supposed to mean?"
"It means," Yaku starts, taking a step closer as he peers right back up at Kuroo, "Everyone knows you have a crush on our manager, who just so happens to have the longest hair I've ever seen!"
"Ehh?" Kuroo repeats, louder this time as he cranes his head down even more, "Who says I have a crushâ"
"Hey!" The door to the classroom slides open with a shocking force, startling the boys and drawing the attention of all three of them to it. Kuroo and Yaku both grow rigid as they find you standing in its opening. Quiet pants slip past your lips, and you take a moment to catch your breath as you stare at the three of them before you begin speaking, "There you guys are! I've been looking for the three of you everywhere."
"Hello," Kai greets kindly, the only one not left in a stupor at your sudden appearance, smiling as you make your way into the classroom. "We apologize, we're running a bit late."
"Yeah," You huff, coming to a stop a few steps away from them as you cross your arms, "It was your guys' turn to set up the nets. So when you guys didn't show up in time to do so and none of you answered your phones, Coach sent me to find you guys. Didn't know I'd be going on a wild goose chase."
Your words leave you in a huff before your eyes land on Kuroo, raising an eyebrow at the captain. His shoulders tense even more at the sudden eye contact and he's quick to snap his head in the other direction. Kuroo suddenly feels warm, realizing how you could have easily heard the conversation transpiring between the three of them. Stupid Yaku, Kuroo curses the libero in his head, doesn't even know what he's talking about.
"Sorry, Y/N." And of course itâs Yaku who disrupts his thoughts, pulling Kuroo's eyes to him just as he sends you an innocent smile, "We got carried away, talking."
There's a teasing tone to Yaku's voice, and Kuroo knows it's directed at him. Why is he friends with him again?
"I don't even want to know," You speak, and Kuroo can envision you shaking your head at the three of them, "Just get dressed and get to the gym as quick as possible, please."
All three boys give some noise of recognition in response to your words, and Kuroo takes the chance to glance at you then. He's quick to regret it. Your hand rises just as he locks eyes with you, reaching up to tuck some of the more unruly pieces of your hair (which most likely came undone due to your seemingly frantic search of the three third years) behind your ear and out of your face. Kuroo's eyes follow the movement of your hand, trailing downwards and taking in the long strands of hair that fall well past your shoulders. Once again all too aware of the conversation he was just having with his teammates, the tips of his ears burn as he pulls his gaze away from you once more. He shakes his head, trying to get Yaku's words out of his mind. Just because he liked girls with long hair, and just because you so happened to be a girl with long hair, did not mean he liked you.
Right?
A snort of laughter suddenly leaves Yaku, having caught the interaction, and Kuroo turns to him with a heated glare. You don't miss the exchange between them either.
"Are you two having one of your petty arguments again?" You accuse, eyes glancing between Kuroo and Yaku who are suddenly staring back at you like two deers caught in headlights. "Seriously, you've been fighting like this since first year. What topic could you guys possibly still be discussing?"
Yaku's smirk returns as he glances at his captain with an all too knowing look before he turns back to you, "Well, if you really want to knâ"
"Nope!" Kuroo is quick to interject, speaking for the first time since you entered and drawing your attention away from Yaku and back to the captain himself. Your eyes widen as he begins to take long strides in your direction. "No arguing here!"
Your lips part, confusion taking over your features at the odd behavior your captain is displaying. You don't get the chance to say anything, however, as Kuroo makes a show of glancing at the clock on the wall before turning back to you with a dramatic gasp, "Oh, would you look at the time! We should really be heading to practice."
"You still have your school shirt on, Kuroo.â You point out when he stops in front of you, pointedly glancing down at Kuroo's attire, which consisted of his practice shorts and white button-up, with his red school tie hung loosely around his neck.
"I'll just change it once we're in the gym," Kuroo responds, waving away your interjections before he drops his hands onto your shoulders and forces you to turn around and back toward the door. You attempt to dig your heels down when he begins to push you in the direction of the door, but you're truly no match for his strength. Stupid volleyball training.
"Kuroo," You voice your protests, attempting to swat at his hands in order to get him to release you. Once again, your attempts remain futile, "Let go of me!"
"No can do! As captain and manager, it's our job to be on time to every practice. What would our team do without us?" Kuroo shakes his head, clicking his tongue as if he's scolding you. He turns back to Kai and Yaku, flashing them a warning smile, daring them to say another word. Yaku merely watches on with an unamused look, while Kai holds a placid smile. There's extra sweetness in his voice as he practically chirps out, "Bring my stuff to the club room, will you?"
"I was on time!" You retort, not giving Kai nor Yaku a chance to respond to their exasperating captain as you send them a pointed look, all the while succumbing to your fate and allowing Kuroo to push you out of the classroom. After all, he did have a point. It probably wouldn't be long before Lev managed to push somebody's buttons (most likely Yamamotoâs) one too many times and ended up in hot water. "The only reason I'm not there right now is because I came looking for you guys!"
"Ah, now is not the time to deal blame, Y/N. Our juniors are waiting on us." Kuroo argues back, shaking his head as he removes one hand from your shoulder to slide the door shut behind the two of you. Still, Yaku and Kai face the door as the sound of your guys' bickering persists. It grows quieter and quieter with each passing moment, and it isnât until they can no longer hear your guys' voices does Yaku glance away with a shake of his head.
"He's clueless." Yaku deadpans, glancing back down at his tie as he continues to work on untying it.
Kai nods, neatly folding his button-up before placing it in his bag. "Completely."
#kuroo x reader#kuroo tetsuro x reader#haikyuu x reader#haikyu x reader#kuroo fluff#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu imagine#haikyuu imagines#hq x reader
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Okay okay hear me out cuz I haven't stopped thinking about this. Sitting on boyfriend heeseung's lap and playing with his neck chain, giggling to yourself, telling him that you really like when he wears it. When he asks why, you shyly tell him that you imagine it dangling on your face while he's on top of you. And he loses his goddamn mind. ARGH
Itâs kinda my dream for this to happen to me. bye
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Neither you nor Heeseung are paying attention to the shitty movie playing on Netflix. Youâre too preoccupied with chasing his lips and heâs too busy squeezing your hips to care that the film is halfway over.
Itâs been like this for the past few minutes or so with your boyfriend, who you had been crushing on since the beginning of the year and him just a few months shy of that. Itâs new, maybe only a week or so into this new relationship, but the newfound romance sparks curiosity within you.
His silver necklace has a small pendant in the middle and the chain against his skin makes him look like walking sex. Heeseung is far more experienced than you are, having gone through a phase in college where all he wanted to do was get his dick wet and make as many girls cum on his mouth, fingers, and cock before finally realizing all he wanted to do was settle down with one person.
His kisses are always so deliberate and calculated like heâs trying to prove something to you. His hands donât wander for the fear of making you uncomfortable because he knows you arenât as forward with your romantic past. Sex positivity and all of that; neither of you really care about how many or how little people youâve collectively hooked up with because none of that matters when you have each other.
Still, thinking about how you paint yourself as some kind of saint makes Heeseung want to test your limits and it makes his dick jump every time he thinks about it.
The farthest youâve gone was dry humping in his dorm room when his roommate was gone for the weekend. Again, this whole relationship is new and neither of you care to rush yourselves into it because you were friends before you became a couple. But even so, he has needs and so do you. Itâs just a matter of pursuing sex when it feels right.
Heeseung feels your fingertips playing with the chain against the back of his neck. He smiles into the kiss and soothes your skin with his thumb, pulling back only slightly until his lips rest against yours.
âYou like my necklace, baby?â he asks in a soft whisper, enjoying your plump lips against his. A giggle bubbles out of you and you canât stop it. The sound reverberates against his mouth and Heeseung smiles wider, pushing his lips against yours. âWhatâs so funny?â
You shake your head and peck him once. âNothing. You look pretty with it on.â
âYeah?â
âMhm.â Your fingers caress the metal and his skin at the same time. âI really like it when you wear it.â
âWhyâs that, baby?â
âI dunno.â You lean back and look at him, shrugging your shoulders like you want to say something more but donât. âI just do.â
âCâmon. There must be a reason.â Heeseung squeezes your hips and smiles at you lazily. He watches you bite your lip and avert his eyes. So fucking cute.
âIâm too shy to say it.â
âYour secretâs safe with me,â Heeseung promises, leaning forward to kiss your cheek tenderly. He waits for you to look at him and encourages you to talk to him by nodding. That heat creeps up your neck.
âI-I imagine it dangling over me sometimes.â
Heeseungâs hands freeze and grip your hips. âWhat do you mean?â You look behind him before he beckons you to look at him again.
âIâŠthink about you on top of me with your necklace in my face.â
He gulps. âWhat are we doing?â
âHaving sex.â
You say it so quietly. Itâs barely a whisper but the way you say it makes you sound like being fucked is something you think about often. The gears in his head turn and heâs thinking about all of the mental images heâs conjured up in his head when he touches himself to avoid putting you on the spot whenever he gets horny.
But now itâs as if the gates are open. His mind is flooded with different scenarios but he canât stop picturing what youâd look like underneath him, specifically with his necklace dangling over your tits as he pushes his cock into you for the first time.
âHeeseung?â you ask tentatively, afraid that you mightâve taken things too far.
Your boyfriend catches you by surprise. He bucks his already semi-hard dick up into your clothed lap and a groan emits from the back of his throat.
âFuck.â
He scoops you up in his arms and ignores your yelp in favor of carrying you to the bedroom with your legs wrapped securely around him. Neither of you care that the TV is still on. Heeseung can only think about what youâd look like with his pendant right next to your mouth.
âI need to fuck you right now,â Heeseung moans when he places you onto the mattress and pushes his clothed dick against your core. âNeed to see that right now.â
You donât complain.
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secret crushes (one-shot)
summary: you've known hugh for years, having not only a personal friendship with him, but also a professional one. then, ryan decides to play matchmaker unbeknownst to you or hugh. pairing: hugh jackman x fem!reader word count: 4.5k warnings: this is complete filth bc how can you not look at that first photo and just be fine??? anyway - porn with little plot, unprotected p in v, public beach sex, seated cowgirl, oral - m receiving, light dirty talk, no use of y/n. a/n: this is for the anon who requested this spicy idea! i hope you enjoyed it as much as i did writing it. i haven't opened up my requests since 2017 (i think), but ya know, that might change after this lol. i mean no disrespect to hugh jackman! this is purely fictional.
âAll expenses paid,â you hear Ryan say over the phone. âYou deserve a vacation. Even Blake agrees.â
âRyan, no,â you protest, beginning to clean up your small coffee shop for the day. When you opened your own coffee shop so many years ago, you didnât expect that not only would it be great business, but that youâd be very close friends with Ryan Reynolds and Hugh Jackman.Â
âOh, come on!â he says. âWhen was the last time you took time for yourself, hm?âÂ
Thereâs a silence that engulfs the two of you.
Before you can even speak, Ryan chimes in. âExactly. Youâll have your own hotel room. You donât have to spend the entire trip with us, though, we will be hurt if you donât hang out with us, andââ he teases.Â
âOkay, fine! Fine,â you huff. âIâm sure after Deadpool & Wolverine, you need some time for you and your family too.â
âYeah,â Ryan replies. âI feel like I can be a good dad now.â
You let out a quiet laugh. âYouâve always been a good dad.â
âEh,â he chuckles. âSo, weâll see you at the airport this weekend?â
âSure.â
âActually, weâre going to pick you up.â Ryan decides. âThat way, I know for sure youâll be coming with us.â
âGod, youâre annoying!â you laugh. âFine. Iâll see you and the family this Friday night. After I close up.â
âNo, no. Weâre leaving in the morning. Your coffee shop will be fine.â
âI know, itâs justââ you sigh, resting the phone between your ear and shoulder as you rearrange the bags of coffee on the display. Your mind drifts momentarily when you see the Laughing Man coffee beans, thinking about Hugh. âNevermind.âÂ
âYou think too much,â Ryan points out then his voice turns serious for a moment. âYouâll be okay. Your shop will be okay. In the time weâve known you â Hugh and I â youâve always been working, busting your ass.â
âI know,â you then move your gaze to the amount of photographs on your wall behind the counter. They are photographs that youâve taken, candid ones of your employees, landscape portraits of the trips youâve taken to find the best coffee beans, even personal photos of you and your family and friends, including Hugh, Ryan, and Blake.Â
âSoâŠâ he says. âPick you up Friday morning?âÂ
âYes, Ryan. You can pick me up Friday morning. Youâre very convincing, do you know that? You just never quit until you get your way.âÂ
âWhat can I say? Iâm very persuasive.â He chuckles. âOkay, Iâll see you Friday. Have a good rest of your week. Call me if you need anything.âÂ
âIâm sure Iâll see you and Hugh before then,â you tease. âAt this rate, all this free coffee I give you does amount to a free trip.â
âExactly! Talk to you later.âÂ
â
You hadnât spoken to Hugh in weeks, knowing that he and Ryan had been doing constant press conferences and interviews after Deadpool & Wolverine came out. Youâd never admit it to either of them, but you did go out to watch the movie and it only fueled the crush that you had on Hugh. Especially that final scene. Youâd be lying if you said that you didnât go home that night with thoughts filled of him. Shirtless and glistening. It was rather inappropriate, really. Not only did you and Hugh start out as friends, but you also had a partnership with him where he sells his brand of coffee at your coffee shop and takes a cut of what the sales make. Itâs worked for years now and you never really looked at him in a way that was more than a friend or partner. You knew he was good looking, so sweet and funny, but it wasnât until months after his divorce that you started to look at him differently. You had to wonder if he looked at you the same way because you started to notice how often he would come by when you were closing up to help you clean, or how his gaze on you would linger, his touches seemingly becoming more and more less friendly and more intimate.Â
Youâre already on the plane with Ryan, Blake, and the rest of their family. It never felt like you were the odd one out. Both Ryan and Blake always made you feel like you were part of their family. There were plenty of times where you and Hugh would babysit Ryan and Blakeâs children while they were busy and always, theyâd ask for Uncle Hugh to sing songs from The Greatest Showman. You were always right there next to him, singing and performing alongside him to entertain the kids.Â
When you moved to New York, it was a big leap of faith. It wasnât always easy, but Hugh, Ryan, and Blake made you feel less alone when there were times you werenât sure you were ever going to make it out here. Now, you canât even think of leaving New York. It has become your home. These people⊠They have become your family.Â
You look up from your notebook to see Blake and Ryan staring at you, both with big grins on their faces. You can tell they were hiding something, so you shut your notebook and point at them.
âOkay, spill.â
Ryan feigns a gasp, palms raising up in surrender. âCanât my beautiful wife and I stare at you lovingly?âÂ
Blake lets out a quiet laugh and rolls her eyes. âItâs nothing.â
âYouâre both really bad liars,â you point out. âWhat is it? Why are you both smiling at me like that?â
âWeâre just happy that youâre finally taking some time to yourself,â Blake replies, moving to sit next to you.Â
âYouâre much more convincing than your husband,â you say loud enough for Ryan to hear.
âI take offense to that,â Ryan says.Â
Blake turns to you and looks down at your notebook, tilting her head in amusement. âEven away from your coffee shop, all you can think about is how to improve it. Donât you ever stop working?âÂ
âNever,â you laugh, opening your notebook for her to look through. âFall is right around the corner, so Iâm just thinking of a few specialty drinks that I can introduce for a limited time. I hear pumpkin spice is very popular.â
You and Blake stare at each other and then erupt into a fit of laughter, both of you shaking your heads. âCan you promise me one thing on this trip?â she asks.
âI can try.âÂ
âTry to have some fun, donât think so much about work. Itâll be there when you get back. Weâre in Hawaii for two weeks. Justââ Blake shrugs. âBe open and let loose.âÂ
You arch an eyebrow. âI feel like thereâs a hidden meaning there somewhere.â
âOh, there is!â Ryan nods, a grin lining his lips. âOr is there?âÂ
âThe both of you,â you shake your head. âAre ridiculous.â
âAh, but you love us,â Blake grins.Â
âUnfortunately,â you tease. âBut okay, Iâll do my best. No work. No thinking about work. Iâll try and focus on being in the present.âÂ
âMaybe you can meditate,â Ryan calls out. âYou know, Hugh swears by it.âÂ
Hugh. The mere mention of his name makes your heart flutter and you subconsciously bite your lower lip. This doesnât go unnoticed by Blake who tries to bite back a smile.Â
âYeah, maybe.â You stand up and then motion towards the bathroom, excusing yourself from both Blake, Ryan, and their kids.Â
Blake then turns to Ryan and grins. She whispers very quietly. âI think itâs going to work.âÂ
âI sure hope so. Neither of them have any clue what weâre trying to do.âÂ
âYouâve seen it. Iâve seen it. Theyâre the only ones who havenât seen it,â Blake says.Â
âOh, Hughâs seen it,â Ryan winks.Â
Blake chuckles. âWell, letâs see how this trip goes.â
âIf it all goes well, theyâll be leaving together,â Ryan replies.Â
â
Youâve been in Hawaii for three days now. Youâve possibly spent every moment with Ryan and his family since arriving. You didnât mind though. Being in their company helped keep your mind away from work, away from the responsibilities that await you at home, away from Hugh. Today, though, Ryan and Blake want to spend the day at a secluded beach to allow their kids to roam free and have fun without worrying about possible paparazzi.Â
You look at yourself in the mirror, dressed in a deep blue bikini set â a halter triangle top tied at the base of your neck and back, and a cheeky bottom with side ties that rest on the side of your hips â with a white, long sleeve cover-up. You take a few pictures of yourself, wanting to send it to Hugh or even post it on social media, but you donât. Instead, you turn off your phone and set it inside your bag before you leave your room to meet Ryan and the family.Â
Throughout the entire ride to the island, Ryan and Blake canât keep their eyes off of you. You busy yourself, though, with playing with their kids, hearing their laughter fill the car. You can tell theyâre excited, jumping up and down in their seats as they talk amongst one another about the things theyâll do once they get to the beach.Â
It isnât until you all arrive at the beach and climb out that you notice another car in the lot. Ryan had mentioned before that it would just be his family and you, so you had to wonder if maybe he had gotten something wrong along the way of planning this. But if you were concerned about it, he certainly didnât show it himself. Instead, he climbs out of the car and grabs the kidsâ bags from the trunk before he and Blake motion for you to follow them onto the beach. Your toes hit the sand as you slide your sunglasses on your face. You tell Ryan and Blake that youâll be at a distance, allowing them at least some time to spend with their kids without you and it gives you enough time to try and meditate. Maybe it will work, you tell yourself.Â
You donât see anyone else nearby and youâre at a good distance from Ryan and Blake, so you set down your towel and bag, removing your cover-up and sunglasses. You make sure to reapply more sunscreen before you walk towards the water. Itâs cold and it causes a shiver to run down your spine, so you force yourself to dive in to get acclimated to the temperature of the water.Â
The beach had always calmed you down, kept you grounded. It was one of the reasons why you had been so hesitant to leave your hometown of California. From one side of the coast to another. Once you come back up, you run your hands through your wet hair, slicking it back away from your face as you stand, the water only reaching your upper thighs. When you open your eyes, though, your jaw drops.Â
Hugh is within a few arms reach as his eyes meet yours. The surprise look on his face tells you all that you need to know.Â
He had no idea you would be here.
And neither did you.Â
You canât help but let your eyes take in his frame. His broad chest, water trickling down his frame, disappearing into the waistband of his black board shorts. Heâs pulling his shorts up just a bit, but it gives you a good view of the v-cut he has and immediately, youâre aware of the feeling between your legs.
But just like youâre checking him out, Hughâs also allowing his eyes to roam over your frame. The bikini youâre wearing is so tiny and tight around your frame. He tries to tell himself not to get excited at the mere sight of you, but itâs hard. Heâs getting hard, so he does his best to think of other things that could lessen his excitement.Â
Since his divorce, Hugh had taken comfort in your presence. What started out as a friendship turned partnership had blossomed into something else. Surely, you felt it too. Or at least thatâs what he told himself.Â
âHello, you,â he calls out.Â
The both of you begin walking towards each other, meeting in the middle as the waves crash around you.Â
âI didnât know youâd be here,â you say softly. Out of instinct, you reach out to give him a hug, warms snaking around his shoulders. This feels good, hugging him like this feels fucking great. You feel his hard chest and hair against you. Heâs so wet, so slick and you just want toâ
âI think Ryan may have forgotten to tell us both,â Hugh says, voice deep and husky against your ear as his arms wrap around your waist. Hugh shuts his eyes as he feels your breasts against him, his fingertips resting just above your backside and he feels his manhood stir awake.Â
Quickly, Hugh pulls away, slowly lowering himself in the water to cover the growing erection between his legs and also to keep some distance between your bodies. You do the same, swimming further into the water as you both continue to float.Â
âAnd Blake,â you add. âYou think it was intentional? You ask, turning to look over your shoulder to see both Ryan and Blake staring at the both of you.Â
Hugh looks over at them and lets out a quiet chuckle. âDunno,â he answers. âBut Iâm glad youâre here.âÂ
âMe too,â you blush, heat rising in your cheeks. âHow longâ How long have you been here?â
âThree days.â
âThose fuckers,â you chuckle. âThey totally set this up.â
Hugh laughs alongside you and tilts his head in amusement. He watches you closely, seeing you gnaw at your lower lip nervously (itâs something heâs noticed about you very early on). You bring your hand up to stroke your hair back away from your face and Hugh canât help but smile to himself. He likes you. Really likes you and he knows that he shouldnât act on it, knows that there should be some boundary, but he canât help himself.Â
âYou nervous?â he asks quietly.Â
âWhat?â you answer, looking up at him. âNoâŠâ
âYouâre doinâ that thing you do,â Hugh points out. He gently reaches out and runs the pad of his thumb along your lower lip, causing you to release it between your teeth.Â
âWhat thing?âÂ
âYou know what thing,â he chuckles, slowly swimming closer to you. âYou bite your lower lip a lot when you get nervous or when youâre deep in thought. So, youâre either nervous or youâre thinkinâ about somethinâ. Which is it?â
âNeither,â you lie.Â
Hugh narrows his eyes slowly and drags his thumb at the center of your lower lip and down to your chin until he hooks it in his grasp. âNow, I know youâre not someone who lies,â he begins, moving his thumb across your jawline. âDonât tell me youâre lying now.â
âIâm both,â you blurt out, leaning against his touch. âIâm nervous and Iâm thinking about something.â
âYouâre always thinking about something,â Hugh points out. âDo IâŠâ he asks hesitantly and drops his hand back into the water. âDo I make you nervous?â
âRight now you are.â
âWhy?âÂ
âBecauseâŠâ you whisper, looking deeply into his eyes. âOne, weâre both basically half naked.â
âWeâre at a beach,â he says with a small smile. âWeâre in our bathing suits.â
âHalf naked,â you correct. âAnd two, youâre justââ you stop yourself and drop your eyes to his lips then back up to gaze into his eyes. You then remember what Blake told you. Try to have some fun. Be open. Let loose. Now, you understand exactly what she meant by that. So, you let out a shaky breath and continue. âYouâre just so fucking hot, Hugh, and yes, youâre making me nervous because youâre literally shirtless and wet, and youâre muscular and itâs justââ
Hughâs laughter interrupts your rambling. You notice the way his nose crinkles upwards when the laughter comes deep within the pit of his stomach. Suddenly, youâre very aware that you just made a fool out of yourself and you gently shove him.Â
âItâs not funny! You asked and so I told you. I was being honest!âÂ
âIâm notââ he sighs, his laughter dying down. âIâm not laughing at you, baby.â The term slips past his lips so effortlessly and he reaches out from underneath the water to grab a hold of your hip, pulling you to him. âIâm laughing because you think Iâm hot to a point that youâre stuttering over your words. Have you seen yourself?â The smile remains on his lips and his thumb begins to rub circles at your hip. âBecause if anyone should be nervous, itâs me.â
âYou?âÂ
âOh, come on,â he says. âDonât tell me you havenât noticed that Iâve got the biggest crush on ya.âÂ
âWait, you what?â your eyes slightly widen in surprise, but you canât help the way your stomach flips in excitement.Â
âIâve got a crush on ya,â he whispers. âAnd I shouldnât even be having crushes at this age,â Hugh chuckles nervously. âBut I do. I like you.â
âYouâre not joking?â
âWhy would I be joking?â
âBecause you can have literally anyone you want andââ
âI want you.â Hugh says, leaning down to rest his forehead against yours. âDo you want me to?âÂ
âMore than you fucking know, Hugh.â You wrap your arms around his shoulders and press your lips against him. You sigh against him moving your legs to wrap around his waist underneath the water as you move your lips against his own.Â
Hugh growls against you, both hands moving to your hips as he leans further into you, tilting his head to get a better angle of your lips. He didnât realize this was how his trip was going to go. After Ryan convinced him to take some time off, especially after the success of their movie together, he was hesitant. He didnât want to take time off. He was used to being busy, especially after his divorce, but Hugh had only agreed to come on the trip to figure out his feelings for you.Â
He just didnât realize that youâd be here too.Â
In the distance, you and Hugh can hear a faint clapping and hollering. You both pull away to look over at the noise and see Blake, Ryan, and their kids jump up in excitement, cheering for the both of you. You see them wave in your direction before they begin to grab their things, making their way back to the parking lot. You then look at Hugh and gaze into his eyes.
âAre they leaving us? Leaving me?â You ask.Â
âI can take you back,â Hugh says softly.Â
You bite your lower lip and nod. âOnly if it isnâtââ
âI wouldnât be surprised if our hotel rooms are right next to each other,â Hugh chuckles, slowly then moving his hands down as he grasps your backside in his large hands, pulling you flush against him. His gaze darkens as he stares into your eyes. He thinks maybe he might have moved too fast, but when you roll your hips against him, he knows exactly whatâs going to happen next.Â
You want him just as bad as he does.Â
âHugh,â you whisper, voice laced with desire. âPlease.âÂ
âTell me, baby.â
âI need you.â You bury your face in the side of his neck and gently nip at his skin, feeling his hands move under you, his long fingers brushing against your core as it causes you to gasp.Â
Hughâs painfully hard against his board shorts and he lets out a low groan when he feels your teeth scrape against the skin at his neck. He feels you squirming against him, moaning into his ear and he has to pull away briefly to look into your eyes.Â
âAre you sure?â
âIf I have to say please one more timeâŠâ
âI donât mind hearinâ you beg,â he winks. âCome on.â Hugh leads you out of the water and towards his towel in a much more secluded area. You drift from him for a moment to grab your things before following him, watching him lay out his towel before he takes a seat on it, legs spread wide.Â
You bite your lower lip and lay out your towel in front of him, dropping to your knees as you crawl towards him until you're seated on your knees between his legs. âWe wonât get in trouble, will we?â
Hugh shrugs, reaching down to cup your cheek. âDonât think so. Ryan made sure that no one but us should be here andââ
âThatâs good enough for me.â You lean down and move your hands to the waistband of his board shorts. Heâs dripping wet from the water and you can see the outline of his length perfectly due to his shorts sticking to him. You hook your fingers into the waistband and slowly pull it down enough to see his length spring free. Hugh lets out a low groan of relief and reaches behind you to undo the knot at the base of your neck. Once loose, he watches your top fall open to reveal your breasts. He doesnât have enough time to take in your newly exposed chest because your hand wraps around his base, soft lips grazing the head of his manhood.Â
âAh, baby,â he growls, moving a hand to your shoulder, gripping it tightly as your mouth wraps around his tip. Hugh shuts his eyes and tosses his head back, moving one hand to rest on the towel while the other remains on your shoulder.Â
You look up at him, feeling an immediate possessiveness wash over you. He looks so beautiful like this, eyes shut, chest heaving, and at your mercy.Â
You begin to stroke his base as your tongue swirls around his tip, lapping at his precum. His groans slowly become louder as you lower your head to take more of him, stroking his base when you realize you canât take him whole. Heâs larger than you expected, girthy and long, and it excites you. As you continue to stroke him in time with sucking his length, you feel Hughâs hand move from your shoulder to the back of your head as his hips slightly lift itself. He pushes himself further into your mouth, feeling the tip of his cock hit the back of your throat repeatedly.Â
âFuck,â he moans, eyes opening to look down at you. God, Hugh can just come at the sight of you. Tears slightly stinging the corners of your eyes and your mouth stuffed full of him. What a beautiful fucking sight, he thinks.
Slowly, Hugh has to pull away from you because he feels the pit of his stomach tightening, searching for release. He lets out a low growl that reverberates through his chest and you lean up on your knees, licking your lips. Hugh reaches out for you and pulls you on his lap, hurriedly moving your bikini bottom to the side. He grasps his manhood and runs his tip along your length, feeling your wetness coat him with each movement.
âYouâre wet for me?â he asks, eyes staring up at you.Â
âOnly for you.â you reply, eyes fluttering as you feel his tip slowly push into you. He releases his hold on his length and rests his hand on your hip, leaning down to press soft kisses against your chest before he moves onto a breast, flicking his tongue against your nipple repeatedly before he wraps his lips around it.Â
You let out a loud moan, moving your hands to his shoulders as you slowly lower yourself onto him, your walls tight and wet sliding down his cock. You feel so full of him and heâs not yet fully in the hilt. The stretch is almost painful, but youâre so wet and throbbing that you have to stop yourself from slamming down onto him.Â
âOh god, Hugh,â you whimper, nails digging into his shoulders as you move along his length, not yet allowing him to fill you to the hilt as your walls begin to make way for him.Â
Hugh moves his lips to your other breast, eyes staring up at you. He wants more of you, needs more of you so he slowly lifts his hips, inching further within your depths.Â
âShit,â he groans, watching as his cock disappears into you completely. Hughâs hands rest over your hips as you pull him closer to you, chests pressed against one another as you slowly roll your hips against his. âSo fucking tight, baby,â he whispers against you, forehead resting on yours.Â
âYouâreââ you gasp, feeling his hair at the base brush against your clit as you continue your movements. âSo big,â you moan, eyes falling shut.Â
Hugh gently pecks your lips and takes a hold of your hips to guide you along his length. He watches you reach for his cowboy hat, placing it on top of your head and Hugh has to force himself to hold back his release.Â
âYouâre so hot,â he moans, allowing you to take control of your movements. Hugh canât help the way your walls tighten around his cock â youâre so warm and wet, so inviting and tight. He knows heâs close, but he canâtâ he canât finish without you finishing first.Â
âBaby,â Hugh whimpers, holding you flush against him in a tight grip. âDonâtâ Fuck, baby, donât move.âÂ
âItâs okay,â you whisper, hands moving to link at the base of his neck. âYou can come, Hugh.â
âNo,â he shakes his head, losing his resolve as your hips move forward and backward slowly. âYou have to be firstâ ShitâŠâ
âThis wonât be the only time,â you say reassuringly, lightly pecking his lips. You then increase your movements, hips moving forward and backward at a faster pace. Hughâs so deep in this position and you know youâre close, but youâre determined to have Hugh finish before you.Â
âSweetheart,â Hugh grunts. âBaby, Iâmââ His eyes flutter shut as he lets out a loud groan, mouth slightly agape as his fingertips dig almost painfully into your hips. His release shoots inside of you, painting your walls as his manhood throbs within your depths.Â
Heâs still half hard and you take this moment to begin bouncing along his length, using your hand to reach down between you to rub your clit and Hughâs eyes narrow. He pushes your hand away and rubs your clit with his thumb in a circular motion.Â
Hugh feels possessive and almost animalistic at the sight of you using him to get yourself off. He can feel your walls begin to tremble and heâs still a bit sensitive, but you just feel so fucking good.Â
âCome on, baby,â he coos, applying pressure to your clit. âI know youâre there. Come for me, sweetheart.â
Thatâs all it took. Your walls tighten around his length as your body trembles against him. Hugh moves his hand to wrap his arms around your waist, leaning up to press his lips against yours. Heâs still inside of you, his length softening as the moment passes.Â
You move your lips lazily against his, heavy breaths passing through the both of you as Hugh pulls back slowly. âWanna head back to the hotel?â he grins.Â
âOh, hell yeah.âÂ
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#pairing: crush!jungkook x reader.
#genre: smut MINORS DNI | #w.c: ~1100
#synopsis: where jungkook finds out you have a crush on him and well⊠you end up in his bed
#warnings: vaginal sex, unprotected sex, a little teasing and a⊠cute ending?
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the story is a bit complicated, so i'll keep it short.
min yoongi is your best friend, you practically grew up together and even though now, because of college, you don't see each other every week, you at least talk on video calls.
and it was on one of those normal video calls that everything happened.
yoongi had recently broken up with his girlfriend, and with that he ended up entering the 'fuckboy phase' where he wanted to have sex with everyone without involving feelings, you listened to him, asked him to just be honest and not hurt anyone, and he agreed, but he also asked how you were, and you ended up telling him that you had a crush on his flatmate, jeon jungkook.
jeon jungkook had moved into yoongi's house a few weeks ago, they lived together with namjoon, taehyung and jimin too, you saw him a few times and even bumped into jungkook at college, but it never went beyond that.
when you told yoongi this, you didn't understand why he was laughing so fucking much... until you saw jungkook frame himself in the camera and laugh at you.
your reaction? turn off the video call, of course. and since then, you haven't seen each other again⊠at least until tonight.
it was namjoon's birthday, and you were celebrating with pizza, beer, music, and lots of friends. and you were forced to deal with jungkook when you went to the kitchen to get a beer and he came after you
"so, daddy's little princess has a crush on me?"
you just rolled your eyes, trying to ignore jeon jungkook's figure beside you, fuck, he looked so hot in his baggy jeans and black shirt, you wouldn't mind if he fucked you right there on the kitchen counter.
but you wouldn't give him that dose of happiness, so you just mumbled something and left the kitchen, mean, you tried, the next second jungkook's hand was squeezing your waist, and he was so close that you could tell exactly what brand of beer he had drunk minutes ago.
"leaving so soon?" he presses you against the kitchen counter, trapping you.
"what that fuc-"
jungkook leans in closer, his face inches away from yours. "hm? what were you gonna say?"
"what that fuck are you doing, jungkook?" you scream.
"i just wanted to see what you were up to, that's all. can't a guy come check on his friend?"
"i'm not your friend! where's namjoon? i'll find him!"
"what? i was enjoying so fucking much our conversation."
"don't be pathetic" you roll your eyes again.
"watch your mouth!" jungkook's eyes narrow at your comment.
"or what?"
"or i'll teach you some manners." you laughs, and jungkook smirks, his annoyance at your laugh is clearly visible. he looks down at you for a moment before leaning closer.
jungkook grabs your waist, pinning you on the counter again, he pushes himself against you, closing the gap between you. "i'll teaching you a leson."
"j-jungkook..."
"don't call me like that, when you say my name like that... god... i'll break you..." jungkook's body now is pressed firmly against yours.
"so do you have a crush on me too?" you laughs, teasing him.
"don't. fuck. temp me. you're playing with fire."
"well... i like getting burned sometimes."
jungkook kisses you, devouring your mouth completely while his hand roams your body, rubbing his body against yours in a not-so-gentle way, almost laying you down on the table, his wet tongue taking complete control and making you softer and softer to his firm touch.
you don't even know how it happened, but namjoon and yoongi, in the corner of the room, saw you and jungkook go up the stairs towards his room, visibly horny.
jungkook barely locks the bedroom door and throws you on the bed, taking off his own shirt and devouring you again while his cold hand continues to shamelessly pass over your body. he seems a little desperate, but that makes you even more excited, of course!
when you take off your shirt and hike up your skirt to your waist, jungkook seems to stop working for a few seconds.
"what's wrong?" you ask.
"fuck, i⊠i'm gonna fuck you⊠fuck, i'm finally gonna fuck you."
"didn't you expect this to happen one day?"
"expect it? no, but i'm so fucking happy it's happening!"
jungkook places the palm of his hand on your pussy, and for a few seconds you feel embarrassed, it's almost pathetic how wet you are and you've barely done anythingâŠ
"fuck⊠all this for me?"
he laughs, lowering his face to fuck you, but you lift him up, grabbing his hair and asking him gently that you want to leave this for later. you touch jungkook's belt, unbuckling it and pulling his pants and underwear down, watching his fat cock jump down.
"i wan-need you inside me. now, jungkook!"
and he obeys, of course he obeys.
the thick cock opening you completely, but you've never felt so full. better yet, you've never felt so full of him.
"do you know how many times i've come imagining you like this? opening yourself up all over my cock? damn, you're so fucking hot!"
jungkook thrusts hard, clearly without any control over his own desire, and you love it, love how it seems like he's going to break you in half without even realizing it, love how it seems like he doesn't care about the creaking of the bed on the floor, love how he doesn't care if everyone down there will know that you two are having sex.
"you're mine. only mine. no one will ever touch you again. only me."
he kisses you, completely messy, one of his hands going up to your chest and playing with your nipples, your legs spreading wider and wider as if that would make him go deeper.
"i'm gonna fill you up so much, i'm gonna make you leak my cum and then i'm gonna cum in your mouth, on your tits, you're gonna sit on my face, i'm gonna make you cum in every way possible."
you grab his arm, screaming when you finally come around his dick, and that makes him come too, the hot liquid inside you making a mess that leaves you dizzy.
jungkook slows down, but still thrusting into you, sticky, wet, hot, and yet you want more, you need moreâŠ
"i-i wanna fuck you differently now." you arch your eyebrow, not quite understanding what he means. "i wanna fuck you like my girlfriend, i wanna cum inside my girlfriend and mark her all over"
âfuck, jungkookâ is the only thing you can respond.
but he knows that's a yes.
and that's how he keeps fucking you all night long.
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