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thinking about [ ] and hoq apparently there's literally a tw for shipping [thing] i think that's really funny or this one artist we found is just downright hilarious
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The Love Among Us
Chapter 1-- Iâd Never Snitch On Daddy
so i havenât seen many corpse husband x reader stories on here, so i decided to upload one myself. iâve been watching jacksepticeyeâs among us videos and when i heard corpse talk for the first time, i was like, âhol upâ and now iâve been obsessed with him. also, go stream his music on spotify, itâs amazing. enjoy! x.Â
 corpse husband x female!reader
summary: while playing among us, y/n watches corpse kill felix in o2. when his body is reported, however, she doesnât tell who killed him.Â
 word count: ~3.6k
warnings: swearing, mentions of death (not real death), mentions of murder (not real murder)
EDIT: before i wrote this and after i published it, i did not know that corpse did not like to be referred to as âdaddyâ. had i known this, i would have not even thought of posting this. and since i know now, i wonât refer to him as such in the future. thank you. (10/19/2020)
EDIT 2: this is the first part to my corpse x reader series. i will be adding chapters as we go!
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4 rounds before the incident
âI was in coms with PJ!â Sean exclaims.Â
âHe is doing the liar voice!â Felix shouts with a laugh.Â
âIâm not,â Sean tries to say, but everyone talks over him and the voting time ends. Everyone left alive, though it was only four people, had all voted for him and he yells at them as he gets ejected.Â
stinky was not the imposter
2 imposters remain
The round ends and everyone unmutes themselves.Â
âLizzie, you saw Felix kill me and you did nothing!â Roomie yells as soon as the round ends and the imposters are revealed.Â
âYeah, because I was the other imposter.â
âOh. Okay, well that makes sense.â
Everyone laughs and Ken starts the round again.Â
âWait, can I invite y/n to play? Sheâs doing her twenty-four-hour stream and she just finished playing Monopoly with Mark, Bob, and Wade,â says Lizzie, looking down at her phone as they all appear back in the waiting room.Â
âYes,â Corpse blurts out and there are a few laughs and chuckles.Â
âYou were quick to answer, Corpse,â Sean teases.Â
âShut up,â Corpse mumbles and there are even more laughs.Â
Lizzie smiles and taps into her phone. âIâm gonna invite her.â
~
âI canât believe that you actually made that deal, y/n,â Wade is telling you after ending the second round of Monopoly that youâve played with them.Â
You smile and cross your legs on your chair. âLook, I was going bankrupt and it seemed good at the time. Besides, Mark was going to win anyway, he owned half of the board.â Your phone buzzes beside you on your desk and you pick it up. âLizzie texted me.â Thereâs a sound effect that plays in your headset and you look up at your screen and smile. âThanks to _lorieplays _for donating a hundred dollars, that means a lot. Thank you so much.â
âDo you want to play another round?â Marks asks.Â
You shake your head, reading the text from your friend in England. âNo, I donât want to lose to you again.â You laugh. âNah, Lizzie wants me to play Among Us with her and a few others. It was fun playing with you guys.â
âIt was even though you took all of my money,â Bob snaps.Â
You laugh. âYeah, yeah. See you guys later.â
âBye,â says Mark.
âSee y--â Wade begins but you cut him off when you disconnect from the call.Â
âOops.â You put a hand over your mouth and laugh. âSorry, Wade. Okay.â You straighten up and glance over everything, making sure itâs all working properly. âI have to pee and I think my roommate ordered pizza, so weâll be back after this short break. Enjoy this live feed of my pet rats.â You giggle and switch the stream over to a view of your two rats in their cage where you have a camera set up. You take your headset off and head out of your recording room.Â
Every two months, you have a twenty-four-hour livestream where you play games with your friends from all around the world. Despite being only twenty-five, your Youtube channel had grown exponentially in the past three years and youâve had the chance to meet lots of other Youtubers like Markiplier, PewDiePie, and your close friend, LDShadowLady.Â
Currently, youâre on hour twenty of twenty-four and youâre beginning to feel the effects of not sleeping for a whole day. You had been drinking coffee and energy drinks for the past four hours and that seemed to perk you up for two hours max. But your roommate had ordered pizza and that would hopefully wake you up.Â
After going to the bathroom and grabbing an entire box of pizza, you return to your recording room and sit down. You put your headset back on and eat a slice of pizza before switching the views back to you. âAnd weâre back. I hope you guys enjoyed my rats because I donât. They keep me up at night.â
You read a comment while loading up Among Us and laugh. âNo, theyâre not dead. Theyâre sleeping. They do that a lot when theyâre not fighting.âÂ
When you finally get into the game and entire the code, you spawn in. You also quickly join the Discord chat and wince when nearly ten voices hit you at once.Â
ây/n!â exclaims Lizzie and the other voices die down for a moment before rising to greet you.Â
You wince again but laugh. âJesus, you guys are loud. Hey, Lizzie.â You move your character to the customize tab and go to try and switch your color. But then you frown and realize that youâre stuck with being dark blue. âDamn, I wanted to be white.â
âDo you want to switch?â Corpse asks.Â
Your eyes widen you your stomach flips. You hadnât noticed Corpse was in this game. Immediately, your chat became flooded with keyboard smashing and lots of âomg my shippâ and ây/n rlly said âanna oop-ââÂ
âUh, yeah, if you donât mind,â you manage to stutter out and take a bite of pizza as Corpseâs player comes over and the white option becomes available. You select it and also select the goggles in the hats menu.Â
âHowâs your stream going?â asks Sean.Â
You shrug. âPretty good. Iâm super tired, though. I literally almost fell asleep while playing Monopoly with Mark, Wade, and Bob.â
âYou went to college, right?â Youâre pretty sure thatâs Roomie.Â
âYep,â you affirm with a nod even though they canât see you. âYouâd think that those all-nighters writing papers and studying for finals would make me able to do this.â
Thereâs a laugh in the group and the round starts.
3 rounds before the incident
You scratch your eyebrow and sigh in relief when youâre the crewmate. You mute yourself and slide up in your chair.Â
âI like being the crewmate,â you say, heading towards admin as a habit. âItâs a lot less stressful than being imposter.â
After doing your tasks in admin and fueling the engines, you stumble across a dead body in the lower engine and a vent closing.Â
âOh,â you say, and press the report button. You unmute yourself and begin with, âSo I saw a vent close but I didnât see who went in.â
âWho died?â asks Lizzie.Â
âFelix,â says Sean.Â
You smirk. âItâs always yellow that dies first.â
âWhere was the body?â Ken asks.Â
âLower engine,â you reply.Â
âI was in medbay with Corpse doing the scan so it wasnât him,â PJ says and Corpse makes a noise of confirmation.Â
This makes your cheeks heat up and you smack a hand over your mouth. Your chat explodes again but you decide to ignore it.Â
âAnd I was doing wires in cafeteria,â Lizzie says.Â
âSean, where were you?âÂ
âI was in reactor doing the simon says thing,â he answers.Â
You sigh. âI hate that one. What about you, Ken?â
âI was with Roomie in electrical doing the power thing. You know, the one where you have to divert it somewhere else.â
âSo do we skip then?â asks Lizzie.Â
âNo one is super sus, so Iâm going to skip,â you answer.Â
When no one is ejected, you mute yourself again. âI dunno why, but Sean seems pretty sus. Because I didnât see him on the way down from upper engine. But I guess he could have gotten there in time.â You shrug and run over to the trash chute in the cafeteria. âRIP to Felix, though.â
After doing the trash there, you head down to storage, running into Corpse doing the wires in there. You wait there to clear him and once you do, you run a few circles around him to get his attention and he follows you over to the trash in storage and watches you do that. After that, the two of you head over to electric together and do wires there.Â
Suddenly, thereâs a body reported and you unmute yourself.Â
âSean just killed Lizzie in front of me!â exclaims PJ.Â
âPJ killed Lizzie,â Sean retorts, flipping the blame. âI watched it, he didnât realize I was there and murdered her.â
âI watched PJ do the scan in medbay, heâs cleared,â Corpse says and you find yourself smiling for no reason. âSean, you killed Lizzie.â
âI knew he was sus,â you say, grabbing another piece of pizza. You look at the box and your eyes widen. Had you really already eaten half of it?
âWait wait, how am I sus?â Sean asks.Â
You take a moment to swallow. âBecause when I was doing fuel earlier, I was running down from upper engine and didnât see you in reactor. Sure, maybe you could have gotten there earlier, but it was super weird.âÂ
The discussion time ends and PJ immediately goes to vote for Sean as well as you, Corpse, and everyone else still alive. Sean ends up getting ejected.Â
stinky was an imposterÂ
1 imposter remains
âYouâre such a detective, y/n,â Sean says when he gets ejected.Â
You laugh. âI just play this game too much.â You then mute yourself and smile. âI am a genius.âÂ
You end up finishing your tasks quickly after that and then stand in the cafeteria and eat another piece of pizza and read some of the chat.Â
ââ What am I going to do after this?â I donât know. I might play some Minecraft. Should I have a poll on Twitter? Iâm stuck between public Among Us games, Minecraft, and taking random quizzes on Buzzfeed.â You smile and hear another sound effect and something pops up on the screen. âThank you to coochie man for donating a hundred dollars, that means a lot.â You laugh at their name. âI love your name, by the way.âÂ
Thereâs some rattling in the cage behind you and you turn around to see one of your rats drinking water. You turn back to the chat and read another comment. ââ Do you have a crush on Corpse?ââ You blush and smile, biting your lip. âI mean, his voice is hot. Iâve never met him since he lives in San Diego and I live in h/t, but yeah, I guess I do. Iâve been listening to his music for the past few days and itâs really good, you guys should go check it out.â
You look up and unmute yourself when a body is reported. âWho died?â you ask. âI wasnât paying attention.â
âAre you already done with your tasks, y/n?â Corpse asks.Â
God, even the way he says your name is making you blush. âYeah, I get them done quick.â
âShe does that,â says Lizzie, âShe always gets her tasks done quick.â
âKen is dead by the way,â says Roomie and your snort, smacking a hand over your mouth. âI found him in the hallway by navigation. Where was everyone else?â
âI was in cafeteria doing nothing,â you say, leaning back in your chair and spinning around just a little. âI think I saw PJ downloading while I was in there, but I wasnât paying attention.â
âYeah, I was downloading,â says Ken.Â
After more discussion, Corpse points out that Jaiden had been following him and it looked like she had been faking tasks.Â
âNo I havenât,â she says.Â
âThat sounds like something the imposter would say,â you hum with a smirk. âThatâs pretty sus, Jaiden.â
Everyone else agrees and you all end up voting Jaiden out.Â
jaiden was the imposter
0 imposters remain
You cheer as the round ends and a blue victory screen pops up for the crewmates. âGood game, guys,â you say and play again, waiting for the host.Â
~
1 round before the incidentÂ
âOh my god, Iâm imposter again?â you groan and sigh when you spawn back in. âI was just imposter, I donât want to be it again. Iâm so bad at it,â
After another short round of you and Felix losing to the crewmates, you all agreed to play two more rounds before Sean had to leave. So you move your character to admin where PJ is and fake the card swipe before moving over to the admin security thing where you could see who was around where. Luckily, no one appeared to be near admin, so you quickly kill PJ and escape through the vent and come out through medbay.Â
âOh my god, oh my god, oh my god,â you whisper over and over, running down to storage. âThat was clean.â You fake getting fuel and go back up to the upper engine.Â
When PJâs body is reported, you see that your fellow imposter, Sean, had reported it. You stay silent for most of the round and only say that you were in the fuel area when it was reported.Â
âYeah, I saw her run past electrical earlier,â Corpse says. You blush and glance at your exploding chat and shake your head.Â
After everyone skips the round, you mute yourself once more and head towards navigation. âI hate this.â You drag the last syllable and watch Lizzie enter the room. You wait a moment before walking towards her and killing her, jumping into one of the vents. You let out a sigh and flex your fingers. âIâm so stressed.â You exit out of the vent into shields and your heart stops when you see someone else in there but you realize that itâs the other imposter, Sean, and you relax.Â
You run past him and go to the trash compartments and pretend to unload those. And thatâs how the rest of the round goes. You kill someone, someone reports it and you vote someone off. Eventually, you and Sean do a double kill and end up winning the round.
You unmute yourself.Â
âLetâs go!â Sean exclaims and you smile.Â
âI canât believe you killed me, y/n!â shouts Lizzie. âI thought we were friends.â
You laugh. âThere are no friends in this game. Iâm not loyal to anyone in this game. You could be my best friend and I would fucking murder you.â
âThatâs cold,â says Roomie as everyone else spawns back in.Â
âYeah,â you nod.Â
âWait, PJ disconnected,â says Sean, and you all end up waiting for him to rejoin.Â
In that time, you look at your chat and say, âHey, do you guys have any questions for who Iâm playing with. Iâm asking you, chat.â
âI swear if someone asks about my hands, Iâm leaving,â Corpse says and everyone laughs.Â
You laugh louder when you read a comment and read it aloud, â_Ironlady _says that you should be a hand model, Corpse.â
âOkay, Iâm leaving,â you hear Corpse say over everyone laughing.Â
âNo, stay!â you exclaim, trying not to laugh. âCâmon, donât leave.â
He sighs deeply and your brain goes fuzzy. âFine. Iâll stay for you.â
You beam and your tummy turns. You ignore the whistles and remarks from everyone else and stand beside Corpse. You suddenly wish that the little bean characters could hold hands.Â
When PJ joins the server again, Ken starts the round and you cross your fingers, hoping to get crewmate.Â
0 rounds before the incident
You mute yourself and sigh when youâre a crewmate. âThank god.â You let out a breath and go over to admin with everyone else. You swipe your card and go to the cafeteria to do some wires there.Â
The game turns out to be rather uneventful. A few people die and two people are voted off before the game gets truly interesting. And that happens when you walk in on Corpse and Felix.Â
âIâve had this song stuck in my head for days,â youâre saying, walking from electrical over to O2. âAnd I canât get it out of my head. Maybe singing it will help.â You hum the first part. âDon't go in there, you'll become one. Freaky creatures, monster party. Eyes of yellow, scales and feathers, tails in tethers. Turn the lights off. Bend the nightmare, you control it. Artful dodger, easy does it. Shut the closet, get under the covers. Snakes and lovers. Turn the lights off.â You do a little dance for a moment and continue hum the song, glancing at the chat as you go towards O2 after doing wires in storage.Â
âLike, I know the song, itâs just been stuck in my head,â you explain. âAnd it kind of annoys me--â
But you stop as you enter O2 and watch Corpse murder Felix. Neither one of you move and you donât know what to do. âUhhh.âÂ
Then, without thinking, you turn straight around and make your way away from the scene of the murder. âI didnât see anything!â you shout to no one. âI suddenly canât see who murdered Felix.â You smack a hand over your mouth and stand in the middle of a hallway. âOh my god, what do I do? I donât want to snitch on Corpse, heâs hot.â You scratch the back of your neck and shrug, continuing on to reactor. âI didnât see anything.â
Youâre in the middle of doing the simon says in reactor when Felixâs body is reported. You unmute yourself and fidget with the sleeve of your hoodie. You know exactly who killed Felix.Â
â--was in O2,â says Jaiden and you focus back into the conversation. âAnd I didnât see anyone around.â
âI saw you heading that way, y/n, but I know it wasnât you because I saw you do the trash in storage.â
You look at the screen when Sean talks to you and you chew your lip. âI know who killed Felix.â
âWho?â asks almost everyone at the same time.Â
You close your eyes and swallow. Itâs just a game, why are you taking this so seriously? Suddenly, a song lyric pops into your head and your stomach flips. You imagine yourself saying it and no one knows who you mean except for him.Â
You open your eyes. âIâd never snitch on daddy.â
Thereâs a laugh in the chat and you blush fiercely, your livestream chat blowing up once again.
âI think we know who it is, then,â says Sean, laughing.Â
âYeah,â agrees Lizzie and your eyes widen.Â
âWait, what?â you ask, watching everyone vote almost as soon as the discussion time ends. âWait, hang on, who--â
âWe know who youâre talking about, y/n,â PJ tells you.Â
You vote for yourself and your brain goes blank as you see that everyone voted for Corpse. He even voted for himself. They knew. They all _knew _about your feelings for Corpse.Â
The round ends with Corpse being voted out and the crewmates win. Thereâs some talking, but you stay on the victory screen. Youâre trying to decide if your mad or embarrassed or both.Â
âI didnât know youâd say that, y/n,â Corpse says, effectively breaking you out of your trance. âI thought you were gonna snitch on me.â
âYou heard her,â teases Lizzie and you can tell sheâs grinning. âSheâd never snitch on you, Corpse.â
He laughs and you feel something in a certain place. âOh my god, Iâm gonna die of embarrassment.â You put your face in your hands, listening to your friends tease you in the chat. You suddenly want to jump out your window and run into traffic.Â
âDonât die,â comes Corpseâs voice through the onslaught of teasing. âIâll be sad.â
âFuck!â you shout and slam your hand on your desk, shaking your equipment and scaring your rats. âIâm so sorry, Corpse, that was really weird, I--â
âStop.â He interrupts you and the chat goes silent and you look up at the screen even though you canât see him. âItâs okay. It was funny.â
Your eyes widen and then narrow. Funny? He thought what you said was funny? How could he think it was funny?
But then he speaks again and he sounds oddly flustered. âUh, I gotta go. Um, it was fun playing with you guys. Bye, y/n.â
âBye Cor--â but then he disconnects and youâre left talking to no one. â--pse.â
Thereâs a long moment of silence until Felix breaks it. âI canât believe you just watched me die and didnât do anything about it.â
There are some laughs and you smile faintly, rejoining the game. âYeah, uh, sorry about that.â
âAre you okay, y/n?â asks Lizzie.Â
You blush and swallow. âI donât know. God, Iâm so weird.â You run a hand through your hair and adjust your headphones
âNo, youâre not,â Roomie assures you. âHe has a crush on you, too.â
Your eyes widen and you scoot up in your chair. âHe does?â
âI mean, he called you pretty once during a game and said that he watches your videos a lot, so maybe.â
You groan and sink in your chair. âIâm gonna go, I need to run into traffic now.â
A few people laugh or chuckle and Lizzie asks you if youâre actually going to leave.Â
âYeah,â you tell her. âBut not to run into traffic. Iâm going to go play Minecraft to soothe myself.â
âAw.â You can practically hear her frown. âOkay. Bye, y/n.â
âGood luck with your stream,â Ken tells you.Â
You grin. âOkay, thanks, bye.â
When you exit the game and leave the chat, you scream. You actually scream and itâs loud. Your roommate even knocks on your door, asking if youâre okay.Â
You look at them and nod. âYeah, totally fine. Probably about to have a mental breakdown, but Iâm fine.â
âOkay,â they say and lean on the doorframe. âBut Iâm not cutting bangs for you again.â
You laugh and nod. âYeah, okay, fine.â They leave and you turn back to your stream, feeling like youâre about to cry. Corpse knows you have a crush on him. And it seems like he has one on you as well, but now youâre embarrassed because you called him âdaddyâ on stream.
You rub your eyes. âWell, now I know whatâll be streaming on Twitter tonight,â you tell the chat.Â
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omg chenrich prompts? hell yeah!! Okay so how about immediately after the council meeting? Steph taking Alex to the hospital because u KNOW its steph who takes her to get treated
As is expected I got a little carried away đ
So this is a bit of a mix between chenrich in the hospital and medical grade painkillers Alex lol
Hope you enjoy!
No one could have prepared them for that community meeting. Steph shook all over just to think of Jed luring Alex into the woods. Of him leaving her for dead in some awful mining hole.
It made her so furious. Even hearing him cry, blabbering like a sad shadow of the man she'd known (the man that was all a charismatic lie, showmanship, to hide the disgusting truth) her anger, her hurt was too fresh for the girl to gather any sort of sadness for him.
"I'm sorry, Ryan," Alex repeats, standing at the bar with them.
Ryan is staring, speechless, at his father's crying shadow.
"I'm so sorry-" she tries to take a step forward, but her feet falter, and Alex nearly topples over to the ground, grunting in pain as Steph jumps to hold her elbow and help steady her into the floor once again.
"Fuck, Alex, you need a doctor." Steph insists. But Alex is looking at Ryan with so much concern that she can't get her to move.
"It's not your fault, okay?" Ryan finally speaks, breaking out of whatever haze he'd been in to look back at her, "It's not your fault. I just- need a moment to process all this. Go with Steph, you're hurt."
Alex finally looks at her then, and Steph can feel herself plead with her eyes - because she might not know a lot about these sorts of injuries but she's smart enough to know - just by the way she's swaying back and forth on unsteady feet - they probably have another minute, at most, before Alex collapses.
"You did it." Steph mumbles, voice filling with unbridled pride as well as urgency, touching down Alex's arm to hold her cold hand, "You did it, ok? You can settle down now."
Her brown eyes are hazy, blinking back to Steph with rapidly heavying eyelids.
"Good. That's- That's good." Alex slurs back, the last reminiscent of adrenaline leaking out of her body in a heavy huff, "very, very good-"
Steph barely has a second to process what is happening before Alex's body gives out. By some miracle, she's able to flip her arms around her shoulders just fast enough to stop her from falling to the ground.
****
Pike helps her take Alex to the local hospital before going back to deal with Jed's arrest.
It's a small hospital and probably has about ten rooms, but given that these sorts of things (bad things) rarely ever happen in Haven Springs, they're quickly given a private room, and Alex is just conscient enough (before she passes out from the painkillers) to tell the staff she could stay.
Steph doesn't think she would have left either way. Not without knowing Alex was alright, but it's good to have permission to sit by her as she fluttered in and out of drug-induced, heavy sleep.
The doctor had given her the run-down of the other girl's injuries. Five broken ribs, stage two trauma to the head - probable concussion to be assessed once she was more awake - a punctured lung, internal bleeding all around the ribcage, and a bullet wound to the shoulder.
She was an absolute mess of scars. A walking, breathing miracle.
Steph had heard the doctor talking to the police when she stepped out to get some snacks at the vending machines. "She should be dead." He said, with such conviction and surprise, it made her stomach turn.
Steph felt that she could do nothing but sit by Alex's sleeping form, slowly realizing that she was absolutely screwed. Because she already liked this girl way too much - and God, what a roller-coaster of emotion she'd been put on the last month - but how could she not? When Alex just waltzed into everyone's lives like this determined, selfless little light? When she was so obviously a rare soul, made of so much sweetness, and softness, and strength, Steph doubted she'd ever come across someone like her again?
Looking at the circumstances from the other side now, it seemed as inevitable as any of it.
"I can feel you thinking." Alex's voice startles her out of her thoughts. Steph looks up to meet her tired brown eyes, looking so soft and vulnerable without her glasses and surrounded by clean hospital sheets, "You've been broody lately."
Steph giggles, choking on her own emotion, "Guess I'm still mad about Jed." It's not a lie. She is upset. But there was a lot more than that, more about how her insides swelled with emotion when Alex looked at her - but she leaves it the way it is.
"I forgave him." She shrugs. And Steph knows she did, she was there after all, but that didn't mean the drummer was quite as ready herself.
"Well, I didn't." And maybe that makes her childish - resentful - but she can't take the image of him pointing a gun at Alex out of her head. The image of him pulling the trigger, sending her off to what could very well have been death - "at least you made him cry like a baby."
"Jerk." Alex smiles, eyes squinting back at her in humorous indignation before they slowly turn more vulnerable as she adjusts herself on the mattress, patting the empty space beside her body, "Can you- come lie down with me?"
There's nothing, truly, that Steph would have liked more. She would take any chance of being closer to Alex (and of getting off the uncomfortable hospital chair) but she was also still afraid - still scared something might go wrong and they'd lose her. "Are you sure? You're hurt."
"Please?" Alex pleads, blinking back at her with honest-to-God puppy eyes, even if still a little glassed-over from the amount of Vicodin they were pumping into her veins. For the umpteenth time in the past few days, Steph has even more confirmation that she is screwed.
Because, honestly, there's nothing Alex couldn't get her to do with just a slow blink of her brown eyes.
So she gets up and climbs into bed with her. It's incredibly tight for two people, and they are instantly pressed together as Alex scoots over the pillow so they can look at each other, alone in this hospital room that smelled like industrial-grade detergent.
Alex reaches forward and takes her cheeks between her palms, so very close Steph can't help but catalog all the cuts and bruises covering her face.
"You're so pretty." The girl says, finally, and Steph can hear the tiny slur in her voice. She's probably still drunk on a shit ton of medicine, but it does nothing to stop the drummer from blushing profusely, "you're, really, really pretty. Have I told you that?"
"Hm- yeah you sorta- do that when you're on painkillers." Steph comments, and her eyes can't help but fall to Alex's mouth.
She has a tiny cut on her lower lip, and Steph's fingers itch to touch it. To feel her skin again, like that night on the roof, when she felt so warm and tingly, like a live wire of electricity that could swallow Steph whole. For now, she holds her distance.
"But it's true." Alex pouts, "and you're really hot when you're protective too."
Now that- that was different from anything she'd said before. And when she looks up, the girl realizes Alex's eyes have turned to stare at Steph's lips too.
"Yeah?" She asks, a little too cocky given the situation, but oh well, you can't blame her for the swell of pride that takes over her chest.
"Yeah." Alex teases back, "Thank you. For taking care of me. For being mad at Jed for me- even if you can't do anything about it." Her tone turns sincere, and her eyes flutter everywhere but Steph's face, Alex's dead giveaway that she was trying to hold something back.
"Oh please, I'll rip his mustache off." Steph jokes, because it's her default strategy when she doesn't quite know what to do, "You have lost your right to upstanding citizen facial hair, sir!"
"Fuck, Steph, don't make me laugh." Alex says as a few stolen giggles escape her lips, creating ripples across her shattered chest that made her hiss with pain.
"Shit, I'm sorry." Steph apologizes, and on instinct, she leans closer to run her hands over Alex's arm in reassurance, holding the weight of her body above Alex with her elbow.
From this angle, they were even closer, and Steph was staring at her from above, watching Alex smile at her, head on the pillow and a half-lidded, humorous expression on her face.
"Oh, this is nothing. Just a few cuts compared to my fighting days." She jokes, and Steph's heart is filled with so much concern, so much love for this girl she can't help but fluster with anger.
"Shut up. You're gonna hurt yourself if you don't take it seriously." Steph says, "you're like, seriously hurt, Alex, you could have died."
Steph wants to ask, but Alex's free hand reaches forward and pulls her closer, fist tightening around the collar of her button-up shirt, and suddenly they are so close her hand shakes with the itch to touch her, "See? Protective Steph is so hot."
"I know. I'm sorry." Alex has the decency to look reprimanded, smoothing one hand over Steph's shoulder in a simple act that sends calming waves over Steph's flushed skin, "I'm okay. I promise" she's being sincere, Steph knows she is by the way she frowns slightly in concern. However, there's a quiet, teasing smile spreading across her face.
And Steph honestly used to think she was smooth.
She made girls blush by the minute. Awoke the bisexuality in at least a few of her drunk makeouts on the way from California to here. She used to be a real flirt, ready for anything a pretty girl could throw her way. But sitting here, with her torso half hovering over Alex Chen's body, her tongue feels heavy, and her brain can't conjure a single thing to offer in response.
It's at least a relief that she doesn't say anything, because a second later, Alex is smiling at her with her coy, knowing little smirk, and pulling her in for a kiss.
Steph is far too focused on not crushing her further, very deliberately placing her hands on both sides of her head to better hold her weight, but she still feels the strong, dizzying zap of electricity as Alex's lips touch hers, her lungs filling with liquid, warm waves of emotion.
And maybe, Steph thinks, it'd be fine if she never breathed air again.
#chenrich fanfic#send me chenrich prompts#i dare you#chenrich#alex chen#alex chen Ă steph gingrich#steph gingrich
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[Warnings: Yandere Themes (Obviously), Mentions of Kidnapping and Possible SA (There is none just mentions of misunderstanding intentions), Permanent bodily harm.]
Thor had taken you with him to Asgard months ago, and it seemed that every other day he would catch you trying to escape.
Each time you were caught he would punish you, but none of the punishments he had tried seemed to stick with you.
First time it happened he just gave you a simple warning, the second he tied you to a chair for three days.
This last time he tried to isolate you for two weeks, with no interactions, no words spoken to you, just food shoved through a hole three times a day.
Still that didnât seem to break your spirit at all, continuing to plot various ways of getting away from him.
Trying to sneak out via the gardens, while not your most original plan, was only one that you hadnât tried yet.
Not expecting there to be a gardener out there at that time of night, getting spotted almost instantly.
Guards quickly rounded you up and started dragging you back to Thorâs bedroom, no matter how much you begged and pleaded with them.
Upon answering the door, his eyes will narrow at the sight before him.
Apologizing to the guards for having to bring you back to him yet again, he pulled you inside by your sleeve harshly.
Kicking the door shut behind him, the loud slam giving you an inkling that you might have gone too far this time.
Every time this happened he yelled at you until he was red in the face but his words meant nothing to you.
Pacing back and forth, the difference now was that he was dead silent and somehow that far more terrifying than him yelling.
Like he was trying to figure out what to do to dispose of you after he kills you in a murderous rage or something.
Quite the contrary, he was trying to figure out exactly what to do to make you stay put and quit defying his direct orders.
Something more effective, maybe even permanent to keep you by his side for the rest of your lives.
Coming to an abrupt standstill he turned and looked at you, his displeasure evident on his face.
Tantalizingly slow he took step by step towards you, until he got so close you couldnât help but move backwards in fear.
Until you hit the bed with the backs of your knees, leaving you nowhere else to go anymore.
Pushing you back onto the mattress you began to really panic about what his true intentions were.
You didnât think that Thor would hurt you like that, but you honestly didnât know him that well.
Avoiding him as often as you could, being standoffish when you couldnât.
Begging for him not to hurt you, you will see him do a cross between a laugh and a scoff at your cries.
Almost certain at this point you were about to be assaulted, you tried to cover yourself to maintain your modesty.
Thor shook his head before explaining that he wasnât going to do that, he wasnât an absolute monster!
There was however something else he had in mind, so he couldnât exactly promise that he wasnât going to hurt you at all.
âThis will make us closer, I promise. Just hold still.â
Unsure of what he meant, you open your mouth to ask before his eyes shift bright blue, almost painfully bright.
Never getting a chance to ever utter a sentence as lightning flew from his fingertips and into your lower back.
The electricity coursing right into your spinal cord, effectively frying it and leaving you paralyzed from the waist down.
Excruciating pain radiating throughout your entire body, until everything came to a stop, your ears ringing in its wake.
Now you couldnât leave him, in fact you couldnât do much without him anymore.
Sure right now you insist you will never forgive him, but time has a way of making you rethink things.
Especially now that you will be with him every minute of every day, having to talk to him for everything.
No more avoiding your fate, and no more evading his love.
[Thank you so much for this prompt, I actually got a little carried away but I don't mind it! I hope that you enjoy! <3]
#yandere thor odinson#yandere thor odinson x reader#yandere thor#yandere marvel#dark marvel#dark thor odinson
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Red Sus (M)
Idol!Jeongguk x Girlfriend!Reader
WordCount: 3.9k
Genre: Smut, Porn With Little Plot, Fluff, Among Us!Fic, Among Us!Crack?
Warnings: Jeonggukâs Hot Headed Ass, Taehyung LITERALLY THROWING THE GAME, Impreg Kink, Big IQ Brain Power Plays, Fingering, Dirty Talk, Fellatio, Face Fucking, Praise, Edging, Unprotected Sex, Belly Buldge, Cunnilingus, Pussy Slapping, Spitting, Doggy Style, Multiple Orgasms, Cream Pie
A/N: Sooooo Iâm too obsessed with Among Us to not make a fic? And even though this is shorter than most that I make I thought it would be fun to whip something up in the spirit of BTSâ competitive games. Do I believe 100% that Kim Taehyung would throw a game? Absolutely. Thank you so much to the forever squad @ppersonna, @ladyartemesia, @xjoonchildx for letting me rant and talk about this insanity of a one shot and reading it! Thank you to baby Bucca @thejooncrewâ for reading it! I hope you enjoy the silly and the smutty!Â
The house is filled with loud screams, mainly from your boyfriend as he ties his hair up into a ponytail.
You can see the sweat on his neck beading as he sits in the voting screen.
"Oh yeah?! Then Taehyung hyung, where were you? Because I went to reactor when it was called and you didn't follow me and now Hobi hyung is dead." Jeongguk goes quiet as he waits for his answer and you begin to smirk as the muscles in his back tense up.
"WHAT THE FUCK? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? LAME. LAME. LAME. RED SUS. RED SUS AS FUCK! There is no possible way you were in cafeteria! Because I ran through cafeteria from admin to get to the reactor!" Jeongguk has gotten angry during games before. But, this is the first time you've seen his neck veins bulging.
"Hyungs! It's not me! I didn't kill Hobi hyung!" He whines out before putting his elbows to his computer table and cupping his forehead with his hands.
"You're fucking throwing!" He complains and you watch the screen as his black character racks up smaller bodies beneath his name. He scoffs loudly as he mutes his mic before turning to you.
"I want you to play with us. I can't play with them. It's so frustrating." He whines as he rolls his chair over to you. He throws himself out of the chair and onto your lap as you caress his handsome face.
Guk has always been so competitive, so good with everything that you can understand him being frustrated in a game like this one. Sometimes he needs a little pick me up. A little incentive to get him going again. And you know just the thing.
"Alright, Iâll play. But how about if I win, we make a baby?" You ask and his eyes flash over with mischief.
âYeah? You want to make a mini crewmate with me?â He asks playfully and you narrow your eyes at him for the bad joke.
âOkay. Okay. Sorry, no bad jokes. Only filling your pussy with my cum.â He says before he chuckles deeply as his hand roams over the curve of your side.
"That sound good? We play and if I win you can fuck a baby into me like youâve been trying to do?" You ask once more.Â
His bottom lip is between his teeth as his fingers drift over the imprint of your puffy nipple through your tank top.
"How about you play with the boys but I have to play with you while you do it? And if you win either Imposter or Crewmate then I'll fuck my baby into you like I've been dying to do since I met you five years ago." His offer is tempting and you begin to smile as he does the same.
His fingers drift over your nipples, watching them strain and become erect against the thin fabric.
âGame on, Jeon Jeongguk.â
With a sharp breath between his teeth, he leans up on his elbows. His tongue peeks out of his mouth to place wet kisses against your clothed chest. His tongue flicks at the stiff peaked bud, enjoying how the lavender shirt becomes darker with his saliva.Â
"Guk?" You can hear faintly from the computer and he sits up quickly as he hears them call his name.
The word Defeat flashes on the screen and he sighs loudly as he shuffles back over to the computer desk. Fixing his erection, he puts his headphones back on.
"Y/N is going to play for me. I'm going to take a shower." He says calmly as you open up your laptop. He hands you his mouse as he gives them farewells. Booting up the screen, he reads out the letters of the private server before situating himself behind you.
You take in a sharp breath as he pulls your tank top over your head. Your mind already becoming foggy with thoughts of lust as the server boots up.
"Hey guys." You call out as you join the Discord server.Â
"Hey hey!" Taehyung cheers as he runs around your purple character on screen.
You've played Among Us before with your friends but never your boyfriend's group. This will be interesting. You're usually very good and right now you need to be. There's nothing you want more in the world then to start a family with the man you love and adore.
"Start." Jin calls out and Jeongguk mutes your mic for you.
You take in a sharper breath than before as his thumbs swipe across your nipples. His lips trail from one shoulder to the other and you shudder as the Shhhh screen disappears.
"Impostor." You tell him and he chuckles to himself before nodding.
"Better hope you're good if you want me to fuck my cum into you and make this baby." He jeers.Â
Faking tasks for you is easy, but it's considerably harder when your smoking hot boyfriend is behind you. He's touching every bit of flesh he can. Rolling and pinching your nipples just perfectly to distract you from the task at hand.
His lips are kissing at the shell of your ear when you get your first kill on Jimin in Navigation before hopping into the vent.Â
"Every good kill you get, I'll reward you." Jeongguk whispers before peeking at the muted mic. Drifting his fingers south, he watches you as you jump out of the vent in admin before pretending to stalk the admin screen.
"Clean." Jeongguk whispers as Hoseok runs into the room.Â
As you exit the admin screen, the dead body report comes up and Jeongguk holds his breath.
"It's Yoongi hyung! It's Yoongi hyung!" Taehyung chants and Guk laughs as you unmute your mic.
"What?! Why would you say that?!" Yoongi yells as you giggle.
âFirst of all, whereâs Jiminâs body?â Namjoon asks and you hear Taehyung hum.
âHeâs in Navigation.â He replies.
"I saw Y/N in admin so she's good." Hoseok calls out and your boyfriend gives a thumbs up.
He shoves his hand in your pants and you squirm nervously.
Parting the now slick folds of your pussy, his middle finger rubs smooth circles onto your clit. Your back falters into his chest at the pleasurable feeling and you find yourself giving the smallest whimper.
"Y/N, what did you do this round?" Namjoon asks and you clear your throat.
Jeongguk pauses to let you collect yourself.
"I did card swipe and wires in admin before staying on the admin screen to see if anyone vented." You say before hearing hums of agreement.
"Yeah. I'll take that. And, I did see her in admin so I believe it." Hoseok says. Jeongguk begins his unrelenting torture to your clit once more as he kisses softly down the back of your neck.
"YOONGI HYUNG IS SUS!" Taehyung screams and you can't help but giggle before gasping gently at the pleasure and muting your mic.
"Shut up Taehyung! You're the worst third impostor I've ever fucking seen. You're throwing, you IDIOT!" Yoongi screams back.
"Skip." Jin mumbles before the screen goes black once more.
"You're doing so well, baby girl." Guk whispers as he trails his slender fingers along your slick folds.
"Fuck. Guk." You whine as you put your head back to his shoulder.
"Better pay attention. If you want me to fuck a baby into you that is." He reminds you.
You were intrigued when you first found out about his kink but after watching some porn videos with him and hearing him talk about it in bed, it's certainly grown on you.
You stopped taking birth control a while ago and have been trying to have a baby for so long now. But, fun games like this couldn't hurt. They're exciting.
Starting the round, you head off towards reactor and pretend to do Simon Says when Namjoon enters to do 1-10.
You can barely focus as your boyfriend pinches and rolls your nipple between his fingertips.Â
"Can't wait till you're swollen with my baby. Gonna let everyone know just how much I love on you. I can't wait till these pretty tits fill up with milk just for my child." Jeongguk whispers in your ear and you shiver before killing Namjoon and venting.
You sabotage the doors all around the left side before popping out of the vent in lower engine and running into electrical with Jin.
"Lean back a little bit for me, baby girl." Your boyfriend demands and you do as you're told. He thrusts two fingers deep into your cunt and you moan loudly at the tiny burn.
"You're so excited to have my baby. You hear how wet you are for me? Getting your cute little panties all soaked." He whispers before nipping at your earlobe.
You kill Jin before venting and Namjoon's body is found by Yoongi.
"SELF REPORTED!" Taehyung screams and you moan as Jeongguk curls his fingers to the delicate bundle of nerves inside of you.
"Shut the fuck up Taehyung. My God!" Yoongi whines.
"Where's the body?" Hoseok asks.
"Reactor. Oh shit. Jin is dead too. I think it's Taehyung or he's throwing." Yoongi says matter-of-factly.Â
"Y/N, where were you this round?" Hoseok asks.
Jeongguk keeps pressure to your g-spot as you unmute.
"I did gas can top and then gas can bottom. Then went into electrical to do the three spinning things." You say before muting yourself again.
"I trust Y/N." Taehyung says before clearing his throat.
"Fuck Guk, keep going. My pussy is so wet for you." You whine as his large hand spreads your leg wider.
"We have to vote here guys." Hoseok calls out.
"I'm voting for Taehyung. He's putting the blame on me so it's got to be him." Jeongguk laughs behind you as he begins to fuck you with his fingers again.
"I'm going with Taehyung too." Hoseok says and you vote the second youngest out before moaning your boyfriend's name.
"That's it baby. Fuck, you love this." Your boyfriend mumbles as he pulls his cock out of his sweatpants.
"Kill one more and you get a fat load of cum up your needy cunt." He reminds you as Taehyung floats through the air.Â
The heel of his palm digs into your clit and you whimper out as you watch Hoseok stay near the emergency meeting button.
You call reactor quickly and run across with both Yoongi and Hoseok as your cooldown meter ticks away to nothing. Finally you kill Yoongi and breathe a sigh of relief as you win the round.
"Damn. It wasn't Yoongi?" Taehyung asks dumbfounded.
"I said it wasn't me like fifty times KIM TAEHYUNG." Yoongi yells.
"Gg fellas. But I gotta go. Bye!" You squeal as you exit the Discord call.
Jeongguk puts your laptop and headphones on the floor before tackling you to the mattress with a sly grin.
He tugs off your sleep shorts and your underwear before taking off his sweatpants and smiling widely.Â
You absentmindedly lick your lips as you stare at his rock hard cock. It was a sight you could never get tired of. Slightly curved and beading precum at the tip of his long length, he begins to chuckle as you eye him. The pink rose veins of his cock call out to you and you wrap your hand around the thick base earning a whimper from your boyfriend above you.
âFuck. Baby.â He whines as you stroke him, feeling the velvety soft skin against your palm.
His cock twitches with need as you sit up.
Looking up at him below your thick lashes, he takes a sharp breath through his teeth anticipating whatâs to come next.Â
Your tongue swirls around the head of his cock, picking up the beads of precum that linger. Guk moans loudly above you, his hands grasp at your head as you enter him into your mouth.Â
âOh fuck, youâre so good at sucking my cock baby, shit.â He moans out.Â
His perfectly manicured nails dig into your scalp and you bob your head.Â
âJust like that. Keep going. I love when you slobber on my cock. Shows me how horny you get for me.â His bottom lip tucks between his teeth again as he pushes your head down, losing himself in the pleasure youâre giving him.
Your eyes spring with fresh tears as you gag on his large length and the sound only goads him on to hear more of them.Â
Swallowing around his cock, he preens as he goes deeper and deeper within your throat.
âSuch a good girl. Fuck.â He praises through gritted teeth. His eyes lock onto yours again as tears stream down your cheeks.Â
âYeah. Fuck you love this, donât you? Love being a little cocksleeve for me.â His cock begins to throb within your throat and you whine at the feeling before heâs pulling out and sighing loudly.
âLay down for me, baby girl.â He says as he pulls his hair tie tighter.Â
Doing as told you let out a soft moan as his lips encircle your areola. His tongue flicks at your stiff peaked bud as his cock glides through your folds.
The stimulation to your clit is so powerful, you feel almost breathless. Every rut against your core has you losing all semblance of reality.Â
âYes. Yes. In me, please.â You beg as he shows love to your other breast.Â
Aligning to your core, his hand cups your cheek. He gives you a small smile before pressing his lips to yours in a passionate kiss.
Gasping as he enters you, his tongue glides over yours as you grip his tattooed arms.
"Oh fuck!" You whine as your head lolls back.
"Oh my God." Guk groans as he buries his face into your neck.
Wrapping your legs around his waist, your nails scrape down the honey toned skin of his arms.
"Fuck, you feel so good baby. So wet and tight for me." He moans against your skin as he begins a relentless pace.
Taking his head away from your neck, he situates his hands on either side of your face before thrusting harder into you.
His eyes drift slowly down your body to where you are joined and he moans loudly before pressing his hand to your womb.
âFuck, look how big my cock is in your tight little pussy.â He moans and your eyes drift to where heâs looking.
His cock is so long and thick inside of you, you can see the outline as he thrusts in and out of your soppy cunt.
âGod, youâre incredible!â He whines as he picks up the pace.
Sitting up on his knees, his hips continue to snap and roll as a thin sheen of sweat graces his body.
Your fingers drift over the hard muscles of his abs as you moan for him. He fucks you so well, muddling your mind and drying your mouth and throat.
âYouâre gonna look so good, nice and pregnant with my baby. So fucking perfect carrying my child inside of you. Shit! Youâre so fucking wet!â He cries out as he grips your hips.
His perfect nails scrape down the skin of your hips and the slight twinge of pain earning a loud groan from you.
Heâs so perfect. So yours. And, so eager to put whatâs his inside of you.
âTell me how much you want my baby inside of you.â Jeongguk demands as his hand reaches for the apex of your thighs.Â
Rearing back and spitting on your already soaked pussy, his thumb begins to rub circles onto your clit. Your thighs lock and shake through the intense pleasure and you can barely think before heâs slapping your clit to demand words from your mouth.
âI want you to fuck a baby into me so badly. Want you to cum inside and watch me get all big with your baby.â You whine as you palm your breasts in hand.
âFuck yes. Canât wait till you're nice and big. Get to fuck you from behind with your belly in my hands.â He mumbles as his head lolls back.
You could feel yourself starting to reach the height of your pleasure. The pressure within you becomes almost too much to withstand.Â
âGuk, please. Please! I want to cum!â You whine and he lets a smirk grace his features before heâs fucking you up the bed.
Your hands grip the sheets, white knuckling them as your eyes flutter shut.Â
âCum on my cock, baby girl. Show me how much you want my baby.â He demands as he pinches your clit.
Behind your eyes, a galaxy explodes and paints the back of your eyelids as you orgasm. Your ears ring and you can barely hear him praising you for all youâre worth.
âOh fuck! Youâre going to make me cum!â He whines as he pulls out of you.
You whimper at the loss. You feel drunk off his pleasure. Sluggishly you watch as his tattooed arms wrap around your thighs.Â
Laying down between your thighs, he ruts his cock against the mattress as his face reaches towards your core.
âGuk!â You whine as he wraps his lips against your throbbing bud.
Your body jolts and tingles with overstimulation as you grip his ponytail.
âT-Too much! I canât!â You cry out but he doesnât listen.Â
He gives soft licks to your clit, pushing you through the overstimulation until youâre preening for him again.
His name tumbles from your lips like a prayer as you begin to grind your spent cunt against his face begging for more.
Leaving your clit, his nose brushes against your nub as his tongue enters you. The muscular organ goes rigid as he fucks you before whirling around inside of you. With a yelp, you grip his hair harder within your grasp. Tugging almost painfully, he groans against you. The vibration seems to course through your body. The noise reinvigorating you for more.
âOh fuck! Jeongguk!â You cry out as he grips your thighs harder.Â
His eyes flutter shut and your breath hitches as he pulls away.Â
âYou taste so fucking good. So sweet.â He mumbles.Â
The image of his handsome face, covered and shining in your slick is almost sensory overload for you.Â
He smacks your pussy playfully once more before his hands grip your sides. In an instant youâre on your stomach, face pressed down into a pillow.Â
Guk positions you to his liking, his hand roaming over the soft skin of your back before knocking your legs open.Â
Grippin the back of your neck, he places soft kisses across your shoulder as he aligns himself back to your entrance.
âFuck, I love you.â He murmurs into your ear.
âI love you t-â The final word is cut off with a loud moan as he enters you in one swift motion.
You can hear him groan low and deep in your ear, and can feel the rumble of his chest as he presses himself against your back.Â
âYour pussy is so fucking sloppy. Youâre creaming all over my cock, filthy girl.â He punctuates each word with a harsh thrust and your moans become stunted and muffled into the pillow.
Pulling away from your back, his hand grips your hair into a makeshift ponytail before tugging harshly as he fucks you with everything he has.Â
You can hear his ragged breathing and his gentle moans letting you know how good you feel around him.Â
âI canât wait to fuck your pregnant pussy. I read it feels so much warmer and tighter. So much sweeter. Youâre going to drive me insane with this pretty little cunt of yours.â He informs you as he hooks his hand around your throat.
Pulling you upright against his chest, he fucks up into you at a speed that should be illegal. Your hands scramble to grab anything as he applies the perfect amount of pressure to the column of your throat.Â
Gasping in your pleasure, you grip at his arm feeling his muscles and veins flexing and protruding. His forehead presses against your temple and he curses softly in your ear as his cock thickens and throbs within you.
âGoddamn, baby girl. Youâre going to make me cum. Rub your clit for me, cum on my cock first.â With a shaky hand you do as told, rubbing furious circles against your clit as your arousal drips down both his and your legs.Â
âGuk! Fuck! I want to get pregnant for you so badly!â You cry out as his teeth gingerly clamp your earlobe.
âI know, baby girl. You want me to cum in your needy little pussy so badly. I can feel it. You want to watch your belly swell with my baby and let everyone know who keeps you so well stuffed.â He whispers in your ear.Â
Your eyes roll back in your head as the pressure builds up again within you. Your legs shake and your moans become whimpers as you focus on his throbbing cock inside of you.
âWant to hold your big belly walking down the street letting everyone know Jeon Jeongguk put that baby inside you. That no one gets to have me but you. Fuck!â He curses loudly as his thrusts begin to get sloppy.
âGuk! Iâm going to cum!â You whine as you grip his arm harder.
âGood girl, cum on my cock. Iâm- Fuck- Iâm not going to last.â He cries out as his eyes squeeze shut.Â
As you orgasm the second time, he gasps loudly behind you. Letting your throat go, he cups your breasts behind his large hands and squeezes roughly as he begins to cum. You can feel his warm cum painting the walls of your pussy and he whines your name gently as he buries his face into your neck.
With a gentle cry, your orgasm becomes tenfold feeling how warm his cum is inside of you.Â
âOh shit.â He mumbles as he holds you tightly to his chest.Â
âFuck.â You whisper as he presses soft kisses to your heated skin.
You stay like this for a minute before heâs flopping both of your bodies down onto the bed with an exasperated sigh.Â
âGod, I hope we get pregnant this time.â He whispers and you know heâs praying to God for it to come true.
âI hope so too.â You whisper as your fingers drift over the skin of his arm.
The silence is comfortable for a few minutes and his grip on your tightens as he hugs your body to his.
âWanna play another round with the boys before we order dinner?â He asks innocently and you begin to smile as you nod.
âIf you win again, Iâll fuck more cum into you. Deal?â He asks as he pulls out of you.
His fingers spread your battered pussy lips as he watches your cunt begin to cream with his cum.Â
âDeal.â You say with a giggle as he runs his fingers over your womb.
âI think itâs Y/N.â Jeongguk mumbles into the mic before turning his head to you and narrowing his eyes.Â
You stay stone faced as you look at him before turning back to the screen, âItâs not me. I did all my tasks. Iâm just following people around to make sure they donât die. I think itâs Taehyung. Red sus.â You say as you lean back against the headboard of the bed cracking your fingers.
Jeongguk rolls his eyes as everyone begins to agree with you.
âRed is always sus. Especially when youâre Kim Taehyung.â You hear Jimin say with a laugh.
You begin to smirk as everyone votes Tae, you can hear him protesting and screaming. With a triumphant laugh the victory screen appears and you fold your arms as you quip an eyebrow at your boyfriend.
He grumbles gently before muting his mic.Â
âFine. Spread those pretty legs for me.â He whispers as he leaves the game.Â
#jeongguk x reader#thebtswritersclub#btswritingcafe#btscreatorscorner#jeongguk smut#impreg smut#among us crack!fic#bts among us#jeongguk x you#bts!fic#bts smut#jungkook smut
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Tortured Souls
Pairing: Bucky x Reader Warnings: mentions of torture Word Count: 1310 A/n: requests are open! Should I do a part 2 to this?
As a little girl your parents had always told you that youâd grow up to help people, youâre sure that they didnât mean you patching up a hydra assassin against your will but here you are. You hadnât seen your parents in years, not since you were taken from them by Hydra. You were one of the Tesseract experiments, they kept you around only because you survived your interaction with the Tesseract, itâs been years and you had shown no signs of abilities. You had been pretty much marked as useless, until they discovered your medical skills and put them to use on their super soldier. You only knew him as Soldat, the two of you had hardly ever spoken, he didnât seem to speak much as it was, yet over the years of treating his injuries and fixing his arm which you had been taught to do, you found yourself falling for the tortured man.
You remember the first time you realised this, you were assigned to watch over the fight between Soldat and the new winter soldiers as a sort of medic. You didnât realise this would mean having to watch Soldat get beaten to near death. You had to hold back your cries every time a punch collided with his face or gut. You had been made to watch from inside the enclosure with the soldiers and some Hydra agents. Once Soldat couldnât take anymore of the beatings the soldiers turned on the agents and scientist, one of them locking eyes with you before making a beeline for you. You backed up until you could feel the bars hit your back and braced for impact. Before the soldier could reach you, she was hit back by an all too familiar metal arm. Soldat stood protectively in front of you staring down the soldier that threatened your safety, shielding you and a Hydra agent from the rouge soldiers. Another solder made an attempt at attacking you, but they barely made it within armâs length of your before they were thrown back against the bars by Soldat. He guided you out safely and shut the bar door, locking everyone else inside. He had saved you that day, he protected you without hesitation and to you, that meant that there was still a part of the old him there.
Tonight, was a night like many others, you had to lay in your cell, listening to his screams echo throughout the facility. In the beginning you tried to block them out by covering your ears, but it never worked. You sat up on the concrete slab you called your bed as you felt a tear slide down your cheek, your heart broke for the man you longed for. You wished that you could take him away, help him remember the man he once was but you knew that would never happen. You heard the lock on your door being undone and you quickly stood up, wiping the stray tear away as you did. The door opened, bright neon light filled your cell, making you squint at the sudden change in brightness.
âYou are neededâ a voice said from the doorway. You nodded and followed them out of your cell. The screams had stopped now, which was slight relief but know you had to face whatever injuries he had endured. You were lead through two locked gates before you saw him, he was slumped back in the chair attached to the device they used to mess with his mind. You slowly approached him and crouched down next him his arm had been damaged, and he sustained a few minor injuries here and there. He looked down at you while you examined him, no matter how many times they rewired his brain, he somehow always remembered you, you were a stubborn presence in his mind that he refused to forget. He watched you as you began working on his arm with the tools Hydra had supplied you with, he paid close attention to the way your eyes with squint now and them while you concentrated on fixing him up. Once you had his arm functioning correctly again you moved onto his injuries, you were always so delicate when it came to his wounds, you never wanted to hurt him further. You were gently cleaning away some blood from a small wound on his stomach when suddenly a warm hand cupped your cheek. You slowly looked up to see Soldat staring at you with his head slightly tilted, cradling your now slightly warm cheek in his hand. He gently caressed your cheek with his thumb, all while staring into your eyes. He gave you the smallest of smiles, something you had never seen grace his features before, it was only a slight curl of his lip, but it still sent a tinging feeling through your body, you could only imagine how beautiful his full smile was.
âHurry it upâ a voice demanded from behind you, making Soldat remove his eyes from yours. You had completely forgot there were agents around. For a second you had let your cruel reality slip away and it had just been you and him, what you wished you could have.
âFond of her are you Soldat?â An agent asked from somewhere in the room around you. âI canât say I blame youâ he confessed, there was something about the way he said it that made your skin crawl. It was as if Soldat could sense your discomfort and shot the agent a deathly glare, making every other agent in the room raise their weapons on him. You looked up at him, gently resting your hand on his knee, bringing his attention back onto you, making everyone lower their weapons. You gave him a small smile to tell him that you were alight, which he seemed accept enough to let it go. There was something about the soldierâs instinct to protect you that made your heart flutter.
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He had been gone for too long, way too long. He was sent out on another mission not long after you patched him up and everyone else had returned but him. You were sat with your back to the cell door, hoping to hear anything about his location and his safety. You sat there for hours, staring at the floor in front of you just waiting for any sort of answer when finally, agents started talking. Apparently, Hydraâs plan had been destroyed by some Avengers, the remaining agents were furious but also terrified now that authorities were on the hunt of remaining Hydra members. It wasnât until right at the end of their conversation that they mentioned Soldat, he had been labelled missing in action, they knew he wouldnât be dead, but he was on the run. They also mentioned the man he had been fighting, the same man that he had remember on the bridge, they called him Captain America, apparently him and Soldat were old friends. Your heart felt full at the thought of Soldat being free, maybe this Captain America would help him remember his old self. You brought your knees up to your chest and buried your head into your them. Your hands began to tremble as ear piecing screams filled your ears, surrounding you, this time they werenât Soldatâs. Flashes of the previous hours played back in your headâŚYou strapped to the same chair your Soldat had spent many painstaking hours in, the feeling of absolute dreed at the machineâs arms approached your temples and the excruciating pain of electricity making its way in to fry your brain. You cradled your head, hands clamped against your ears in a pathetic attempt to make to memories go away. You began to rock back and forth, quiet tears falling down your cheeks.
Heâd come and save youâŚ
Wouldnât he?
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Elllow! Todayâs bookcomb consists of Peeta being protective of Katniss. Could have been much more implied moments but hereâs some explicit ones đ¤
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But itâs too late to run. I pull a slimy arrow from the sheath and try to position it on the bowstring but instead of one string I see three and the stench from the stings is so repulsive I canât do it. I canât do it. I canât do it.
Iâm helpless as the first hunter crashes through the trees, spear lifted, poised to throw. The shock on Peetaâs face makes no sense to me. I wait for the blow. Instead his arm drops to his side.
âWhat are you still doing here?â he hisses at me. I stare uncomprehendingly as a trickle of water drips off a sting under his ear. His whole body starts sparkling as if heâs been dipped in dew. âAre you mad?â Heâs prodding me with the shaft of the spear now. âGet up! Get up!â I rise, but heâs still pushing at me. What? What is going on? He shoves me away from him hard. âRun!â he screams. âRun!â
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I trip and fall into a small pit lined with tiny orange bubbles that hum like the tracker jacker nest. Tucking my knees up to my chin, I wait for death.
Sick and disoriented, Iâm able to form only one thought: Peeta Mellark just saved my life.
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I jump as Peeta grips my shoulder from behind. âNo,â he says. âYouâre not risking your life for me.â
âWho said I was?â I say.
âSo, youâre not going?â he asks.
âOf course, Iâm not going. Give me some credit.â
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Anger flushes my face. âAll right, I am going, and you canât stop me!â
âI can follow you. At least partway. I may not make it to the Cornucopia, but if Iâm yelling your name, I bet someone can find me. And then Iâll be dead for sure,â he says.
âYou wonât get a hundred yards from here on that leg,â I say.
âThen Iâll drag myself,â says Peeta. âYou go and Iâm going, too.â
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âWeâre going!â says Peeta, shoving the Peacekeeper whoâs pressing on me. âWe get it, all right? Come on, Katniss.â His arm encircles me and guides me back into the Justice Building.
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Peeta steps up on a crate against the wall of the sweetshop and offers me a hand while he scans the square. Iâm halfway up when he suddenly blocks my way. âGet down. Get out of here!â Heâs whispering, but his voice is harsh with insistence.
âWhat?â I say, trying to force my way back up.
âGo home, Katniss! Iâll be there in a minute, I swear!â he says.
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âHe was poaching. What business is it of hers, anyway?â says the man.
âHeâs her cousin.â Peetaâs got my other arm now, but gently. âAnd sheâs my fiancĂŠe. So if you want to get to him, expect to go through both of us.â
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When weâre outside, I turn to Peeta. âYou go on back. I want to walk by the Hob.â
âIâll go with you,â he says.
âNo. Iâve dragged you into enough trouble,â I tell him.
âAnd avoiding a stroll by the Hob . . . thatâs going to fix things for me?â He smiles and takes my hand. Together we wind through the streets of the Seam until we reach the burning building.
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âPeetaâs argument is that since I chose you, I now owe him. Anything he wants. And what he wants is the chance to go in again to protect you,â says Haymitch.
I knew it. In this way, Peetaâs not hard to predict. While I was wallowing around on the floor of that cellar, thinking only of myself, he was here, thinking only of me. Shame isnât a strong enough word for what I feel.
âYou could live a hundred lifetimes and not deserve him, you know,â Haymitch says.
âYeah, yeah,â I say brusquely. âNo question, heâs the superior one in this trio. So, what are you going to do?â
âI donât know.â Haymitch sighs. âGo back in with you maybe, if I can. If my nameâs drawn at the reaping, it wonât matter. Heâll just volunteer to take my place.â
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The reaping takes only a minute. Effie, shining in a wig of metallic gold, lacks her usual verve. She has to claw around the girlsâ reaping ball for quite a while to snag the one piece of paper that everyone already knows has my name on it. Then she catches Haymitchâs name. He barely has time to shoot me an unhappy look before Peeta has volunteered to take his place.
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âAnd Iâm not saying Iâm not going to try. To get you home, I mean. But if Iâm perfectly honest about it. . .â
âIf youâre perfectly honest about it, you think President Snow has probably given them direct orders to make sure we die in the arena anyway,â I say.
âItâs crossed my mind,â says Peeta.
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I check over my weapons, which I know are in perfect condition, because it makes me seem more in control. âIâll take the lead,â I announce.
Peeta starts to object but Finnick cuts him off. âNo, let her do it.â
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No oneâs thrilled with the idea of me going off alone, but the threat of dehydration hangs over us.
âDonât worry, I wonât go far,â I promise Peeta.
âIâll go, too,â he says.
âNo, Iâm going to do some hunting if I can,â I tell him. I donât add, âAnd you canât come because youâre too loud.â But itâs implied. He would both scare off prey and endanger me with his heavy tread. âI wonât be long.â
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Nothing. I find nothing. Not so much as a dewdrop. Eventually, because I know Peeta will be worried about me, I head back to the camp, hotter and more frustrated than ever.
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I know itâs stopped when I feel Peetaâs hands on me, feel myself lifted from the ground and out of the jungle. But I stay eyes squeezed shut, hands over my ears, muscles too rigid to release. Peeta holds me on his lap, speaking soothing words, rocking me gently.
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While Johanna collects water and my arrows, Beetee fiddles with his wire, and Finnick takes to the water. I need to clean up, too, but I stay in Peetaâs arms, still too shaken to move.
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This is when Beetee reveals the rest of the plan. Since we move most swiftly through the trees, he wants Johanna and me to take the coil down through the jungle, unwinding the wire as we go. We are to lay it across the twelve oâclock beach and drop the metal spool, with whatever is left, deep into the water, making sure it sinks. Then run for the jungle. If we go now, right now, we should make it to safety.
âI want to go with them as a guard,â Peeta says immediately. After the moment with the pearl, I know heâs less willing than ever to let me out of his sight.
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Iâm so light-headed Iâll black out in a matter of minutes. Iâve got to get away from this tree and â
âKatniss!â I hear his voice though heâs a far distance away. But what is he doing? Peeta must have figured out that everyone is hunting us by now. âKatniss!â
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Caesar leans in to him a little. âI think it was clear to all of us what your plan was. To sacrifice yourself in the arena so that Katniss Everdeen and your child could survive.â
âThat was it. Clear and simple.â Peetaâs fingers trace the upholstered pattern on the arm of the chair.
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A hush has fallen over the room, and I can feel it spreading across Panem. A nation leaning in toward its screens. Because no one has ever talked about what itâs really like in the arena before.
Peeta goes on. âSo you hold on to your wish. And that last night, yes, my wish was to save Katniss.â
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âWhen that wire was cut, everything just went insane. I can only remember bits and pieces. Trying to find her. Watching Brutus kill Chaff. Killing Brutus myself. I know she was calling my name. Then the lightning bolt hit the tree, and the force field around the arena . . . blew out.â
âKatniss blew it out, Peeta,â says Caesar. âYouâve seen the footage.â
âShe didnât know what she was doing. None of us could follow Beeteeâs plan. You can see her trying to figure out what to do with that wire,â Peeta snaps back.
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Peetaâs on his feet, leaning in to Caesarâs face, hands locked on the arms of his interviewerâs chair. âReally? And was it part of her plan for Johanna to nearly kill her? For that electric shock to paralyze her? To trigger the bombing?â Heâs yelling now. âShe didnât know, Caesar! Neither of us knew anything except that we were trying to keep each other alive!â
Caesar places his hand on Peetaâs chest in a gesture thatâs both self-protective and conciliatory. âOkay, Peeta, I believe you.â
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Galeâs expression darkens. âPeeta might have done a lot of damage tonight. Most of the rebels will dismiss what he said immediately, of course. But there are districts where the resistance is shakier. The cease-fireâs clearly President Snowâs idea. But it seems so reasonable coming out of Peetaâs mouth.â
Iâm afraid of Galeâs answer, but I ask anyway. âWhy do you think he said it?â
âHe might have been tortured. Or persuaded. My guess is he made some kind of deal to protect you. Heâd put forth the idea of the cease-fire if Snow let him present you as a confused pregnant girl who had no idea what was going on when she was taken prisoner by the rebels. This way, if the districts lose, thereâs still a chance of leniency for you. If you play it right.â I must still look perplexed because Gale delivers the next line very slowly. âKatniss . . . heâs still trying to keep you alive.â
To keep me alive? And then I understand. The Games are still on. We have left the arena, but since Peeta and I werenât killed, his last wish to preserve my life still stands. His idea is to have me lie low, remain safe and imprisoned, while the war plays out. Then neither side will really have cause to kill me. And Peeta? If the rebels win, it will be disastrous for him. If the Capitol wins, who knows? Maybe weâll both be allowed to live â if I play it right â to watch the Games go on. . . .
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Caesar and Peeta have a few empty exchanges before Caesar asks him about rumors that Iâm taping propos for the districts.
âTheyâre using her, obviously,â says Peeta. âTo whip up the rebels. I doubt she even really knows whatâs going on in the war. Whatâs at stake.â
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He asks Peeta if, given tonightâs demonstration, he has any parting thoughts for Katniss Everdeen.
At the mention of my name, Peetaâs face contorts in effort. âKatniss . . . how do you think this will end? What will be left? No one is safe. Not in the Capitol. Not in the districts. And you . . . in Thirteen . . .â He inhales sharply, as if fighting for air; his eyes look insane. âDead by morning!â
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âKatniss!â He whips his head toward me but doesnât seem to notice my bow, the waiting arrow. âKatniss! Get out of here!â
I hesitate. His voice is alarmed, but not insane. âWhy? Whatâs making that sound?â
âI donât know. Only that it has to kill you,â says Peeta. âRun! Get out! Go!â
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Chapter One: There's just something about those Riddle murders that doesn't quite make sense... Wordcount: 2.3k Content warning: language, allusions to bigotry.
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Name: MORFIN GORMLAITH GAUNT
Age: 46
Wand: fir, 10 ž inches, dragon heartstring
Residence: Gaunt Estate, Little Hangleton, Yorkshire
Marital status: -
Offense charge: three counts of murder in the primary degree
Date of charged offense: 1st July, 1943
Offense Detail: prisoner entered the residence of the Riddle family (Muggle, IM-00) and inflicting the Killing Curse (UC-001-1717) upon the three members of the Riddle family present; Thomas Riddle (63), Mary Riddle (60), and their son Tom Riddle (37). Use of the Killing Curse has been confirmed by Prior Incantato (see report DMLE-619-1951-BLE, SA: Robert Odgen).
Date of Testimony: 3rd July, 1943
Prisoner plea: guilty
Sentence: Azkaban, 360 years
Date of Sentence: 3rd July, 1943
You frown.
Itâs very late, the candle your desk is barely a stub, the little flame hovering nervously on the surface of a broad pool of wax, and youâve been copying over these stupid reports to the new, tamper-proof parchment forms for seven hours now â but something is extremely odd about these dates.
âMcCollin,â you say slowly. âDid you work this case?â
âHmm?â McCollin doesnât look up at the desk beside you, head resting heavily on one hand and his spine curled into a perfect and truly concerning C-shape over his own stack of files. He looks close to passing out right there and then, salt-and-pepper hair a little greasy, scruffy five oâclock shadow, eyes bleary and shadowed.
âGaunt,â you read, â1943. You were working with Odgen then, right?â
He snorts. âYeah, I remember that nutter.â
âWhat happened?â
âGuy was from one of those ancient pure-blooded clans, you know, one of the real fanatical ones, inbreeding and liquidated assets and all,â McCollin yawns, dragging his hand down his face and smearing ink across his whiskered cheek. âHated Muggles like nobodyâs business."
âYeah he killed three Muggles, right?â you peer at the report.
McCollin nods at the form he's copying. âWent off the deep end one day. Walked right up to their house and murdered âem. When they brought him in he was ranting and raving about how theyâd had it coming for years.â
âHe was arrested, charged, and sentenced within three days,â you say slowly.
He finally looks up at you. âSo?â
âThatâs the fasted processing Iâve ever seen.â
âThe guy admitted to it, kiddo,â McCollin says in deadpan, âhe had snakes nailed to his door and his family tree was basically a Christmas wreath.â
âYeah, but⌠what made he snap?â
He laughs again, shaking his head despondently as he returns to his form. âYou got a lot to learn.â
His tone wants to be fond but it just strikes you as patronising, especially considering the amount of times people have said that exact same stupid line to you. Itâs like half the bloody department think being Muggle-born makes you incapable of understanding the subtle and unique intricacies of wizarding culture â as if bigotry and supremacists and assholes are exclusive to the magical world. âWhat?â you say a little too defensively.
âFamilies like that⌠guys like that⌠theyâre not right in the head. Hate Muggles just to hate âem, reckon theyâre all thatâs wrong with the world. Honestly itâs a miracle he didnât do it sooner.â
You look back down at the report, suspicions anything but assuaged. âYeah,â you say quietly, âit is.â
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âDid you ever watch Gauntâs testimony?â
âYouâre still going on about that?â McCollin drawls, heaving the towering box of finished files up a bit as he heads for the lifts.
âI looked him up in Records and the memoryâs only available with supervisor permission,â you push, following him quickly. âIf you signed me off then I could get Owler to ââ
He slams the button and stares at the little golden arrow above the elevator grate slowly sliding towards the basement floor. âAnd why in Merlinâs name do you want to watch the Gaunt trial?â
You slip your hands into the pockets of your purple Ministry robes. âIâm interested.â
âInterested,â he echoes, shooting you a look. âIs that so?â
âHe was processed in three days, McCollin. If it was that obvious he was guilty, it must have been one hell of a trial.â
âIt was,â he scoffs as the lift dings and the grate grinds to a noisy open. âFine, but only if you finish Johanâs quota by five.â
The triumph is impossible to keep off your face and McCollin rolls his eyes at your immediate glee. âIâm on it,â you grin, spinning around and racing back to your desk to get started.
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âMerlinâs beard,â McCollin mutters, shaking his head at the stack of completed transcripts. âI gotta hold stuff over your head more often.â
âJust sign the slip, McCollin,â you smirk.
He sighs and grabs the quill from your hand, and you hold your breath as he scribbles his initials on the slip. âYouâre obsessed,â he drawls.
You seize the slip and round on the lift, heart racing with excitement. âIâm interested.â
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The trial is absolutely insane.
Morfin Gaunt looks like a Witch Weekly cartoon caricature of a fanatical blood-purist and he rambles in a manic-edged, ceaseless torrent about how much he enjoyed murdering the Riddles as the Wizengamot mutters and blithers disapprovingly for about three hours â but something catches your attention right near the end. Something you canât help but ask Owler about the second the memory ends and youâre thrown back into the Records Room.
âWhoâs Merope?â
Owlerâs sallow face looks about as thrilled at your question as he was at your request for the memory in the first place. âMerope Gaunt,â he says in a flat, nasally voice, waving his wand at the Pensieve and sending the memory swirling back into its phial.
âMerope Gaunt?â
Owlerâs thin, anaemic lips downturn even more. âHis sister.â
You stare at him. It is not at all what youâd expected. âAnd why did he call his sister a mud-soused, scumsucking slut?â
âAsk your supervisor.â
âHe seemed to be saying he killed those people because of Merope, why on earth would his sister be why he ââ
âI keep the records, I donât conduct the investigations,â Owler interrupts with not inconsiderable disdain. âNow if you could please ââ
âDid they bring Merope in for testimony?â
Owler gives your continuing presence a very dirty look. âNo.â
âWhy not?â
He pushes the door to the Records room open and stares at you.
You try to hold your ground but Owler is unrelenting, and you're forced to step past him with a curt sigh. âRight, well, good afternoon, Owler, thanks for ââ
The door slams shut behind you.
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âGet what you wanted?â McCollin smirks as you collapse stony-faced into your chair.
âI forgot how impressively unpleasant it is to talk to Owler,â you mutter, resting your head in your hands. âDid you know about Merope?â
âMerope?â
âYeah, Morfinâs sister.â
âDidnât know he had one,â McCollin says disinterestedly.
âHe was saying some stuff that made it sound like sheâs why he killed those Muggles.â
âUh huh.â
You lift your head, giving him an incredulous look. âHe said sheâs why he murdered three people, McCollin. How does that not interest you?â
McCollin throws down his quill and sighs sharply. âLook kiddo, the guyâs rotting in Azkaban, he admitted to the murders, they found the curses in his wand, and he had a memory of the whole thing. What exactly are you hoping to achieve here?â
You can barely believe it. âWhy isnât Merope Gaunt mentioned in any of his trial documents?â you say sharply.
âEither she wasn't relevant to the proceedings, or she's dead, or he made her up,â McCollin shrugs, âlike I said, the guy went off the deep end.â
âBut why doesnât it say ââ
âJust drop it,â he sighs impatiently, âyou have work to do, and I wonât have you wasting clocked time on some case from nearly a decade ago.â
âCome on, McCollin, canât you admit that itâs weird that ââ
âI said drop it,â he says sharply, âdonât make me be the big mean supervisor here, you know I hate it.â
You glare at him. âFine,â you say through gritted teeth.
Itâs almost too easy to pull Morfinâs old file from where itâs still sitting in the refuse pile and subtly charm a copy of it that evening.
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Merope Gaunt, as far as you can tell, fucking vanished off the face of the earth in 1925.
Thereâs nothing, no addresses, no marriage or death notice, no registered Floo connections, no DRC calls for gnomes or doxies or even the odd kappa, not a single trace of her after Morfin and their father Marvolo had a stint in Azkaban for assaulting Bob Odgen back in the 20s.
It seems like the second they were locked up, she scarpered.
You sit back in the Archives Hall and let out a long breath, flipping the folder shut dejectedly. Morfinâs file is a thick wad of anti-Muggle hate crimes rivalled only by his fatherâs, and closer inspection had revealed that the Gaunt family estate sat a cool twenty minutes' walk from Riddle House where the murders had occurred. If Morfin had lived so close to some of the Muggles he hated so much, heâd been sitting on a clear motive for murder for years.
So why suddenly snap?
What had pushed him over the edge?
Why did he cite Merope in his deranged testimony?
Why talk about her in that way?
Where the hell did she go?
There are endless questions and zero answers. Plus, you kind of get the feeling that if McCollin saw you hunched in the Archives after-hours trying to find those answers, youâd get your pay docked.
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That night, you sit bolt upright in bed with a surge of electric realisation.
Mud-soused⌠scumsuckerâŚ
Youâve heard that language before. Youâve processed about four hundred case files of harassment with that language.
âIdiot,â you breathe, smacking your forehead and falling back onto your pillows with a thump. âIdiot, of courseâŚâ
Because thatâs the way Pure-blood extremists talk about witches and wizards who've fallen in love with Muggles.
Suddenly, you have a pretty good idea where Merope might have disappeared to the moment her blood-obsessed brother and father were out of the picture, and a pretty good idea of where you might be able to look to find her. Because youâve been looking in the wrong place.
Youâve been looking for her in the wizarding world.
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âI have the craziest news for you,â you grin, slamming a silver Sickle on the counter and taking your seat at the bar.
âYou say that twice a month,â Mori grumbles, setting your drink down and sliding the coin into his huge, calloused hand.
âItâs true twice a month.â
âItâs true half as much as you think.â
âI found her.â
Moriâs dark brows raise. It makes his gruff face look slightly less intimidating. âThe lady from that old case you're into?â
âYeah,â you beam, seizing your drink and leaning forward. âStarted going through marriage certificates, and ââ
âYouâre telling me that your big-shot Ministry intern arse has been working this thing for a month and you didnât even check marriage certificates?â
âNot Muggle ones,â you smirk.
Mori takes a glass off the bar and starts to clean it as he peers at you. âGo on.â
âShe married the same guy her brother murdered, Mori,â you breathe, glancing around to make sure none of the shady denizens of Moribundâs are listening â itâs not like the bar's regular patrons are so welcoming to your big-shot Ministry intern arse on the best of days considering youâre half-way down Knockturn Alley in the dead of night. âThey fucking ran away together!â
âWell, that explains a lot,â Mori mutters.
âExactly!â
âWhat are you going to do about it?â
You shrug, taking a sip of your drink and feeling supremely pleased with yourself.
âWhat, you spent that much time investigating this thing for no reason?â
âNah,â you say quietly, lips still in a smile. âI have a feeling thereâs more to it than this. I still have to find out what happened to her after they got married and her brother murdered his new in-laws.â
âAnd whatâs this guyâs name again?â
You give him a dry look. âYou know I canât tell you names, Mori, Iâm pushing the bounds of my contract telling you this much already.â
He shrugs his massive shoulders, casting a wary look around the dark bar. âIf youâre looking for people who might know a thing or two about murderers and Muggle-haters, youâve come to the right place.â
âIâm here to talk to you, Mori, not the murderers and Muggle-haters.â
âYouâre here to drink cheap and rant to someone who wonât rat you out to your boss,â he growls.
You give him another grin. âCheers to that.â
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You find Meropeâs name in a record tome of an old church parish almost by accident. Thereâs barely any information there, just one name on a huge list of those buried in the pauperâs graveyard less than ten blocks from where youâre sat amongst the looming shelves of the Muggle public archives at that exact moment.
But there is something.
It says she died in a place called 'Woolâs Orphanage' on New Yearâs Eve in 1926. Itâs not hard to guess why she might have been there, and how she probably died.
Merope Gaunt had a child.
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UP IN SMOKESÂ â DOYOUNG
psych student! kdy | tw. college au, violence, a knife, GASLIGHTING, hallucination, psychosis, swearing, just pure manipulation, minor charac death, there's a court scene, this is a repost! | wc. 10k she a beast
life couldâve been simple;
you shouldn't have met kim doyoung.
what does a freshman in college hate the most other than the high-stress levels of moving into a new dorm? a shitty roomie and a smelly, moldy mattress. the girl you call roommate refuses to help move the mattress because it will ruin her new manicure. what a fucking classic.Â
"sounds like a 'you' problem. figure it out yourself, plain jane."Â
she said before heading out, annoyingly popping her bubblegum as she kicks a few of your scattered boxes by the front door. you roll your eyes; classes haven't even started yet, so why is she already making your life miserable? as much as you'd like to snap at her, you don't, merely glaring daggers at her back as she finally turns the corner of the hallway and disappears.Â
"bitch," you mutter under your breath.Â
you eye the abomination that is supposed to be your bed, cursing how you shouldn't have made a 15-minute pit stop to starbucks for a drink when you could've just bought one from the instant coffee vending machines in every corner of the hallway of this dorm building because if you didn't, maybe you could've beaten regina george wannabe from taking the better bed. sighing, you suck it up and start getting to work. life's full of shit, anyway; no point sulking.
moving a moldy mattress is easier than you thought, to say the least. you can't ask for help from the other freshmen you bumped into in the hallway because they, too, are under a huge amount of stress from the move and are busy getting their affairs in order. it was a good thing, though, that a committee was formed specifically for this day to help out the freshmen if they were to stumble upon problems or mishaps with moving in. they were all around the campus, and they prove to be way friendlier than your batch mates. since this morning, three people have already offered help in carrying your luggage â which you have politely declined.
"hey, uhm⌠is this the stall for the welcoming committee? oh, wait. i'm sorry, there's a sign right there â"ugh.
you mentally shut your eyes in humiliation. why do you have to be this bad, this awkward at communicating with strangers? why couldn't you be born like all those socialites who already (probably) got their contacts filled with new numbers on the first day of school or something?
"yeah, this is them â welcoming committee, i mean. how can i help you?" he smiles, sweet, radiating the epitome boy next door aura as he looks up at you from where he's sitting behind the stall. your eyes quickly land onto the name tag stuck on his varsity jacket before meeting his eyes again.Â
"i have an issue with my mattress. it has mold, you see..." your voice slowly trails, becoming quieter as you feel small under the weight of his piercing stare. oh, come on. he's just a guy with a beautiful face, woman the fuck up.
"really? let me see..."
he needn't finish rounding the stall when his nose is hit by the pungent smell brought forth by your mattress. frankly, you weren't that picky. you could've covered it with bedsheets and call it a day, but the odor is too strong to ignore. you mentally hope the smell didn't latch onto your clothes, especially not when someone so cute is around â what a bad first impression.
"oh, god!" he exclaims the moment he lays eyes on it, taking a step back. ânow, that has to go. and you lugged it from the fourth floor?"Â
ah, yes. according to tradition in these dormitories, which you've only found out today, freshmen get the curse of climbing four flights of stairs up while the seniors strut into their rooms on the ground floor like the hallway is a goddamned runway.Â
"doyoung! help me carry these!"
someone calls his name as you both turn your head to spot a chestnut-haired girl clad in the same varsity jacket he's wearing. you grimace at the sight of her. for someone so small, she just had to volunteer to carry all those heavy bags. however, he doesn't move in front of you and brushes her off as if she doesn't look like she's carrying rocks over her shoulders. "i'm already helping someone else! go find taeyong or something. i'm sure that shit's loitering around here somewhere!"
"oh, it's okay, you can go help her. i'll just look for someone else â"
"nah, it's fine!" you try hard to school your face into indifference when you notice his gummy smile. "plus⌠trust me when i say no other person from the committee will help you with this. this shit smells like my roommate's sweaty basketball socks!"
you can't help the smile forming on your face as you help him carry the mattress off to the side of the hallway, the stinky thing leaning vertically against the wall and behind a huge terracotta plant pot. "don't worry, let's report it to student affairs so they'll get you a new one. congrats! you'll have to share beds with your new roommate tonight, freshie. it'd be a great ice breaker."
the universe truly hates you.
your expression must've been a dead give away because he's suddenly patting your shoulder, regarding you with utmost sympathy. "been there, done that. i hated taeyong, too, when i met him last year. still, for some mind fuck of a miracle, we've grown to be friends and developed a talent of not wanting to kill each other every two seconds."
"highly doubt i'd be friends with a regina george-level bitch, but thanks, anyway," you mutter under your breath. suddenly, you whip your head towards him after internalizing what he just said. "you met your roommate last year? you're a sophomore?"
he scoffs, leaning down to your height to lowly mutter against your ear as he eyes the lobby's front desk. "why? do i look like some 4th year who radiates 'don't touch me' energy?"Â
you feel the heat on your cheeks with how close he is, only releasing an exhale when he finally gets out of your personal space. "i'm kim doyoung. you've heard it from wendy earlier, but anyway â i'm a 2nd-year psych major."
"no way!" you exclaim, a little too excited. "i'm taking psych, too!"
"oh, you are? well, if you need anything or if you don't understand stuffâŚ" he winks. "feel free to approach me anytime."
hmm⌠how sweet of him.Â
it was only hours later that you found out who kim doyoung is in your department during the acquaintance party. and for god's sake, you found out from your best friend who is a major in english lit and has never even seen the guy. "seriously, you didn't know he's a genius? i hear the professors call him a prodigy, girl! a fucking prodigy. if i were you, i'd ask for his help in every subject."
"you know i prefer keeping to myself. how'd i know stuff like that when i have no one to talk to in the psych dorms?" you look down, making the ice cubes in your drink clink against each other. "i didn't think he was this big shot or whatever. he looks normal, and everyone treats him normally."
"well, what do you expect?" she hisses, hitting your arm. "the other students don't want to make him feel alienated or something just because he's tons smarter than them. but anyway⌠the real question isâŚ"
you roll your eyes when she pauses for effect, tentatively leaning closer to whisper under her breath.Â
"is he cute?"
you didn't want to answer her question, but he's been stuck in your head since he offered walking with you to the student affairs office. doyoung had smiled his cute gummy smile and had even ruffled your hair before leaving you for committee duties â saying he's cute would be an understatement.Â
"you have no idea."
for his first act;
he gains your trust.
fast forward to one year, many things have changed, but the only constant remaining is the handsome sophomore â who is now a 3rd-year, by the way â whom you've met on your first day. coursework has been pretty tough this year. instead of the content written in your textbook, your mind is plagued by the horrible twist of fate your best friend had encountered; she didn't have enemies. or so you thought.
she disappeared in the middle of christmas break last year. her beaten up body was found only a month later, in january, floating around the university's lake. happy fucking new year.Â
the first time she chose to spend the holidays with you instead of her family back in her hometown, and that happens? some rotten luck you both have. it's why you didn't put it past her family to hate your guts with strong convictions. it's okay. the feeling's mutual. after all, it had been your best friends' own family, the same ones who had been so willing to take you in when you got kicked out, that were so eager to pin you as the murderer of their child. all under the argument that you have been the last person seen with her.Â
oh, the things her mom said about you when she had stormed into the police station, red in the face, tears streaming down her cheeks..."i warned my baby not to hang out with that â that bitch. came straight out of a cursed family, that one. abusive dad, a nutjob mom. that bitch is a danger! probably got her dad's nasty temper and beat my baby to death! i want her on the electric chair!"
in those times, you once again realize this world is fucked up and cruel in every bit of its glory as you fought tooth and nail to defend yourself. but even then, they never believed you â the law will only favor the rich . the prosecution had been so sure it was you until a certain witness appeared and presented himself before the jury.
"do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth?"Â
doyoung raises his right hand, fixing his stare straight at the judge. "i solemnly and sincerely declare that the evidence i shall give will be the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth."
"how long have you known the defendant?" the prosecutor asks, arms crossed in front of her chest as she paces in front of the witness stand.
the boy briefly meets your gaze, and it's enough to make his heart sink. doyoung can't bear seeing you in those grey overalls when he knows it himself. you're being accused of a crime you didn't commit. "i've known her for one year."
"how'd you meet?"
and the questions went on and on; your defense attorney isn't all too keen on winning the case and had never once yelled "objection!" in her seat, but what could you expect? all the evidence kept stacking against you, and some of those you knew were even fabricated. you've never felt this hopeless in your whole twenty years of living.Â
"what's the point in this, anyway?" doyoung snapped in the witness stand, fiercely glaring at the prosecutor. "how is my history â or lack thereof â with the defendant any relevant to the case? you're not even asking me about evidence nor what my statement is!"
"easy there," the prosecutor retaliates, jaw locked. "i have to first measure what exactly your relationship is with the defendant for us to think twice about your statement. who knows..." the prosecutor makes a grand gesture of turning her head in your direction, affixing you with a condescending stare. "she might've just hired you to say these things."
your attorney doesn't come to your aid.
"perjury isn't my thing."Â
the prosecutor seems to have taken offense by the tone of doyoung's voice, but he doesn't let her speak further. "the victim isn't all sunshine and rainbows, you know. she'd been a part of a sorority and one with quite a nasty reputation in the college, too. i have to say she made very poor decisions, ones i'm sure her family didn't even know about. you see, they take their oaths and pledges very seriously. the victim wanted out. they didn't like that."
"and you have evidence to support this claim?"
without a moment to waste, he digs around the front pocket of his jeans before proudly presenting a black usb between his slender fingers. "knock yourself out."
the professor calls your name, snapping you out of your reverie. this isn't the first time your mind had transported you back to that particular day in the courtroom, where doyoung had swooped in and saved you from a lifetime in prison. the whole ordeal had been so scary, so frightening that you remember everything vividly as if it had only happened yesterday.
the classroom is empty. even your social psych professor has long packed up his stuff and is already standing by the classroom door. damn. were you that out of it?
"i'm so sorry." you mutter under your breath monotonously as you walk past him and out the door without another word. this is bad, very bad. no one would help, much less lend their notes to someone charged with murder â especially of their very own best friend. whether you were innocent or not doesn't matter to the student body. you've been ostracized, gossips of your problematic family spreading like wildfire, and the ridiculous part is only a fourth of the gossips are true.
the damage is done.Â
at this point, you realize with a heavy heart that you have to face doyoung again sooner or later. you haven't talked to him at all since the start of the new school year, ignoring his lighthearted greetings in the hallways, rejecting his calls, ghosting his texts. you are afraid people would judge him harshly for hanging around you. frankly, you were embarrassed to ask any more favors from him with how much he's done for you already and the fact that he had seen you in such a state of vulnerability.
but you also didn't want to fail your subjects and lose the one thing holding your life together â your scholarship.
that is why you found yourself standing before him, in his favorite spot in the library tucked behind shelves upon shelves of books, next to the windows overlooking the empty football field. he's wearing black-rimmed glasses and is clad in the usual navy blue sweater as his head turns to and fro between a textbook and his notebook. the air had been so silent, you hear the aggressive scratches his pencil makes against the paper.
you feel a little hurt when he makes no move to acknowledge your presence, but you think back to what you have been doing and figured he has a right to act this way.Â
"hey, doyoung." your voice is meek, hesitant.
"if you're not here to explain nor give me an acceptable reason why you've been ignoring me for the last few months, then please get out of my sight. i'm busy, as you can tell." he is brutally honest, knocking down the remaining hope you have left of ever reconciling with him.
something within you snaps, the steady streams of tears running down your cheeks as you pinned your stare on doyoung's open pencil case lying on the table. you have nobody left. your family â father, specifically speaking â has disowned you for taking a course your heart wanted, and the one friend you have lies motionless in a white coffin buried six feet under the ground. you didn't want to lose doyoung, too, no matter what role he plays in your life.
"i'm sorry," your voice cracks. "life's been⌠fucking shitty, and i'm sure you of all people know what i've been through. i've thanked you before for â for what you did, and i'm thanking you again right now but â i'm sorry, i'm really â"
your voice cracks when you feel him pulling you into an embrace. you feel the tension in your body breaking loose as you crumble in his arms. all those months grieving and wallowing in self-pity took such a heavy toll that you can't help but tightly clutch the sides of his hoodie, scared he'll slip through your fingers.
one of his hands comes up to push your face against the crook of his neck, muffling your cries in the silent library. doyoung felt like a jerk for snapping at you the way he did. how inconsiderate can he be? however, he felt elated because you sought him out yourself and wanted his help of all people.
his eyebrow raises in amusement.Â
well, not that you have a choice, anyway.
it took you a few good minutes to calm down, cringing when you see the wet patch on doyoung's sweater because of your tears.Â
"why don't you tell me everything, hmm? i'll help you as much as i can."
you sheepishly look down, fiddling with your fingers as you sit across him, the open textbook and notebook before him long forgotten. "well, i've been so out of it lately? my mind's just a whole bloody mess and i can't focus on any of my subjects at all and if i can't, then i'll lose the scholarship and it's the only thing i have in my life right now â"
"hey," doyoung cuts you off, placing a warm hand against your forearm to calm you down. "you won't lose that scholarship. trust me, okay? why don't we arrange tutoring sessions and i'll even lend you some of my notes from last year. what do you think?"
"okay... thank you, doyoung."
"for the record, you have me in your life, too. i'll always be here for you."
in the first session, you woke up from your deep slumber with only 15 minutes to spare from the scheduled time, but thankfully, your tutor only lives one floor down with the rest of the 3rd-years. bringing nothing with you but a pen and a pad of paper, your textbooks were destroyed as some students from your batch thought it'd be fun to throw them into the lake to "honor" your friend.Â
you offer a small smile when taeyong opens the door, sporting an oversized shirt and track pants, eyes wide in shock when he sees you. "hi? can i help you?"
"hello! i'm here for doyoung. he's tutoring â"
"he doesn't live here anymore. his mom bought him a place outside the campus."
what?
"i'm sorry for disturbing you, then. do you by any chance know where he lives?"
that's weird. doyoung never mentioned he's already moved out. you feel a wee bit irritated that he forgot to tell you; it would've saved you the embarrassment of interacting with the varsity player. you weren't stupid, you can see the hints of repulsion in taeyong's eyes the moment he opened that door and saw you standing before him, no doubt thinking about: oh, look, it's the crazy murderer with a fucked up family standing in front of me.
he had shut the door in your face. you stood awkwardly for a good minute in the hallway until the door reopens, taeyong handing you a small piece of paper with doyoung's new address scribbled hurriedly in black ink. he doesn't give you a chance to thank him for he's already closed the door again without another word.Â
you opted walking to his place instead of catching a ride because the money you have on you is enough to buy yourself dinner. to say the least, the apartment building is mediocre, not too grand, nor is it too rundown. double-checking the floor level written on the paper before pushing the elevator's button, you then realize doyoung lives on the very top floor of the building.
the hallways are painted a boring brown. some acrylic number signs plastered on the doors are broken, hanging vertically with one screw left. it says on the paper he resides in room 720. taking the right hallway, you mentally count as you eye the mahogany doors. 718⌠719⌠there it is!
when you raise a fist to start knocking on his door, there is a tinge of hesitation surging through you. perhaps being alone with a boy in his apartment is not the best setting for a girl like you should end up in, but this is doyoung we're talking about. if he had ill intentions for you, it would've manifested a long time ago. you shake your head, feeling bad for thinking of him that way as you slowly knock on his front door. not long after, it swings open, revealing the 3rd-year in a white shirt and boxers as he lazily dries his hair off with a small towel.Â
"you're late," is the first thing he says to you before spinning on his heel to disappear further into his humble abode.Â
"you didn't exactly inform me you've moved out of the dorms. so, whose fault is it?" you retaliate, inviting yourself in and closing the front door shut.
"whatever. let's get started!" he plops himself on the floor, coffee table filled with loose papers as he struggles to find a specific one amongst the mess. "i've already scanned, exported to pdf, and emailed you my notes. it should be in your inbox by now. anyway, answer this quiz i made so i know what i'll be working on."
"you didn't really have to send your notes, doyoung. i could've just read everything from the textbook," you sit down across from him because otherwise, you'll be too distracted to remember information.Â
a thought crosses his mind. with what textbook?
"i just think it's missing some essence. that's why i love reading over other psych books in the library for fun. be grateful, those notes are like my babies and i don't simply give them to anyone," he looks at you pointedly. "they've all been summarized and explained in layman's terms so you wouldn't have to spend grueling hours of reading and trying to make sense of the big words as i did â i know that's not the definition of 'fun' normally, but it is for me, and that's why i do it."
"okay, doyoung. you sound so defensive when there's nothing to be defensive about," you tease, feeling pleased with the hint of red on his cheeks as he averts his gaze from yours, muttering incoherent words under his breath.
you spent the following tuesdays, thursdays, and sundays like that; hours upon hours with no one but your tutor, laptops with tangled chargers, a printed copy of his babies, and a mountain pile of loose papers filled with the specialized quizzes doyoung makes to measure your progress. the location varies from a cafe or his flat. but in what you've gathered from the time you spent with him, doyoung's a homebody. cafe tutor sessions are rare, and he always complained about how "noisy" the atmosphere was â "i can't stand it."
but the conversation hadn't always been about academics.Â
sure, for the first few sessions, doyoung kept an image of professionalism and had heavily insisted on it â "it's for your learning experience!"Â â despite your lighthearted teasing. but as time passed and he eventually grew more comfortable in your presence, you find the strict 15-minute break he had initially imposed between 45 minutes of studying turned into hours of talking about whatever; how he likes his eggs in the morning, your favorite coffee brew, his favorite show, your strongest pet peeve.Â
and you wholly welcomed the change, not minding that it's practically dark out whenever you go back to your miserable dorm. you feel butterflies in your stomach whenever doyoung offers to walk you home but never had you taken his offer, still cautious of other people seeing you both together despite his constant reassurances. you've already thoroughly ruined your image. you didn't want to ruin his, too.Â
kdy the cute tutor, 2:14 pm âlast day of midterms! & its all majors today âgood luck âremember what i taught u âlets get ice cream after u cant say no
you shake your head bemusedly. his texting style is the most doyoung thing he does and it's as if you can hear him say these things to you in real life. too caught up in your own world, you fail to detect another student sitting next to you and had nearly fallen off your chair in shock when they spoke.
"why are your notes like that?"
you fight the urge to glare at the person, especially when you turn your head and see lee jeno looking at you in genuine curiosity. he's the only batchmate that treats you a wee bit nicer among the rest. although he isn't technically your friend, at least he doesn't look at you like you're a piece of bubblegum stuck under his shoe like all the others.
"what do you mean?"
"they're⌠the definitions are all jumbled up. where did you even get that?"Â
what? jumbled up? doyoung himself said these notes are a combination of most of the psychology books he had read last year concerning his subjects. how would it be jumbled up? then again, lee jeno was not tutored by the prodigy himself. maybe things are bound to seem "jumbled up" when information is too great to understand for a feeble mind.Â
just as you were about to claim these notes aren't yours, the professor has already waltzed into the classroom with a thick wad of papers â the exams. after one last concerned glance directed your way, jeno averts his gaze with a confused tilt of the head.Â
hours later, you walk out of the classroom with the biggest smile on your face. aced it, you thought. your hands feel numb with how much you wrote on the essay portion but it's worth it if it meant you get the full 25 points, which you no doubt will as it was a topic you surely tackled with doyoung. speaking of... he sure is a man of his word.
"what are you doing here?" you hiss, head ducked with hair framing your face as to not draw attention from the rest of the students filing out of the testing hall.
"i texted you that we're getting ice cream. remember?"
"i did. but i didn't remember agreeing."
he shoots you a comforting smile, planting his hands firmly on your shoulder. âi told you, y/n. i don't care if they all see us together, so what? we all know you didn't commit that crime and it wasn't your fault you were born into the family you had. i don't care about the trivial things, baby, so don't shy away from me, okay?"
how the fuck can you say 'no' when he's looking at you the way he is as he brushed a loose strand of hair behind your ear? doyoung's just so bewitching that he has you wrapped around his slender fingers. he seems pleased when you stumbled over your words as you come up with a reply, caught off guard by his bold gestures.
"i just â you, uhh â fine..." you gave in, rolling your eyes out of pretense.
he just had to call you 'baby' and erupt the butterflies in your stomach.
it had been doing that for the last few months now and it had only truly manifested today when he took you out for ice cream to celebrate the end of hell week. and since you didn't want to go back to your dorm yet, you asked if you guys can watch some movies in his house but it had simply become background noise to your heart-to-heart talks. and what better accompaniment than the classic, chicken and beer?
you listen to him drone on and on about the little realizations he had on some of his past lectures even when you barely understood anything he's saying. doyoung's so lucky to be extremely good at something he's so passionate about, talks about the human mind and the complexity of a person's behavior will never fail to make his eyes light up in interest.
he calls out your name.
your eyes snap open.
"why don't we get you home? it's past 10 and it's alright, stupid, you don't need to pretend to be interested in my psychological findings." he chuckled light-heartedly, stealing the can of the now room-temperature beer from your hands before you can protest.Â
"i wasn't dozing off, i swear."
"i caught you in the act. stop lying."
like all the other times he has you as his guest, doyoung once again offers to walk you home and you decline for the thousandth time. it really isn't that much of a long walk anyway. you don't see the need for him to go out of his way to secure your safety. plus, you were the one who insisted on hanging out in his house anyway. you weren't that thick-skinned to let him take you home, too.
"you're drunk!" he scolds.
âno, iâm not. i can perfectly handle myself."
"but â"
"bye!"Â
you feel a little guilty for shutting the door in his face. still, a minute longer of his persistence and you would've taken his offer. unfortunately for doyoung, you are one stubborn girl. only if you don't make brisk movements with your head, then you won't see doubles. you'll be fine, it's just a quick walk and it's not as if you're stupid enough to pass by deserted alleys.Â
but you had underestimated the divine prowess of your fucked up fate.
everything happened in a matter of three seconds; one, the blinding headlights illuminate your path from behind; two, you hear the loud honk, and as you turn around â three, the vehicle sends you rolling against the asphalt.
you should have taken the alleyways.
for his second act;
he alters your reality.
when you open your eyes, you thought you were dead and your spirit is wandering elsewhere â because you don't believe in trivial things like heaven and god â until an agitated doyoung comes into view. for a split second, you thought, is he dead, too?
"i'm not dead, you idiot." too dazed, you hardly register his anger. "i can perfectly handle myself, she said. i'm not drunk, she said. this wouldn't have happened if you had simply let me walk you home! you're damn fucking lucky you're alive and breathing right now!"
a person clears their throat.
"i don't think it wise to⌠nag at the patient the moment she wakes. don't you agree, sir?"
pink splotches on doyoung's cheek as he looks down, embarrassed at getting scolded as he stands closer to your bed. "i'm sorry, doc."
you didn't know when your vision cleared or when you started hearing normally again, but it was enough to find out what exactly had transpired on the very night of your tragic accident. a hit and run. fifty-fifty chance of surviving. doyoung getting a call from the hospital in the middle of the night â"they were trying to contact your dad, but he wasn't answering. i was the last person in your call history."Â
six months in a coma. but today, you wake⌠only to find out your world has crashed and burned.
"what do you mean i lost my scholarship?"
"baby, listen to me â"
"why did they take it away? is it because of my accident? i'm behind by one term only and i swear i can catch up. they need to let me back in the program. there must've been some mistake â"
"your gpa didn't reach the cut-off grade."
that can't be possible.
"but you tutored me!" you claim with conviction, pointing an accusatory finger at him until you groan, bowing in pain as you clutch your head.
doyoung springs into action. the chair's legs screech against the tiles as he jumps to your aid, ushering you gently back against the hospital bed despite your refusal. "you're not well. lay back down, please."
you don't hear a single word he says, not when you had lost something so crucial. "i put in the effort and learned everything you taught me... i aced those fucking mid-terms! i know i did!" you were on the brink of tearing up as doyoung settled himself in front of you.
"i⌠i actually saw your papers," his lips set in a thin, hard-line. "everything was all wrong, sweetheart. what happened to you? i tried reasoning with the professors, mentioned your state â you know, with your best friend dying â but they didn't relent. i'm sorry y/n. i'm so â"
gone. everything is gone. the money. the dorm. what if they ask you to pay the fees from last year? what if they ask you to pay the tuition fee for this year? you have no money, no family, no relatives. no one to help. who's even going to pay for the hospital fees?
you weren't able to process anything after that. not with the sudden news of your now revoked scholarship. doyoung pulls you in a tight hug. "i was a bad tutor," he says, snapping you out of it. "maybe i shouldn't have pushed you that hard to learn them. why were your answers even mixed up y/n? i thought you knew those topics alreadyâŚ"
he pulls away, observing your confused state as your eyes dart everywhere in the room. "what â how are they mixed up? i know i got them right. there has to be some mistake. you taught me those topics, remember?"
"i did... "he averts his gaze. "but i don't remember teaching them to you mixed up, darling. i think you did that all on your own."
"but⌠why would i mix up my answers? that's â"
"see, what i mean?" he cuts you off, raising a hand to give your cheek the most delicate caress. "you're not well, baby. you need to be treated, especially with how much you hit your head during the accident. don't worry, i'm here. we'll try asking if you can stay in the dorms at least until you find another place â"
"am i a charity case to you?"
oh, the surprise on the junior's face when you push him away as you pin him with a hard stare. you just don't get it. why is kim doyoung so adamant about helping you? in becoming your hero, even when you never asked him to be? if you let him help you this time around, that'll be the 3rd time he came to save your ass. it's not as if you're ungrateful. simply, you've had enough of his help. you don't know how a person like you, who literally has nothing, can return the favor to someone like doyoung.
"what are you saying â"
"i'm sayingâŚ" you fix him a hard stare. "you helping me out doesn't even benefit you in the slightest. so why do you do it?"
he pauses, staring at you with hesitance in his eyes as this seems to be the very first time you've truly seen him speechless. when doyoung opens his mouth, he mumbles, and you hardly make sense of what he said.Â
"do you really want to know why?"Â
you urge him on with an arched eyebrow, his softened tone creeping into your heart.Â
"you're someone special to me y/n. i don't know how or when i admitted it to myself, but you are, and it hurts me to see how shitty your luck is," he cracks a small grin, slowly settling back onto the hospital bed as he grabs your hand. "it's okay to seek help from others. it isn't a sign of vulnerability or weakness. i help you because i want to, and i'm more than willing to take care of you. will you let me?"
you're not blind. you've noticed the way he had slowly started coming closer as he continued to speak, hands held securely in his as he looked straight at your eyes then down at your lips. and so, you act in a way you know that will surely answer his question â with a kiss.Â
the man before you immediately reciprocates, overpowering your own eagerness as he curls the tips of his fingers into the roots of your hair. he pulls you close, cradling you against his chest. you can taste his desperation in the way his tongue dances against yours, the kiss transporting you into an alternate reality where your world revolves around doyoung and doyoung alone.Â
when he pulls away bleary-eyed, both of you ignore the thin strand of saliva connecting your lips. "how about you come live with me for the time being, my love?"
still high off his kiss and natural scent, you hardly mull over the question he asks you. "okay."
days later, after you've been discharged (he wanted to chip in for your hospital bills but you had given him a firm no), doyoung had been the one to show up at the dorm to collect all your things after leaving you in his apartment. the cutie had refused to simply drop you off and had deliberately accompanied you up the elevator, through the halls, and finally into his apartment.Â
"i'll be out for just a minute, sugarcube."
"oh, can you get take out?"
doyoung had smiled, playfully booping the tip of your nose. "no, because i'll be cooking for us tonight as a little celebration for you getting discharged. you'll love it; i'm making your favorite!"
it was funny how the night had been nothing but utter bliss. the foreign feeling of being taken care of sprouting in your chest as you watch him cooking from behind the counter. it felt⌠nice. but funny enough, as if doing a 360, you both had immediately gotten into an argument the next day.Â
"i don't see the need for skipping another day if i feel perfectly fine! i'll figure something out once we get there, doyoung, so can we just â"
"you' re not fine, babylove â hell, you got discharged yesterday! i'm not just about to let you back into the arena with those students. they've only grown more immature since your coma, love. i seriously don't want you near them."
"fine! then i won't talk to them. simple." you throw your hands up. "there. problem solved. now, can we please just go to uni? i need to talk to the dean and the head of student affairs, too â"
"i'm going to uni, not you."
maybe it had been the way he firmly stated his claim, the way his eyes pierced through your soul as if daring you to argue further with him that made you snap.
"i'm not a prisoner in this apartment, doyoung! don't treat me like i have the plague! i'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself â jesus christ, i've been doing it nearly half my fucking life!"
too caught up in your anger, you've failed to notice the tears pouring down his face as he sets his gaze on the floor.Â
"you're right," his voice cracks. "i shouldn't be pushy like that. i'm sorry. you just mean so much to me and i'm so scared of losing you again. with your coma â i just â it's like i was fighting a losing battle each day that passed when i saw you in that hospital bed. i've never felt so scared in my whole life and i hated myself for not being able to protect you that night."
his tears run like waterfalls, and when you step forward with your arms wide open, doyoung sobs harder as he pulls you against him. you hardly comprehend what he says as he spoke, shaking against your frail body as you felt his tears stain your blouse. "i'm sorry, i never should've dictated what you felt â i'm so sorry."
"no, it's okay. i was feeling a little lightheaded, anyway. i'll stay here and i can come back to school next semester, right? doyoung? just⌠please stop crying."
he lifts his head, staring at you with bloodshot eyes before giving your forehead a kiss. you let a relieved sigh escape your lips, melting into his warmth as you prop your chin on his shoulder. if you had only been more attentive, you would've seen the reflection of his wicked grin on the tabletops. too easy.
living with him became a blur after that incident. everything fell into a routine for the next four days as you spent the day watching netflix, eating, reading, sleeping. nothing felt fun anymore. but your peaceful life had ceased during the fifth night â the whispers, they woke you up. you can hear them from behind your door at night, and when you rouse awake, you see doyoung walking around the hallway from the tiny gap at the bottom of the door. you had sighed, falling back into your plush bed as you pray to god, he keeps it down.Â
but what he told you the next day rendered you speechless. "me, walking around the hallways? whispers?" he says, confused. "i was already asleep, love. knocked out cold the moment my body fell on the bed."
"butâŚ"
he doesn't spare you a glance as he takes his sweet time skimming through his notes on the dining table, coffee in one hand. "maybe it's just the meds kicking in."
"no, surely it was real! i literally woke up in the middle of the night," you repeat. "it's okay if it was you, doyoung. i'm not mad."
he sets his coffee mug down a little too loud.Â
"well, you can't be mad at me, sugar, because like i said â it wasn't me," it doesn't take a genius to notice he's awfully cranky today. you observe him, dark half-moons under his eyes as he relentlessly reads his notes with instant coffee in one hand.Â
"you're just imagining things, okay? stop acting crazy."
for some reason, the way he had uttered certain words like 'imagining' and 'crazy' made you curl into your seat in embarrassment. he was right that your doctor did prescribe a generous amount of pills per day, but his tone made it feel off, made you feel like there was something wrong with you even when there wasn'tâŚÂ
right?
you didn't say a word after that and had hesitantly pecked him on the cheek before he left for school. with the amount of time you're with him, two things stood out to you â his keen sense of observation and his knack for reading people. you highly doubt he didn't notice a shift in your behavior but a part of you thinks it's just the stress talking. he is about to take his finals and had recently started on his research paper.Â
every psych student is required to present a paper in accordance with the department's annual theme. it could be anything from proposing a theory (if you dare) to constructing a well-developed psychology model. if you don't turn one in, you don't graduate â the paper's that important, and you've been bugging him for so long about sneaking a peek on what his study is about. but he always refused.Â
the next week came rolling around, and both of you had been spending every day together due to the semestral break. the arguments have significantly lessened, but your episodes â eventually, you started calling it that way because that's how doyoung labels it â have only gotten worse. you end up moving out of the guest room and into his. privacy be damned. the whispers stopped momentarily but what came next became your imminent downfall.
the first time you heard it, you thought you were dreaming. but the doorknob kept rattling aggressively even as you sat up. just as you climb off the bed, your half-asleep boyfriend asks where you're going.Â
"bathroom," you lied.
you were always the one to snort when it comes to the supernatural, claiming it's all bullshit. yet, as whatever outside continues to fight its way inside the room, the rattling progressing into loud bangs against the door, you're not so sure of your beliefs anymore. you're not crazy. nothing is wrong with you, and you're perfectly fine. this apartment is cursed, and you are going to prove that to doyoung.
grabbing your phone from the bedside table, you turn the flash on, pointing the camera at the door as you take a footage of the mad entity that has been playing games with you. a squeal escapes your lips when a particular bang! reverberates louder in the room than all the others. the phone slips your hand, falling onto the floorboards. you don't bother to retrieve it as you scramble to get yourself back under the blanket and into doyoung's comfortable warmth.
you snuggle yourself plush against his chest, shaking as you wrap your arms around his waist, inhaling his natural scent to anchor you back.Â
bang! bang! bang!
you didn't get a wink of sleep last night.
"can't the video wait? there's a new episode of start-up, and i want to watch it already!" he whines, shoving his face further on the throw pillow situated on your lap.
you giggle, shaking your head as you scroll through your gallery to find the video. i'm not imagining things. i'm not hallucinating. i'm not crazy. "here! watch... i'm telling you this apartment is haunted, and the ghost probably likes you, which is why it doesn't bother you â"
your lighthearted rambling cuts off when you notice no sound emitting from your phone. weird. you could've sworn you started recording right when the loud banging has already started. your heart drops upon the wary stare doyoung shoots you before he continues to watch the video.Â
no, no, no, no â please!
you quickly scoot over to his side, watching as the video unfolds before your very eyes. the shot was messy as the phone was handheld, not to mention you were panicking at the time. but the video is silent. not a single noise of a rattling doorknob or banging on the door can be heard through your phone's speakers.Â
"maybe â maybe you didn't turn the volume up?"
you hardly contain the mortification in your face when you realize the volume's at 100 already. and as if on cue, your squeal is heard in the video and the noise of the phone hitting the floor.
doyoung's silence shakes your whole being. as you kneel before him teary-eyed, your voice breaks. "i swear, i'm not crazy."
but at this point, you don't believe yourself anymore.
for his third and final act;
he triumphs.
his deprivation began in minuscule ripples.Â
it didn't take much effort on doyoung's end to convince you to stop studying for a year or two, at least, only until your hallucinations aren't as severe anymore. everyday felt like hell on earth as the fine line between what's real and what isn't has blurred over one too many times. in sheer paranoia of accidentally hurting him in his sleep, you moved out of his bedroom and had started sleeping in the guest room again â much to doyoung's frustration.Â
but he's a smart man, one that recognizes an opportunity amidst the hurdles thrown on his path.
"why does my door need a lock outside again?"
he approaches you, whoâs sitting cross-legged on the bed, after screwing in the last of the screws that came with the new doorknob. doyoung is familiar with the look written on your face, has observed and studied you enough to navigate his way inside your pretty little head with ease.
he can't have you doubting him, can he?
"you know i'm all about protecting you, right?" he starts. you nodded. "i've been doing it for a year now, and i will continue to do so until you need me to. the world is a bad place, sweetheart, remember? your own best friend's mother tried framing you. your dad disowned you. you've been ostracized in the whole college... do you think i'm just like the rest of them, baby?"
doyoung has already mastered the perfect expression of a kicked-puppy, one that easily pulls at your heartstrings and has you cooing at him.
"no!" you say with conviction, reaching forward to thread your fingers through his. "i know you're different, not like any of them at all. i know you're only doing what's⌠best for me."
he ignores the underlying hesitance in your tone. that will be corrected, sooner or later.
doyoung tightens his hold as he kisses the back of your hand. such an innocent gesture â but such ill intentions.
"the outside lock helps me in protecting you, love. you don't need to worry about anything. just focus on getting better, alright? i'll keep the bad guys away from you."
it was during his first semester of senior year, a few months back, doyoung and a good few students of his batch had been granted the opportunity to intern for a mental hospital located near the edge of the city. he was supposed to decline the offer but you convinced him to take the spot. it had only been a two-week âjobâ yet it was enough for doyoung to conclude â heâd rather kill you than subject you to the horrors of what the patients have to go through in the loony bin.Â
eventually, the small ripples shift into unforgiving waves, dragging you into the depths as everything comes crashing down before your very own eyes.
it should have been like any other day inside the apartment. doyoung's already gone in the morning to attend classes. though not before setting a tray of your brunch on the nightstand, making sure to lock your door on his way out. he knew your nightmares and anxiety kept you up at night, resulting in longer hours of sleep during the day.Â
turns out, you moving out of his bedroom had been a blessing in disguise. coming home to an empty apartment has become his biggest fear yet, and you unconsciously found a solution for him. one that doesnât have him fidgeting on his seat as he counts down the minutes âtil heâs back by your side.
doyoung smiles unconsciously as he listens to his professor drone on and on in front of him â his mind at peace, knowing you're safe and sound in your little prison.
until he received a text that made his blood run cold.
ty, 11:34 am âim done.
meanwhile, you rouse awake once more to thunderous poundings against your bedroom door. oh no, you thought. it's happening again. this time, there'll be no doyoung barging into your room, half-asleep and hair messy, as he tries to calm you down. you throw the blankets over you as you sob, hugging your legs against your chest as you try to 'wake yourself up' from the hallucination.
the person outside calls for your name, the desperation in their tone alighting a new-found fear in your heart. you don't know what's real anymore. is this truly happening, or is it another hallucination your fucked up mind has conjured up?
"please! it's taeyong! y/n, can you hear me?"
taeyong?
slowly, your head peaks above the blanket, warily staring at the door. doyoung has warned you about these kinds of things, has practically ingrained in your mind that whoever comes looking for you will take you away from him. not to mention, doyoung slipped one time and said he isnât friends with taeyong anymore.
the banging on the door progresses.
âare you in there? answer me! i canât find the key!â
you donât say anything, merely pushing the covers off your body as you keep your eyes fixed on the beating door. it looks like itâs about to pop out its hinges as taeyong relentlessly fights his way inside your room. what are you going to do? do you open the door? oh. right. you canât do that on your own accord. the key is with doyoung and he isnât in the apartment at the moment.
all your thoughts come to a halt when the boy outside sends the door flying open, finally breaking the lock with one powerful kick. you flinch back, his actions pushing you on your feet, wanting to place a maximum amount of distance from the intruder.Â
taeyong looks frantic, disheveled as he immediately notices your alarmed state. he approaches you cautiously, hands up to show his empty palms. âhey, hey⌠itâs just me, y/n. iâm not going to hurt you. iâm not the enemy here.â
âdoyoung doesnât know youâre here, does he?â
the look of surprise on his face is an answer in itself. for someone doyoung had proudly claimed to have âbrokenâ youâre still quite quick to catch up on things, taeyong observed. and he doesnât know what to feel about it â pity? guilt?
âthatâs not important!â he claims, boldly surging forward to grasp your shoulders with a firm grip. taeyong felt his heart dropping when you flinch under his grasp.Â
âlisten to me. we need to get you out of here. doyoung isnât â he isnât everything you thought he is!â he canât help but raise his voice, panic surging through him because thereâs not much time left and you arenât exactly cooperating. youâve been trying to shrug off his hold the whole time.Â
âdo you think he actually loves you?â
âhe does! stop saying bullshit!â
âdoyoung never loved anyone and you want to know why? because heâs too in love with his research to care for anything else!â taeyong felt bad to have been so direct, especially when he sees the tears now falling freely down your cheeks. âlisten to me, y/n! iâm not the enemy! if thereâs anyone you should be pushing away, itâs doyoung! he turned you into his lab rat! you are nothing but a variable in his study! donât you get it?â
taeyong grabs a firm but gentle hold of your head, trying to make you look at him straight in the eye for the gravity of what heâs about to say to you.
âdoyoung had his eye on you since sophomore year. i told him this was a bad idea and that he should change the topic of the research and he was. fucking hell, he was about to scrap the whole thing until your bestfriend died and did you know what that psycho told me? that it was a sign for him to continue the research! and iâve been pestering him so much that he moved out because he claimed i was going to get in the way of his discovery.
tell you what, if you can tell me right here, right now, that he has mentioned anything â anything at all â about his study to you then everything iâm saying is a lie.â
you have asked doyoung for the longest time about that research but the answers have always been the same. ânot yet, my love. itâs not time for it to be seen with your eyes. soon, okay?â
with a voice not louder than a whisper, you ask. âwhat⌠whatâs his research about?â
you fail to see the sorry look on taeyongâs face. âin psychology, they say a person only develops psychosis mainly through genetics or drugs. although youâre technically already a worthy âlab ratâ considering your mom and upbringing, he wanted to expand the external factors of what causes the disorder â grief, grades, toxic family relationsâŚâ
you hear a ringing in your ear and a sudden urge to throw up. only, you didnât have anything to hurl because your brunch remains untouched on your bedside.Â
âbut he hadnât been successful. and thatâs⌠thatâs where i came along. doyoung thought the medications heâs been giving you isnât doing what he wanted it to and he knew he needed a little push. i was⌠i gave him that push. remember the whispers, the banging on the door at night? it was all me. he made me do it. you know what that means, right? youâre not crazy. you donât need to stay here cooped up like some kind of pet, believing all his lies as if itâs written in a fucking bible ââ
he stops. and if he hadnât, you wouldnâtâve heard the familiar beeps of the front doorâs automated lock going off. doyoungâs home.Â
in lightning speed, taeyong has you sheltered behind him, throwing his warm coat over you in the process, hoping to give the smallest comfort amidst the chaos thatâs about to erupt. thereâs no point in pretending or hiding â one look at that lock and his crazy friend would know somethingâs off.Â
taeyong feels you flinching behind him with every heavy footstep against the floorboards as doyoung wastes no time in getting to your room. and when he finally appears, hands braced against the door frame, youâve never been this scared your whole life. his eyes are drawn into slits, fixated on taeyong alone. âhow fucking dare you?â
âitâs over, doyoung. give it up or you wouldnât have to suffer a longer sentence than youâll already get.â taeyong tried with his whole being to appear intimidating.
âwhatâre you saying, yong? i meant, how fucking dare you barge in here and disturb my girlfriend in her sleep? thatâs not very nice of youâŚâ doyoung sports a disarming gummy smile as he approaches, hand outstretched and beckoning towards you. âcâmere, baby. i donât think youâve eaten lunch yet?â
âdrop the fucking act, you psycho!â
âwhat act?â doyoung tilts his head innocently, gaze shifting from taeyongâs and yours, who keeps peeking from over his ex-friendâs shoulder. luring you out is a piece of cake unless taeyong decides to make things a wee bit more complicated, doyoung thought. âiâm just concerned for my darl ââ
âweâre leaving.â taeyong cuts him off, breaking eye contact as he places a firm grip around your wrist. he pulls you towards him, farther away from your supposed lover as he tries walking past doyoung.Â
but the said man pushes taeyong back with a humorless smile on his face. âand who told you that you can do that?â
a pregnant silence befalls the room as the two men size each other up. they regard each other with such hostility, you can't help but unconsciously fist the back of taeyong's sweater in nervousness, prompting the man to turn his head over his shoulder for a swift second to check up on you.
but a second is all that doyoung needed to deliver the first kick towards taeyong's legs, throwing him off his balance. if it was one thing doyoung knew, is that he needed to eliminate taeyong's agility all together if he wants to win against him.Â
but taeyong isn't one to back down. the moment doyoung straddles him on the floor, with a fist raised to throw a punch, taeyong grunts as he rolls them around. doyoung now receiving taeyong's rain of fists as he yells. "fuck you! you manipulative asshole!"
you sat on the corner, horrified of the scene happening before you. you've never seen doyoung this way. he has always been your sweet, caring bunny, but after everything taeyong said, you aren't so sure you even know the man you've been living with.Â
"everything i did, i did it for her!" you flinch at the sound of bones breaking as doyoung kicked taeyong's ribs. "she had nothing to lose! i saved her!"
the door is open, you noticed. wide-open and inviting you to make a run for it. and you would have made a run for it... but taeyong. you can't leave him behind, not when he lays there bloody and grunting in pain as doyoung lets his anger take over him. so, as stupid as may be, you did it. you had to.
"you didn't save me," you say, schooling your face into indifference as doyoung whips around, forgetting about taeyong in the bat of an eye. "you caged me in here, treated me like there's something wrong with me, gaslighted me into believing everything you said! and... what did you say? 'saved me'? you made me go through hell!"
the whole time, taeyong tries his hardest to stand upright, but his broken ribs don't allow him to. the pain too great that he had no choice but to crawl instead, arms pulling his weight as he drags himself across the floorboards, desperately trying to get doyoung's attention back on him even if it meant getting beaten to death.
meanwhile, he had his eyes trained on you the whole time you spoke, sobbing as you walk backward in fear as doyoung approached you with a dark glint in his eye. he doesn't like what you're saying; that much is very clear. he wanted to yell at you, to scream of your ungratefulness despite his constant care but instead, he says.
"i thought we were making progress, baby. i guess i have to drill everything in your brain again. you're not okay, but you will be after i treat you."
you try to fight the urge to look at taeyong as he finds his strength, silently rising up from the floor to ambush doyoung while he's so busy preaching about you.Â
"what i said is true, baby. do you actually think this scum over here is doing this to save you? do you actually believe everything he said? i've been here since day-1, my love. literally. and have i ever let you down? no. everything i'm doing is for us. even this damned research!"
taeyong surges forward to put him in a chokehold, but everything happened so fast, and the next thing you knew â
"did you actually think i'd fall for that?"
you didn't know the sound of a knife cutting through flesh could sound that loud, but nothing could beat the strained gasp that tumbled through taeyong's lips as he shakily held the knife pierced through his heart. you would've been concerned about how doyoung got it so accurate in one go or where the knife even came from. but you were too busy screaming, collapsing against the wall as you let out a broken sob.Â
"no," you mutter. "no, no, no..."
you can't bear to avert your eyes from taeyong as he lies dying before you. the look of fear in his eyes would forever be ingrained in your mind, and no amount of brainwashing or gaslighting would ever make you forget.
doyoung killed him. you lost.
the knife clatters loudly on the floor as he slowly turns around as if he himself has yet to register what he did. you didn't know what to expect from doyoung's reaction but certainly not the eerie smile that starts spreading on his face.Â
"now... how about that lunch, baby?"
â : a repost no one asked but i respectfully dont give a fuck <3
#hmu if i missed a warning#yandere doyoung#yandere kpop#yandere nct#yandere nct 127#tw swearing#tw manipulation#tw violence#tw knife
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Brock Rumlow x Female!Former SHIELD Agent!Reader: Revenge Is a Dish Best Served Fried
Summary: All old flames grow cold eventuallyâExcepting, of course, yours.
Rating/Warnings/Tags: T (bad language, torture, physical abuse, beating, brainwashing, post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier)
Fic Trade Prompt: âDonât make my job too easy~ ;)â Plus, I got to pick the character to write for this time around.
Revenge Is a Dish Best Served Fried
You awoke with a start in complete darkness with one hell of a headache pounding through your skull. Where you were and how youâd got to wherever that was you didnât know, but it didnât feel like youâd come along willingly. A multitude of invisible cuts stung up and down your body; your stomach felt as though it had had its contents punched out of it recently; and maybe you couldnât see to confirm this, but you were pretty sure your left eye was swollen shut. Worst of all, every cell inside of you felt dry and hot and buzzy, as though youâd spent the evening before playing test subject for a new line of Tasers.
But what had happened mattered very little in comparison to your present predicament. You could catalog injuries once you were definitely safe. It didnât take long for you to decide that your current location wasnât that. Straining your ears, you heard nothing. No hum of electricity. No faint whir of a security camera. No chattering from anyone keeping guard. Eerie, you thought, until you decided to stand upâŚ
âŚand found your arms clamped tightly to a couple of armrests. You had not realized that you were sitting down in an actual chair until you were unable to lift your wrists. Try as you might, no matter what angle you used, the restraints wouldnât budge. Your ankles were in a similar state. Gritting your teeth, you mentally prepared to dislocate the bones. Nothing you hadnât done before, but never a pleasant prospect. On the count of three. ThreeâŚtwoâ
âGood morning,â came a deep voice from another corner of the room, âsweetheart.â
The sudden appearance of someone in your cell was not what caused you to freeze. No, you only stopped your attempts to get loose because you recognized the voice. You squinted into the dark. Still you could hear no breathing, see nothing further than the pitch black two inches from your nose. But then again, this man should have been a ghost.
âBrock?â you asked, voice raspy. Sounded (and felt) like youâd been smacked in the trachea, too.
A rumble of laughter answered you, but no footsteps. âI donât go by that name anymore. But itâs good to hear you havenât forgotten me entirely. Thought you might have, the way youâve been treating me.â
Those three sentences were all it took to force the shock out of your system and flood it instead with frustration and anger. You clenched your fists into useless balls, rattling your cuffs as you did.
âI havenât been treating you any way,â you said. âNot since INSIGHT. Not since Hydra.â
You glared in the direction from which Brockâs voice had issued, but still you could see no sign of him. Wherever you were, there were no windows. He had to be there, though; you hadnât heard him move away or out. Sure enough, when he spoke again, he sounded close by:
âDonât pretend that you leaving had anything to do with either of those.â
âOh yeah? And why else would I leave you? Because youâre such a wonderful person, Iâd be a fool not to stay?â
This time, the silence that stretched out after your final question lasted long enough for you to start wondering if Brock really was in there with you. He always did know how to stay silent and stillâa boon working as the head of STRIKEâbut even he had to shift sometimes, even he had to breathe. Maybe he had an intercom rigged up. You tried to hold your breath to listen for him again to no avail. Then you did hear a breath, a long, rattling almost laugh.
âOh, I donât know.â A click sounded just before the room was flooded with light. Your eyes snapped shut to avoid the pain that surged through your already throbbing head for what little good that did. âHow about this?â
It took you a few seconds to force your eyelids back open. Sure enough, your left would hardly move. Through what remained of your field of vision, you could not see much through the sudden haze of lightânot much outside of a dark shape in the corner of the huge room, that was. You blinked, and the figure came into focus: a dark-haired man sitting against a wall of security deposit boxes, and wearing thick, dark armor. As soon as your gaze reached his face, Brock grinned.
âNormally I wear the mask.â He stood, gesturing to a helmet sitting by his feet. It, too, was black, but with a skull blasted across its face in white paint. Then Brock kicked the mask to the side and strode purposely over to where you were clamped to the chair. âBut I donât need to wear it for you. No secrets between us, [Name]. Isnât that right?â
Up close, you could see his features better even through your damaged eye. However you looked, you definitely looked better than Brock. His face was a twisted mass of reddened flesh. As you took his new appearance in, he drew closer, leering down at you. You shrank away, but all this did was make him chuckle.
âI thought so. Couldnât stand to be with someone so ugly, could you?â
You swallowed thickly. âI didnât see that before I left.â
Brock laughed again. âYouâre a damn shitty liar. Always have been. You think I didnât know? You think I was deaf and dumb under all those bandages? You think I had any delusions that my girl would stay by my side after Captain America demolished a building on top of my fucking face?!â
His voice rose in volume and intensity, and with each sentence, he thrust himself further into your personal space. You made yourself stay in place, though your heaving chest betrayed your fears.
âI left because you were working with Hydra, Brock,â you said, willing your voice to stay even. âBecause I donât want to be with a terroristââ
âTerrorist!â he shouted, and for one blessed moment he stepped away from you. Unfortunately, he was soon back and closer than ever, his nose practically pressed to your own. âIâm a mercenary, sweetheart. I work for the highest bidder, and donât you go pretending youâre not just the same as me.â
âIâm not like you. I donât work for Hydra. I donât work for SHIELD anymore either. Iâm doing real work, good work, with theââ
âWith the Avengers. Yeah. I heard.â
Despite his claims to have already known about your present employment, Brock appeared put off by the news. He turned away from you, pressed his hand to his mouth, and shook his head. You took advantage of his distraction to again attempt to get at least one hand out of your shackles. Too bad they seemed to be made for someone much, much stronger than you.
And then Brock was back, smiling so widely that his eyes turned to half-moons inside their scarred lids.
âI was good to you, wasnât I? Brought you flowers, like a good boyfriend. Took you out for dinner. Walked you home from work, cuddled with you at night, bought your goddamn tampons! And what did it get me? What good did any of that do?â
To that you had no proper response. All you could do was stare, captivity momentarily forgotten in the light of the dawning realization that your ex-boyfriend had gone completely insane. Yes, Brock had done all of those things for you, for years. You had been happy with him for all those years. You had thought youâd been lucky to be with the guy that headed STRIKE, one of SHIELDâS golden boys, the most handsome man in the whole organization. All the same:
âI donât date Nazis,â you snarled.
âIs that what you think I was? A Nazi?â Brock shook his head, but then seemed to drop the subject, his mind wandering as his dark eyes traveled up above your head. âNever let the higher ups take you in, either. Wasnât like they didnât want to. Good enough to be an Avenger, Agent [L Name]. Couldâve had you conditioned by someone who knew what they were doing, and we would have never been in this mess.â
âWhat mess?â you asked, if only to keep Brock talking. A little further, and you thought you might have a chance of dislocating your wrist just enough to slip out of Brockâs restraints.
Brock said nothing.
âBrock,â you said once more, âwhat mess?â
He seemed to only then remember you were there. His eyes drew slowly down until he was staring right into yours, seemingly oblivious to your desire to get free. â
Tell me you still love me, [Name],â he said, sounding almost normal.
âExcuse me?â
âTell me you still love me,â he repeated. âTell me you still love me, and none of this has to happen.â
âNone of what has to happen?â
âJust tell me that youâll take me back! The rest of it doesnât matter. Just tell me that you still love me!â
You mustered all of your energy, looked Brock dead in the eye, and spat in his disgusting face. He froze.
âThe man I fell in love with was just thatâa man.,â you said breathlessly. âWhat are you? Some burnt shell, thatâs all that left. Not even enough courage to take me on face to face. Youâre patheââ
One thickly gloved hand shot out viper-fast and put your jaw in a vice grip. Brockâs lips pulled back into a snarl that gave way to another laugh that raised the hairs on the back of your neck.
âCareful, [Name]. I brought you here to kill you. Donât make my job too easy.â He winked, a gesture that you did not return. His smile faded as his fingers gripped your chin even tighter. âEither youâre leaving here mine, or you ainât leaving here at all.â
âAnd what is that supposed to mean? Youâve been babbling since you got me here. Tell me what your plan is, if youâre so proud of it.â
He considered you for a long momentâtoo long. Your jaw ached; you could feel his fingers pressing bruises into your skin. At last, he released you, then gestured up to where he had been looking only a few minutes before.
âYouâre sittinâ in a real special chair, darling,â he said as your own eyes traveled upward.
Your heart gave a great thud as you realized exactly where you were. Youâd seen the Winter Soldierâs files, and unless you could get out of there, you were screwed.
âBrockââ
âSee, this here bankâs a front for Hydra,â Brock went on as though he couldnât hear you. Who knew? He was far gone enough that maybe he couldnât. âBut they dropped it like a hot potato after Rogers fucked over Project INSIGHT. Once upon a time, they used to strap Capâs old war buddy into this and fry the living daylights out of his skull. Only saw it done a few times myself, but how hard could it be?â
âYou wouldnât.â
His new, predatory smile returned. âWouldnât I? How do you know I havenât already done it? Thatâs what this setup is for, after all. Memory loss. And I want you back pretty damn bad.â
He had a good point. Your head definitely felt like it had been put through the ringerâbut unless a lot more time had passed than your body could account for, you still had all your memories. In fact, you had enough memories to know that you werenât about to beg this man for your life.
âYouâre not going to get away with this,â you said in as dangerous a voice as you could muster.
Brock ignored you, walking over to where a very obvious lever had been installed near your chair. Before you could say anything more, he pulled it, and your chairâBuckyâs chairâshifted slowly backwards. The mechanism above your head jolted to life, then drifted down toward your head. Only then did Brock answer you:
âWhoâs gonna come for you? SHIELD? Donât make me laugh. They know about us. Theyâll think you were in on it all along. A Nazi terrorist, just like you said. Always spouting the company line. And the Avengers?â Here he did laugh. âThink they got better things to care about than where you slipped off to in the middle of the night. Never got in the habit of staying in one place too long, did you?â
He was right. He was right, and what was worse, begging was beginning to seem a better and better option the longer the whirring in the chair went on. You rattled your wrists, rattled your ankles, arched your back to strain with all your strength against your bonds, but nothing moved or loosened. Of course it didnât. This machine was built for a super soldier. What were you compared to Bucky Barnes?
Brock Rumlowâs haunting laugh started up again in nearby. His hand reached out to press your shoulder back hard against the backrest.
âDonât worry so much, [Name],â he said. âI might not have the finesse to pick and choose what you forget, but itâll all be over soon either way. When you wake up, weâll either be back together orâwell, youâll believe that we are when I tell you. Iâve got big plans for us. Real big plans.â
You opened your mouth to retort. How, you didnât really knowâbut any possibility of a retort vanished the very next second. All that came out of your lips was a scream as the surge of electricity from HYDRAâs brainwashing device slammed into your head. You opened your mouth again, and let out another scream. Brock chuckled one last time before he gave your shoulder a final squeeze.
âWelcome back to the dream team, [Name],â he said, but Brock Rumlow had vanished from your thoughts. The whole world had vanished from your thoughts. If you werenât lucky, neither of them were ever coming back. Everything from there on out was pain and order, order and pain.
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The Trouble ch.8
A/N- tell me how you liked it!! The ending is coming soon.
Warning- ANGST, talks of loss and grief, ptsd, violence, blood, light fluff, SPOILIERS if you havenât played the game.
Pairing- Jesse x fem!reader
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Here. Finally.
It took a long time, but you arrived.
Maybe you regretted it a little, feeling the sun burn your skin as it scorched down, but there was no turning back now. Youâve made it this far. Santa Barbara, and hopefully one step closer to reaching Ellie.
Albeit you knew you werenât going to find anything on the abandoned boat that you came to. Everything here seemed to be untouched for a couple months, if this was Abby, she was long gone now.
âHas Ellie passed by here?â You couldn't help but wonder out loud whilst you stepped out of the cabin and walked off to jump off the boatâIs she even here?âyou think to yourself.
Nevertheless You couldnât stay out here in this damn blazing sun for too long, nor could you stay so below, you needed to get to higher ground. You could possibly find something thereâyour eyes lift to the house that overlooked the ocean behind you and getting there, or just getting higher was your goal. And it wasnât a tough thing to do, the terrain was easy to get through, you just expected the neighborhood you ran into, Messa Bluff, to be tough. All neighborhoods were. Those not used anyway.
You pulled out your gun expecting to hear, or see any sort of infected roaming mindlessly in the streets, but as you walked towards the first house you saw, there was dead infected on the ground. And it could be an old body, but as your eyes roamed itâs ugly figure, you noticed the fresh blood that spilled from the wound on its head. Some of it was still pouring out of its corpse, so it was just killed.
âHmm,â you sigh before you lift your eyes from its body and continue towards the house, noticing not just a few feet ahead another freshly killed infectedâsomeoneâs here.
Your eyes flicker up to the house and you just hoped it was Ellie.
*A FEW YEARS AGO*
âWe actually have a girl around the same age as you,â Tommy directs to Ellie who sat by herself on the reading chair. âShe should be coming from her classes soon.â
âClasses?â Joel questions. âYou guys have a school?â
Maria nods her head. âFor the younger kids we do, but y/n is learning to become a doctor.â
Ellie heard them talk but she could hardly care, sure she might want friends if staying here was for the long haul, she didnât want to be alone cooped up in her room, but she hardly cared to meet someone at the moment. She was bored, hungry and frustrated, but perhaps that was the hunger. All she wanted to do was go to her room and see what she could decorate it with.
Yet Joel stayed in his brother's house talking about random things that came up, but Ellie knew that he was waiting for you, the girl Tommy and Maria had mentioned, so she could meet you. But you surely took your time to get to your house, and once you did, you rushed in unaware of the guests in your living room. Albeit Ellie had noticed you first, she caught your muddy shoes in your hand that you tried to hide behind you, she noticed the urgency and panic in your face that she had seen on other people many times. She couldnât help but wonder what you had done in your nursing classes to have ended with your shoes caked in mud, and for your first instinct once you got to your house was to dart to your room without as much as a glance at the obvious chatter in your living room.
And luckily for you, you got stopped before you could reach the stairs. âHey, Y/N, wait up.â Maria called out after your fleeting figure.
âYes?â You ask as you poke your head past the wall, noticing in that instant an older man with hair a deep grey color, and visible scars on his face that only made him appear intimidating and rugged; he also looked familiar, but youâve never seen him in your lifeââoh.â You mouth before your eyes flicker over to a red-headed girl slouched on the reading chair, her green eyes brightened by the sunlight kissing her face while she obviously studied your face. She also looked intimidating, but not as much as the man, and one thing you couldnât help but notice was that she looked young. Which, you didnât know if it was a good or bad thing, yet.
âCome over here and introduce yourself,â Tommy waved you over.
You sigh, but donât argue as to not look suspicious, instead you throw your backpack on the stairs and regretfully put your shoes on top of it, making sure to cover them with your coat before you walk towards the living room.
âHello,â you greet the man and the girl still on the couch with a faint smile. âIâm y/n.â
âY/N, this is my brother Joel.â Tommy introduced him as he fell by your side, the new information letting you realIze that, thatâs why the man looked familiar, he looked like Tommy.
âHello.â He simply said in a husky voice that was much deeper than Tommyâs. âTommy,â he continued as he looked up at his brother beside you. âYou didnât tell me you had a daughter.â
âNo,â Tommy chuckled, âsheâs not my biological daughter. Sheâs my adopted daughter.â
Joel nods and then looks back to the girl, motioning her to get up with his hand. She seemed hesitant, but she picked herself up and stood behind him, making Joel step back so he could push her forward and introduce her. âAh, this is Ellie, and sheâs just around your age.â
âReally?â You question as you blink and meet her gaze. âThatâs cool.â There's an awkward silence after, with neither of you knowing what to say or do, but Maria seemed to have a good suggestion that only made things more awkward.
âWhy donât you take her up to your room.â
You werenât children to show each other your toys, but you did need to hide your shoes before either of them sawââokay,â you say in a feigned calm tone before you walk back and point your head towards the direction of the stairs. âCome on, itâs upstairs.â
Ellie steps forward and you miss the glare she shot Joel before she slowly followed after you, managing to catch you snatch your shoes and other things from the stairs before you ran up and waited for her at the top. Once Ellie reached the top you guided her to your room at the end of the hall and made sure to swiftly throw your shoes in the bathroom, and shut that door.
âSo,â you decide to break the tension. âHow old are you?â
âUh, fifteen.â Ellie answers whilst her eyes wander around your nicely decorated room. âYou? I mean they say you're the same age as me, but I donât believe them. I think theyâll say that just to force you to befriend me.â
You scoff lightheartedly and turn to face her once youâre stopped by your bed. âIâm sixteen. I just turned sixteen like a day ago.â You sit on the edge of your bed and catch Ellie focused on the vinyl records all neatly tucked in the shelves, she walks towards the shelf and her lips tugged to a small smile.
âAre these all yours?â She asked excitedly as she looked at you.
âYeah,â you nod, âIâve collected some along the years, and my grandpa gave me the rest.â
Ellieâs eyes return to the vinyls to brush her thin fingers over the backs, stopping as she catches sight of a certain album that caught her attention. âDo you have anywhere to play them? Or I mean do they work?â
You drag yourself off the bed to walk to your desk and open the wooden record player. âYou can put one on.â You smile as you step back to make room. âTo try it out.â
âAre you being fucking for real?â She queried as her eyes met your eyes and you caught a gentle sparkle in them.
âYeah,â you nod. âGo.â
Ellie doesnât hesitate to bring an album by âThe Clashâ with her as she walks to stand by your side, pulling out the vinyl from its sleeve and carefully placing the record where it went. She then set it up and you both waited, hearing silence for a brief second before the sound of an electric guitar began to play, and seconds later a voice began to sing and you recognized the song âShould I Stay or Should I goâ was playing. One of your favorite songs. And it seemed to be hers too because she soon turned up the volume and began to bop her head to the beat, as well as tap her foot as her hands went into her coat pocket and her smile turned to a grin.
You then followed by doing the same head movements as the song played and completely broke the tension between you both. And perhaps it was such a small moment, a small change, but the hostility was gone, neither of you were strangers anymore, but Instead immediate friends.
âCan I ask you,â Ellie spoke up while the song played. âWhat happened in your medical classes that got your shoes dirty?â
Your eyes widen and you blink to meet her curious gaze, but you donât hide the truth from her. You smirk instead and reveal the truth. âYeah, there was no class today. I snuck out with my friends. Just donât tell Tommy, or Maria.â
Ellie scoffs, and her lips tug to a smirk. âYour secret is safe with me.â
You grin and step back to walk towards your shelf. âWanna listen to more music?â
âHell yeah,â Ellie grins.
ââ
The trail of dead infected bodies led down a small hill that you cautiously followed, even if you werenât sure who had just killed these infected. For all you knew it could be those people called the Rattlers, that you read about on some letter in one of the empty houses, even if you hoped it wasnât, the possibility was that it was them. And you could still run, turn back and return home, but you needed to check if it was Ellie first. You couldnât leave her behind.
So you needed to continue following the path. And as you did. you ended up finding thick green shrubbery blocking the path forward, with the trail of bodies ending a few steps back, so whoever had left it went forward. But when you let your eyes scan the area, you see that an RV and a truck were also blocking the path.
âHmm.â You slowly walk forward and see a large enough gap between both trucks where you could squeeze through. You were hesitant and anxious in doing so because your peripheral view was limited since you couldn't see much past the truck's gap, but, it was the only way throughâfuckâyou hold your breath and have your hand tightened around your gun as you slowly walk through.
Once youâre miraculously through and donât get tackled or suddenly bit, you exhale deeply and feel a wave of relief wash over you, but before the feelings could set in your bones you instantly jump back at the sight of a clicker hanging upside down from its leg. âWhat the fuck,â you gasp as you clutch onto your chest with your unoccupied hand. The clicker begins to click itâs jaw and manages to push its body forward in attempts to try and get any piece of flesh it could sink its teeth into, but you only stepped back from its reaching hands and then felt yourself bump into something else.
There was no noise, or movement that you could hear behind you, but you still swiftly turned around, only to see the girl you had been looking for. âWhat the shitâŚEllie?!â You gasp again as you feel your whole body grow stiff. You narrow your eyes on her, and besides noticing that she was upside down, you couldnât help but notice fresh blood dripping down her red, sunburnt face, half of her shirt drenched in the same thick liquid, and her cheeks looked more sunk in than before.
The first thing that shouldâve run through your mind was to help her, but your mind kept fixating on wanting to know if she was real, or just some weird hallucination. She looked real, but was she? You snapped from your stupor and stepped forward, reaching out your hand to feel the warmth of her cheeks under our fingertips; she felt real. Next you proceeded to lean in and press your ear close to her lips to hear her slow breaths taken because she was passed out due to the blood that ran to her head because she was upside down. So the answer was that she was actually here, hanging upside down from a tree.
There was an answer as to why she ended up as she was, thus leaving you finally to act out on your plan to help her off the tree. However, when you reached the rope that was tied around a large rock, you caught the sound of footsteps behind you. Thinking it was infected you turn around to get ready to shoot them, but then you see that it was something much worse.
âDrop your weapon and put your hands up, and this might just go easy for you.â A man much shorter than his ponytail wearing companion spoke to you with a certain, annoying cockiness expressed on his face.
You quickly glance at the rope just inches beside you, and then your eyes fall on the switchblade just under Ellie. You think of dropping your gun and then running to get it, but theyâd shoot you, or hurt you some other way before you could do damage, so instead you stayed put and did as he said whilst you tried to talk them out of whatever sick plan was on their mind. âPlease, just let us go, we'll be on our way out. We just got lost and my friend got caught in this trap.â
The short man approaches you with a smirk and his gun points at you while his companion stood behind him with his weapon on the ready. âWe can help you find a way out.â The short man assured you even if it was a lie that you werenât aware of. âBut you have to follow our rules since youâre in our city.â He reaches for your arm, yet as he tries to grab it you kick him back and pull out your gun hidden behind you. You shoot at him, but end up missing after the older looking man he was with shoves you to the floor and steps on your hand until you let the gun go.
âTake her.â The older man instructed, âIâll take this live one tied up.â
You quickly flip over and reach for a dagger hidden in your waistline, but the guy pulls you up and in a harsh movement twists your arms to your back, and pulls you closer to his chest. âDonât try anything,â he sneered in the ear. âOr Iâll shoot your friend and then you.â
âFuckââ
âAbbyâŚ.â Ellie unknowingly interrupts you, âI foundâŚ.â
âThis bitch is fucked.â The guy holding you remarks about Ellie.
You scoff and squirm in his hold, but he only presses a gun to the back of your head and turns you so you could watch his friend drop Ellie to the ground from where she was hanging, causing her to groan out in pain as she landed on her wounded side. âEllie!â You bellow, seeing her open her eyes to see the person who had called her name.
It took her a moment to recognize you, to figure out that you were real, but once she did, she could only continue to groan out in the blinding pain she felt shoot out from her bleeding wound.
âWeâll be lucky if she even lasts us a month.â The same guy kept talking, this time however, his comment made your eyes widen out of fear. âCan we please just please just say weâre done for the day?â He continued to ask as he watched the other man untie Ellie.
âYeah,â the guy agreed whilst he kicked Ellie forward. âIâm going to get that thing down, and let me reset the traps.â
Right! The clicker hanging from the treeâthe corner of your lips tug to a smirk and using all the strength you could muster after a long day, you use your legs to throw yourself back, causing the man that had you captive to stumble back towards the clicker who quickly lunged forward in means to bite him.
Nonetheless he managed to get out of the way before the clicker could bite any part of him.
âIt get you?!â The friend asked in a panicked voice and with his gun pointing at the guy behind you, who still surprisingly had you in his hold.
The man shakes his head, âNo, Iâm good.â He then digs his nails in your skin and grimaces after what happened. âYou bitch,â He proceeds to also finally tie your hands with some zip tie. âYouâre gonna pay for that.â
You snort and just as youâre going to snap back, Ellie beats you to it and begins to laugh. You canât lie it creeped you out that she did laugh since she was badly wounded, but you let it be, and well it annoyed the guy.
âSomething funny?â
âLooks like you shit your pants,â Ellie counters while she struggles to push herself off the ground.
The guy shakes his head and whispers in an annoyed tone. âWhat you say?â
âWhat a little bitch.â Ellie continues smugly.
âOh, you like funny huh?â The guy snaps before he grabs your arm again, cuts off the zip tie and drags you towards the clicker. âWatch this.â He shoves you forward and the clicker begins to reach for you, clicking its teeth as the sound makes it go crazy. You struggle in his hold, and dig your heels into the ground to make it difficult for him to continue pushing you forward, but heâs stronger than you and manages to tear your arm from where it was stiffened to your side to push it towards the clicker's mouth.
âYou fucking,â you strain to say whilst you squirm and try to throw your elbow, or foot back. âAsshole. Let me go. Stop!â
âCome on,â the other man protests, âwe donât need this.â
âNo, man,â the young man responded amusingly. âTheyâre fucked up anyway.â He continues pushing your arm towards the clickers teeth until the point you could feel the heat of its mouth on your skin. It was terrifying and heart clenching, your breath became heavy and quick and Ellie wanted to stop him, but she was struggling to get up. You kept trying to fall back, or really just do anything, and miraculously you did manage to get the upper hand after an instant of throbbing pain shot throughout your arm.
You didnât pay much mind to the pain and passed it off as the man digging his nails in your skin and pressing his rough fingers on your arm, before you ducked and used your strength and weight to swing him to the side and throw the man towards the clicker's arms and jaw. After that he let you go and his friend tried to shoot you, but Ellie quickly grabbed the gun you dropped and shot him first, causing him to fall down on his ass.
âFuck,â you breathe out as you move away from the clicker and catch your breath on the ground, catching Ellie snatch the guys rifle off the floor and storm towards the other man in means to shoot him.
âWait! Wait! You said Abby! Youâre looking for an Abby right?â The man bellowed as he threw his hands out, managing to make Ellie stop before him. âWe picked one up a couple months ago.â
âYeah sure.â Ellie said, stepping forward.
âBig girl!â The man pants, âblonde. Arms like mine.â He motions, âshe had a scrawny kid with cuts by his mouth.â
Your attention focuses on the man and your eyes narrow as your mind pulls out flashing memories of who he was talking about. For a brief second you see and hear the memory of Abby killingâŚJesse play out in your head and it hurts far worse than your arm does.
âYeah, thatâs her.â The man says once he notices the realization on yours and Ellieâs faces. âYou let me go. Iâll tell you where she is.â
âTalk.â Ellie deadpanned.
âSheâs in a holding cell in our camp,â the man obliged.
âWhere is that?â Ellie interrogated him further.
The man points past her and continues. âHead up that way til you hit the railroad track. Thatâll lead you to a resort. We keep em in the tall, round building.â He groans and Ellie looks back to where he pointed to for a second before looking back at himââI swear.â Before he could add more Ellie lifts her gun and shoots him once before he goes limp like his friend.
Finally leaving Ellie and you alone.
However the reunion wasnât a happy one. After Ellie could tear her eyes from the man laying on the floor, she turned to you with a serious expression that expressed no warmth. âWhat are you doing here, y/n?â She asked bluntly.
You push yourself up to your feet and canât help but glance at her wound on her side as you answer her. âI came after you.â
Ellie walks past you to collect her switchblade off the ground, but stops as sheâs crouched down, turning her head to look at you over her shoulder. âWhy? Who told you I left?â
âDina, told me. After I went for a visit.â You say as you walk and grab a rifle from the man Ellie had killed.
There's a short silence while Ellie stands up, but sheâs quick to fill it with the same question. This time in a more demanding tone. âWhy are you here?â
âBecause.â You stand up and turn to face her, ignoring the pain your arm was under. It felt as if someone was pressing a hot iron on it. âMy friends' problems are my problems.â
Ellieâs green eyes quickly snap up to meet your own eyes, and you notice a sadness flicker within them while her lips twitch to almost express a frown, but she holds back and instead focuses on her wound at her side. âDid you come to take me home? Convince me not to kill Abby?â She lifts her shirt and a soft hiss leaves her lips. âWell then let me tell you that youâve come in vain. She killed Joel, Iâm only finishing what she started.â
You scoff. âWhat she started?!â You storm towards her but she keeps her eyes on her wound. âEllie, you went after her already. You killed all the people that were with her and it almost took Dina, Tommy and you out with them. The only reason,â you pause when you donât notice her looking up at you. You crouch down to be at her level. âLook at me.â
Said girl blinks a few times to fight the tears that welled in her eyes before slowly dragging her eyes up to meet your gaze.
âThe only reason,â you continue, âneither of you died was because she spared your life. She wasnât going to bother you anymore, and you came after her. You left your family to come after someone who most likely has not thought of you since she left Seattle.â
Ellie shakes her head. âItâs not that easy to forget what she did!â She stands to her feet and stands just a few inches away. âI canât sleep, I see him all the time. I see that day, I see her.â She cries. âI need to do this. Itâs the only way I will be able to live in peace. I need to do this forâŚ.him.â She canât even muster the strength to say his name, or mention her pain without her voice breaking. Tears wanted to slip past her eyes, but she was strong enough to hold them back for now.
âAnd what?â You counter with tears of your own while you step forward. âDonât you think I see Jesse? Donât you think Jesseâs death hurts me too?â You sniffle and swipe tears off your cheeks. âI see him all time. And not with good memories, but his body after he was shot. It haunts me, even when Iâm awake. And I want it to stop.â Your voice quivers. âBut even I know this is wrong. Stop this and come home before something happens to you. You know Joel wouldnât have wanted you to come if it meant risking your life. So come home Ellie, please.â
Ellie steps back and her gaze holds yours for a moment whilst tears roll down the curve of her cheeks this time. She parts her lips to argue, to try and convince you to follow her plan, but she knew you more than anyone, no matter the pain you were enduring after losing the man you loved, youâd never fall as low as she thought she had fallen. She couldn't ask you to stay.
âJust leave, y/n.â Ellie mumbled as she shoved past you.
You turn sharply on your heels and stay put with determination in your own plan. âNo. Not if youâre not coming with me.â Your lips twitch.â Wherever you go, I go.â
A sigh leaves Ellieâs lip and with some hesitation she turns with a comment ready to be shot out, but before she could speak, her eyes fall on your arm and they go wide with horror. âY/N.â She mutters before she rushes towards you and grabs your arm, twisting it a bit and gasping sharply. âYouâreâŚ.â She pauses and you follow her line of vision down to your arm, instantly feeling your heart sink to your stomach, and feeling all sound cease to exist as you catch the bite mark on your arm. ââŚbit.â
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Heartfelt Deception Continuation (Joey / The Legion x F!Reader)
Joey x Reader Angst!!!!!!
Hi! Iâve been busy working and getting ready for university but Iâve been DYING to finish requests! I wanna put my heart and soul into the requests so sorry if it takes long! Working on finishing the Doctor stuff after this!
Anyways, general plot is you see Joey again but your reunion is short lived!
You werenât sure how long youâd been in the Entityâs realm at this point. It felt like years but mustâve been a few months. It feared you apart on the inside thinking about all those you left behind. What terrified you most was the thought of you actually being dead. Were you just a husk being punished in this purgatory? This hell? What the hell did you even do to deserve this? You sighed deeply and looked upwards.
You awaited the trial. It had been almost two weeks since you were chosen to participate in a trial. You cherished every moment not being in those twisted games. A shudder ran through your spine remembering your last trial. You awoke in a bathroom with Kate Denson. There were devices on your heads and the voice of a man spoke, telling you that he wanted to play a game. While you and Kate played that awful game, the other two were doing generators. You got the trap off of your head but Kate wasnât so lucky. It was terrifying but you couldnât forget the image of the woman in red. The woman who wore a pigâs head as she chased you.
âY/N?â A guy said to you as you jumped. You recognized the guy as Quentin Smith. He was around your age and you two talked before.
âOh, hey.â You said with a smile, a nervous one.
âAre you, like⌠alright?â He asked you as you nodded.
âJust nervous.â You said to him.
Quentin was friendly but he looked extremely tired. He came the same time as the dream demon? You hadnât personally fought this demon but you hated what you heard about him. But, you did remember where they came from. Elm Street, was it? Despite the atrocities that occurred here, you loved hearing about where all these mysterious people came from. He nodded in response and looked around.
âYeah, me too. I, uh, heard that we might be fighting that ogreâŚâ He said. You saw the fear in his eyes when he began to remember his own trauma fighting these creatures and murderers.
âWhich one?â You ask, trying to lighten the mood as he chuckled quietly.
âThe samurai one.â He said as you nodded. Y/N only fought him once. A hulking samurai who beat her down in an instant. You cringed, remembering the blunt force trauma on your back. Quentin noticed how uncomfortable you looked and cleared his throat.
âAnyways, yeah⌠itâs just gonna be me, you, Bill, and⌠Ace? I dunno, theyâre old so I donât really know how to talk to them.â He shrugged.
âWell, I have faith weâll be fine. Bill might look old but you should see him in action.â You said with a grin. Bill once refused to leave you behind, carrying you on his back and throwing you out the exit gate once. Since then, you admired him and always had his back.
âYeah, heâs a fighter, isnât he?â Quentin asked as he yawned. You were about to say something but the familiar, cold fog surrounded you guys.
âCome find me.â He quickly said to you as the fog completely engulfed you.
You shut your eyes tightly, opening them again when you were sure you were in one of the realms. Your hair blew slightly when you looked around. This place seemed foreign to you. It was a hospital of some sort? Not Crotus Prenn. Y/N looked around, crossing her arms tightly. The hallway looked old, dirty, and bloody. In one of the many rooms were chairs and bathrooms?
Y/N shivered and peaked down the hallways. You didnât see any of your teammates. As you walked into the waiting room, you saw a paper on the ground. You kneeled down and picked it up.
âLearyâs Memorial Institute exposĂŠ.â You mumbled, instantly lighting up when you realized this mustâve been the realm that belonged to the infamous Doctor. You didnât fight him yet but you heard how he fought survivors. Electric blasts? The place seemed massive and long. You then remembered what you heard your friend say. âCome find me.â
âQuentin?â You called out, not too loudly in fear that the killer was around. When you got no response, you just began to quietly speed walk to the generator you spotted down the hallway.
You kneeled down, wasting no time in getting to work on it. The repairs came naturally to you. And when you were so focused on survival, you were determined on fixing this generator. The generator sparked and as you continued to fix it, it became more and more loud. At this point, you didnât care if the killer heard you. You just wanted this generator to be completed.
Or at least you thought so, anyways. Your concentration broke when you heard a scream nearby, it mustâve been Ace? Your finger slipped and the generator blew up. Y/N covered her face as she rapidly stood up. You felt dazed for a moment and heard something sprinting towards you, you quickly turned around. You gasped loudly, holding your arms up in defence as you felt something slash through your forearm.
You let out a scream as the figure immediately stopped. Y/N stumbled a bit, panicking at the slash on your arm. The killer had been one of the Legion members. You immediately forgot about the rapid bleeding from the wound when you looked at the killer. It was Joey. He seemed frozen in place, immediately regretting his actions. He held his knife as he stared at you, breathing heavily from the fatigue he got from his frenzy. Joey wasnât thinking straight earlier, he always had a temporary migraine whenever he finished his frenzy.
As he was about to reach out, a chair was thrown at him. It was Ace. He had a slash on his back from Joeyâs knife. With confidence, he spread his arms out. Ace seemed somewhat pissed off too. Joey grunted and snapped his eyes to his direction.
âCome pick on someone your own size, pal.â He said as Joey switched the way he held his knife.
âRun, kid!â Ace yelled at you.
You looked at Joey before nodding and quickly breaking into a sprint. Joey watched you, feeling frustrated at his situation. He quickly began to chase Ace, wanting to hook him and find you as fast as possible. Y/N continued running and vaulting into random rooms. You held your forearm, losing more and more blood. Y/N eventually stopped running, feeling exhausted and lightheaded.
You kneeled down, biting your lip hard as you pressed your forearm into your shirt. It stung and the sight of your own blood was making you panic. In fact, you didnât even realize how much sound you were making, breathing heavily and crying. When you heard footsteps beside you, you basically shrieked but quickly realized it was just Bill.
âAh, shit.â He said, throwing his cigarette to the side. He kneeled down beside you and looked at your wound.
âQuentin, get your ass over here!â He yelled. You covered your mouth with your other hand as Quentin entered the room, carrying a medkit he mustâve found. How did he always manage to find a medkit? You didnât care right now.
âAre you okay? I mean, obviously not butâŚâ Quentin said, quickly opening the medkit for Bill.
âIt stings.â You said.
âWho was it?â Bill asked, taking your wrist as he began to quickly clean your wound and mend you. You shook your head.
âI-I donât know⌠heâs after Ace right now.â You said. The three of you heard the familiar scream of Ace in the distance. He mustâve been hooked.
âNot anymore.â Bill huffed as he wrapped a bandage around your arm.
âThere was no alcohol or stuff in it, sorry.â Quentin said as you nodded.
âHeâs one of the faster ones, though.â You said as Bill helped you up. He has his usual mean mug.
âWe best split up and work on seperate gene. If you see the bastard, you better man the hell up and run for the sake of the rest of us. Iâll get Ace. You kids work on fixing these godddamn machines.â Bill said in his usual gruff tone.
âYeahâŚâ Quentin said nervously.
âOkay⌠got it.â You said as the three of you quickly ran in seperate directions. There was no need for small talk with no generators completed yet.
You ignored the pain of the wound. Not because of your objective but because he was here? What the hell were the odds of seeing him again? Why didnât he just kill you in Ormond? Maybe, it was a deception trick? You didnât know and it was starting you drive you crazy. He even shows you his face. His face! You never forgot what he looked like. You also never forgot how he felt, sitting so close to you and comforting you? You felt your face heat up at the thought but got angry thinking about how it just couldâve been a lie.
You walked back to your generator, quickly going back to work on it. As you kneeled down, you yelped as you were pried off of the generator. Y/N panicked as the gloved hand covered her mouth.
âPlease donât scream!â You heard the familiar voice of Joey say to you. You struggled but quickly stopped, curiosity getting the better of you.
You quickly ripped away from him when he let you go. You turned around, eyes wide and your posture tense. Joey tilted his head, taking in your features as his shoulders loosened. It felt so intoxicating for him to finally see you again. He pulled his hood back and took off his mask. You still felt on edge when he did so. Joey knew he didnât deserve to act so friendly but still, he smiled seeing you again.
âLook⌠I know things look bad right now.â He began as you furrowed your eyebrows.
âBadâŚ?!â You whisper shouted.
âIâm sorry, okay?! I didnât mean toâŚ! The Entity makes me and my friends go into this weird ass bloodlust state where we want you just stab everything in sight, I stopped as soon as I recognized you!â He explained, rambling a bit.
âStopped, huh?â You questioned, mad about your wound. It was pretty deep. He sighed deeply, holding his head in frustration.
âLook, I couldâve done so much worse than that, okayâŚ? I just, Iâm sorry, okay?â He said.
âYou donât sound that sorry.â Y/N replied, you crossed your arms.
âMan, just bare with me, aight? Iâm not used to saying stuff like that.â He said, clearly flustered.
You let your guard down and stared at him. Of course, you still felt extremely scared knowing he was one of the killers but he felt so⌠relatable? Funny, almost. Why was Joey even a killer? What did he even do?
âItâs okay.â You said after a few silent moments. He looked at you.
âReallyâŚ?â He asked, a bit dumbfounded.
âYeah⌠itâs fine, it doesnât hurt anymore.â You mumbled awkardly as he stood up straight again, putting his knife away.
âI doubt that but still⌠itâs nice seeing you again.â He said with a geeky smile. Your eyebrows lifted in surprise as you held your worst to your chest, looking around.
âI-um⌠why arenât you trying to kill meâŚ?â You asked in a quiet, awkward voice. It felt so strange speaking to other people your age. Quentin was fine but this was Joey.
Joey stared at you for a second. Not even he knew the answer to that question yet. Well, he didnât but he didnât want you outright tell you that he had a crush on you. He scratched the back of his neck and nervously looked around. He wanted to shoot his shot since he wasnât sure if heâd see you again for a long time but he didnât want to rush things and make you uncomfortable. Not that he cared, if this thing between you two was possible then heâd be as patient and respectful as he could.
âI think youâre cool.â He replied as you stared at him. You blinked a few times in both shock.
âYou think Iâm coolâŚ?â You questioned.
âYeah, yeah⌠you donât like that?â He asked.
âNo, I do, but⌠youâre a killer.â You said, your eyes wide with fear subconsciously as you looked at him.
Joey felt a sting in his chest with the way you were looking at him. But, you were right. He was indeed a killer. Fucking Frank, he thought to himself. If it werenât for him and Julie pretending to be so badass, he wouldnât be here. Although, he probably wouldnât have met you. He deserved to be here for helping them kill that janitor. Joey knew it deep down but he wanted to preserve the image of himself he wished he had. A geeky Canadian teenager. Something he once was before he hung out with the wrong crowd.
âI know Iâm a goddamn murderer, okay?! I wish I wasnât but I had no choice!â He snapped. You seemed taken aback by his sudden outburst.
âIâm sorry, IâŚâ Y/N stammered as he shook his head, sighing deeply.
âNo, itâs fine⌠my bad. Iâm just used to getting mad easily âcause of my friends. I dunno, you just miss social cues when you hang out with the same three fuckers.â He said.
You fumbled with your hands nervously and looked towards the waiting room. You thought for a second before clearing your throat.
âUm⌠wanna sitâŚ?â You asked nervously as you pointed towards the waiting room. Joey stared blankly before looking at you, surprised by the suggestion.
âUh, yeah, definitely.â He nodded eagerly as he followed after you.
You walked into the room and sat down on one of the chair, putting one leg over the other. Joey seemed much more confident when sitting, getting comfortable with his arms crossed and legs spread. You didnât know why but you smiled at how comfortable he quickly got. Joey was a mystery, an interesting one to say the least. Y/N looked around at the walls.
âSo⌠how are youâŚ?â You say.
âChilling, I guess⌠you?â He asked.
âSurviving.â You joke as he chuckled lightly.
âSorry, I gotta ask⌠what do you survivors even do after the trials? When I first got here, I thought you would all be dead permanently.â He said to you.
âOh, uh, thereâs like a campsite? We get our own tents and supplies. We kinda just explore the woods and dreadfully wait for the Entity to choose the unlucky four.â You explained.
âUnlucky four, huh? Why are you here?â He asked you. Y/N shrugged lightly.
âHonestly, I donât know⌠I was happy and free until the fog came. Iâm starting to lose track of the days.â You said.
âMe too.â Joey said with a deep sigh.
âWhy are you hereâŚ?â You asked nervously.
âMe? Uh⌠fuck. Look, Iâve been doing some self-reflection and getting in touch with like, emotions and shit. I know what I did was wrong but it was Frankâs fault. And Julie influenced his dumbass⌠if only they didnât think they were fucking Harley and Joker.â He muttered.
âWhat happened?â Y/N asked.
âIâor we, killed a janitor⌠it was some older dude. Me and Susie didnât want to but I dunno, I never thought peer pressure was real but⌠I guess I was just scared shitless when I saw Frank with that knifeâŚâ He said. You could hear the guilt in his voice as he leaned forward.
âAnd it couldâve been something we couldâve easily redeemed ourselves for but⌠thatâs when the Fog came. I dunno⌠ever since I met you, Iâve just been thinking a lot.â Joey said.
âMe?â You ask as he looked at you.
âYeah⌠not in a weird way but, youâre cool and normal⌠something I donât find often nowadays.â He shrugged as you nodded, your heart thumping from how flustered youâd become.
âSo, whoâs this Frank?â
âFrank? Well, heâs my bro. My best friend, as you people would say. I dunno, he was kind of a loser now that I think of it but ride or die, amirite? Anyways, I always knew he was kind of crazy. And Julie too. I never liked her too much, she was always kinda bossy. Especially towards Susie.â Joey explained.
âAnyways, we formed the Legion. It was us four against the world for a bit. Quite literally now that I think about it. I think the Entity changed Frank⌠heâs more⌠violent now? Literally doesnât even listen to reason anymore.â He said.
âSounds like an asshole, sorry.â You said as he smiled.
âHe is, donât worry.â Joey said.
âSo, thatâs why youâre here? You got scared and were forced to do something? Thatâs such bullshit.â You said, looking at him.
âYeah, I guess soâŚ. Iâm really nothing to be scared of.â Joey said before falling silent, holding his head for a second when he heard whispers in his head.
âAre you alright?â You asked.
Joey felt the Entityâs anger with him. At times, it was scary. He remembered what happened to Susie when she didnât comply with what it wanted her to do. It just twisted her even more and made Frank into a complete monster. He shut his eyes tightly. Joey wasnât making an effort to sacrifice anybody and the Entity was growing tired and bored with this trial.
âIâm fine, just fatigue is allâŚâ He lied.
âBut, um⌠yeah, thank you for opening up to me about that stuff⌠and for your gloves.â You said, smiling warmly. He looked towards you.
âYou remember that?â He asked.
âHow could I not? Youâre still my friend. A good one, at that.â You say, grabbing his hands softly and standing him up. Joey wished he didnât have his other set of gloves on so he could feel your skin.
âI was gonna suggest you drink some water slowly but⌠thereâs none.â You said to him.
âReal smart.â He sarcastically laughed with a grin. You smiled too.
âPlease, I literally forgot we were in hell.â You said.
âOh, this is hell?â He asked, becoming a bit more bold when it came to flirting with you.
âMaybe.â You replied with a smile.
You frowned when he held his head again. Joey grunted at the sudden sharp pain in his head, a migraine worse than when the frenzy ended. You put your hand on his shoulder, watching him with concern as he grit his teeth. Why they hell was this happening now? Why the fuck did the Entity suddenly care so much? Joey knew what it wanted. It wanted it to hurt her.
âY/NâŚâ He muttered.
âUh, whatâs upâŚ?â You asked in concern.
âI donât think it wants us to waste anymore time.â Joey said, wincing from the pain and becoming more overwhelmed when the whispers grew louder. Y/N couldnât hear anything.
âWhat? The Entity?â You asked.
âListen, you should just⌠run, okay? Go do a generator or something.â He said before he cried out in pain after finishing his sentence.
âJoey?!â You asked with panic in your voice.
âFuckâŚ! Quit it, you motherfucker!â Joey yelled at the Entity, holding his head. You rubbed his back, totally unsure of what to do.
âI-Itâs okayâŚ! Donât listen to it!â You said to him.
âIâm sorry⌠Iâm so sorry.â Joey said to you when you suddenly felt a sharp pain plunge into your stomach. Your eyes widened as Joey stood tall, aggressively twisting the knife before pulling it away.
You coughed out blood onto his chest, clinging to his shoulders when you felt yourself lose blood rapidly. Joey pushed you back, slashing again at your chest. In that moment, he felt rage, anger, sadness, regret, shame, and guilt. But, the bloodlust he felt was even stronger than what the frenzy made him feel. He couldnât control it. The Entity did. You wailed as you curled up, not expecting anything that just happened. Joey cleaned his knife off, putting his mask back on and lifting his hood.
Joey didnât speak. He couldnât even look at you when he picked you up. It made him feel even worse at how weakly you were wiggling. You punched at his back as hard as you could but you were ready to faint at any given moment due to the extreme blood loss. Joey shut his eyes tightly once he got to the hook, hoisting you off of his shoulder onto it. Your eyes shot wide open at the hooked sensation. The hook shot adrenaline through your body as you tried lifting yourself up, letting out a scream as you hung there.
He couldnât even bare to look at you. Even in his crazed state of mind, he seemed ready to just kill himself. Why did the Entity do what it did? He just turned and walked away as fast as he could. Due to the amount of time you wasted with Joey, the Entity just decided to kill you then and there. It didnât want to wait for any of your fellow survivors to come and get you. It was bored and hungry. Joey began his frenzy once he heard the Entity finish you off, deciding to take his anger out on the remaining survivors.
You slowly opened your eyes to see Yui watching you intently. She seemed surprised you were awake and brushed your forehead. Beside her was Claudette who made sure you were okay.
âYouâre awake.â She said.
âYuiâŚ?â You asked, disorientated.
âYou did not last long, at all.â She jokingly said as you sat up. Claudette seemed too shy to tell you not to sit up. You winced.
Usually, it would take a few days for all wounds to completely heal.
âYou guys must have had a rough trial.â Laurie said as she kneeled down beside you. You looked towards the other three.
Quentin, Bill, and Ace seemed to be in a worse condition than you. Multiple bandages and bloodied wounds. Your mind immediately went to Joey. What had happened? You winced at the pain in your stomach.
âItâs a really deep wound. Just sit back and relax.â Laurie said to you as you nodded.
You thought about Joey. You remembered your last interaction with him, how he seemed unwilling to kill you. What did the Entity do to him? Would he be like that forever? You teared up at the thought of it. Joey didnât deserve to be here, he was just like you and Quentin. He was normal. You shut your eyes and hopes that maybe youâd see him again. There was a sense of heartache within you when you thought of him now.
âHeard you had an amazing fucken trial.â Frank said to Joey, congratulating him but Joey wasnât having any of it.
âFuck off, Frank.â He growled at him as Frank held his hands up jokingly.
âToo much palettes dropped on your tiny brain, Joe?â Julie asked sarcastically, sitting close to the fire inside the lodge in Ormond.
âThe Entity seemed happy with your trial, Joey. Maybe we wonât have to do one for a while.â Susie suggested, twirling her knife.
âProbably for the fucking best.â Joey muttered as Frank stood up, tilting his head.
âWhy are you so riled up, man?â He asked.
âJust leave it, Frank. Joeyâs becoming soft.â Julie said, rolling her eyes.
âAnd youâre not? Weâre in a whole different fucking dimension!â Joey snapped.
âWhy would I be? We get to do whatever we want.â Julie shrugged.
âI thought that way too⌠when I was a fucking kid.â Joey said to her as she glared.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Frank questioned him.
âYou guys are still so fuckcing delusional⌠we can do whatever we want, really?! Even if we werenât in his shit hole, we wouldnât have had money, jobs, or a place to stay. I canât believe I was that fucking childish to think this was paradise.â He said to them.
âWhere the fuck is this coming from then, huh?! You just had a good fucking kill sesh and now here you are bitching like a fucking pansy.â Frank said to him.
âKill sesh? Maybe, I am a fucking pansy for not wanting to be cool and edgy for killing innocent people.â Joey said, inches away from each otherâs faces.
âInnocent people, huh? Whoâd you see there, Joey?â Julie asked, a grin on her face. She seemed excited from the anger.
âNobody.â He quickly replied.
âWas it somebody from school?â She asked.
âI didnât see nobody, now fuck off.â He said.
âEver since that one Ormond trial, youâve been acting so fucken soft. We all noticed, Joey. You feel bad for one of those survivors, donât you?â Julie said to him.
âTheyâre not worth feeling sorry for, Joey. Theyâre here for a reason and we have to punish them.â Frank said to him.
âHow the fuck do you know that? Did that janitor deserve it?! Did Susie deserve this?! They sure as hell didnât and neither did Y/N!â Joey yelled at them. Susieâs face lightened a bit. She also missed her old life but was often bullied by Julie.
âY/N, huh? Must be one of those newer gals. You like her, Joey?â Julie asked him.
âSkip of the tongue, bitch.â Joey muttered.
âAwe, you finally found a girl. Frank and I were starting to think youâd be a virgin for eternity.â Julie said to him with a laugh.
âShut the fuck up.â Joey said angrily.
âWhatever, sheâs not worth it. Sheâll probably end up as the Entityâs lunch by next week. Sometimes it kills survivors for good. Just imagine what it would do to somebody one of the killers cared for.â Frank said, smiling when the realization hit Joey.
âAwe, Joeyâs showing emotion for once.â Julie teased. Joey felt scared for the first time in forever. Was it true? Would it kill Y/N because he cares for her in that way?
âLeave him alone, guys. You act like you���re not a couple.â Susie said to them.
âOh, shut up. Thatâs different, weâre a group.â Julie rolled her eyes.
âFuck you guys.â Joey said as he stormed off, leaving the other three. He needed to check up on Y/N somehow.
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Freak like Me
pairing: levi x fem!reader I nsfw
word count: 6230
summary: as soon as the reader enters levi's life, something changes in him. reader's madness spills over and he slowly changes
warnings: mention of blood (not yours), rough sex, dirtytalk, daddy kink, swearing, dom x dom, fight scene
authors note: although i wanted to write shorter stories again, this one somehow got longer again. i tried my hand at an action scene, but i still have to practice a lot. somehow i had strong harley x joker vibes and they had to come out, sorry.
all credits to the artist of this pic:
Lensar on DeviantArt
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Your gaze falls into the depths of the forest before you close your eyes. Bright rays of sunlight fall through the branches above you and warm your face. You hear birds chirping around you, the crackling of the wood beneath you, the rustling of leaves swirling in a gust of wind. You breathe deeply as your open hair blows back. You hear your heart beating quietly in your chest as the silence embraces you like an old friend. What does freedom mean? What does life mean? You are sure that this is pretty close to the source. The people behind the wall, who go about their lives every day hoping to see the next day, would never get to see this world. Especially not the people you left behind in the underground.
A grin plays around your lips as you hear the hissing far off in the distance. The trees groan behind you under the force with which the hooks bore into their bark. That took a long time, you think to yourself, as ropes speed past you. You hear the chatter and shouts of your comrades in fragments, shattering the silence around you. Blurred faces shoot past you one after the other.
You spread your arms and stretch them away from you. One last deep breath fills your lungs before you hold your breath. Slowly your body falls backwards before you lose your footing beneath you and plunge headlong into the depths. The air hisses loudly past your ears, your body spins around itself. You are weightless, the green blurs around you before your whole body is pressed full force into your harness and you are yanked back up. You hear the gas sweep around you as you fly through the air, trailing the others. Your hooks bore further away into the trunk of a thick, old tree. You take momentum, flying high into the treetops, letting the ropes come back to you. Unsecured, you fall through space. Your body does a backward roll, allowing you to observe the forest floor for a brief moment. The moss nestles around the roots of the trees, single brown leaves cover the forest path, bodies move forward beneath you, you can still see a squirrel quickly making its way to safety before your body returns to its normal position and you dig your hooks into a tree again. You zip between the trees, your cape flying behind you, your face brushing some branches that bore into your tender skin. You hear the pop of a cannon being fired and see red smoke in the sky northwest of you.
Immediately you change direction, sprinting forward, leaving behind other cadets who still haven't processed what is happening. Arriving in a clearing, you find your place on a thick branch high above. Further in the distance, you see the shaking of trees, the earth shaking slightly, making the grass dance on the ground. You hear heavy footsteps, still moving slowly.
The branch below you moves and you look to your right. Silver eyes stare at you from beneath tousled black hair, eyeing your small body.
"You really do have to keep pushing forward." You hear more bodies land on the trees behind you and the wood weighs down slightly. The rest of your squad waits for instruction from your captain.
"I guess this is why I'll never get my own Squad, sir."
You turn your gaze back to the direction the titan is coming at you from and grin.
"What do you think, fifteen seconds?"
"Mmm, more like ten," Levi guesses, and the tremor intensifies. A huge hand grips around a tree trunk, pulling out from between the trees, and big eyes stare at you. Nearly ten-metres high, abnormal.
"Let's see what you can do then, humanity's strongest soldier." He snorts and rolls his eyes before his whole body moves forward with a jerk. He pulls his swords from their holsters and places them close to his body. With an ease and without the titan even noticing him, he cuts a chunk out of his neck. Before Levi even gets back beside you, the giant falls to the ground and starts to steam.
That wasn't even seven. He crosses his arms in front of his chest, the blood on his face slowly disappears and he looks at you. A small smirk curls his lips, "Brat."
You snort and slam your fist against his shoulder.
Special.
That's the word everyone would use to describe your relationship.
Special.
The first time Levi laid his eyes on you, when he saw you among all the new, shitty cadets, his foot hit your stomach area shortly after. You lacked respect and you lacked punctuality and discipline too. Another pile of shit he had to deal with - or work on until it headed home in tears.
The day after that, he hit your face with his fist. Kneeling on the floor in front of him, panting, you looked up at him. Wiping blood from your lips, you grinned at him and looked at him with wide eyes, your pupils exploding. "That's all you got, sir." Just as he was about to grit his teeth and lunge with his foot to beat the living daylights out of you, Hange stopped him. He tore himself away from her and knelt down to you, looking at you with dead eyes, "I'm going to make your fucking life a living hell." Your tongue licked over your lower lip, wiping away the remaining blood and your grin widened, "Try me."
He kept his word, always picking you out, giving you more tasks, making you run round after round, cleaning the whole headquarters, beating up your little body several times, but to his displeasure you did it all flawlessly. Yes, you lacked respect and also punctuality and discipline, but your performance was amazing, almost close to his. And when he finally saw the potential in you that Erwin had been talking about all along, it suddenly stopped - he left you alone, saw you with different eyes. Something changed in him, as if a plug had been pulled. You watched each other across the field during training, in mess hall at dinner, every spare minute your eyes spent on each other and gradually butterflies crept into the pit of your stomach. And you had the feeling that behind the cold silver there was something deep and dark that you wanted to bring to the surface. Your exchanges were still kept to a minimum, however, until there was another bang.
"That's the stupidest plan I've heard in a long time," you snort, raising an eyebrow.
"Excuse me, brat?" You roll your eyes and stare at him just as coldly as it hits you. The temperature in the room drops noticeably and the others at the table hold their breath. No one dares to say anything. No one would dare say anything. The moonlight from outside shines in, the candles in the room flicker slightly and trace sharp edges on your faces.
"That's the stupidest plan I've heard in a long time," you repeat louder, "Better, sir?"
Levi's eyes blaze and he stares at you. His eyebrows draw together, the corners of his mouth drop. You see Armin open his mouth speechlessly to your right.
Your hairs stand up, the electricity rises and you bite your lower lip, grinning.
"You doubt my plan?" says Levi low and monotone. Jean's hand lands on your shoulder and he grips it, pressing you into your seat to save you from your own stupidity, but it wasn't you who was stupid, it was the whole plan Levi had just explained to you.
"Not only do I doubt it, but I also have a better one," your grin widens as Levi's liquid silver darkens. "Let me fight on the front lines. Mikasa is good, but I'm better".
"For that, you're an incorrigible little bitch who won't listen to my orders".
"Yes, because my plans usually make more sense".
"You're not ready for that. Your cluelessness only makes you run from one titan to another. That statement alone shows me how small your brain is if you're not even aware of it and now shut your mouth."
Jean's grip tightens, but you just push his hand away from you. After your next blink, your heart jumps a tiny bit as you see Levi's annoyed face. He is always good at holding back his anger and it never shows. In fact, he almost never shows any emotion, but you see right through him. He has it bubbling up inside him. Never contradicts him and if he does, the person suffers a thousand deaths afterwards. But between you it is somehow different, tingling. It gives you the greatest pleasure to see him like this and you know, deep inside him, a voice is telling him that he enjoys it too. Others would describe you as crazy and full of the courage to live, but that's what makes it all so appealing.
"Maybe we can find a compromise?" suggests Armin and you see the sweat on his brow as he almost shits himself at the words. You roll your eyes and look back at Levi.
"I thought you wanted to make my life hell. So that's a good start," you remind him of the first words he ever said to you.
"Your plans are bullshit. If I let you keep fighting up front, you'll probably get yourself killed by your insanity, " he growls, almost at his limit. But only almost.
You lean over slightly, look at him, smile slightly, grin, bite your lip again, breathe, "I have a feeling you like this madness, Levi."
He tenses slightly, draws his eyebrows together again as his name passes your lips. Connie coughs and tries to draw attention to himself, but everyone ignores him. It seems like everyone is in a state of shock because you simply addressed him by his first name. Everyone watches spellbound as you literally eye-fuck each other. Do they like the show? Almost at his limit.
"Tch, what did you just call me, brat?" his voice gets louder and his hands form into fists. You lean back in your chair again and look at him, bored.
"Oh, I didn't know you had such bad hearing. Don't you like Levi? That's your name, isn't it? Do you prefer Sir? Or Captain? Or maybe," your eyes looked up at him, burning into him, "Daddy?" At his limit. Pathetic.
A deep dark sound comes from his throat and the others hold their breath again. His whole posture grows stronger and wider. You see the muscles working under his clothes, see veins popping on his hand and you feel butterflies in your stomach. His eyes are black. You all sit like that for a few seconds. You watch his gestures and his face change emotions. Without warning, his right hand hits the table flat, "Fuck off."
The sound cuts through the silence and the weaklings among you flinch. Confused, no one moves, while your eyes do not leave each other's. Armin is about to open his mouth and Jean is about to put his hand on your shoulder again when Levi stands up with a jerk, his chair tipping backwards and hitting the wooden floor with a thud.
"I said fuck off," he roars, looking around with a death glare.
Chairs squeak, footsteps run across the wooden floor, making it creak.
"What have you done now?" whispers Jean in your ear and you give him a look before he walks behind the others and the door closes.
The scene stops again and you stare at Levi. Both hands flat on the table in front of him, leaning on his arms and looking down, he stands there. You can no longer see his eyes as his long black strands fall into his face, but you notice his tense jaw. Your heart leaps again. He was so handsome. Especially when he was angry. Finally, you break the silence.
"Great, now you've scared everyone," you sigh and roll your eyes.
"What are you doing?", Levi hisses back at you, spitting venom and bile, finally raising his head. His eyes blaze again and your core drips.
"I don't know what you mean."
"You know your place, so start acting like it, you piece of shit."
"I wish my place was naked in front of you." Before Levi has taken in what you've said, you stand up, pushing the chair back a little as you do so, "Now if you'll excuse me, I'd like to go to sleep too. The day was exhausting and I need to rest to be fit for the expedition. So, I can sit my ass off nicely in midfield."
You turn away from him and your heart slips slightly into your pants. Never turn your back on the enemy. "But of course, it makes much more sense for Mikasa to fight in front and me in the back. Makes sense."
You can take two steps as his hand wraps firmly around your wrist. He squeezes too tightly, hurting you, and you grin again.
"Repeat what you said." His voice is so low it sends a shiver down your spine. Your expression changes and, playfully annoyed, you turn to face him.
"Do you mean the part where I explained that I was going to sit my ass off." He growls and you almost groan. The tension was heavy and hot.
"Stop playing games. My patience is running out."
You lick your lower lip again, wetting it before biting down on it. "I know this isn't about the fucking mission," Levi looks at your mouth. You take a step closer to him, looking up at him from below. "I wish my place was naked in front of you, Daddy," you breathe.
In that split second, his lips land on yours. Two forces of nature collide and you almost topple backwards. His arm wraps tightly around your waist, pulling you against him, and you finally moan. He bites your lower lip hard and you open your mouth in pain. He takes the opportunity to dig his tongue deep between your lips. He presses himself against your body and you slam into the wall behind you. A pain runs through your head as your tongues circle each other, fighting to see who has the upper hand. Your hands go into his hair, reaching deep into his mane, and you pull his head closer to you. Big hands grip your waist and he lifts you up with ease so you can wrap your legs around him. His hands travel under your thighs, squeezing the flesh before he drills them into the fat of your ass. Your teeth collide as you drill your tongue deeper into his mouth, exploring his mouth cavity. He releases the kiss and a thread of spit connects you. You lay your head back and lick over your swollen, sore lips as he places his mouth on your vein, kissing your pulse before licking along it.
"Took you long enough to finally decide to fuck me."
"Shut your mouth, brat," he breathes against your neck before biting into it and sucking on it.
"I swear, if you leave hickeys ..." you groan.
"What then? Are you going to hit me with your little fists?"
"You mean like you did to me all those times? Nah, I'm not an asshole like you. But you probably secretly get off on it."
He bites your neck, just above your pulse, and your head slams back against the wall behind you, making you see stars. He smirks as his nails dig into you and you claw into his shirt. Your panties are completely wet and your juice leaks out of you incessantly. You moan loudly as his teeth dig deeper into your flesh. This was far too good to be true. Your left hand goes into his hair again, you pull at the strands and tear him away from you. He makes a face and you press your lips to his again, biting his lower lip until you taste blood. He gasps and pushes your head away from him, "You're crazy."
You grin broadly at him. "We've been over this," you lick his lower lip apologetically, "and I can see you like it." His gaze is on your face as you wrap your arms around him. "You like crazy, you will stick your dick in crazy." A dark sound escapes him and your nails run over his neck. "You can't even argue with me, you want to fuck this crazy bitch so badly."
His lips land on yours again and you grin against him before moaning into his mouth as he presses you tighter against the wall. His hands leave your ass, skimming up the sides of your waist before moving forward to your chest. Two of his fingers find their way along between the buttons, stroking the sensitive skin. Your belly grows warm with the butterflies inside him. You wrap your legs tighter around his waist and run your hand under the fabric of his shirt at the nape of his neck, running it over the muscles of his shoulders and it shakes you with pleasure.
His strong hands grip the fabric of your blouse and without warning, he rips the front apart, sending the buttons flying across the room. You bite your lip as his arms fall around your waist to hold you in place. "You shouldn't have taken your anger out on my blouse," you moan as he kisses the bulge above your right collarbone and licks along it.
"Would you rather I took it out on you?" he murmurs as he bites into that thin skin too, sucking on it and sure to leave a hickey.
"Yes, I don't know you any different."
He continues to lick forward, kissing the ridge at the end of your neck, licking over a mole at the beginning of the mound of your breast. His right hand comes away from your waist, grips your left breast and kneads it. You claw into his shoulders, leaving marks as he pushes the cup off it and you feel his hand skin on skin. Almost painfully, he rolls your nipple between his thumb and forefinger and you push your back through, coming to meet him.
"Mmm, you like that?" he murmurs and you can hear his grin.
"I never thought you'd be this good at it," you mock, before you make a grimace and groan. Pain runs through you as he bites down on your nipple and then his lips wrap around it and he sucks on it. The sensation extends to your fingertips and your toes, coursing through your whole body. You close your eyes, savouring and moaning his name as he bites into it again. He sucks harder on it, lifting his head slightly and releasing it with a plop. He circles your nipple with his tongue and licks it slowly and pleasurably. The knot in your stomach tightens and your head is fogged.
"More," you moan into the room. You tug at the piece of fabric covering him and press your core tighter against him.
"Don't be so impatient, idiot."
"I'm not impatient, you're just slow."
He pulls your whole body down a bit, pressing his bulge into your centre. You curse because the fabric between you is annoying and rub against him greedily.
"Slowly then?" he purrs against your ear and comes towards you, rubbing against you too, "I'll keep that in mind." He grips you again and lifts you away from the wall. You let yourself fall against him and moan against his neck, licking it as you continue to try and build pressure.
Shortly after, your bottom touches the table and he releases your weight. You seize the opportunity and do the same to him, yanking him out of his shirt.
"Tch, but I'm venting my anger," he leans over you, capturing your lips again. Immediately your tongues meet. Greedily your fingers touch his body, stroking his soft skin beneath your fingers, feeling individual scars over, which you let your thumb wander. You caress each and every muscle and gape at his well-built body. He surpasses every single one of your fantasies that you imagined while he was training or just cleaning. You follow his muscles down to the V of his pelvis and a deep moan comes over him as you undo the buckle of his belt. His hands also find their way to your trousers, undoing them, and he releases the kiss. He goes to the floor, kneels in front of the table where you are still sitting and looks up at you. Slowly he takes off your boots without taking his eyes off you. You watch him spellbound, a grin falling on your lips again. He pulls at your trouser legs and you lift your bottom, helping a little so that he can brush the fabric off your legs.
His hands run over your feet and you shake yourself slightly before he kisses them.
"Mmm," you moan, "I could see you like this more often, Captain." You bite your lower lip as his hands slide along your legs. Again, and again his lip or tongue hits your skin, caressing it and you are sure you would leave a stain on the neatly cleaned table. At the latest, when his lips lick the insides of your thighs, your hands clasp the edge of the table. You groan and your right hand goes into his hair, claws into it. His hands settle on your legs, pushing them apart, and his warm breath touches your core. He looks at the dark fabric separating his face from your lower lips and licks his lips. How will you taste? There is a distinct stain, your juice colours the fabric a shade blacker and his hard cock presses against his still closed trousers. He draws in the air around him and he groans. You smell so incredibly good, how much he'd like to taste you. How much he would like to fuck you.
When you notice his fingers gently stroking your pussy and he grips the fabric to pull it aside, you moan again and pull on his head.
Painfully he is pulled back and you close your legs.
"What are you doing, idiot?" he gasps in annoyance, his face contorting at the sting.
"I don't feel like playing this time," you murmur, grinning. "My patience is wearing thin," you repeat his words from earlier, "I don't feel like waiting anymore."
You press your toes against his chest and push him backwards. He is slightly off balance, staggers and falls into the chair behind him.
"Unzip your pants already", you stand up and your hands each rest on the back of the chair next to his head, your breasts dangling in his face, "Go ahead".
Completely caught off guard, he undoes the button and then the zip. You grin again and lean forward towards him. Your lips meet his jaw, kissing along it to his ear and you put your mouth to the shell of his ear, "And now you take out your big cock."
He growls slightly and does as you command. Your gaze falls briefly on his hard erection and a shiver comes over you, your butterflies dancing inside you.
"That's much better, isn't it, Daddy?" you see his Adam's apple dangle as he swallows hard and you look into his eyes. You place one leg on each side of his body. Your hands slide from the back of the chair to his shoulders and you claw into them. Still covered with a piece of cloth, you rub your cunt over his hard cock, which presses against it. You moan and he does the same, putting his hands on your waist and squeezing. His eyes close and he puts his head back in his neck, "Do it already."
"Anything my daddy wants," your hand grips the thin fabric and pulls it aside. Drops of your juice hit him, mixing with his precum and you rub it along your slit before gripping his shaft and sliding his thick tip inside you.
Never would you have expected him to be so big. Your walls press tightly against him as he slides inch by inch into you. Your eyebrows draw together because it feels so good. Levi gasps slightly beneath you as you swallow him slowly.
"You're huge," you sigh contentedly as he's fully inside you, and you twitch your walls, his fingers buried deep in the flesh of your waist. His jaw seems tense, but his eyes look at you half-closed. His irises are no longer visible. "God, so fucking huge. We should have done this so much sooner. I think it's tearing me apart," you grin wide and happy as you feel a slight burn.
"If I had known how good you looked doing that, I would have fucked you sooner."
"Yeah, would you have?" you look deep into his eyes as you move upwards, his cock sliding completely out of you and you lower yourself back down onto him, "Do you like the way I ride your cock?" Your movements slowly quicken and you hear the smacking of your cunt as it swallows his cock again and again.
"Do you like the way your thick cock keeps digging deep into me?" He growls out and starts to come towards you. His hips thrust upwards, hitting you hard. As he does, you don't part your gaze for a second and it feels like you can glimpse his soul.
"Do you like the way my cunt milks you?" Levi digs one hand into the fat of your ass, pulling on it and baring his teeth. You dig your nails into his back as he changes the angle and bumps against your G-spot. The sounds of his balls hitting your ass and the mixing of your fluids grow louder. You become incredibly hot and start to sweat.
"Do you like the way I moan your name?" you add a long Levi at the last word and he stares at you like you're a goddess. His goddess.
"Fuck, you're so hot," he murmurs in a dry, heavy voice.
"That you ever thought otherwise hurts my heart." You ram your fingernails deeper into his back and pull at the skin, leaving deep marks.
"I'll never think anything else again," he groans up at you. By now you are no longer riding him. Instead, he holds you in place above him, your feet no longer even touching the ground, and he thrusts into you with a brutality that leaves you breathless. The knot in your stomach gets tighter and tighter and you bite his shoulder to stifle a scream. He fucks you like a madman, pressing his body hard against yours and enjoying the feel of your hard nipples against his chest. He tries to get even deeper, to push against your cervix, but the position is too shitty for that.
"That won't do," he groans, suddenly lifting you up. With his pants at his ankles and you in his arms, he walks back to the table, lays you down on it ungently and buries himself in you again. He grips your legs with his hands, rests them on his shoulders and increases his speed further. He fucks you into the hard wood of the table and puts his head back, moaning your name loudly. He comes so far inside you, you feel pain deep inside you. Such good pain.
"God, your cunt is so tight. I never want to feel anything else ever again." You open your mouth to say something but nothing comes out. Your breath has long left your lungs and your brain can't make anything up. Your little body is concentrating solely on how his fat cock is being pushed into you, how he is tearing your little hole in two and how incredible this feeling is. Because of this, you just mumble something to yourself, which makes him grin, "Suddenly I guess your mouth isn't so big anymore." Again, you try to say something, but it is in vain. Your head is full of fog and all you can think about is how he should thrust harder, even deeper, which is no longer possible, and how he should take you. You want him to ruin you, for everything and everyone. Every night he should do this to you so that you can never stand or sit again. You just want to be his little plaything.
"Good to know I can shut you up like this." His cock hits your G-spot hard and makes you see stars. You moan loudly and reach for something to claw into, but there's nothing. "Alright, I guess silent isn't quite the right word".
He's fucking you so well and you glare at him as he stares at you and you bite your lip, your breathing becoming more uncontrolled and you nod slightly at him to signal how close you are. He grins and you push your back through as he thrusts into you one last time and you explode, screaming his name and losing your grip on the earth.
That was probably the beginning of your death - and probably that of every other - but who knows for sure. The two of you were quite a force on your own, but as a duo you were invincible. Soon, word got out about what had happened. You could have tried to deny it, but it wasn't difficult to guess, since you were ever the only person allowed to disobey Levi and get away alive. Moreover, your loud moans could be heard throughout the building. Everyone should know that you now belong to each other. Your madness spilled over onto him. You had nothing left to lose - except each other and you swore you would only leave this hell together.
"Listen up, shitheads," Levi turns his attention to the people behind you and you follow his gaze, "we're going to do another round and secure the perimeter before we set up camp here for the night."
"Yes, sir," everyone but you shouts in unison and salutes. You roll your eyes.
Your gaze, on the other hand, averts and you direct it to the trees around you. The birdsong has died down and the wind has receded. The branch beneath you sways slightly again as Armin lands on it and turns to talk to Levi. You ignore them both and continue to look around. No wind, but the leaves sway back and forth. You close your eyes and concentrate. Far in the distance you can hear a river making its way through the ground. There is a faint smell of wet moss and it is all so peaceful. Far away you hear the tapping of a woodpecker looking for its food before it suddenly stops. You tear your eyes open and clutch the handles of your equipment. A moment later you see the bird fluttering overhead with a loud bird song. Your eyes fall on Levi and over Armin's shoulder he looks at you. He raises an eyebrow before your typical grin falls to your lips and his expression slips.
You shoot your hooks, which bore into a tree and you fly away. Behind you, you hear the shouting of others and more gas being consumed as you make your way through the forest. You build up speed and zoom past the many trees. You race in the direction from which you just heard the woodpecker. You hear a stomping sound that gets louder and louder the closer you get to it, before you see two huge figures running past you on your left. You didn't expect two, but that only means one more point on your kill scale. Your hands grip the handles of your 3DMG tighter and adrenaline rushes through your bloodstream. You draw in a deep breath through your nose as you suddenly change direction and race towards them. In the distance, you catch sight of your squad and see Levi racing ahead of them after you. He is stronger than you, but you are faster. He has left the squad behind with ease and does not look happy. His rage-filled face makes you feel like you're on fire and a shiver runs down your spine.
"Sorry," you shout loudly to them as you fly through the air and your hook bores into a titan's shoulder. You hear Levi yell your name, but you ignore him. Unfortunately, this distracts the two titans and they notice you. They stop and look around before spotting Levi.
The smaller titan is just under eight metres tall, the other about two metres taller, both of course abnormal. You whirl around the larger one and draw your swords, placing them against your small body, ready for battle. You hiss at his neck, but while he has not yet set his sights on you, the smaller one turns his attention to you and looks at you with wide eyes. He reaches out his hand to you. You curse loudly and drill your hook into a tree above you to get away from him quickly. It is just enough that when he closes his hand, you are not caught in it. Instead, your sole touches his huge finger and you push off against him in addition to putting more land between him and you. On the other side of the field, you see Levi whirling through the air, attracting the little titan's attention. He puts up his swords ready to fight, but you are quicker, get in his way and cut the titan's neck with a smooth slice. The first titan goes down, begins to steam and you are left with the larger one. As you fly through the air, you drill your hooks into his arm and pull yourself towards him. Just before you get on top of him you change direction and fly towards his shoulder. The titan looks around and tries to spot you again, but you are too fast. The next time your hooks hit a tree in the distance. You fly towards his neck, your swords just setting when your ropes suddenly loosen. The titan has lashed out, ripping them out of the tree. You tear open your eyes, more adrenaline finding its way into your bloodstream, your heart pounding against your chest. For the moment, your course is not altered, so your cut glides through him perfectly and he falls slowly to the ground. But you fall with him. You try to drill your hooks back into a tree, but apparently, he has damaged your equipment, so nothing happens. Panic shoots into your head as you get closer and closer to the ground. You close your eyes and brace yourself for impact before you hit the ground. Your air is ripped from your lungs, your body aches under the contact and the wind flies around your ears. You cling to the body against you and rest your head against its neck. Black tea and lemon. As soon as your feet touch ground, he sets you down and pushes you off him. You stagger back and see the faces of the rest of your comrades, who look at you in horror.
"What was that about, you retard?!" snarls Levi at you, and you see his tense jaw and the deep creases on his forehead, his lips pressed hatefully into a line, as he presses his eyebrows together.
"I don't know what you're upset about. I had the situation under control." You pat the dirt off your clothes, hoping he doesn't see your slightly wobbly legs. You take a deep breath and look up at him. That was more action than you planned. To be honest, the situation got out of hand, but you would never admit that - especially not in front of Levi.
"Under control?! You call that under control! You disobeyed my order!" he yells at the whole forest and you see Krista wince.
"I killed them, what more do you want? If you hadn't come, I would have finished faster."
"He almost killed you!"
"Right, almost," you grin at him and undo the straps of your equipment, letting it fall to the floor. It is no longer of any use and simply means more burden that you would have to carry around with you. You kick it lightly and it rattles. Everyone seems shocked, and Levi clenches his hands into fists. You bite your lower lip, "You were there, weren't you?"
"Yeah, but I'm not always, maron!"
"Yeah, and I'm good at taking care of myself in those moments," you stride towards him and place your hands on his tense chest, "Daddy."
You wink at him and the others almost skin it at your words. Eren is probably already thinking about running away before Levi takes his anger out on him. You stroke his shirt and he stares at you. His anger is immeasurable, but you can see something else mingling in his gaze and he relaxes slightly.
"You'll pay for that later," he murmurs and you lick your lips.
"I expected nothing less."
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kayokayokayokaoakoa I love this so much, uuuugh I literally would do anything for poly hisoka and illumi
CW: drugs
Sometimes they can be so annoying, so hurtful. They never intend to hurt your feelings but after they ganged up on you during your argument... Poly relationships has its troubles. For example, two people thinking one thing and the one person thinking another. You just needed to get away from it all. You just needed a few days to yourself without worrying about anyone else.
Luckily your friend let you stay at her house. Another thing you needed was to be away from men for a little while. You told her you wanted to hear nothing about your own life, you just want to party. The two of you drank, and watched scary movies into the dead of the night. During the day you would sleep in with a hangover and wake up to take Advil.
But of course, it can't last forever, you do need to go home to your boyfriends. They must be worried, you left without a word. In the middle of the night before their mission the next day, you packed a bag and jumped out of the window of the guest room. You just wanted to leave without any discussion, and any more argument.
The three of you live in a house in the woods. It's not too far from a main road and town. You decided on this house because of the scenery. It's so beautiful, especially during winter and spring.
As you walk up towards the house, you see the window you jumped out of is no longer open. You pass the car that's parked on the pebble driveway of your house. You wouldn't be surprised if they put you in the 'dog house' tonight. If anyone gets mad at someone, they sleep in the guest room instead of the shared bedroom. And if we're all mad at each other, someone sleeps in the bedroom, the guest bedroom, and on the couch. But that's a rare occurrence.
You stand in front of the door and take a deep breath. Anxiety riddles your body, just, act natural. Right?
You step inside and call out, "I'm home!"
It's silent, but only for a moment. Hisoka comes rushing to the door and grabs your face tightly, looking into your eyes. You can see the worry lines that have been creased on his face.
"Where were you? We were so worried." He drops his hands behind your back and hugs you tightly. You can see Illumi leaning against the doorframe to the kitchen. He doesn't show any physical signs of being upset or worried, but you know he is.
The rest of the day goes by with a bit of tension. You don't answer to why you disappeared, and you try to move back into daily life. While you do think it's unfair to them, this is easiest for all of you.
You're surprised when the three of you sleep in the same bed. You lay in the middle with Hisoka spooning you and with Illumi's arm wrapping around both of you. Their concern is heard by their actions.
It's 8 am when the sound of birds outside awakens you. God damn birds. You sit up and stretch your arms in the air with a yawn. The bed is empty, and the bedroom door is open. The smell of bacon and eggs waft through the air, and is quickly overpowered by coffee. Illumi doesn't particularly like meat, so he'll probably just eat the eggs.
You leave the room, not bothering to change out of pajamas. Hisoka smiles at you when he sees that you've woken up. He's drinking a cup of coffee and leaning against the kitchen counter while Illumi is cooking on the stove. Before sitting down at the table, you kiss both of them and grab a cup of coffee. These kind of mornings are the best, when all three of you are home.
Hisoka begins talking about the news, and criticizes their commentary. The quiet sound of the radio playing serenades you; it's classical, which Illumi likes.
Finally all three of you sit down, Illumi is eating just eggs and drinking tea, and Hisoka is eating just bacon and drinking coffee. They're polar opposites.
They seem to be watching you, but you pay no mind. It's not uncommon. You take a bite of eggs and then Hisoka begins talking again.
Something about how what the woman telling the news' dress was ugly... something about a dead hunter... something... Man, you're a lot more tired than you thought.
You interrupt Hisoka and stand up, "Hey I don't feel well." You slur your words. "I think I'm going to..." You fall back into your chair and lay your head on the table. It's too much effort to keep your eyes open any longer, so you shut them and succumb to the darkness.
---- Ahh... It's so dark, it's just as dark with your eyes open as with them closed. Are you dreaming? No it can't be, this is too real. You can't move either, maybe it's sleep paralysis. Something is digging into your stomach, your legs, and your wrists. It feels like you're sitting in a chair. But how did you get here?
There's an electrical buzz and then you're blinded by light. You squint until your eyes adjust and look around. It's your basement. You scan the room and- Illumi is standing by the lights, and Hisoka is sitting on the couch.
"What's going on?" Your voice is hoarse and your mouth is dry.
Illumi studies you intently before saying, "Your behavior has been very problematic."
"My... My behavior has?" You ask, baffled.
Hisoka clears his throat, "We thought it was best that you stay home for a while."
"I- I don't understand."
"We're making sure you don't run out on us." Illumi adds.
This is all very confusing.
Hisoka stands up and makes his way towards you. He squats down in front of you where you're sitting. That's when you realize you're tied up by rope.
His hands travel up your thighs and he smiles, "We can't trust you." He stands up and leans forward until his lips are by your ear.
A cough escapes you when suddenly a hand is wrapped tightly around your throat. "So we have to teach you how to stay, pet."
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I might have cheated a little and made it a door....
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Jealousy wasnât an emotion Stephen had much experience with. Heâd been top of his field when heâd been a doctor, a pioneer, a trailblazer, he was the one people regarded with envy. Even in his romantic life, jealousy wasnât an emotion heâd fallen victim to, never having formed a lasting attachment to another person.
He knew the root of the emotion stemmed from a feeling of insecurity, that the best thing he could do was turn his gaze inward and think about his own personal growth, to address his feelings of low self-esteem.
ThisâŚdidnât feel like feelings of low self-esteem. It felt like a coiled ball of barbed wire and razor blades sitting in his stomach, strangling the life out of him every time he saw them together.
The words on the page wavered as his eyes went unfocused, his ears straining to hear sounds of them whispering, torturing himself further by hearing fragments of their conversation, his mind filling in the blanks.
Why couldnât it have been me?
Stephen had fallen in love with Tony first. Heâd agonized over that, spent countless nights thinking about the reason why, if the rationale behind his jealousy was born from some adolescent feeling such as, I saw him first so therefore heâs mine, but that wasnât it.
A bond had formed between them when fighting Thanos, a trust that Stephen seldom found in others. He knew Tony, probably better than anyone else in the world after his little exploration of millions of possible outcomes, but that wasnât what made him fall in love.
It was the manâs determination, his courage, his sarcasm, all wrapped up in an appealing aesthetic package that was Tony Stark. He had been willing to sacrifice himself for the world, just as Stephen had sacrificed countless lives in the Dark Dimension, and at that moment against Thanos, Stephen knew heâd found someone in this huge, boundless universe who could understand him.
He looked up at that moment, staring at Tony across the gloomy Sanctum library. His legs were folded beneath him on the armchair, his elbow on the desk as he rested his head on it, idly swiping through his Starkpad as he worked.
Stephen hadnât been able to let him die, had used every possible resource he possessed and those around him to save his life. He hadnât even known Tony that long, but he had still sobbed alongside Rhodey and Pepper as Tony finally inhaled a lungful of battle charred air after excruciating seconds of being dead.
Sensing Stephenâs stare, Tony glanced up, giving him a gorgeous smile, the type that sent euphoric sensations squirming through his stomach. Ignoring Tonyâs mouthed question asking him if he was okay, Stephen turned back to his book.
Heâd never understood what it meant to love someone until the moment heâd lost Tony. Despite already witnessing millions of potential lifetimes, ignoring millions more, Stephen still wanted to remain by Tonyâs side, as a friend, a lover, whatever capacity he was allowed as long as he could be part of the manâs life.
âWhatâs got your attention, Anthony? Iâm over here.â
Then Loki had happened.
The trickster had faked his death at Thanosâs hand. Not for his own personal gain this time, it was the only way he could save Thor and Bruce, ensure that Thanos would leave whatever Asgardians he hadnât slaughtered alone. Stephen had doubted Lokiâs intentions were as honorable as that, believe a large part of his actions were to save his own hide, but he wasnât made of stone, despite how he was perceived, and Thor begging him to help find his brother hadnât fallen on deaf ears.
It was Tony asking him to help bring Loki home, to give him the second chance theyâd all had at some point in their lives, that swayed Stephen into action. The man didnât even know about his repressed feelings, and even then, he was powerless to Tonyâs wishes.
âLokes, I can barely concentrate as it is when youâre near me,â Tony flirted.
He ripped the corner of the page from the tightness of his grip.
Stephen couldnât actually put a finger on the exact moment where his feelings for the God of Mischief had changed from irritation to begrudging respect.
And then into complex complicated feelings of their own.
But heâd known when Lokiâs and Tonyâs relationship had changed, had seen the way both of them looked at the other, the swollen lips after they returned from meetings.
âStephen? Everything alright?â Tony asked, destroying the painful recollections, making him look up at them both. They were trying to hide their relationship from him, and he wasnât sure why.
Iâm not important enough to know.
âYup,â Stephen snapped, slamming his book shut and throwing it onto the desk between them.
âUsually, you only look like that after I have spoken to you,â Loki teased, placing both hands flat on the desk and leaning forward, goading him. That was their relationship, provoking each other, encouraging character growth through spite and teasing.
Today it felt like salt was scouring the wounds on Stephenâs soul.
He needed to control these feelings, these emotions. Heâd already convinced himself that he was content with being Tonyâs friend, that whatever stirrings of interest he had towards Loki had to be his libido talking. Tony Stark deserved whatever happiness he could find, and Stephen was the biggest advocate for it.
âNo, youâre not, honey.â
Stephen flinched in his chair as he looked up, Tony directly in front of him, his hand reaching out. The way his eyes had become soft and tender with worry for him made Stephen want to weep, to launch himself forward into his arms and speak his deepest desires.
They already have each other. There isnât room for you.
He batted Tonyâs hand away, ignoring the way the man flinched even as a wash of shamed nausea crept over him.
What are you expecting, Strange? That theyâll include you? That Tony will leave Loki for you? Normal people donât have two partners.
âHey, itâs okayâŚI didnât mean to scare you, we can leave if youâve got things on your mind,â Tony reassured, taking a step back.
âNothingâs on my mind,â Stephen answered straight away, his voice coming out too loud and panicked. He saw Lokiâs eyebrow raise in question, the Asgardian looking between them both, analyzing.
Shit.
âStephen, somethingâs obviously wrong, and I donât think itâs because you donât understandâŚâ Tony paused, tilting his head so he could try and read the title of Stephenâs book. âYeahâŚI donât know what youâre reading. Look, if itâs something I did donât be shy,â Tony told him with a playful grin, but Stephen knew what was behind it, the insecurity he hid behind those smiles.
âNo! Itâs nothing youâve done,â Stephen lurched forward to grasp Tonyâs elbows before remembering who else was with them. Immediately he let go, shoving his chair back with the force he used to escape. Cursing his treacherous body, his gaze went to Loki who was watching the whole thing unfold with shrewd eyes.
âCome on, asshole, what is it? Iâm not a mind reader you know.â
âNo, but I am. I have a glorious feeling this is going to be fascinating,â Lokiâs silky voice wrapped around them both, his fingers lit up with his magic.
He canât find out.
âLeave me aloneâŚâ he spat, his hands readying themselves to create a portal as he leapt to his feet. âYou canât be serious?â
âDeadly,â Loki growled, extending his fingers with a snap, his emerald magic twisting forward and nullifying the portal Stephen had been trying to create.
I need to get out of here.
âWhat? Whatâs going on? Loki, stop it donât-â Tony yelped as Stephen launched himself into a run, barreling him over in his haste to escape. Loki gave chase, both of them scrabbling against the wooden floor as they sprinted to the door.
Tony canât know. Neither of them can know.
Stephen ignored Tonyâs frantic shouts for them to stop, the burn in his lungs as he ran, the pain in his shoulders as he collided with the bookcases. Books rained down on him, the library around him fading to one, singular point.
Get to the door!
He could hear Loki hot on his heels, felt the tendrils of his magic trying to ensnare him, his snarls of frustration as Stephen ducked and weaved around the bookcases, no finesse to his movements, just a dogged determination to escape the situation.
Crying out in relief when he made it to the door first, he skidded to a halt when the Cloak billowed up, blocking the way, trapping Stephen inside.
âThey canât find out! Move!â Stephen hissed at the Cloak.
The Cloak shook its collar, spreading itself out so it appeared huge.
âPlease!â Stephen pleaded, his voice cracking. âIâll lose them both otherwise!â
âWhat the hell is going on? Are we under attack?â Feet pounded on the floor behind him, the sounds of his suit forming was audible even over Stephenâs pounding heart.
Think. Think!
Reaching forward to rip aside the Cloak, Stephen found himself slammed against the back of the door, a lithe muscled body pressed against him, and a hot mouth sealed over his. Despite wanting to moan into it, the electric current of unbridled lust surging inside of him, he didnât stop fighting to escape.
He didnât want to hurt Tony with his lustful feelings and burgeoning affection for his lover, didnât want to damage their friendship. Then there was Loki, whose tales of cruelty had reached them all. Who knew what he would do to Stephen for coveting his lover? He would desecrate the feelings he held dear, spinning this into a story that they shared with other while in bed, their mocking laughter surrounding them.
âDesist your struggles, Strange,â Loki whispered when he stopped, leaving another scorching kiss on his lips as he held him still. âYour feelings are making you foolish. You know I cannot read minds, yet you crumbled under your fear and left your true self bare.â
Stephen strained against the hold, his head banging back against the heavy door, nails gripping the wood. Loki didnât budge, his strength far exceeding Stephenâs, but he moved his hands to his forearms, allowing the blood to flow back into his damaged hands with a pained hiss.
âSorry,â Loki murmured. âIt is not my intent to-â
âYou already knew I had feelings for him,â Stephen hissed, looking over Lokiâs shoulder, trying to understand what the expression on Tonyâs face was, memorizing the detail of him before heâd be no longer allowed to look.
I never wanted this to happen.
âYes, but I did not know of your attraction to me. Which makes this conversation so much simpler,â Loki answered.
âWhat conversation?â
âYou are not alone in your feelings, darling,â Loki called over his shoulder, his sharp green gaze never leaving Stephenâs.
He slumped in Lokiâs hold, hanging his head as shame burned his cheeks.
âYouâre not listening to my words, Stephen.â Loki brought his head down to whisper in his ear, adjusting his grip so Stephen could rest against him, holding him instead of restraining him. Even with all of the panic making him light-headed, his chest flayed open for all to see, Stephen still took the time to breathe in Lokiâs scent, the unique alienness of it.
âStephen? Is Loki right? Do youâŚhave feelings for me?â Tony asked, his voice wavering in bewilderment.
Rubbing his head against Lokiâs shoulder for a moment, Stephen took a huge, quivering breath before he drew back, trying to find his courage.
âNo, Lokiâs voice rumbled through his chest, oscillating through to Stephenâs skin. âIt isnât just lust you have for me. You hold feelings for us both.â
âStephen?â
âYes. God, Iâm sorry, I fell for you, months ago, Tony,â Stephen sighed, not looking at him, staring at the glossy black hair brushing against Lokiâs collarbone. âI knew you were together, thought I could be happyâŚNo, I wanted to be happy for you-â
Stephen stumbled as Loki vanished from before him, flailing until he was caught by Tonyâs smaller frame. He only had a second to figure out what had happened before he was being kissed again, a sharp whipcrack of shock drowning out any thoughts.
He retained enough sense to break apart, his gaze seeking out Loki, fearful of retribution. Lokiâs façade cracked at his stare, relaxing into an expression heâd often seen him look at Tony with.
âYou were blinded by what you did not have, saw only what you wanted to see. You never realized that Anthony was watching you too, snatching gazes of you when you were preoccupied with your melancholy.â
Stephen looked down at Tony in his arms, his brown eyes blazing in that look of determination heâd fallen for.
âStephen, IâŚyou too? I never thoughtâŚyou never gave any indication of-â
Stephen silenced the words with a kiss, reaching up to cup Tonyâs face with his hand, expressing everything he could through his actions, his longing, his repressed desire, his love. Their tears mingled together, seeping down to their lips, binding their kiss with suffering sweetness.
âIdiots, the both of you,â Loki said, wrapping his arms around them. âI know this type of relationship might not be considered⌠acceptable on Midgard, but I believe now that I know of your feelings, it would be wise to explore the possibilities.â
âThis, this isnât normal though,â Stephen mumbled against Tonyâs lips, lifting his free hand so he could grip hold of Loki.
âWho cares about normal? Iâm Tony Stark, I do what I want,â Tony asserted, kissing him soundly on the lips, before turning and kissing Lokiâs jaw.
âIneloquent as always, but I believe this time the sentiment comes across nicely,â Loki said, eyes closing as he accepted Tonyâs bestowed kiss.
âYou both? How long?â
âSince Thanos-â
âSince you found me-â
They answered together. It was Loki who blushed though, uncertain how his own declaration would be taken.
âIâve known Tony longer, understood and accepted my feelings for him before I found you, but that doesnât mean what Iâm feeling towards you isnât real, Loki,â Stephen assured, his confidence growing, the earlier panic and fear dispelled by their touch.
Loki swallowed and nodded once, his grip tightening before he took a step back, gesturing at the Cloak to move aside.
âI realize weâve forced this confession from you, and if you would rather take some time to-â
âDo you want to go on a date?â Tony interrupted.
âA date?â Loki deadpanned.
âA date? Like drinks? Food? Music? Somewhere we can get toâŚwell not know each other better, but talk. About what this means for us?â Tony encouraged, his gaze darting between them both.
âAnthony. I do not think-â
âA date sounds great,â Stephen interrupted him this time, pressing his lips together to hide his amusement at Lokiâs confusion, reaching down to take both their hands in his.
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Scars - Day Twelve
Her eyes catch a few indentations in his arms, itâs just out the corner of her eyes, a split second, and then itâs gone. Her son is sitting at the dinner table, trundling through an assignment of his. Maddie thinks this is the longest her son has sat still, or just even been in her presence.
But Danny is fine. Heâs still her little baby boy, with sweet china blue eyes and a heart of gold. So why is his track record so bad at school?
She avoids a growl of frustration, as if not to alert Danny, she doesnât want to scare him off. Where would he even have scars from?
What has he been doing?
Her eyes preen on the nicks on his arms, just sticking slightly out below his shirt sleeves. The fabric ruffles up, and Maddie can see theyâre much bigger than what she first thought. Slashes, even.
Horror floods her as the woman turns away, trying to not distract the teenager from the little work he might actually do. Haphazardly, Maddie stacks the dishes in the sink, images of scars flashing through her mind.
How havenât I noticed them before? Revolt swirls around her mouth, and nausea springs up. God. Her own child, and she hadnât even noticed him being injured. Is she that bad a parent?
She feels she doesnât even know who her own son is anymore.
âDanny, are you okay?â She asks her son, not making eye contact with him.
âUh - yeah?â His voice is twinged with surprise and thereâs a ruffle of paper as he shuts his schoolbook. Well, it sounded like heâd stopped doing the work.
Thereâs no other reply, and Maddie turns and faces him. Straightaway, she can see something is wrong. Her son is clenched to the table as if itâs a lifeline, trembling as if heâs being interrogated. She wants to run and hug him, sweep him up and tell him how much she loves him, but she pulls back.
Youâve ignored him for so long, why would he want a mother like you now?
âYou have scars.â Gesturing faintly to his arms, which results in Danny tucking his arms around the back of his chair.
âIâm clumsy. Just stupid, shy and clumsy Fenton.â His blue eyes dart down to his arms, but itâs so fast that Maddie swears it didnât happen.
Her heart sinks. By his remarks, itâs clear that itâs the school bullies that are the bother. But â wounds to cause scars that deep? Maddie feels sick. How many times has he had to bandage himself up after school, sneak medical equipment from their first aid kit (who was she kidding, sheâd seen the disappearing equipment for months but never cooked it till now).
âWho, who did this?â Whoever did this to her baby boy, they would pay.
âIt wasnât anyone! Itâs okay. Iâm okay.â The boy denied.
âPlease, Danny, just tell me. If itâs gotten too bad that youâve gotten scars, then I need to know who is injuring my baby boy!â
Danny shrinks into the chair, hiding behind locks of thick black hair, bringing his knees to his chest and wrapping his arms around them. He looks small. Scared.
But Maddie needs to know. This has been going on for months. And if he doesnât tell her, and sheâs still aware, what sort of parent would she be then, to continue to allow her son to get into danger?
No. It stops now.
âYou really, really donât want to know.â Danny lisps.
Maybe itâs traumatic to talk about? Was it that badâ
âIt was the portal accident.â Danny firmly states, sweeping his hair out of the way and staring her straight in the face.
âYou got the scars from the portal accident? But you didnât have scars then.â Maddie is confused. What does this have to do with the portal accident?
âAll of this started from the portal accident.â Her son responds, then dips down a little, âI know youâre gonna want to interrupt, but please just let me speak.â
Maddie nods, a sign for him to continue.
âFirstly, I walked inside the portal. I was electrocuted.â
She almost collapses. In - inside the portal?!
Her boy should be dead! How was he even still alive? Thousands of volts of electricity, and here he was sitting in front of her. It shouldnât be possible.
Danny pauses, then continues, giving her time to process the information.
Not enough time, Maddie thinks.
âI woke up and I was a ghost. I â I had a ghost form. I â I have ghost powers.â Any sense of stability that was in Dannyâs voice breaks and he splutters out each sentence continuously from the next.
Maddie feels like each extra added sentence is a bullet in her chest. Leaning against the table, she breathes in a few times, wondering how the hell sheâll even begin to process this.
Her son is a ghost. An evil, ectoplasmic remnant of post human consciousness and ectoplasmic remains. But â heâs here! Looking the same as ever before, doing schoolwork (albeit distractedly). Was his schoolwork worse because of being a ghost?
It canât be true. Itâs not.
But somehow, amongst all the ridiculousness a tiny voice reminds her about all the weapons that went off around Danny ever since Day One.
âThe weapons went off around you!â Maddie says, consumed by guilt. Danny was in danger by their own weapons, which were meant to keep them safe.
âItâs fine.â Danny shrugs, strangely quite relieved that this is her reaction, âThey donât hurt.â
âTheyâ they donât hurt? What do you mean?â Maddie blinks. Heâs been hurt by their weapons before?
âUh well, kind of, you â itâs not your fault I wanna say â not yours at all, but um, you mightâve shot at me â once â or twice â or various timesâŚâ
Maddie feels her heart break.
She shot at her own son.
Not just once â but multiple times.
Who knows how many times sheâs faced off at her son as a ghost, insulted him, shot at him, threatened to dissect him.
And them scars on his arms were her fault, her doing.
But she has to wonder â if heâs a ghost, then which one is he? The woman feels uncertain about considering her son with another, ghostly appearance and blanches.
âWho are you?â Maddie speaks, pulling a seat back and perching infront of her son.
The teenager slides down in his chair, averting his gaze and rubbing his hands through tufts of hair. God, this is the closest sheâs gotten, he canât shut down now.
Danny mustâve guessed what she thought, as he straightened slightly, looking at her out of the corner of her eye. âIâm gonna tell you, if you were thinking I wasnât.. I just need some time to figure out how to show you.â
Suddenly, her son squeezes his eyes together for a second, and Maddie feels concerned as she watches, helpless. What is he doing?
When he open his eyes and looks back up at her, his eyes are green.
A very familiar green, of Danny Phantom, that is.
Still a day behind.. donât think it helps that I decided that the next one-shot is gonna be a social media fic (Iâm honestly gonna die at formatting that). Hope everyone is having a nice day/night!
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