#'the next Satuday

[dragonclawfromspace10]

Hey, everyone. Sorry for not posting in a while. Been busy with real life. The other problem is just disappearing without telling anyone, and it's a bad habit I need to break. But, better late than never I guess. So... remember the last Titanic plush I tried to make that didn't turn out? Well, I decided to redo it, and I did it the correct way this time.

This turned out much better in my opinion, and I used navigational material.🙂🙂🙂🙂

[forbeswho]

I spent my entire academic life studying so hard for in the end when it actually matters crash and burn because I'm too exhausted

[dilfl0v3rss]

mini me

summary: dad!ony and his mini me

cw: suggestive towards the end

word count: 1.1k

part 2

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your son was only eight years old, but because of his father he acted way older. whether it be how he talked or how he would handle different situations it was easy to tell that he was “ony’s kid”.

it was a satuday morning. you had just finished up breakfast, making finishing touches on your son omari’s plate before you saw him and his father walk in. you had to cover your mouth to contain your laughter when you got a look at what they were wearing. ony had on his dark grey durag, black tank top fitting snug on his broad chest with his black and white plaid pajama pants hanging low on his hips. white dry fit socks covering his feet in his resin yeezy slides. over the years he’s bulked up, converting most of the weight he’s gained from your cooking into muscle.

omari had on the same exact thing, but since he was so small everything looked so baggy. his tank top fit loosely on his little chest while you can tell he rolled his pajama pants at least twice for them to fit his small waist. the only things that fit right were his socks and slides since they were both things that you gifted him. the cutest thing was their durags though. the suede fabric looked nice on their heads with a small “o” on the strings so when they tie them up it can show. “g’morning beautiful” ony said as he sat down in front of his plate.

his morning voice always sounded so good. of course your son mirrored his actions, sitting down in front of his plate as well before greeting you. “g’morning momma. you look pretty” you can tell he was lowering his voice, puberty not yet hitting him to give him the same gravely tone as his father. you chuckled, walking over to them to fill their cups with orange juice. “good morning boys. what y’all getting into today.” ony began cutting into his french toasts, pouring syrup on them before moving his knife to cut omari’s up as well. “finna take man man to the park to shoot some hoops wit me.” omari nodded in agreement. “finna show all the girls my skills and they gon be chasing after me. right dad?” ony nearly choked on his spit, grabbing his cup to sip on his orange juice to wash it down.

you didn’t miss his arm nudging your son’s, signaling him to keep quiet. “excuse me? what girls?” omari opened his mouth to speak but was quickly cut off by his father. ��it’s nun mama he just talking. right peanut?” ony and omari looked at each other, silently communicating about what to say next. “uhh y-yea. m’just talking momma.” you rolled your eyes at this. they were basically the same person in two different bodies. “whatever boy just stay outta trouble.” you said, pointing your finger at them before walking off into your room. you took your silk robe off before slipping into bed, matching silk nightgown fitting nicely on your body as you scrolled through different shopping sites for some new clothes.

it wasn’t even twenty minutes later when you seen the two troublemakers back in your line of vision, just itching to bother you. you looked up at them from your phone. “what y’all want now?” the both of them instantly putting their hands up in defense. “what i dooo?” they say in unison. you sighed as you gave them a bored expression. they drop their hands and walked closer to you, standing at the side of your bed. “we want you t’come to the park wit us. right little man?” ony looked down at his twin, nodding towards you for him to add on. “mhmm. dad likes- uh i mean i love when you come to the park with us.” you smirk up at your husband. he had his eyes on the ceiling as he tapped his foot on the ground, waiting for you to reply.

“is this something you want or is this something your dad wants?” you knew what ony was trying to do. you absolutely hated going to the park. the gnats and the blazing sun always seeming to bother you when you were trying to relax, but you also couldn’t say no to your baby. he was always so polite and he never asked for much. your husband used that to his advantage, which you highly disliked. you had a plan though. everything comes with a price with you. “because if this is something daddy wants i need him to ask me himself. or else i can’t go because i’d hate to be a burden to one of you.” now omari was also looking up at ony, waiting for him to reply to you. “gon head and get dressed peanut. me and mommy gotta talk.” he said, shifting his eyes from the white ceiling to your brown ones.

“make sure you say ‘please’ dad. be polite.” omari whispered before doing what he was told and going to his room to get ready. after you heard your door close, you watch as ony began to lean down towards you, one arm grabbing on to the headboard while his other one rested on your pillow, right by your head. “what i gotta do for you t’say ‘yes’ mama.” he said, deep voice rumbling in his chest. you pulled out your phone, unlocking it before showing him the screen. it was a purple lingerie set in your cart with a bunch of other different things as well, ranging from toys and handcuffs to different pieces of clothing. “i want you the clear my cart today. since mari’s going to his grandparents next saturday.”

the corner of ony’s mouth raised as he scrolled through your cart, stopping at the pair of black fuzzy handcuffs. you peeked over your screen to see what he was looking at before explaining the use of the item. “you broke the last pair.” your husband nodded his head in realization before standing upright. “tryna give me another kid, huh mama?” you shrugged your shoulders. “hmm maybe.” ony made his way to his nightstand, pulling out his card before tossing it to you on the bed. “gon head and get whatever you want. sexy ass.” he mumbled before walking towards your shared closet to pull out his sneakers. as he looked through the closet you heard three knocks on your door, letting you know your son has arrived from his room.

“come innn” you sing before he made his way in, instantly walking up to his father. he had on his little black tech suit with his slides on his feet and his basketball sneakers in his hand. “what’d she say? did you say please?” he whispered. ony looked at you, smirking as he began to think about the fun the two of you will be having next weekend. “yea little man…she said yea.”

[knuppitalism-with-ue]

10 formation streams so far!

What was your favorite so far, what would you like to see in the future? Next one will the Paja formation, next Satuday.

[bbunisre]

02: A NEIGHBOUR, A COOKIE, A PARTY INVITE

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𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐃𝐎𝐎𝐑 /// ༊*·˚ utahime gets a new neighbour in her apartment complex who is loud, obnoxious (you) and, seems to have no perception of the type of person they are. this annoys utahime and causes quite a few debacles between the two of you whilst you start falling for her. will utahime stop seeing you as anything more than just an irresponsible young adult or will the hostile neighbourly tension perpetuate?

WC / WARNINGS ༊*·˚ 579, none

after sending shoko and meimei off to anobliging nanami, utahime finally trudges to her home in sheer exhaustion as she lands on her spongy couch. her body aches throughout because of the girls night―not that it wasn't fun, it was anything but that but she isn't usually one for social gatherings. it exhausted her easily. she normally spent her satudays chilling on the couch, talking to her plants (which she considers a social interaction) and beginning to mentally prepare for another big week at kyoto jujutsu high.

although the kids at kjh adored her so, she still needs to prepare herself for the frequent arguing and todo slander she would need to break off.

so, imagine her surprise when she finally moulds into the material of the sofa and she hears a knock on the door.

had shoko or mei forgotten something?

utahime gets up and makes her way to the door and opens it.

it wasn't shoko or mei.

a new face stares up at her with a smile with a plate of cookies in her hands.

"hiya," the girl greets.

utahime hadn't opened the door all the way, only enough for her face to fit through, hesitant of this stranger. although, she had an inkling on who she might be.

"i'm y/n, i just moved in next door to yuri's place! so sorry about the noise, i didn't have any other time to book in the move except at six in the morning. it must've been really annoying!"

utahime is stunned.

how did she say all of that in one breath?

"no worries," utahime replies, slowly pushing the door open, "i'm utahime..."

she doesn't know how to continue.

"it's nice to meet you, utahime! i brought you these cookies! i know it's supposed to be the other way around since i'm new and all, but yuri told me you were a kind neighbour and patient with her and her, well, problems."

y/n hands the cookies over to utahime who reluctantly takes it. she doesn't like sweets, maybe she'll give them to nanami as a 'thank you' gesture for driving shoko and meimei―the man loved his sweets.

"thank you. yuri is a lovely woman, she always helped me out when i needed it. how is she doing? with the divorce and all?"

y/n sighs, knitting her eyebrows together, "she's alright. had to take time off of work to figure things out but she'll work through it, she's strong like that..."

"i see. could you tell her i sent my condolences?"

"i will. anyways, i'm throwing a party tomorrow night. please feel free to come on over!" another bright smile encounters the girl's face.

a party? in this apartment complex? that was by far the most ridiculous thing utahime's heard.

the complex in which she lives in isn't one for parties, especially since most of the residents are old retired people, spending their last days in a peaceful environment away from the noisy city. utahime picked this place because of its serene nature and kind neighbours. she didn't want to be involved in...whatever y/n's about to do.

"oh...i'm not really a party person." utahime tries to laugh, "but thank you."

y/n never stops smiling, utahime kind of appreciated that about her. she seems so young and carefree.

"no problem, but if you do feel like it, the door's always open! i've got to go to work now. i hope i'll see you around, utahime!"

"yeah, thanks."

utahime closes the door.

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[bastardtrait]

right so, for whatever reason I didn't take a single picture of her before now, but Bridget had a sister, Angela Naismith. she was central to a DIFFERENT next generation plot I was working with. that all changed for reasons. but I figure she's still a little relevant so here she is. (shrug)

transcript:

[SFX: Fire crackling, chattering] ANGELA: So, so, get this right. Wolfgang. He asks me if I wanna go to the Safety Pinz show on Satuday. SHAW: Ewww. What a weirdo.

ANGELA: Okay, yes, I know, but hear me out-- SHAW: Angela. ANGELA: It's the Safety Pinz! They're so freaking cool, and who else comes to fucking Copperdale to play?! SHAW: So you're gonna let Wolfgang ask you out? Dude, he's three grades above. He's practically a capital 'P' predator.

ANGELA: You're sooo gonna change your mind when I've got a picture with Jake Christo. SHAW: I'd be worried about the showers you'll have to take after Wolfgang Munch is all over you for like, an hour. (shudder)

[xmothbrothx]

A Dance With Death: A Folly x Reader fic

The first chapter has been released! Expect updates to appear every satuday and wednesday for the next few weeks. Stay tuned!

[jihyocentric]

i know i said i'd write less non requested stuff but i didn't say i wouldn't write them so bear with me. domestic nahyo is good for the soul!

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hanging out with jeongyeon and momo's twins was one of jisoo's favorite things to do — after staying on her mommies' laps, of course.

they were older than her by not more than two years. while jisoo was still a three year old baby, jeongyeon and momo's kids were older, taller, in clearly different stages of life, but they had one thing in common: the three of them loved to play together.

nayeon didn't know why she'd agreed with that. taking care of jeongyeon and momo's kids was worse than taking care of ten jisoos, and that's because they were extremely agitated, needy of brain stimulation at all times, making nayeon feel more than lucky for having her little angel jisoo.

jisoo loves her cousins, but she can never run around the house for too long, getting tired quickly or distracted with something else, something that didn't require making a mess of her own house. she was usually what saved nayeon whenever jeongyeon and momo asked her and jihyo to take care of their kids, because jisoo was the only person that could make the twins sit and keep quiet in order to play with her.

and so, after running around in the backyard, almost stepping on bbuyo's tail (jihyo wasn't there to see it, much to nayeon's relief) and getting their feet sticky with dirt, grass and water, jisoo convinces them to settle down, eat their lunch and draw with her, without nayeon even having to intervene.

jisoo takes a bite of her vegetables, frowning as nayeon watched her. this time she wouldn't be able to sneak them to bbuyo, like she has done before. after jihyo and nayeon found out that their smart baby was giving the cat all of her healthy fruits and vegetables, she can't eat without supervision anymore. at least the twins seemed to enjoy their meal, eating the vegetables without a single complaint.

"where is mommy?" jisoo asks after swallowing her last piece of carrot, grimacing at the taste. "it's saturday."

"mommy had to go to work today, but it shoud be quick. she's probably coming home already." nayeon reassures, knowing jisoo missed jihyo the most.

while nayeon's schedules were flexible, jihyo's weren't and her work demanded her full attention, even at her days off. after two years, jisoo still misses her mommy being around at all times, and it was only natural for that to happen, as jisoo couldn't stay away from jihyo for longer than ten minutes during her first year of life.

now she had to live without jihyo's presence 24/7 and it was hard, but jihyo was still there to take her to school, prepare dinner with her and nayeon, and then tuck her baby in bed, so that jisoo could rest for another day. that's all that mattered for jisoo, she understood that her mommies had jobs and that they couldn't be together all day long. except for satudays and sundays.

"look, soo. it's us!" one of the twins calls jisoo, and then jisoo forgets that her mommy isn't there for as long as they teased her by drawing her half their size.

nayeon spends the entire day telling the twins not to run inside the house. she can't bring herself to be mad, because she'd have to clean the house after they were sent back to jeongyeon and momo anyway, but jihyo wouldn't be fond of the kids' mess. jihyo was used to her jisoo, the little one who didn't give trouble, so whenever the twins were around because jeongyeon and momo wanted some time to themselves, she'd be spent.

nayeon's biggest fear was having the twins or even jisoo breaking something. she took all of the portraits away from places that they could reach, convinced bbuyo to lay on his bed at the corner of the living room and, most importantly, she took jihyo's cactus outside, letting her wife's most prized house item on a table next to her, allowing herself to sit down and watch the kids play when she was sure everything was child-proof.

at some point, nayeon finds herself in a way too comfortable position and she ends up falling asleep. it's her biggest mistake and biggest regret, because minutes later she's woken up by a crying jisoo with a scraped knee. that's apparently not the biggest problem, because in jisoo's hands, jihyo's cactus was found cut in half.

the twins looked down, thinking nayeon would blame them, and jisoo cried because she knew jihyo loved that plant.

"okay..." nayeon takes a deep breath. "okay. what happened?"

jisoo can't bring herself to explain, sitting on nayeon's lap and hiding her face on her chest, the cactus that jisoo hugged for her dear life making nayeon let out an 'ouch' because of its thorns pinching her.

"she ran after us and then she fell..." mobeom explained quietly. "her knee started bleeding, but she didn't cry when she fell."

"then she came here to ask you for a band-aid and she bumped on the table. the cactus fell and broke... and now she's crying." the other twin completed.

"'m sorry, m-mama." jisoo hiccups, crying hard for the cactus, the pain on her knee long forgotten. "mommy will be sad."

"oh no, my clumsy baby." nayeon coos, her heart swelling at the way jisoo cried thinking she would make jihyo sad. "she won't, i promise you. she would never be sad because of you."

"b-but i broke it." jisoo shows nayeon the plant, half of it resting in piece on the ground.

"it will grow back. don't worry about it, baby, it's okay." nayeon kisses her baby's head, taking the plant out of jisoo's tiny hands and placing it back on the table. "thank you, girls." nayeon tells the twins. "let's take care of your knee, babygirl. come with mama."

nayeon aids jisoo's knee and then her baby is fresh and new to start running around the house again, but she doesn't. she becomes sleepy after nayeon carries her back inside, and ends up falling asleep as nayeon cleans her bruise and covers it with a cute band-aid.

the twins are just as drowsy as jisoo, and nayeon lets them have the guest room for a quick afternoon nap. jihyo arrives home the exact moment that nayeon goes back downstairs, and nayeon can't help but feel cold sweat streaming down on her neck when she reminds about the dying cactus on their backyard.

"i'm home!" jihyo announces, getting rid of her heels as soon as she steps in. "where are my babies?!"

"i'm here." nayeon forces herself to smile, finding jihyo before jihyo has the chance to go searching for her and the kids.

"where's the smaller baby?" jihyo asks, laughing softly as nayeon kisses her forehead.

"you're here, too." nayeon teases, receiving a smack on her arm. "soo and the twins are taking a nap."

"why do i feel relieved?" jihyo holds back a laugh. at least she escaped the nightmare of having to take care of her friends' twins at their full power. she notices fairly quick that nayeon is taut, biting her lip and sweating and squints at nayeon. "okay, you can tell me happened."

"jisoo let your cactus fall on the ground and it broke but it's my fault!" nayeon blurts out, rushed but careful, as if she was afraid of jihyo's reaction. "i took it out of the shelf so the kids wouldn't bump into it, then i put it on a table next to me and fell asleep," nayeon gulps, looking everywhere but jihyo's eyes. "and then jisoo woke me up and she had let it fall because her knee was scraped and she got clumsy, and..."

"nayeon, breathe." jihyo touches the sides of nayeon's face. "is jisoo okay?" she asks first and nayeon nods. "how bad is my cactus?"

"it broke in half." nayeon lets out quietly. "i'm so sorry, hyo. i know you love that thing..."

jihyo shakes her head. "it's okay. i think i can save it... let me see it."

nayeon is hesitant but she takes jihyo to the crime scene. jihyo nearly tears up when she sees the plant she'd been taking care of with utmost care for the past year completely deformed, but there's nothing that some gardening tricks wouldn't solve.

"do we bury it or take it to the hospital?" nayeon asks genuinely, and instead of crying jihyo laughs, shaking her head and giving nayeon a hug.

"i love you." jihyo pecks her cheek. "i'll be doctor park today and take care of this patient." she replies in the same tone, making nayeon giggle, the tension in her body fading away.

"doctor im." nayeon reminds jihyo that she's no longer a park for the nth time. "fine, mrs. im jihyo, as the officer who witnessed the crime, all i can do is assure you that there won't be any more threats for innocent cacti in this house."

"you're so silly," jihyo laughs, taking the cactus in one hand and grabbing nayeon's hand with her free one. "come on, you will help me in this emergency surgery."

"i don't know anything about plants!" nayeon whines as jihyo drags her back inside.

"i'll pay you with kisses if you help!" jihyo offers and nayeon stops whining right away.

[dani-ya-dig]

Summit spoilers friends!

WHOOO DARLIN AND ALEXIS TALKING ABOUT DARLIN “joining the family” REALLY MAKES ME WONDER IF I SHOULD POST SOMETHING IVE GOT IN MY DRAFTS.

also WHEN THE FUCK IS THE NEXT PART COMING OUT??? TMRW?? SATUDAY?? NEXT WEEK?? I NEED RESOLUTION

[niallhoranhasthat1thing]

my dog is turning 11 next satuday and I've been such an emotional wreck the past 2 months over it like I'm just so scared for when that eventual day comes

[lookwhatyoudidithasanxiety]

I'm going to try to be on tomorrow night! If not, then Satuday for sure. (Both? Maybe. I need to finish the next chapter)

Anyway, feel free to send asks for day/night five of the hunting trip! I also want to make a note that some of the hijinks and events that happen here during the trip won't happen/won't be the same in the final chapter. Just wanted to let you all know!

[sarayoon]

— SETTING: a class at the community center ; satuday morning — AVAILABILITY: closed starter for HANK BRAMSON | ( @hxnkbrxmson )

Sara bit her bottom lip as she looked around. Most people there seemed like they were half her age—okay, maybe she was exaggerating, but none of them looked older than twenty-five, and here she was, thirty-three and counting, just trying to find her place in the world, while also doing her best to fix things around the house whenever they broke. It wasn't like they were lacking money, but why hire someone to do it, when you could do it, yourself?

Someone else there caught her attention, as he too, didn't look as young as the others, so maybe she thought it would be best to partner up with him?

"Hey. Um... mind if I sit here?" She motioned to the empty seat next to the man. "I just don't feel like being judged by someone ten years younger than me for not doing things right." She chuckled softly, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear, then offered her hand. "I'm Sara."

[withinthebrain]

Small Town Mural

Unknown to the world, but an integral part of the town, more important than Starry Night the mural is famous. It is a landmark for everyone in a fifteen mile radius, more well known than the Eiffel Tower or Mt. Rushmore.

Painted on the side of a two story building oozing more history and memories than the five thousand residents combined, the mural is small town famous. World famous has nothing on small town fame.

If this small town mural could talk, it would tell of people who stopped by as they headed to Friday night football, Satuday afternoon flee markets, or Sunday morning church service. It would recall travelers from two towns over, the next state, or countries across the ocean. The mural would talk about homecoming parades, car shows, and carnivals.

Small town murals are famous.

[ninjasmart]

Hi I’m planning my wedding for 30/12/24 do cards see any problem with that date ? Thanks

I use astrology for wedding date planning. And the choice of a date shows a lot about the quality of the relationship.

Now, in December 2024 we have Mars and Jupiter retrograde. I mean - one never appreciates the planet of luck until they don't have it on their side.

Mars retrograde is also not ideal. See, Mars is about having energy, stamina, willpower to move ahead. A reversed one is lacking of energy. Adding a prone to accidents and misfortunes Jupiter and it will not be easy.

And my guess is that the relationship takes work to make it. It is highly possible that the bride or the groom has their entire energy elsewhere - like an ex or work or family issue. It is possible that one of the two is significantly older or has a medical condition that leaves them with a bit less energy - could be that someone is a bit overwheight or they are anemic or it could be something less obvious like genuinely enjoying to stay on the couch all day.

The next thing I look at is - the Moon void of Course and the moon sign and phase. The wedding, unless it is after 10pm, which is highly unlikely, will most likely be on a waning moon and in Sagg which further brings concerns about the lack of energy in the relationship.

See, never ever start anyting on moon void of course. This is not the case for Dec-30th next year. Next thing is - never ever marry on a waning moon, new moon, full moon or close to an eclipse. Or on Satuday (you will eventually want to divorce and it will be painfull and stressful).

It is very easy to check which dates are ok: Waxing Gibbous. Best to be closer to the full moon but sht of it with a day or two. Best days are Monday, Friday and Sunday. Best of them all is Sunday, but I personally like Monday best.

The Dec-30th as wedding date is showing that the emotions will run dry sooner or later. Sorry. Waxing Gibbons right before a new moon.

Saggitarious moon for a wedding date is - I mean, depends on what you are looking for. You both will need huge personal space and travels and distance will play a role in your married life. You can partially offset that with a destination wedding and going to exotic destinations together but it is still risky. The physical distance is one thing but if there is an emotion abyss between the two of you - what will you do?

It could also be - you live in one continent, your spouse in a different and this is not fun in the long run. Now, if your spouse is working on boats, that could explain it. Or if they are the type of job that requires long absense - maybe military, maybe trucker, maybe an astronaught. That could explain the Sag Moon for a wedding date. I would still recommend signing in the registry on a better date. Dec-30th will just cement the status quo of the relationship.

Ah, wait - I just remembered something I saw recently. A military guy works on deployments. Sends all his money to his wife. She builds a beach house for their family. He sees it. Gets deployed. A hurricane damages half of it. She builds it again, on her own. He sends all his money so that she buildd their family nest. A hurricane comes in again at takes away everything. <- That is a perfect example of a Sag Moon wedding day during Jupiter and Mars retrograde. At least the wife's life shouldn't be at risk but look at that.

A wedding day on Monday is a good choice. It is my personal favorite because the Moon or Luna as goddess is about intimacy, about being in sync with one another emotionally and personally for me this is very important. It is important for you too. So - good choice of a Day.

Another thing I look at is planetary aspects. For your chosen date there are none. So - it will be the two of you on your own, no planets to help you in your marriage, no planets to make a mess (except Mars and Jupiter).

I specifically look for the star of David or for a grand trine in planet watch on a chosen date.

And lastly I look at the auspicious wedding dates accorging to feng shui and vastu shastri. Your date is not auspicious according to both. It doesn't mean that it is inauspicious but it means that you will not have it easy. You will not have planets just help you out.

The feeling will be - us against the world and there is no one to help. Furthermore - you may end up long distance, with child bearing issues (retrograde Jupiter is definitely signalling an issue with successful pregnancies), financial issues, just overall unlucky.

Overwhelmed yet? Now, the numerology.

30th is a great date because it goes down to 3. You are loving and lovable, your partner is loving and lovable.

The date itself is adding up to 5. 5 is not ideal. It signifies quarrels, a bit too much fire in the relationship, one person depending on the other. Now, this truly cancels out with Mars retrograde. There will be quarells but they die up quickly because they lack the energy to fight each other over things. So it is ok. If one of you is the breadwinner and the other one is fully dealing with raising the kids - that can also mean a separation of responsibilities and agreement to not meddle in the other person's domain.

All in all I wouldn't recommend this date. If you really, really have to, your married life will not be easy and you'll stress a bit too much with the amount of back luck and lack of energy and money to fix things that will be thrown your way.

This date is a good one for an elopment celebration. Sign earlier, on a more auspicious date and do the whimsical celebration on the 30th. Do not do a marriage vowel renewals or a marriage ceremony in a different country or a religious wedding as well.

See, when it comes to signing that "I take you for better and worse" in the civil registry - make sure that you choose a date that is going to bring luck and fortune in your wedded life. Do not choose a date that is going to bring more of what you already have as troubles.

Elective astrology is huge, huge. I'm telling you. Make the best of it.

[starocean]

not to be an asshole or a whiner but i have been stressed and need to rant a little to let it out so please feel free to ignore, it’s just work related stuff

(technically they’re all my coworkers, but i don’t wanna use names so i just refer to them like this)

so, coworker got into an accident and she’ll be out for the next four days. no big deal, i can push my vacation back even if i am the tiniest bit sad i can’t take it rn. i won’t even lie about that. but i’m not at mad at her at all. 

but i am upset that my manager didn’t even offer to let me take next weekend off. she just told me we’d talk about me taking vacation time. and that kind of set me off and i spent like a whole hour crying because i’m just. so tired. i work six days a week. in the last three to four months, i have worked multiple 9 to 13 day “weeks” without a single day off. i rarely ever ask for time off, and what time off i do get is usually interrupted by work for some reason or other, even during vacation. i have an autoimmune disorder that makes me physically weaker than i used to be. just a few days ago, i had to stop doing stock because my shoulders were causing me so much pain i was almost nauseated and fighting back tears.

i’m not like the asm, who bitches and bitches and bitches and bitches when she can’t take time off (who, by the way, spent most of last year trying to get out of work and almost got let go for being a liability bc she kept getting injured at work and filing for worker’s comp. which seems unfair but these injuries were all extremely minor, so minor that a doctor wouldn’t even give her more than a day off work bc it wasn’t necessary, and all happened in less than six months. and when you’re the only one getting injured but your coworkers aren’t and none of the customers are reporting anything hazardous, HR starts getting suspicious. they told her they were going to start investigating her if she reported another injury too soon, and guess what? she stops getting hurt. amazing. she only wanted the worker’s comp bc it would get her more time off work while giving her a paycheck, but that’s not the point. 

and she also had the fuckin’ audacity to lie about my performance to the sm, and yes i am still upset about that bc i’ve actually done way more than the asm has and the sm’s even said so herself, like fuck the asm for real i cannot stand her) 

she’s gotten mad at me before for requesting vacation time before she puts her request in, and even angry at me for getting the rare satuday off bc she thinks she’s the only one who deserves a saturday off, apparently. i don’t get weekend days off much. like 99% of my off-days are during the week. she also acts like she’s the only one to work 9 to 13 days in a row without time off, and she hates being contracted on all of the above. i’ve had to show her our schedules before and go back month by month showing her what days she worked and had off compared to what i did. as you can guess, she was not happy about the physical proof being put in front of her lmao.

(and let me get this off my chest real quick because this one really fuckin pissed me off. this fuckin cunt tried to get me to come in on a day off that i specifically requested and was granted to be able to take care of my mother after her surgery. one of the newbies quit, and she sends me a text saying, “so-and-so quit, i need you come in and work tonight.” and of course i told her sorry ass no, that i had to be there for my mother. not sorry at all, my family and their health takes priority over work, especially since that was scheduled time off approved by the sm. the fucking disregard you have to demand i come in despite knowing i’m watching over my mother’s health. cover the damn shift yourself, asshole.)

the only time i have ever spoken up about not having certain days off is when i’d been given a saturday off and the sm tried to take it from me without even attempting to communicate with me about it. and then she tried to guilt trip me for that by saying she would have to pull a double, and i had to hold myself back from saying something snarky about how it’s literally her job, as per corporate policy, to fill in for an employee who cannot make their scheduled shift if no other employee can cover it. i was also miffed she didn’t even bother asking if i was okay with that. like, she didn’t say shit to me about it. no text message, no phone call, nothing from any other employee. nada. she got the next day off anyways, so idk why she was bitching. maaayybee she should have had the courtesy to, oh i dunno, ask me if i could cover? but she didn’t, so no i don’t feel bad about her pulling that double shift. ANYWAYS, not the point. i mean, sort of.

anyways, kind of tying back into the first part: coworker got hurt, and i volunteered to coworker directly that if she needed me to give up my vacation to cover her shifts, i would. we don’t always get along, but we definitely get along better than the asm and I do. maybe this is petty, atp i don’t really care, but the asm thanked me for volunteering. and i had to fight not to tell her to fuck off, that i wasn’t doing it for her, i was doing it for my coworker. it was the right thing to do, and if coworker had wanted to, she could’ve called it a favor for switching days with me once when i’d gotten too sick to attend work a few months ago. and i knew damn well that the asm wouldn’t give up any of her time off to fill in, bc she’d outright rejected mine and other coworkers’ requests for us to switch shifts when we’d been too sick or hurt to come in, and has often refused to cover shifts for employees who quit. obvious pattern of behavior there.

basically i’m just, like. bummed out. and burned out. i have dedicated so much time to this job with nothing to show. a shitty wage that i can’t even get a raise on bc i’ve apparently “hit the cap” for my position (bunch of fucking bullshit honestly), and my physical and mental health deteriorating by the minute. (which, i know that seems stupid to say after having a possible opportunity to get a different job, but all the research i put into that one (which i should’ve done first. hindsight is 20/20) showed it wouldn’t be much better than my current job. who knows. if i get desperate enough, i may just try my shot with them again.) and little time off. 

i just want decent time off. to just sit at home and relax, and not be bothered by something work related unless it’s an emergency. 

i’ll delete this later

[citadelredlightdistrict]

It was just missing anon day, so next week to continue stuff.

Lol, I suppose in that sense you did miss the dedicated day I guess.

But I do just pick random stuff to do on Satudays so if you want to send something then I might respond then.

Either way, I hope you're having a great day friend, remember that when in doubt, ask the magic conch 🐚 .