#'if they find themselves by surprise happy they are lost. unhappy to be deprived of their unhappiness'

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

okay i was curious where that quote that laura reads in s2e12 from carmilla's book was from ("those who prefer their principles over their happiness refuse to be happy outside the conditions they seem to have attached to their happiness") and unsurprisingly it was camus so i downloaded the book it's from and ctrl+f'd through to find the quote and havent found it yet but did find this one:

[brainy-storm]

S414 - ‘EL MAYARAH’ HEALED MY HEART (2/2 aka Karadox Edition)

Well, hello, hello, ladies, gentleman and esteemed NBs. We are gathered here today to witness me, a karadox fan who is too deep, commentate on and (over)analyse the happenings of that delicious episode that is Supergirl 4x14 Stand and Deliver. In the proceeding post, I will be going through many, many frames. So hold on to your dashes cause this is gonna be a hecka long post. 

Warning: Again, LONG LONG post. 95 screenshots, guys. I recommend reading this on a computer. MUCH karadox. Including Brainy’s amazing speech, ofc . And the amazingness that was Kara Zor El. 

Now, my friends. Where to start? What’s this? You wanted to go to the hand holding? We shall get there in due time. For now let us go start earlier at the 7:11 timestamp that I have. In which Brainy gets given -

The Letter

This is Querl Dox aka Brainy. His eyebrows furrowed as one of their DEO targets was captured. I might say, he’s cautious about what this letter might be. Who knows? It could have been a threat that Menagerie or The Elite might have wanted to pass on.

Nah, it’s a note from Supergirl, and it made him smile.

I mean, it’s a very cute-looking note (I love Kara’s handwriting, mine’s a mess). She could’ve just written ‘from Supergirl’ but nah, gotta draw that logo in. Love it. Go Kara!

“Supergirl left us a present, and a note.” Brainy whips this note from behind his back. He can’t just bring the note normally. No, he’s gotta whip it out like ‘surprise b*tch’. He not only likes to show off in front of Kara, but also likes to show off in Kara’s stead.  

“Says: you’re welcome.” Brainy looks like he’s trying to return to a neutral expression here, but his tone didn’t quite hide his smugness. And throughout this scene he still looks like he wants to keep smirking.

Now, we know that Brainy’s on Kara’s side. He’s part of the super-friends, of course. I’m pretty sure that Brainy’s supposed to at least pretend he’s backing the DEO fully. But he can’t help himself from celebrating a victory for Supergirl. His loyalty is always towards Kara, and I like how they keep this consistent even if (well, especially) Kara’s not around.

Alright, now it’s time for Kara to finally interact properly with -

Brainy!

“Brainy!” says Kara. What does that mean? Nothing much, she just turned around when she saw heard the door open and saw Brainy. But after several episodes of no proper interaction, it’s nice to hear her say his name. Yeah, yeah, I squealed, this is how deprived we were.

And then, unprompted, immediately after saying his name, she walks over to stand next to him. Must...not...overanalyse...must....resist....can’t --- AIGHT look she moved next to him. Didn’t need to. Nia’s not moving. Brainy wasn’t talking to her yet. Might one say she subconsciously feels comfortable being next to Brainy?! MIGHT ONE --- okay fine, I’m reaching, I’ll stop. But go on. Rewatch the clip. 23:10 is the timestamp. 

Oh yes, this is probably why they wanted Kara to move. To get this angle specifically and reaffirm the #SpouseEnergy radiating of these two. Exasperated dad and amused mum. Look at it. Breathe it in. Rejoice.  

Oh, this is just to compliment Melisa Benoist and Jesse Rath, just cause they move super in sync here, almost like you’d see in a cartoon/anime and I just found it pleasing. Moving on.

Alright, the next screencap is where Brainy thinks he’ll never see his ring again and is understandably in a bit of a shock. He looks at Nia and then Kara, then back at J’onn. Kara looks down before looking at Brainy.

Okay, you get the point. If it looks like Kara’s getting closer to Brainy every screenshot, it’s just cause the camera angle is shifting, by the way. Although, if you watch the clip, she is shifting her weight back and forth between her feet, throughtout this whole moment, which I didn’t notice until taking these screenshots, which is some very nice subtle acting from Benoist.

Correct me if I’m wrong, but I think this is the first time Kara has seen Brainy when he’s emotionally vulnerable (onscreen, at least lol). She wasn’t there when he was rattled by the hatred he got when his image inducer didn’t work (Alex was there). She didn’t see him cry and didn’t hear him talking about his tears of logic (Lena was there). And when he just lost his ring, she wasn’t really there either (Nia was there). Anyway, she and the others are visibly unhappy when Brainy is unhappy. Even as part of a group shot it’s nice to see it, finally. It only lasts a little while anyway, because Brainy swiftly changes the subject. 

It’s like an appetizer to the emotional main course we’re getting right after. For that moment when our beloved Brainy says -

El Mayarah - (IT’S GO TIME PEOPLE)

“Ah...yes, it’s the march today...will you all be joining?” He finishes that sentence, looking at Kara. Because we know who he wants to go most.  Ahem *cough, cough*.

@fairyroses pointed out that here, after J’onn has said he’ll be there and Brainy proceeds to say ‘Wonderful! ..Kara?’ That this might be the first time Brainy addresses Kara directly as ‘Kara’ when speaking to her. As in usually he’s like ‘Supergirl, we need to....’ etc. Which is strange considering we’ve been shown that he’s close enough to hang out and watch movies at the loft with her and Alex (pre-mind-wipe) but nope we haven’t had an onscreen ‘Kara’. I tried finding one to no avail. So this must be it, then. 

Also, look at that raised eye-brow right here. He’s so excited, bless.

‘Yes, I definitely think we should be there’ - 

‘HUZZAH’. -- Yep, Brainy is happy that they’re going. Look how excited he is.

With the same energy from 4x01 where Kara says ‘nice work, Brainy’. 

Okay, again, look how happy Brainy is. And he’s just looking at Kara with that smile. My actual heart eeeek.

And then his confusion when he realises that she didn’t mean that she was going to march with him. Complete confusion.

‘Uh..’

‘Kara...a..’ (SECOND KARA)

‘A word’ He looks shook the whole time.

He takes a while to actually start talking to her. He looks down again, back at her as if he’s about to start talking about then away again for a tiny moment. (also whoops got that screenshot mid when he’s licking his lips. Was an accident but...you’re welcome.) I wonder how many thought tracks he’s using to try and get the correct words to talk to Kara about this, because there seems to be some hesitation there.

‘I think it would mean a lot to have Supegirl march today’ - So more obviously I think Brainy says that as a sense that the aliens attending would feel more strengthened by her marching, and of course that everyone could see who Supergirl stood with. But of course, I think he also means this, as in personally, since this is the march, that he organised. 

“I wish I could, Brainy, but I think it’s more important for me to patrol. In case anything gets out of hand.”

Kara’s genuinely sorry here, and that glint on her glasses makes her seem even more remorseful (yay angles), and I like how she makes it clear that she wants to support Brainy and the march, but is putting her duty to protect as Supergirl first.

“They won’t. I am American Alien. Hash-tag, American Alien.”

So, Brainy didn’t feel the need to tell the others that he himself organised the march. I think he assumed they would all be up for going, without saying. He reveals this now, to reassure Kara that as the organiser, he would be able to keep things under control. I also like how confident he is here, with his ‘they won’t’. 

“You..you organised it?” - and now it’s Kara’s turn to be surprised. 

“When I lost my Legion ring, I realised how much I depended on it for strength and confidence. I thought it was what made me a hero.” Oooof there you go, there’s that vulnerability that Kara has not been shown to have seen before.  “But not having it these past few days made me see, it wasn’t the ring that gave me strength.” 

“It was fighting.” *breathe* “alongside all of you.” - @kara-querl mentioned that she thinks that Brainy wanted to just ‘alongside you’ at first, but changed his mind. Which I could totally believe. But I also think he might be remembering fighting as a Legionnaire back home as well. 

I think a reason why we didn’t see his realisation is that 1. well, airtime 2. He’s been showing that he gains strength from fighting alongside others over the past few episodes. That’s why he was so adamant on getting together a superhero team - trying to convince Nia to join them when the DEO fired Supergirl, and then being more eager about it after Alex’s mindwipe. Going to J’onn with money to try and get him to join their team. He wanted to gain their strength for Kara, but he also needed their strength too.

“helping to make the Earth a better place.” Oof and look at Kara’s face. I think she’s getting just as emotional over this as we are. I also love how she just listens to Brainy. She doesn’t interrupt or even try to, which is excellent. Pefect communication skills. 

“In times like this change won’t come from someone with a Ring, or a cape. It will only come when each one of us answers the call to stand up and be heard” Brainy is not asking for Supergirl, the symbol and is not going as Brainiac 5, the legionnaire. He wants them to go, purely as themselves.

“El Mayarah” - OKAY CUE ME LOSING MY SH*T RIGHT HERE. especially after making that post about wanting inside codes/jokes in Kryptonian for them, I’M   He uses Kryptonian, trying to convince her and not any old plain Kryptonian but her god dang House of El family motto. This is not about just trying to convince Supergirl, this is trying to convince Kara Zor El. 

So Kara has been listening carefully and holding eye contact with Brainy this whole time (thank you), and when he says ‘El Mayarah’ she looks down immediately. How long has it been since she’s been specifically an El? A while. And even though she loves being Kara Danvers, and that’s who she is with Alex right now, Alex doesn’t know the Kara who she first met, the one she first met as Kara Zor El. 

“Stronger together.” I love love love how he reiterates this 1. cause lol I’m sure a lot of viewers forgot what it meant 2. He just says the meaning again in the language of Earth, the one sh’es adopted, calls home, and is trying to protect. 

And here Brainy follows her eyeline when she looks down, coaxing it back up as he says ‘stronger together’. I’M SOFT.

He takes another breath and breaks eye-contact and looks away. Yup, that was a lot. A lot of emotion right there. He needs a break. I need a break.  [we’re just about to hit screenshot 40 WOW I do need a break]

I like how Kara’s still looking at him, nice. Thanks. Also Nia just streching in the background, not interuppting yet. Dad and Mum are having a Serious conversation, gotta keep busy and not make eye contact, duh.

“Just because we’re superheroes, doesn’t mean we forget who we are.” - Beautiful. What a beautiful speech. Brainy always seems to be there to help remind Kara of what’s important. 3x10 - with her as Kara Danvers, and now 4x14 with her as Kara Zor El. He’s there to support her not only as the hero, Supergirl, but all sides of herself, all sides of Kara. 

She takes a breath here, and I think she’s definitely conflicted . She follows with a , I’m sorry Brainy...the risk is too great.”

BRAINY DOES A LITTLE TINY SHAKE OF HIS HEAD. Like he has more eto say but is also still shocked. And then Nia says she’s ready.

(OKAY YOU GUYS TOOK SO LONG. CAN WE GO PLAY PATROL NOW? PLEASEEE?)

And here Brainy is still in disbelief and worried, like look at this face and oh my god  --- I took this screenshot and then just had to replay the clip - HE’S FIDDLING WITH HIS FINGER WHERE HIS LEGION RING USUALLY IS. THE THING HE DOES WHEN HE’s FEELING ANXIOUS. Lord help me, I’m done.

“Supergirl may be a symbol...” -- ooof they look so pretty there. 

“but more importantly, she’s a citizen of Earth. Like the rest of us”. And he does this little shoulder raise at ‘like the rest of us’...my heart. He’s trying to appeal to her as people who both are not from Earth, but call Earth their home. [sidenote: ohoho ARE YOU EXILED FROM COLU, HUH BRAINY? IS THAT REBOOT BACKSTORY,  I HEAR? sorry, moving on] 

Another long pause before the “Remember that” --- ahhh he still looks so soft, end me. 

NOPE. NOW I’M DONEKARA’S FACE AS SHE WATCHES HIM LEAVE. SHE’S SHAKEN BY THE SPEECH AND I THINK SAD THAT SHE’S LETTING BRAINY DOWN. AND HERSELF DOWN AS A CITIZEN OF EARTH. 

Phew. That was long. A long but beautiful secton. ALRIGHT. LET’S KEEP GOING, SHALL WE? LET’S HEAD OVER TO -

THE MARCH -- IT’S TIMEEE

“They’re not like you - you’re a superhero.” --- I’m starting here because I think it’s important that he doesn’t say ‘you’re Supergirl’ he says ‘you’re a superhero’, because Brainy’s whole speech’s bottom line was  “Just because we’re superheroes, doesn’t mean we forget who we are.” That they’re not just superheroes.

And I think here, she fully understands what Brainy meant.

“No, you’re wrong, I am just like them.” --- so in otherwords, she’s a superhero but more importantly she’s a Citizen of Earth, just like them. This episode is not just great for karadox but great for Kara’s character development because her identity as Supergirl was so at stake, that she’s put that above all else and now she remembers what she needs to be doing. I’M SO PROUD. Rip rewatching this part made me a bit teary wow what is this. KARA I LOVE YOU.

Hmm...is Brainy the first one to look up? MAYBE SO. im not sure but shh 

THERE SHE ISSS. SHE.

Everyone’s in awe.Also, Brainy’s fingers are steepled here, when they weren’t before. (Excitement? Perhaps? idk, hm) 

AWE I SAY. AWE.

“Supergirl.” HE’S HAPPY. LOOK AT THAT. LOOK AT HIM. AHHHH.

“It’s Kara Zor-El.” KARA ZOR EL OF THE HOUSE OF EL. WITH HER GOD DANG ROBES. ‘ In times like this change won’t come from someone with a Ring, or a cape.’ -- SO SHE CAME AS HERSELF. 

“Citizen of Earth” - Just to reiterate -- ‘ more importantly she’s a Citizen of Earth’. She says this. While maintaining eye contact with Brainy the whole time she lands and joins the march. His speech helped her make this decision directly, and she’s letting him know that it did. Her smile in this screenshot and the one above. HER SMILE. BLESS KARA.

And now J’onn says ‘nice to have you with us’ - and they automatically hold hands. Oof and my heart, Papa J’onn. The father figure we all deserve. And...ohhhhH...hmm see Brainy is still holding his hands in position and maybe they made him do that...

To make it clear that it wasn’t automatic. So that Kara has to offer her his hand. Look at her smile. He’s still just looking straight at her. ALSO LOL J’ONN IS LOOKING. HE SEES.

AHAHA LOOK AT BRAINY JUST STARING DOWN. ‘oh yes, I should...hold the hand’. And kara’s smile like ‘yes, yes, it’s okay’. AND LOOK J’ONN IS SMILING AGAIN AHA.  He  ships it is proud too. hmm I wonder if J’onn was secretly listening to their convo the whole time...or hm maybe Brainy voiced how he felt that Kara wasn’t coming to the march to J’onn before it started.  I gots to know

THERE

IT

IS.

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wow wow wow wow wow 

STRONGER TOGETHER INDEED.

1. the alien march is stronger together

2. MY SHIP IS SO STRONGER TOGETHER BECAUSE THEY ENCOURAGE EACH OTHER TO BE THEIR BEST SELVES.

Brainy takes his hand and Kara tightens the hold on it. THANK YOu. THANK YOU.

See, the reason they gave this close up, I think,  is to

1.  reaffirm the themes of togetherness in this episode

2. FEED ME THAT GOOD KARADOX FOOD THAT I ORDERED.

Kara is just taking a breath here but lol I still laugh at how much it looks like the Distracted Boyfriend meme. 

“Thank you.” *turns to Kara* “Both”. So much direct eye contact this episode.

THIS IS THE PUREST OF SMILES. KARA. SMILING AT BRAINY THANKING HER. WHO IS HAPPY TO BE HERE TOGETHER IN THE MARCH. PURE. MY SHIP IS PURE.

And you can’t see it well, or much at all, until she turns but he was smiling too, even if it’s not that clear.

And off they go, to confront Lockwood at -

The Rally

A bottle is thrown over their heads.

“Stay peaceful! - Brainy. Kara is shaken, by the looks of it. And Brainy just instinctively holds his hand out to Kara this time.

Takes a moment after he holds her hand...then...

“Don’t stoop to his level.” - again, supporting each other. He takes her hand this time.

BLESS THIS EPISODE.

So here they’re looking at the people who were here supporting Lockwood and I love how Brainy just looks them straight on. Kara’s also maintaining eye contact in the face of aggression. 

The Fight

“Hologram!”

“Then where’s the real Manchester?”

Okay, so I just like how they can switch so quickly to get into the fight. Superhero mode starts exactly now. And just look how smoothly they go about it. I love them. 

So here, she says she’s gonna go find Hat.

“Hello, Hat, we meet again.”

*insert fightscene that you can see giffed by @fairyroses here http://fairyroses.tumblr.com/post/183443782018*

“You don’t need a ring, when you have friends.” Throwback to how he gets his strength from fighting alongside the team.

“So where are your friends now?” - jinxed yourself, mate.

Kara literally is only a blur in this scene. And lmao Brainy catches the hat, which I did not realise till I saw the gifset. I’ve included @fairyroses tags here because she says it all and I literally can’t take any credit for noticing this lol. Bless you.

“Nice work, Brainy.” - I am fed well with all the times she has said Brainy today. Compliments today too.

“Now get him to the DEO.” - LOOKING GOOD BRAINY.

“Then help me get as many of these people to safety as you can.” Menagerie was brought in my the team sans Brainy, and now Brainy and Kara are taking down Hat together. I like how she says then help me. Just another confirmation of yes, you are on my team, even if you’re going back to the DEO for a tiny bit for the delivery. Again, stronger together.

“And this was from the time me and your mum took down a villain named Hat together” - is not something that was said, but is going in my future headcanon, thanks.

And yep, that’s the beautoful end of the karadox interactions of this episode, time that I start -

Wrapping it Up

Shh, yes I have more to say, bear with me.

“I know that Supergirl and I have not been on the same page lately, but you know, seeing her out there in that march, hand in hand with everybody else,I was inspired.” - so  ‘I think it would mean a lot to have Supegirl march today’  ---- Turns out it also meant inspiring Alex to take action too. Brainy’s speech being the root of convincing Kara and Kara taking that stand. directly inspired by Brainy grabbing Kara’s hand that second time, kthx

“Yeah.” - Kara agrees, and then makes a funny joke about roughing Ben lockwood up lol. She did tho.

“No, *laughs* no, you know I followed my beliefs, not the rules..and it felt really good to take a moral stance.”

“Yeah, I think everyone at the march felt that way.” - Kara was glad to have gone to the march and she felt better for it. Oof look at that smile. Look at how good she thought the march was.

“It just goes to show to show, no matter who you are. Alien, human, superhero. Every action counts. And every voice matters.” ---- again, throwing back to Brainy’s speech. 

“In times like this change won’t come from someone with a Ring, or a cape.  It will only come when each one of us answers the call to stand up and be heard”. 

So everything ties together nicely, in -

THE END

Thanks for bearing with me, which I assume you have if you’re all the way down here. 

To summarise: 

Brainy and Kara make an excellent team and they both are each others’ strengths, and help each other grow. They are stronger together.

[rain0205-blog]

Terminal State

Summary:  She tried leaving, submerging herself in work to escape the horrors she had seen. The horrors she kept seeing. She never wanted to go back to that life. But when the Empire takes her home, she’s forced to face her past. Can she move on? Can she cope? Or will she require a bit of help? still bad at summaries, still working on it. ever so slightly more than slight AU gadioxoc

High Priority

,,,

Cor Leonis watched Prince Noctis and his companions drive off west toward the lands of Duscae, arms crossed as they began to disappear into a small dot in the distance. Sighing lightly as he turned his back, he looked around at the debris of MagiTek troopers littered around the fallen blockade. More dreadnaughts drew his attention above, headed toward the ruins of his home. They were moving into Lucian territory fast and that was very unnerving for him. At least now the path to the west was open again, no longer limiting mobility throughout the country. Cor took out his phone and checked it, not surprised there weren't any messages from Athenacia and he had given up trying to reach her. Likely, her phone was broken with her blatant disregard for it despite him telling her to keep it on her. His thoughts drifted to the day previous, the last time he had seen her. Something she saw in the city had scared her, something that she felt she had to fight. The Marshal wished she hadn't run off, it was hard to keep track of her when she did that. Keeping the frown on his face, he was hoping that he was seeing things on his way out of the city last night, that he hadn't actually seen the big blue dome.

Sleep eluded him since the attack. The entire night was spent evacuating citizens while trying to get any sort of bearing on Athenacia but eventually, he had no choice but to move on. As he took his final look at his home he saw that azure blast, one that he hadn't seen in years. A fist clenched at his own thoughts as a scowl occupied his face. If she was anywhere in the middle of that like last time... He couldn't bear the thought of the Empire capturing her - and with a stunt like that, he was sure that they wouldn't hesitate to take her.

It also didn't help that Gladiolus was trying to involve himself. While Cor knew that they had some sort of romantic relationship, he wasn't sure as to how deep it actually went. And he didn't want to know, Athenacia was a grown woman who could make her own decisions. It was her emotions that always made things troublesome. It was almost hell when she was with Grun and the aftermath of all that; though Cor had no actual issue with Gladiolus, he needed the sworn Shield focused on his duty first and his personal life second. Besides, Athenacia was Cor's responsibility and it was his job to take care of her.

The only hope was to enlist the hunters to not only aid him in finding the lost royal tombs, but also keep their ears to the ground for any sign of her. Cor knew he should have sent her to Lestallum with the rest of her patients, then at least he would know where she was and out of harm's way. Taking another quick look, there was nothing left to do here so he began to walk away from the blockade, finding Monica near the entrance. The Crownsguard was looking at him with the same sort of look he carried, only she was worried about the boys. Cor's face was more of a grimace now as he turned to look one last time before falling into step with her and leaving the area.

...

Cor had made his way with Monica to Longwythe Rest Area, both weary after travelling and all the commotion as of late. The sun was beginning its descent and the daemons would be out soon. The Immortal was happy to have a safe place to try and sleep tonight and Monica definitely deserved a break. A lot of Crownsguard were lost in the attack, but Iris and many others were safe thanks to their sacrifice. The King was gone, the citizens of Insomnia were as safe as they were going to be. What was left for him now? He had no need of Crownsguard with Noctis on his own mission with his own regime, no city to defend.

For now, he could spend his time fighting Niflheim forces while he searched for Athenacia. The hotel in Longwythe had been almost overbooked the last couple of days but there was space enough for the two of them at least. Monica had gone for some food and Cor took a much needed shower. The Marshal tried to gather his thoughts about where to go from here. The rage he felt at the possibility of Athenacia being in Niflheim custody made his blood boil. There was really only one option now: take out every last one of them until he could no longer fight, until he found the missing girl.

As he exited the room in fresh clothes, he took a look at his surroundings. Longwythe wasn't something spectacular but it was better than being out in the wilderness. If he was going on a suicide mission to wipe out Niffs, he couldn't take anyone with him. Walking into the diner, he ordered some food for himself and sat against the counter. His mind kept going over every detail it could, trying to figure out where to start the search for Athenacia. Nothing came to light and he took a long drink of his beer as someone came to sit next to him. Cor didn't even glance over, knowing immediately who it was and what he was doing here.

"Monica said you wanted to speak with me," said Dave.

Dave Auburnbrie was one of the older hunters in Lucis. Over the years, the Marshal had come to count on them outside of the city for information. They protected the people outside of the wall and Dave was usually their lead man, deferred to naturally by his relation to the head of Meldacio. His dog tags clinked together as he set down his own beer with his heavily tattooed arm. Not much had really changed with the man, both only having a few words to speak to each other but their reputations proceeded them.

"I need information," replied Cor.

"What's up?"

The Marshal pulled out his phone from his pocket, unlocking the screen and bringing up a picture. It was just the standard hospital identification picture from the Insomnian faculty system before it was all blown out. He had kept an updated profile of her and others on his phone just in case he needed them, never thought that it would actually come in use. Athenacia had her hair down and that haggard appearance she usually wore thanks to overwork and sleep deprivation. Cor set his phone on the counter beside the hunter and then went back to his food. Dave picked it up curiously and observed the blown up image. The Marshal's plate was pushed away as he finished his dinner and took another long drink of his beer.

"Cute girl. Yours?"

"Something like that. Her hair is probably a lot longer now. You see her?"

"Can't say I have."

Cor grunted, not really surprised at his answer. He took his phone back and darkened the screen before putting it back in his pocket.

"Keep an eye out, will you?" asked the Marshal, though it wasn't really much of a question.

"I'm not sure how much we can spare while looking for your tombs."

"This one's more of a higher priority."

"That a fancy way of saying personal?"

Cor shrugged, "She's high priority. And yeah, it's also personal."

Dave regarded the Marshal with a thoughtful frown before answering, "I'll get some people on it," he nodded.

"Thanks."

The two of them were silent as they began to drink a fresh beer. Cor wasn't exactly sure what the man was still doing here but he wasn't going to ask him to leave either. Eventually, he would spit it out, the two of them had no time for games.

"You should know, the Niffs are starting to build up a stronghold here."

Cor growled, "The bodies aren't even cold yet!"

"I know. But they're starting anyway. Reckon they had it goin' before they took the city. There's a small base a few clicks from it where they're operating out of until construction's complete. I'll sniff around and see if she's in there."

Cor took an extremely long drink, completely unhappy with that information. The Empire had planned this long before Cor and everyone else was able to blink twice. Dave was probably correct in assuming they had started construction long before the plan to invade the city was made. Looks like now he knew what his next move was going to be.

...

Athenacia fed her small little fire with some dried leaves and small twigs. The night had settled in and she was in a haven as far from Lestallum as she could get. According to her map, she was in the region of Duscae, at Fallaughns Haven a bit southeast of the Saxham Outpost. On the drive down she had noticed that Imperial forces were already starting to make themselves at home. It was unnerving, and she regretted that she couldn't get any further before the night had settled. There wasn't any help for it, she had to get away from Lestallum.

The drive from Leide all the way to Lestallum was a long one, however, it wasn't entirely unpleasant. Despite the Crown City falling, Talcott appeared to have mostly a positive attitude and seemed to take a shining to the physician. Once Iris was settled about the safety of her brother, more so the Prince, she broke out of her shell. It seemed that the young Amicitia had developed a small crush on the royal. The more Athenacia interacted with Iris, the more she liked the young girl. She was a child, only 15, but the young doctor could see the positive outlook and endearing attitude. The relationship between her and Gladio was easy to see after a few minutes. In retrospect, Athenacia should have seen the connection instantly and was surprised that she didn't. It was with regret that she had driven through the tunnel and into the overly warm city. Parking with the other vehicles, she helped them into the hotel to get settled before she bid them farewell with a broken promise to Talcott that they would meet again. Athenacia was a little stunned when Iris had jumped at her with a hug and could only imagine how the young girl would react had she known the truth. At least this way she knew what to expect if that were to ever happen. The strange twist of fate she was delivered had her chuckling but for now, she couldn't stay near them while she herself was in danger.

The doctor did linger in Lestallum a little longer than she should have, remembering the last time she was here years ago. The city was beautiful. It wasn't Insomnia beautiful. The Crown City was something outside of a dream, however, Lestallum had its own sort of unique charm. It was sweltering hot thanks to the Disc and the power plant but that didn't bother her too much. Athenacia took a small tour of the city, buying what she needed from the market and keeping her head low so that no one would see her. She avoided the hospital like the plague. Anyone there would know her face on sight no matter the precautions she implemented on herself to hide. The girl knew shouldn't have stayed in the city for as long as she did. So when she left a little later, she didn't get a chance to get as far as she wanted. There was no real destination in mind, she just knew that she had to keep moving. Staying in one place for too long would warrant unwanted attention, she knew how to move while avoiding detection, was trained in that art a long time ago. Athenacia started up her fire and ate some of her dried food with a bottle of water. Once it was burning hot enough, she threw in her bag of evidence against her.

Her hazel eyes were twinkling as the flames grew brighter and hotter, the sun finally set. When it was dark enough that all the stars were visible, she began to keep the fire low. The physician just kept the warmth of the blaze, not wanting to be seen by anyone driving by. Travelling light was key, however, her truck wasn't exactly made to go off the road but she didn't want it sitting around for the chance it was noticed. The fire crackled while she was mesmerized by the dancing flames. Athenacia was sitting on the ground, not thinking enough to buy herself a chair. Not that it mattered much to her, she didn't mind the ground, only when it came to sleeping on it. Probably best if she wasn't too comfortable anyway, that way she could stay alert. Her mind began to drift as she continued to feed her pitiful fire. Daemons in the surrounding area sounded in her ears, however, there weren't any close enough to her to pose a real problem. She could easily make a quick getaway if that was the case anyway.

Athenacia thought about Cor, hoping that he was okay. There was no doubt in her mind that he would be looking for her, starting at the beginning and then he would slowly work his way west, all the way to the edge of Lucis. He'd go even further and he wouldn't stop, would hunt her down until he found some sort of evidence that she was alive. A sad smile graced her features, taking solace in that thought. When all was said and done, she had least one person in this world that cared for her. Hugging her knees to her chest tightly, she heaved a sigh, repressing a tear that wished to escape her left eye. If she could hide from Cor and anyone else he acquired to hunt her, then she would be safe away from the Empire.

The Empire, the ones who had taken her home from her. They were hunting down the Prince now, she knew that while having them lie about his death all over the broadcasts. While Noctis was still alive it gave her hope that there would be a chance, a chance to take vengeance for everything that was taken from them. Wherever Noctis went so did his three friends and guard, Ignis, Prompto and Gladiolus. Athenacia sighed again into her knees. Desperately she wanted to wait around Lestallum to meet him when he came for his sister, but she couldn't. While she was a target she couldn't risk going near anyone she cared about - especially the Prince - until she figured out why that evil man held such an interest in her, she had to stay away. That tear fell down her face at the loneliness she felt at the current moment.

But her attention snapped up when she heard the sound of a woman scream. The noise wasn't very loud, and it appeared more startled than anything. It was too close for comfort and she was up instantly, weapon in hand. Athenacia removed the bulking sweater from her person and waited, straining her ears to listen for which direction to head. More sounds of distress enabled her to finally pinpointed a destination. The doctor took off instantly, hoping that this wouldn't be overwhelming. A flash of white in the distance kept her on track, the silhouette of a body falling to the ground causing her to whistle in order to draw attention onto her instead of the victim. There were four imps coming at her alarmingly fast. Athenacia unsheathed her weapon and darted at them quickly, taking the first two down with one swipe. One of them attacked her leg, grunting before knocking it off. Slashing at the third, she finished off the fourth one with minimal effort.

That wasn't it, however. Two Flan decided that they would merge together, probably the smartest idea they had ever had in their short lives. And their lives would be short because the biggest mistake they made was challenging her. It came at her and she dodged quickly, rolling on the ground. The attack had grazed her left shoulder and she grunted at the pain she felt. Athenacia swung her gladius at the next attack, slicing off an arm. A lot of good it did though, given that the thing was basically jelly. Darting around it again, she wished she had magic to help her right now. This was why she never liked to depend on the stuff. Her hazel eyes widened as the daemon began to swim in some golden lights. Immediately she looked at her hands but nothing was coming from them. Brows raised, she watched in mild curiosity as the Flan expanded and then burst - all over her. Athenacia groaned, wiping it off of her face in disgust. It was all over her hair and legs. Gross. Weapon in hand, she took a quick look around for any other threats. There were no more daemons posing an immediate threat right now. The doctor's eyes landed on the victim and saviour of the small party of daemons, a little shocked at the sight before her.

"So I guess you're not dead," said the physician, raising a brow.

Standing before her was indeed the Oracle, Lady Lunafreya, holding a trident pointed at where the space where the daemon was just occupying. Lunafreya's white dress was torn at the bottom, dirty from wandering around in the wilderness. From this light, Athenacia could see that there were a few minor lacerations and contusions on her bare arms. Her face was focused and weary as she lowered her weapon, keeping the butt of it on the ground. It stood a little taller than her and looked like it wasn't even real in the gleaming light of the Disc in the distance.

"You okay Princess?" asked Athenacia.

"I am mostly unharmed thanks to you," replied Lunafreya.

"What are you doing out here? Where's Libertus?"

The Oracle frowned, "I'm sorry, have we met before?"

Athenacia laughed, "We have yes. I asked you to do me a favour before you parted with Nyx and left with Libertus."

"Cia?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"Forgive me, I did not recognize you."

"That was kind of the point. Come on, I got a fire going. I can take a look at those wounds and you can tell me a story," instructed Athenacia, turning to walk back towards her haven.

"I'm sorry, I cannot go with you."

"It wasn't a suggestion," she turned and smiled quickly, before continuing on her journey.

The walk back to the haven was a quiet one. Athenacia could hear the Oracle following in her footsteps until finally, they arrived at their destination. Her fire had almost died in her absence and she suspected it might so she picked up some fuel along the way. The physician dropped the pile in a heap and then crouched down to bring back up her source of light. The Oracle placed her trident on the ground and then took her seat beside it. Athenacia walked over toward her bag and brought it with her as she approached the young woman, opening it up carefully and rummaging through her medical supplies. Pulling out her penlight and clicking it once to turn it on, she ran the light over the Oracle's face and was happy that most of the blemishes were just dirt. Dr. Virum cleaned it up with a cloth and some water from a bottle that she had. Then she ran the light over her left arm. The lacerations were very minor, nothing life-threatening. That was a relief, taking out her alcohol cleaner and beginning to sanitize the wounds. Lunafreya didn't react, simply just observed the doctor as she worked. Virum then came to her right arm and repeated the process, face focused and technique methodical as always.

"Anything else I might need to look at?" asked Dr. Virum.

"Nothing your tools can fix," the Oracle smiled weakly.

"Not here no. If I was in a hospital those magical ailments wouldn't be an issue."

"You can see them?"

"Treating magical maladies was sort of my area of expertise. I don't have the right equipment here or else I would get to it, though I doubt you'd be willing to go to a hospital and get it treated."

Lunafreya just smiled politely. The young doctor quickly cleaned up her own wounds she sustained from the fight earlier. Satisfied, Virum packed up her bag and placed it aside before taking her seat a few inches away from the Oracle and feeding her small little fire again. Both women were silent as they stared into the dancing flames. Athenacia wasn't exactly sure what to say, where to begin, so many questions right now about the current situation she found herself in. Lady Lunafreya had no business being out here by herself.

"Your friend, he's alright," said the Oracle tentatively.

"Where is he?" she asked.

"I can assume he is on his way back to Galahd. I left him on the city limits."

"Why?"

"Wherever I go, the Empire follows."

Athenacia huffed, "Yeah I know that feeling."

Lunafreya looked at the girl curiously but the doctor wasn't offering any sort of elaboration so she didn't press the matter. The fire crackled and hissed as it continued to be fed slowly. Athenacia once again brought her knees to her chest and hugged them tightly after placing the small rations of food beside her unexpected guest.

"What are you doing out here?" asked the doctor finally.

"My duty as Oracle," replied Lunafreya.

"Last I heard the Prince was headed to Lestallum if you're looking for him."

A sad smile graced her features, "The time for us to meet has not yet arrived."

"Don't you have to give him something?"

She nodded, "I will when the time is right and he is ready. It is best if you keep your distance while I am being hunted."

"I could say the same to you."

They were silent again. It wasn't like the two of them were old friends, however, the last time they saw each other was in the middle of an invasion and that was only the second time they had ever met. Nyx had spent his last moments protecting her and Libertus took her as far as she would let him. Nyx said she had the fate of the world in her hands and Athenacia had no idea what that meant. At least he could rest easy knowing that he did not die in vain, knowing that Libertus had also made it out alive. The physician wished she knew more about what happened to him but it obviously wasn't meant to be.

"I do not have your favour. I have already sent it on its way," said Lunafreya suddenly.

"That's fine. Thank you for doing that for me," replied Athenacia.

"The honour is my own. You have such a kind soul."

The doctor snorted, "You sure?"

She smiled, "I can tell by the gentle touch of how you cared for me just now."

Athenacia shrugged, "I guess."

"Do you heal your own weariness?"

"The best I can with only being one person."

"I do not mean your physical wounds. The pain you carry with you. Do you heal it?"

Athenacia sighed as her look became intent on the flames. She could feel the eyes of the Oracle on her, waiting for an answer but the young doctor didn't have one. Not one that she could form into words. As the silence persisted, Lunafreya knew that she wasn't going to get anything more about it, turning her head back to the flames.

"I am truly sorry for your loss," said the Oracle sadly.

"I haven't lost anything," replied Athenacia, a little confused.

"Not recently, no. I mean the loss you sustained when you were younger, the one that cannot be undone."

Athenacia looked at the woman in shock, "How can you possibly know about that?" her voice was shaking as a tear threatened to fall from her eye.

The Oracle looked at the girl sympathetically, "Your grief becomes mine. That is my area of expertise."

The doctor gasped as she tore her eyes away and back toward the flames. Knees were hugged tighter as she struggled within herself to repress the emotions she kept at bay. No one was supposed to know about that, no one but Cor and the one responsible. No one would have said anything, this truly was the magic of the Oracle at play here. Even Athenacia didn't quite comprehend the true nature of those powers, having only wielded a piece of Lucian magic.

"I apologize if I caused you any offence," said Lunafreya.

"You should probably get some rest. It'll help you heal faster," said the physician, her eyes fixed on the flames.

Lady Lunafreya didn't say anything more, only smiled sadly at the doctor again before laying down beside her trident. Athenacia didn't react, didn't move, just kept her hazel gaze upon the fire. Absently she fed it while keeping her ears out for any hostiles. One tear fell from her eye once she heard the steady and even breaths of the Oracle. It seemed that no matter how far she ran, her past was always one step ahead of her.

[linkspooky]

The Parable of Sisyphus

King Sisyphus was known from Homer onward as the craftiest of men. He betrayed one of Zeus’ secrets by revealing the whereabouts of Aegina, in return for causing a spring to flow on the Corinthian acropolis. 

In return, Zeus then ordered Thanatos, Death, to chain King Sisyphus down below in Tartarus. Sisyphus was curious as to why Hermes, whose job it was to guide souls to the Underworld had not appeared on this occasion. He slyly asked Thanatos to demonstrate how the chains worked. As Thanatos was granting him his wish, Sisyphus sezied the opportunity and trapped Thenatos in the chains instead. Once Thanatos was bound by the strong chains, no one died on earth. 

Before Sisyphus died he told his wife to throw his naked body in the middle of the bpulic square. This caused King Sisyphus to end up on the shores of the river Styx. Then, complaining to Persephone that this was a sign of his wife’s disrespect for him, he persuaded her to allow him to return to the upper world. Eventually he was dragged back down for his trickery. 

As a punishment for this, he was made to endlessly roll a boulder up his steep hill. The maddening nature of the punishment was reserved for King Sisyphus due to his hubristic belief that his cleverness surpassed the gods. Zeus accordingly displayed his own cleverness by enchanting the boulder into rolling away from King Sisyphus before he reached the top, which ended up cosigning Sisyphus to an eternity of useless efforts and unending frustration. 

Therefore I find it impossible for a chapter where Kanou dies, without facing any kind of justice at all and way too easily, and one where he namedrops Sisyphus himself and take it at face value.

It’s a story specifically about cheating death. Which, Ishida has taunted us with the possibility of for a long time, and also both Koma and Irimi, and also Marude have made symbolic returns from the dead in story.

That’s not the only interpretation of the Sisyphus story though. There is the greek one, one of hubris, of a man thinking he can outwit the gods and then paying the price to have all of his intelligence and cunning go to waste as he’s put to a mindless task. (If we’re going by greek interpretation alone then Kanou definitely should not get out of it this easily, consequences matter in Greek tragedy beyond death and for Kanou it should be having his mind stripped away from him b/c that’s the only thing he values to the detriment of others much like Sisyphus). 

However there is a more modern interpretation of his tale. “The Myth of Sisyphus” is a modern take on the Myth that is tied heavily to the existentialist branch of philosophy, though, Camus himself probably wouldn’t call himself an existentialist. He likened what Sisyphus did, rolling a rock up a hill only to have it fall back down again to be an impossible task, an absurdity. That life itself was Sisyphian. 

The central concern of The Myth of Sisyphus is what Camus calls "the absurd." Camus claims that there is a fundamental conflict between what we want from the universe (whether it be meaning, order, or reasons) and what we find in the universe (formless chaos). 

Hmm, sounds weirdly familiar.

Camus reasons there are only two results to this question. Either humanity makes a leap of faith and assumes there is some meaning through god, or that their is no meaning to life at all. I think it’s not coincidence that one of the very existentialist clowns is a catholic priest then. 

Camus opens his essay with an even more extreme utlimatum though. He asks if the latter conclusion is true, if life has no meaning, does that mean life is not worth living? If that were the case, we  would have no option but to make a leap of faith or to commit suicide.

“There is only one really serious philosophical problem,” Camus says, “and that is suicide. Deciding whether or not life is worth living is to answer the fundamental question in philosophy. All other questions follow from that” (MS, 3).

So we have in this chapter, once again another figure commit suicide suddenly and leave everything else he’s done to chance even though it may render his work entirely meaningless.

I think it’s no coincidence then that in this narrative right now, the biggest influencers the two kings for the world are explicitly depicted as having a suicidal wish to their actions.

Remember, Furuta’s plan is now confirmed by Kanou to have explicitly hinged on him being eaten as well. As far as we know it worked, Furuta’s entire side where the nucleus was implanted has been torn off and that was the arm he was regenerating while speaking to Ui.

But by all thematic purposes, their narratives shouldn’t succeed. As far as we’re being shown though, Kaneki is getting exactly what he wanted. He got to die in style, and still everybody around him is throwing love at his feet. 

Nobody holds him accountable for the bad decisions he made as king, for letting ghouls starve and die. It makes sense why they wouldn’t however, as currently there is no Kaneki to hold accountable there. If Shuu screamed bloody murder about how he killed Karren and doesn’t care about ghouls now what exactly would it accomplish? When there’s no Kaneki to hold accountable for that? 

Those words struck me as so raw, because remember Karren’s final thoughts were these.

Karren’s one moment of happiness in life comes from saving a person she loved, and then that same person’s only care in life seems to be the happiness of her murderer?

That’s completely absurd. It’s a contradiction that should be impossible to reconcile. On the other hand it makes sense in Shuu’s character, Shuu has always been extremely pro-living because he came from a normal place of love. It makes sense that Shuu would try to move on and ensure the happiness of the people he had less, rather than fixate entirely on the people he lost. 

That’s exactly it though, Shuu would not want Kaneki to die. Kaneki’s friends will not allow him to die. The message they’ve said to him is “Live.”

I agree with that. No matter what Kaneki has done so far he should live, nothing would come from his death, from another pointless suicide like Arima and Kanou.

Tokyo Ghoul thematically as a manga has always been extremely anti-suicide and in favor of living. This is the illusion that we’re being presented to us right now. That Furuta and Kaneki’s solutions are working. That them putting their lives in moral peril, is somehow going to be a catalyst to unite both sides. That reunion will never come however, if based on a lie. 

The absurd is a contradiction that cannot be reconciled, and any attempt to reconcile this contradiction is simply an attempt to escape from it: facing the absurd is struggling against it.

This is what we’ve seen this entire arc. People attempting to reconcile things which cannot be reconciled, and therefore they just try to escape it entirely. 

“What meaning is there to live while facing death- Oh hey, Touka.”

Impossible contradiction life and death, and then escapism.

Camus is interested in pursuing a third possibility: that we can accept and live in a world devoid of meaning and purpose. Living with the absurd, is a matter of facing this fundamental contradiction and maintaining constant awareness of it. It’s what Amon himself preaches, even if he doesn’t practice it.

Ironically in 98, the same chapter in which our absurdist is crowned as king, Amon gives us the key to escaping it. He gives it to the Quinx as well. 

Now, of all characters who has actually held Kaneki accountable for his actions. Who has actually questioned him.

This is a question that deserves an answer. It’s one Kaneki ignores and has entirely yet to give.

The third solution Camus presents is not love, at least not yet, but rather being made to face reality. Which is why if Touka, Hide, and Tsukiyama are the embodiments of Kaneki’s positive qualities, the one who want to save him. Then equally valid are the embodiments of Kaneki’s negative qualities, his endless struggling, his trauma and lashing out, his inability to decide or act on time.

Camus presents us with the solution, we cannot distract ourselves, we cannot take a leap of faith, and we cannot die to escape it. The only solution to live with it. However, living means continually and without hesitation facing that same reality.

That’s not going to come from Goat or Hide, both forces who love Kaneki too much to stop him or look at him at face value. Hide who blames himself for the thing Kaneki decided to do. 

Tsukiyama who lies about Kaneki caring about ghouls and humans equally. Goat, who is both easily as swayed by Itori’s words as they are by Tsukiyama’s.

The answer must lie in both ends, both those who love Kaneki and those who want to see him held accountable. That’s the only way Kaneki himself can ever grow or change as a character, and learn to face the absurd unwaveringly. 

Oh one more thing.

"Those who prefer their principles over their happiness, they refuse to be happy outside the conditions they seem to have attached to their happiness. If they are happy by surprise, they find themselves disabled, unhappy to be deprived of their unhappiness." 

 Since that is Camus it can very well be interpreted into his absurdism. Because the world makes us free, one is free to find their own meanings and to make their own goals, but if once the goal is reached, they can't see an inch beyond it, they have failed to actually confront absurdity and have just been hanging onto a single thread, hoping something other than themselves would carry them through life.

(Sourced from @lunamatista who I consulted with for the majority of this). 

[spideychelle-romanogers]

Not Supposed To

A Cold and Broken Hallelujah - Chapter 3 Scene 1

A/N: Next one probably coming in less than an hour.  || T/W: none || This Marathon’s Masterlist 

From the beginning, Peter and Michelle didn’t get to enjoy the epic romance that was entitled to them. It’s been 16 years since they first met and their lives were intertwined all along the way in tragic, inescapable ways neither of them can understand. Pulled apart by their conflicts, aspirations, and secrets, they lived their lives dodging their magnetic attraction to each other’s fates, pushing themselves into problem marriages that have left them feeling trapped. 

After Peter’s wife Gwen divorces him, Peter is expected at Midtown Science’s Decathlon Team’s yearly reunion. As he and Michelle gear up to see each other again for what may be the last time, they both try to understand how it is they got to such a dark place. 

Present - 2037 - 32 years old

Though they were all mild-mannered by nature, it took the reunion group no time to get drunk. Sitting in the smallest cabin where they’d have always have drinks before unpacking, Peter could barely concentrate on the conversation at hand. Ned was away trying to fetch firewood as the team chatted. Peter didn't take a sip of anything they were drinking, afraid of what it might do to him to lose a full grip on his composure. He sat with Liz, happy to be seeing her again. Though he held one of the heaviest secrets in his life from her, he was happy to see her father's past crimes didn't affect her future.

The only problem with talking to her was she liked to bring up Michelle. The two of them went to Harvard together, a blessing on Liz's part since she got away with changing her last name so people wouldn’t think of her father when she applied. She and Michelle weren't best friends but their shared experience led to Liz's constant mention of her, especially now that Michelle was a success. At times, it was as if Liz lived vicariously through her just a bit. Peter could understand why, with how Liz’s life was going. He didn’t want to stay on that thought too long, knowing Liz was in a much better situation than he was so he was in no place to judge.

However, she like all of them had her fair share of accomplishments. Looking around the mini bar with the chairs holding pulled in tightly, Peter realized by job title alone they made a worthy roundtable set. Smiling to himself, he was startled when his thoughts were interrupted so suddenly.

"How's the company, Peter?" Cindy asked when she noticed he was being too quiet.

"Stark Industries is doing great," Peter volunteered in a rehearsed manner, not knowing how much more to go into it. He forgot often that people would see him as a success. He never really saw it that way, knowing he’d done little to inherit the company and barely deserved it as he pushed the work onto more talented, more deserving people.

Flash looked particularly happy to hear things were going well, though. His admiration of Peter became clear as the years went on. Having enjoyed his time at Cornell studying applied physics, Flash ultimately ended up meeting Peter again in business school at Wharton. They’d become study mates, bonding over how grateful they were that Flash had stopped bullying him soon after their sophomore year, or else they never could have been friends. Considering that Ned had gone to a different school and Peter had only just lost Tony that same year, he needed Flash’s company at the time even if their bond was more about mutual benefit than true friendship.

In the last year or so, however, Flash seemed to have had a change of heart. The longer they spent with each other, the more of himself Peter began to see in Flash. Peter couldn’t go one minute without thinking of why that could be. They all knew Flash’s living tragedy. No one would touch on the subject. Except, well, Betty. Betty had a way of calling Liz and Flash’s miserable dynamics to mind, often making the group go silent.

Tried as Peter did to convince Flash to take up work that he loved, ultimately Flash stuck to his career as a stockbroker. However aged and unhappy he looked when he turned up at reunions, he’d done well for himself, turning a significant fortune to secure his family’s future. It clearly wasn’t what Flash wanted, but it was what he’d chosen. There were some things that Peter couldn’t always save people from, and that was their own decisions.

"I tell my friends about you all the time," Flash piped in cheerily. "You should see the looks on their faces. They hate you."

"Thanks?" Peter asked hesitantly, a small smile growing on his face.

"They're just jealous," he assured Peter. Their drinks were running low as Flash gestured well wishes with his glass and downed the small amount left in it. Liz had a sympathetic smile on her face as she looked at Flash before turning again to Peter. Peter pretended not to have been paying attention to that, knowing well that his mind was trying to draw conclusions between the two of them.

"Yeah, I still can't believe you and Tony Stark were so close," Liz piped up. "No wonder you were working so hard." She smiled at the reference to their time together at Midtown. Unlike the others, Liz seemed to consider herself a little bit of an outsider during these visits, only having had a little under a year and a half with their group before she had to transfer schools.

Peter shrugged, rubbing the back of his neck. "Yeah."

Betty quirked an eyebrow at him and Peter hoped to himself she wouldn't say anything. Unfortunately, he wasn't very lucky. Betty could never really help herself. "I'm sorry if this is hard for you to talk about." Suddenly all eyes were on him. It all clicked together for him again. As good as Betty was at seeming innocent, her facetious voice was the exact same as her usual voice. She had no tells when she lied. One would have to draw their own conclusions about what she did and didn’t mean. Peter always chose to take her words at face value, but in times like these, he remembered what a mistake that really was.

Peter opened his mouth to speak but couldn't find the energy to lie. Sighing out, he tried again just before Flash rescued him. "Should we make a toast to Iron Man, guys?" he suggested.

“I need water first,” Cindy announced suddenly, clearly holding in her stomach’s unrest from all of their drinks. She and Flash were always the most careful about composure during these retreats. While the rest drank themselves over the edge, they’d both calculate in their heads so carefully that Peter could practically see them working out the math of how much they’d have to eat or how much water they’d need to drink to stay sober. “Betty, where are the waters?”

“In the main cabin,” she explained, quiet as Cindy made her way out. Just seven of them left at the table, Sally and Abraham excused themselves to go have a smoke. Betty suddenly turned to Eugene. “Can you fetch Ned and tell him we’re about to make a toast?” Her tone was sharper than it should have been. Betty’s commanding nature had Eugene out of the room in seconds. “No spouses this year, huh?” Betty brought up suddenly. Peter did everything to tell himself she wasn’t bringing this up for any particular reason.

Liz looked measured as she answered. “It seemed like a bad time,” she said carefully, a little hushed as though it would mean Peter wouldn’t hear her. Looking up, he could see her eyes flicker forward again as if she hadn’t looked at him.

They all hadn’t brought their spouses because of his divorce.

Jesus.

His tongue in his cheek as he bit down, Peter did his best not to look annoyed. “Come on,” Flash consoled, seemingly in tune with his reaction. He didn’t seem to be a part of what Liz said at all. “Let’s just have our toast. Maybe you can tell us a story. We drone on every year about our lives but you never talk about what’s going on at work.” The offer was consoling in tone, as though Flash wanted Peter to have an opportunity he was deprived of. Peter didn’t even know what kind of story he was asking for.

“About wh-” Peter’s confusion was met with its match quickly. Flash meant one about Tony. He wanted Peter to tell a story about Tony.

It was a reasonable and even possibly a kind request. Letting someone reminisce about a decade-old loss was not intrusive, especially not when someone had played such a big part in making Peter’s future as Tony did. It wasn’t unreasonable. It was what they came to these retreats for. It was an intelligent distraction from talk about the divorce. Peter had a successful life; if he was the kind to brag, this offer would be everything. For anyone else, this would have been a great idea.

Pulling a bit on the high collar of his sweater as though it was choking him, Peter swallowed hard. “We’ll need more wine for the toast.” He just needed to get away from the pressure to collect himself. It was too much, too fast, too soon to talk about Tony. It wasn’t something he’d ever learned to compose himself about. As he got up, Betty mimicked him.

“I’ll help you!” Peter did his best to hide his cringe as he nodded. Turning to the other two, she chimed a few words that made Peter walk away faster as he turned back: “Keep it PG, you two,” she sing-songed at their two friends. Both of whom were married to other people. If that was Betty’s version of a joke for Liz and Flash, he didn’t want to know what was clearly in store for him.

Turning back out of curiosity, he could see Flash avert his eyes carefully and watch Liz swallow down a reply. She curled her lips into what almost looked like an amused smile, overshadowed by the mix of surprise and confusion in her eyes. Though from what he knew, Liz and Flash did not know about the rumors among the group, he would have expected them to say something about Betty’s strange suggestion. Instead, Liz just looked perplexed.

On the other hand, Flash just smiled awkwardly, clearly unsure of how to reply. Betty studied their reactions before turning to Peter as if she couldn’t understand why he was still there. She gestured for him to walk on as they went in search of the mini wine cellar.

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Week 1 Part VI: Celebrating Love (and WooHoo)!

“Careful with your old teeth, daddy,” Walburga shouted as she lunged at her father. “Unless you want to drink plasma juice for the rest of your life.”

“Not so cocky, young lady,” Fravitta panted, but he barely blocked her blow. “I'm still older and wiser than you!” Walburga couldn't help but pity him a bit. He was technically right of course, but when it came to powers he was a pathetic excuse of a vampire – all these years he'd never cared about training or even learning the basic about undead life. It was no surprise she always defeated him.

“Aaaand another round goes to me!” Walburga giggled as she grabbed Fravitta by the scruff of the neck and pulled him with her when she gracefully floated to the ground. There she let him down more gently than she'd fought him, because he was still her father and she was happy he'd never begrudged her the victories. However, there were others who did.

“I don't remember teaching you to fight so sloppily,” Edeltraut said coolly. “You left your defense wide open – any little girl calling herself a vampire slayer could have defeated you.”

She didn't let that comment get to her. Her mother had been in a bad mood ever since her boyfriend had turned down the proposal. Walburga on the other hand had barely stopped smiling since then – things were finally going well for her. Now that her title was secured, she had time to focus on her studies of the vampiric arts. Also, her wedding was right around the corner and who could be unhappy at the prospect of getting married to a princess? “Well, dear mother, why don't you show me how to do it right?” she asked cheerfully and made a taunting gesture. Edeltraut barely waited until she'd finished her sentence before she attacked. Her movements a blur, blows quick and merciless. Walburga dodged some and raised her arm to deflect others, but she had severely underestimated her mother. Not that she'd ever won a sparring duel against her, but she usually wasn't that fierce. Apparently the heartsickness had brought out the true vampire in her again. Walburga was pleased about that, even if she wasn't about her inevitable defeat.

The sparring-match ended with Walburga falling to her knees quite ungracefully and with more bruises than she would have liked. “Let that be a lesson to you, girl,” Edeltraut said, floating far above the ground. “You may be talented and eager, but you have nothing against your elders and you should never forget that.” Then she was gone before her daughter could even reply as much as a word.

“Wow, that was amazing,” a voice behind Walburga said. She turned around and saw a vampire boy looking at her in awe. “You're really good at using your powers!”

Flattered, Walburga smiled at him. She may have lost the fight, but this boy was smart to see her true strength through it. One day she'd make her mother understand it as well. “Well, I am the heiress of the von Wolfenberg family. To me it was nothing.”

“I don't know the von Wolfenberg family, but you must be really strong then!”

Walburga cocked her head. “What? You've never heard of us?” That was surprising. After all, the von Wolfenbergs were not only an old and powerful line of vampires, but also one of the most important families in the country. “Are you freshly-turned? Didn't your master teach you?”

At that the boy looked a bit embarrassed. “Well… I don't have a master – I think I've been born like this. And I've lived alone and secluded for a long time now.” He blushed. “You're the first other vampire I've ever talked to...”

“Really? That's so… sad!” Walburga sighed and looked at this pitiful boy. She usually didn't talk to commoners she didn't know, but no vampire should be without a proper mentor. “How about I teach you a bit? We can have a sparring-match too!”

“Uh, if you want to. B-but I have to tell you, I'm really bad at this...”

Walburga just smiled. Who wasn't, compared to her. And he couldn't possibly be worse than her father, who'd spent more time arranging flowers than weakening foes.

Besides, Walburga was always up to new challenges, be it studying with unusually strong vampires or teaching weaker ones – she learned something either way and that was what counted. “Let's do this~”

The boy had been right: Walburga defeated him so quickly and easily, that she knew her feeling of pity had been more than justified. Still, it had been fun, so she said, “If you like, we can do that again some time. My name is Walburga, by the way.”

“Thanks, I'd love to. My name is Vladimir.” The boy smiled and Walburga couldn't help but return it. If all commoners were so well-behaved, she'd talk to them more often.

Later that night, Walburga continued her training with Valentine. He had a better humor about it than her parents and he was always open to some practice. Or at least he was whenever he wasn't busy partying or dating.

Staring intently at her brother, Walburga gathered her power. “And now,” she whispered as green rays of energy flew from her hands and swirled around Valentine's head, “you see… a giant bunny.”

For a second, everything was quiet and Valentine stood still. Then he shrugged and shook his head. “Nope. Guess your hallucinations don't work on me.”

“Huh, that's odd,” Walburga replied and pouted. “Guess I should have made it a woman-shaped bunny.”

“Might have worked better,” Valentine said, a wide grin revealing his pointy teeth. “Although I don't think I'd need one – it's not like I'm deprived of attractive people.”

“Or maybe you do, if you have to point it out like that. Let me try again, brother, I can't stand to see you single on Love Day.”

“Can't.” Valentine's grin grew even wider. “Thanks for your concern, dear sister, but while I'm not getting married tomorrow, I'll be on a date soon.”

“Really? Who's the lucky girl?”

“Actually, it's a guy…”

Elliot raised an eye brow. “My, I didn't take you for the romantic sort, to ask me out on a day like this.”

“I'm not.” Valentine smiled. “Or wouldn't be sitting in an old, run-down inn preparing to drink our asses off while all the couples go to fancy restaurants and post pictures on Simstagram to show the world their perfect relationship.”

“That's a fair point. Though it would be a shame if that came off.” His eyes wandered deliberately slow down Valentine's spine, before settling on his face again. “And I should warn you, buying me drinks doesn't come cheap.”

“I'd be disappointed otherwise.”

Elliot laughed. “Very well, let's see what this place has to offer.”

Valentine showed him a smile while suggestively playing with the plasma fruit skewer decorating his drink. “Well, I'm not that interested in what this place has to offer...”

After a couple of hours passed by sipping (or downing) drinks, flirting, and casually exchanging news of their lives, Elliot put down his empty glass and rose. “It's been a lovely evening so far, but I think I'm getting bored of this. I think I'll head home.” He cocked his head and grinned at Valentine. “That is… unless you have an idea to entertain me otherwise?”

Valentine, already feeling giddy from the drinks, felt his heart making a jump. “Sure, he replied, emptied his glass and got on his feet as well. Glancing briefly at a nearby man who looked a lot like Queen Zehena's husband, he added, “Why don't we go somewhere more private?”

They headed downstairs and found themselves in a narrow corridor, alone. There was not much to see here, except some sparse candles and a closet nestled in a corner.“You know, I've always been warned to walk alone with good-looking vampires.”

Valentine let out a laugh. “What, are you scared I'll suck your blood.”

“The possibility you doing something that involves sucking doesn't trouble me.” Elliot gently pushed a strand of stray hair out of Valentine's face. “Not at all. I just advice you to leave your teeth where they belong – otherwise this might have unfortunate consequences for both of us.”

“Well,” Valentine said, displaying a playfully sarcastic bow, “I shall treat you as tenderly as I'd touch a delicate flower.”

Elliot rolled his eyes. “Oh, there's no need to be a bore now, my friend.” Valentine didn't reply anything, because the other man kissed him in a way that could be described as anything but tender and pushed him against the door of the closet. There was no reason to resist.

It took quite a while until they stumbled out of that closet again, exhausted but pleased. “Well, that was something,” Elliot remarked, smirking. “It's no surprise the ladies were so happy to see you included in our little club.”

“That's me, I just like to make other people happy.” Valentine's eyes shone brightly as he straightened his clothes and added, “Sometimes even more than once, you know.”

“Well, that's certainly a virtue of yours.” Elliot's voice didn't lose any of his cheerfulness and he didn't stop smiling. But his eyes seemed to grow a shade colder when he said, “But just to be clear, I hope you're aware that this is no reason to grow attached. I'm a man who values his freedom and I've yet to find a person to challenge that.”

Valentine shrugged. “That's fine with me. Keeping people trapped is more work and infinitely less fun than just looking for others to have a good time with.”

At that the young noble's expression relaxed a bit. “Well, in that case I'm looking forward to our next encounter.”

“You look beautiful today,” Walburga commented on her fiancée's appearance. It was true, she'd donned a bright red dress that matched her lipstick and hugged her tall, slim figure tightly, leaving not much room for imagination and revealing much of her long legs. A very different style, compared to her own traditional vampiric dress in green with a long flowing skirt and frills everywhere. They truly were a beautiful couple, anyone who disagreed had to be a liar.

“I just dressed for the occasion. It's the last Love Day before our wedding – who knows how often we'll get to go out like this as a married couple.”

After they'd ordered food, she finally broke the silence. “You know, we shouldn't worry. Maybe this is our last Love Day as an unmarried couple, but it's also our first. We should just enjoy it, whether tomorrow will be a catastrophe or not!”

Xuvia laughed at that. “So you think tomorrow could potentially be a catastrophe? That's not reassuring.” She did seem a bit more relaxed now, though.

“You don't know my family,” Walburga grumbled, only half jokingly. “But you know, I'm as prepared as I can be and if anyone should ruin our day, we shouldn't let them have this one too.”

The waiter stopped by their table and brought them their meals. “A toast to that,” Xuvia said, smiling and grabbing her glass of wine.

“To that,” Walburga agreed. “And to not letting anyone come between us!”

“So, it's karaoke?” Lydia sounded a bit less excited than Arishat had hoped.

“Yeah, you said you wanted to try it, so I thought now might be a good time. Plus, I heard they have amazing juice here!” She also hoped it would cheer her girlfriend up. She and her mother had packed their stuff and thanks to Valentine found a new home right away, but the whole “suddenly getting kicked out” thing was still rough on her.

It was very early in the evening, so most tables were still empty and the volume of the surrounding noises was still low enough so they could understand each other talking. Lydia smiled as they said down, turquoise lipstick matching her hair. “Thanks, Ari,” she said softly. “For asking me out today. And… for sticking with me.”

“Of course.” She knew that promising to marry her one day had meant promising to give up on her privileges as a noble. For some, that would have been a great sacrifice. Maybe it even was for Arishat, having grown up as a noble she didn't know what it was like to live as a commoner. But the thought didn't scare her and the uncertainty was nothing compared to the thought of losing Lydia.

Just then, as if instructed by a higher power, a young woman began to sing a soft ballad with the voice of an angel.

Arishat decided to use that moment and reached into her pocket. “Here,” she said and gave Lydia a daisy. “I know, it's supposed to be roses, but I couldn't find any. I plucked it myself this morning.”

“Well, you know I think traditions are for being broken,”, Lydia said with a sweet smile. “Thank you.”

“You're welcome.” Arishat grinned, gesturing at the karaoke stage and then the bar. “And now, on to the fun part?”

“Count me in!”

So they spend the evening trying new drinks...

... singing loudly (and terribly)...

... and finished with a slow dance. Arishat wished that night would never end. It was perfect.

Meanwhile, others spent Love Day alone, distracting themselves with work.

Or brooding over the turns their lives had taken.

And some were just moving on, leaving behind empty beds and taking with them nothing but memories.

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Screams Etched In The Hall

[SENSITIVE CONTENT]  Please read very carefully. 

In Prison Hope… Paru was lying in the bed, looking at the ceiling, sad. She learned that Keita was killed by someone from the prison but didn’t know who. Thinking that they were about to get married, having a baby and realizing that she could never do that with him anymore litterally broke her and for the rest of her life. Peace came in, seeing her like that and talked to her. Peace : Paru… I know how much it’s hard for you… but you’ll get through it ! You have to stay strong and survive for Keita…

Paru : I don’t even know why am I here..!! Why we’re doing that to me ????!!!! Who’s this person who framed me and messes my life up ?????!!!!! Why she killed him, why ???????!!!!!!! WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TELL ME WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT HAVE I DONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : (slowly joining her in the bed) It’s gonna be okay…. (pinning her wrists down) Paru : What are y..???!!! Peace..??!! Hmphh..!!!! Peace : Shh…. don’t worry…. (kissing, whispering, starting to take off Paru’s uniform) you must feel so lonely right now…. Paru : Stop that..!!!! (Peace necked her) Please stop..!!!!! (Struggling) Peace..!!!!!! I don’t want..!!!!! No..!!!!!!! Peace : (whispering) Don’t worry, I’m gonna take care of you…. (kissing) we all need each other to survive here…. (running her hand through Paru’s pants) Paru : STOP PEACE..!!!!!!!! STOP !!!!!!!!!! Peace : I don’t wanna hurt you…. (kissing her chest) You know… (kissing, stopping) since Nobunaga is gone… I’m alone and I feel lonely… it’s been 3 months… I miss her touch… her caresses… Everyone has their partner… but me… I have nobody. I need sex…. (taking her own sweatshirt and shirt off, caressing Paru’s body, kissing) I need to have my release…. it’s natural…. (kissing) Paru : (still struggling) Sorry but I’m not into girls..!!!!!! Find someone else..!!!!!!! I want you to let me go !!!!!!!! Please, Peace !!!!!!!!!!! Peace : Your boyfriend is gone…. and you won’t ever get out of here neither…. (kissing, slowly unzipping Paru’s pants) I need love, you understand…? (Necking her) I want you…. (kissing) You have to release your pain…. your anger…. your frustration…. (kissing) you need love too…. like everyone here....(pulling down her pants, whispering) Don’t worry…. I’ll make you forget about him…. (necking her, rubbing her pussy) let’s find our happiness together…. (pulling down her shorts and tights, kissing) you’re so gorgeous Paru…. (biting her ear) Paru looked up, with the same sadness in her eyes. She wanted to cry a lot, forever and knew that Peace was right. Keita would never come back to her and she couldn’t spend the rest of her life deprived of love. She was stuck here, forever. Peace was necking her, moaning. Paru closed her eyes, lost, before quickly opening them again, resignating, taking Peace’s head between her hands, surprising this one who was a bit scared, making her stop a bit before quickly kissing her, trying not to think about anything else or calculating anymore. She quickly removed her shirt, the 2 kissing each other faster, Peace quickly removing the girl’s bra, sucking her boobs. Paru made a little sound, a bit surprised and immediately kissed her, wanting the girl so much, desperate, still having that part of lost feelings inside. She had flashs about Keita, she struggled, trying not to cry. Peace sucked and licked her boobs, doing it harder. Slowly she went down and sucked her pussy, sucking hard, Paru brieftly looking up before looking at her. Peace sucked her clit and kissed it, then kissed her lips. Paru wanted to return the favor, pushing her gently back down, kissing her, leaving kisses on her body. Peace let her do as she instantly wrapped her legs around Paru, this one caressing her right thigh. Paru nibbled her boobs, finding it a bit weird but quickly forgot this sensation and started to suck them, hard. Peace : (eyes closed) Paru..!! Oohhh..! Paru licked her tits, before to kiss her lips. Peace put 2 fingers inside her, thrusting her slowly, kissing her at the same time, Paru closing her eyes and starting to moan. Peace was now going a bit faster, looking at Paru who still had her eyes closed and moaned louder. Peace kissed her, thrusting her harder, making her weak. Paru : (eyes closed) Peace..!!! AAAHHHH !!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHH OOOOOOOHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!! PEACE..!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : Look at me Paru…. (still thrusting her) Paru : (opened her eyes, hardly looking at her) AAHHH..!!!!!!! PLEASE AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : (thrusting her faster) It’s… good… right..?? Paru : (eyes closed) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace kissed her pussy and licked it hard, torturing her again. Peace : Mmm…. Paru…. (tongue fucked her) you’re so good…. Paru : AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PLEASEE..AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She cummed while Peace kept going, this one happy seeing her juices, quickly licking her hand. Paru was exhausted, keeping her eyes closed, trying to recollect what happened, to understand how things went. Peace watched her, in awe of her body, but didn’t really let her the time to think further. Peace : (kissing) Paru…. please…. Paru looked at her, slowly realizing that Peace wanted the girl to pleasure her  too. She slowly kissed her, closing her mind, necking her, slowly kissing her chest and sucked hard her pussy. She brieftly looked at Peace and put slowly 2 fingers inside her, hearing her moaning. While thrusting and changing the pace, she looked at the girl who had her eyes closed, and thought for a few secs how much Peace was suffering of not having sexual relations this whole time before she came to this prison. She thought Peace had her own worries too and that she was maybe sadder than herself was, not relying on anyone, going back to her room alone everytime. She saw that she was unhappy and felt bad for her. Whatever the crimes people did, not being able to build a life like everyone else outside and being free without any restrictions, they were all humans, bearing the same pain. They were all stuck forever together and had no choice than trying to survive and counting on themselves not to turn into madness or commit suicide. They were a family, the only one they had here, trying their best to be at least ‘a little’ happy, like they could. As normal human beings they deserved an ounce of happiness through that darkness, so Paru thrust Peace with more speed and harder, wanting to give her a bit of this. She was driven by her instincts, starting not to be able to control herself, not wanting to hold back as she fucked and kissed the girl more rapidly, the bed creaking. Peace : (eyes closed) Oohhh..!!! Paru..! Oohhh yeess..!!! Yes !!!!! Aaaahhhhh !!!!!!! Again..!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH OOHHH YEEEEEESSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!! YEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOOOHHHHHH !!!!!! 

Paru kept going until she felt Peace cumming. This one came really hard and Paru felt bad again for her, seeing how much Peace really needed it. She smiled shyly before looking at her hand a bit surprised. Peace totally exhausted looked at her, feeling how weird Paru maybe was right now. Peace : Paru… you don’t have to do it you know… it’s okay… But Paru surprised her, licking her hand a bit and swallowing. Paru : Mmm.… (looking at her) you’re really good…. (sexy smile) Peace blushed, hardly believing these words coming from Paru’s mouth right now ! She was so happy. Peace : (giving back her smile) You too…. (slowly kissing her) Paru smiled a bit before to lay down on her back, Peace having her head on her chest, eyes closed, smiling. Paru stroked her hair, looking at the ceiling and slowly fell asleep a few mins after. ……………Meanwhile deep in the prison where no lights (well 1 or 2 at least to light the way a bit !) reached the part of this place…… Nobunaga was in her usual posture, sitting on her chair, in her cell, looking at the ground, thinking, serious. An'nin : (grinning) Wow woow… even in the darkness you’re still terrific ! Nobunaga : (looking up, shaking her head, smiling) What the fuck… An'nin : (leaning lazily against the cell bars, watching her, smiling, pausing a few secs) You okay..? Nobunaga : Hm. (Little smile) An'nin : (opening the cell while kept watching her, smiling) That’s good… I’m gonna get you out of your shadows…. Nobunaga gave back her smile, knowing how much An'nin liked to tease her by usually opening slowly this cell door. An'nin closed it, the 2 girls still watching each other, smiling. Nobunaga : (coming near her and moving her body against her, whispering) I missed you so much today…. (necking her, kissing) An'nin : (eyes closed, smiling, whispering) Me too…. (kissing) I thought I was gonna die…. (smiling, kissing) Nobunaga : (whispering, biting her ear, smiling) Wait for me to join you at last…. An'nin : (smiling, whispering) Hurry then…. (kissing, necking her) Nobunaga smiled, kissing. The 2 girls kissed faster, taking off each other’s clothes, keeping only their underwear. Nobunaga licked An'nin’s chest, looking at her, smiling. The 2 smiling while kissing, stopping brieftly, looking at each one’s body. An'nin pinned Nobunaga’s wrists up against the wall, the 2 kissing wildly. Both of them had this look of strength, domination on their faces as leaders, proud of being each other’s possession. An’nin rubbed Nobunaga’s pussy while holding her wrist, kissing before pulling down her panties. Nobunaga smiled, kissing, biting the girl’s lip. An'nin grinded her knee against Nobunaga’s pussy, smiling, kissing, Nobunaga moaning. Then An'nin slowly turned herself back, going in the middle of the cell, biting her lip, smiling, putting her hands up while Nobunaga came from behind tying her up with her chains, this one smiling too. An'nin : (smiling, playing) Aren’t you tired with your stuff…? Nobunaga : (smirking) That’s why I like to use them when I see you here…. (nose rubbing a bit her face, kissing, sensual, whispering) You’re my precious babe…. (kissing, ripping off her bra, suckin her nipples, looking at her, smiling) An'nin : (biting her lip, whispering) You’re exciting me a lot…. (kissing) Nobunaga : (smiling, licking her nipples, kissing, whispering) You too…. I’d like to fuck you to death…. (kissing while pulling down her panties, putting 2 fingers inside her, thrusting) An'nin : (eyes closed) Aaahhhh..!! Oohhh yes, it’d be so fuckin good..! Nobunaga kissed her, smiling. She placed herself behind her, necking her while having one hand on her boobs and the other in her pussy. Nobunaga : (whispering) You make me crazy An'nin…. (necking her, licking her ear while thrusting her) An'nin : (eyes closed, biting her lip) Oohhh fuck..! Aaaaaahhhhhhh !!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!! YES..!!!!!! Nobunaga sucked her pussy, licking her up and down. Nobunaga : Mmm…. oohhh babe…. (feeling An'nin cumming, swallowing her juices) An'nin…. (kissing) They kissed a few secs before Nobunaga untied An'nin. This one brutally pushed her down the bed, tying her neck with the chains, pulling them to kiss her, kissing wildly, smiling. An'nin : My monster…. (sucking her throat, biting it, necking her) Nobunaga : (eyes closed) AAAAHHHHH..!!!!!! An'nin ripped off her bra and nibbled wildly her boobs, torturing her, smiling. An'nin : Are you wet honey…? (Kissing, putting her fingers deep inside her, thrusting fast) Mmm…. yes, looks like you are…. Nobunaga : (eyes closed) OOOOOHHHHHH BABEEEEEEE.. OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH YEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! An'nin thrust her faster, smiling, kissing. An'nin : I like it…. (kissing, still thrusting her faster, harder) yeahh…. Nobunaga : AN'NIIIIIINNNN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (cumming) An'nin swallowed all her moip, smiling, kissing her nipples, untying her, watching her. Nobunaga looked at her, a bit breathless before they roughly kissed each other, standing, pushing one another against the wall, fucking wild.

Nobunaga then turned her brutally to the entry of the cell, this one holding onto the bars, smiling, eyes closed, Nobunaga thrusting her pussy while pressing her hand on her shoulder. She thrust her with all the energy and brutality she got. An'nin : OOOHHHH OOOOOHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHH YES AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH YEEEEESSS OOOOOOOHHHHHHHH GOD AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Nobunaga spanking her while fucking her) AAAAAHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH NOBUNAGA..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : I’m gonna tear you up baby..!!!!!! You like it oh yes, ahh..!!!! AAHHH !!!!!!! (fucking faster and faster) An'nin : (eyes still closed, cumming, cell bars trembling, squeaking) AAAHHHH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OOOHHHH YEESS AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE KILLING ME..!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOOOOHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH AGAIN..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (cumming while fucking her hard like a beast) Ooohhhh fuck baby..!!!! You make me so horny..!!!! I’m cumming aahhh..!!!!! Damn you’re so good..!!!! (Spanking her) An'nnin : OOOHHHH OOOOOHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HARD..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO… BU… NA..GA..!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH YEEESSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : AAHHH !!!!!!!!! AAAHHHH !!!!!!!!!!! YES..!!!!!!! AAHHH !!!!!!!!!!! HAAAANGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She smiled, trying to catch her breath while kept going, quickly grabbing the strapon, putting it in no time, fucking her hard and faster as ever. An'nin : AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOOOOOHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HONEYYY..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : OOOHHHH BABY..!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE SO GOOD DAMN..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! An'nin : AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOBUNAGAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : HANGH..!!!!!!!!!! HAAAAANGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOHHH YEEEEEESSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! An'nin : AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga flipped her to her, An'nin wrapping her legs around her while holding onto the cell bars behind herself, Nobunaga holding her arms. An'nin bit her lip, smiling, moving her pelvis, slowly, both of them at the same rythm before Nobunaga increased it, the cell bars trembling and squeaking even more. Nobunaga : AHH, AHH, AAAHHH..!!!!!!!!!! (eyes closed) AAAHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH..!!!!!!!!!!!! YES !!!!!!!!!!!!!! An'nin : OOOOOOOHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga quickly removed the strapon with one hand while still holding An'nin’s arm with the other, throwing it brutally away, breaking it. She grabbed An'nin’s nipple. The 2 girls were cumming more and more on each other’s pussy, while fucking hard, wild and fast, eyes closed. Nobunaga : AAAHHHH AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH AN'NIIIIN..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! An'nin : NOBUNAGA..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOHHHH FUCK YEEEEEESSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She dropped her legs, quickly sucking hard Nobunaga’s nipples before kissing each other fast, An'nin fingering hard Nobunaga’s ass. She bit her neck while thrusting her, Nobunaga thrusting her pussy, biting her ear. They screamed so loud as they were sweating, their bodies wet figuratively, out of breath. Nobunaga clung to the cell bars fucking An'nin hard while this one had her arms wrapped around her neck and her legs around her waist. Nobunaga pushed and pushed harder, against her, both looking into each other’s eyes, intense, the cell bars squeaking again. They kissed, Nobunaga pushing slowly before she finally stopped 2 mins later, both exhausted, drained. Nobunaga : (trying to catch her breath, whispering in An'nin’s neck) I love you babe… you’re the best..! (Kissing) An'nin : (same state, whispering) Me too… (kissing) You killed me… (smiled, kissing) so great..! Nobunaga : (smiling, whispering) Oh yeahh…. (kissing) They went and sat in Nobunaga’s chair, kissing and drinking beer before taking a quick shower. When they came out, An'nin was about to leave, the 2 kissing sensually, not wanting to let go of each other, smiling. An'nin : (whispering) Love you…. (kissing, smiling) Nobunaga : (smiling) Mmm…. (kissing, whispering) Come back soon…. Chief Guard K : You can stay as much as you want here, An'nin ! (Smirked) The man showed up with his 10 subordinates, surprising a bit the 2 girls. He was the successor of Nozomu Dedokoro (the previous pervert prison warden). Chief Guard K : Love is the most precious thing that never gets old !! (looking at the broken strapon outside the cell) Hm… (smiling) energetic as always you two…. (teasing) You could have cleaned up a little bit ! Hearing you screaming like beasts makes us happy to have you here !! Nobunaga : Thank god the camera was turned off… Chief Guard K : WHAT ????!!!! NO WAY !!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! An'nin : (smiled) You won’t get this sextape this time Chief K… (kissing Nobunaga) Chief Guard K : Fuck..!!! Nobunaga : (smiling) I know we’re all savages there but our privacy is important… Chief Guard K : Aaah, damn you… Well, with all what we’ve seen before this kind of thing is a little dated no ? You are our two exceptions… (smiled) An'nin : You’ve missed so much, it was probably the best one we made (winked at Nobunaga before getting serious)… Anyway, what’s all that for ?! Chief Guard K : While you two have fun, some of your members have heavy hearts. (Looking at Nobunaga) Human emotions, especially here are under such a strain and you know it better than anyone else by staying completely alone in this place with any contact for the whole day, waiting for An'nin, the only person who knows your existence here and is helping you to take your pain away. It was tough at first but you got used to it prettty well ! Nobunaga : I would have been dead long ago if I didn’t have her by my side… Chief Guard K : Naturally and we can’t deprive you completely of any human contact either. All we’re concerned about is your well-being here, so sorry to break the mood but… I’d like to show you something really interesting that happened 30 mins ago. Seems like someone wants to replace you quickly… (smiling, Nobunaga and An'nin looked at him, serious a bit angry) Have a look. Suddenly a small digital screen appeared in front of Nobunaga and An'nin’s eyes. Nobunaga : (watching the screen, raising her eyebrows, surprised, furious) Don’t fuckin tell me..???!!! ‘Oohhh..!!! Paru..! Oohhh yeess..!!! Yes !!!!! Aaaahhhhh !!!!!!!’ 'Mmm… you’re so good….’ An'nin : (little laughter, whistling) Woww ! Paru fitted in well… stealing others’s property. Nobunaga : (furious look while watching the screen) That bitch..!!!!! Chief Guard K : (grinned) I knew you’d like it !! When we say that love doesn’t last long here… well, it’s a bit different between you and Peace I know. But she really missed you, 3 months it’s long we can understand ! She really must have hit rock bottom, poor her… Nobunaga : (fixing the screen) She thinks she can come here and mess up like she wants ????!!!! Cunt !!!!! (Looking at the floor, serious before looking at the Chief Guard and the subordinates, pausing) You guys have been waiting for ages, right ? Chief Guard K : With transferred prisoners like her it’s a bit different… and it’s not like this whole time we didn’t have it either. So ? Nobunaga : (looking at all of them before fixing the floor, evil smile) She’s gonna learn that she mustn’t fuck with the top here… mine ! (cold) I’m Habu’s only leader and I don’t intend to let her fuckin ass sitting in my precious chair. Chief Guard K : (smiling) It’s good to see you in action like that… Nobunaga returned the smile as An'nin kissed her, evil smile. Chief Guard K : Also in that sense… An'nin : You will have this one…. (smiling at him, winked) Chief Guard K : Lovely girls !! An'nin : Ah Chief K, call Miyu. Let’s get things more interesting… (Smiling) Chief Guard K : Hm… hehehe, you are as evil than we are…. that’s why I like you both ! I’m sure she’s really impatient !! All right ! (Opening Nobunaga’s cell door) …………………Outside the prison building……… Peace was along with the other prisoners, doing some community work. She took the bag full of used material and threw it in the garbage bin, she was on her way back when she was grabbed from behind, surprised, feeling arms around her waist. Paru : (speaking softly, smiling) Hey…. Peace : Paru..!! (Relieved smile) You scared me !! Paru : (speaking softly) You’re okay…? (Kissing, smiling) Peace : (whispering, smiling) I’m done…. (kissing) Paru : You’re fast…. (smiling, kissing) Peace : Let’s go back inside…. (kissing, smiling) They walked hands in hands in the hallway of the prison, a smile on their face, silent, when they suddenly stopped, immediately letting go of their hands, seeing Miyu at a few meters facing them, serious. Paru : Miyu ?? Miyu : (cold) Paru, I have something to tell you right now. The 2 girls were a bit surprised by her sudden attitude towards them. Peace : What is it ?? Miyu : (indifferent tone) I killed Keita. (Smirking) I stabbed him !!  Paru felt like someone shot her right in her chest. Peace : (shocked) What ?????!!!!! Paru : (not wanting to believe it, feeling tears coming, broken) N..No way..!! It can’t be..!!! Miyu : (smirking, provoking) Yeah, I’m the one who killed him !! And I’m really proud of it !!!  Paru : YOU FUCKIN BASTARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (rushing to her but was immediately stopped by the guards who showed up) Paru : (yelling) LET GO OF ME..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M GONNA KILL YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M GONNA KILL YOU YOU HEAR ME ????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DID YOU DO THAT TO HIM, WHY ????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY YOU TOOK KEITA’S LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : (indifferent, provoking) Maybe because I was bored, who knows… Paru : (crying) DON’T FUCK WITH ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : (looking right in her eyes) Because of you. (Paru was surprised) YEAH, IT’S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU PARU !!!!!!!!!!! Keita and I… we were friends… we were close, but everytime he had only your name in his head, PARU !!!!!!!!! He was always, always thinking about you, there was no place for anyone else !!!!!!!!!!!!!! You ruined our relationship, you ruined our story !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You hurt me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO JEALOUS OF YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ASKED HIM OUT AND HE TURNED ME DOWN, HE TOLD ME PARU IS THE ONLY ONE THAT I LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO SINCE YOU CAME IN KEITA'S LIFE, YOU'VE BECOME A PROBLEM YOU RUINED EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Paru : SO BECAUSE OF JEALOUSY YOU DECIDED TO TAKE HIS LIFE.. ??????????!!!!!!!!!! IF IT WAS BOTHERING YOU SO MUCH YOU COULD HAVE COME AND FIGHT ME INSTEAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : (scoffing) Fight you ??????!!!!!! Fight you for what, to be humiliated on the ground again, crying and hear Keita saying 'sorry Miyu but I chose her instead of you' ????????!!!!!!!! You are stronger than me, I knew that already !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO NO, I HAD TO MAKE SURE THAT HE WON'T EVER FEEL ANYTHING ANYMORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU WERE DEAD, HE WOULD HAVE DIED TOO AND I WOULD HAVE BEEN ALL ALONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : BUT NOW IT'S THE SAME, YOU'RE ALONE AND YOU'RE SUFFERING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW CAN YOU BE HAPPY IF YOU LOVED HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF KEITA WAS REALLY IMPORTANT TO YOU, YOU'D NEVER DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Miyu : I'M NOT SUFFERING ANYMORE, I'M HAPPY NOW BECAUSE YOU'RE BROKEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Paru looked at her with teary eyes without saying a word, shocked. Miyu : SEEING YOU BEARING YOUR PAIN, FEELING WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH WHEN HE REJECTED ME, IS THE BEST JUSTICE I CAN HAVE NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (shaking her head, voice trembling) THERE'S ABSOLUTELY... NO JUSTICE AT ALL IN WHAT YOU DID..!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS CRUEL... YOU TOOK SOMEONE'S INNOCENT LIFE AWAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE OF YOUR OWN JEALOUSY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : AND ????????!!!!!!!! I HAVE NO REGRETS CAUSE IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT, IF HE HADN'T MET YOU BEFORE THERE WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN TROUBLES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : AM I RESPONSIBLE IF HE FELL IN LOVE WITH ME RATHER THAN WITH YOU ??????????!!!!!!!!!! WHAT BULLSHIT, LOVE IS LOVE YOUR HEART CHOOSES WHAT ITS FEELS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE JUST LOVED EACH OTHER..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : SHUT UP YOU BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS, I JUST WANT TO SEE YOU SUFFER FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU SHOULD HAVE STAYED AWAY FROM HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ANYMORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : JUST BECAUSE YOU HATE ME..!!!!!!!!!! (screaming in pain) I TOLD YOU, YOU COULD HAVE KILLED ME INSTEAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU... YOU COULD HAVE TAKEN MY LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (struggling) I'M GONNA KILL YOU, I SWEAR I WON'T EVER FORGIVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR KEITA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET GO OF ME..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : PARU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : (provoking) YOU'RE GONNA FEEL LIKE THIS TIL THE END OF YOUR EXISTENCE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA SEE YOU SUFFER EVERYTIME YOU'LL SEE ME, UNTIL YOU DIE HAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I RUINED YOUR LIFE, NOW JUSTICE IS DONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : YOU'RE REALLY A FUCKIN COWARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : (doing a quick clap) Ah, I forgot !!!!!! Just before I was about stabbing Keita, we had an ultimate chat... I asked him once again to be with me... and he said that you were 2 months pregnant. I told him that I'll definitely leave him alone if he sleeps with me... so... WE FUCKED HAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : NONSENSE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : YOU'RE LYING, HE WOULD NEVER DO THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : HE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE SO I BANGED HIS HEAD WITH A STONE, I TIED HIM UP AND FUCKED HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKED YOUR BOYFRIEND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKED HIM REALLY HARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE BEGGED ME TO STOP BUT I KEPT GOING LIKE CRAZY I WAS SO IN TRANCE I COULDN'T STOP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FELT HIS BICK COCK SWEATING GETTING CRUSHED IN MY PUSSY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Paru : (crying, screaming in pain) NOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BASTAAAAAARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE FUCKIN INSANE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Miyu : HE HAD SUCH A DELICIOUS COCK, I WAS LIKE AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH YEEEEESSS OOOOOOHHHHHHH KEITAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FEEL ME BABY YOU'RE SO GOOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CUMMED WITH ALL THE PLEASURE INTO HIM, MY PUSSY WAS THRILLED OF EXCITEMENT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (crying, hurt) STOP IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : YOU LIKED HIS BIG COCK, RIGHT ??????!!!!!! I SUCKED HIM HARD TIL HE WAS DRAINED AND HE CUMMED IN MY MOUTH LIKE A FUCKIN WATERFALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HIS JUICES WERE LIKE HOLY WATER, IT WAS SOOOOO TASTY, I DRANK IT ALL AND FORCED HIM TO EAT MY SLOPPY PUSSY THAT WAS TOO RAVENOUS, CRAVING FOR HIS TREMBLING COCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I CUMMED SO HARD ON HIS FACE, HE CALLED YOUR NAME BUT YOU WEREN'T THERE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE KEPT GOING AND I STABBED HIM IN THE HEART WHILE I WAS LAUGHING AS HELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (yelling as ever, enraged, going crazy) I'M GONNA KILL YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET ME KILL HER DAMMIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BASTARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT YOU TO DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST DIIIE BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KEITAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She struggled like crazy, crying but the guards were still holding her firmly while Miyu laughed like evil. Peace : PARU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (looking at Miyu) YOU FUCKIN..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : (brutally hit her) Got something to say you useless shit ????????!!!!!!!! Peace : (fell on the ground) AAARGH..!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : (looking at Paru, coming near her, indifferent) Life is unfair isn't it ? That's what you'll have to endure. I killed all Keita's exes you know before... (Paru was shocked) they were too close... I hate people who are too close to my lover... Be lucky that we're not allowed to have guns here, I would have shot a bullet in your fuckin stomach to add more pain ! Paru : GGG..!!!!!!! YOU FUCKER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Still struggling like crazy, lips quivering, teary-eyed) YOU FUCKIN SCUMBAG..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M GONNA BLAST YOU..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE GONNA PAY FOR WHAT YOU DID !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : (provoking) I wanna know, what’s hurting you the most right now ????!!!! The fact I killed Keita or that I fucked him ?????!!!!! Tell me PARU !!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (still struggling, crying, yelling) SHUT UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHUT UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : (smiling, provoking) Aah, I still feel Keita’s juices in my pussy... I wonder if he liked my hickey on his dick.... (licked her lips) Paru : STOP IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : My mouth still has him too.... hehehe... HAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (enraged) SHUT UP DAMMIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M GONNA KILL YOU, I’M GONNA KILL YOU YOU BASTARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRY, TRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COME ON PARU LET IT GO, HIT ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Paru : (yelling) I’LL DESTROY YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Miyu : Hehehehe... I have one last thing to tell you, you’re gonna love it !! You’re aware that it’s me who knocked you out when you found him, right ?! (smiling) Right after I gave you a little injection... I KILLED YOUR BABY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (shaken, shattered, teary eyed) WH..WHAT...??????!!!!!! NO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : And now... (showing her belly, smiling while looking at her) I’M PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (screaming in pain, devastated) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KEITAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miyu : (looking at her, grinning) YOUR LIFE IS OVER HAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (suddenly managed to escape from the guards, jumping on Miyu, yelling) WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (hitting her relentlessly with all her rage, crying) DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT YOU TO DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (the guards immediately grabbed her firmly, she struggled again, crazy) NOO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (screaming, crying) GIVE ME BACK MY BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GIVE HIM BAAAAAAAAAAAACK..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Miyu : (lying on the ground, evil laugh, bleeding) I’ll never forget these last hours with Keita... Getting me pregnant is the best gift he could give me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (stood up) Hitting a preg carrying your ex boyfriend’s baby, don’t you have shame ????!!!! You’ll never get out of this place bitch !!!!!!!!!! Paru : SHUT UP, I DON’T CARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (crying, screaming in pain) BURN IN HELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KEITAAAAAAAAAAAAA..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : (teary eyes) Paru..!!!!!! Chief Guard K : (showing up with 5 guards) Painful news right ?! Don’t worry, you’ll get better soon !! Anyway... (moved aside, Nobunaga and An’nin showing themselves) Nobunaga : (smiling) Hello Paru. Peace : (hardly believing it, shocked) No..Nobunaga !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : Long time no see Peace...  An’nin : (looking at Paru, smiling) We meet again... Peace : Nobunaga..!!!! Where... Where have you been all this time ???!!! I thought... I thought you were gone..!!!! Everyone was worried about you !!!! Nobunaga : I’m the only one living deep inside this place, where no people can see me or almost... (looking at An’nin, both smiling at each other) Peace : (a bit surprised to find a certain complicity between them, frowning) But..!! Nobunaga : So... Team Habu is doing good it seems. (looking at Paru) You seemed to have integrated pretty well here bitch !! (coming to her, talking like a casual gangsta) You thought you could just come here and start some shit ??????!!!!!! HUH ??????????!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (not understanding, frowning) What the fuck are you talking about ????!!!! I didn’t do anything !!!!!! Nobunaga : Drop the act, pretending to cry for your dead boyfriend like a drama queen while behind you’re stealing people’s stuff ???????!!!!!!! Are you fuckin kiddin me ????????!!!!!!!! Peace : Nobunaga..!!!!!! Nobunaga : (face a few centimeters from Paru, nodding towards Peace as talking) You banged my girlfriend right ????!!!! You fucked her hard, you liked it you cunt !!!!!!!!!! (hitting her heavily in the stomach) Paru : AAARGH !!!!!!!!!!! Peace : PARU !!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOBUNAGA STOP, IT’S.. Nobunaga : YOU WANT PUSSIES YOU FUCKIN WHORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW WAS IT, YOU LOVED TO EAT HER LIKE A SLUT DO YOU ???????!!!!!!! (hitting Paru again) Peace : NOBUNAGA PLEASE..!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : GAAAH..!!!!!!!!!! I... I DIDN’T WANT.. Nobunaga : SHUT YOUR FUCKIN MOUTH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE HAPPY YOUR BOYFRIEND IS GONE, YOU’RE NOT LOSING ANY TIME YOU WANT TO PISS ME OFF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : NO, I LOVE HIM..!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE KEITA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT’S JUST... I... I’M SORRY BUT I... I DON’T... Nobunaga : YOU STAY AWAY FROM MY PERSONAL THINGS BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (hitting her heavily, then grabbing her by the throat) Peace... is MY property !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DON’T FUCK WITH ME OKAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (hitting her) Peace : (almost crying) PLEASE STOP, NOBUNAGA..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT’S NOT HER FAULT, IT’S MINE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LEAVE HER ALONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : Peace... I know you love people so much but in life you have to watch out. Anybody can take advantage of you ! There’s no angels in prison you know it. Peace : PARU IS DIFFERENT FROM US, SHE DIDN’T DO ANYTHING IT’S ALL MY FAULT..!!!!!!!!!!! I FORCED HER..!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS... I WAS... LOST... I DIDN’T KNOW IF YOU’D BE GONE FOREVER, WE HAD NO NEWS ABOUT YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS LONELY, I WAS ALONE I MISSED YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M REALLY SORRY, I’M SURE YOU UNDERSTAND HOW I FELT DURING YOUR ABSENCE, IT WAS HARD..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : Don’t worry I’ll always be here, I’m back now... (looking at Paru) And you thought you could take the top easily here, sitting in my fuckin chair you cunt ??????!!!!!! I’m the only one leader, Habu’s top is me !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : What..?????!!!!! No..!!!!! I don’t care about that, I’m not interested !!!!!!!!! I just want to be alone..!!!!!!! Nobunaga : So you’re not interested ??!! How modest you are for a strong newbie !! Paru : I’m telling you the truth, you can take back your chair, I won’t touch it !!!! Everyone talks about power, leadership that I’m your successor but... I don’t want any of this, I’m not here to create chaos I just want to be left alone !!!!! Nobunaga : Ok stop, fuck off. (turning around) Chief K left, followed by his guards who were dragging Paru away. Paru : WHAT THE..???????!!!!!!! WAIT..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET GO OF ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace :  WHERE ARE YOU TAKING HER ??????!!!!!! LEAVE HER ALONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PARU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : We’re just over there, don’t worry. Peace : (who noticed that the guards had pulled out their guns, meaning ready to kill) NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Nobunaga : (came near her) She won’t touch you anymore... (smiling) Peace : WHAT’S THE MEANING OF THIS ???????!!!!!!! WHY ARE YOU DOING THAT, SHE DIDN’T DO ANYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (behind her, smiling, having hands on her hips, whispering) Why you care so much about her, Peace...? You still love me right...? (necking her) My feelings towards you haven’t changed at all.... (kissed her cheek, smiling, pulling herself from her)  Peace didn’t answer, looking at Miyu, An’nin before reporting her eyes on Nobunaga. She could feel that something was wrong and it scared her. She looked at the ground, tears running down her cheeks. Chief Guard K : (closing the door of the room behind him, guards still holding Paru) Poor Paru ! You went through a lot today... We’re sorry that we didn’t understand how you feel since you’re here. But you know... you can always start over again cause life gives you a second chance.... (slowly unzipping his pants, biting his lip, dangerous smile) I’m gonna release your pain.... Paru : (feared, panicking) NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET AWAY FROM ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : (little laughter, smiling, taking off the top of his uniform, pulling down his pants and boxers, masturbating) Shh.... don’t worry Paruchan.... you’re lost, that’s why we’re gonna help you to get your mind back.... (necking her) cause.... (looking at his penis then looking at her) this is what you need.... (groping her boobs, smiling) Paru : (yelling, panicked) DON’T TOUCH ME..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (starting to cry) PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : Every week we have our release with the other girls.... For you we had to wait one week after your transfer here for permission.... it’s long you know.... (masturbating while licking her ear, smiling) but now, it’s finally over.... Paru : (crying) PLEASE NO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Chief Guard K : (smiling) Strong girls like you excite me so much.... let’s see your strength.... I’m gonna bang you like crazy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ripping off her clothes in one move)  Paru : (crying painfully) NOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Chief Guard K kissing her roughly) NOO..HMPHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : MMM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (devouring her neck while wildly ripping off her bra and panties, fingering her brutally) OH YES BABY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : (pinning her brutally against the wall, fucking her ruthlessly, fast) AAHHH..!!!!!! AAHHH..!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES PARU, OOHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE SO FUCKIN GOOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : (looking at the speaker above her head) PARU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (she was about to rush to the room but the guards quickly grabbed her) NO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (crying) LET ME GO, LET ME GOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON’T WANNA HEAR THAT PLEASE STOP IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (struggling) DON’T DO THAT LET HER GO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M BEGGING YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : (still fucking Paru mercilessly, grinning) OOHHH YES, HAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MISSED BIG COCKS RIGHT, MMM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Paru : (screaming in pain, crying) NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : (forcing her to look at him while fucking her, one hand on her throat, the other groping her boobs) YOU’RE SO DEEP, I LOVE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (drooling, in ecstasy) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU LOST YOUR BABY BUT DON’T WORRY..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M GONNA GET YOU PREGNANT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (kissing roughly while fucking violently) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YEAHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE STOOO..AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : YOU FEEL IT GOOD RIGHT ??????????!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : PLEASE STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : (trying to make her facing the wall but she was fighting him off, he laughed) NOO BABYYY, YOU WON’T !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON’T WORRY, WE’RE HERE TO FULFILL YOUR DESIRES..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (crying, screaming) PLEASE HELP MEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : (evil laugh like the other guards) WHO’S GONNA SAVE YOU PARUCHAN ??????!!!!!! NOBODY, HAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU HEAR HER, PEACE ????????!!!!!!!! SHE’S SO FUCKIN HOT CRYING LIKE THAT RIGHT ???????!!!!!!! SHE WANTS YOU TO SAVE HER HAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : (screaming, crying) PARU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Chief Guard K : BUT DON’T WORRY PEACE, I’M TAKING GOOD CARE OF HER ACTUALLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE’S BETWEEN GREAT COCKS HAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RIGHT BEAUTY ???????!!!!!!! (kissing her while fucking her harder, groping one of her boobs) YOU’VE GOT A FUCKIN GREAT HOLE, IT EXCITES ME TOO MUCH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (fucking her faster, wild) AAAAAAARRRH, FUCK BABY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (crying, screaming in pain) NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K pulled her against him, having one hand around her waist, the other on her boobs, necking her, trying to give her a hickey. The other guards were still watching, laughing like evil, some filming. Paru cried and cried again, shaking her head, trying desperately to fight him off. Chief Guard K : YOU LOVED KEITA’S COCK RIGHT..??????!!!!!! DON’T WORRY, MINE IS BIGGER..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (penetrating her brutally from behind) HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (screaming in pain) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : IT EXCITES YOU HUH ?????????!!!!!!!!! (necking her while fucking her roughly) YOU LOVE IT YOU SLUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WANT IT MORE ????????!!!!!!!!  Paru : PLEASE STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : (fucking her like crazy, screaming proudly) CUMSHOOOOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (cumming inside her) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YEAAAAHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Paru : (screaming in pain) NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : (crying harder when a small screen appeared in front of her, showing the horrific scene) NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PARUUUUUUUU..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (struggling like crazy, crying) WHY ARE YOU DOING THAT TO HER, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Nobunaga was watching her, silent, before looking back at the screen, completely unfazed. An’nin looked at the screen, serious, showing no emotions either. Miyu had her eyes focused on it too but didn’t know what to think. Though she wanted so much to see Paru punished, she didn’t expect that the guards would rape her, she was confused and felt hurt for Paru. The screen quickly disappeared but they all could hear the loud cries again, screams and laughs not far from them, imagining all the pain that was going inside this room. Chief Guard K threw Paru to the floor, licking his lips, thrusting her pussy, fucking her like a beast, enjoying the ride, forcing her to look at him, smiling while Paru was crying as ever. It was too violent, excruciating. Chief Guard K : FUCK, KEITA YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS TOO FUCKIN GOOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHH YEAH BABYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sucking and licking hard her boobs while fucking her hard) DELICIOUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCREAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGAIN, AGAIN IT’S NOT ENOUGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCREAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M GONNA TEAR YOU UP MORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU FEEL IT, YOU FEEL ME MY BEAUTIFUL BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (cumming hard inside her) YOU FEEL MY BIG COCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : (screaming in pain) PARUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : (totally drained, catching his breath, eyes closed brieftly, smiling, licking his lips) AAAAAAAHHHHH SHIT..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAHHHH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (looking at Paru, a bit breathless) You’re really tasty..!!! (kissing her, whispering) Thank you baby.... (kissing her for a few secs, smiling, getting off of her) Paru was almost paralyzed, unable to find enough strength to get herself up, she kept crying but quietly, hurt. 

Chief Guard K : (putting his clothes back on) Finish her. The guards wore a rape smile, coming slowly to Paru, masturbating. Paru : NOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE DON’T, NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (managing to get up, rushing to the door, panicked, pounding on it, crying) PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP ME PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEAAAAASEE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chief Guard K : (smiled) Don’t be scared Paruchaaan !! It’s just service.... the dogs need to be feed.... Paru : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (guards jumping her, hungry) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : PARUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STOP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (crying, screaming in pain) PLEAAASE STOOOP..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT’S HORRIBLE, STOOOOOOP..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEAAAASEE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  The guards fucked Paru violently, against the door, shagging her from ahead, from behind, kissing her, pinching her boobs, sucking and licking them, fucking her in the middle of the room, two at the same time, throwing her to the floor, kept going, Paru screaming and crying again and again. They cummed on and inside her, laughing like idiots kids, doing handshakes, proud. They stopped and it was with horror and fear that she could see, powerless, other guards showing up in the room, fucking her mercilessly. Chief Guard K : (enjoying the scene) WE’RE DOING THIS FOR YOU BABY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON’T CRY PRINCESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAUSE THERE’S NOTHING BETTER FOR A GIRL TO FEEL A REAL COCK INSIDE HER FUCKIN PUSSY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS YOUR PLACE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Guards were incessantly coming in and out... in total, 40 men had raped her. When it finally stopped, only Chief Guard K and the first 5 guards stayed in the room, throwing her new clothes. They helped her to put them on, wiping her face. Chief Guard K came out of the room, smiling at Peace, this one still crying a bit. Chief Guard K : She’s delicious.... (tongue’s out, smiling) Peace looked at him, crying, shaking with rage, clenching her teeths, struggling, Chief Guard K joining Nobunaga and An’nin. Miyu looked at him, looked at Peace, still confused, waiting for Paru to come out, anxious. When this one did with the guards who were holding her, Peace felt hurt even more when she saw in what state Paru was. Peace : Paru, I’m really sorry..!!!!!!!!!!!!! (shaking her head, crying) I’m really sorry..!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : (looked at her, feeling a bit weak) It’s not your fault... Nobunaga : You’re still talking ?! You fuckin cunt !! Guess your ass didn’t get enough, maybe they should shag you again ??!! Paru : YOU BASTARD..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (struggling) I’M GONNA KILL YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (came near her, smiling) You’ve got guts bitch. (hitting her heavily in her face) Paru : AAAAAAAAAAAARGH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : PARU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (placed herself behind her, arms around her waist, necking her, speaking softly) What’s wrong Peace.... Are you betraying me...? (biting her ear, whispering) Don’t you love me anymore...? (licking her ear, kissing her cheek while looking at Paru, smiling, whispering, having one hand down her pants, the other through her uniform) I know you miss it so much.... yeess.... Peace : (weak, eyes closed, struggling) Aaahhhh..!!!!!! N..No, please stop..!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (smiling, groping her boobs, whispering, rubbing her pussy) You sure baby...? Why that.... I want you.... (thrusting her, biting her lip, smiling)  Peace : STOP IT..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (kissing her while thrusting her harder, whispering) Mmm.... I know you want me baby.... (necking her) Peace : PLEASE STOP..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOBUNAGA..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : SHE SAID STOP YOU BASTARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (slowly taking off Peace’s clothes, kissing her, looking at Paru, provoking) You’re jealous you cunt ?! But she’s mine.... (kissing her, thrusting her deeper) I’m just gonna punish her....  Paru : STOP IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Nobunaga : (watching Peace’s naked body, kissing, looking at Paru right in the eyes, provoking) I thought you were into men, what’s gotten into you ?!  An’nin : (smiling, provoking, arms crossed) She turned bi !!  Nobunaga : You love her so much, right Paru...? (kissing Peace) Stealing my girlfriend, ah no, should I say thing now.... a useless sextoy that I’ve used....  Peace : W..What..????!!!!  Nobunaga : Yeah baby.... you were just a poor hook for me.... (coming to An’nin, the two kissing, smiling) Paru and Peace were shocked. Peace : (hurt, teary eyed) H..How..????!!!! She’s Mongoose..!!!!!!!!! How could you do..!!!!!! I... I thought we were... Nobunaga : I’ve never loved you. You’re just shit for me. Peace : (crying, hurt) It..It can’t be..!!!!!! No..!!!!! Nobunaga : It was only for my needs, who would love a piece of shit like you anyway ??!! While you were hoping for a true love I was just cheating in your back this whole time with An’nin !! And you only find it now, what an idiot !!! (laughing) You’re just a cuckold !!!! An’nin : (smiling) She’s so stupid !!! Paru looked at Peace, feeling sad and hurt for her.  Peace : (crying, hurt) Why you lied to me..!!!!!!! Why you... you..!!!! Paru : (hurt) DON’T YOU HAVE SHAME ?????!!!!! PLAYING WITH... PLAYING WITH PEOPLE’S FEELINGS..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEACE IS NOT A TOY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (slowly coming to her) Shut your fuckin mouth you cunt !!! You’re as useless as her !! Both of you could go to a charity ward !! For someone who got her life entirely broken, you should just shut up and die. Paru : HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO HER..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Nobunaga : Romantic... it makes me sick. (coming to Peace, placing herself behind her, hands around her waist, smiling, kissing) Poor you.... feeling all alone and betrayed.... (kissing) Peace : DON’T TOUCH ME..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HMPHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga had one hand over her mouth while she was thrusting fastly her pussy, biting her lip, smiling. Nobunaga : Aaahhhh..! (smiling while watching her) You like it, right...? (stimulating hard her clit, whispering) Yes babyy.... I know you very well.... come on, cum.... mmm.... Peace : (eyes closed, struggling) HMPHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : PEACE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BASTARD..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (struggling like crazy) DON’T TOUCH HER DAMMIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (looking at her while thrusting Peace harder, smiling) You’re really furious.... she’s exciting you, right...? (Paru struggling, clenching her teeths) It’s hard to see your girlfriend like that.... (Peace cummed) Oohhh..! Woww.... Paru : NOOOOOOOOOO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP IT..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST STOP PLEAASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga kissed Peace while thrusting her til she stopped 10 secs after. Nobunaga : (smiling, kissing, whispering) Good girl.... Peace cried quietly. Paru : GGG..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (licking her fingers, smiling, looking at Paru) She’s really good, right ? Ok, playtime is over sweetie.... (quickly pulling out a knife, hand over Peace’s mouth) I wanna know something Paru, who’s the most important to you, Keita or Peace ???!!! Peace : HMPHHHH..HMMMMMPPHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP IT NOBUNAGA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET GO OF HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The guards were surprised by the scene, Miyu was shocked. Nobunaga : (smiling) It shouldn’t be complicated for you, right ??!! Paru : GGGG..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She looked at the ground, furious and lost, teary eyed, not knowing what to answer. Peace : PARU..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON’T LISTEN TO HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (watching Paru who was silent) Ooh... you’re still in love with your ex boyfriend ? Interesting.... (smiling) Peace : PARU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : Love is torture.... (smiling) Paru : PEACE..!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want you to know..!!!!!!!!! I always loved Keita, he has a special place in my heart... BUT I LOVE YOU..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (crying) I REALLY LOVE YOU PEACE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO BE FOREVER BY YOUR SIDE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Peace : (moved) PARU..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (crying) I LOVE YOU TOO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru smiled sadly. Nobunaga : (put her hand that was holding the knife down) You made your choice... Love is over. (stabbed Peace in the chest) Peace : GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRGH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Paru : PEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace : GVLURGH..!! P... Paru... Nobunaga released her, Peace falling eyes opened on the ground, dead. Miyu was shocked, scared. Nobunaga : (smiling) Rest In Peace bitch. Paru : (screaming in pain, crying, devastated) NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACEEEEEEEEEEE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY YOUUUUUUUUU..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACEEEEE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Suddenly she had flashs about her moments with Peace, when she met her the first time til these hours earlier ago, having the vision of the girl’s smile. Paru : (crying) NOOOOOOOOOO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : (smiled, playing a bit with the knife, looking at her) You’re shocked ???!!! We’re in prison here, you cunt !!!! Not in a fuckin high school !!!!! (coming to her)  Paru : (shaking her head, still crying) SHE DIDN’T DESERVE THAT..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! P..PEACE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY...!!!!!!!! Nobunaga : I’m a killer ! I don’t feel anything. (putting her hand that had a bit of Peace’s blood on Paru’s cheek, smiling, looking at her) There’s no justice, beauty...... only death. (stabbing her in the stomach, cold)  Paru : GVARGH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KRGH..!!!!!!!! AARGH..!!!!!! (looking at her, not expecting it) Nobunaga : That must hurt... (smiling) Don’t worry, you’re closer to her now.... Angels belong to heaven... Paru : (looking up, teary eyed) K... KEITAAAAA...!!!!!!!!!!!!! The guards released her and she fell down, dead too, eyes closed. Miyu couldn’t believe it, shocked, trembling.

Miyu : Ah..Aah..!!!!!!!!!  The guards coldly picked up Paru and Peace’s dead bodies before Nobunaga and An’nin’s eyes who were impassive. They put them in a big black bag, leaving, Chief Guard K telling to a subordinate to report the incident as a suicide. Chief Guard K : (looking at Nobunaga, leaving) Well done.  Miyu was terrified, recalling the last moment when Paru was stabbed and felt hurt, a tear falling from her left eye.  An’nin : (looking at her, flat tone) You must be happy now... That’s what you wanted. Miyu : Wa... Wasn’t it... too extrem..???!!! I... I... An’nin : You regret it ? Miyu : I didn’t think that it... would end like this...  An’nin : Just die.  10 Guards quickly showed up, grabbing Miyu brutally. Miyu : WHAT ????!!!! W..WAIT..!!!!!!!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING..!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M ON YOUR SIDE, I’M A MONGOOSE MEMBER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! An’nin : Mongoose doesn’t need a sensible weak shit who got pity.  The guards dragged Miyu in a room, An’nin and Nobunaga coming inside too. Miyu : NOOOOOO..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE NO, STOP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AN’NIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They put her in a cage, ripped off her clothes, entirely naked, arms and legs tied, arms spread out. An’nin : Nobunin ! (smiling) A big boa constrictor showed up, An’nin caressing the animal, biting her lip. Miyu : (panicked, scared, yelling) NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! An’nin : (leaving with Nobunaga, smiling) Nobunin loves beautiful pussies... Make sure you spread your legs....  Miyu : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Nobunaga and An’nin were walking hands in hands outside, the two coming to Mongoose place. Nobunaga : (smiling) Such excitement today.... An’nin : Just the way I like it.... (smiling, opening the door of the room while biting her lip)  Nobunaga : (biting her lip, smiling) Mmm.... (necking her, kissing, whispering) it’s quite dangerous around here.... An’nin : (smiling, kissing) Watch out.... sssss.... (whispering) I’m a big snake.... (smiling while kissing, biting Nobunaga’s lip, brutally pushing her on the couch, quickly taking off her own clothes, plus Nobunaga’s ones) My body is a deadly venom.... (biting her neck) Nobunaga : Aahh.... I’m gonna diee....  An’nin : You’re my perfect type of prey.... They kissed, up to busy hours of passion. End of the story. Hm... it’s been a very long time that I wanted to bring something about Majisuka Gakuen 3, but as I was involved so much with MG, I couldn’t find the right timing to do it. Normally it was another MG story that was planned to come out but I decided to put this one before... This is my personal gift of love and justice for all the MG 3 fans who must feel lonely around. It hurts... I’m really sorry not to have bring it earlier... never lose hope ! Enjoy guys, thank you for reading.

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I QUIT MODELING / chapter 02

Every time you fight, you can win, lose or obey. 

After some time, more than a year, I felt worn out. I stopped to rebel against all of this irrational rules running the fashion industry and slowly started to accept them. I kept telling myself that in every job there is something one has to sacrifice, that it has to be like this. 

And again, some part of my mind, the same little fragment that was so scared and told me to run away from the agency when they were taking my first measurements, reminded me something that I was always sure about and what was later grounded in my mind with every single moment I spent on modeling: fashion industry (in its present form) is totally redundant. There’s no other branch of the market that in fact has completely no positive impact on people’s lives. Even though it gives people work, gives them opportunity to express themselves, still it causes way more harm than benefit. 

We don’t need fashion in it’s present form at all. We don’t need huge fashion companies that, in the sake of brand, sell their clothing for more than some families have for living per year, we don’t need fast fashion cruelly overusing under-paid labourers, we don’t need this fake picture of human body, finally: we don’t need to feel less worthy because we wear different clothes! Fashion industry has reversed our very fundamentals: people are made for clothes, not: clothes are made for people, as it should be.

However, my decision was made. I told myself I’ll check how it works myself, so there was no way back.

Eventually, after getting on even more strict diet (I was surprised it was even possible), working-out until I almost fainted every single day (how strong our will can be?), becoming more unhappy and miserable that I’ve ever been in my life and, in the end, landing in hospital with serious hormone imbalance, I’ve (almost) met agency’s expectations, meaning: I could’ve finally start to work… yay.

I must admit, I walked into modeling at a stage already perfectly matching its realities. Underweighted, destroyed inside, with this brand fake smile on my face. 

At this time I’ve also experienced a border situation in my life. One of my closest persons passed away, my whole world was falling apart and I had no time to give myself for mourning. Only few days after, I was smiling and laughing on the set, crying on the backstage. This is how next few months of my life looked like. 

I was overworked, overstressed. Working 5-9 as a graphic designer and copywriter, after coming home, freelancing in the same field - all because I wanted to pay off one-year design course I was doing on the weekends. Everyday at 10 pm, when I could barely kept my eyes open, I would go running for 6 km, because I was scared to gain even half kilo of weight. Every few days I would attend to a photoshoot or a fashion show. Never forgetting to put on my fake smile. 

Nobody wanted to see that I was literally falling apart. People on the set, agents, they only saw my body, they were satisfied with this smile on my face. Only my family and my close friends were looking into my eyes: empty, matte, deprived of any joy of life. They’ve seen beyond the walls I desperately trying to surround myself with.

I started to loose my hair - in clumps, at first I’ve ignored that, but soon I would wake up with my whole pillow covered with hair. I remember how terrified I was when I first saw that. My skin started to break out terribly on the cheeks, which has never happened to me before. My nails started to break, always being super strong and shiny before. I started to have extremely intense panic attacks, making me escape the office during working hours and run as long as I could breathe. I was coming back from work, closing apartment’s door, falling on the floor and crying until I was so tired, I would crawl to my bed and fall asleep. Quickly it became sort of a daily habit. 

I didn’t want to admit anybody that it actually was that bad. I would fake a smile even when I talked with my closest ones, I’ve mastered it. The last thing I wanted is them worrying about me. 

But my mum knew me, I could not fool her. She was persisting I should quit my both jobs, end with modeling and as soon as I finish design course, pack my things and come back home, just to let myself be a child for a while. There was a battle inside of me, as letting go of my responsibilities seemed to me tantamount to giving up - admitting that I am weak. But when worst came to the worst, I realised I had no idea who I was. I lost my identity. Facing it really scared me. Finally, I decided to do what my mum advised me. I came back home.

Even then, I didn’t want to give up on modeling. All because I was so harsh on myself, sticking to the decision I’ve made 1,5 year earlier. I was a wreck. I would cry everyday without direct reason, I forgot how it is to smile or laugh at all. I had no idea what was going on in my body, let alone my mind. 

I tried to seek for help everywhere. I spent hundreds zlotys trying to put things together somehow. I went to dietician, Chinese medical and many different doctors. I bought tones of supplements that I was told will surely help me. I spent another thousands on cosmeticians, dermatologists, trichologists and, as a consequence, on cosmetics (isn’t it ridiculous that I was way more dedicated to save my skin, my look, than my actual health?).

I was so despaired because suddenly, I lost whole control on my body. I started to blame myself for feeling so unspeakably sad - I knew I had so many things to be happy and thankful for, much more than half of our population has. Little did I know I should just give myself some time, let go of the pressure agency was creating. Instead, I kept torturing myself, asking why couldn’t I smile and laugh like others? I was so envy for my friends who were going crazy at parties, dancing, laughing without rest. Why every time I went to a party, cinema, meeting I was ending up locked in toilet, crying and biting my feasts not to scream? I really needed to find a solution. 

How was my modeling at that time? Obviously I was forcing myself to work because I didn’t want to disappoint the agency, I was going to photoshoots, listening how bad my skin and hair condition was, watching this contemptuous glances caused by the weight I gained. 

Frankly, I didn’t care. I went through all of this. I was washed off of emotions. I was driving on a barren gear. Nothing was left inside. Just pure emptiness and pain, spilling all over with it’s darkness. I’ve done another fashion show, some photoshoots. Eventually, the agency told me they cannot organise work for me, not if my skin and my body is in such a bad condition. They suggested that I should maybe, finally, do something about it. It was a closed circle, spinning.

  One day when I was eating breakfast with my parents, my mum told me that she saw a poster while doing groceries: there are dancing classes being organised in the neighbouring city. “That would be a nice entertainment for you” - she suggested, “You love to dance”. I did. But I was not sure if I can entertain myself anymore. There was something scary about it. Anyway, I took up dancing classes, which turned out to be a huge blessing to me. Finally I had something other than work and my falling apart self to focus on. 

After one month, when classes were finished, I finally decided to see a therapist. Way too late, but better late then never. I had only three sessions, whereas I expected to spend months and another big amount of money on this therapy. I received exactly what I needed. These conversations helped me to organise all of my thoughts and relief this load that I was carrying inside for many years already. For the very first time in a very long time I felt truly free. I remember how blissfully it was to wake up in the morning with a smile on my face. I literally forgot what it felt like to smile honestly, without forcing myself to do so.

It was just a first steps on the long path of the recovery and I still had a really long way ahead to actually feel good and happy. Even now, after a year, I’m still struggling with it sometimes.

I went to university and in free time was still doing modeling.

When the first semester was about to end, I came to my agency and asked them for abroad contract. One year before, they wanted me to go abroad - Hong Kong or maybe Kuala Lumpur. They’ve been persuading me it’s the perfect option for me: “Thousands of girls would kill to be where you are”. “Well, thousands of girls would kill not to be where I was” - I would answer in my thoughts. 

Back in that time it was a matter of choosing between contract or starting my studies. After couple-hour-long fight with my dad, when in the beginning I thought I was sure that I don’t want to study right now, I want to travel, see new places, have adventures, I realised I’m just fooling myself. I was lost because the agency had such a strong influence on my thoughts. I was lucky he fought so hard, because he knew me. I’ve chose studies and it was one of the best decisions in my life.

But now, when I was already studying, I decided I want to try, to see how this whole fashion industry really works. With my agent, we’ve planned a contract for summer school break. Mexico, Chile, maybe even New York. I was excited, I must admit. These were places I always wanted to go to. They also proposed me Istanbul and Dubai but I refused them right away. It was not a problem for them, they’ve sent my portfolio everywhere they wanted. It turned out that it’s too late for South America’s agencies, they were all booked. Still waiting for a response from New York, they got positive respond from Istanbul and started to persuade me to go there. 

In that time, the political situation in Turkey was very unstable, many terrorist attacks occurred in a short period of time. I was simply afraid to go there. I wanted to give myself time to think about it, but they said there’s no time, they have to reply that agency asap. They were putting so much pressure on me because I had to go for an abroad contract, no matter where. If I didn’t, there would be consequences.

I had no idea what to do. Somehow I managed to gain few more days. After few sleepless nights, lots of researches, speaking with few girls who’ve been there with the same agency, I decided: I’ll go there. I wanted to check it, give myself a try, see for myself how it actually is to be a model, challenge myself to survive in this world in a completely new place. At first they wanted to send me there for three months, I agreed, but I was frightened. Than, luckily, they’ve shortened it to two months. I had a flight booked on 2nd July.

[sherristockman]

Following the Advice of Ancient Philosophers Can Make You Happier Dr. Mercola By Dr. Mercola For many, happiness is elusive at best and at times near impossible. There's always something (or someone) pushing our buttons, making us feel less than joyful. According to Barbara Fredrickson, a psychologist and positive-emotions researcher, most Americans have two positive experiences for every negative one. While that sounds good and well, this 2-to-1 positivity ratio is barely enough to get by. To flourish emotionally, Fredrickson's research1 shows you need a 3-to-1 ratio. That is, you need to have three positive emotions for every negative emotion. Only 20 percent of Americans achieve this critical ratio, which means 80 percent do not. Even worse, more recent research suggests nearly 25 percent of people experience no life enjoyment at all!2 The good news is, happiness can be learned. Part of the equation is training yourself to view life's events from a different perspective. Inconveniences and more serious troubles are unavoidable facts of life. What many fail to realize is that these events do not automatically bar you from being happy — unless you let them, that is. Make Happiness-Boosting Rituals Part of Your Daily Routine As noted by Eric Barker in a recent Time article:3 "… [Y]ou've probably read a zillion articles about happiness online and you're not a zillion times happier. What gives? Reading ain't the same as doing. You wouldn't expect to read some martial arts books and then go kick ass like Bruce Lee, would you? All behavior, all changes, must be trained. The ancient Stoics knew this. They didn't write stuff just to be read. They created rituals — exercises — to be performed to train your mind to respond properly to life so you could live it well … And what's fascinating is that modern scientific research agrees with a surprising amount of what these guys were talking about 2000 years ago." Disappointment, especially if you're constantly struggling with things "not going your way," can be a major source of stress, and centenarians — those who have crossed the threshold of 100 years of age — overwhelmingly cite stress as the most important thing to avoid. This does not mean they were blessed with carefree lives. "Avoidance" here really refers to the ability to manage your stress so that it doesn't end up wearing you down over time. Rather than dwelling on negative events, most centenarians figured out how to let things go, and you can do that too. The key, as Barker notes, is consistently training yourself to let go of the negativity. This isn't something you do once and you're done. It's something you do each and every day, or however often you're triggered. One foundational principle is the realization that the way you feel about an event has everything to do with your perception of it. Perception Is Everything Wisdom of the ancients dictate that events are neither good nor bad in and of themselves. It is your belief about the event that upsets you, not the fact that it happened. Ryan Holiday, author of several books, including "The Daily Stoic: 366 Meditations on Wisdom, Perseverance, and the Art of Living," offers the following clarification:4 "Shakespeare and the Stoics are saying that the world around us is indifferent, it is objective. The Stoics are saying, 'This happened to me,' is not the same as, 'This happened to me and that's bad.' They're saying if you stop at the first part, you will be much more resilient and much more able to make some good out of anything that happens." Cognitive behavioral therapy is an adaptation of this philosophy and teaches you that the negative feelings you experience in response to life events are in fact rooted in your beliefs, most of which are either irrational or flawed. While seeking the aid of a qualified mental health professional is certainly recommended if you suffer from depression or other mental health issues, for the run-of-the-mill upsets of daily life, you can raise your happiness level by shifting your focus from ruminations about what caused the situation to what your beliefs about it are. Next, ask yourself whether you're actually thinking rationally about the issue. Is it true that you can never find another partner after a breakup, or is meeting someone else within the realm of possibility? Is your life really over because you lost your job, or is it possible you might find a job that suits you better or pays more? Follow Your Own Advice Another potent technique you can use to increase your positive-to-negative-emotion ratio is to ask yourself, "What would I recommend if this happened to someone else?" and then follow your own advice. Barker highlights this technique with the following example: "Traffic is terrible. Your friend is driving. He leans on the horn, punches the steering wheel, and shouts at the other drivers. You're like, 'Jeez, calm down. Why you getting so worked up? Chill.' The next day traffic is terrible but you're driving. So, of course, you lean on the horn, punch the steering wheel, and shout at the other drivers. See the problem here, Sherlock? We all do it. But there's a lesson to be learned that the Stoics knew a few millennia ago. When something bad happens, ask yourself, 'What would I recommend if this happened to someone else?' And then do that. You'll probably be more rational. And it's harder to ignore the advice — because it's your own." Dan Ariely, a professor at Duke University and author of "Predictably Irrational," explains that the reason this technique — which he calls "taking the outside perspective" — works so well is because when we make recommendations to others, we don't take our own current state of mind and emotions into account. We're distanced emotionally from an event that happens to someone else, and that distance allows us to make saner, more reasonable decisions. By pretending we're giving advice to someone other than ourselves allows us to, temporarily at least, distance ourselves from emotions that cloud our judgment. Discipline of Assent Most of us have habits that contribute to our misery more than our happiness. Maybe you drink a bit too much, or eat things you know you'll regret later. The problem is, habits are really hard to break. Few have the iron willpower needed to change a bad habit overnight. So, what can you do? Here, the ancient philosophers suggested simply postpone your decision to act. As Epictetus said: "Don't let the force of an impression when it first hits you knock you off your feet; just say to it, 'Hold on a moment; let me see who you are and what you represent. Let me put you to the test.'" According to Barker: "[M]odern research into breaking bad habits says the same thing. First catch yourself in the act, and then postpone: Those in the postponement condition actually ate significantly less than those in the self-denial condition. The result suggests that telling yourself I can have this later operates in the mind a bit like having it now. It satisfies the craving to some degree — and can be even more effective at suppressing the appetite than actually eating the treat. It takes willpower to turn down dessert, but apparently it's less stressful on the mind to say Later rather than Never. In the long run, you end up wanting less and also consuming less." Once you've learned to postpone, the next step is to replace your bad habit with something healthier or more constructive. Trying to eliminate the habit simply will not work. Instead, when your cue to eat/drink/smoke/chew your nails or whatever bad habit you may be struggling with arises, insert a new routine in place of your old one. Addressing Wants and Desires One of the greatest contributors to unhappiness is our wants and desires — regardless of whether they're able to be fulfilled or not, because as soon as you get the thing you desire, another, newer, better thing will come along, fueling your desire to acquire yet again. Fulfilling desires is a never-ending cycle. Here, the old adage to "be grateful for what you have" is part of the prescription. Barker cites "The Daily Stoic," which says: "Here's a lesson to test your mind's mettle: take part of a week in which you have only the most meager and cheap food, dress in shabby clothes, and ask yourself if this is really the worst that you feared." To which Barker adds, "And research shows doing that really works. But it ain't any kind of fun. Luckily, there is a less painful way to get similar results. What's something you used to relish that you now take for granted? Did that first morning cup of coffee used to be a wonderful moment — and now it's just something you hastily gulp down? Well, skip it for three days … When I spoke to Harvard professor Mike Norton he said this is how you can regain appreciation for the things that you've taken for granted. Make them a treat … Deprive yourself a bit — then savor the hell out it. This is how you can stop wanting and start enjoying what you have." Those Who Feel They Have Enough Are Usually Happier Some even claim that the key to happiness is learning to appreciate "enough," and embracing a more minimalist lifestyle. The average credit card debt for Americans who carry a balance is $16,000,5 and 38 percent of U.S. households carry some amount of credit card debt. The total outstanding consumer debt in the U.S. in 2016 alone was a staggering $3.4 trillion. Meanwhile, financial hardship and work stress are two significant contributors to depression and anxiety. The answer is pretty self-evident: Buy less. Many who have adopted the minimalist lifestyle claim they've been able to significantly reduce the amount of time they have to work to pay their bills, freeing up time for volunteer work, creative pursuits and taking care of their personal health, thereby dramatically raising their level of happiness and life satisfaction. The key here is deciding what "enough" is. Consumption itself is not the problem; unchecked compulsory shopping is. It's like being on a hamster wheel — you keep shopping, thinking happiness and life satisfaction will come with it. Yet it never does. Many times, accumulation of material goods is a symptom that you may be trying to fill a void in your life. Yet that void can never be filled by material things. More often than not, the void is silently asking for more love, connection and experiences that bring purpose and passionate engagement. The Importance of Gratitude The philosophers of old placed great emphasis on gratitude as a way of cultivating happiness and inner peace. Today, thousands of years later, the benefits of a thankful attitude have been firmly established through scientific study. People who are thankful for what they have are better able to cope with stress, have more positive emotions and less anxiety, sleep better6 and have better heart health.7 Studies have also shown that gratitude can produce measurable effects on a number of systems in your body, including: ✓ Mood neurotransmitters (serotonin and norepinephrine) ✓ Inflammatory and immune systems (cytokines) ✓ Reproductive hormones (testosterone) ✓ Stress hormones (cortisol) ✓ Social bonding hormones (oxytocin) ✓ Blood pressure and cardiac and EEG rhythms ✓ Cognitive and pleasure related neurotransmitters (dopamine) ✓ Blood sugar A team of researchers at UCLA showed that people with a deep sense of happiness and well-being had lower levels of inflammatory gene expression and stronger antiviral and antibody responses.8 This falls into the realm of epigenetics — changing the way your genes function by turning them off and on. Part of your longevity may depend on the DNA you were born with, but an even larger part depends on epigenetics, over which you have more control. Indeed, research suggests your thoughts, feelings, emotions, diet and other lifestyle factors exert epigenetic influences every minute of every day, playing a central role in aging and disease.9 How to Cultivate Gratitude Even if you don't often feel gratitude right now, know it can be cultivated and strengthened with practice. One way to harness the positive power of gratitude is to keep a gratitude journal where you write down what you're grateful for each day. This can be done in a paper journal, or you can download a Gratitude Journal app from iTunes.10 Avoiding getting sucked into bad news is the other side of this equation. You may have to limit your media exposure from time to time if you find it difficult to maintain a positive outlook in the face of worldly horrors. Other ways to cultivate gratitude include writing thank you notes, remembering to say "please" and "thank you," nonverbal actions such as smiling and giving hugs, and expressing thanks through prayer or mindfulness meditation. The Emotional Freedom Techniques (EFT) is another helpful tool. EFT is a form of psychological acupressure based on the energy meridians used in acupuncture. It's an effective way to quickly restore your inner balance and healing and helps rid your mind of negative thoughts and emotions. In the video below, EFT practitioner Julie Schiffman demonstrates how to tap for gratitude. Reflect on Each Day The ancient philosophers also prescribed morning and evening rituals aimed at guiding and improving your mental and emotional state. A beneficial morning ritual will help set the tone for your day, while the evening ritual allows you time to reflect on the day's events. The philosopher Seneca wrote about his evening review ritual as follows: "When the light has been removed and my wife has fallen silent, aware of this habit that's now mine, I examine my entire day and go back over what I've done and said, hiding nothing from myself, passing nothing by. For why should I fear any consequence from my mistakes, when I'm able to say, 'See that you don't do it again, but now I forgive you.'" Other Habits That Promote Happiness In order to be happier, you might think the first step would be to eliminate negative experiences in your life, but often these are beyond your control. Instead, focus on increasingyour positive experiences. This is something that virtually everyone can do. Even ordinary moments can be a source of great pleasure. In many ways happiness is a choice, and you can create it and nourish it by implementing certain routines and daily practices. In fact, happy people tend to have habits that set them apart from their unhappy peers, such as letting go of grudges, treating people with kindness, dreaming big, not sweating the small stuff and much more. The following list includes "prescriptions" from psychologists that are known to boost your level of happiness.11 ✓ Make happiness your goal The first step toward greater happiness is to choose it. You need to believe that happiness is possible, and that you deserve it. (Hint: You do. Everyone does!) Research shows that the mere intention to become happier actually makes a big difference.12 ✓ Identify what makes you happy If it's been awhile since you've felt truly happy, you may have forgotten what it is that gets you there. Take time to reflect on what gives you joy, and not just the obvious, like your family, but also little things, hobbies and interests. ✓ Make happiness a priority Make a point to schedule your weeks around events (or ordinary activities) that make you feel happy and alive. ✓ Savor pleasant moments People who take the time to savor pleasant moments report higher levels of happiness, regardless of where the day takes them.13 If you don't already do this, keeping a daily diary of pleasant moments and whether or not you truly savored them, might help. You might be surprised at how much happiness is to be had in your everyday life. Try appreciating the scent of your coffee, relishing in the feeling of your soft bed, or enjoying the sunrise before you start your day. ✓ Ditch joyless distractions There's only so much time in a day, so be sure to protect your attention and time from unnecessary and unproductive distractions. This includes texts, tweets and emails, which take you away from the true pleasures in life. If necessary, turn off social media completely. Think keeping tabs on your Facebook friends equates to happiness? Think again. Research suggests the more time people spend on Facebook, the more their moment-to-moment happiness declines and the less satisfied with life they become.14 ✓ Let every thought be a positive thought Simply thinking about something positive, and smiling as a result, can make you happier and more upbeat. A genuine smile includes the facial muscles around your eyes, and can actually prompt brain changes linked to improved mood. ✓ Prioritize experiences over things Research suggests experiences make us happier than possessions; the "newness" of possessions wears off, as does the joy they bring you, but experiences improve your sense of vitality and "being alive," both during the experience and when you reflect back on it. ✓ Have a backup plan for bad days When you're having a bad day and your mood is sinking, have a plan in place to lift it back up. This could be calling a close friend, watching a comedy or going out for a jog — whatever works best for you ✓ Identify your sense of purpose Happiness isn't about pleasure alone; it's also about having a sense of purpose. The term "eudaimonic well-being" originated with Aristotle, and describes the form of happiness that comes from activities that bring you a greater sense of purpose, life meaning or self-actualization. This could be your career, or it could be gleaned from volunteering or even taking a cooking class. ✓ Socialize — Even with strangers Having meaningful social relationships is important for happiness, but even people who engage in "social snacking" report greater happiness. Social snacking describes the little ways you connect with others, including strangers, on a daily basis. In general, the more you mingle and chat with the people around you, the more cheerful and brighter your mood is likely to be. To learn more about the benefits of striking up casual conversations wherever you happen to be, see my previous article, "How to Talk to Strangers." ✓ Get away Taking time away from the daily grind is important for helping you recharge. And while even a weekend getaway can give you a boost, a longer trip is better to help you create meaningful memories. These memories can be tapped into later to help boost your happiness. Experts recommend a two-week vacation, ideally, even if it's to a locale close to home. ✓ Spend more time outdoors Exposure to bright outdoor light is crucial for a positive mood, in part because regular exposure to sunlight will helps to enhance your mood and energy through the release of endorphins.15 Getting sun exposure outdoors will also help you optimize your vitamin D levels. Vitamin D deficiency has long been associated with seasonal affective disorder (SAD), as well as more chronic depression. In Japan, the practice known as "forest bathing" has been part of the national health program since 1982, and the benefits of this kind of ecotherapy are now starting to become more widely recognized in the U.S.16 The aim is to slow down and unplug from the daily stresses by reconnecting with nature. Estimates suggest the average American spends anywhere between 80 and 99 percent of their life indoors — a lifestyle trend that has led to what some now refer to as "nature deficit disorder."17 Spending more time in nature can go a long way toward increasing your sense of well-being and satisfaction. ✓ Practice kindness When people make a point to conduct three to five acts of kindness a week, something magical happens. They become happier. Simple kind acts — a compliment, letting someone ahead of you in line, paying for someone's coffee — are contagious and tend to make all of those involved feel good.