#'i caught you fucker!!!'

[ghooostbaby]

i think something about daniel with armand that makes it work is the way daniel is so combative... he pushes in, forces his way in where he's not wanted, can't help himself, grabs hold of what is thorny and difficult and has to figure it out, get to the bottom of it. that's interesting too in the way in some way he's performing the process he needed to do on his own life, his own memories. he had the impulse to dig aggressively for the truth somehow knowing he was needing that but not knowing to do it for himself. armand is damaged and needs some support and love, yes, but he's never going to let someone see his true wounds so openly and he needs someone who won't buy his bullshit and will push past his facade and interrogate what is really there, what he really wants. and for who it won't be a chore, and maybe even could be seductive...

armand is also the same with the way he pushes, he can't help himself, he forces his way in to something he wants and needs to grab hold of it. but he's going to do it underground, he's never going to reveal himself fully, he will conceal his real desires and work away at grabbing hold of what makes him feel wanted in secret. unlike when louis feels something intense he wants space from it and time and distance ... which is why they just don't work.

i think if armand and daniel decide that the other one is the thing they want to grab hold of and pry open (daniel) / cling onto and hoard (armand) they could have a way of dismantling each others maladaptive self protection strategies... but it will be pretty brutal at the same time. if armand feels unwanted and rejected, i don't think daniel would be particularly good at comforting him ... and actually i don't think armand would ever come out and say "i feel like you don't want me, i feel hurt" as cathartic as it is to write/draw that type of interaction. rather when armand felt like that he'd come up with a subtly manipulative way to force daniel to give him the affection he wants to feel validated by. which works for them just fine actually. bc what daniel IS really good at is unearthing the truth of bullshit masters. he wouldnt let armand build up some grandiose narrative to disguise his real hurt and vulnerability and flaws in (as louis does) and actually would have so much fun picking the lock that is armand and whatever the fuck emotional wormhole he's entered in himself this time, and when he figures it out he'd say something like "armand you were doing all THAT bc you thought i didnt sleep over that night meant i didnt want you, are you fucking stupid??" and actually in everything armand does he wants to be found out and seen and daniel being so fascinated by him with the morbid curiosity of someone investigating a weird bug would feel glorious to him. and they'd be so happy in their emotional hovel

[jangmi-latte]

how are y'all faring now that it's canon that the leech twins' real form is 4 meters (13'2 ft/400cm) long hahaha...haha...ha....fuck

yuu's height is my height so imagine if you're smaller than 5'5 feet ◉⁠‿⁠◉

photo correction it's tweel* not twel tf

[svtskneecaps]

i'm still stuck on the purgatories so here's a list of purgatory 2 moments simply off the top of my head that deserve to be remembered:

aimsey ducking all of axolotl team alone in a cave with literally half a heart

goose gang fucking descending on the raccoon base and absolutely wrecking shop

ethan crankgameplays clutching up for team panda during the capture the flag game by being the only one hanging out in the center and periodically checking the chests, earning them a shitton of flags and clutching multiple rounds

crow team's egg taking 0 damage

pac doxxing goose gang's egg in the last second

shelby shubble as the last member of her team online writing a letter to aimsey and sharing the world's most devastating ten minutes before her team was eliminated with one of the eye creatures (coco? i forgot lol)

badboyhalo absolutely fucking DEMOLISHING the battleship event on like 2 hours of sleep and a dream

wuant(?) stealing a tv from the battleship event and then playing portuguese ice age on it for the crows lmfao

tubbo djing for his team while waiting for the time for a goose gambit

theguill CRASHING THROUGH THE FUCKING CEILING of the raccoon team's hidey hole like the fucking kool aid man in a last effort to save his team and 4v1 or 5v1 ing team raccoon; he lost but that was such an epic fucking moment

theguill and etoiles pvping and each hyping the other's skills the entire time

seapeekay escaping cellbit and baghera and then stealing their boats and rocketing past to tease them about it; that shit was iconic

kenny going mad with power collecting sand on literally day 1

the english speaking squirrels taking actual physical notes on portuguese phrases (i think)

lgbtiba

i may add more this is an off the top of my head list but like got DAMN i like these events :D i like them a lot

[galaxytoons]

more Passive Noot Noot because I love him

This man needs a hug so bad

nightmare belongs to @jokublog

[riddlesnap]

Rate your muse’s traits 0-10!

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[front-facing-pokemon]

[unnonexistence]

tfw one of your characters does something that comes as a surprise to you, the writer, but that they've also clearly been planning the whole time

[alaskan-wallflower]

i’m sorry but i honestly really need to vent right now because i can’t even talk irl without breaking down so

another incident happened, someone got hurt and someone passed out because the directors have the brain size of a rabbit turd, and they don’t let anyone have food or water backstage and some kid literally passed out because they didn’t eat. this whole show has been an absolute disaster and this is literally the fifth time someone’s gotten hurt. i fucking tripped and ate shit onstage when i had to go back for bows in front of everybody, and then the directors are all “WeLl ThInGs HaPpEn 🤪” as if this wasn’t their fucking fault.

i was trying to comfort some of the other people since this show has been stressful for literally everyone since the director is a fucking cunt and screams at everyone (like we will get singled out, she’ll pull you in front of everyone and scream ‘shame’ at you, like she’ll make even the toughest people cry and it’s genuinely like…why are you a fucking director if all you do is scream at people. like every time i’m there this woman makes me feel like im an insignificant piece of shit that she can’t get off the bottom of her damn shoe. i get screamed at constantly for not folding programs right, for being too slow on steps, for getting paint on the stage by accident even though that thing is COVERED in paint splotches, for not being quick enough at the concession stand because i dual task, it’s genuine fucking bullshit.

and to make matters worse, i was trying to comfort some of the kids who saw all this go down because a few kids were genuinely like shutting down and i was trying to help them and my mom gets fucking pissed at me and gene i explain this to her she downplays it because “oh well things happen so it’s fine and people get hurt and pass out all the time” as if i was just loitering around because i wanted to instead of me trying to help this kid who was shutting down because they had to see all this go down. and then the directors try blaming the kids who got fucking hurt because “Oh WeLl thEy DiDnT EaT!1!1!” like YOU DIDNT FUCKING LET THE KID EAT FUCK YOU.

i’m so fucking done with this show, i’m so fucking done with drama club, i’m tired of being treated like shit after school, i’m tired of feeling worthless, im tired of being treated like i’m nothing, im tired of them downplaying these things and not taking accountability, im tired of getting publicly humiliated because this bitch thinks it’s funny to scream at me to go faster when i can’t, in sick of this shit. i’m so fucking beyond done with this show and every adult who is involved excel the vocal director because she had the sense to actually comfort people instead of standing around like a dumbass blaming everyone else.

it’s just so exhausting

[starswallowingsea]

woah....

[anemia-rp]

x

[citrus-sours]

thinking soooo hard about him. hes so cute. i need to go thru the manga and all the other shit and compile a Honenuki folder. because im normal.

[snorlaxlovesme]

its fucking february can i NOT have ants invading my room

[delightful-69]

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[prionforbrains]

My MIL just called to tell me happy new years 🥹

[mistertism]

i learned how to do arbitrary code execution in pokemon gold just so i could make a cool war reference. god help us all

[mask131]

Twice in a row. I am so fucking tired.