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whilomm · 1 year ago

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unfortunately i am once again having my periodic "oh god i need to burn it all down and start fresh" thoughts regarding my blog. i will try to resist at least until i move into my new apartment to see if this is just my apartment anxiety bleeding into my Oh God Im A Person anxiety but. if this blog disappears ill probably keep the same name at least so. if that happens and anyone cares enough to follow me again just search whilomm again. and hopefully it wont be so impulsive that i dont give a warning.

eh, might be able to resist this time but. well, ive done it like 4 times before so. its bound to happen again eventually!! the question is When.

#buzzy #current anxiety levels are: spent all day nauseous and woke up at 4 a.m. before a closing shift #and when i finally went to eat lunch (at like 2 pm when i had my breakfast at 6 am on account of. waking up)#i could barely choke the actual nutritious part down cause i just felt Sick #so i. mostly ate bread. i tried at least!!!#note to self bring Easy Food tomorrow #just in case the anxiety continues #god i wish i had that med that helped w my heart rate still ive been having. too many heart palpatations lately.#'oh i dont need this anymore my anxiety is under control :)' THAT WAS A FUCJING LIE #anyway. yeah ive remade like. 4 times or some shit i forget. just seeing that theres such an Archive of my stupidity #i hate it!!#'oh congrats youve made x many posts' DONT TELL ME THAT TUMBLR THAT JUST MAKES ME WANT TO BURN IT TO THE GROUND #god i am such a fuck up #wheeeeeeee #'hey i want attention why idnt anyone giving me attention wheres my numbers go up'#people: (give attention)#numbers: (goes up)#'OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD IM CREATING AN ARCHIVE AAAAASA

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