#''if i buy bigger jeans im admitting defeat'' etc etc
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#🤡#this is some clown ed shit so ignore me#not like. all negative. but these thoughts are coming from a really shitty disordered place#that said#i know ive gained a fuck ton of weight this last year#starting T has drastically altered my hunger levels and i assume my metabolism#ao im very literally unable to starve myself like i use to#now its just a full on BED rather than ana#and also because i moved and im in a much better place mentally so i dont hate my body as much as i use to#but unfortunately shitty habits die hard#so ive been procrastinating buying new jeans despite knowing that theyre WAY too small for me#because. ''oh ill just get back on my bullshit and lose the weight again''#''if i buy bigger jeans im admitting defeat'' etc etc#bullshit clown nonsense#cause id wear pants that are very obviously too tight for me to the point where its very uncomfortable every second im in then#so i finally decided to stop punishing myself with that and picked up somw bigger jeans from goodwill#my waist has gone up by like 5-6 inches#im VERY close to bwing back at my HW. and ''giving in'' and buying bigger clothes felt scary#but i did it anyway#and im very glad i did#cause holy fuck tight pants are terrible#and i deserve better#plus they just looked fucking Bad on me#no more beating myself up over it#i still look hot and i feel much better anout myself in general so thats really all that matters#simi speaks#sad boy stuff
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