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polymarket is currently offering wagers on the sex of justin bieber's baby and it's not 50-50. huge arbitrage opportunity
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got into the layton series for the cool animations and whimsical humor
stayed because the title character who has gone through several traumatizing events that fundamentally shaped who he is latched onto my brain. i started the series i think a month ago and am already almost done with the mainline games(playing azran legacy right now). the only major negative thing i have to say about the series as a whole is that they really fumbled the bag with flora 😔
they COMPELTELY fumbled the bag with flora and it makes me sad
ive actually never played the all "prequel" games all the way through. my first was pandoras box (2nd game) then lost spectre (1st prequel game) they were christmas and then birthday presents. i never got the other two of each series. then, years later in high school, a boy i knew had two of the games (curious village and unwound future) so we swapped with each other and. never swapped them back. he moved away for uni and i stayed in my city. i enjoyed curious village and unwound future a lot! i
i got a copy of pandoras box later on, for like $20, but i cant find an affordable copy of lost spectre because it isnt out on mobile yet, so theyre always $70 off dollars. it sucks cos it was my favourite game because i like emmy and the "little london" side game was so pleasant and made me so happy. i played it over and over. i would love to get it back, and also the other prequels, and have the chance to play them through on my beat up little ds lite.
honestly it's so cool seeing people getting into layton in the modern day. esp now that the new switch game has been announced!!!
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https://at.tumblr.com/lemonhemlock/no-because-hp-is-so-good-like-the-whole-idea-of/7btiy3hmut65
Omg yes! The whole thing with poor wizard families is so weird cuz like they have magic? Just use some spells and fix shit?? Lmao. Wizarding society doesn't even need any jobs! Spells and potions can do anything for them!! There also the thing that hogwarts isnt the only magical school there are more out there! The universe oh hp is just so vast and there so much that can be done with it!
I actually would love to hear ur thoughts on it! Specially on the rl connection it makes and on Voldemort and his death eaters!
so voldermort is SUCH an awful antagonist and my main gripe with him is that he isn't hot. yes, this is going somewhere.
voldemort's entire thing is that he is terrified of dying so he will do anything in order to avoid that. the horcruxes i thought were actually a really cool idea with a lot of fucky symbolism - breaking your own soul into pieces and stashing them away so as to ensure your immortality? pretty metal. especially since it's implied you have to perform a murder beforehand. neat!
but, at the same time, what exactly is voldemort's quality of life? why does he want to live forever? he starts off as a handsome boy and gets slowly turned into an egghead with no nose! he's played by ralph fiennes and he is not hot, i cannot stress that enough. wizards tend to live very long lives as is, remember that dumbledore died at 150 or so! voldemort dies the second time at 70, after dying the first time at about 50?? come on. so he's fugly as hell, he doesn't want to have fun or fuck bitches or eat good food or live like a king or watch an endless amount of soap operas. he just wants to live a noseless existence?? what a joke. had he not meddled with anything, he could have lived well past dumbledore's age, because he, too, had a few more good years left in him, but he wastes himself away with the horcruxes. and doesn't even use them properly? he is vanquished from his body once by baby harry, but why does it take until book 1 for him to become corporeal again? isn't that a pretty shit immortality system?
his political goals don't make a whole lot of sense either. ok, he wants to rule over muggles bc wizards are so very superior. cool. but how is that feasible? there are a lot more muggles than wizards and they have all kinds of weapons, including fucked up shit like carpet bombing and drones and WMDs. i don't really see how wizards would stand a chance in an all-out war. also, jk really sells him out short. bc she is so very british-centric in her view, she doesn't consider the international implications of this (lol). say britain got conquered by weird-ass people who can perform magic spells. are the european union (hail pre-brexit times) and the US just gonna sit on their arses while this happens? are the rest of the wizards in other countries just gonna stand by? please be serious.
she should have somehow turned this into a world-wide rebellion happening at the same time if she wanted any kind of chance of it working. but that would have been way more dystopian when she really was afraid of veering the books too much into adult fiction. sucks to suck, i suppose. this is why we're in this fandom today.
also. voldemort and his cronies are still very much just a minority within the british wizarding society. how do they not get their arses handed back to them by sheer difference in numbers? everything is on easy mode with these guys, just because they're not afraid to use unforgivable curses.
this needs to be said as well but MARKING your loyal followers who are supposed to stay SUPER SECRET to not risk imprisonment with a very visible snake tattoo is so.... it's a choice, i'll tell you that.
#i was a huge potterhead so the lore will follow me for the rest of my life#non-90s kids will never understand#ask#anon#hp#harry potter
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Idk why but I thought up two different characters for a dating sim and I love them sm
#ideally the game would have six characters. two men two women to nb people#idk why i even started thinking about a dating sim but i made the nb people in my head and i love them#one is rly neutral and androgynous and the other is really flamboyant and genderqueer#i can see how they look in my mind and i wanna draw them#i dont even care about the rest of the characters i just love these two#one is just rly lowkey. has a gender neutral haircut. wears gender neutral clothing#just sorta existing and living life. could pass as a boy or a girl naturally#the other is just Aggressively Nonbinary. facial hair + makeup#typical look would be skirt with hairy legs. open denim jacket over a binder#black combat boots. lots of piercings. denim jacket has pirde patches and buttons all over#70% chance theyve embroidered a reclaimed slur across the back#like one is just. the most adorable smol awkward enby#the other is an aggressively queerpunk dreamboat#flamboyant character is on hrt while androgynous character isnt#one is amab and one is afab but no one gets to know which bc its not their business#anyways. im in love with these two characters i want to make them#but i have no knowledge on how to make a dating sim#and even if i did i can only draw in a realistic style which would take 80 years ajdjaj#rambling
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Can you post more on your feral Midoriya idea? Or even what its like to have 20 feral and traumatized children living together in one place under the watchful eyes on Mr "Im too tired to deal with my own mental breakdowns"?
Oh totally can dish a few things out. It will also dabble into the AU I made of Aizawa adopting Bakugo and Shinsou with Midoriya around a lot so let’s get into it.
Bakugo is not as bad in the morning compared to Izuku. Bakugo will bitch, grumping about it being cold because his body hasn’t fully woken up. Bakugo is only a morning person on his own accord. If he is woken up before 7 then his mind isn’t functioning until an hour later but anytime after 7 is safe. Midoriya however is like the spawn of hell himself with a stone in his shoe and chipping away patience. He refuses to get up before 10 on weekends. He stays up late most nights to train and that leaves him tired. He’s NOT a morning person in fact if you even tried to wake up Izuku before his self appointed alarm then his eyes are burning hateful slits, turning towards you slowly uttering a very low and strained “get. out.” Nobody likes waking him up.
Midoriya is NOT the type of have breakfast. He goes straight for coffee that Shinso made. He snatches it from the boys hand and starts drinking while Shinso is just staring in despair. Then Izuku hands it back, says thanks and leaves.
Shinsou obviously can’t sleep but he’s a night owl and takes it like a champ. At that point he’s been drained of all the energy to be agitated over not being able to sleep right. Some day it’s like a clock in and out for him and Aizawa. He comes downstairs, saying morning to Shinso, Shinso says night and heads upstairs to sleep.
Midoriya plays loud music at night when he’s really in the zone of training and working on stuff. Shinsou could care less and Bakugo learned to sleep through it.
Bakugo and Izuku instigate each other terribly and Aizawa knows it with ever growing grey hair. Bakugo will get hyped up on something and here comes Midoriya as the one who will take it a step further because he knows no bounds. If they are ever in an altercation, Bakugo will start swearing getting ready to fight but Izuku comes through to throw the first punch.
Midoriya has a tolerance level for everyone. I’d rate it as follows: classmates— 70%, Bakugo— varies but usually ranges around a nice 50%-0%, villains— 3%, villains who hurt kids— -194738384%.
Aizawa has grown to recognize when Izuku is about to snap so he can redirect the boy and save them all from casualties. I believe Izuku would take down an entire building while fighting a villain. However, it’s different to Bakugo consciously taking down buildings because he simply doesn’t care about destruction.. Izuku is dead set on bringing the villain down to the point he goes terminal.
Midoriya is on the edge of going crazy every second that passes. You can see it in his eyes, how they slowly grow fainter and tired. He isn’t necessarily losing his spark or drive.. the look hold experience and resolve. Also Murder.
Izuku is usually tense on any day but once he’s completely snapped all tension leaves his body and the boy kinda just tilts his head and squints.
Aizawa isnt too worried about them not behaving. They know well enough to not die nor murder... or so Izuku swears to comprehend. Yet there is always a chance of them forgetting and going off on their little adventures. Whether they be dangerous or just dumb teenage shit.
^ For example. Izuku had a sudden intense craving for ice cream at 3 am and broke out of sleep in a cold sweat. He gets up, goes downstairs and stands over Shinso who is laying upside on the couch and says nothing, just stares. Shinso looks at him and asks “what’s up?” with “ice cream. Store?” As an answer. To which Shinso of course pauses then nods and gets up. Now onto the next challenge; getting a driver. There are two in the house currently, one is sleeping and definitely will say no. And the other is convincible. So there they are standing over Bakugo in bed. The two boys share a look before shrugging and Izuku smacks him awake, not flinching as he swears and sets off tiny explosions.
Bakugo, half asleep: *holding his cheek* you asshole, what the fuck?
Izuku: *leaning practically in his face* drive us to the store. I desire ice cream.
Bakugo: *looks at time* it’s 3 in the goddamn morning, fuck no.
Izuku: *leans closer* if you don’t drive us to the store right now I’m going to tell everyone about the time when you cried yourself to sleep every night during middle school after that one incident.
Bakugo: *stares*
Izuku: *stares back*
Bakugo: get my keys.
Then there are three teenage boys, one half asleep and the other two bouncing off the walls in the ice cream section picking out flavors and toppings. And yes they were successful in leaving then arriving home but Aizawa was waiting for them in the living room with his arms crossed and foot tapping in disappointment. They got in deep shit that night but Izuku got off with just a reprimand after revealing he had gotten Aizawa’s favorite ice cream while they were out. Bakugo and Shinsou however were grounded.
#anon askss#dio bnha headcanons#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#incorrect mha quotes#bnha incorrect quotes#incorrect bnha quotes#bnha headcanons#bakugou katsuki#bnhaedit#deku midoriya#Midoriya#Izuku#deku#feral deku
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i feel like a lecturer, adjusting my glasses and reblogging relevant video clips to prepare for my speech but let me just talk about ronnie box for a second. with no grammar or capital letters or whatever.. i was just editing other ppls writing for a while ok
this bitch had no idea about george fancy’s death being relevant to anything. and im not sure why he underestimated just how GOOD fred thursday was, but maybe he DIDNT and that was the whole point. because box himself isnt evil. hes not a nice guy, sure. but hes not this show’s definition of bad. because every cop is corrupt and basically everyone disrespects women. i think what he saw in fred was someone JUST LIKE HIM. because I think ronnie looks for the black and white in things, and he looks for kinship and familiarity and that old school style of coppering as much as he projects that hes the new school.
but hes not, is he? he just looks the part.
as soon as fred gives the money back and walks out the door he KNOWS its fucked up. for him. for fred. and its terrifying for him. we won’t see this man look confident or cocky or sure FOR THE REST OF THE SHOW. he knows he has to go tell whoever it is he has to tell. he knows hes gonna lose another rung in whatever ladder hes climbed with them. because he is just a bitch boy. he’s a smokescreen. HES A PATSY.
And I think he became that when he figured out just how bad they were. Because he says to fred that you cant get out AND HE KNOWS. they play for keeps AND HE KNOWS.
But he doesnt know about fancy. and he doesnt know about the drugs. all he knows is hes not important enough, strong enough, BAD ENOUGH to know.
I think that when we meet Box during series 5 (short hair. suit. cocky with mr bright. trying to slap shirley) that he’s at the peak of his confidence with his position. he’s on the take. he’s just gotten over how dirty it makes him feel. hes drinking the coolaid and he thinks a new wave of police control is coming - and it is - but I think after that... perhaps around when hes paired with Jago.. they ask him to do something that he cant do. I think he’s asked to kill someone. Or deal drugs. or WHATEVER and he cant do it. I think they threaten his family. Maybe his mother, on her own, who he’s been trying to prove himself to. His father’s memory he’s trying to salvage and justify. He said no to something and they threatened his life and livelihood and what he held dear.
And now he’s Jago’s beard. he’s jago’s alibi. hes the name on the paperwork. hes the one set up to take all the falls.
So we get into the hair and the clothes. the jewelry. Hes flashier. hes bigger. hes bolder. (*sings* my makeup may be flaking but my smile still says on.. THE SHOW MUST GO OOOOONNNN) he knows his place now though. and he listens to people. i mean shit he even cooperates with the cases and listens to morse until morse presses against that ‘enough is enough’ attitude that’s purely 60-70′s policing styles. results vs. thorough investigation. that wasnt even corruption to them. that was how the system worked.
Box isnt actually surrounded by his peers. he’s surrounded by people who know hes a bitch boy. jago KNOWS he cant kill (and i presume its because he COULDNT when asked). They dont even trust box to know the whole plan. and even if he and jago taken alone are bros.... they both KNOW they are not the same.
and here comes fred who feels like is on his level. fred who knows the grimey bits and is still a human. FRED WHO BELIEVES IN SECOND CHANCES. so maybe he just wanted a kindred soul. or maybe he knew it was sink or swim and he was looking for a life saver. maybe in some way he knew fred could bring him out of it... maybe not.
no matter what his motivation was, fred stirred him enough to finally act. to make a move. to do the right thing. to do the only thing that he could, to stop something that he’d never be able to live with. he went from knowing NOTHING for his failures to knowing TOO MUCH and knowing he couldn’t live with that...
idk theres no point to this but thinking about the LAYERS they put into this man in 4 episodes... and it drives me ABSOLUTELY INSANE
also hes well fit so lets not forget that either
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Take A Chance On Me- Part 2.
“Okay. Here we are. The room upstairs and to the right is yours. Bathroom built in and everything.” Amelia smiled as Florence walked in with her trunk. Florence’s hazel eyes moved around as she took in the house.
God she was going to go color blind with all the white and beige. The house was a nice one story, with 4 bedrooms and a good sized living room and kitchen.
The washing room and area with dryer and washing machines were towards the back of the house. Florence set her trunks of items down as she walked through the house.
White and beige were clearly the color scheme with some grey. Florence picked her trunks back up and walked down to the room that was now hers.
The white bed-frame, desk, and bed side table sat as she began to take her various clothes and shoes out and place them in the closet.
“We can go shopping for whatever you like now that you’re here. We weren’t sure what you would want to do with it.” Amelia’s voice came from the doorframe as Florence shot around to look at her.
“Okay. Thanks.” Florence answered quickly, taking her pairs of boots out and placing them in the rack.
“You have really cool style.” Amelia smiled, clearly trying to make a connection with Florence.
“You don’t have to walk on eggshells around me. We can just talk or whatever.” Florence chuckled hanging her jacket.
“I’ve never really done this before. Sorry.” Amelia cringed as she walked more into Florence’s room.
“No big deal. I haven’t talked to an adult who didn’t have their head in their ass since I was 6.” Florence said walking back to her trunk, taking her various books out.
“Well if you have patience with me, I will have patience with you and we can figure this out.” Amelia presented, her hands resting on her knees.
“Ditto. Now what’s the rule for painting everything in this room?” Florence asked with wide eyes, her mind going 1094 miles a minute imagining it.
October is a weird time to start school. Mostly everyone is already there and aquatinted with each other. So Florence going to real school would be odd for her.
“Hey, your breakfast is ready. Link made pancakes.” Amelia knocked on Florence’s door.
Florence had only been there a week and still didn’t get their whole family morning breakfast thing. Like why would you do that, just eat and move on.
“Okay. Thanks.” Florence smiled, placing her favorite glass rings onto her fingers.
For her first day of real, aka normal school she had chosen yellow pants that had a pattern of rust, bright orange and pink flowers with hints of white. She paired it with an orange shirt tucked in the front and white Doc Martens.
Her natural beach waves falling down her back and her eyelashes extended with a little mascara.
Florence walked into the kitchen and sat at the counter as Amelia fed Scout and Link prepared more food. Florence got up and walked to the fridge, preparing herself an iced matcha latte.
“So are you excited for school?” Link asked, sliding Florence another pancake which she rejected.
“Sure. But it’s just school.” Florence shrugged as she put the dish into the sink before walking back into her room. So much for family breakfast.
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Florence sat in chemistry. The words not even sticking in her head. A boy with black messy hair and green eyes sat next to her.
“Hey. You must be new. I’m Benny.” The boy her age held out his hand.
“Florence. And yeah I got adopted by some random people and here I am.” Florence chuckled, shaking his hand.
“Okay dark humor. I like you Florence.” Benny smiled, pulling out his notebook.
“A lot of people like me, I like myself. But you’re cool too Benny.” Florence bit her lip to contain her laugh.
“Oh my god.” Benny rolled his eyes, slightly shoving Florence.
“Eat lunch with me so I’m not alone?” Florence proposed, smirking at Benny and his rosy cheeks.
“Sure.” Benny took Florence on her offer. The rest of class was Florence dying of absolute boredom and Benny stealing glances at her.
“Was it just me or did you take in absolutely none of that?” Florence giggled as her and Benny walked out into the hallway.
God Benny couldn’t take his eyes off her. She didn’t wear the frills or skinny jeans that every other girl wore or the hot pink.
This whole 70’s vibe he saw on her made her more appealing. Florence flashed him a bright smile that Benny was convinced would make his eyes pop out his head right there.
“Hey brother.” A girl with dark black hair and bangs said as she whacked Benny’s arm walking beside him.
She wore straight leg, distressed jeans and a Queen T shirt with high top black converse. Her matching green eyes stared at Florence as they stopped.
“Florence this is my stupid little sister Dakota.” Benny rolled his eyes gesturing his hand between the two girls.
“Little your ass, by 2 minutes.” Dakota spat back, her eyebrows furrowed.
“Are you twins?” Florence asked raising one of her eyebrows at the siblings.
“Sadly. But I’m better than Benny so. Dakota March. Benny is my dumbass brother.” Dakota smiled, holding her hand out for Florence.
“March, like Little Women?” Florence asked s as she took Dakota’s hand.
“I wish. But I’m not that cool. Benny surely isnt.” Dakota rolled her eyes.
“I’m leaving. See ya Florence. Dakota ugh.” Benny groaned as he walked to another class leaving his sister and Florence to talk.
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“Hey how was school?” Amelia smiled up from feeding Scout on the couch as Florence dropped her bag on the bench.
“It was actually really good.” Florence grinned as she walked into her bedroom closing the door softly behind her.
#amelia shepherd#atticus lincoln#amelink#amelink fanfic#amelink fics#grey’s anatomy fics#grey’s anatomy fan fic#take a chance on me#abba#queen#scoutderekshepherdlincoln#meredith grey#maggie pierce#grey sloan
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like 70% of the media i consume is stuff targeted toward women and girls with an emphasis on romance so this edition of Dara-Talks-About-Tropes-For-An-Obscenely-Long-Time might be a little niche but like, i’ll basically look into anything with brown characters in it and one thing i’ve noticed with brown leading men in particular.....damn its like a 50-50 chance they’re a prince of india or a fictional stand-in for some kinda amalgamation of like india and like 15 other countries and like.... im half indo guyanese so im a little separated from the actual country of India by like a century or two but i feel like. there can’t be That Many indian princes, right? there can’t be that many.........
whats the deal...well i mean i know whats the deal, having ur leading man be some kinda rich or powerful guy is common for being a popular fantasy and also a very good deus ex machina if you run into a roadblock in the story (fix ur plothole with money) and as to why specifically brown leading men in particular are never just normal rich guys and are all fantastical princes of far off lands, well, insert image of Orientalism by Edward W Said here, but like..... damn man at this point the sheer amount of indian princes is getting out of hand...i roll my eyes into orbit when i see ambiguously brown prince of fictional mystical foreign country #34874329843 but im not so sure its that much better when they choose a real country..... a while ago i was mildly roasting the mysterious-brown-guys-named-zero trope (i SWEAR its a THING i’ve seen it at LEAST thrice) before but like when i talked about how i care about my brown kings this isnt what i meant!!!
and i mean dont get me wrong i still want my brown leading men in absurd leading man tropes, im hoping this is less of a problem now but i remember when i was a lot younger i would like play some english original romance games and all the white boys were allowed to be absurd in fun ways like im a super handsome doctor and im a super genius and i know how to beat up 10 men with my pinkie finger and my parents are dead so im going to avenge them and im a great cook but im scared of the dark and my favourite food is popcorn like yknow you could make a random generator outta that and it rules but then the dudes of colour would be relegated to normal guy whos kinda nice and his route is rushed and unrelated to whatever crazy plot is going on..... the lady options (both ladies of colour and otherwise, although i also noticed a lot of things were especially dismissive of the women of colour) had the same problem.....im not sure if this is a universal take but if im reading a piece of romance media marketed towards women and girls 80% of the time i want something ridiculous and fun..... your brown leading man can be a mountain biking vampire witch from the future if you just try................
anyway im still unmedicated and a mess but what im trying to say is theres so many fictional indian princes in romance media. i could be a half indian prince too. you wouldnt know until its too late. watch out. dont turn your back.
#was reading a manga called madame petit the other day#it was actually not bad it handled a lot of things surprisingly well#and neelam as a character kind of rules i kind of care him. a lot.#but also like. i had just come off of like four other stories with indian princes in em and i was starting to lose my mind#this was one of the better indian princes ive read tho#it is wild that no one just makes their brown leading man like a normal rich guy....#well actually not a romance thing but once i read a book called we were liars#pretty good i liked it a lot#except i did have a loaded gun on it at all times every time they described gat as 'strong coffee'#im giving it the benefit of the doubt that its just going for like the feeling of strong coffee like the warmth and strong flavour#but im watching you. im watching you#but yeah he was just a normal rich guy or moreso hes related to someone who married into a rich family so he probably has money#you can have a normal rich guy....... he doesnt need to be a fantastical prince..........
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Everlark Fic Exchange: Masterlist
Springtime Edition (2020).
The King's Mistress by @eiramrelyat
Prompt 9: Katniss is a commoner and peeta is a cruel king. He wants katniss to be his mistress. How will they fall in love is up to you. [submitted by anonymous]
Stay with Me Just for Now by @booksrockmyface
Prompt 10: katniss and peeta are best friends who were in a friends w benefits arrangement in the past. now the hunger for each other is coming back. [submitted by anonymous]
A Quiet Announcement by @albinokittens300
Prompt 11: in panem au where everlark isn’t reaped and peeta knocks up katniss. [submitted by @sunflowerslyf]
Prompt #12: by @endlessnightlock
Prompt 12: katniss walks out of the fitting room wearing only a bikini to ask her friend if it suits her but it isnt her friend at the other side of the door but peeta. [submitted by anonymous]
When You Were Mine by @pitualba2015
Prompt 20: Peeta is the CEO and katniss is his secretary. They have an affair and katniss gets pregnant but when she tells peeta he doesn’t believe her and accuse her of trying to trap him. What will he do when he realize his mistake and how will he win katniss back. [submitted by anonymous]
Two Households by @everlarkandhistory
Prompt 22: Set in early 20th century. Katniss and Peeta are from two rival families who have been enemies since forever. They have a chance meeting which led to them falling in love. They are completely unaware of their identity. Will their love survive or will their relationship crumble. [submitted by @mysteriouslycraftyreview]
Operation: BREAD (Bring Revenge on Everdeen to Avenge Dad) by @alliswell21
Prompt 23: Rumor: MrEverdeen crossed fence dividing Town and Seam, kidnapped Mrs Everdeen making her his commonlaw wife. Years later, Mellark sons plan to avenge their father by raiding Seam and kidnapping one of Everdeens daughters for one of them to take as a wife! Does Katniss “volunteer,” does she escape, how do the 3 brothers decide what to do with her since they didn’t plan it all out well? [submitted by @567inpanem]
lying in the bed we made (if it wasn't us) by @archersandsunsets
Prompt 26: the night before the Quarter Quell, in the sleepless dark, Katniss and Peeta allow themselves to indulge in the bittersweet dream of a future they’ll never have together (“if it wasn’t us, what would you do?” “I’d want to marry you” “tell me”) [submitted by @rosegardeninwinter]
The Proper Response by @madetofly
Prompt 29: Post-MJ, Growing Together. Peeta is finally showing his affection and love for Katniss as they heal and reconnect. Katniss, being Katniss, seems to act like she doesn’t appreciate this, and is less than enthused. Peeta, taking this like an adult, stops showing her with the affection and tries to show her his love in other ways. Katniss, however, does not appreciate him stopping those things and set out to try and get him to continue it again because she misses it. [submitted by @albinokittens300]
All the World's a Stage by @katnissdoesnotfollowback
Prompt 31: “We never see you two so much as kiss in public but last night we all heard you having sex.” Submitted by Buttercupbadass
Misconceptions by @awkwardeverlark
Prompt 35: No reaping AU. At 19, Katniss considers marrying Gale for practical reasons; the fact she just heard the baker’s son toasted and was assigned a house at the edge of town has nothing to do with it... maybe. What happens next? (was Peeta really married or was it his brother? Does she marry Gale? Does Everlark ever talk? Will Peeta cheat if he’s actually married? Can Katniss admit she loves the Boy with the Bread? Is this forbidden love?) is up to you. [submitted by anonymous]
No One's Gonna Need You More by @ambpersand
Prompt 36: Frustrated and stressed out Single dad!Peeta needs a fuck desperately. His best friend, Katniss, unwittingly offers to help him out. Things get murky with repressed feelings, but one thing’s certain, Peeta can’t keep his hands to himself anymore and Katniss is all too willing to oblige at the drop of a hat, regardless of place, time and her own emotions, as long as he keeps whispering all his sexy, filthy thoughts into her ear. [submitted by anonymous]
Vidua by @darkhorse-javert
Prompt 44: Believing that taking a new young bride every 5 years will keep him youthful, Snow arranges to marry wife #12 from D12. In the hours between the ceremony and the wedding night, he drops dead. 16-yr-old Katniss returns to 12 but now she’s “Widow Snow.” Can she ever be Katniss, district huntress again? With all that $, wedding gifts, etc that were sent on the train with her? [submitted by @567inpanem]
Fortune Favors the Brave by @ambpersand
Prompt 46: Pacific Rim inspired AU with drift compatible Everlark (or not if you’re inspired by angst). I really just want to see more of that aspect of Pacific Rim explored than what they did in the movie and what better way to do it than with Everlark! [submitted by @katnissdoesnotfollowback]
Fate Takes a Break by @ally147writes
Prompt 50: everlark discovering on their date that they've missed each other their whole lives (living in the same city, went to the same high school, going to the same halloween and nye parties, were set up before by different friends but stood each other up, shopping at the same store, etc.) [submitted by @sunflowerslyf]
I Choose You by @wendywobbles
Prompt 51: Katniss E, the Valedictorian of Panem High school, is perfect in all fields of life. And that is the crush of awkward, average in studies, not so popular, never had a girlfriend, often bullied Peeta M. Not only does she have a very popular friend circle but also a handsome, popular boyfriend Gale H. Will she even want to be his friend? Is his crush doomed to fail? Eventual Everlark. [submitted by @white-dandelion-seeds]
The Change by @alliswell21
Prompt 59: Growing up Peeta started loving her. It was a gradual thing that happened throughout his childhood and into his teens. But something changes when he hits puberty. Her scent has heightened, he can spot her from miles away. He gets a bit possessive. But the biggest thing is when his body starts to heat up and even just the thought of you gets him hard for days. He finds out the family secret of his werewolf genes, something his parents thought passed him. How can he go by with his day and be with her without scaring her away by humping her because of his heat. [submitted by @animekpopxx]
By The Moonlight Side by @endlessnightlock
Chapter 2
Prompt 61: Peeta knew better, but he did stupid things when he got drunk. Now he’s caged at the animal shelter in his wolf form. And, omg, Katniss Everdeen let her little sister drag her in to see the dogs?! He knows he shouldn’t, but teen hormones. He just wants to lick her hand. Get a tummy rub. Hump her leg. Sleep on her bed. Omg, they take him home!!!! He needs to let his dad know where he is. Omg. He needs to figure out his bakery shift. “God, don’t let Katniss catch me licking my balls.” [submitted by @567inpanem]
Maybe Tomorrow by @katnissdoesnotfollowback
Prompt 62: one night stand!everlark sleeping together the same night a terrible snowstorm hits the city and everything gets shut down with no way to get home. perhaps a two night stand? [submitted by anonymous]
Genesis by @rosegardeninwinter
Prompt 66: Everlark post apocalypse, katniss and peeta are neighbors and the only two that make it to katniss's father's bunker in time. Over the course of several years the two have grown quite close having no one else, but now provisions are running low. Do they face the unknown outside or stay put, knowing they only have food to last another week? [sent by anonymous]
Sunset on Grass by @alliswell21
Prompt 67: Her parents said that it was just a childhood crush and that she will outgrow it. But why does her heart flutters. When she’s finally old enough to get a job, she immediately gets a part time job to be close to him. Will is pursue her love against people’s negative views because he’s so much older than her. Or go for it and make him fall in love with her. Age Gap Older!Peeta. [submitted by @animekpopxx]
A Taste of Rebellion by @acpoe82
Prompt 68: Dark Coffee Shop AU - Capitol Peeta runs a Coffee/Pastry shop in the poshest part of the Capitol. Near by President Snow’s Mansion. Capitol!Katniss is a frequent customer. Things in the Capitol begin to deteriorate as the rebellion drags on. Are they sympathetic to the rebel cause? [submitted by @oakfarmer12]
You're Not Alone by @sunsetsrmydreams
Prompt 70: Peeta picks up a hitchhiker in the mountains one night, only to find it's his childhood best friend and now escaped convict Katniss Everdeen. In a panic he calls police but after hearing her side of the story comes to believe she didn't actually murder anyone. Everlark on the run. [submitted by anonymous]
Forever and a day... by @thegirlfromoverthepond
Prompt 73: I am a simple woman: I just want Katniss Everdeen content and loved and washed in moonlight I don’t care how you do it. [submitted by @rosegardeninwinter]
The Most Unlikely Serendipity by @albinokittens300
PART 2, PART 3, PART 4
Prompt 75: An in-Panem arranged marriage a/u where Katniss is slightly older than Peeta. [submitted by @endlessnightlock]
Shots Make Me Sing by @sunsetsrmydreams
Prompt 81: Katniss finds her soulmate at her bachelorette party (aka Peeta)(Happy ending please) [submitted by anonymous]
when we’re underneath the lights my heart’s no longer broken by @omercilessmoon
Prompt 92: High school musical au: katniss and peeta as troy and Gabriella. [submitted by anonymous]
December nights in June by @viloula
Prompt 110: AU. Everlark live across from each other in fancy New York (or the like) penthouses. With all those large windows, they see each other daily and know the other's routine and all he/she does, but they've never met. A chance meeting occurs. What will happen? The circumstances of their living arrangements/any backstory and what happens between them is up to you. [submitted by @acpoe82]
High Heels at Midnight by @hutchhitched
Prompt 134: Visual Prompt. To see it go HERE [submitted by @javistg]
must work hard, tolerate cats by @mendontprotectyou
Prompt 140: In Panem AU where Peeta is a Mail Order Husband. As the youngest son of a merchant class Capitol family, he has accepted he will never inherit the family bakery. But when his family contract him to an arranged marriage to further the business he will never own, he escapes by signing up to a programme to relocate and marry a district woman. Why Katniss needs a husband, is up to the author. Everlark endgame :) [submitted by @louezem]
Notes:
Fics organized by prompt number.
Masterlist compiled on May 11, 2020. Subject to change. New works will be added as they’re posted to the @everlarkficexchange.
Looking for updated versions of the multi-chapter fics? Try our AO3 Collection
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Tma season 2 notes baybeee
I made myself take several breaks so I could give my frie d who is listening to it at the same time as me a chance to catch up. Honestly just posting them so I have them saved somewhere but whatever.
ep 41: real graham wrote keep watching before he was replaced. Jon feels like he's being watched. But they werent replaced by things related to the eye. It's the web that's on the box that replaces them. Endless hallways and doors to nowhere. I bet nicholas will have ideas what entity this relates to. If it even does. They're like the tunnels in the one with the builder guy. Tunnels closing in etc. Also like the cave diving one. He's assuming it's just one
ep 42: so 100 gecs? (IM SORRY I LIKE 100 GECS BUT LMAO) so there's some entity related to music right? There's the piper episode and the 27 w/ the calliope. Ah yes, this season is gonna be the season of Paranoid!Jon
ep 43: section 31? fucking books. god no. smashed lights? cult lady did that. covered the lights too. she mentioned a spooky clown doll. thats not random.
ep 44: is this that same circus that got mentioned before? it is! the pipe organ! pop off organ! pipe off! mouth on the stomach! yes! mouths in unusual places my beloved!
ep 45: antiques! like that one ep!
ep 46: every time books get mentioned i sigh. hhh sus smells. it got brighter. I get the vibes occasionally that the dark and the eye are sorta at odds with eachother. GRRR BARK BARK LEITNER. ayyy ex altiora. entity go brr. which entity do we thing it is? my guess is The Dark. The book buyer's name is Mike. He has scars? Electricity? The childhood friend of the guy who got it later on perhaps? The Vast? its formatted like an entity idk. This happened before the other one. He got trapped in the wood carving. a win for the web lol spiders go brr
ep 47: did i hear spiral? ITS THE NOT THING FROM THE EPISODE WITH NOT GRAHAM "it didnt move, it shifted" is like the exact same sentence as before. ay john's starting to remember. the laughing woah thats weird. is "michael" one of the entities? "you make it seem like theres a war" supports my theory that theres a struggle between a couple of the entities. I said i thought it was the eye and the dark i believe but im not sure. its whatever entity michael is vs the worms? what did nicholas say the worms were again? The Corruption? still dont know which one michael is tho.
Had to take a break after that episode. smth about the quality of michael's voice makes me feel like im gonna slip into one of those states where it feels like nothing is real, so i got a nice cold glass of water.
ep 48: jesus ok this one's kidna corny. you're telling me love made the crowd go away come on now. Ur losing it big J. also shouldnt it be more sus that "sasha" is so unaffected by the worm incident/ finding of gertrude's body
ep 49: haven't we heard hector's name before? oh is he the crime guy? fucking jared... so it's a throat? chompa chompa. (it's just a little bit hot) the good part about these episodes is that we know whoever's telling the story isn't gonna die. even if it's a close call, they're not dead. hotworth? ok not jared keay. it bothers me how theres so many repeated names, can they not come up with other names? "sasha"'s computer is breaking... sus. Elias our favorite weed man! jon ur so paranoid lmao
ep 50: robert smirk, at it again. this is like that one episode with the old dude who locked his door. who said idle beforehand? was it smirk? fingertips. thats so weird lmao. bahahah tim
ep 51: simon fairchild. im sure jon will mention the name at the end i cant remember where we've heard it. this is just like the cavediving episode. a hand? there was a hand in the last one right? the scalpel! and an eye thing. she's trying to throw them off.
ep 52: thats the guy from before! with the hearts! god i hate this guy writing the statement hh. lights blowing, and brackish water. we know how this ends but its still tense. rainer? reigner? rain man. we've seen him before
ep 53: pls not a leitner. oh boy mans scratched out his eyes. rip skelly. why would gertrude have had this statement off the books? jon stabbed himself?? bruh im? big man are you okay
ep 54: cockney boys! ayy its our favorite delivery men. she cut out their eyes. she knew that the eye was a thing?
ep 55: oily residue like the retirement home!
ep 56: worms? no. spiders?? bruhh. aaah yelling :(( aww martin anyways yeah i called it about paranoid!jon he needs to take a nap and drink some hot chocolate and calm down for once please
ep 57: just remembered, i think theres an entity called The Lonely?? This feels pretty lonely idk. fairchild, lukas/ lucas, some spooky place in norway idk. "sasha" knew he was recordinig hmm suspicious cmon jon figure it out. Sasha and tom. hm sus. for records sake i feel liek i should note here that I did have it spoiled to me simply that that's not sasha, but thats really all. i assumed it was like the thing that happened to graham in S1
ep 58: i feel like i recognize the name eustice (?) wick. someone please tell me im not just watching jon's descent into madness over the course of this podcast. im hoping it isnt so but, (and pardon the dsmp reference) im getting real wilbur vibes from this one.
ep 59: oh dear ok account from the fielding house. swirling designs? Spiral time? oh boyy. oh wait! 6 inch hole in the middle! is it not a spiderweb type design on the table? thats what i had assumed but that description sounds more like a spiral thing. cobwebs is a Web thing. ayy nicholas was right! the box goes in the table! the place that she kissed him was burning. Raymond is an avatar of The Web and agnes is the burning one. Lightless Flame! Why did she save him? i guess she was against this guy eating ppl or wtvr but why was she at the halfway house then? I think she's like michael.
ep 60: the eye go brr
ep 61: breacon and hope once again. tom. sasha's boyfriend. vampires sleep in coffins. the guy just walking in seems similar to the mind control of the vampires
ep 62: bones! its that one leitner. is this mother keay? the mom of gerard? this is what happened to her right? her skin was found on hooks? oh yeah thats what i thought the pages are made of skin. yeesh. The End!! sounds like an entity. phrased like one, and i think i remember it. are the people trapped in the pages? or... kept?
ep 63: eaten by the darkness! cavediving episode! (just like eaten by the sky) did my brain make up one called The Vast? it feels like it should be one, and all these episodes have some similar description about their feelings when they do whatever chosen hobby they have. ok now this one kinda feels like the dark. lights going out and all that. ok so not really a The Vast thing, its more of a Dark thing. feckin smirk gah.
ep 64: dice! the death guy! the death game thing! the person tricked somebody else into becoming death and then they were immortal? but if the egyptians wanted to kill him or punish him or whatever couldnt they just kill him? it worked in the end when he had the person giving the statement stab him, that did the job and actually killed him
ep 65: finally jon is actually acknowledging something is wrong.
So we know Mary Keay was revived most likely with the book by gerard.
Gertrude was way more aware of the entities than Jon. mary keay referenced The End openly and she cut the eyes out of her magazines and all that which makes me think she was aware of The Eye
ep 66: please not buried alive pleeaase not buried alive. lukas of the tundra? didnt we hear the name lukas before? she wanted it to be difficult to find important files because that way bad people couldnt find them?
ep 67: agnes... the girl in the hilltop house? agnes poppin off!! he's really not gonna question how she knew where he lived?? oh no D: the tree. were they the ones working on the house? aww they kissi- OH DEAR. why did she kiss him? it seemed like she cared about him? also she could kiss that other dude on the cheek and he was fine, but maybe it was cuz she was younger? lightless flame go brrrrr.
ep 68: oh god books. yup its bitchboy leitner. mans said "this seems supernatural, its a werd book!" bruuh.
ep 69: heh nice. aw cmon jon listen to martin. gahhh spiders. is that the class we heard about in the other doctor one with the teeth apple? some kind of psych class? oh dear. fucking spiders. aaaah. web do be goin brr. it's like the girl in the homeless shelter! who made the guy leave and she took his bed.
ep 70: is this gonna be the book that mary keay had? Most likely a leitner no matter what. Oh boy latin. Why did it start in latin then become old English? I'm guessing people put them in the book? He cant burn it. Phrophecies go brr. He says eh it's a decade in the future it's fine. Its gonna have changed. Ayy called it. Just accept it, it's a magic book. His death is getting closer. Leitner didnt make them but just collected them? Gertrude burned the book! She burned them down there so no one would know.
ep 71: oh boy tunnels. Our favorite thing /s. is The Buried a thing? Idk this seems pretty buried. Oh dear he's trapped here isnt he. "Not enough space to move, never enough to breathe" is that from the computer episode? With the guy who uploaded his consciousness? Somebody living down there. Hmmmm. Guesses: tom, sasha's boyfriend. Gertrude herself? (Though I doubt it)
ep 72: sweeney todd moment. Meat. The slaughter? Idk we'll see what the supernatural part is. Meat is meat. Similar to the slaughterhouse episode. Is it fucking Jared I swear to God it better not be. Hooligan teenagers, you know how it is. Meat is me lmao. Is the kid gonna be in the freezer. Ok that's good. OWW. Oddly textured candles. Made from people? Human fat or smth? Tom from the meat processing plant!
ep 73: outer bay shipping. Bet it's a subset of breacon and hope delivery. The Dark go brrr. Uh oh mans is gonna die. Leo or whatever. Cult ppl go brr. The people's church of the divine host. Who is the divine host? Is it reigner or whatever his name is? I dont think Jon can quit tbh. Probably an anonymous tip but from who?? One of the entities?
ep 74: fucking teeth hhh. I dont know which entity is related to teeth. Spiral. Isnt the spiral an entity. It feels like it could be related to many things idk. Yeah this sounds like the spiral. Heart attack at 29? Jesus... michael! That's kinda what I was thinking. Sasha goin in the tunnels. Hmm sus. They move the floor. Wack. Bet its tom.
ep 75: Man with a lightning scar. Has one of the leitner books. The childhood friend of the one who first introduced us to leitner. Oh my god that sounds terrifying. Michael crew.
ep 76: scalpel? Hmm spooky. NotSasha... think jon think.
ep 77: another double! NotThem, The Stranger. Not related to the table?
ep 78: what was that at the beginning? Question mark?? Oh boy more NotThem. Decker... what is the deal with the table. Does it contain the creature? Fucking Michael. Bitchboi himself.
ep 79: yes pop off martin. Ugh fucking Michael just leave man. I hate that dude. New person. Hmm. No idea who it is.
ep 80: shitener himself! Ok sir tell us the entities. Ayy The Spiral. Ok we know what that one is. The Eye is the beholding! Oooh. The Stranger. Did elias just kill leitner? Popping off honestly.
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Okay, so I got my prescription about two weeks ago and since then I have already tried Ritalin a few times.
I started with half a pill (so 5mg) and didn’t feel anything. My doctor advised me to do my next attempt on the next day, but I am chronically bad at listening to medical professionals, so I tried a whole pill (or 10mg) on the afternoon of the same day I tried the first one.
I decided to take it, because our work had been cancelled (I currently work as a security at events which are hosted by our city) and so someone had to wait until the security who worked the night shift arrived. I really need the money, so I volunteered to sit around for a few hours and I decided to take the full pill and try reading for a bit, as thats something where I often struggle with being inattentive and getting distracted by just about everything.
And it kinda helped. I just sat down and read for over an hour without looking at my phone or getting distracted in any other way. I used to read a lot as a child, but since the age of 12-13 I slowly stopped reading as much because I could rarely ever focus on the book for longer times, so reading became a bit frustrating, as I now took days, weeks or sometimes even months to finish books which would have taken me hours when I was younger (one of my biggest achievements as a child was that I finished the whole HarryPotter-Series in just one weekend).
So yeah, that was a nice experience. I tried it again two days later, as I wanted to try studying for university, but this time I tried 1,5 pills (so 15mg) and I didn’t feel much difference to the 10mg. I still couldn’t quite focus on the stuff I had to learn and I kept getting distracted by things around me, especially by the clutter on my desk. I really felt the need to do something about that and so I cleaned my desk. And once my desk was finally free of everything that didn‘t belong there, I cleaned the floor, the kitchen, the bathroom, I did my laundry and I collected all the cat toys and also cleaned all the places my cats like to hang out in of their hair. Once that was done, I tried to learn again and I noticed that I could focus a bit better, but most importantly I noticed that I just managed to keep my focus on doing a cleaning of the whole flat without making any breaks to watch youtube or check twitter or anything. I didn’t even think about my phone, while I did all that. That was kinda crazy, as just about everyone who knows me would describe me as a perfect example of a smartphone-addicted person.
The next day, I tried to learn again and I took two whole pills (aka 20mg or the maximum dosis my doctor allowed me to do before I visit her again) and I noticed that while I could actually focus better, I would also focus very strongly on anything that distracted me. I found one of my cats toys (a self-made mouse) had been ripped and while I was already trying to focus on learning, I just had to get my sewing kit and repair the mouse before I could even think about anything else. So my focus became much better, but also I would focus very strongly on any possible distraction.
The next day my girlfriend arrived and so I didn‘t take Ritalin for a few days, as I know that she isnt too big of a fan of it (that one Netflix-documentary apparently made Ritalin seem like its pure crystal meth) and also I think I shouldn’t need stimulants to be able to focus on my girlfriend. I love her and I always try to give her my fullest attention, so I let the pills in my medicine-cabinet.
Once she was gone again (she has a summer-job in another state, so we only see each other for a few days each week), I tried studying again and so I took two pills in the morning, cleaned my whole learning environment before the effects kicked in and then I actually was able to focus nicely on cell-biology. And ya know, what can I say about that except „The mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell“?
Later that day, when the effects already had worn off, I noticed that I also experienced the so-called rebound effect (=symptoms being a bit stronger than usual once the effects of the medication wore off), but as I wanted to continue studying, I decided to take two more pills. So I went to the bathroom, took one, noticed that I had to clean the cat-toilet, cleaned it, forgot that I had already taken one and took two. So I was at 3 whole pills or 30mg of Methylphenidate, which was 1,5 times the maximum dose my doctor told me to take. And then I remembered that I had made plans with a friend to come over and catch up, as we hadn’t seen each other since the whole pandemic started.
So yeah, once he arrived two hours after my accidental intake of 3 pills, I was really focused on what he said and I must say, I felt a mental clarity I usually never felt in normal situations. I also felt a bit more energetic than usual and I experienced the suppressed appetite (which apparently is a rather common side-effect) much stronger than I did with lower doses. Besides that my head felt very warm and I noticed that my pulse was much stronger, so I put on my old smart-watch, just so I could regularly check my pulse (it was constantly over 90, when my usual average it between 60 and 70). Also I told him about my medication and the dosage I had taken, so if I experienced anything bad (the high pulse made me a bit anxious about that) he could inform a doctor. But yeah, nothing bad happened and for two hours we just talked about a lot of things and I just really listened to what he said, which was nice, as I‘m someone who often gets lost in thought while people talk to me, and being able to focus on what he said without getting distracted made me feel like I managed to be a better friend than I‘m usually am.
But nothing lasts forever and so once the effects wore off (took about 4,5 hours) I really couldn’t focus on stuff and I really felt the effects come back much stronger than they usually are. Luckily he is a pretty understanding dude, so he suggested that we just cook until I felt a bit better, which was quite nice, as my appetite also came back and I remembered that I hadn’t eaten anything that day. So we cooked and just played with the cats until I felt a bit better. I noticed that playing with the cats made me quite a bit calmer - maybe it’s the dopamine-boost my tiny fluffy boys give me, or maybe I just overinterpret something. Idk.
(Short break. I know, this post is already pretty long and as it’s about ADHD, I assume that some people reading this also have it. If you managed to read this that far, I‘m really amazed and I really thank you for your attention. Also I made this another text-style, so if you want to take a short break, you could find this spot easier. If you have any tips on how to write so that it’s more suitable for ADHDers to read, please feel free to send me a message, as I would really like it, if I could improve my writing so that my posts are easier to read for other people. Also I promise that this post will be finished soon.)
Okay, so lets continue: once the friend was gone, I washed the dishes, cuddled the cats and went to sleep. Or at least I tried to do so. I just couldn’t fall asleep. It was really impossible for me to close my eyes without having my brain full of thoughts that would keep me awake. I tried to put in calming music, as that helped me to fall asleep back when I was in school, but that didn’t work. I tried to make myself a nice sleeping-environment by putting on nice sounds to pretend that I‘m on the Hogwarts express (I used ambient-mixer for that) and lit small fairy lights, but that also didn’t help. I tried to do a brain-dump and wrote down all the thoughts that kept me awake, but that also didn’t help much. I tried to read all these thoughts out to my cats and talk about all the feelings I had that were linked to the thoughts, but that also didn’t help. (Also the cats kinda decided to run around and play catch after I talked to them for a few minutes. I think they have about the same attention span as I do). At about 5:30 in the morning my girlfriend texted me because she just got up to go to work and I was still awake to answer her. So yeah, at about 6 in the morning I fell into a very light sleep and I can tell you, working a 7 hour shift after that wasn’t fun. So a nice advice of mine: don’t do a higher dose than your doctor allowed you at 6 in the afternoon. Or generally. Listen to your doctors, chances are they know what they are talking about.
And here’s finally the last experience I wanna write about: Today I woke up at 8 and decided that I will use my day productively to learn. So ensured that my desk and everything around it was nice and clean and then I took two pills. And guess what. Now it’s half past 10 and I spent the last 1,5 hours focusing really intensely on writing a tumblr-post about my experiences with Ritalin because I remembered that I wanted to write such a post and I couldn’t focus on anything else while I had this thought. So yeah. Overall I really like the effects it has on me, as I didn’t experience any bad side-effects by now and it really helps me focus, but now I also know that maybe I should make a check-list of things I want to have done before I take it, as these things could be mayor distractions down the line.
I hope these reports could be interesting or helpful to someone out there, but always remember: the experiences of different people can vary vastly, so always remember that such meds can have very different effects on you or people you know. Always consult a doctor or pharmacist if you have medical questions and always remember that taking meds or not doing so is both completely valid, as long as it fits for you.
If you made it this far, I really wanna thank you for taking the time and focus to read this and I hope you found it to be at least somewhat interesting. Feel free to text me if you want to talk about your own experiences, ask questions, give criticism on the way I write or just ask for pictures of my cats. I hope you have a really nice day and yeah. I‘ll post again once something post-worthy happens or a topic which I think to be deserving of a post comes to my mind.
#adhd#adhd story#adhd university#adhd stuff#adhd things#adhd inattentive#adhd meds#adult adhd#adhd problems#adhd post#ritalin#methylphenidate
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October 2019 Saturday Session Notes
Morning
Jeffrey R. Holland
Anonymous women and men identify Christ as reason for clamor
Find Jesus at center of it all
Our faith can be overwhelming
Love of heavenly PARENTS
Recieve your sight, your faith has healed you
Skeptics and faithful still contend
Faith and service
Terrence M. Vinsen
Build the lord's temple instead of staying in our safe houses
Earneth wages to put in a bag with holes (oooo graphics)
Less wifi and more Nephi
We shouldn't let the gospel be an added extra or just go to church 2 hours on Sundays. Church is extended 6 more days a week
Fair Dinkum->being commited
If we think things will be easy we will lose
Parable of the Fat Lip and Broken Jaw -> resulted in giving our all
Giving our all =/= blessings and success, Giving our all=Happiness
When he falls he shall rise again
Never waivered in faith and goodness, but deeply hirt for a long time
Wound expanding over our hearts
Pain in heart = Pain in soul, If we go to God it can be taken away
What should I do ghat I may have eternal life, that I shall return to God?
Prepare to give up all we have
Consider your ways
I hope this guy becomes an apostle 😍😍😍
Stephen W. Owen
Cellphone intentions quickly become distractions
Missed scripture study and subsequently the blessing and spiritual healing that comes with it
24 gour news cycle = bad
We must learn to recieve revelation
Herd of deer trapped outside of habitat-could starve. Deer can't eat well meaning hay -> starve to death with stomachs full
Spiritual nourishment is not trending on social media
Pride of world causes us to abandon church
Motions of spirituality do not mean true conversion
We need to be faithful, not faithless
Home centered church helps us thrive in days of spiritual malnutrition
Master of distraction, author of procrastination = Satan
Children need more of your time, not less
Curriculum for meetings is being adjusted
Moved to new neighborhood at age 14-> feels like tragedy
Parents, let youth know they are not alone as they walk
Your influence might be the church support that that young person needs.
D. Todd Christoffersen
We can feel joy regardless of what is happening or what's not happening in our lives
Those who serve God and are chaste are more joyful than those who are only obedient
Recieving the gospel makes us feel like a free bird
Be of good cheer
Joy of returning to geaven
Bring light, relief, and happiness ro our brothers and sisters
Michelle Craig
How can I tell when God is trying to tell me something?
Be intentional about creating time and space to hear God's voice
Imagine what would happen if we were as intent in staying connected to heaven as we were to staying connected to wifi
Lord can use your ordinary skills to accomplish his extraordinary work
Dale G. Renlund
New but unwavering commitment to Jesus Christ
Unchanging fidelity to God
MY ARCHAEOLOGIST BRAIN ISNT HAPPY WITH THE IDEA OF THROWING THE ITEMS RELATED TO OUR OLD IDENTITIES AWAY AND COMPLETELY DESTROYING IT
Begin new life in Christ
Spiritual sneeze, faithful flu- doesnt work
Recieve Christ's image more fully.
Constant flow of Faith
"Isn't this the truth that we have heard"
Anchor yourself to the Savior
Oaks
No.
Afternoon
David A. Bednar
Yesss its my boy
Camoflauged cro odiles -> Satan vs. Youth (Packer)
Cheetahs, fastest accelerating mammals on earth
Cheetahs stalk Topies while working in tandem to hunt them.
Alternating pattern to dostract and decieve the Topies and keep them from knowing there was any danger
Older Topies watching give warning and Topies escape.
Cheetahs still pursue, restless.
Beware of evil's beguiling disguises
Restored Gospel light in our lives
Stay awake and be alert
Don't be complacent or careless
A cheetah is a predator, Satan is the enemy of Righteousness
PLAN OF HAPPINESS Provides direction and enduring joy to God's Children
Lucifer seeks to frustrate our progression via misusing our bodies
Powerful parables are obtained from our daily lives
Ruben V. Alliad
Jesus is the Lord of Lost Things, he loves Lost Things
200 copies of the book of mormon in one room
"And when ye shall recieve these things..."
Pray about book of mormon and you WILL know that its true
Found directly through power of BOM
Think hard and answer honestly, follow up on baptism promises
Diligently seek the BOM
Holy Ghost confirms our knowlege
Russell M. Nelson
Youth Battalion
(If any of you saw my previous post this talk is what tipped my Grandmother off about Hitler's Youth)
Quentin L. Cook
Smartphones = bad
Youth must be the focus of Bishops and other leaders
Youth have more personal responsibility at you bf er and younger ages now
Announcements do not limit bishoos responsibility over Young Women
Young Women leader is besf for meeting the needs of Young Women
YOUNG MEN PRESIDENCIES NO MORE
Ward youth council, mutual is retired
Mark L. Pace
God loves us
70 steel piles provide firm foundation
Increase faith in Jesus Christ and his Atonement
Adversaries increasing attacks on our faith
Come follow me a chance to bear testimony and learn differently
Consistent Effort throughout the week
Remodel home into center of Gospel Learning
Come follow me helpsnus establish foundation
L. Todd Budge
Peace and Joy when we surrender ourselves to God
Afflictions and Sorrow prepare us for joy -13th century poet
Afflictions are small
Life full of purpose and meaning
The lord will not allow us to suffer in darkness
How can we make it through the day without the Lord?
Questions and concerns -> Faith and Love
"I don't feel safe, but I am"
Wind never ceases to blow us towards the promised land
Didn't cease to praise the Lord
I really like this guy. He gives me peace and brings me joy
Jorge M. Aluardo
Some blessings come soon, late, or not until heaven, but they will come
Temple
Works at temple bless you with increased revelation and peace
Example of righteous parents
Strong familial chain link
Follow your own council (kid eating too much candy)
This man brings me joy
"Amazing Papa!"
Ronald A. Rasband
Grateful for the Lord's eternal companionship
Promises to improve
Promises to eachother increase promise to the Lord
Partnership with the Lord
The lord will be with you
Women's Session
Reyna J. Alberto
Black clouds which blind us and cause us to question God
When our minds are suffering, it is appropriate to seek help
Together we realize there is hope, and we do not have to suffer alone. Find resources about emotional illnesses!
Isolation thrives in secrecy and shrinks in empathy
When it comes to healing, we all need Him desperately
Nothing you have experienced will change the fact that you are God's child
Lisa L. Harkness
Living under Christ's name
Jesus is here for us
Do we honor the name of Christ
Bonnie H. Cordon
Sure knowlege of divine purpose and identity
NEW YW THEME ( I DIDNT CATCH THE WHOLE THING BUT): I am a beloved daughter of HEAVENLY PARENTS
Shift from we to I
Peace and Guidance will be yours
We need to have shelters and sanctuaries from life's storms
Be a light to those around you.
All classes are now unified under one name: Young Women
Every class should have a class presidency
Make the calling of leading class presidencies a priority
Revelation is real
We need the Wisdom, Council, and Energy in youth council
Henry B Eyring
Divine mission is to help lift the souls of others
We do not know the time or duration of our assignments
Preparation of a powerful loving heart
Minister to every stranger as a neighbor and a friend
We must be a mother in some way
Mold living clay to your hopes in tandem with God
God loves you
Oaks
NO!!! (Homophobic version)
Russell M. Nelson
He is now the church grandpa
Access to all spiritual treasures for Lord's children
How do we draw the savior's power in our life? Holy Ghost will prompt you
Bad men are not allowed- men must drink respect women juice
RESPECT WOMEN JUICE!!
Misogyny bad
Women are society's guardians, wonderful, magnificent
Covenants = Priesthood power for women
I LOVE MY NEW GRANDPA
Encouraged to participate in ward councils
166 temples and more to come (TEMPLES ANNOUNCED IN WOMEN'S SESS? THIS IS A FIRST)
8 new temples -> sierra leone, utah x2 , arkansas, philippines, texas, guatemala, utah
Strengthen your faith in the Lord.
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1-92 on your ask post?
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
Yes, since he lives with me, I'd say that's a definite possibility!
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
Absolutely not haha
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
Hasn't everyone?
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
I mean yes, and no.
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
I get to hang out with the person I love everyday. I'm very lucky
6. What are you excited for?
To go on a cruise next year!
7. What happened tonight?
I went grocery shopping and hung out at home.
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Its not disgusting if anyone gets wasted, but know your limits people.
9. Is confidence cute?
It can be as long as the person isnt cocky.
10. What is the last beverage you had?
Water
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
That would be one
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Absolutely!
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
I dont have plans yet
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
Who am I kidding, probably food.
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
Yup!
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
I sure hope so
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
My boyfriend, my best friend and my grandma
18. The last time you felt broken?
All too often, I'm sensitive
19. Have you had sex today?
Nope!
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
Ummm what am I supposed to realize?
21. Are you in a good mood?
I am, but I'm tired
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
That's a no for me dawg.
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
Yes they are
24. What do you want right this second?
Something we have been hoping for months now.
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
He would be dead.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Part of it is.
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
No because I need to laugh
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
My boyfriend watching disney plus
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
My great grandma
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Depends on the situation
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
Nope!
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
Well he lives with me, so I sure hope so
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
HELL NO
34. Listening to?
My boyfriend snore
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
Not very often
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
Sleeping next to me
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes
38. Who did you last call?
My grandma
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
Tyler
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Because hes cute!
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
To long ago
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
Nope
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
Yes!
44. Do you tan in the nude?
Nope, and I can't get a tan anyways
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
Never
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Every night
47. Who was the last person to call you?
Tyler
48. Do you sing in the shower?
Not anymore
49. Do you dance in the car?
Sometimes
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
Yes
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
A couple weeks ago
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Depends on the musical
53. Is Christmas stressful?
Yes
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
No
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
Apple!
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Doctor or a teacher
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Possibly
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Yes I have
59. Take a vitamin daily?
Yes!
60. Wear slippers?
Everyday!
61. Wear a bath robe?
Yes
62. What do you wear to bed?
A t shirt!
63. First concert?
Britney Spears haha
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Cant I have all three?
65. Nike or Adidas?
I like both, but I'm a Nike girl
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
Cheetos!
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Sunflower seeds
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
Enchanted
69. Ever take dance lessons?
A very long time ago
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Yup! Because I'm with him!
71. Can you curl your tongue?
Yes
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
Nope!
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Absolutely
74. What is your favorite book?
I have so many
75. Do you study better with or without music?
Without music
76. Regularly burn incense?
Nope!
77. Ever been in love?
Yes!
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
I'd love to see Post Malone again
79. What was the last concert you saw?
Post Malone
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
Hot tea
81. Tea or coffee?
Tea
82. Favorite type of cookie?
I love snickerdoodles
83. Can you swim well?
Yes
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yes
85. Are you patient?
I can be
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
DJ
87. Ever won a contest?
Nope
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
No but I've scrubbed in on plastics
89. Which are better black or green olives?
BLACK
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
10/10 would recommend
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hey, don’t they look an awful lot like CHRIS PRATT? but according to our files, they are PETER QUILL, otherwise known as STAR-LORD, from MARVEL. our records tell us they are a THIRTY FOUR year old CISMALE using HE/HIM pronouns. i’ve heard they can be ADVENTUROUS, but also RECKLESS and that they are a HERO. they PERISHED at the hands of thanos.
HOW LONG HAS YOUR MUSE BEEN IN MERAVIGLIA? quill has been on mera for a year.
DID YOUR MUSE ‘DIE’ WHEN THANOS SNAPPED HIS FINGERS? yes. quill was apart of the fight against thanos on titan, and disappeared when they failed to stop him.
IF YES, HOW DID THEY REACT TO THEIR ‘DEATH’? he didn’t have a chance to really react to it in the moment. it happened in a matter of seconds, without him really knowing what was coming. he was able to say ‘oh man’ before disappearing. when he woke up, he was pretty pissed. angry at thanos for winning but also angry at himself for losing.
IF THEY ‘DIED’ IN THE SNAP, WHAT HAVE THEY BEEN UP TO IN THE PAST YEAR ON MERAVIGLIA? he’s adjusted surprisingly well. while he’s bummed that he can’t go out and explore the new galaxy, he’s sort of okay with that for now, because he’d rather have the whole crew with him. he knows it just wouldn’t be the same without the rest of the guardians. he’s also fallen in love with the library, seeing as it’s got such a wide selection of music. his goal is to listen to all of it, no matter how impossible that might be.
HOW HAVE THEY HANDLED INTERACTING WITH THE LOCALS? they didn’t phase him at all. he had spent his whole life around people who looked different from him on many different planets. a new species and a new planet was a no brainer for him, really. he was already used to that sort of thing.
ANYTHING ELSE YOU’D LIKE TO TELL US ABOUT YOUR MUSE?
local dumbass fucks up everything
thor and quill fucked on the benatar
quill highkey has a huge crush on the guy even if he acts like he hates him and can’t stand him
god he’s so gay for thor (but like who isnt)
captain of the benatar despite what rocket says
guardian of the galaxy
loves 70s/80s music and movies
absolutely will throw hands with anyone who says anything bad about movies or music from that time
sadly turned to dust
pretty boy here was kidnapped by ravagers, their leader being yondu, when he was a kid
he’s lived in space like all his life, hence why he’s so hooked on 70s/80s crap
however yondu didn’t take quill to his father like he was supposed to
he instead saved quill’s life by keeping him and having him work for them as a ravager
he is/was one of them
yondu was absolutely a father figure that quill never had
Hates his biological dad so much
used to have powers but good ol dad’s dead so those are gone
would literally die for the rest of the guardians
he loves em all so much
love him in return
he’s a big over emotional baby
gives great hugs, 12/10
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1-70, bc i'm gon distract u
*cracks knuckles* okay, lets do this.
1. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
I would say they are all strained for different reasons. (I say all because i am including my mother, father, and step father)
2. Who did you last say "I love you" to?
My younger sister, earlier today.
3. Do you regret anything?
Lmao just about everything, dude.
4. Are you insecure?
Oh, always.
5. What is your relationship status?
Single as usual.
6. How do you want to die?
Painlessly
7. What did you last eat?
Sweet potato fries and a caramel milk shake.
8. Played any sports?
Yes a couple and I hated all of them, sports don't really agree with me. tae kwon do, soft ball, and swimming.
9. Do you bite your nails?
Nope.
10. When was your last physical fight.
I have never been in a physical fight and if i was i am fairly certain i would loose, but hey, who knows. Maybe I'd surprise myself.
11. Do you like someone?
Yup.
12. Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
Yes, I was trying to see how long i could stay awake and I hated it.
13. Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Oh yes, I do.
14. Do you miss someone?
My grandma and grandpa that live in Florida.
15. Do you have any pets?
No, my land lord dosn't allow pets.
16. How are you feeling at the moment?
Tired, as always.
17. Ever made out in the bathroom?
I haven't made out in the first place.
18. Are you scared of spiders.
sometimes. It depends on the spider, really.
19. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
This kinda depends on what you mean by go back in time. Do you mean go back in time as in i age back to the time i was like, a younger version of myself (and if so, do i remember everything from this time or do i just forget and like, relive everything?? Or is it like in Doctor Who were present me goes back into a different time, not necessarily in a time where i existed, like the 1930's or something?
20. Where was the last place you snogged someone?
In my dreams (I know, sad but true.)
21. What are your plans for the weekend.
This also depends. If you mean the actual weekend, then my plans are working. If you mean what i consider my weekend, then my plans are hanging out with my best friend.
22. Do you want to have kids? How many?
Well, i do want to have kids eventually. Two or three probably, but then again, I also want to foster kids as well, so maybe more if you count them.
23. Do you have piercings? How many?
My ears (just the regular one) and my nose, though i plan on getting the industrial done on my left ear as well.
24. What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
At this point, honestly, I don't remember. I am gonna go with chorus class.
25. Do you miss anyone from your past.
Yeah my dead pets.
26. What are you craving right now?
A love life.
27. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Not to my knowledge.
28. Have you ever been cheated on.
Well, I have only had one relationship and it only lasted a month so no.
29. Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
No.
30. What's irritating you right now.
Pretty much everything, but mostly my mental health.
31. Does somebody love you.
My family and friends. (at least i hope they do)
32. What is your favorite color?
It's a tie between purple and green.
33. Do you have trust issues?
Of course.
34. Who/what was your last dream about.
I really don't remember.
35. Who was the last person your cried in front of.
i can't remember this one either.
36. Do you give out second chances too easily?
Probably.
37. Is it easier for you to forgive or forget?
Forgive probably but i probably would rather just forget.
38. Is this the best year of your life?
Well, it surprisingly isn't the worst, but I wouldn't say its the best either. I'm not entirely sure I have a best year of my life. It's kinda all mostly been rubbish so far with some good points.
39. How old were you when you had your first kiss.
Still waiting on that, unfortunately.
40. Have you ever walked outside comepletely nakes.
Lmao, no.
(For some reason it goes straight from 40 to 51, sorry)51. Favorite food?
Pork chops with my aunt's macaroni salad.
52. Do you believe everything happens for a reason.
Sometimes.
53. What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Light a sandalwood incense.
54. Is cheating ever okay?
Do you mean in a relationship? if so, the answer is no.
55. Are you mean?
Sometimes i can be a little snappy but besides that, no.
56. How man people have you ever fist fought?
057. Do you believe in true love?
Yes, but i really have yet to see it for the most part.
58. favorite weather?
Thunder Storms.
59. Do you like the snow.
Up until Christmas, after that, no.
60. Do you want to get married.
I would like to, yes.
61. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Never been a huge fan of that nick name, though i have never been personally called it.
62. What makes you happy?
Being around my friends and family, Loki fanart and other things related to the marvel character, white chocolate kit kats and reading.
63 . Would you change your name?
Perhaps if i found the right name.
64. Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Considering I haven't kissed anyone besides like, family members on the cheek, no.
65. Your best friend of the opposite sec likes you, what do you do?
Panic
66. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can act your complete self around?
There really isnt anyone that i can act my complete true self around. everyone gets to see different parts. Some see very arge parts of me but i don't think anyone has seen it all truely.
67. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
One of the people i share an apartment with.
68. Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Either you or my apartment mate.
69. Do you believe in soul mates.
It's a beautiful idea that i'd like to get behind but I think i would have a hard time believing it.
70. Is there anyone you would die for?
Several people actually.
Ugh, finally finished, i hope you are happy
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odd numbers for kinsra
70 horrible questions … Fuck it
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yeah i mean my lusus isnt really SMART or does much 33ut /\es alright we get ALONG 03: Do you regret anything? nope theyre all life lessons i needed to learn 05: What is your relationship status? matesprits OPEN moirail and kismesis are filled 07: What did you last eat? doritos lmao sinehas 33een trying to get me to eat /\ealthier 33ut since im a medical nightmare, vegetarian, and my taste33uds are growing 33ack after ive kicked DRINKING chemicals it turns out im kind of a picky EATER 09: Do you bite your nails? nah i chew my /\at strings though 11: Do you like someone? im already dating who i like 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? not really i mean theres this guy thats 33een spam messaging me lately 33ut i dont know /\im to /\ate /\im 15: Have any pets? where do i even start- YEAH i got a LOT 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? /\ahahahahah yeah sinehas got touchy the couple times we went to clu33s 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? and do what? /\ard PASS 21: What are your plans for this weekend? yersin and i /\ad plans to watch some movies 33ut /\e /\asnt responded to any of my texts in a few days we usually plan shit ahead of time cause were 33oth 33USY 33ut i dunno... not like /\im to ignore me too 23: Do you have piercings? How many? it surprises people 33ut only my nose my ears are like super sensitive i joked a33out getting my nips pierced for a video 33ut i dunno if im gonna actually go through with that 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? i miss my old matesprit 33ut stuff sometimes just doesnt work out 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? its weird to think i could 33ut ive 33een told 33y fans ive turned down i /\ave its REALLY uncomforta33le 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? sinehas cried 33ut it wasnt intentional 31: Does somebody love you? like my fans? 33: Do you have trust issues? i think theyre kinda like justified i mean i got a really 33ig fan 33ase and people used me for fame and connections 33efore unless you mean like in dating cause not REALLY 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? sineha im always crying with him we 33ring out the emotional side all the time its kinda gay 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? forgiving doesnt make it EASIER 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? okay so DONT laugh at me 33ut it was with /\ajduk 51: Favourite food? right now its 33een 33lue33erries 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? scrolled mindlessly on my palmhusk for like three /\ours 55: Are you mean? nope and i dou33t anyone thinks it either 57: Do you believe in true love? i think you /\ave to make love work and if youre not committed it wont and i know im really 33ad at knowing when im supposed to stop 33ut... may33e thats why it works for me 59: Do you like the snow? if i did anything ANYTHING at all to make you think i like 33eing cold im SO sorry 33ecause NO 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? i literally dont think sineha or yersin are capa33le of saying that 63: Would you change your name? lol 33ro i already did 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? i /\ave no clue? i dont think its /\appened at least i didnt notice 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? another streamer in a group game 69: Do you believe in soulmates? nah see true love ^
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