#🥨 | sad.pretzel.hours

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shows her to you :3

so many doodles belowe wahoo

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girl help i made myself sad LMAO

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sorry for not posting!! thinking about caterpillar stresses me out!!

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I SHOULD SLEEP, YES. BUT,, CHISE FEELS IMMENSE COMPETITIVENESS... I must outdo everyone to get noticed. So people will remember me. At least on here,, maybe,,

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HELLO anyway i

you ever feel so self concious about everutig about yourself because god forbid even the way people talk woth each other get me feeling so sad

like?? damn... people sound so much fun when ghey're talking with each other,, and here i am! boring as always lets go barbje

i got sunburnt and i can fell mg mom's sad that i got more tanned ,, like.,, teah okay

i dont mnow im so tired and should go to bed but i wannanananana not exist again so like?? having tbe desire doesnt equate having the motovafion todo anytbjng aboit jt. im jusf.

like,, damn. do i even have an impacf ? theres so much more other people oit tbere i thknk. i dont knlw. i feel like sometimes mt mom is trhing to live through me

its silly but ?? why does she want me to lose weight and stuff? and wear dresses even though i expressed not liking them? i dont know mahbe not

im delirious when i lack sleepi think

i almosf typed delicous god help me

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field trip woes or something

i don't,, really wanna sit with this person on the bus but alas,, they have gotten attached,,

i just realized i'll have to stick with them due to the field trip's buddy system,, man... i wish i was able to just,, not go with anyone that would be neat,,

or maybe even go with someone with the same interests as me but even that's too far reaching methinks,, i have no friends in class pfft,,

i'm so sorry if i sound so?? bitchy (?) i'm well aware this isn't very nice but i just,,, :(

i didnt even agreeee to being seated next to them and they decided that were moving to a bus ( someone else asked me if we could switch seats and i agreed. i didnt message them or anything... )

why are you deciding on your owwnnnn i didn't even say anythinggg aaaaargh,, they always do this i sweaaarrrr,,,

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i swear every little thing makes me feel like i chose the wrong dialogue option... it's silly and i should probably think nothing of it but ,,, girl help,,,

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i dont really know,, what i'm doing,,, i just..!! i want to cut everyone off again and just start new and fresh and stuff,,

i keep saying to myself that it's because everything is boring and i've exhausted people of all their stories but i think it's,, it's me being boring,, i'm the problem baybee lesgo!!

everytime i feel like,, i try to talk to people even in a server i made,, the conversation just dies out after 1 or 2 messages?,,, but when its with each other they can talk for hooouuursss pfft,,,

maybe i'll just,, i don't even know!! maybe i'm just overthinking it!! or maybe they kept me there simply for nostalgia's sake!! since i was the one mostly starting things!!

i don't know at all

eevryone else but them are online,, people have left the server already

i dont really get why i stayed that long

because i just feel like shit everytime

screw me completing my mudae challenges i'm gonna leave

bye bye silly little server i hope i dont get the urge to return ever again.

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why am i crying it's just one assignment!

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i want to cry for a different reason