#📜 starry eyed poet

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Dance with me, dear!

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I would still be surprised I could find you

Darlin, in any life

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Third page done! Half way through!

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Finding a Soulmate 💕

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A lovely Jehan for your troubles, perhaps?

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Prescription of hugs and cuddles and kisses by ME for ME!! >:)

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P/roship dni please

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First page done! Five more to go! :)

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Rainy Autumn days 🍁

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Pr.oship dni

Bonus under the cut ;)

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So I did the Tarot spread by @dear-gambler

The reading is below the cut :)

Divider by saradika-graphics

I did this particular reading with Jehan in mind :)

What your F/O means to you

Three of Cups

Three of Cups is a very good start. And True! Three of cups tends to symbolize friendships and social connection. I connect this to Jean's ties to Les A.mis and how I fell in love w Jean by getting to know him through their friends.

2. What You Mean to Your F/O

The Hermit

See this card represents that I am the most social person Jean's ever met and that's how they see me!/j

In all seriousness, this is actually very sweet. The Hermit represents self reflection and looking inward to yourself. Not only does Jehan recognize my internal journey of trying to help myself, but they find that with me she can also look internally and know what needs to be improved upon and understand that I'm there for said improvement.

3. Something your F/O sees that you don't

Four of Pentacles, reversed

( I don't usually pull pentacles too much so forgive me if this reading is a bit sloppy)

So, complicated, but I'm going to go with my gut reading on this: Jehan sees that I'm a very giving person! That's great. I've also taken to learning recently that money, and an obsession with getting it and keeping it, restricts me from doing what I want to do, so I'm letting that go, and he stands with me in that decision.

4-6. Something your F/O loves about you

King of Cups, reversed | Ten of Cups Reversed | Four of Wands

OOF This starts out rough. TW for implications of emotional abuse

So. King of Cups represents emotional mistreatment from a father (basically) someone who is moody and lets their emotions get the best of them. This is confirmed with Ten of Cups, which represents something that has been broken and feels disconnected towards others because of family trauma.

Obviously, these aren't things that Jehan loves about me, no, the final piece is the Four of Wands. Jean loves what I am able to do in spite of such a rough start. To be able to join a community, to be able to build a new place to simply Be despite everything that's happened is what is loved.

7. Something to Learn from your F/O

Knight of Pentacles

Commitment and Hard work are commendable and see results- like becoming fluent in several different languages to read poetry, or learning to be intrepid in spite of any hesitancy, even in the face of death.

8. What to Connect better with your F/O

Ace of Pentacles

Start new ventures! Use my potential to start something even if it's uncertain if it'll succeed. (Though I feel this one and the prior go hand in hand)

9. A Note from your F/O

King of Swords

Follow what you know is true and good. Use your mind and don't fall to impulsive decisions. You've a good head on you and you can use it to get through the most twisted of labyrinths!

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Sketch for the First page (out of 6) of a new comic :)

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Jehan save me,,,

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I’m so sickkkkk 😔😔

I wish Jehan were here to take care of me

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I also thought it’d be fun to show y’all the backwards way that I draw so I present to you: 7 minutes of Tristan Struggling

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“the mighty fall” from the fob ask game? —@celestialship

"The Mighty Fall" - If you were both asked for relationship advice from your experience together as one, what would it be?

HM. I’ll use my most long standing relationship w Jehan for this.

Be open, and be patient about your partner that isn’t naturally open.

Jehan and I are both a bit shy. Jehan is a bit more readily emotionally available, and I’m a bit more closed off. I often close myself off in effort to not snap at or hurt people.

Jehan, thankfully, has that patience to help talk me through when I’m not feeling well, overwhelmed or annoyed or just needing some silence. Obviously they can’t read me, but she’s there to ask and not just assume. The ultimate boundary supporter, my rock.

Obviously this goes both ways, it’s just a bit easier with Jehan.

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Baby’s first self ship art <3

this is circa 2017 and the shorter one is Jehan, the taller one is a very poorly hidden self insert lol

you guys wanna see something wild?

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Save me Jehan,,

Jehan save me,,,