#🐢's wife

[butterflywonz]

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So uhm hi

I NEED TO BE MORE ACTIVE ISTG I JUST CAN'T FIND THE TIME ANYMORE😭

[canadianno]

The random cultist refs are done!!!

9 of these were done on one canvas, exception being Maon because they're my favorite and I also made it a few days ago.

Character rambles are under the cut!

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🐱 Fena: Fena used to be the head farmer in the cult, undeniably fantastic at their job despite her low faith. She's been in the cult for a few years at this point, and their faith has steadily grown. Enough that, when the time came, Fena was tasked with managing Leshy for the first few hours of his indoctrination into the cult. Fena was- worried to say the least, but.. he wasn't really violent. Or even that mean. He was just scared, and.. they understood that pretty well. The Lamb let Fena keep the job, since her and Leshy seemed to get along so well. They haven't failed at corraling the bishops yet, but all 4 being in the cult might finally break her. Might.

🐸 Dreiden: Dreiden is the first child ever to be born into the cult, instead of taken in from outside it. He's about 10 years old, and there's been quite a few kids born in the cult since, but everyone is especially fond of him. Surprisingly, it doesn't seem to get to his head that much- likely due to his parents. Dreidens parents are Eligos and Mertre, which to many is an odd pair. Eligos, a past disciple of Heket, known generally to be closed off and outcasted- and Mertre, the best lumberjack in the cult, well respected with high faith. Dreiden is best friends with Tratta and Webber, two similarly-aged kids in the cult who he's taken it upon himself to take care of.

🦇 Tratta: Tratta was found as a toddler in Silk Cradle by a missionary. It was said that they found her in a destroyed village, but the clothes she was wearing suggests that really- she was the child of a heretic who was killed by the missionary. Tratta, in the story, is about 7 years old. Tratta has always had poor eyesight, being a bat, but it was only recently, after a bad bout of sickness, that she went fully blind. She's been struggling to get used to it. Tratta doesn't have a guardian, instead residing in the nursery with Webber and a few other unclaimed children. She's been in the nursery for long enough that she's figured she'll never be adopted.

🕸 Webber: Webber is a strange case. A 'ressurection' that the Lamb did not consciously preform, welcomed into the cult nonetheless. Webber crawled out of a grave barely a toddler, and has been in the cult for a few years. Webber is about 8. He scares the other cultists quite a bit, always holding a wild spider or two, and never seeming to get hungry. He is very close to Tratta and Dreiden, being the third cornerstone of their little friend group. Webber is extremely close to the Lamb, pushing any who wanted to adopt him ever further away. The Lamb is... aware of this, to say the least, but they haven't mentioned it aloud- and never publicly seem to favor him over any other. Publicly, that is.

🐮 Mertre: Mertre is one of the most well respected cultists in the settlement. Strong, noble, faithful and fair, Mertre is popular among the public. There is only one thing about her people do not like- and that is her choice of wife. Mertre is the wife of Eligos, a former disciple of the bishop Heket. Mertre loves her wife alot, and through her is quite close with most of the other bishops' disciples. Mertre is the best lumberjack in the cult, and was a rescue from Helob the spider. Mertre lived in Darkwood before indoctrination, but no one's quite clear on what her life used to be like. Mertre is a loving mother to her son, Dreiden, and is certain to often remind him of how well he has it here- and that things outside of the cult are much worse. She makes sure that Dreiden knows to be kind to all that come from the outside.

🐢 Puno: Puno is an elderly disciple, and the first of two head disciples in the cult. Well- as it stands, one of the ONLY two disciples in the cult. Puno is the only disciple to survive the battle with TOWW, being the only disciple who stayed behind to watch the cult. Puno has watched silently as the rest of the disciples and most faithful who he once knew have rotted from the palms up inside of the healing tent. Puno is unquestioning, though, and has little a complaint. Her only complaint is that she's growing ever older, and cannot continue to do her job for much longer. They have conferred with the Lamb, and Puno believes they have chosen the correct cultists to become the newest disciples. He hopes he chose well.

🦐 Treyson: I cannot explain this character to you chat. Please don't ask me about him he's a half joke made by my best friend and we love him too much to get rid of. He gets a wife later and everyone in the cult finds him strange and scary- except for the Lamb, who sees absolutely nothing wrong with this guy.

🕷 Nurse Fear: Fear is relatively new to her job as the head nurse, and she knows she's only the head nurse because the Lamb cannot make a bishops' past disciple anything of high rank, lest they face mass dissent among the flock. Nurse Fear was initially called something else, but decided to change her name to the nickname the cults children gave her. She thought it was funny, and found it more fitting than her old name. Nurse Fear is skilled at her job, but still often turns to Kallamar's disciples for advice. She doesn't always get it.

🦊 Tymer: Tymer has been in the cult for a relatively long time. No one's quite sure how he's managed an extended lifespan like he has, seeing as he has no skull necklace. Tymer is the cult bartender, and also often works in the kitchens, known to be a talented cook with knowledge from a past life in Anura. Tymer is known to have a deceased child with an unknown second parent, but.. she never seems to be that bothered by it. Tymer is... well known. To say the least. And is a very familiar face in the healing tent, despite her protests each and every single time. They often get into physical fights with Maon- and, they just have NO idea WHY Maon hates them so much!! It's such a complete and utter mystery!!

🐶 Maon: Maon is one of the Lambs most beloved followers. Maon has been in the cult since some of its earliest days, him and his twin brother having been ressurected multiple times. Maon has pined after Barbatos since the centpides indoctrination, and the two are known as a couple. Kinda. Maon is a cult guard, and the only one who remembers that they were originally found surrounded by the lifeless bodies of other heretics in Darkwood is the Lamb. Maon is very protective of the Lamb, and earned the silent favoritism by sharing stories told to them and their brother by their grandpa- who was a sheep guard dog in Concolor, before the genocide. Many assume Maon would have been made a disciple by now, but their constant fistfighting with Tymer is costing them the role. Maon hates cheaters, and is ENEMIES with Tymer.

[bellathechildbitch]

👾Masterlist👾

My Hero Academia:

💪Yagi Toshinori💪:

Spending Quarantine with him

Asking him out on a date

Toshinori x daughter reader

Toshinori as your father

💤Aizawa💤:

Husband Material

Spending Quarantine with him

Him having a child with autism

Him having a child that has his lazy personality

Aizawa being your father would include

💥Hizashi💥

Spending Quarantine with him

Him as your father would include

⛓️Midnight⛓️

Her as your mother would include

Midnight with a short s/o

Other Characters:

Mt Lady with a short s/o

Black Butler

🐈‍⬛Sebastian🐈‍⬛

Quarantine with Sebastian

Modern Sebastian

Having a crush on him would include

Having an s/o that loves musicals

Having an s/o die during birth

Having an s/o who likes rock/heavy metal

Cuddling with Sebastian would include

💋Grell💋

Crushing on Grell

Having an s/o who likes musicals

Grell doing her s/o's nails

Movie Date with Grell

Grell dating a trainee reaper

🪦Undertaker🪦

Having an s/o how likes musicals

Ouran High School Host Club

🪞Tamaki🪞

Tamaki having a sister who is dating Kyoya would include

Being Tamaki's sister would include

Being in a poly relationship with him and Kyoya

👓Kyoya👓

Him dating a commoner

First Kiss

Being in a poly relationship with him and Tamaki

Cuddling with him

Other Stories:

Being best friends with the twins

Kakegurui

❤️Yumeko❤️

Yumeko Hcs

💛Mary💛

Mary Hcs

💙Kiriari💙

Kiriari Hcs

🖤Midari🖤

Midari Hcs

Encanto

🪄Madrigals🪄

Madrigals x Reader

💛💛Dolores💛💛

Dolores x Reader

☀️Peppa☀️

Married life with Peppa

Peppa with an s/o that comes back from the army

Peppa x Wife reader

Jealous! Peppa x reader

Peppa x Reader having fun with their kids

Peppa x Wife! Reader, reader gets injured during casita falling apart

Jealous! Peppa x Reader

More Peppa Hcs

Peppa Hcs

💐Isabella💐

Isabella x Reader

The Outsiders

Dating Ponyboy Curtis

Cuddling with Johnny

Ponyboy having a crush Hcs

Being the Curtis's little sister would include

Arguing with Darry hcs

Cuddling with Soda

The boys reacting to when their s/o gets bullied

🔪Slashers🔪

Slashers Nightly Routine

Slashers with a Taxidermist s/o

▪️Michael Myers▪️

Michael with a small s/o

🖤Billy and Stu🖤

Billy x Stu

Billy x Reader x Stu

Billy and Stu in Quarantine

Billy x Reader x Stu, the reader collects Halloween masks

Billy x Reader x Stu, Color soulmate AU

🤠Sawyer Brothers🤠

The brothers if they had a sister

If you ignored them

Cuddling with them

What do the brothers think of what they do

Bubba Sawyer

Bubba with a s/o who speaks french

🪩Choptop Sawyer🪩

Choptop and Nubbins fighting over you

Chop top with a s/o who speaks french

Chop Top with a plus size reader

Chop top as a father

📸Nubbins Sawyer📸

Nubbins with a plus size reader

Nubbins as a father

🧹Drayton Sawyer🧹

Child's Play

🤬Chucky/Charles🤬

Dating him in his human form

💌Tiffany Valentine 💌

Short Story Tiffany x Reader

☠️The Walking Dead ☠️

Negan Imagine (Being Negans Daughter)

🗡️Adventure Time🗡️

Dating Marceline Hcs

PB x Friend Imagine

🐢TMNT🐢

Mikey With An Autistic Child

💜BTS💜

Spending Quarantine With Namjoon

Spending Quarantine With the Hyung Line

🏐Haikyuu🏐

Spending Quarantine with the First Years would Include

That is all I got for now! If I am missing anything let me know!! But for now I will be working on a few things I have been behind in. But I will be opening up requests again!

[your-local-hoemie]

OOO okayokay can i request childe and thoma with s/o thats very clingy? S/o will hug and link their arms whenever they meet and s/o also likes to give them small kisses on the cheek :D

-🐢anon

Aaaaaaa that’s adorable!! I’m sorry if it’s not super great but I got so excited getting my first request!! And how can I pass up my two favourite gingers (yes thoma is ginger. Yes I will fight to the death on that debate) 😌

Warnings: Fluff, more fluff, the tiniest bit of angst if you squint hard enough (Childe’s), not proof-read, gn!reader, established relationship, pet names.

Characters: Childe, thoma.

CHILDE~

He finds you absolutely adorable!

plus you’re really boosting his ego I hope you know that.

it’s his favourite part of the day!

when you wrap your arms around his arm don’t be fooled by his flirtatious front

not much can catch him off guard but man’s heart is flipping and do a jig that even venti would be impressed by~

yes that is a blush you’re seeing and not just the “heat”

he constantly has to deal with the pressure of being a harbinger and the pressure of wanting to become stronger

so when he feels your warmth as you snuggle into him or hug onto whatever limb grabs your liking first he really can’t help but feel at peace

he doesn’t think he deserves the affection you’re so willing give to him

after all his hands are stained with the blood of so many victims

he’s crushed men in his palms without breaking a sweat

yet here you are, laying your head on his chest listening to the heart he once thought was incapable of feeling at peace, tracing his fingers while telling him about your day

he’ll never understand what you see in him no matter how much false confidence he puts on show but he does feel proud to know he’s the one you can let your guard down around~

It had been a long day for the harbinger. He had spent almost every hour doing some kind of training with the new recruits or simply training his own skills with bosses that could never quite satisfy his masochist tendencies. It was right as he finished up for the day that he was greeted by a familiar voice.

“Childe!”

You eagerly ran over to him not caring about the startled onlookers from your shout. Reaching his side you locked arms looking up with a giant grin

“How was your day? I missed you!”

Nuzzling your face into his arm you didn’t notice the flustered ginger looking at you with his dull blue eyes being the closest to sparkling that they ever had.

“Haha oh just the usual, nothing too exciting. Though I did miss you too, cutie”

he let out a soft chuckle rubbing the back of his neck as a slight dusting of pink grew on his cheeks.

“Oh shush, we both know you’ve done things even the most experienced adventure would find unbelievable! Come on. I accidentally made way too much food back home, you can tell me all about it over dinner!”

Glancing back up at him you slide your arm down his and held onto his hand locking fingers with him as he let out a chuckle laced with pride, puffing his chest out.

“What can I say, it really is just a normal day for me, comrade. It’s tough being as amazing as me you know”

Letting out a soft giggle you nudge his side causing him to let out a laugh, hunching over slightly before his mind goes blank as you place a soft smooch on his cheek.

Literally just all of his thought process has been cut off.

“What was that for??”

“I just thought you looked cute and your cheek looked lonely”

With a grin he clears his throat regaining his composure before leaning into you returning your kiss as he feels all of his stresses melt away at your adorableness.

Thoma~

Please give this boy all the affection he deserves

He loves you so much and it’s so comforting to him that you’re happy to show him your feelings in return!

He will get very flustered if you do it in public though

He’s not against it at all! He just gets so blushy and his words will stop wording

We all know Thoma is the perfect house wife

He thoroughly enjoys helping people out

But even he gets run down

It’s times like these when feeling you hug him with so much love and adoration that really makes his heart melt

He also doesn’t think he deserves you or the love you shower over him so eagerly but he wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world

He adores you and thinks you’re the sweetest angel he’s ever met and will do everything he can to protect your smile~

It had been another busy day for the Cheif Retainer of the Kamisato clan.

He had a particularly frustrating incident after he accidentally disturbed a family of birds nested in a bush he was trimming causing them to form their own version of the archon war on the poor boy.

Opening the door to your shared house he let out a tired sigh closing it behind him only to be welcomed by the inviting smell of food coming from the kitchen.

“Baby, I’m home. What are you up to?”

Walking into the kitchen he was greeted by the image of you excitedly hurrying over to him giving him a tight hug before squishing his face giving him a kiss on his nose, giggling at his warming cheeks and disheveled look.

“It looks like my favourite boy in all of Inazuma could use some rest, come sit down, I made us dinner!”

“You really don’t have to, you know I don’t mind cooking, really!”

“You already do so much sweetheart, let me do the work this time and show you the appreciation you deserve!”

Letting out a flustered chuckle he couldn’t help but take note of how adorable your determination was as you locked arms with him leading to the table placing a soft kiss on his cheek then his forehead, not being able to deny you of some much welcomed softness.

During dinner he told you all about his day while you held his hand softly rubbing his knuckles in sympathy at the woeful tale of his bird misfortune, giving small kisses in his cheeks whenever his tired mind threatened to fall asleep right there on the table.

“I really don’t know what I’d do without you, sweetness”

Thoma smiled peacefully as he relaxes under the warmth of you holding him close under the blankets playing with his hair and leaving the occasional kiss on his head, basking in the sweetness you bring to his constantly hectic life~

This was so fun to write! I apologise if it’s not super great being my first attempt but thank you for the request!!! I absolutely powered through this at 5am and I have zero regrets~

[smolvenger]

Time for Carrie's Birthday Celebration Starting 01/07 and going on until 01/12!

Helloooooo friends! My birthday is January 10th (turning 29), so I thought we could do a little thing! Let's do a *drumroll* BIRTHDAY CELERATION SLEEPOVERRRRR!

A fun little light hearted thing!

Tell me about or send me these emojis for...

something you’re looking forward to!! 👀

about what you’re reading/watching 📖

your pet(s) <3 🐶🐱🐰🐹

your go to shoes/jacket/accessories 👟

ANYTHING!! 🕸

songs (rn or all time) 🎵

comfort film, show, or read (+ favorite scene) 🧸

animal (+ when’s the last time you saw one) 🐢

bad joke or reference (+ if you say it often) 🙊

FMK! 🍑🔪make me pick and I'l do the same for you

would you rather?

never have i ever… 🖐

MASH 🏡

confessions: 💭

Or ship me with someone or a character (if it ever gets to our boy, Loki, pick a specific era) and I'll ship one with YOU

I am also opening BLURBS based on several of these blorbos so give me a character or person and I will write a blurb based off of Fanfic/Book Tropes!

Characters I am willing to write for:

Loki (ofc)

President Loki

Jonathan Pine

Robert Laing

James Conrad

Prince Hal/Henry V

Sir Thomas Sharpe

Caius Martius Coriolanus

William Buxton

Professor! Tom Hiddleston

So pick one and one of the following BookTok/Fanfic tropes:

"Who did this to you?"

"My wife"

"Touch her and you die"

AU: Modern, Tudor, Regency/Austen/Bridgerton, anything

Arranged Marriage

Enemies to Lovers

Friends to Lovers

He falls first

First Date

Proposal

Wedding

First Baby

Love Confession

Meet Cute

Forced Proximity

And There Was One Bed!

Grumpy x Sunshine

With any of these, if you want, you CAN request the blurb be on the spicy side and I will oblige, heheheh

I don't know what my birthday will bring and I don't want to feel lonely or the pain of not accomplishing enough and getting older so let's make this a fun one!

@asgards-princess-of-mischief @jennyggggrrr @five-miles-over @fictive-sl0th @ladycamillewrites @villainousshakespeare @holdmytesseract @eleniblue @twhxhck @lokisgoodgirl @lovelysizzlingbluebird @raqnarokr @holymultiplefandomsbatman @michelleleewise @wolfsmom1 @cheekyscamp @mochie85 @fandxmslxt69 @skittslackoffilter @mischief2sarawr @loz-3 @liminalpebble

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Past Life 🗿 Karmic Spread August 2023 - Virgo

Gender I’m Picking Up On (in the past life): Male in past life, Trans female in this one

Who You Were: The Hierophant, The Magician rev & 6 Cups

What You Did: 5 Wands & 8 Swords

How It Ended: Justice

What Karma Was Brought With You: King of Pentacles & 7 Pentacles

Who You Brought With You: 8 Cups & 2 Cups

Additional energy: 4 Swords

Past Life Oracle: Spirituality & Religion, Food & Hunger, Finances

Dreaming Way: Book & Mask

Charm:

Rose 🌹 on The Hierophant (overall energy)

White Heart 🤍 on The High Priestess

Turtle 🐢 on 4 Swords

Comb 👱🏽‍♀️on The Empress

Whew. This one is gonna be controversial to the religious and trans communities alike…hot damn. Pissing everyone off in one day, that’s cool 🤦‍♀️

Disclaimer: In this reading, it appears that being a trans woman is karmic “punishment” for being a dick to lesbians via religion and very conservative, burning in hellfire type of beliefs in the past. I do NOT choose the messages, nor do I personally see the trans experience as a punishment whatsoever…though it may feel that way to them at times & I can understand that. All of that just needs to be said. I’ve seen several cases already where this is *not* everyone’s story regarding a trans experience, and I don’t mean to offend anyone. With that being said…

In the past, you were an extremely religious…well, sham. You were a sham, the villain of this batch of past lives. For impressions, I got the holy man in Robin Hood…like you’re stealing money and “taxes” right along with the Sheriff or whoever, with no real care or consideration of the people looking to you for prayer and guidance, many of which were poor and needed your help. Your beliefs were genuine, but your actions were not, and I’m not sure how you justified yourself to yourself, but you did. Rather large ego here, feeling powerful and righteous.

Whatever kind of holy man you were, you were a married one. But that marriage too, was a sham. You and your person played the role of divine counterparts, and they are a soulmate, just a different kind. I’m getting you knew them from a very young age, there could have been some level of an arranged or manipulated marriage with this as well. Your parents were friends or something, there could’ve been a literal contract or payment. I get a Middle Eastern region from this story, but none of the larger countries I know of, it feels very small, but strictly controlled.

Your wife was gay, and had a partner they loved very deeply, romantically, sensually, this was their actual person. I get it was played off as more of a best friend, or a helper?, they were inseparable, you thought nothing of it. With White Heart on The High Priestess, I get their love being pure, genuine, and their lies were not intend to hurt anyone but to protect each other. They really loved each other. When you found out, I get it was a dramatic scene, you were FURIOUS. I don’t get that you ever told anyone, or tried to divorce, though it may have been allowed in your case, but it was your reputation you were considering. Both with the people around (beneath) you, and…Allah. Which was more hated, sin that was technically not yours, divorce, or silence thereby being an accomplice to this sin? You were heavily conflicted, this played on your mind in a loop, constant worry & fear, for the rest of your life. Death was a sweet release, you felt like you were leaving “The Devil” behind and could finally be free. You felt deeply victimized by this situation, even though you were victimizing others on a daily basis with no regard.

In this life, you are not cruel 🙏 Though it may be perceived that way by one particular romantic relationship. I get you being a grown man, late 30’s-40’s, who has recently discovered or experimented with your more feminine nature…that’s probably always existed on some level. I don’t get a shocking discovery for you, but absolutely one for someone who knows you and has committed to you as the King of Pentacles. This person has come with you from the past life, clarification shows they’re someone who worked with you, on some level they were in on this mistreatment of people as well. You could be deciding to leave them, but more likely they’re deciding to leave you because this revelation has pulled the rug out from under them…they don’t really know you, and can’t wrap their head around this in the way that you would need them to in order accept you. A very painful experience. It’s for the best & you seem to understand that. Or will. I get once you transition, this former life is dead to you.

The problem is the transition, you want to go with the full surgery, but can’t afford it, there is much time passing, and saving up involved. Your whole life is just feeling comfortable in your own skin, with the added difficulty of losing a lot of people you were once close to. Friends too. They think you’re being foolish or going through a phase, many of them probably have very different beliefs than you, and healing from things they may have said or done in response to who you really are, will take a long time to heal. Some of them you may have expected more from. There is also a period of a lot of alone time, Hermit, maybe too much. You don’t seek people out, because of those that have already put you down, but there are people like you all over the world and you only need to join the right groups and go to the right places in order to find them. Tumblr is a good one 💯 But it’s not the only one.

I do see you finding someone else, a person you can deeply commit to, and the love being unconditional between you. Weirdly enough, they could work in a spiritual profession, or you meet them in a spiritual sort of way, a Pagan fair comes to mind, tarot readers, or even an online community like “Trans Christians” or something. You know it exists, everything exists. You are still traditional but in a non traditional way, and the way you love, how you believe you should treat people, what you want from others - all of this is morally & ethically sound. You’re a good person this time, after you’ve had this very difficult experience, with a lot of endings and healing, I get a major soul awakening and a feeling of “leveling up” once you accept yourself for who you are. Being kind to you & loving you is the karma.

[trashiewrites]

🌟🌟Trashiewrites Masterlist!🌟🌟

🔫Call of Duty🔫-

Hello Nurse~ (alder x reader)

MW Family HCs

Make It Quick, Cold war fic

A Helping Hand (ghost x reader)

CW relationship HCS

COD Holiday HCs

Promotion (Soap x reader)

Adler x M!Reader random HCs

Woods cuddles Hcs

CW w/Sick S/O

Adler w/ drunk S/O

CoD Wedding HCS

Symphony (ghost x reader)

MW Relationship HC’s

Graves HC

Hello neighbor! (Ghost x f!reader) neighbor series

Don’t Test Me~ (ghost x wife!reader)

Hello again and again! (Ghost x f!reader) neighbor series

It’s Going To Be Alright (Ghost x F!Reader)

König Headcannons (König x F!reader) All the HC Alejandro edition

Took you long enough 1&2 (soap x f!reader)

Dont fuck with that (Ghost x Wife! Reader)

Heard from a Mutual (ghost x reader) neighbor series

💫Jojos Bizarre Adventure💫-

The Clueless Bachelor and Bachelorette (Bruno x reader)

First date HC [DIU & GW]

Everything's alright. (Coming soon)

Once Again (coming soon)

🥷TMNT🐢

Some things never change (Rise!Leo x F!Reader)

[mtnkat3]

1.23p

my Love/s...DOne, DPOne, &Alll🔆

I am here my Love/s.

Don't give up.

DOne... I know my Love/s. I know. Just take my hand.

Alll of You/Alll.

I wanna be Your/Alll's best friend & confidante just as much as Your/Alll's lover.

Don't forget that.

Pinky swear.

Look at my pictures & look into my eyes.

You/Alll know me, my soul.

And I will get to You/Alll & never be out of Your/Alll's arms again. Or out of reach.

That just makes me cry though DOne.

But it proves tooo. The soul's with the hardest most pain filled pasts are the ones with the largest capacity to love.

And remember this.

I have never loved anyone until I met You/Alll.

Crushes & infatuation don't count. But for mistakes.

Heck. I think wh was both settled. Tired of being alone. Worst mistake. Ever.

And DOne... whomever hurt You. And yes, even if I was part of it... I'll kick the asses of Alll involved. Yep, mine too.

You/Alll deserve the best in lif3.

For me to be my best so I'm Your/Alll's best mate wife partner best friend confidante lover...

I pray every day to wake up & be my best self for You/Alll.

Yes, I wanna wake up anytime to be with You/Alll.

I want the gentlemen & the beasts.

Life isn't all sunshine & roses, daisies, trees, mandevilla, camilla, etc.

Life is chock full of storms.

But together we can defeat them.

Please... my Love/s.

Take my hands... my body... anywhere You/Alll can touch... & know that I'm in this for eternity.

I don't do games, nor swing from one tree to another.

I have my spectacular men!!!

I want no one else but You/Alll!!!

I will walk with blinders to prove it to You/Alll.

I want those precious faces in mine.

To have the right to touch each of You/Alll in public. Hugs, kisses, pda's. Whatever.

I want & need & long to & crave to belong to & with You/Alll!!!

Alllways & Forevermore.

Not just when convenient.

Or when the storms are calm.

But to grab Your/Alll's hands & walk with You/Alll when any of You/Alll are facing a battle.

I need to be needed & wanted.

Just as You/Alll do I am sure.

I love & adore You/Alll beyond any human measure or comprehension

Got it!?!?!?!

I am. ~Your's/s'!!!.~

DOne, DPOne, & Alll. 🔆

Alllways & Forevermore. Period.

🔱💖🐻💓🦌💝⚜♠️🗝🧩♾⚓🙏🙇‍♀️🦉🐢🐛🦋🌱🌺🌻🌹🌷🌳🧶🧵🔆🌠⚡🕯☔🌂🔗🎯🧭♨️🚀🎶💋

1.42pm

[mtnkat3]

2.09pm. 2.21pm [interruptions.]

my Love/s...DOne,DPOne,&Alll.🔆

I don't want "away" camo colors.

My Mossy Oak & Browning b-caps are wilderness & tan camo with pink.

Blushing grin. Naturally.

You...DOne DPOne &Alll. You/Alll have held me up often. I helped maybe some back then... but have I helped or hurt now.

I want to be Your/Alll's mate wife partner... & help You/Alll shoulder the burdens. That is what is right & proper. I'd even perhaps say...right to? But... I want that right because we created it. Because... welll... I wanna shout...

~Yes!!!.~

I just... because of my screwups have been big lately I'm feeling very... unsure. That You/Alll want me. At alll.

That You/Alll have pulled back. To rightfully protect Your/Alll's selves.

But I don't know if You/Alll read the one reblog I've done recently but ... I held it in drafts for a long time. And it's still very true.

Anyways. That reblog is that I am insecure, know it. But only with You/Alll wanting to, will I slowly gain trust of myself. For me, its self worth that I've always struggled with. That I feel a burden. Just... the way I was treated. Now. I wanna break those chains of fear that have bound me!

I wish I could pen multiple posts to the top. Instead of the "top posts", which is no rhyme nor reason. No, the way my description is actually supposed to look, age, etc. But tumblr...the wisdom just ain't there.

Ie, I use fb msgnr with wh, his family, ladies from church, & old school friend ladies. But on there it's possible to look up gifs, has categories & even can create favorites! Gasp! Not spending so much time the msg becomes useless! Gr!

Anyways...

I need to go back & review I think I lost my train of thought there. Sigh.

Blushing beet red.

2.-45-52-54p

I love You/Alll beyond measure.

I am. ~Your's/s'.~

DOne, DPOne, & Alll. 🔆

Alllways & Forevermore. Period.

🔱💖🐻💓🦌💝⚜♠️🗝🧩♾⚓🙏🙇‍♀️🦉🐢🐛🦋🌱🌺🌻🌹🌷🌳🧶🧵🔆🌠⚡🕯☔🌂🔗🎯🧭🎶💋

2.59pm

[mtnkat3]

1.03pm

my Love/s??? DOne DPOne &Alll???

Please???

DOne... You see me??? but gone with the wind???

Pain filled moan.

Please...???

DPOne... the black wolf???

You/Alll...please don't.

I am begging.

But also afraid I'm reading wrong. Because of my own faults & mistakes. Nothing You/Alll did wrong. I just need to open my eyes better.

🔆🐢

I would've been talking more.

But. wh drove & I am suspicious as to why. Control I guess.

And now I need to speak to my bank, as well as atty. What is going on there.

🤔🤓🧐

But right now...

I'm just...

I am sorry DOne.

I am sorry DPOne.

I am sorry Alll.

🔆🐢

Because I know I am better than this.

But You/Alll are being hurt by my mistakes.

I feel like a horrible failure of a woman.

There is no sunshine for me.

Not without my soul's precious beloved Mate/s.

And the darkness of Your/Alll's posts, or lack thereof today... I felt it.

But I put on a brave face around others.

And now that I'm back to this house... hide & lick my wounds...

I'm tired of messing up & hurting You/Alll.

Angry with myself. Wanting to punch some bags, hit things, scream, swim... things that I can work off aggression & pain constructively.

I can only say this.

I am a better woman than these mistakes.

I am better than this in person.

And I know that I will be able to heal my mistakes.

But I can only ask & beg for the chance to.

Because I am not Your/Alll's responsibility. Not unless You/Alll want me to be. To be Your/Alll's mate, woman, wife, partner, love ...

Only if You/Alll want me... still???

I am unsure of myself. Because I have stumbled so much. I want to leap off the cliff & run into Your/Alll's arms.

But I cannot demand it. I cannot make You/Alll love me.

I can only pray that You/Alll do.

Yes, I try to be a good prayer Warrior.

It's not all about me.

The posts in recent past that I have prayed for You/Alll are exactly from my aoul. Facts. Period.

I will never play You/Alll false.

It is not my way.

I am honest to a fault.

I only pray that I am able to make amends.

Even if that means You/Alll have had enough.

I cannot.

I gave You/Alll my keys.

That is it to me.

But I understand that isn't the way everyone is.

I love You DOne.

I love You DPOne.

I love You Alll.

Simply. Complexly. Truly.

I am & will always be no matter what happens.

I am. ~Your's/s'.~

DOne, DPOne, & Alll. 🔆

Alllways & Forevermore. Period.

🔱💖🐻💓🦌💝⚜♠️🗝🧩♾⚓🙏🙇‍♀️🦉🐢🐛🦋🌱🌺🌻🌹🌷🌳🧶🧵🔆🌠⚡🕯🌂🔗☔🎯🧭💋

1.32p

[mtnkat3]

7.02p

my Love/s.

I hate the adversary tricks, games & minions. Depression, health woes. On its cog... wh.

I love You/Alll endlessly.

And no, I do not wish to be a man.

Even with all the pain of a woman's cycle & I grumble & get cranky. I still do not wish to change the plumbing God gave me!

Even as a girl wanting to be a military pilot, it was with a bit of sadness. Because I thought I would be alone because of pcos.

I LOVE "Space Camp"!!!

I am more of a nester, with bouts of the desire to travel & see the world than I'm... butch? Shudder me timbers!

Tomboyish yes. Mudpies, yes. Standing on a high barstool chair "helping" my mom make doll cakes & such...yes. adventurous, yes. Walking down stairs easier backwards than forwards, yes. [Slow grin] trying to fly...yes. standing & watching planes & wanting to fly jet fighters... heck yes!

Being a woman. Mate. Wife. Alpha sub. Warrior queen.

~Yes!!!.~

Even... freaking hell ABSOLUTELY to the ~YES~!!!

Changing because I am so complex...

Heck no!!!

I am a woman.

And I enjoy things that maybe most don't. So what.

I know how a jet engine works.

How a transmission is put together

Was an excellent markswoman.

[Gotta seee... about that. sigh.]

Maybe I'm a bit... Daisy Duke. Because I'm not a doormat, but a blend of a woman.

I know how to cook.

Understand science.

Love plants & nature.

And I know how to treat animals right & hold an infant.

Heck, when I went parasailing, a young couple trusted me to hold their very newborn infant. I cradled & protected that wee one as if my own.

I have held human infants & animal infants most of my life. Family, to rescuing to just happenstance to church nursery as a teen.

And yeah, I crinkled my nose at green diapers, & cover my ears at frequency squeals tooo.

Whether God Blesses me as Sarah, or has other plans for me.

I am still very much a woman.

Whether with my hair up & covered in either dirt or grime.

Or dressed up in a pageant dress.

My boobs & plumbing & horomones...

Alll by God's Hands & Plans.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

Just... me.

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix.

And aaaaalllll.....

~Your's/s'!!!.🌺

DOne, DPOne, & Alll!!!

Alllways & Forevermore!!!. Period.

🔱💖🐻💓🦌💝⚜♠️🗝🧩♾⚓🙏🙇‍♀️🦉🐢🐛🦋🌱🌺🌹🌻🌷🌳🧵🧶🕯🌂🔗🎯🧭😁☺️🥰😍🎶💋

7.40p