#🐇 — whisper from the boudoir

[littlebunnysboudoir]

panna cotta, I want to show you this so badly... I mean, I just finished the whole initial world building and did 1/6 of the headcanons, and it's really so long and messy, but I just want you to see it... even if you might not like it, which is also okay, I just want you to see... I think even if you're a gatekeeping dragon, I still love you😔

[littlebunnysboudoir]

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[littlebunnysboudoir]

Hello darling <333

I know I'd be interested, but Zerg novels/stories are definitely much more niche than a lot of other ones. Tumblr is definitely not the place to post works of niche genres/subgenres if you want a lot of engagement. If you still want to post on Tumblr, that's fine, I just encourage crossposting lol.

But at the same time, not many people write works on many BL/Danmei novels, so writing for that itself is already very niche. You just happen to be writing a niche work for an already niche (writing/fanfic) community. Either way, you have readers here who happily follow you and enjoy your works, so for all we know, this may even grow your audience even more!! <33

Ur ao3 is still the same one as before, right???

hihihi love<333

... you know, I do not know if you notice it or not, but your tone (if can say that about the text) sometimes varies so much,,,,, if I did not know that it was you, I would have thought that it was someone else</3 /neu /pos even don't get me wrong, I don't usually point things out to people- but it's so sweet that I can't keep quiet anymore, you are often so unintentionally? adorable💔💔💔 you can't blame me for wanting to praise you, you make me want to hold you and cry /ht /lovingly

AWWWW I LOVE YOU TOO BOO💔💔💔 I'm not moody about the attention, but just the interest. like, there are niche works that are interesting, and there are works on a popular topic (you know what I'm talking about...) that are not interesting. I'm not annoyed by the niche or lack of attention, - especially because I'm uncomfortable with too much attention here, that's why I move a lot, - but I'm disturbed from thoughts of making uninteresting work and being unable to vibe with it,,,, anyway— main thing to have pleasure and vibe around!!! and I hope you will write again soon too, boo :333 /ht

I don't trust my gut in terms of "it's interesting or not," because there are different niches, but we've thrived quite well with our novels, you know, so that calms me down. like, popularity is more a consequence of the fact that my work is interesting, rather than a goal in itself</3

but anyway,,,, thank you so much for comforting me and supporting<////3 you are so sweet, I don't even know if I'll ever be able to get it back</3 and I'm not planning<3 you're stuck with me now. I'm in your closet to bite your ankles at night.

yesss, it's the same, I don't plan to change it<333 I only change pseuds, but the account is always the same. anyway, I'm thinking of leaving a link to it here, so that I don't get lost if anything.

you're also making that tone here!!! /t I'm going to work with this as an omegaverse🤓👆a little mess with tags, I can always add or remove extra ones, soooo<333

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I think my soul healed a little after I read that /t But in all seriousness, THATS SO GOOD SO FAR ASBFJSK

REALLY?! YAAYYYY I CANT WAIT (It's still the 1st for me ://) Ooooo!!! And new banners!!!! I can't wait to see them all

HAHA I did yes lol, right as I hit the ask button I saw I didn't say it back so I had to send a separate on. You always have the most unique way to compliment someone /pos I'd eat you too!! No other doves exist like you, I'm very happy I found you <33 /ht /gen tho

you have a soul? /t /j thank you,,,,,,, you're too sweet for everyone's wellbeing :((( /t /pos /affectionate I'm going to make this work a mess, because I haven't written anything for a long time, and I want to paint my hand before I start writing about babygirl<3

eheheh<3333 they are sooo aesthetic<333 too bad you can't see them so far... /playfully /ht

awwww, loveheart,,,, I'm just always trying to impress you<3 I haven't been able to make you blush again yet, but I'm sure I'll do it again one day /t /affectionate

mhm mhm, no other doves besides me? ehe ehe, it's a good news<333 and me too!!! you are my little precious lucky charm and still such a good fellow writer, cotta<///3 im blessed to have you in my life, you have no idea how much!!!♡♡♡

... noooo, of course not... why would you think so? I'm not going to be like that... haha... I mean... ifykyk, big sib/bro...

it's like 3am for me😔 but I'm trying to fix my sleep schedule to sleep before 1:30-2:00 am!!! i mean, I use an alarm clock to wake up in the morning to have the same wake-up mode, but there are still problems with falling asleep</3

... WAIT it's afternoon for you??? 😨😨😨

[littlebunnysboudoir]

Well... if you'd like to share (even another tiny peek), I'm not refusing.... but at the same time, I can happily wait to see it with all the other crumbs ( >∇< )ﾉ

That's amazing progress so far though, especially if you're still working on it!!!!!!

... I must admit, my post was a trap so that you would write me a message & I could send you more pieces even if you hadn't asked😔 /guilty/j /<3 I was actually planning to send them to you because I can, but now I can send them on initiative :3333

I don't remember what I sent you before, so I'm going to feed you with the random pieces<3 I've been trying to find something particularly interesting, but I haven't found anything straight 'wow' so far, so keep the first half<33

I've finished the first half!!! I'm thinking tomorrow/today (I'm not sure what time you have right now, but it's already "tomorrow" for me, February 2nd, and I think you have too) I will be ready :333 and I'll start writing my new babygirl, I've already done the design and banners<3333

you really sent me another text just to tell me that you love me</////3 😭 so precious /pos I love you so much,,,,, if we were in that experiment with marshmallows and willpower (I do not know if you have heard of it or not), where you can get one marshmallow now or two after lunch, I would eat you-marshmallow right away, because the second one like you can not exist & because I would not have waited for lunch with such an opportunity😔 /t /hj /<3333 i love you more/t

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See?? See??? This is why I love you. This is why you're my lovely spouse. How can there be someone with such a wonderful brain as you????? Who else reads pretty much everything I do??? Hm???? Perfect pretty Dove,, too great too awesome 😔😔 /ht /pos

Have you read any other zerg novels?? Although I don't constantly read them, I've still read quite a few lmao. Unfortunately, most of the ones i do find are in transmigration/system books so they only last only a few chapters :((

Not to brag or anything, but I started reading at 4 chapters 😎😎 BUT I AGREE– HES SO CUTE AND DELECTABLE I WANNA EAT HIM UP AND KISS AND BITE AND— HAHAAAA IM JUST SO EXCITED OTHERS ARE DROWNING IN NOVELS AHFHSKDNSL– ur taste in books are perfect. Novel updates and Chrysathemum Garden are my main book libraries lol

MWAH MWAH MWAH NO YOU!!! i love you so much, panna cotta😭😭😭 im going to squish you to death. you're just a cotta of culture,,, so literate, so cultivated. perfect little dessert. /lovingly /maybe im really good to eat you/t

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I have a few thoughts, but I think you've already seen them</3 I don't really read zergs either, I like horror more, - especially with all the flow and world hopping, - but like,,, sometimes zergs are good<3 maybe you will enjoy After Transmigrating Into a Zerg BL Novel (i think you saw that one before, but I love concept of "shou-chasing-gong"<///3)

*angey Pikachu face* ah- hoW CAN YOU??? after our life together, how can you do that??? do that to me??? gatekeep something like that??? gatekeep such a precious lovely BABYGIRL??? i just- I can't *gasp* i can't believe... *more dramatic gasp* I thought, I thought we were a family... we have writebabies... we made a promise to keep the family together for their sake... and then such a stab in the back... my panna cotta is a gatekeeper... i just. i just. *even more dramatic gasp* SHOCKED *CHOMP ON YOU*

panna cotta, I adore him. he's just. he's too much. I want to eat him. he's so sweet :(((( as far as I understand, the author wants to convince us now that he was a tyrant, and if he really was one, it's just. bomb. he's too good for this world. I want to gnaw him like, you know, dogs gnaw those sugar bones. I would have chewed him.

SO UNDERSTANDABLE boo I just- 😔😔😔 guilty & charged. I eat crumbs, I sit all the time. you know, this is the present of all children who loved to read in childhood, but grew up and started reading questionable things😔 maybe we're doomed cotta /j /nsrs /playful

i have some, actually!!!... i hope at least 1% would be something new for you... /t

My Favorite Manly Husband [here, but I read at wattpad guilty], The Only Favourite Ugly Husband [here; i prefer manly husband more, but that one also good<3], After the Disabled God of War Became My Concubine [here; not read fully, but first chapters was good], Became an Infinite Game Beauty NPC [here; I ADORE MC I dropped and returned and dropped and returned and finally I continue to read it because it was just too good], Devil Venerable Also Wants to Know [here; i just... i can't express myself... not read fully, but just.... mc and ml just...... 11/10], Don’t Be a Kept Man [here; it's like a few stories together, angst-y, as far as I remember you love angst so], Got Dropped into a Ghost Story, Still Gotta Work [here; not like heavy heavy horror, but im into scp and horror, so,,,,], Heroic Death System & Quickly Wear the Face of the Devil [i think you yourself know about that novels, so,,, not like 11/10, but i enjoyed them<333], I Became a God in a Horror Game [here; both mc and author are genius, i adore Bai Liu], Life as a Love Interest in an Obsessive Romance Novel [here; i enjoy mc and ml so much!!!], Pregnant Tentacle Gong Goes to Which Department? [here; I ENJOYED SO MUCH it's just soooo goooood im guilty but i love their dynamic and mc & ml💔], Raising Little Monster [here; I complained about that novel before, but it's quite enjoyable, although, so I plan to return to it, although I'm still quite disappointed with mc], The Blackened Villain Needs Me To Coax Him Again [Quick Transmigration] [here; like,,,, not really deep or something, but I enjoyed little system<3], The Reader and Protagonist Definitely Have to Be in True Love [here; if ykyk]

i also have some more but i will end here because i ramble too much😔 anyway!!! i hope at least one thing of that list was unknown for you shush /t /hj /pos

[littlebunnysboudoir]

... panna cotta, I hope you like zergs, because if you don't, then pretend that you haven't seen this first work<///3 you know, boo, they say as you name the boat, so it will float, - and we're going to be a niche at the bottom of the sea

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OKAY SO many things need to be done, but let's try to start something interesting instead of these boring things

[littlebunnysboudoir]

I accept the idea that I'm just being soft, because this is my last exam and I'm nervous, but I feel so annoyed when "politicians" and "officials" are spoken of with contempt - you know, not about individual subjects or a group, but as a whole.

I understand that this is normal, because people like to feel like victims, and when it's "someone who has power, but they're evil and tormenting us, and we have to fight against," but it's actually so annoying. like, I was reading a novel just now, and it was good, and the main character (the scientist) had a ± high EQ and IQ, but they introduced (I'm sure) a future antihero who is a "terrible politician who was not accepted in the scientific world because he has no talents and everyone looked down on him, because he's a poor scientist and only suitable for politics and a sly (/neg) type," and, of course, the main character behaves, imo, strangely and unfriendly for no particular reason, although he used to be very gentle and friendly, simply because this person is a "politician", and I'm already 90% sure that I'm going to give up this novel soon, although I really liked it before, and I love the idea and plot of the novel. it's simple. It's unbearable. what did the officials and politicians do to that people??? did they burn down their home village and eat their favourite dog??? shake my head shake my head.

[littlebunnysboudoir]

well, I passed the exams of the first wave, but now I'm lying with a fever and I can't walk without dizziness & can't do anything because of weakness. it's not that it's a bad end to the year, but it could be better. for example, without illness. it would be much better. especially considering that the temperature doesn't go down much and i have only fever without anything else. i don't know. exhausting.

[littlebunnysboudoir]

Wait i just realized I technically don't need to put on anon rn🧍

you are, little prince of twigs<3 i think i will make pinned post a little more pretty and will work on works 24/7, but closer to January, where I have a few days off. what about you - do you have a winter break?

I'm sorry, my love!!! I've been thinking about you for weeks before going to bed /srs /guilty 😔😔😔, but during a day I've been thinking about how to solve all the problems - and I've finally almost solved everything, so I'm now ready to return to much higher things in the pyramid of needs, like communicating with you and, of course, writing<3

I've gone smarter and just ignore them. unfortunately, we still have one subject where we can't help but be a team, but I'm toxic + they're irresponsible, so they don't go to university anymore, even in pairs to strict teachers "because of work", and we don't correspond, but even then I directly ignore all of them complaining and whining and pretending not to notice<3 I'm not a healthy person anymore, so I might or might not ruin their reputation a little<333 /hj /lh

YOU TOO??? my poor little cotta😭 you are DEFINITELY not deserve that inadequate kind of people :((( im so sorry, babyboo, its one of the worst experiences in the world.

do you want to talk more about that experience or them? tbh, im sometimes whining a lot about my situations, since it makes me feel better, so if you want to talk about them - or anything at all!!! - I'm always here!!! I thrive on drama and love listening to my sweet ones' complaints<3

I'm!!! Don't worry, I just- I let the situation go. I'm just the kind of person who doesn't like to redo things often, so I told them to do everything themselves without notifying me (otherwise they don't do a damn thing, but at the same time complain that I talk to them like they're subordinates, and are constantly unhappy with something), but I went smarter; since I only need to get "good" (I have an exam in this subject next year, this one just needs to score a minimum of points), I scored additional points from going to the teacher's games (like a brain ring) + I will write a scientific article with a friend that practically guarantees me "good"<3 so I have already so far I planned everything, but when I wrote to you, I was in absolute panic because my strength was running out - but now I'm okay<3333

:((( you are too sweetheart :(((( im going to eat you up and squeeze so hard cotta :((((((( im just sjshsjhdjdhdjdhjdhd KITH KITH KITH MWAH MWAH MWAH

yay!!! wanna to talk more about it? im all ears!!! im always here for some gossiping or ranting, im into it😔😔😔

oh- i don't really know,,,, I think anyone? to be honest, I'm back in the novels now, and I won't deny, I can be a little obsessive with "Became an Infinite Game Beauty NPC", but I'm mostly fine with it,,,, unfortunately, I still haven't found any new fix, even among the alien stage. as long as the idea is good, I love it, and as long as it's yandere/obsessive, I'm also into it,,,, I'm not very picky<///3

[littlebunnysboudoir]

my dear, I hope you love all these huge multi-volume books<3 oneshot is not oneshot-ing, I feel like a chinese writer who needs to type the required minimum number of words to publish

panna cotta, I want to show you this so badly... I mean, I just finished the whole initial world building and did 1/6 of the headcanons, and it's really so long and messy, but I just want you to see it... even if you might not like it, which is also okay, I just want you to see... I think even if you're a gatekeeping dragon, I still love you😔

[littlebunnysboudoir]

HAHAHA i love you too, dearest<333 mwah mwah<3

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i think i should do something like

stop

like, if I were a reader, I'd be interested in reading what I've written, but I'm not sure. I mean, it should be posted on ao3, and it will be, but I don't have much hope for tumblr anymore</3

panna cotta, I want to show you this so badly... I mean, I just finished the whole initial world building and did 1/6 of the headcanons, and it's really so long and messy, but I just want you to see it... even if you might not like it, which is also okay, I just want you to see... I think even if you're a gatekeeping dragon, I still love you😔