#🎶what a heavenly way to die 🎶

[books-books-smolderinglooks]

"Because forever is in your eyes, But forever ain't half the time, I wanna spend with you, I wanna be with you" 🧡💙💜

How clear it is that what they feel is so much, makes sense, just right, undeniable.. ❤️

[ruvviks]

🎮 🖊️ 🎶 🌈 for isaac, 🍎 🔺 🤍 😥 for heavenly for the oc details asks!! <3

oc asks!

🍎 RED APPLE — where was your oc born? do they still live in/around their place of birth or do they live somewhere else? how do they feel about their birthplace?

answered here!

🔺 RED TRIANGLE POINTED UP — does your oc know how to use any weapons?

heavenly knows how to use a lot of weapons yeah! mostly uses a crossbow which shoots essentially small wooden stakes with a silver core, it's his favorite weapon of all time :] he doesn't use guns a lot because they're mostly ineffective against vampires but he's got some modified guns that shoot handcrafted bullets or gauges which CAN hurt and slow down vamps

other than that he's also very good with melee weapons. he's very good with blades, mostly knives :^) he loves his throwing knives so much

🤍 WHITE HEART — what are three of your oc's neutral/questionable traits?

heavenly can be very blunt, a bit passive, and overall incredibly stubborn. it's nice to always know exactly how he's feeling when you ask him and him being very direct makes it easier to communicate with him, but it can also make him a bit rude from time to time. his passiveness is mostly due to him wanting to see all sides of a situation to fully understand it, but sometimes he waits just a bit too long. his stubbornness means he can be incredibly selfless and brave, but also incredibly stupid at the same time. duality of man

😥 SAD BUT RELIEVED FACE — is your oc prone to getting stressed out, or is it easy for them to keep their cool?

heavenly can usually stay calm under pressure, but it took him very long to get to that point. his breaking point is still easily reached but he can stay calm for as long as needed and then die about the whole thing later when he's in private and can actually afford to lie face down on the floor for several hours

🎮 VIDEO GAME CONTROLLER — what are three of your oc's favorite hobbies?

isaac loves reading a lot!! he's been alone for a large chunk of his life so reading books is a very good way for him to pass the time. he's read SO many of them over the years. he also likes to write :^) mostly writes articles for random websites or short stories and stuff like that. lastly i feel like he would also like video games. he might be old and also a century old vampire but that means he's had enough time to discover the joys of a nintendo ds lite with mysims on it

🖊️ BALLPOINT PEN — does your oc have any tattoos? do they want any (more) tattoos?

isaac has one tattoo currently, which i don't know the design for yet but it would be related to his bloodline! it's a tattoo they gave him after he grew out of his youngblood phase and it's to signal to other vampires which bloodline he belongs to. it's on the back of his neck :^)

later in the story he also ends up getting a second tattoo which is a little sun on his hip to match heavenly's crescent moon hip tattoo <3

🎶 MUSICAL NOTES — what type of music does your oc like? do they listen to music very often?

isaac can, much like heavenly, enjoy any kind of music i think! he's lived entirely too long to be a hater of things, he's found he's a lot happier trying to find the positive in everything around him and music would make him very happy :^) he would listen to non-english music a lot, as well as instrumental stuff

🌈 RAINBOW — what is your oc's sexual orientation/gender identity? what pronouns do they use?

isaac is a man and uses he/him pronouns! he's cis but in the cisn't way, he doesn't really care all too much about putting a label on himself for that and just goes with what's most convenient for others. same would go for his sexual orientation, he identifies as gay but whatever that means exactly is between him and god

[seiwas]

sel bel! i have wanted to read COL for so long and i promise i will soon! do you have any recommended listening for any of the chapters? 👀🎶🎶

miraluv!! 🥺 oh you are so sweet!!! thank u sm for even taking interest in it omg?? there's no pressure at all 🥺 the fact that u even want to read it in the first place makes me all 🥺✨🥹 already!!!

and as for music omg 🥹 i have... plenty 🥹 i collect songs for each chapter/fic i write in the series!! i'll give a run down of which songs are for which chapters under the cut but here are some of the songs in my col playlist! (there are others for future chapters too but i cropped them out 🤭)

01. do you believe in love?

23 - chase atlantic

ozone - chase atlantic

02. tell me about love (show me how)

pandemonium - niki

turn to you - the careful ones

have you ever been in love? - the ivy

i just couldn't save you tonight - ardhito pramono, aurélie

2.5 and my body keeps saying (it's yours)

devotion - emotional oranges

what a heavenly way to die - troye sivan

+02 look my way, you're what i crave

none

03. so this is what it means to be in love

feelings - lauv

sanctuary - joji

yours - maye

bloom - the paper kites

only when i look into your eyes - fiji blue

too good - christian kuria

sugar - alayna

slumber - lewis watson, lucy rose

tú - maye

03. too good to be mine (extended scene from ^)

too good - christian kuria

3.5a. this feeling inside of me—

you belong with me - taylor swift

3.5b. —will i ever bring you peace?

peace - taylor swift

about you - the 1975

+04. take my time (i'll spend it all on you) (going to be adding a ~kind of part 2 to this soon!)

about you - the 1975

free love - honne

if you let me - alina baraz

04. these traces of love, they outline you

off my face - justin bieber

i guess i'm in love - clinton kane

those eyes - new west

little bit more - suriel hess

if you let me - alina baraz

best thing - janine

runnin - ingrid andress, jp saxe

rollercoaster - sundial

understand - keshi

other links: explanation of lyrics for 'do you believe in love?', 'tell me about love (show me how)', and 'so this is what it means to be in love'

if you want me to explain the ones for the chapters after, let me know! i'd love to 🥹 thank u for asking this question my love!!! music is a pillar to my writing for real ajdhfb i love talking abt how it inspires what i write 🫶🏻

[exy101]

🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨

hey babes hows ur day been :)

killing me by omar apollo

what a heavenly way to die by troye sivan

blem by drake

jasmine by mohi

shirt by sza

[fairymint-archive]

8 songs, 8 people 🎶

RULES: Answer the 8 song prompts, then tag 8 people.

1. favorite song at the moment

my favorite serious song is Silence by Mashmello, since I’ve been going through some moral qualms about violence but Mood by 24KGoldn and Roxanne by Arizona Zervas have been giving me the most joy to just sing I’ll probably have something new today tbh jdsklfjsl

2. a song you associate with your favorite ship

I associate most Owl City songs with PitxFelix, and most 100Gecs songs with StevexFelix (much less literally), but the last one I thought about seriously was the song i associate w/ Felix and @hydrocrew ‘s Richter;  What A Heavenly Way To Die by Troye Sivan

3. a song that could be about you

easily Higher by The Ready Set , lyrically and aesthetically. another good contender is Imagine by Nico and Vinz. a rougher example with a sort of somber misgendering is Praying to A God (who won’t talk back) by Nico and Vinz

4. a song you think is overrated

haha, overrated is not really a thing in my brain, I just have a certain subgenre that I dislike. which is mostly country or hard rock men either bragging or whining.

5. a song that reminds you of a good memory

I’m reminded of when I got into the Jak and Daxter series when I hear Let it Out by Switchfoot

6. the last song you listened to

looks like it was a nightcore mix of Rather Be! but i think i was paying more attention to This Feeling by the chainsmokers???

7. a song that makes you laugh

mostly older songs when I hear them as an adult, but Bartender by T-Pain is kinda hokey and redundant and that tickles me.

8. a song you want your mutuals to listen to

how’s about this Youtube Chorus cover of Dear You-

Tagged by: @thelovesofthegods

[insanityvirus13]

🎶 I know it isn’t true, oh I know it isn’t true. Love hurts, love hurts, love hurts. Love is just a lie, made to make you blue. True love is just a fantasy. And if you say... that you’re in love, my friend. Then I weep for your poor poor heart & soul. It lies, it steals. It harms, it kills.  It abuses you, Traps your whole damned soul. I want to keep my freedom, don’t you to? I wanna stay happy, don’t you wanna as well? I wanna be able, to live life to it’s fullest.  No way I can do that, believing in fiction and lies! I know it isn’t true, oh I know it isn’t true. Love hurts, love hurts, love hurts. Love is just a lie, made to make you blue. True love is just a fantasy. And if you say that you’re in love, my friend... Then I weep for your poor poor heart & soul. They say that love is a fire, that can warm you hearth. But all I’ve seen it do, is burn down the house. They say true love is like ghosts - very talked, few seen. But doesn’t that mean, it’s just probably fiction? Listen closely friend, I’m gonna tell you a secret. A hard, hard truth that no one likes to hear. Love is but a dirty trick, played on us. Made to keep this dumb~ass race going. I learned that sad sad truth the hard way. So now I’m dying with nothing, Least I ain’t living with a lie. I know it isn’t true, oh I know it isn’t true. Love hurts, love hurts, love hurts. Love is just a lie, made to make you blue. True love is just a fantasy. And if you say that you’re in love, my friend... Then I weep for your poor poor heart & soul. -SOFTLY- I know you think, that love is great and all. Thinking it’s some beautiful paradise. You wanna go there, find that heavenly place. But trust now, when I say~ That Heaven is just, but another Hell. -POETICALLY SPOKEN- Still can’t handle the the truth? Well I can’t fully fault you now. Most can’t handle it anyway, So who’s to blame, really? Though I guess that’s what philosophy is for. So here, let me give you a quote. A way to comprehend, A way to understand. Think of it just like Life & Death~  Why do people hate this way of thinking? -REGULARLY SPOKEN- ..... Well, one’s a beautiful lie. The other is just an ugly truth. -NORMALLY- I know it isn’t true, oh I know it isn’t true. Love hurts, love hurts, love hurts. Love is just a lie, made to make you blue. True love is just a fantasy. And if you say that you’re in love, my friend... Then I weep for your poor poor heart & soul. Oh I know it isn’t true, oh I know it isn’t true. Love hurts, love hurts, love hurts. Love is just a lie, made to make you blue. True love is just a fantasy. And if you say that you’re in love, my friend... Then I weep for your poor poor heart & soul. Then I weep for you poor poor heart & soul.  Then I weep, then I weep, then I weep.... Then I weep for you, Your poor heart & soul. 🎶 **You think love is learning how to live.... but really, it’s just learning how to die. So why don’t you tell me now, won’t you? ..... How many tears is it gonna take? How many times does your heart have to break? How many times do you have to rise and fall? ... How many tears do have to fall... Before you realize your “love” is but a dream?**