#🎰Shinyu

[sweet-roulette]

In which Kotoko visits Riki’s grave to fill him in on news. (Feat. Alternative Ending written by @9024kickthedrum!)

The moonlight bathed the cemetery in a soft, ghostly glow as Kotoko wandered through the gravestones. Her footsteps were slow and deliberate, her heart heavy with the weight of unspoken words. The chill in the air was biting, but she hardly noticed it. Her fingers tightened around the small bouquet of flowers she had brought—Riki’s favorite.

“こんなこと、まじでバカみたい…” Kotoko muttered under her breath, shaking her head.

(“This is seriously so stupid…”)

Still, her feet didn’t stop. As much as she hated to admit it, talking to her brother’s grave had become something of a ritual for her. Something about it felt grounding, even though it left a bitter taste in her mouth.

Finally, she reached his gravestone. She stared at the carved name for a moment before kneeling down, her hands trembling as she placed the flowers at the base.

“よ、リキ。”

(“Hey, Riki.”)

Kotoko sat down, leaning back against the cold stone, her legs stretched out in front of her as if she was settling in for a long conversation. She let out a long breath, watching it disappear into the night air.

“どうやって始めればいいか、毎回わからなくなる。” she admitted with a sigh, her eyes tracing the moon’s glow.

(“I never know how to start these things.”)

She fiddled with the hem of her jacket for a moment, collecting her thoughts. “さて、最近...私はポートマフィアに参加しました。”

(“Well, recently… I joined the Port Mafia.”)

She paused, her lips curving into a faint smirk. “中原先生が『最近少し成長したな』って言ってくれた。まあ、あいつなりの褒め言葉なんだろう。”

(“Chuuya-san said I’ve ‘grown a bit recently.’ I guess that’s his way of complimenting me.”)

Kotoko chuckled to herself, remembering the way Chuuya had folded his arms and nodded in reluctant approval. It was the closest thing to praise she ever got from him.

“先生が、あなたと私がよく似てるって言うのは…やっぱりなんか嫌な感じだよ。” she murmured, her voice softer. “あなたは完璧だったからね。”

(“Hearing him say you and I are alike… it makes me feel weird. You were always perfect, you know?”)

Her words were tinged with the old ache of loss, the kind that never quite fades, no matter how much time passes. She bit her lip, her eyes lingering on the gravestone.

“でも、なんだろう…” she hesitated, her voice catching for a second. “私、頑張ってる。リキがいなくなっても。”

(“But… I’m trying. Even without you here, I’m trying.”)

The night felt heavier, pressing down on her shoulders, as if the moon itself was listening in on the conversation.

“And…” she sighed, closing her eyes for a moment, remembering the little English she knew. “Shinyu.” Kotoko practically spat the name, her expression twisting with frustration.

“彼は、本当に最悪。”

(“He’s the worst.”)

She leaned her head back against the gravestone, a humorless smile tugging at her lips. “あなたが会ったら、絶対あいつのこと笑うよ。毎回私をイライラさせるんだから。”

(“If you met him, you’d laugh. He drives me crazy every time.”)

“彼は…ギャンブルの天才だって。” Kotoko scoffed, folding her arms. “でもそれだけじゃない。あいつの顔見るだけでむかつくんだよ。ねずみみたいなやつ。”

(“He’s a gambling genius, allegedly. But that’s not even the worst part. Just looking at him makes me mad. He’s like a rat.”)

She let out a frustrated breath, her fingers tugging at the strands of her hair. “なんで私があいつと組む必要があるのか、まだ理解できないけど…”

(“I still don’t understand why I have to be partnered with him, but…”)

Kotoko trailed off, her voice softening. “もしかしたら、あのバカとも少しずつうまくやっていけるようになってきたかも。”

(“Maybe… just maybe, I’m starting to get along with that idiot. A little.”)

She hated admitting it, even to Riki’s gravestone, but she couldn’t deny it anymore. Despite their constant fighting, despite Shinyu’s ability to get under her skin, there was something almost… comfortable about their partnership.

“でも、リキがいたら、あいつに二度と近づけさせないけどね。” she muttered with a smirk, imagining her brother’s protective nature kicking in.

(“But if you were here, you’d never let him near me, would you?”)

Silence fell over them again, the kind that only the dead and the moon understood. Kotoko swallowed, her voice wavering slightly as she spoke once more.

“リキ、私、ちゃんとできてるかな…？” she asked quietly, staring at the flowers she had brought.

(“Riki… am I doing alright?”)

There was no answer. There never would be. But in the stillness of the night, with the moon hanging heavy in the sky, Kotoko felt a little lighter.

“あなたがここにいてくれたらな…” she whispered, her voice barely above a breath.

(“I wish you were here.”)

She tilted her head back, leaning against the gravestone, her eyes shining with unshed tears. “お兄ちゃん…誇りに思ってくれてるといいな。”

(“Riki… I hope you’re proud of me.”)

For a moment, she thought she saw a flicker of movement in the shadows, a sign from the other side. But it was probably just the wind, brushing through the trees. Still, Kotoko smiled faintly, her fingers brushing the cold stone one last time.

“じゃあ、またね。” she said softly, rising to her feet.

(“Well, see you later.”)

The moonlight followed her as she turned to leave, and Kotoko felt a little less alone under the night sky.

ALTERNATE ENDING BELOW (it starts as she leaves)

The moon hung high and bright in the clear night sky as Kotoko walked away from Riki's grave, her heart heavy with grief. The chill of the evening air surrounded her, but it couldn’t freeze the emotions that swirled inside. 

As she rounded a corner near the park, she spotted Shinyu leaning against a lamppost, his expression a mix of confusion and concern. "コトコ、待って！" he called out, pushing off the pole as she approached.  

"Kotoko, wait!"

She barely glanced at him, the frustration bubbling beneath her skin. "また公園で会うって言っただけでしょ？" she shot back, her tone sharper than intended.  

"I just said we’d meet at the park, right?"

Shinyu frowned, trying to gauge her mood. "でも、今日の夜は…俺、心配してたんだ。"  

"But tonight… I was worried about you."

Kotoko sighed heavily, running a hand through her hair. "もういいの。今日は話したくないの。"  

"I’m done. I don’t want to talk today."

"リキのことで？" he pressed gently, concern etched on his face.  

"About Riki?"

"そうだよ。" she snapped, halting in her tracks. "リキが今日亡くなったの。だから、あなたのことを考える余裕なんてないの。"  

"Yeah. Riki died today. So I don’t have the energy to deal with your bullshit.”

Shinyu stepped closer, his voice steady despite the tension. "俺だって気持ちを分かってるつもりだよ。少しでも助けになりたいんだ。" He switched to English. “That’s what partners do, right?”

"I’m trying to understand how you feel. I want to help, even a little."

She shook her head, her eyes flashing with anger and sadness. "助けるって何？私が泣いたり、弱音を吐いたりするのを聞きたいの？"  

"Help? What does that even mean? Do you want to hear me cry or whine about it?"

"違うよ！" Shinyu retorted, his voice rising. "ただ、俺は…俺はお前のことが心配なんだ。"  

"No! I just… I care about you." (holy fuck -🪶)

Kotoko's expression softened for a moment, but the walls she had built around herself were too high. "私のことなんて心配しないで。明日でも会えばいい。"  

"Don’t worry about me. We can meet tomorrow or something."

With that, she turned on her heel, moving to walk away again. But Shinyu caught her arm, gently but firmly. "お願い、コトコ。今日だけは少しだけ話してくれないか？"  

"Please, Kotoko. Just talk to me a little today?"

His grip was light, but it sent a jolt through her, a reminder of the connection they shared. "何を話せばいいの？私の兄が死んだことを？ 彼は6フィート下にいて、二度と戻ってこないこと?"  

"What should I talk about? That my brother died? That he’s 6feet under and never coming back?”

"そうだ、話してくれ。" he urged, his eyes sincere. "その気持ちを話せば、少しは楽になるかもしれない。"  

"Yes, talk about it. Maybe it’ll help a little."

She hesitated, the weight of his words settling over her. Part of her wanted to spill everything, to let the pain out, but another part screamed to keep it all locked away. He wouldn’t understand. Rich gambler who probably doesn’t even know what it feels like.

"…リキがいなくなって、すごく寂しい。" she finally admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.  

"I feel so lonely without Riki."

Shinyu released her arm, sensing a shift in her. "その気持ち、すごくわかるよ。俺も孤独だと思う時がある。あなたは一人ではありません。あなたには私がいます。そしてチュウヤ。そしてレイ。"  

"I understand that feeling. I feel lonely sometimes too. But You’re not alone. You have me. And Chuuya. And Rei."

Kotoko looked away, her heart racing.

"でも、コトコがいるときは特別なんだ。" he replied softly, stepping closer again. "君のことを考えてしまう。"  

"But when you’re around, it’s different. it’s not lonely. I think about you."

His words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken feelings. Kotoko felt her defenses start to crumble, the crack in her tough exterior widening.

"私は…自分がどうなってしまうのか、わからない。" she admitted, her voice shaking slightly.  

"I don’t know what’s going to happen to me."

She paused. Then decided she would try a longer English sentence.

“What.. if I.. disa..point him?”

Shinyu's gaze softened, understanding her fear. He responded in English. Her accent was nice. Broken, but it was cute.

(Fuck chat I’m tweaking. -🪶)

"I think it’ll get easier together. At least you’re not alone."

For a moment, they stood in silence, the moon illuminating their faces as they shared a connection that felt more profound than before. Kotoko finally let out a shaky breath, her heart open just a fraction.

"明日、また会おう。" she said softly, a hint of vulnerability breaking through.  

"Let’s meet again tomorrow."

"それでいいよ。" Shinyu smiled, relief washing over him. "待ってるから。"  

"That’s fine. I’ll be waiting."

As Kotoko turned to leave, she glanced back at him one last time, the moonlight casting a soft glow around them. For the first time in a while, she felt a flicker of hope amid the sorrow.

"おやすみ、シンユ。"  

"Goodnight, Shinyu."

"おやすみ、コトコちゃん。" he replied, watching her walk away, feeling a renewed sense of determination to be there for her, no matter what it took.

“Goodnight, Kotoko-chan.”

Arcturus’s notes: If that wasn’t a fucking confession I don’t know what is. Anyways, no they aren’t dating, they probably won’t ever be.

Onion’s notes: ME AND WHO???? AUGH. ANYWAYS TAGS!!

@city-of-c0rpses

@foxboyroadkill

@happy--prince

@paintedgrilledcheese

[lotto-on-top]

‎‧₊˚✧Shinyu Kiwari✧˚₊‧

“Oh? Hello. Care to make a bet?~”

OOC below the cut

Name: Shinyu Kiwari (機割 新勇)

Meaning:

- 新勇 – “Shin” (新) meaning “new” and “Yu” (勇) meaning “courage” or “bravery.” This combination can signify “new courage” or “fresh bravery.”

- Kiwari (機割) – Derived from the concept of “ki” (機), meaning “opportunity” or “chance,” and “wari” (割), which implies division or allocation

Species: Human

Age: 18

Birthday: November 6th  

Height: 6'2"

Ability: Fate’s Gamble

- Core Concept: Shinyu’s ability allows him to make high-stakes bets with anyone he encounters, but with an overwhelming advantage on his side. The key feature of "Fate’s Gamble” is that when a bet is made, reality shifts in his favor, almost ensuring his victory. However, these bets affect more than just the immediate outcome—they also influence the future, adding layers of consequence to each gamble.

- Mechanics:

  - Initiating the Bet: Shinyu proposes a wager, which can be about anything—combat, luck, outcomes, or personal stakes. When the opponent agrees, the bet locks in, and Shinyu’s ability begins subtly influencing the probabilities in his favor.

  - Stacking the Odds: Unlike a direct manipulation of luck, Shinyu’s ability bends fate itself. Small but crucial details shift in his favor—opponents may stumble, miss critical opportunities, or hesitate at the wrong moment, giving Shinyu the upper hand. The larger the bet, the more drastic the changes in reality. However, if his opponent wins, those same shifts could dramatically turn against him. (See end)

  - Escalating Consequences: If Shinyu wins, he doesn’t just gain a temporary edge—he can take something of value from his opponent, such as their confidence, physical abilities, or future potential. The opponent will find that, moving forward, fate seems to work against them, as if they’ve been cursed by the loss.

  - Fate’s Gamble: However, the more Shinyu wins, the higher the potential backlash if he ever loses a bet. Consequences of Losing a Bet are:

• Reality Reversal: The most immediate effect of losing a bet is a reversal of the reality shifts that previously favored him. For a period after the loss, Shinyu experiences a series of misfortunes or setbacks that seem to have been intentionally arranged by fate itself. This could involve physical accidents, missed opportunities, or sudden failures in his efforts.

• Diminished Luck: Losing a bet could result in Shinyu losing a significant portion of his luck. This reduction makes future bets and even everyday tasks much harder, as he might start to encounter unforeseen obstacles or bad luck in various aspects of his life.

• Ability Drain: If Shinyu bet something crucial about his own abilities—such as his strength, speed, or skills—losing the bet can result in a temporary or even permanent reduction of those abilities. This weakening can leave him vulnerable and less effective in combat or other situations.

• Fate’s Backlash: Fate could impose a punitive effect, such as a “curse” that makes it harder for Shinyu to regain his former advantages. This could include a period where the odds are permanently stacked against him in any future gambles or battles until he proves himself again.

• Psychological Impact: The loss might also have a psychological toll, making Shinyu more hesitant or less confident in future encounters. This self-doubt could further affect his performance and decision-making abilities.

• Reputation Damage: If the loss is significant enough, it could tarnish Shinyu’s reputation among others who might view him as unreliable or a bad bet, which could impact his interactions and influence.

- Duo Synergy with Kotoko:

  Together, they form a combination of mind and fate manipulation:

  - Kotoko’s Sweet Roulette locks the target in a mental and emotional game, disorienting them with flickering shadows, attraction, and chaos. This puts the target in a vulnerable state, making them more prone to engage in Shinyu’s fateful bets.

  - Shinyu’s Fate’s Gamble then draws the opponent into an irresistible wager, with the stakes rapidly escalating. Thanks to his control over fate, even if the target tries to resist, reality shifts against them, pushing them deeper into the game. As their mental state breaks down under Kotoko’s influence, their chances of winning the bet become increasingly slim.

  - Together, they create an inescapable loop: Kotoko overwhelms the target’s mind, while Shinyu bends fate to ensure that no matter how the opponent struggles, they will almost certainly lose the gamble.

- Visual and Atmosphere: When both abilities are active, the environment feels like a surreal, ever-shifting casino. Glowing dice and roulette wheels appear faintly in the background, while time and space seem to blur and bend, making it feel like the opponent is trapped in a game they cannot escape from. Everything has a glamorous yet dangerous edge, as if the very air is filled with risk.

- Weakness: Shinyu’s reliance on winning means that, if fate ever turns against him, the loss is far more severe than just in the moment. A single catastrophic loss could leave him vulnerable for a long time, stripping away his ability to influence future outcomes and leaving him exposed in a high-risk situation.

Together, Shinyu and Kotoko are known as “Double Roulette”.

Shinyu's Backstory

Shinyu grew up an orphan in the rough Red Light District of Japan, where he honed his skills in gambling and hustling to survive. His sharp instincts and ability to manipulate odds caught the attention of the Port Mafia, who recruited him for his unique talents. As a member of the Port Mafia, Shinyu spent much of his time in high-stakes casinos, where he gathered crucial intelligence and indulged his love for gambling.

When Shinyu was 18, he crossed paths with Kotoko, who was 17 at the time. Kotoko and her brother, Riki, were at a casino on a Port Mafia mission. Shinyu saw an opportunity to test his skills and attempted to scam Kotoko. He was intrigued by her resilience and the way she carried herself, but his interest was more strategic than personal.

After the encounter, Shinyu managed to swipe Kotoko’s phone. Using her contact information, he showed up at the Port Mafia headquarters, claiming he was returning her phone. In reality, he wanted to spend more time with her, partly to gauge her abilities and partly out of curiosity. Kotoko, however, was not impressed. She saw through his act and found his attempts to get close insufferable. Their interactions were filled with sharp exchanges and insults, with Kotoko often calling him names and mocking his efforts, creating a dynamic reminiscent of Dazai and Chuuya.

When Kotoko officially joined the Port Mafia, Shinyu leveraged his longer tenure to pair them up on missions. Their abilities, both tied to gambling and fate manipulation, complemented each other in the field. Despite their professional partnership, their relationship remained tense and competitive. They were rivals, with Kotoko’s disdain for Shinyu and his persistent annoyance with her creating a volatile but effective duo.

Their rivalry, under the banner of Double Roulette, became a legendary aspect of their work within the Port Mafia. While their partnership was undeniably successful, their personal interactions were marked by friction, making their dynamic both thrilling and contentious.

They’re basically skk atp 💀

LINKS:

First Meeting — Shinyu and Kotoko

Full lore and analysis

Full backstory

Lyrical Breakdown for him and Kotoko

[lotto-on-top]

“Want to place a bet on it? Any wager is fine with me.”

Shinyu walked into the casino, looking around for any people worth challenging, his eyes scanned the place before landing on Richard. He walked over with a smile.

“Hello, care for a game?”

(I’m crying I didn’t know how to start a interaction)

-@lotto-on-top

*Richard looked up and smirked.*

"Oh a card game? Sure young lad, I would gladly accept."

[sweet-roulette]

今。- Kotoko and Shinyu

(Now.)

Note: Imagine the dialogue being in Japanese, my nihongo isn’t jouzu right now 😦

TW: Slight mention/implication of suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, the pain that Shinyu is literally so in love with her but she’ll never feel the same way, this was kinda self indulgent cause I have been UNSTAAAABLE!!!

Kotoko sat on the edge of the roof, her legs dangling over the void, eyes locked on the skyline that seemed impossibly far away. The wind tugged at her hair, but she barely noticed. All she could hear was the overwhelming noise in her head—the familiar voices she thought she'd buried long ago. The past weeks had been relentless, every mission, every look, every damn reminder of her brother, pulling her deeper into a void she couldn’t escape.

Everything felt too heavy. It was like she was stuck in the dark again, fighting to breathe against the suffocating pressure. Her thoughts ran wild, spiraling into places she didn't want them to go. The cold stone of the roof pressed against her hands as she gripped it tightly, trying to ground herself.

But it wasn’t enough.

The door to the roof creaked open, and she stiffened, hearing familiar footsteps. She didn’t turn around, didn’t react. She already knew who it was.

Shinyu.

He had been teasing her all day, throwing snide comments her way like he always did. But today, she hadn’t responded—not even with her usual sharp tongue or sarcastic comebacks. She had just… let him be. She’d stayed silent, and that silence had clearly bothered him.

He sat down beside her without a word, close enough for her to feel his presence, but not close enough to crowd her. They sat in silence, his gaze wandering over the city while hers stayed fixed on some faraway point.

“You don’t have to talk to me,” Shinyu said eventually, his voice softer than she was used to. “But I’ll stay here. Just in case.”

She said nothing, just kept staring out at the horizon.

Shinyu didn’t push. He never did when she got like this. He just sat there, waiting, knowing that she needed time.

Minutes passed. Maybe an hour. Kotoko wasn’t sure. All she knew was that the weight pressing down on her wasn’t getting any lighter. She closed her eyes, feeling the sharp, cold sting of reality tighten its grip around her. It felt like she was drowning in it—dark, cold water pulling her under, dragging her deeper into an abyss that threatened to swallow her whole.

“I’m so tired, Shinyu…” she whispered suddenly, her voice so quiet it almost disappeared into the wind.

Shinyu’s head turned slightly, his eyes flicking to her in concern, but he said nothing, letting her speak at her own pace.

“I thought it was over,” Kotoko continued, her voice hollow. “Those voices… the darkness. I thought I buried them. But it’s like they came back all at once. I can’t breathe. It feels like I’m drowning… and no matter how hard I try to swim up, it just pulls me back down. I can’t… I can’t do this anymore.”

Her hands gripped the edge of the roof tighter, her knuckles turning white. She didn’t look at him, didn’t dare show just how broken she felt in that moment. But the weight of her words hung in the air between them, raw and painful.

Shinyu took a slow breath, and for a moment, he was silent. Then, he shifted slightly closer, his arm brushing hers. “You’re not alone in that ocean, Kotoko,” he said softly, his voice rough but gentle. “I’m right here. I’ll catch you if you fall. Hell, I’d do anything for you. Say the word, and I’d fucking fight GOD if that’s what it takes.”

Kotoko’s breath hitched, but she didn’t respond.

“I mean it,” Shinyu continued, his tone serious despite the absurdity of his words. “You feel like you’re drowning? Then I’ll dive in after you. Whatever it takes, Kotoko. You don’t have to fight this on your own. I promise this right now, it doesn’t matter what it is, I’ll help you. In this life or our next, I’ll find you and help you then too.”

His hand slowly reached out, gently resting on top of hers. She didn’t pull away, didn’t tell him to stop. It was the smallest thing—a touch, barely there—but it anchored her, kept her from slipping any further into the abyss she was staring into.

“I’ve seen you fight through hell,” Shinyu murmured. “I’ve seen you rise up every time they tried to push you down. You’re stronger than this darkness, Kotoko. And if you can’t see that right now, then I’ll see it for you.”

His words wrapped around her, pulling her out of the depths she was sinking into, even if just a little. She still felt the crushing weight of it all, the exhaustion that clawed at her insides, but there was something in his voice that kept her tethered. The way he said he’d fight God if he had to—so stupid, so him—but it made her want to believe, even if only for a moment.

A small, shaky breath escaped her lips, and her grip on the ledge loosened ever so slightly.

“I don’t know if I can keep doing this,” she whispered, her voice barely audible.

“You don’t have to,” Shinyu said, his voice steady. “Not alone. You’ve got me. And I’m not going anywhere. You could scream at me, call me every name under the sun, push me away, but I’d still be right here. Because you matter to me. More than you’ll ever know. You shouldn’t be here. You have.. a light, it’s still bright despite everything, but even after all that happened.. you still choose to try to dim it. The mafia isn’t a place for you.”

Kotoko closed her eyes, her heart aching at his words. There was a part of her that wanted to push him away, to retreat into that darkness where no one could reach her. But then there was another part—a smaller, quieter part—that didn’t want to be alone anymore, that wanted to believe him.

For the first time that night, she let herself lean into his presence, just a little. She didn’t have the energy to say anything else, but the weight of the ocean inside her felt just a little lighter with him by her side.

“I’m still here,” Shinyu whispered, his voice like a lifeline in the dark. “And I’ll keep being here, no matter how deep that ocean gets.”

Kotoko didn’t respond, but for the first time in a long while, she felt like maybe, just maybe, she didn’t have to face it all alone.

And that, for now, was enough.

@thetasteofbeautyandlove ITS DONE AUSUEBEBD

[lotto-on-top]

最初の会議

First Meeting — Kiwari Shinyu and Kanehara Kotoko

Contents: Shinyu rizz. Except he’s not trying. Banter that is kinda flirty because I don’t know how to write non-flirty banter. Illegal gambling (Both of them are NOT legal gambling age. Riki is though)

Kotoko is 16, Riki is 26 and Shinyu is 17.

The dim glow of neon lights buzzed above the casino's entrance, their flickering sign a beacon for those who wanted to gamble away their luck, their money, or something far more valuable. Inside, the low hum of murmurs and clinking glasses created an atmosphere that reeked of desperation and thrill. To Shinyu, it was familiar—comforting, even.

As a 17 year old who’d practically grown up there, he’d seen enough to know that the real game wasn’t in the cards or dice. It was in people—their ticks, their greed, their desperation. Every glance, every twitch of a hand, was a tell. And Shinyu had mastered reading them all.

Tonight, though, something new caught his eye.

A girl, seated across from what seemed to be her brother, was commanding attention from the players at one of the high-stakes poker tables. She wasn’t particularly loud, but there was a magnetism to her—a sense of control that stood out among the usual mix of rowdy gamblers and anxious regulars.

Shinyu watched as she played, each card dealt with precision, each bet made with cool confidence. But it wasn’t her skill that interested him. It was the way she handled herself—calm, composed, yet with a spark in her eyes that hinted at something more. She wasn’t here just to win money.

His eyes slid over to her brother, Riki, who was also in on the game, though more reserved. There was something official about the way they sat. They didn’t belong to this world. They were here for a different reason.

 Port Mafia, he figured.

Shinyu’s grin widened. If they were on a mission, they had their eyes on something. And if they were in his casino? That meant an opportunity for him.

He moved in closer, sliding into the crowd, pretending to be just another curious onlooker. His movements were casual, effortless, but his eyes were fixed on the girl. Kotoko, someone had called her. She moved like a predator—calculating, deliberate. She was good, but Shinyu couldn’t resist testing her.

He sidled up to the table, resting his elbow on the edge. “Careful,” he said with a lazy smile. “I think you’re about to scare off your competition.”

Kotoko’s eyes flicked up to him, unimpressed. Her lips curled into a sarcastic smile. “Scare them off? I thought I was just being polite, giving them a fighting chance.”

Shinyu chuckled. “Polite, huh? Is that what we’re calling it?” He leaned in, his voice lowering conspiratorially. “Or are you just waiting for the right moment to take everything they’ve got?”

Kotoko didn’t miss a beat. “Are you here to watch or play, pretty boy?” She didn’t even spare him a full glance, her eyes already back on the game. “Because if it’s the former, I’ll have to charge you for wasting my time.”

Shinyu tilted his head to the side, not expecting this 16 year old girl who lacked the air of a mafioso to have such a… attitude. “Depends. What’s the buy-in for a game like this? You don’t seem like the type to play for pocket change.”

Now Kotoko looked up, properly this time. Her eyes narrowed, sizing him up. “Whatever you have,” she said, her voice laced with challenge. “But I don’t think you can afford it.”

Shinyu’s grin widened. She was sharp, no doubt about that. “I’m more of a gambler with people, not chips. How about this—you win, I’ll leave you to whatever shady business you’re up to. But if I win...” He trailed off, leaning in a little closer, “...you owe me a conversation.”

Kotoko raised an eyebrow. “A conversation? You don’t want my money? How boring.”

Riki, still quiet but attentive, glanced between them, but Kotoko waved him off with a subtle hand. She had this under control, and besides, she was already intrigued by this guy’s audacity. “Fine,” she said, dealing the next round. “But don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

They played, the tension building with each card revealed. Kotoko’s hands were steady, but her gaze darted up to Shinyu every now and then, trying to read him. Shinyu, for his part, played it cool, his relaxed demeanor giving away nothing.

The game ended quickly, and despite Kotoko’s best efforts, Shinyu won. Barely.

Kotoko leaned back in her chair, folding her arms across her chest. “Hmph. Beginner’s luck.”

Shinyu shrugged, flipping one of the chips in his hand. “Or maybe I’m just better than I look.”

Kotoko rolled her eyes, but there was a flicker of amusement in them. “You get your conversation, then. But make it quick. We’re busy.”

Shinyu didn’t ask his question right away. Instead, he reached into his pocket, pulling out Kotoko’s phone and twirling it between his fingers. “You dropped something.”

Kotoko blinked, her expression darkening. She hadn’t even noticed him swipe it. “How did you...?”

“Quick hands,” Shinyu said casually, tossing it back to her. “I find people’s reactions more fun than winning cash sometimes. But I’ll admit, I’m not here just to mess around.”

Her fingers curled around her phone, lips pressed into a thin line. “You’ve got five seconds before I decide whether you’re worth my time or not.”

Shinyu leaned against the table, unfazed. “Alright, how about this? You’re here for the Port Mafia, right? Gathering intel? You don’t have to confirm it. But if you are, I’d like to be in on it.”

Kotoko raised an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed. “And why would I let someone like you tag along?”

“Because,” Shinyu said, his grin turning sharper, “I don’t lose. Not when it counts. And I figure someone like you can appreciate that kind of reliability.”

Her eyes narrowed in suspicion. “You’re really cocky. Kind of annoying, you know that?”

“It’s part of my charm.” He shrugged, unfazed by her glare. “Look, I’m not asking for a free ride. I’ve been here longer than you, and I know how this place works. I can get you things—information, contacts. Whatever you need. Besides, I’ve already proven I’m good at... distractions.” He gestured to the phone she was now clutching.

Kotoko stared at him for a long moment, weighing her options. On one hand, he was cocky and infuriating. On the other, he wasn’t wrong. He had potential.

Finally, she sighed. “You’re insufferable, you know that?”

Shinyu grinned. “You’ll get used to it.”

Before she could reply, Riki, who had been watching silently the whole time, leaned forward and spoke. “You really think you can handle it?”

Shinyu shot him a look. “I’m not worried. I’ll just keep winning.”

Kotoko smirked, rising from her seat and pocketing her phone. “If you think you’ve won anything yet, you’re sorely mistaken. But sure, pretty boy, tag along if you want. Just try not to get in the way.”

Shinyu watched as she walked past him, her confidence unwavering. He was tempted to say something witty, but instead, he just watched her go, a flicker of excitement in his chest. 

As much as he hated to admit it, she intrigued him more than any bet ever had.

The game wasn’t over. Not by a long shot.

NEXT: Him showing up at the PM base to join. Can’t wait for that one hehe.

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“Why do you look like a used period pad?”

-@sweet-roulette

“WHAT????”

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“It’s a compliment calm down 😭”

‘You have a face men would go to war for.’

“THANK YOU?? I THINK??”

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 ‧₊˚✧Character and lore analysis: Kiwari Shinyu ✧˚₊‧

Can you believe this took over a week?

I take my non-existent job way to seriously.

BEHOLD. OVER A WEEKS WORTH OF TIME.

Shinyu Kiwari is a character shaped by a tumultuous past marked by abandonment and the struggle for survival. As the illegitimate son of Kiwari Kazuki, a popular Japanese celebrity, Shinyu was left to fend for himself in the harsh realities of the Red Light District shortly after birth. His mother’s fear of societal judgment led her to cut off all ties with his father and pay for Shinyu’s assassination, ensuring he was left without a family or a legacy. This early trauma instilled in him a fierce independence and a cunning nature, compelling him to survive by manipulating situations and people around him.

(Full background post linked here.)

1. Desire for Recognition and Belonging:

Growing up in the unforgiving environment of the Red Light District, Shinyu learned early that survival depended on proving himself to those around him. His natural charm and gambling ability became his tools for carving out an identity, elevating him to a position of notoriety at Oborozuki Nightclub. In seeking recognition, he aims to establish a sense of belonging, filling the emotional void left by his abandonment.

2. Escape from the Past:

Joining the Port Mafia represents Shinyu’s yearning to break free from the chains of his past. The Red Light District, while familiar, symbolizes a painful history filled with survival instincts and emotional scars. By aligning with the mafia, he not only seeks to enhance his reputation but also hopes to escape the limitations imposed by his upbringing, embracing a future that offers more than mere survival.

3. Connection through Shared Trauma:

Shinyu is drawn to individuals who resonate with his experiences, particularly Kotoko, who also bears the weight of parental abandonment. This shared trauma forges a unique bond between them, making Shinyu’s feelings for Kotoko a mix of attraction and empathy. He recognizes her struggles and wishes to support her, believing that their shared histories could strengthen their connection.

4. The Thrill of the Game:

As a gambler at heart, Shinyu thrives on the adrenaline of risk and unpredictability. His impulsive nature drives him to embrace challenges, both in gambling and personal interactions. This thrill-seeking behavior acts as a coping mechanism, allowing him to channel his emotions into tangible pursuits. The excitement he finds in taking risks reflects his desire to seize opportunities and redefine his life narrative.

5. Navigating the Complexity of Love:

Shinyu’s feelings for Kotoko become increasingly complicated as he grapples with the one-sided nature of their relationship. His affection is tinged with admiration and frustration, as he longs for a deeper connection while acknowledging that Kotoko may never fully reciprocate. This internal conflict compels him to act as both a supportive figure and a rival, blurring the lines of their relationship.

1. Charismatic and Charming:

(he got rizz. DAMNIT YEOJIN NO JOKES.)

Shinyu’s natural charisma defines much of his identity, allowing him to engage and captivate those around him. This charm serves as a significant asset in the chaotic world of the mafia, enabling him to navigate various social situations with ease.

2. Cunning and Strategic:

His experiences in the Red Light District have honed his ability to think critically and strategize effectively. Shinyu excels at assessing situations quickly, enabling him to manipulate odds in his favor, whether in gambling or interpersonal dynamics.

3. Resilient and Resourceful:

The hardships he faced have fostered remarkable resilience in Shinyu. He adapts to challenging circumstances and finds innovative solutions, whether in his gambling tactics or his approach to relationships. This resourcefulness is a testament to his ability to navigate the complexities of life.

4. Protective and Empathetic:

Shinyu’s empathy for those who share similar struggles shapes his interactions with Kotoko. He embodies a protective nature, often stepping in to support her without forcing her to confront her issues. His understanding of her experiences creates a safe space, even if she doesn’t openly acknowledge it.

5. Risk-Taker:

A defining aspect of Shinyu’s personality is his inclination to take risks. He thrives on uncertainty, both in gambling and relationships, embodying a daring spirit that can inspire awe and trepidation in those around him.

Shinyu’s name, 新勇 (Shin Yu), meaning “new courage” or “fresh bravery,” and 機割 (Kiwari), which translates to “opportunity” and “division,” serves as a profound reflection of his character and motivations.

1. New Courage:

The “新勇” component highlights Shinyu’s journey toward self-discovery and the cultivation of bravery. He embodies the idea of embracing new challenges and opportunities, symbolizing his transition from a life of abandonment to one of agency and determination. Shinyu’s pursuit of recognition and belonging is intrinsically linked to this new courage, as he bravely navigates the complexities of life, often risking everything for the chance to redefine his narrative.

2. Opportunity and Division:

The “機割” part of his name emphasizes Shinyu’s innate understanding of opportunities and the tactical divisions necessary to navigate his environment. It reflects his keen awareness of chance and manipulation, traits that serve him well in both gambling and the intricate power dynamics of the mafia. Shinyu’s ability to create opportunities from adversity speaks to his resourcefulness and strategic mindset, allowing him to forge a path forward even in the face of overwhelming odds.

3. Duality of Identity:

Together, the meanings of Shinyu’s name encapsulate his duality: he is a product of his traumatic past yet continuously seeks new beginnings. The interplay between “new courage” and “opportunity” illustrates his ongoing struggle to balance his history with his aspirations for the future. This duality enriches his character, making him relatable as he grapples with the tension between his past experiences and his desires for connection, recognition, and love.

The name of the nightclub, Oborozuki (朧月), meaning “Hazy Moon,” plays a significant role in deepening the connection between Shinyu and Kotoko. The symbolism of the moon reflects the themes of love, longing, and the cyclical nature of their reincarnated existence as the goddess Orihime and the human Hikoboshi from the Tanabata Festival. The festival itself celebrates the reunion of two star-crossed lovers, and the hazy moon serves as a metaphor for their ephemeral moments together, always shadowed by the complexities of their pasts and the circumstances that separate them.

1. Reincarnation and Fate:

Shinyu and Kotoko’s connection as reincarnated figures draws from the legend of Tanabata, wherein the goddess Orihime and the mortal Hikoboshi are separated by the Milky Way, only to reunite once a year. This narrative of star-crossed lovers resonates with Shinyu and Kotoko’s bond, emphasizing their inevitable reconnection despite the challenges they face. The notion that they will always reincarnate and find each other again reinforces the idea of a fated love that transcends time and circumstance.

2. Symbolism of the Moon:

The moon’s phases, particularly the idea of a “red” or full moon, tie into their lore by symbolizing the peaks of their relationship—moments of clarity and union contrasted with the obscurity of their struggles. A “red” moon can represent both the beauty and pain of their connection, mirroring the intensity of Shinyu’s feelings for Kotoko and the barriers that keep them apart. The Otsukimi (moon viewing) tradition, which celebrates the beauty of the moon, parallels their moments of togetherness, where they can acknowledge their bond amidst the chaos of their lives.

3. Echoes of the Lyrics:

FULL POST HERE.

The lyrics from the song “Criminal Love” resonate deeply with Shinyu and Kotoko’s relationship. Phrases like “Got my hands cuffed” symbolize the constraints of their circumstances and emotions, highlighting the struggles they face in expressing their feelings amidst a life of crime and survival. The imagery of waiting “in the deep darkness” mirrors their moments of longing and the emotional depth of their connection, reinforcing the idea that despite the darkness, they find light in each other.

The recurring themes of fate, separation, and longing in the lyrics echo their experiences, emphasizing the belief that love persists even in adversity. The line, “Oh, you say ‘Good night, meet me next life,’” encapsulates their relationship’s cyclical nature, suggesting that no matter the challenges they face, their love will always lead them back to one another in the next incarnation.

Shinyu’s Ability: Gambler’s Luck

Shinyu possesses a power tied to gambling, granting him an uncanny ability to manipulate odds in his favor. When he places a bet, the probability of his success is markedly increased, making him a formidable opponent in any wager or high-stakes situation. However, this ability has its limits; if he pushes it too far, or if the stakes become too emotionally charged, the backlash can manifest as severe luck misfortune. His ability is a double-edged sword, where overconfidence can lead to significant losses—not only in terms of gambling but also in the context of his relationships and emotional well-being.

Kotoko’s Ability: Sweet Roulette

Kotoko’s power, "Sweet Roulette," is centered around high-stakes psychological manipulation. She traps her opponents in a mental game akin to Russian Roulette, where each action they take risks drawing them deeper into her influence or, conversely, backfiring on her. The ability manifests through a disorienting blend of attraction, fear, and confusion, causing targets to feel overwhelmed. The unpredictability of this power means that while it can give Kotoko control over her opponents, it can also spiral out of her grasp, leading to chaotic outcomes.

How Their Abilities Cancel Each Other Out

1. Competing Forces: When Shinyu’s ability to manipulate luck comes into play during a high-stakes encounter, it can directly counteract Kotoko’s psychological manipulation. If Shinyu is engaged in a gamble where he bets against the odds, Kotoko’s ability might inadvertently hinder his success. For example, if she uses her power to create an environment of confusion and fear, Shinyu’s luck might become unreliable, resulting in unexpected failures.

2. Backfiring Mechanism: Both abilities have inherent risks that cause them to clash. If Kotoko triggers her ability in a situation where Shinyu is trying to influence the odds, the pressure will lead to a heightened state of anxiety for him. If Shinyu’s confidence falters, his luck will turn against him. Conversely, if Shinyu becomes overly confident in his luck and underestimates Kotoko’s influence, he might find himself ensnared in her game, unable to escape the psychological effects of her ability.

3. Emotional Stakes: The emotional intensity of their partnership further complicates the interaction between their abilities. If their relationship faces significant strain—whether due to Shinyu's feelings for Kotoko or her trauma—this emotional weight can skew the effectiveness of their powers. For instance, if Kotoko feels particularly vulnerable, her ability would become less reliable, reducing her control over the situation and negating the edge Shinyu’s luck would typically provide.

How Their Abilities Work in Tandem

1. Complementary Strategies: Despite the potential for conflict, Shinyu and Kotoko can also use their abilities in a complementary manner. For example, Shinyu can set the stage for a gamble while Kotoko manipulates the environment to create distractions or leverage psychological pressure on their opponents. The synergy between Shinyu’s ability to influence odds and Kotoko’s ability to overwhelm targets with emotions usually lead to scenarios where their combined efforts result in near-certain victories.

2. Creating Opportunities: In situations where they face a powerful adversary, Shinyu can use his luck manipulation to assess the best possible outcome and create a favorable situation for Kotoko to activate her ability. By raising the stakes through his gambling prowess, he can encourage Kotoko to push her opponents further into a state of disarray, making it easier for her to control the outcome of their encounter.

3. Shared Risk: When both Shinyu and Kotoko are willing to take significant risks, their powers can amplify each other’s effectiveness. Shinyu’s ability to manipulate luck can create a sense of invincibility, encouraging Kotoko to unleash her powers with confidence. In turn, Kotoko’s ability can heighten the stakes of a gamble, feeding into Shinyu’s luck and making it even more potent. When they work in tandem, they can generate a formidable aura of unpredictability, keeping opponents guessing and off-balance.

4. Mutual Support: The understanding that both their powers can lead to unpredictability allows them to develop a bond of trust. In tense situations, they can rely on each other to navigate their unique abilities, mitigating risks through teamwork. Shinyu can use his luck to buffer Kotoko against negative psychological impacts while she provides him with strategic insights that enhance his gambling decisions.

Conclusion to Ability Breakdown

Shinyu and Kotoko’s abilities create a rich tapestry of potential outcomes. Their powers are designed to interact in ways that can either cancel each other out or elevate their effectiveness. This duality reflects their relationship dynamic—rooted in shared trauma, rivalry, and unspoken affection. When harnessed together, their abilities allow them to navigate challenges with a unique synergy, creating a powerful partnership that is as unpredictable as it is compelling. Whether they face conflict or collaboration, Shinyu and Kotoko’s intertwined fates will continue to shape their shared journey in the world of the Port Mafia.

FULL CONCLUSION

Shinyu Kiwari is a multifaceted character shaped by his traumatic past and his quest for connection and recognition. His name reflects his journey of transformation, symbolizing the courage he musters to forge a new identity and seize opportunities amidst adversity. The connection to Kotoko, framed by the symbolism of the Hazy Moon and the legend of Tanabata, deepens the complexity of their bond. Shinyu’s feelings for Kotoko, steeped in empathy and longing, intertwine with the cyclical nature of their reincarnated existence, reinforcing the idea that they will always find their way back to one another. As he navigates the unpredictable nature of his life—through both gambling and relationships—Shinyu embodies the resilience of the human spirit, the complexities of love, and the ongoing quest for connection in a chaotic world. His story serves as a poignant reminder of the strength found in vulnerability and the power of courage to reshape one’s destiny, underscoring the belief that true love transcends time and circumstance, always waiting for the next moonlit reunion.

Shinyu and Kotoko's relationship is a tapestry woven with threads of fate, trauma, and an unspoken yet palpable bond, reminiscent of the myth of Tanabata. In this tale, Kotoko embodies Orihime, the goddess who weaves the fabric of fate, while Shinyu represents Hikoboshi, the mortal who captures her heart. This mythological backdrop frames their connection, suggesting that their paths were destined to cross, even in a world marked by darkness and chaos. Both Shinyu and Kotoko feel a sense of inevitability about their relationship, as if a cosmic force brought them together against the odds. For Shinyu, this belief fosters a deep and abiding affection for Kotoko, a love that is profound yet largely unreciprocated.

Kotoko, on the other hand, finds herself caught in a web of conflicting emotions. While she is drawn to Shinyu and recognizes the similarities in their experiences—both have faced abandonment, loss, and the harsh realities of survival—her trauma prevents her from fully embracing her feelings. The walls she has built around her heart serve as a barrier against vulnerability. Even as she grapples with her emotions, Kotoko's sharp tongue remains a weapon she wields expertly, often directing her barbs at Shinyu. These jabs serve a dual purpose: they deflect her own fears and insecurities while also keeping Shinyu at arm's length. Though he is aware of her internal struggle, Shinyu respects her space, knowing that pushing too hard would only cause her to retreat further.

One of the most significant aspects of their relationship is how well Shinyu understands Kotoko. Over time, he has become attuned to her emotional shifts, able to discern when she is mentally struggling. If she falls silent or stops her usual teasing, it signals to him that something is amiss. Instead of pressuring her to open up, Shinyu often chooses to sit in comfortable silence beside her. This unspoken companionship speaks volumes; his mere presence is a source of solace for Kotoko, even if she refuses to acknowledge it. Their moments of quiet together reveal the depth of their connection, offering a glimpse of the support that underlies their competitive banter.

The dynamics of Shinyu and Kotoko’s relationship mirror those of Dazai and Chuuya, known as "Soukoku." In a similar vein, Shinyu and Kotoko exhibit a rivalry that fuels their partnership. Their sharp exchanges are reminiscent of Dazai and Chuuya's bickering, where both sides are constantly trying to one-up each other while simultaneously relying on one another’s strengths. This push-and-pull dynamic keeps their relationship vibrant and engaging, with the underlying tension often leading to unexpected moments of camaraderie. Just as Dazai’s emotional intelligence allows him to read Chuuya’s moods, Shinyu possesses a keen sense of Kotoko’s emotional state. This bond, while rooted in rivalry, creates an intricate dance where they understand each other on a level that few others do.

Despite the strong connection between them, the reality is that Shinyu's feelings for Kotoko may remain unfulfilled. He finds himself increasingly aware of the one-sided nature of his affection, as Kotoko continues to deflect his advances and ignore his feelings. This tension creates a bittersweet dynamic—Shinyu longs for something deeper, while Kotoko remains shrouded in her own emotional turmoil. The potential for a romantic relationship exists, yet it is clouded by Kotoko’s refusal to confront her feelings. Shinyu's feelings are slightly more obvious, and while he doesn’t expect her to reciprocate, he remains hopeful that one day she might allow herself to be vulnerable.

Adding another layer to their relationship is the unique synergy of their abilities, which could also serve to cancel each other out. Shinyu's gambling powers give him an edge in unpredictable situations, while Kotoko’s “Sweet Roulette” allows her to manipulate the stakes in her favor. Together, they create a formidable force, but there’s also an inherent risk. Their powers, when used in tandem, could lead to unpredictable outcomes, paralleling the unpredictability of their relationship itself. This dynamic not only underscores the tension between them but also symbolizes the delicate balance they maintain as they navigate their intertwined fates.

In the end, Shinyu and Kotoko’s relationship is a complex web of fate, rivalry, and unspoken emotions. They are two souls bound by their pasts, navigating a world filled with danger and uncertainty. While their connection is strong, it remains tinged with the possibility of what could have been, held back by Kotoko's trauma and Shinyu's yearning. Their journey together, marked by challenges and shared experiences, paints a poignant picture of two individuals seeking solace in each other while grappling with their own demons. Ultimately, their relationship stands as a testament to the complexities of love, rivalry, and the search for connection in a world where both are often elusive.

Shinyu and Kotoko’s abilities are intricately linked to their personalities and experiences, leading to a unique dynamic that allows them to either cancel each other out or work in perfect harmony, depending on the circumstances.

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Shinyu’s full backstory

Shinyu’s life began with abandonment, betrayal, and a sense of lost identity. Born to Kiwari Kazuki, a famous celebrity in Japan, Shinyu's existence was kept hidden, his birth the product of an affair with a nameless man who wasn’t in the spotlight. The scandal was too much for Kiwari to bear, so shortly after his birth, she left Shinyu in the Red Light District, severing all ties with his father. Determined to erase the affair from her past, she paid a hefty sum to ensure that Shinyu's father was killed, along with any trace of his family. Since the father was from a small village, this task was easily accomplished, leaving Shinyu truly without a past.

Growing up in the unforgiving streets of the Red Light District, Shinyu learned quickly how to survive. He was forced to gamble for money, relying on his wits, charisma, and soon his ability, which made him nearly unbeatable. From conning unsuspecting gamblers to orchestrating more elaborate scams, Shinyu was driven by a desire to carve out a reputation that went beyond his unfortunate beginnings.

By the time he was 15, Shinyu had made a name for himself in the underworld as one of the most skilled players and dealers at the Oborozuki Nightclub. The establishment was famous for its blend of high-stakes gambling and shady clientele, and Shinyu thrived in the environment. His reputation reached such heights that he attracted the attention of the Port Mafia, who saw an opportunity in his connections. The wide variety of people frequenting Oborozuki made him a valuable asset, able to gather information from every corner of the underground. Seeing the Port Mafia’s interest as a way to break free from the limitations of the Red Light District and extend his influence, Shinyu agreed to their terms. At just 16, he became a member of one of the most feared organizations in Yokohama.

It was during his time with the Port Mafia that he met the Kanehara siblings—Riki, already a mafia member, and his sister Kotoko, who was not yet involved. Shinyu's interest was immediately drawn to Kotoko. Something about her sharp wit and fiery nature intrigued him. Even though she was younger and had no direct ties to the mafia at that time, Shinyu sensed a kindred spirit in her. Though Kotoko constantly made sarcastic remarks and seemed to dislike him, she never went so far as to remove him from her life, even though she had the power to do so through her brother.

Undeterred by her insults, Shinyu pursued a connection with her. They were alike in more ways than either of them cared to admit—both had been abandoned by their mothers, left to navigate a world where they had to fend for themselves. Their shared history of growing up too fast, of doing things no child should ever have to, bound them together, though it was unspoken. They started meeting under the full moon at a secluded park in the city, their relationship evolving through these nightly rendezvous. For Shinyu, these meetings were a rare moment of peace amidst the chaos of his life, but Kotoko suddenly stopped showing up.

Months passed with no sign of her, until one night, she reappeared. She had changed, hardened by the loss of her brother, Riki, who had died on a mafia mission. Kotoko had now joined the Port Mafia, and Shinyu could see how the tragedy had reshaped her. Even after Kotoko joined the Port Mafia, her sharp tongue only sharpened further, perhaps as a defense mechanism or a reflection of the emotional armor she had built after her brother's death. Her biting sarcasm and witty remarks didn’t fade; in fact, they became more pronounced, a way to maintain control and keep others at a distance. Shinyu, who had grown accustomed to her jabs, noticed how this fiery edge had intensified since her return to the park that fateful night. Though they now worked together as “Double Roulette,” Kotoko never missed an opportunity to challenge him, mocking his decisions and abilities, even during life-threatening missions.

Shinyu, however, wasn’t deterred by her barbs. He found a strange comfort in them, as they reminded him of their earlier encounters when they were just two abandoned souls meeting under the full moon. If anything, her increased sharpness only fueled his interest, drawing him further into the twisted bond they shared. Their rivalry kept things exciting, pushing them to constantly outwit one another while simultaneously solidifying their partnership as one of the most formidable in the Port Mafia.

Soon, the Port Mafia paired them together for missions. Their powers complemented each other so well that their partnership quickly became legendary. With Shinyu's gambling-based abilities and Kotoko’s deadly "Sweet Roulette," they formed a lethal duo, known as “Double Roulette.” Together, they rose through the ranks of the mafia, their names whispered in fear and awe. Now, their reputations precede them, their synergy unmatched, as they continue to walk the dangerous line between survival and destruction.

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Criminal Love Lyrical Breakdown for Shinyu and Kotoko

This took WAAAY to long so enjoy this breakdown of a song that was written with my characters not even a distant thought!! Take this while I suffer editing the main thing..

The lyrics of "Criminal Love" by ENHYPEN resonate deeply with the characters Shinyu and Kotoko, drawing parallels to their relationship dynamics, themes of reincarnation, and their intertwined fates. Here’s a breakdown of the lyrics line by line, connecting them to Shinyu and Kotoko's narrative:

Verse 1

"Criminal love, love / Hours like minutes (Yeah)"

- Interpretation: This line introduces the idea of a love that feels forbidden or dangerous ("criminal"). For Shinyu and Kotoko, their relationship embodies this complexity—intense yet fraught with challenges. The fact that they both are in the Port Mafia, literal “criminals”. The sensation of "hours like minutes" reflects the urgency and intensity of their connection, suggesting that every moment together feels significant.

"The moon covered by dark night when the light's out (When the light's out)"

- Interpretation: The imagery of the moon symbolizes their relationship's duality: beauty overshadowed by darkness. The moon's presence can connect to their nightly meetings under the hazy moonlight, symbolizing hope amidst the chaos of their lives.

"No one knows we got the best seats in this ghost town"

- Interpretation: This line evokes a sense of isolation, where only they share their hidden bond. The "ghost town" metaphor illustrates their disconnected lives and the feeling of being outsiders in the world, emphasizing their unique connection amidst solitude.

"I'm used to waiting / Trapped in the deep darkness every day (Yeah)"

- Interpretation: Shinyu's history of waiting and survival resonates here, as he navigates the darkness of his past and present. This reflects Kotoko’s emotional struggles and trauma, reinforcing their shared experiences of waiting for moments of connection and light.

Chorus

"Repeated new moon / Memories of you distant away / I've been looking for you since you left / Night and day / What a pity life"

- Interpretation: The "repeated new moon" can symbolize the cyclical nature of their connection through reincarnation, echoing their fated encounters. Shinyu's longing for Kotoko mirrors the pain of separation and the sense of searching for each other across lifetimes, emphasizing the tragedy of their relationship.

"Oh, you say 'Good night, meet me next life' / But where are you now?"

- Interpretation: This directly ties into their themes of reincarnation; the idea of meeting in the next life suggests an eternal connection that transcends time. The longing and questions about where the other is reflect their deep-seated desire to be together, even when separated.

Verse 2

"Got me like under the moonlight for a moment / Allowed heaven, fill the empty me / Got my hands cuffed (Got my hands cuffed)”

- Interpretation: The moment under the moonlight captures their fleeting but profound encounters. "Allowed heaven" speaks to the bliss they find in each other's company, while "hands cuffed" symbolizes both the binding nature of their connection and the constraints imposed by their circumstances.

"Criminal love (Criminal love) / God, this night tastes just like ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh"

- Interpretation: This reinforces the allure and danger of their love—capturing its intoxicating nature. The taste of the night becomes a metaphor for the unforgettable moments they share, further emphasizing their intense bond. Or something else, up to you ^~^.

Chorus Reprise

"Criminal love, love / Hours like minutes, the madness of the moment"

- Interpretation: Here, the cyclical theme continues, highlighting the chaotic yet thrilling nature of their connection, emphasizing that despite the chaos around them, their bond remains a constant.

Bridge

"Is even breaking up a repeated fate? / Cruelly for us again"

- Interpretation: This reflects on their cyclical struggles and heartbreaks. The notion that their breakups might be a part of their fate underscores the tragic inevitability of their connection—a theme central to their story.

"Trying to separate, no hidin', hidin' (Hidin') / I found you in the dark (I found you) / Soak me in the light (Soak me)"

- Interpretation: Despite Kotoko’s main attempts to separate, their bond is unbreakable. Finding each other in darkness symbolizes hope, while "soak me in the light" illustrates their desire for healing and connection, highlighting the transformative power of love.

Final Chorus

"Oh, you say 'Good night, meet me next life' / But I'm yours tonight"

- Interpretation: This poignant line captures the essence of their present connection while acknowledging the promise of future reunions. It reinforces the idea that, despite their struggles, they fully embrace their time together.

"Got me like under the moonlight for a while / Allowed heaven, I will hug you"

- Interpretation: The moonlight imagery recurs, symbolizing the hope and beauty of their relationship amidst adversity. "I will hug you" expresses a longing for closeness, reinforcing their need for one another.

"Faded (Faded) / Baby, the night given to us (Night)"

- Interpretation: This emphasizes the impermanence of their time together and the bittersweet nature of their encounters. It evokes the sense of transience that defines “their” love.

"What do you want? (Oh) Tell me (Yeah) / Give me a ray of your love"

- Interpretation: This expresses vulnerability and a desire for deeper understanding, highlighting their emotional struggles and the longing for connection.

"Under a terrible curse / Jump in and dive"  

- Interpretation: The "terrible curse" can symbolize their past traumas and the challenges they face. "Jump in and dive" conveys a willingness to embrace their fate and take risks.

"Got me like if we ever again / When we meet, hug me"

- Interpretation: This echoes the theme of reincarnation and eternal connection. The desire for a reunion reinforces their belief that they will always find each other.

Conclusion

Overall, the lyrics of "Criminal Love" resonate profoundly with Shinyu and Kotoko’s story, encapsulating their passionate, tumultuous relationship, the themes of reincarnation, and the promise of eternal connection. This connection is further deepened by the symbolism of the moon, aligning with their experiences at Oborozuki Nightclub and the Otsukimi traditions, where moonlight serves as a backdrop to their fate-laden encounters.

@myluckymoon

@the-mafias-muzzled-dog

@thetasteofbeautyandlove

@happy--prince

They’re literally in love your honor

[lotto-on-top]

“Yo. Kiwaryu. I’m bored so now I’ve hired someone to help me fucking kill you.”

(@sweet-roulette and @the-mafias-muzzled-dog)

“Huh??? Girl I’ve done nothing to you-“

[sweet-roulette]

OOC

Kotoko and Shinyu (@lotto-on-top)

[lotto-on-top]

“I actually.. have no idea what the hell. Why do you want to know? It’s unlike you to openly ask for advice-“

“How does one call someone the f word? Like “you are fuck”?? Or is it just “fuck you”?”

[lotto-on-top]

“What?? Nooo of course not! Now answer the question.”

“Hey, Kotoko-chan~ What do you call a wreath of money?”

-@lotto-on-top

“…Is this going to backfire on me?”

[lotto-on-top]

Shinyu finished shuffling and he dealed the cards, splitting them between the both of them. Now the game began.

Shinyu walked into the casino, looking around for any people worth challenging, his eyes scanned the place before landing on Richard. He walked over with a smile.

“Hello, care for a game?”

(I’m crying I didn’t know how to start a interaction)

-@lotto-on-top

*Richard looked up and smirked.*

"Oh a card game? Sure young lad, I would gladly accept."