#🍝 Italian Babe

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Hi babe! I need to talk to someone who don’t know about this situation ‘cause I’m going CRAZY; I have a crush for one of my friend, I’ve liked him for three years (I know I’m embarrassing), in 2020 we had a period where we dated, but at some point he broken up with me because he didn’t like me anymore. At the begging I was not bothered with this, but then after new year, I became very sad, and depressed, I had a very dark period, when I was as hanging out with my friend the most of the time I didn’t speak, I was so angry with myself, and I blamed myself for what happened because finally I had found someone who likes me, and then, maybe for my temper (I have trust issues, at the begging I’m a little cold) he left me. At some point I stopped drinking alcohol because when I became drunk, I locked me in the bathroom for crying, or for throwing up and sometimes I called him a piece of shit 😃 he was always there because we have the same friend.

BUT, I noticed that recently when I make a joke he laughs A LOT, he’s the only one who laughs at something it’s not so funny, maybe I do a sarcastic comment under my breath and he laughs!!!! And when he does obviously I laugh too and I look at him and he looks at me, and this beautiful thing happens where both of us laugh and we look at each other, last week it happened and I wanted TO DIE, we almost fell out of chairs I’m not joking. (The same night he gifted me some Harry Potter’s stuff he found in a sort of chocolate egg ‘cause I didn’t have it and he had them double)

I don’t feel the same love I did three years ago, but when this things happen I want to punch myself because I know that maybe he just trying to be friendly, he want to be my friend (and I want too) so I have to wake up and go on, but I can’t, today he texted me for asking a thing about the city I live, and then he asked me how I was and then he told me he was good too except for the hot weather, I was like a kid in the candy store but I kept telling my self that he was just being friendly he doesn’t care about me 😭😭😭😭

Sorry for this looong ramble, but I have to tell to someone to see if I’m the one who sees things and you look like a really good and sweet person, sorry if I took your time 💛

-🍝 (I’m the Italian one who go crazy for Jo’s hands😇)

Aww babe 💛 so to be fully transparent, I'm totally not a relationship advice person in terms of knowing how dating is going today / or having been with multiple people. I had two boyfriends growing up (one who was actual literal garbage in the form of a human flesh, but that's a different story) and then my now husband who I've been with for almost 12 years.

All I can say is something I've learned with being with him for so long. We were friends first and that I think is always the most important thing to me. He's my best friend, and I still wanna tell him everything & that totally stems from the friendship we formed before dating. But what I've learned through that friendship and our relationship is just communication 💛

If you're confused about your title/what this is - ask him. If you wanna put your heart out there - do it. Whatever happens, then you know and you're not left with questions and what ifs and it's all out there - for both of you to know. Sure, it could end up ruining what you have or make things messier, but then in my opinion it wasn't meant to be and you don't have to spend more energy wondering. It of course wouldn't be all perfect and feeling good right away, but I promise you that a future you will be happy you communicated how you were feeling.

Also, I think for your particular situation, it would be really beneficial to talk about how things went down and what's happened since if you never had those kind of chats before. It sounds like you went through a lot together as well as personally and talking it out is always beneficial in my opinion 💛

Also! Even if he's just a friend, then you have a really great friend you can not only laugh with, but have these cool and meaningful convos with, you know?

I really hope this helped! 💛

- XOXO Gossip Girl Taylor

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Whitey? Babe I think we established I'm Italian 🍕🍝🇮🇹🤌

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Thank you Taylor for your words, comunication is not my thing but lately I’m trying to improve on that, including my shyness, and to love my self more. It wasn’t the first time I get hurt in my love life, so every time it happens I lost trust in everyone and it‘s hard to trust people again, I lost even the desire to meet other guys, i’m afraid to talking to them, lately I hate them and he seems the only good one, the one is not trash (he has flaws I swear). Probably I wrote like shit but I’m a little tired, I started a new job this week, and I think I’m going to sleep soon and hoping I will dream the only man I can trust and will not break my heart : my Stevie💓💞💘💖💕💞💗💖💘💕

-🍝

Im so happy you're learning to trust again! I know there's a lot of shit and bad things, but love and finding that person you can trust is so beautiful! 💛 I say don't push yourself if you're not fully ready! It sounds like you have a lot going on, it's okay to give yourself some grace - treat yourself with kindness, patience, and trust your gut 💛

I'm sending you all the good vibes my love!

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Little update: thursday night I texted him and asked him out and he said yes but he has two jobs and today he left for a couple of days, and he told me that he will let me know when he would be free from work so we could hang out!! I want to be optimistic and think that maybe after these holidays he will contact me, and I do not want to think about that maybe he just tell me that and then disappear, if so I will haunt him :)

-🍝

I'm so glad you messaged him!! He better not ghost, I will also come haunt him 💛

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I’ve read that Joe in Finalmente l’alba says some lines in Italian, my italian ass is shacking rn

-🍝

I truly honest to god am not gonna survive. I'm such a sucker for someone speaking more than one language - even if it's "bad". Oh? You wanna learn another language and you're *trying*? You're so sexy let me have all of your children please.

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Hey Taylor, just here to say thank you for being so patient to me for my “situationship”, and Saturday our “”date”” it went well, we talked, I talked a lot despite not knowing him so much and being shy, we haven’t even seen our phone for the whole time, he said goodbye to me with two kisses on the cheeks in front of my friends (a win is a win); two downsides: when he talks he doesn’t often ask "and you?" I think he’s a bit self-centered, not so much though he’s a man after all, and he don’t want a relationship at the moment but we talked about a girl who ghosted him so I think he’s a bit worried someone will do this again to him, and today we saw each other again for work, but we haven’t talked so much, only say “hi” and I’m a little bit sad because idk what to do now, idk if I have to text him again. I think I will wait a couple of days🥹

How are you Taylor? Hope you’re doing great, thanks for being here♥️

first I'm so sorry?! I just discovered several messages in my inbox that I never got the notifications for and my inbox said 0? So I'm so sorry for the late response to this 💛

I'm so glad you went!! Um, I think I'd personal swoon if someone kissed me on the cheek 🫠 but I guess in the states that's maybe not as common? Idk i havent dated in the modern era haha. Did you end up texting him? hope there's more good to update!!! 💛

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Okay *breath in, breath out* today I’m going out with him and I think I’m gonna throw up, I’m afraid it will be embarrassing ‘cause in the past we haven’t talk that much, but I think it will be a good thing because we will have things to say (I hope). My friends want to be there too, and they will but I hope I won’t see them ‘cause it will be the death of me. I’m so anxious rn, send me a lot of good vibes 🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿

-🍝

Ahhh Good luck! I hope it's a great first date 💛💛💛

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Italian Babe! I'm sorry, your ask just got deleted and I can't remember your account so hopefully you see this 💛

My advice is to just do what your gut says, but I think open and honest communication and conversation is the best. You are worth someone who isn't gonna play games and be honest with how he's feeling. But boys are also stupid sometimes and sometimes you have to be blunt and just ask, and you may be pleasantly surprised 💛

Good luck!!

And thank you, I had a good Christmas and I'm still feeling the lasting sickness lingering, but overall doing much better. Thank you for asking 🥰

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I’ve texted my crush on ig and now I’m staring at the void thinking about what I did 🥲

(Last night I’ve dreamed that he texted me back so I hope I will have the same conclusion)

-🍝

I hope it worked out for you babe! 💛

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I’m sad again, I think crush have something with another girl from the same group of volunteers, today their hands where touching or something and they’re always together, disappointed but not surprised, I’m back in my reputation era 🖤

How about you Taylor, how are you?

-🍝

Aw damn, I'm so sorry!!! I say never assume, can always try chatting with him, get a clearer answer? But also Taylor's rep era was my favorite so I mean steer into it my love. Show em what they're missing 💛 Firm believer in things happening when they're supposed to happen and it's shit a lot of the times, and it gets a little lonely and seemingly hopeless, but I promise things get better and click. What's supposed to happen will happen when it's supposed to happen for you babe 💛

And I'm okay! Lots going on / hard to explain or wrap into words. I'm very grateful for this little community and writing right now, that's for sure 💛💛💛

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Hi Taylor! How are you?

Okay I’m ready to tell you about this new crush: last month I started volunteering in a kindergarten and once/twice a month we have to do training (“we” are all the people who do volunteering with the same organisation in my region) last week we went in this holiday home managed by the nun, we stayed there for three days and to make it short we did many team games and he and I were ALWAYS in a group together, the funny thing is that the groups were decided by fate not by us volunteers, but I’d never do jokes about it like “here we are again” because I’m shy and I didn’t want to be a “stalker”😂

We talked but not so much, I asked him what he was studying and we talked a bit about that, and sometimes we looked each other from across the room but not so much more. He’s funny and unfortunately if you can make me laugh, you won soooo. During these days I tried to looking for him on instagram but I couldn’t find him, BUT THEN thursday afternoon i saw that his friend started following me on ig and I never spoke to her except on the first day asking her name during a game and I was shocked about that because for me there will not be a reason to start following her (she’s nice and all but we haven’t spoke); and then I found him in her following and I started following him and he did back😉

The other day I put on ig stories a selfie and he saw it, AAAAND before I put another selfie on instagram (post) 🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁 HE LIKED THE PICTURE I’M STILL SCREAMING

Monday we have another meeting for training and he will be there too and I think I will faint, my friends have a lot of faith in me and I want to talk to him but I don’t know hooow and what to talk about😭😭😭

(I swear some things have happened, not so much, in these three days but I don’t want to make these text a lot longer than it already is)

-🍝

I'm good thanks for asking 💛

And oh my goodness #1) so excited you have a crush and he seems cool and you've had all these small but posutuve interactions! #2) I so don't envy you having to flirt and figure things out in this day and age I literally would have no idea how to do it #3) that being said! I definitely think you gotta chat with him more and get to know him - I always opt for simple questions about favorite things because you can always ask why it's their favorite, bond over shared interests, etc.

I hope you get an opportunity to talk with him and get to know him more! I'm sending you all the good vibes 💛

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As soon as I can I will tell you everything!! These days I was busy with work and rn I’m going to school (acting) which I started the second year last week and the first lesson went very well more than I was expected, I’m glad you’re feeling better💛

-🍝

Ahhh that's so exciting!! I'm so curious what it's like to go to school for acting so you'll have to tell me all about that too 💛

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Babe I think I have a new crush, I see the light

How are you?

-🍝

Woooo!!! See 💛 I knew it. I need the details!!

I'm pretty good, a lot of changes in the personal life that are scary but exciting, a lot of staring at blank word documents. Thank you for asking 🥰

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Taylor I’m scared for the finale of WCIL 👀

-🍝

GUYS DONT BE SCARED. I'm just dumb.

Here, here's one of the songs I imagine playing at the end of the chapter if it were the movie in my head 💛 I promise I'm only trying to rip your heart out a teeny tiny bit.