#𝜗𝜚 fleur's musings.

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thinking about how simon is the perfect combination between being brutal and a sweetheart — comes home to you nearly all the time with split, bloodied knuckles from getting into pointless fist-fights down at the bar. on the other hand, he’s the most gentle soul with you, let’s you kiss his knuckles; lips ghosting over the damaged tissue and beads of crimson adorning his calloused hands. you wanna give him all the affection in the world, but also have his cock filling your throat ‘cause he’s just so hot with his perfect balance of masculinity and protectiveness…

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sleazy + streamer!ghost who’s some ex-military lieutenant in his mid-40’s, spending his spare time broadcasting himself playing some stupid fps game or showing off his collection of hard-earned weaponry that gathers a semi-large audience … also meaning that he has dozens of girls attempt at flirting with him in his dm’s every so often.

it gives him something to boost his ego, to get himself off to, but nothing compares to you. his most devoted fan, gifting him on every stream, being one of the only girls he really ever replies to over and over again. crushes on you so bad to the point where he thinks about meeting up with you in person, and live-streaming himself fucking you in front of his audience. ♥︎

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dick from a high-functioning depressed older man who’s been through hell and back.

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midlife-crisis!simon who is a hundred percent convinced he could do better than your boyfriend. he’s older, more experienced, and a lot more filthier in every sense — what more could you want in a man? so, you’re left no room to protest when he’s manhandling and bending you over his shoulder, inked forearm locked around your waist. doesn’t take long for the guy to be completely head over heels with his controversially young doll. (literally to the point where he gets your name tattooed onto him, no regrets)

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i love how my type in fictional men is like — big tattooed masked war criminal with the biggest baby cow eyes or the most fatigued, depraved loser of a man ever.

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something about gunslinger!simon who’s a total sleaze, find him hanging around local saloons around near-midnight. on the other hand, you’re nothing more than a working girl — pretty in the face with corsets n’ all, making a living out of being a little temptress by the evening, certainly does catch simon’s eye…

so it’s no surprise when he tells you that lemme show you how a real man does it, dollface. nothing ‘bout those younger blokes, yeah? ends up in some hotel room, you all stupefied and dumb on top of him adorned with his hat around your head. calloused hands rest on your waist, bouncing you on top of him (putting those riding skills into work)… he’s not expecting this to be the last time you two meet especially when he succumbs to this instinct of turning into your dedicated patron.

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the cure to my female loneliness is constantly daydreaming ‘bout a big beefy fictional man.

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born to be a girl on the internet writing the sluttiest things away to her heart’s content forced to have an actual functioning role in society.

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i’m so serious when i say we need more girly!reader + bimbo!reader paired with ghost so bad. the contrast in being so ditzy & cutesy to him being such an edgy, grumpy old man – stupidly, obsessively fawning over his tattoos, leaving lip gloss stains on either his face or balaclava… a vision.

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price with a pornstache who loves knowing it gets you all riled up whenever he has it cut that way — but nothing beats him desperately folding you in half just to pull your panties to the side and devour at your cunt, his ‘stache giving extra simulation against your sensitive skin…

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i absolutely hate how men get so weirded out when women have such deeply indulged interests they talk about almost all of the time, cause like, tell me why this guy is in my instagram dms commenting on this ghost edit i reposted on my story and saying my ‘obsession’ with him is disturbing… like girl shut the hell up?

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brain is so plagued atm… thinking about single dilf simon and how he takes advantage of your babysitting services for his little princess. expect the usual of being fucked into his mattress and ruining the pristine sheets with a mess of your messy mascara & mixed cum as “payment” for all that you do. it’s a win-win, he gets to hookup with the youthful hottie next door, and you’re getting spoiled, money and sex and all.

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me when i choose to write call of duty men porn over completing due assignments.

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expect some college!könig + his hyperfem gf in a couple of days. ♥︎

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recently bought cod ghosts, and all i have to say keegan russ is such a gorgeous angel princess baby and i would love that depressed high-functioning man as he is.

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okay so. i’m slowly beginning to fall into the hybrid reader rabbit hole, and growing unhealthily obsessed with the concept of cod men and their puppy girls...