#𝚒𝚒—threads.

[thebecomlng]

[ #𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆]—:: an independent, private, selective 𝚆𝙸𝙻𝙻 𝙶𝚁𝙰𝙷𝙰𝙼 ( nbc hannibal ).

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐏𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆. » 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐝 && 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 && 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 » established 𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟸. » 𝚐𝚊𝚛𝚘 ( 22, they/them ).

[teletropic]

⠀⠀▬▬⠀⠀ＤＡＮ.

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      “ in  our  lives,  it’s  rules  and  narrow  margins. ” 

david’s  twiddling  his  thumbs.  a  scrape  here  and  there  at  the  skin  near  his  nail  even  though  he  knows  sooner  or  later  he’ll  peel  a  piece  too  far.  too  deep.  whoops⠀⠀▬⠀⠀focusing  on  dan’s  voice—⠀not  dan’s  mind  !⠀ not  other  people’s  minds  !⠀ (⠀𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝-  𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝  𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎  𝚝𝚑𝚎  𝚟𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚖𝚎  𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚕.  𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎  𝚒𝚗.  𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗  𝚝𝚑𝚎  𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝  𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗.  𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝  𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎  𝚑𝚎  𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍⠀)⠀—but  it’s  one  of  those  things-  easier  said  than  done.  there’s  the  urge  to  just  SHUT  OUT  EVERYTHING.  which  is  what  dan’s  talking  about,  right  ?⠀ keeping  yourself  in-line.  .  .⠀doing  what  you  can.  fighting  the  urges—⠀to  not  fall  off  the  wagon—⠀to  not  get  worse⠀(⠀𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙  𝚝𝚒𝚙-𝚝𝚘𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐⠀)⠀;⠀to  not  𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒑𝒔𝒆.

𝚑𝚎  𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚝𝚜  𝚑𝚒𝚜  𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍  𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖  𝚑𝚒𝚜  𝚕𝚊𝚙.  𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝  𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑,  “ i-  i  don’t  know  how  you  do  it— ”  david’s  not  sure  exactly  what  he  means.  rarely  does  he  ever⠀;⠀about  dan’s  recovery?  using  his,  or-  or  rather  their  shining-  on  a  daily  basis,  controlled?  just  LIVING?  all  of  the  above?  yeah,  “ how.  .  .  how  do  you  not  feel  like-  like  you’re  gonna  go crazy? ”  the  last  word  ｈｕｓｈｅｄ.