#𝄞♩♪serxa rambles

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PFFT wth do u mean I have to actually WRITE my stories, and can't just magically make one and post if for my followers, anyway, Thank u guys for all the attention I have been getting, I love love love u all sm, I have 36 followers, and last time I checked, I had zero, so thank u all for the likes, reblogs and comments u leave on my posts, I love interacting w u guys. Fyi, for the people who r waiting for the 3rd part of 'The prince has to learn the Hard Way' I'm still editing a few, and adding scenes to make it longer:)) I hope u guys enjoy it

Anyway, who wants a Hermes x reader story

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Silly little ramble to keep you guys entertained first (Deities)

I'm sure we all know deities in Greek mythology, or in any other spirituality way, but man, finding out who your deity is, it's stressful man.

As a person who has been interested with Greek mythology ever since I was 9 or so, gosh, finding out who my deity is, was surprising. Especially when I connected to my whole life, gosh.

First off, My Deity is Apollon/Apollo, God of the Sun, Music, Poetry and Medicine. I never really dug into Deities, especially being in a family full of religious people.

And I'm not saying I'm not religious, I really am, I know that worshiping other gods, especially being a Christian is so called, wrong, but nothing is wrong in God's eyes, and I hope God just watches over me, telling me that he's always there if I ever want to worship him once again. So please don't come here to tell me I shouldn't be worshiping other Gods and despising me just because of this.

I loved witchcraft, I always thought it was amazing, I wanted to collect crystals and see prophecies, so when I realized finding your deity by tarot reading, offerings and prayers, I really wanted to try.

To answer how I connected my thoughts on Apollo being my deity, it was hard. You can't assume that everything is a sign, but what draws you in and what shows in your eyes is also a sign. You also can't assume that, That God or Goddess is your deity, you have to connect it with every single trait you've had in your life, your hobbies or anything you enjoy.

Since I, Love drawing, literature, poems, (I have so many in my drafts) music, want to do archery, want to study medicine, (become a pathologist.) My favorite color growing up was blue, to purple, but now it suddenly changed to yellow? Holy shit.

Every single trait is connected to Apollo. I am a person who wakes up early, prepares for school and learns, with the sun always beaming on me. Countless times, I go to school really early, where the sun is at its peak. (around 6:30 or so)

And I never really thought about Apollo being my deity, especially being a religious person. I never thought of worshiping other Gods or Goddesses until now.

Countless of times, I am always under the sun, ever since I was an infant and a baby, my family loved going to the beach. Sunrises and sunsets are my favorite. And gosh, how I look with gold jewelry, I love it.

The first trait I developed was drawing(if you'd even count that as a trait) I've been drawing ever since I was a toddler, seeing my older sister draw, and create lively designs and OC's, I wanted to experience them too.

Second was music. I've wanted to learn the guitar or violin, and Apollo is known for his lyre, which is a instrument with strings, just like guitars and violins, but my mother never got be into lessons, nor buy me one. And I listen to music, almost every single day, I have earbuds, earphones, headsets, and headphones all piled up because I have to many spares. I loved music, and it's where I found peace, and how melodies sound and how I immediately recognize the song just by the first note.

Third was my interest and Literature and poetry. I loved writing stories, and day dreaming, to the point I maladaptive day dreamed (till now I am, but I need to stop it. 🥹) And what I'm doing right now, all of my stories and all of my fics, I never even knew that I could write this much. And my love for Poetry was so random. I write poems that add up to 20 stanzas all because I'm in love, and or, feelings. If I feel lost, I write about it. If I feel annoyed or angry, I write about it. Different emotions, I write poems or stories about it. I always found a love for literature, loving how I could express myself with just simple words.

Fourth was my thirst for archery. Again, my parents never signed me up for classes in archery, thinking it's too expensive even though we could afford it. Archery bows and archery arrows, my mom didn't say yes to, and how much I itched to fight in sports competitions at my schools for archery, yet they only offered it to others that are said 'professionals'.

Last is my dream to learn medicine. I am one to fix people's wounds, whether it's their mental, physical, or emotional state. My emotional intelligence is through the roof, that I give the best advice, I help people with their mental health, yet I can't fix my own, and I help people patch up after they get hurt. I dream of being in the medical field, whether it be a pathologist or doctor.

Once I connected all the dots, from when I was little, to now, it's surprising to think that Apollo might've been following and guiding me. I just realized it today, and I'm contemplating whether or not to make an altar. But I probably will. Hehe. And rn, I'm too scared to assume that it's him, I am doing research!!

And again, please don't come after me for worshiping a different God, I know there are a lot of religious people, but please don't attack me. I still get religious guilt for even thinking about worshiping other Gods, but I really want to thank Apollo with all of the blessings and talents he has guided me to.

That's all, yippeee, bye bye🩷🫶

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Dammit. WHAT DO YOU MEAN I HAVE TO WRITE ALL OF THIS?

Literally me rn, but jokes aside, Requests are open so u can go ahead and request stories from any of my fandoms in my ask box😊🤲 I need more ideas, and I'll post the part three and the new Hermes story I'm writing later today.

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LITTLE RAMBLES ABOUT MY DEITY, APOLLON

I showed Apollon the Playlist I made for him on Spotify, and put it on shuffle as we listened to it. And he danced for a few, but bro, LORD APOLLON LOVED ALL I WANTED WAS YOU BY PARAMORE🥹 that's actually so sad , Lord Apollon is yearning. Rn, I don't have anything to properly communicate with him except for candles! And I did make offerings and showed him 3 of my poems already. He seemed a fond of them, and I just kept it there with my other offerings!

Rn, I bought tarot cards and still in shipment, and saving up for a statue of him, at least the small one, y'know. And rn, I'm still trying to make sure it's really him, especially when I realized other Gods can interfere with their altars. It might be nymphs or Deities that aren't even from Greek, so. I need to make sure of that.. That's why I also bought the tarot cards to communicate with them if they have a message!

And rn, I'm just praying to Apollo and having him hang out with me. I pray for motivation to actually start my projects for school and drafts here on Tumblr.. Yeah I haven't started anything UHHH.

But I also noticed with Apollon, HE DOES NOT LET HIS FIRE BURN OUT. the candle is literally skinned off, there is no wax, YET HE'S STILL FIGHTING. IDK HOW HE DOES IT. And his candle is rlly rlly rlly hot. I almost burned myself for just simply hovering my hand over the flame.

It's crazy too, and he's not rlly that active during afternoons, only in mornings and nights for me. Idk, it might be different. And he's always standing tall, his fire is so tall and confident, I need that type of confidence. O Great Sun God, Apollon.

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I just realized I have so many "coming soon" stories... Yeah uh, I'll start on them when I start on them😊