#𓈒 𝟅𝟈 over beers

[pupine]

you dont fucking love me dont lie to me. you said you’d be here for me. you said you wanted to help me get better. you lied about all of it. im too hard to love just fucking say that

[pupine]

i will always be too difficult to love

[pupine]

why does everyone lie about loving me why wont anyone ever care about me like they say they will

[pupine]

i hate being sick i hate beinglike this why wont anyone ever love me WHYDID YOU JUST LIE TO ME WHY DID YOU SAY YOU LOVED ME YOU FUCKING LIAR YOURE SUCH A LIAR

[pupine]

YOU NEVER LOVED ME YOU WERENT GOING TO BE THERE FOR ME YOU WERE NEVER GOING TO HELP ME I WAS ALWAYS TOO MUCH FOR YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU. I AM TOO MUCH YOU JUST SHOULDVE SAID THAT. WHY LIE TO ME I HATE YOU IHATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

[pupine]

imsorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im too mugj im sorruimsorry imsorry i knew you didng love me i knew it i fucking knew it IHATE YOU I AHTW YOUSO FUCKINH MUCH WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE ME WHY WOULD YOU FUCKING LIE TO ME FOR MONTHS YOU NEVER LOVED ME

[pupine]

i hate this come back please i miss you god im. so pathetic. why do i have to wait so long i need you to say something. come back

[pupine]

just hate me already. just say you think im a terrible person. give me a reason to hate you. give me a reason to run. say you dont love me anymore. that we’re better off as friends. so i can leave this stupid fucking situation. im so tired why dont you hate me yet. ill make you hate me eventually

[pupine]

go away go away go away god i hate you leave me alone stop talking i need somebody to make me feel good again i miss them

[pupine]

when the slightest thing goes wrong so i feel the need to block everyone i know and disappear off the internet

[pupine]

i want you and no one else. they all hate me. youre so nice to me. would you keep your promise? could you really do that?

[pupine]

i hate you you dont fucking own me dont tell me what to do

[pupine]

i do nothing but sit and wait and ache for people who dont care about me anymore. for people who i resent. for people who were just nice to me once. for people who i barely even know. i latch on way way too fast, im a mess.

[pupine]

i’ll just sit and wait for your return, come back, please? its so boring without you. i want you to pay attention to me again.

[pupine]

im so impatient come back come back please come back

[pupine]

i just sit and wait all day for somebody to talk to me