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heartsawaken · 4 years ago

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underneath the read more you will find headcanons that have collected in my mind lately of my muse , elijah baek , a twenty - five year old university student .

✶ grew up struggling to connect with his classmates . he had similar interests of the kids his age ( bugs , dinosaurs , animals , arts and crafts , etc . ) but he tended to take an extreme interest them and left him wanting to learn everything possibly about them . most kids were just interested in finding a caterpillar , not about their scientific and common name , life span , and if they turned into a specific type of butterfly or not . he was often deemed ‘ weird ‘ for his nearly obsessive interest in things .

✶ his hyperfixation on things growing up has made him a walking encyclopedia . he has a very good memory , especially for things that interest him . pretty much has a fun fact to give out every day and most of the time it’s relating to the current conversation , but sometimes when there’s silences and they begin to make him uncomfortable he throws out some of the most random things in an effort to break the silence .

✶ very easily startled and flinches at any raised , angered voice . growing up he was often the target of his father’s constant yelling about his lack of trying in everything and inability to excel in sports . his dad had thought having a son would mean somebody who would play football and wrestle in high school , join the military and be a mini version of him and instead he got a shy bookworm who refused to exert himself in any way because it meant sweating .

✶ has recently began questioning his career path . ( courtesy of river and @threesofcup ) he’s currently an english education major with plans of working as an esol teacher in the states or as an english teacher in another country BUT now is wondering if he should possibly look into a psychology and / or criminology route because of his slightly worrisome interest in serial killers and the inner workings of their minds .

✶ his closet consists of a lot of neutral colors , plain colored tees and hoodies , sweaters that he can pull over collared shirts , black ripped jeans , plaid pants , grandpa cardigans , fun socks , boat shoes , backless loafers , and oxfords . he owns a pretty decent amount of high brand clothing but all has been bought second hand off from second hand shops and apps such as poshmark and depop

✶ does not have his license . his father parents did not think he needed one since his older sister had one and could drive him to school and then that he had friends who could after she graduated . he keeps meaning to get one but between school , internships and bulking up his future resume he just has never found the time to . back at home he rides a bike everywhere and it works just fine since he lives so close to campus and there’s never parking anyways ( so he’s been told . )

✶ he jokingly tells people that he needs at least twenty - four to forty - eight hours to prepare for outings but he isn’t actually joking . he suffers from social anxiety and literally has to build himself up and mentally prepare himself for things especially when it involves large crowds .

✶ he gets overwhelmed in crowded , loud and rowdy places very easily and often can go only about an hour before he needs to get away and find somewhere quiet to decompress . growing up this drove his mom crazy because — like clockwork — about an hour in at the mall or when grocery shopping or at school or family events , elijah would be ready to go or have a meltdown if they didn’t .

✶ can solve a rubix cube in under five minutes .

✶ all around a very intelligent young man . he enjoyed learning and sharing that knowledge . he tutors back home as his main source of income and usually is the one to set up small study groups for his classes . if it weren’t for him his roommate would probably failed out of all his classes .

✶ very organized and has beautiful small block handwriting . carries a planner with him in his messenger bag and if it isn’t on his person when plans are made he puts it into his phone and then writes it down in his planner when he gets ahold of it . he uses it too and it’s basically his lifeline . his planner is also every girl’s dream : color coded with fancy typography and stickers . he’s quite proud of it .

✶ elijah’s body loves to give away when he’s embarrassed . the tips of his ears get red easily as does his face . normally focused mainly across his cheeks though and he hates it . hides his face in his hands , turns his face away or drops his head when he can feel it heating up .

✶ nervous habits include : biting and / or picking at his nails , holding himself with his arms across his waist and shoulders hunch , and rubbing the fabric of his sleeves between his thumb and pointer finger . many sweaters he owns now sport a thumb hole in them because he’s worn the fabric down so much .

✶ on top of being fluent in english and korean , he also is proficient in japanese , working proficient in mandarin as well as spanish . this has a lot to do with the fact that he had a huge interest in different languages starting when he was four years old and his mother wanted to push that interest knowing that being fluent in multiple languages is extremely profitable when looking for a job .

✶ a master of destruction . things just . . . break when he’s around because he’s 1) clumsy and 2) adamant that he was cursed as a while . he has two left feet and when things get in the way of his tripping they usually break . he is constantly having to get the glass of his phone replaced because of dropping it and refusing to get an otterbox because they’re ugly .

#ｅｌｉｊａｈ ▸ ａｌｌ !#ｅｌｉｊａｈ ▸ ｍｕｓｉｎｇｓ !#ｏｏｃ —ｑｕｉｃｋｑｕｅｕｅ !#elijah deserves more attention that he gets

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heartsawaken · 4 years ago

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i’m moving !! temp - hiatus ( 01/08 - 01/11 or 01/12 )

hello friends !

as the title suggests , i am currently in the process of moving halfway across the u.s. ( florida to texas ) and will more than likely not be around to respond to messages until tuesday earliest ! please do not think i am ditching any threads , i simply just cannot get on at the moment .

i will be traveling with someone else and occasionally will be the passenger on the trip so if you’d like to contact me through discord and perhaps plot and get to each other and our muses then i’d be happy to do that because i get very very bored .

you can find me on discord at ✨ the gorgest boi ✨#7184 sparkles and all !!

#ｏｏｃ — ｒａｍｂｌｉｎｇｓ !#ｏｏｃ —ｑｕｉｃｋｑｕｅｕｅ !

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heartsawaken · 4 years ago

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@ofblueflames sky house be like

You two are free to do that when you’re alone, but if you do that while I’m here, that’s definitely rated R.

#ｏｏｃ —ｑｕｉｃｋｑｕｅｕｅ !#sky house tag .#pack tag .

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heartsawaken · 4 years ago

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☀ a closed starter for @borealises , because i can .

" hey river , “ kangdae sighed , stretched out on his bed resting his head against his bicep . he’s revelling being back in his own bed in his own bedroom after spending the last almost week in an uncomfortable , lumpy hospital bed . “ let’s run away . “ he said quietly , conspiratorially with a finger pressed against his lips . “ just for a couple days . i want to go to the beach . i want to see the beach at least once in my life . “ he said . “ i want to look for shark teeth and seashells . put them in a little bottles with sand and little slips of paper with wishes on them . “

#borealises #ｋａｎｇｄａｅ ▸ ａｌｌ !#ｋａｎｇｄａｅ ▸ ｒｅｐｌｉｅｓ !#ｏｏｃ —ｑｕｉｃｋｑｕｅｕｅ !

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heartsawaken · 4 years ago

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under the cut you will find some headcanons of my muse lin kangdae , a twenty year old unemployed hot mess that i love very much . ( some triggering content such as mentions of death and dying as well as like , one mention of self - harm just as a warning . )

✶ his parents struggled having children , his mother was thirty - six when they started trying and after two years of trying , often resulting in miscarriage early on his parents decided to seek out other methods . this happened to be in the form of a demon , who agreed to helping them conceive on the premises that their child would 1 ) spend the entirety of their life constantly struggling , and 2 ) would not outlive either of them . they agreed .

✶ has spent more time in the hospital than not . as a child he just was easily susceptible to catching colds , coming down with ear infections , strep throat , and stomach viruses but once he hit middle school colds turned into the flu or pneumonia , ear infections became a diagnosis for meniere’s disease , strep turning into rheumatic fever despite antibiotics being prescribed and concoctions of symptoms with no apparent reason as to why that left doctors baffled .

✶ parents refuse to let people visit when he’s in the hospital because they’re worried they’ll make things worse . this leads to very lonely hospital visits which they try to fix with stuffed animals as comfort items . they don’t really work and now half his bed is just stuffed animals .

✶ his love language also happens to be physical affection so he comes out touch starved and overly clingy once he’s with his friends again . thrives from being hugged / hugging somebody from behind , hand holding , cuddling , and leaning / being leaned on . honestly would just be happy with linked pinkies .

✶ wears a mask every time he goes anywhere as if it’s going to stop him from catching anything .

✶ fully aware of the fact that he is the way he is because of the deal his parents made with a demon . when he turned eighteen he first met a gentleman who refused to tell him his name ( so he named him yogsim : 욕심 ) that came to visit him stating that he was there to ‘ take him away from this godforsaken place . ‘ it didn’t take him long to realize this person was much like a grim reaper and kind of surprised the other when he was adamant and fought against leaving . kangdae’s exact words were : what if i don’t want to go though ? and after a little bit of arguing the man told him if i give you more time than it’s being taken from another human being . and kangdae agreed without batting an eye .

✶ the kid is literally living off stolen time but every time he does this the time because less and less . he’s also starting to feel kind of guilty for stealing the last moments someone may have with their own loved ones .

✶ hates chess with a passion because once he starts feeling better but not enough to be released , the nurses will come play with him . but he’s really good at it at least .

✶ never finished high school . too much time was missed and instead of repeating or getting a tutor to keep him on par with the others he just had his parents withdraw him . not like i’ll make it through to a degree so why waste time doing that .

✶ in the past he would run away when his parents tried admitting him . this would normally be a time when he knew that yogsim would visit and had decided he would much rather die in a park or somewhere beautiful instead of a sterile , white hospital room .

✶ bullies people into taking photos and videos with him any possible chance so that when he did pass people would have only happy memories of him . this is one of the only reasons he’s thankfully his parents won’t allow people to visit him because he doesn’t want them to have memories of him in a hospital .

✶ has a healed burn scar on his left hand from letting somebody burn him with a cigarette butt while both extremely drunk to remind himself that he was still alive .

✶ prefers spicy food , super sweet confections , and strawberry milk . very fond of extremely cute and aesthetically pleasing desserts that look so pretty or detailed that they shouldn’t be eaten . flower shaped macarons , sugar cookies with detailed royal icing drawings and characters , animal shaped boba , and latte art . he loves it all .

✶ a true gen z in the sense that he could spit in the face of a cop acting inappropriately or aggressively but can’t ask for a straw or send back food that is obviously incorrect or cold .

✶ struggles with making friends for two main reasons . the main issue is that it’s always been hard for him to create connections with others while disappearing for days or sometimes even a week or more because of being sick and secondly because he doesn’t want more people to miss him in the future .

✶ isn’t afraid to approach strangers and speak honestly with them . this sometimes gets him in trouble because he isn’t afraid to go up to someone who is with their significant other and tell them just how pretty / handsome / attractive they are without realizing that it may come off as hitting on them and getting told off because of it .

✶ loves his parents but resents them for giving birth to a son knowing his entire life would be nothing but a fight to live .

#ｋａｎｇｄａｅ ▸ ａｌｌ !#ｋａｎｇｄａｅ ▸ ｍｕｓｉｎｇｓ !#ｏｏｃ —ｑｕｉｃｋｑｕｅｕｅ !#please know there's a lot of mentions of death in this #and slight self harm

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heartsawaken · 4 years ago

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temp hiatus !! ( 01/08 - 01/11 or 01/12 )

hello friends !

you can find me on discord at ✨ the gorgest boi ✨#7184 sparkles and all !!

#ｏｏｃ — ｒａｍｂｌｉｎｇｓ !#ｏｏｃ —ｑｕｉｃｋｑｕｅｕｅ !

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heartsawaken · 4 years ago

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@enamorings

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#ｈｙｕｎａ ▸ ａｌｌ !#ｈｙｕｎａ ▸ ｖｉｓｕａｌｓ !#ｏｏｃ —ｑｕｉｃｋｑｕｅｕｅ !#hyuna loves his baby

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heartsawaken · 4 years ago

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underneath the read more you will find headcanons that have collected in my mind lately of my muse , im sungchan , a twenty - three year old student , socialite and model .

✶ he has a nervous habit of cracking his knuckles , popping his fingers , or cracking his neck . this is the most obvious sign that he’s in a situation that he’s uncomfortable in and would love to either be saved from it or whatever conversation is being had to be dropped until a later time ( preferably never . )

✶ his actual name is min sungchan , but uses his mother’s o avoid being connected to his family . he already has to deal with the rich sucking up to him because of his parents , he’d prefer he not have to do that with his classmates and friends as well .

✶ will adamantly deny any clothing advertisement he’s featured in despite the fact that it is very obviously him . he doesn’t model often for this reason , sticking mainly to his mother’s line unless she cons him into doing someone else’s shoot under the ruse of it being for her .

✶ if it isn’t water , tea , or coffee he doesn’t drink it . non - alcoholic beverage wise . when it comes to alcohol he doesn’t really have a preference because it’s all disgusting to him anyways but he does tend to sway towards red and dessert wines more than anything . it doesn’t mean he won’t drink anything else ( both alcoholic and non ) but he’ll pass on it if he is able to . which is easy to do when everywhere provides water .

✶ tends to bed his younger brother’s hiding spot whenever their father is in town and at home . the two don’t have the greatest relationship ( a lot having to do with the fact that he is not his biological father ) and usually within the first few hours of him being home the two have gotten into it and sungjin ends up hiding at his place until their father leaves and it’s safe to go back .

✶ isn’t fond of any form of skinship or physical affection . in terms of love languages his would most likely go : acts of service , quality time , words of affirmation , physical affection and gift giving . if he’s cold though he is prone to seek warmth out usually from somebody else or if he’s very drunk or very tired . outside of that ? please feel blessed if he hugs you because it’s very awkward for him .

✶ high sex drive which is kind of ironic since he hates physical affection but . . . different sides of the same coin ? also tends to have long term friend with benefit situations and not relationships . in the case that he does get into a relationship ( very rarely one to be confessing ) then they are normally not very long lasting and as soon as more complex emotions or steps ( saying ‘ i love you ‘ or introducing him to parents ) he’s out the door .

✶ was extremely athletic when he was in high school . throughout his time in high school he was a member of the swim , baseball , and soccer team . and it made him pretty popular in high school but he was he still swims pretty regularly at the gym he’s a member of and works out on a regular basis .

✶ owns a both a cat and dog : a himalayan named aegiya , and a pomeranian and bo-mi . he likes them more than any human . actually a lie . his grandfather is the one person he likes more than them .

✶ wears a lot of designer brands for somebody who does not want to be known for having money . and the worst part is that it’s all clothing that’s literally made to cost twenty - five dollars or under but is sometimes ten times that amount .

✶ cannot cook for the life of him . lives mainly off of takeaway , though his house cleaner who visits once a week will normally bring him easy to reheat or finish preparing yourself meals for him to eat . she has been working for his family since he was six so is well aware of his likes and dislikes .

✶ messy but in an organized way . he knows exactly where something is in his organized chaos and if it’s moved then it’s lost forever .

✶ doesn’t invite people over to his place often due to the fact that he lives in a motherfucking penthouse that is above one of his father’s hotels and that’s a big giveaway to just how much money he comes from . so if he invited you over consider yourself blessed by the gods .

#ｓｕｎｇｃｈａｎ ▸ ａｌｌ !#ｓｕｎｇｃｈａｎ ▸ ｍｕｓｉｎｇｓ !#ｏｏｃ —ｑｕｉｃｋｑｕｅｕｅ !

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