#﹝ so long and goodnight ﹞⟴ ooc ≫ cain speaks

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just letting people know yet again that i am definitely alive

life is a disaster at the moment, but i'm alive lmao, i'm so sorry i just keep vanishing like this. i DO plan to come back, i want to come back, i'm gonna try and come back this november since i'm gonna be trying NaNoWriMo again (and if i can find a good october prompts list, gonna try to use that to write a short little something every day based on the prompt), so maybe i'll be able to figure it out

i'm sure i'll definitely have the time as after halloween, i am no longer employed - my second job is just at spirit halloween so that ends after the holiday, and my security job let us know yesterday that everyone in my section of the company is basically getting fired after halloween because they don't "need" us anymore. (because covid is over and there's no need for temperature scanners anymore don't you know, covid's over, we beat it, congrats yall)

but yeah, i'm alive, i'll hopefully have more time soon if not energy, and i miss all of you very much

here's a photo from pride last month and the only picture of myself i've actually liked for around three months

more in depth info on what's been going on lately in the tags but trigger warning for like, family death, illness, depression, etc.

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i’m sorry i seem to only come back on here, reblog sentence starters, and then vanish, i really am trying to get myself into some form of a steady routine, i just... keep failing but i’m gonna try again!

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am i back?

i don’t know for sure but i’m trying to be lmao i’m gonna start sifting through my inbox and poking at what catches my fancy

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i’m an emotional weepy lump about this goddamn show and i have no one to yell at about it lskjflshg

so i’ll prolly channel it into responding to asks and threads since my dirk gently asks and threads on my other blog are all taken care of, now i gotta spend time with my purgatory loves

also i’m adding amon to my blog so like.................yeaeh

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tonight does not pass the vibe check so temporarily (like, just for tonight probably), i’m not gonna format my posts outside of making the text small, i don’t really wanna think too hard about it, i just wanna write and be distracted for a while 

our regularly scheduled formatting will return tomorrow probs

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should be able to start writing tomorrow! i just have to get doc’s tags written up (ambrose’s are about to be posted; i’ll post them before i go to bed), and then everything that’s most important is done. i’ll be transferring any asks to the gang on my other multimuse over to here so that’s something to look out for. and as always feel free to send stuff in - i’ll maybe reblog some memes later after posting ambrose’s tag drop

EDIT: also a promo asdlfkag i do need to commission someone for one of them pretty soon too. that’s kinda important as well lmao. (prolly on the same level as getting proper graphics for the main blog page, but above the need for the music and navigation nonsesnse

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i was working on bobo’s more detailed biography earlier but i guess somehow lost it when i fell asleep on my keyboard because it is literally nowhere to be found now lmao

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i need to write

idk what the fuck im gonna write but by god i gotta write something lmao

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so i lied lol i took a nap instead of being active BUT now i really am around lol

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i won’t be on here for much longer; then i won’t be around until later tonight. it’s self care day meets boy’s night out lol. me and my friend eddie are gonna go thrift shopping, then check out a new punk bar that opened up downtown; and i’m probably gonna change my hair up but i dunno what colour yet.

but yeah! see you all tonight! i can’t wait to get to all the headcanon asks i got, i’m stoked as hell

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so my xkit isn’t working anymore and won’t let me trim posts so i’m trying to figure out another way to do it. so if there are longer-ish threads on the timeline at any point, please bear with me asflaksgklhag

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okay okay i’m done grumping about the episode tonight, i’m gonna get back to either maintenance work or responding to memes in my inbox. might also post some starters/starter calls over on my other multimuse for the rowdies, we shall see

maybe i’ll fuck around and get real wild and go to bed on time

but probably not

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home from therapy and ready to wreak h a v o c

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okay so like, i’m still not okay and any posts referring to season 4′s finale as “the end” or any sort of final goodbye stuff i ask y’all to tag so i don’t have to see it but! 

i think i’m feeling up to being over here more often to write. so i’mma try and get through my inbox over the next few days, faint hint of motivation willing, anyhow! 

most of my muse right now is with bobo, crow, amon, willa, and demetri; some of it is with doc, but yeah, that’s the update as far as who i’m likely to respond to asks for at the moment! 

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okay, i’m beat, it’s time to get some sleep. tomorrow is the usual; gotta go to my daily therapy, gonna try to be productive and clean my room, learn something on guitar, etc. but i’ll be around! 

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just letting folks know i’m here! i was working on my verses page til i ran out of steam for it, and now i’m just kinda puttering around until the new episode airs (in about forty minutes) so feel free to poke me if you want!