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        °✮ ⁿᵒʷ ᵈⁱˢˢᵒˡᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ. ᵗʷᵒ ᵗᵃᵇˢ ᵒⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵗᵒⁿᵍᵘᵉ. ˢʰᵉ ᵐᵃᵏᵉˢ ᵗʰᵉ  ˢ ᵒ ᵘ ⁿ ᵈ  ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵉᵃ ᵐᵃᵏᵉˢ ᵗᵒ ᶜᵃˡᵐ                                                                                     ᵐᵉ  ᵈ ᵒ ʷ ⁿ..°•.

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LENNON ‘ LENI’  STELLA WAVERLY is a TWENTY-TWO year old LESBIAN, CISFEMALE that was born on OCTOBER 11th. She lives currently in CROWNSVILLE, GEORGIA, but she’s originally from CHICAGO, ILLINOIS. She is an ASPIRING ARTIST, who is a WAITRESS, and BARISTA for a living, and often gets told she looks like MAYA (thurman) HAWKE.  I hear she’s known to be [ CHARISMATIC & LOYAL ] and [ STUBBORN & SARCASTIC ]. if asked, she would say her aesthetic would be [ too many spotify playlists, untied sneaker laces, high-waist jeans, leather jackets and old band tshirts, charcoal smudged hands and acrylics under her nails, messy buns, amber, long-boarding, coffee + green tea, guitar picks messed somewhere on her floor, and vinyl fuzzing in the background.]

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*BACKGROUND;

°✮ - born Lennon into the world, the girl was a fussy child. one who didn’t want to be noticed by anyone. god forbid someone wanted to interact with her, and lennon would scowl, and throw herself down to the ground. her child mind believing that cocooning herself on the floor with her arms around her head, and knees pulled inward, meant that she was suddenly invisible to everyone. it wasn’t that the girl had grown isolated, or fearful - but that she knew better. knew herself better. knew that if a stranger was going to speak to her she would stick her tongue out or scream, and if it was another child - she’d take their toys away, claiming them as her own. her behavior was known, and known that it was rebellious. that trait was carried throughout her adolescence. - if her parents hadn’t had their hands full with her other three sisters, and younger brother, perhaps they’d take focus on her, and the need to break the rules wouldn’t feel ... necessary. 

°✮ - this rebellious behavior had landed her a forced way out of chicago public school. by this age, blossoming into her early teenage years, Lennon was known as ‘Len.’ ( or leni. ) at least to all of her close friends - in which were mostly males. ( made going to a private all-girls academy ... difficult.) Len always just got along better with the boys. she liked to think that she too, was one of them. what was a little dirt on her elbows and knees? the girl ran wild not even caring if her shoes were untied. a fearlessness rippled through her. ( and -- lennon had NEVER had any interest in boys anyways.) action figures were always wanted as a child, barbies were tossed to the side, or sling-shot off the banister of the stairway, making a mess at the bottom- that she would hear groans from her mother over. 

°✮ - at academy. len took a fondness for rugby. her sports line was drawn there, and she began to draw lines a little more creatively. any other extra curricular was taken within the arts realm. there wasn’t a care if her hands were left in a mess of paint, pastels, or charcoal. - but her true passions always revolved around m u s i c. ( ever since her grandfather had gifted her with a les paul guitar. - it became her baby.) writing music has been rooted deeply within her, and at best she feels like she is nothing without it. the young woman is always drifting into daydreams with a tune humming, or her pencil scribbling in lyrics.

°✮ - after high school. the news came - lennon’s family was moving. & not to just the next neighborhood over. ... CROWNSVILLE...  there were a lot of ‘what the hell do you mean??’s and ‘ where the HELL is that??”’s thrown into the air. her father was an entrepreneur. her mother a chef. the two, after spiraling in love, and investing into a family, had decided to open their passions and come together - the two opened a restaurant together. this ensued ... “ -- and you have to fricken do this in .... CROWNSVILLE ??” - a drag of an argument that left lennon in a moody state. what the hell was in this small city outside of georgia anyways? && and WHY did her parents have to open a restaurant there of all places??

°✮ - it hadn’t been too long until she settled with her future that was decided by her parents. she too, packed all of her things, and moved just over a few state lines. - on one condition, that now as she graduated high school, she’d attend college, and live by herself. the young woman desired her independence, and with a household of seven ( who were the sort to wear matching Christmas sweaters on holiday ) she needed her space. 

°✮ - not entirely dependent on her family’s money - ( & three years later living in georgia ) Lennon, lives in a guesthouse behind her parents settled home... not QUITE the what she had her hopes for....( she had wished for her own apartment...) , but it was trendy, and appealing to her artistic nature, in the sense that the space was hers...even if her mother liked to invade on occasion. currently, leni is attending her third year at college, ( and feels completely lost. ) while also is a waitress at her parents restaurant ( flexible schedule,) & is a barista at a local cafe ( her heart had been set on the apartment above...maybe one day.. she dreams of coffee aroma seeping through the ventilation. her dreams are...big..- but for now, the guest house would do. ) lennon has even swayed the cafe owners into allowing her to perform every once in a while, as she does every now and then at local pubs.

* PERSONALITY;

°✮ - ( - ) sarcastic by nature. stubbornness never wore thin from adolescence. she has the tendency to overwhelm herself unnecessarily which leads to stress. her tongue is also not pressed to hold secrecy. she tries, boy, does she ... but it always ends up spilling out. 

°✮ -  ( + ) she’s loyal to those she cares about. very independent, and self-sufficient. 

* STUFF ‘N THINGS;

°✮ - leni keeps to herself while riding her bike or long boarding around. ( has a car but prefers other means of transportation.) , and often finds herself mumbling curse words at slow walkers in front of her who may make her late. ( a form of road rage.) 

°✮ - the only male persona’s she had ever crushed on were singers in bands. - and it wasn’t ever really a crush, just perhaps an envious will to want to be in a band. ( & have girls gush over you. )

°✮ - the woman loves ice cream sandwiches. always found in her freezer. 

°✮ - loves to long board. wears sneakers instead of heels. ( vans/converse/etc. ) some refer to her as a lesbian hipster ... but what does that even mean?? ( so what if she likes to thrift, has plants, listens to vinyls, prefers fairy lights and natural light, ( loved trader joes,) owns a pair of doc martens ..... ) anyways. 

°✮ - when she was fifteen, discovered her mothers secret cigarette stash and began to smoke them. now she’s moved on to american spirits and only smokes when she’s feeling anxious. 

°✮ - leni believes that the worst thing about moving to georgia is that her parents didn’t decide to relocate outside of the country so she wouldn’t have  ‘a stupid twat Cheeto man for a president .’  

* CONNECTIONS;

°✮ - possibly no childhood/teenager connections as she has only lived in Georgia for three years. futuristically i’d accept siblings. ( again, she has three sisters - older, and one younger brother. ) college connections are welcomed though!! -- or if any old connection possibly moved to Georgia as well. 

°✮ - any friends from school, if male - could possibly be someone who liked lennon when they first met, and even went as far to kiss her for her to only spill, and laugh that she was a total lesbian .. and then a heavy friendship of loyalty was built. if female, possibly someone who is into girly things. ( lennon sometimes wears very minimal makeup, but just doesn’t really see the point of all of that to be for her. ) - and a female friend who likes typical girly things could push her out of her box a little. 

°✮ - co-workers. neighbors. other pub performers. etc. 

°✮ - literally my brain is mush right now, but anything literally that would fit within her only living her for three years, i’d be totally down for. 

[eurythmicx]

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ᵍᵉᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᵐᵉ, ᵖⁱᶜᵏ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ⁿᵘᵐᵇᵉʳˢ! 𝖒𝖊𝖒𝖊..

040: my sister, billie dragging me to sit out on the roof with her and we smoked cigarettes until the sun began to rise. i screamed all of my fears out. composed heartache into therapy, and felt renewed. i told billie that a boy didn’t break my heart, but a girl .. and then my sister came out to me. we laughed. we cried. - and then fell asleep with a new comfort in life. 041: a single pringle. 042: the bell jar - sylvia plath. 043: tough. its ever changing. honest. just like heaven - the cure. 044: 26. 045: i don’t have one particularly, but most of them are music icons, and i have my parents ultimately to thank for such amazing exposure. 046: i thought skinny dipping would be sexy and free. nope. leeches are not cool. rivers SUCK. ( my sister. ) 047: genuinity, warm breath against skin, subtle touches, lip bites, lingering eyes, 048: someone being a solid asshole. selfishness. arrogance. egos the size of the moon. 049: somewhere where my legs can be tangled in silk sheets, and the warm sun on my skin creeping through laced curtains. 050: a photo in my room, of my mother.