#『 notes for lilac 』 —; from: adren92 ☆

[gumilac]

Imagine that on one of your days off or less busy days, Megumi comes over when it’s way too early and so he just climbs into bed and you just cuddle for hours just on the cusp of falling asleep. It’s just a little cold outside and you can still hear some birds outside. You just talk about what you could do that day, maybe bake some cookies or pastries and then maybe you go for a walk just to be outside for a little bit…im literally sobbing now 😭😭

ADREENNN YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME UGLY CRY IN CLASS!! 😭👊 SHAKES FIST!! my heart is aching 😭 i want him soooo much :(( i love him i love him im gonna freaking roll around my vomit 🤧

i can see him all smiley as he hugs you, his voice low as he talks with you, and the eye contact. o O F EYE CONTACT HE'S SO GOOD WITH IT 😩🤚 + soft kisses! he places soft kisses all over your face and he giggles when you "complain" or like try to push him away but he knows you like it

[gumilac]

Of course you will always have my support, your writing is gorgeous <3

PLS ILSYM SIGHS <33 thank youu :( i hope life always treats you well mwamwa

[gumilac]

I knowww she mine too, she’s just so good 😭and sweet and.. well you read the poem lol but yeah I look forward to reading it if you decide to write some, I’m sure it’ll me wonderful

hihi i'll try! and thank you thank you! your support never fails to make me feel happy about my writing :( so thank you mwamwa

[gumilac]

Thank you 🥹 yeah that poem is one of my favorite that I wrote, I didn’t really write about it in particular I was just having aot Sasha brainrot and decided to write something for her and it turned out so much prettier than I expected

AWW SASHA :(( gonna cry brb HAHAHA i love her too sm, she's my comfort character sighs and yeah, it's so so soo pretty, i agree 100x !! sasha deserves the world <33

[gumilac]

Yeah I’ve heard a lot of good things about the ukulele, I might give it a try.

I don’t have any problem sharing my poetry, frankly it’s one of my favorite things to do and I love sharing it with people :) this is one I wrote a while ago

I am tired.

I am always tired

I sleep but am always exhausted,

I work but am still just as tired.

“You need to sleep,” she says,

But I won’t be able to I think to myself.

I lay in bed hoping to be happy tomorrow.

I hope to be happy tomorrow.

I am rarely happy.

She makes me happy.

She makes me feel safe

and at home in her arms.

Her arms are my safe place.

I know that I am safe here,

she is someone that will keep me safe for once.

I feel protected and warm,

she is always so warm and delicate.

She is like the sun on a warm spring day,

her laughter just as bright and airy.

Her laughter is as soft and comforting

as it is loud and refreshing.

It can range from a short giggle

that can cause the butterflies in my stomach to stir,

to a long and loud fit of laughter

that can make everyone in the room smile.

I finally fall asleep knowing that I will be happy tomorrow,

and that she will be the reason why.

it was actually really funny bc the first few times I wrote something it was for my freshman English class in high school and I found it a while ago, and they were so much better than I remembered and so I decided to get back into it and now here I am lol

omg that's so pretty!! i love it so much :( you sharing your poem reminded me of one book i read bc in the book they also shared their poems and idk it felt nice reading this

this is just really pretty, you write so well <33 whoever you wrote this for is really lucky bc wow! i love it, it's so sweet

i'm so glad you're getting back into it again! you definitely have a knack for poetry 🤧 and thank you for sharing this pretty poem with me!

[gumilac]

Helloooo, it’s been too long so I just wanted to come in and say hi and ask how your day has been/ how your doing :)

hii hiii darling~!!! <33 i missed you mwa!

my day has been okay! really reaaally tired though >>_<< i already slept at 9pm yesterday but i still feel so tired today that my head's throbbing a little 😪 oh well part of being a student lmAO /lh

my attention span too has been shit but since when was it not NDNSKFKAK 😭🤚 anw anw im okay dont worry <33 i just, and desperately, need sleep

how about you, how have you been?? i hope life's treating you well

[gumilac]

You will DEFINITELY be hearing from me when I finish it 😭😭

OKAY OKAY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!! IM SO EXCITED ♡ ill def make a side blog and ill let you know

[gumilac]

Hi, I just wanted to say that I love your new username it’s absolutely lovely and it’s even better if it makes you happy :) I hope you have a wonderful day/afternoon/night

THAT'S SO SWEET DARLING~!!

thank you for your very nice words 🤧❤ it makes me very happy and i will be having a wonderful night because of this ask hihi 🙈

[gumilac]

Ooohh wow it’s almost 6pm where I am 😭 but I hope that you don’t have to go in!! My day is alright I was supposed to meet up with my friend at 12 but she was late and got here at 4… anyways yeah I hope the rest of your day goes well <3

oh! we have different timezones that's so cool :00

sighs i hope so to, my professor has yet to reply 🤧 anw i'm glad your day went well and you met up with your friend <33 i hope you guys had fun!

you too! wishing you have a great night <33

[gumilac]

Hellooo, how is your day today my love <33

hii hiii sweetheart <33 it's going okay so far, i just woke up a few mins ago but i'm still in bed HSHSHS i have an exam today but idk if i'll need to attend classes in the morning so i'm just clarifying that atm

how about you?? how are you today??

[gumilac]

I would totally try a new instrument but I don’t have any experience in it or and access to instruments 😭 I might get back into art and maybe write a little too, I usually write poetry from time to time. But I also get bored if I stay in the house too much but I can’t really leave cause I don’t have a car or license rn, but that’s something I’m hoping to get over the summer but I’m kinda nervous about it 😖. I’ve been putting it off for 2 years now but being able to drive to my classes would really help a lot 😭

oh! i see i see, well that's okay! when you get the chance then + if you don't have any experience yet, i think a ukulele would be a good start since you can learn a lot of songs with four chords alone (the finger placement is also easy!)

oooo you write poetry, that's so cool!! i'd love to read some of your works, but only when you feel comfortable to share it! don't feel pressured to show me <33

oh! that is understandable, since it'll be your first time 🤧 but, i'm sure you'll do well and, yeah driving would be very convenient! just be sure to stay safe <33

[gumilac]

Ooo well I’d love to see the playlist, I’m sure it’s great <3

aww, thank you!! i might put it in my navi when i finalize it <33

[gumilac]

Yeah that makes sense, I love making categories of topics and vibes and characters and moments I could go on. Just endless possibilities 😭

mhmm! i'm glad i made sense HAHAHSH there's just sm you can do and it's so fun as well <33 you're able to tailor the duration of the playlist and also align it with your mood

it's also nice finding songs you relate too, and compiling them in one playlist is >>>

[gumilac]

Oh my goshhh I love making playlists, it’s so much fun and relaxing

it is! i find myself making one after another <3

also the theme! i like creating playlists where the songs cover the same topics instead of the vibes... idk if that makes sense HDBABABA

[gumilac]

OOOOOHHH CONGRATULATIONS ON 700!!YOUR DOING SUCH A GREAT JOBBB! Sending you all the love rn 🎉🎉

HI BABYY!! THANK YOU THANK YOUU :( <33 shkdasj sending you all my love as well!! thank you for being so nice to me always mwa ilysmm!!

[gumilac]

Aww Aki Im so happy for you 😭 the Toge fic is so good, I love it so much. You did a wonderful job on it <333 ily and have an amazing day

THANK YOU BB <33 thank you thank you mwa! i'm glad you loved it 🥺 i really liked that fic too, so it means a lot that you enjoyed <33

aw i love you tooo!! mwamwa have an amazing day as well dear <33