#「 cnvx ┊ april20schedule 」

[rkharu]

「 CHECKING NERVES  」

there was so much going on this month that jaehyun had struggled to keep himself in check for march, the fact that he made his debut performance on a live concert stage had made him feel a little better about his official debut in april. to think he had actually made it to this point-- he was officially debuting and for a moment he felt guilty that he hadn’t been able to debut with the male trainees at kt and he wondered... were they upset at him?

the first week of promotions was at its end, saturday and even if he had been on stage almost all week... he felt nervous, had he been doing well? did he suit convex’s image-- had he managed to suit their image.

jaehyun’s eyes found sehun and he looked at the male-- the was no official apart of convex, even if he missed the males at kt he didn’t regret his choice, “hyung,” he uttered quietly, without realizing it himself, when he realized he had actually said it out loud jaehyun couldn't help but wonder if he was a good fit for convex.

“do i suit convex?”

                                                      ━「 w/ @rkohsehun​  」

[rkharu]

「 SLUMBER  」

unprepared.

that was what jaehyun was for this schedule, when he first saw it his jaw dropped for a moment. from 6am and until 11pm he would be anywhere but in the dorm or practice room, it had suddenly become so real and initially, he thought he was ready-- but oh no, he wasn’t ready, instead, he had found himself struggling to stay awake and the first couple of days he had managed to stay awake-- fighting the sleepiness that had come over him and he wondered how long he could go on like this.

it was already friday and they were at music bank-- he was ready with his outfit for the stage on and makeup is done, now he was sitting on the sofa in the waiting room. fighting the sleep that was taking over him, the previous days he had managed to stay awake but today it was incredibly hard. next to him he had jonghyun-- jaehyun’s gaze got hazy and his head started wobbling left and right, each time he felt his head fall forward he snapped back. trying hard to stay awake but to no avail as he eventually couldn’t control it and closed his eyes.

for a couple seconds he managed to hold his head up straight but without realizing it his head started leaning to his right side before it landed on a surface.jaehyun didn’t realize it but he had landed on jonghyun’s shoulder, so now-- jaehyun was in a comfortable state of sleep, he could still hear the buzzing around him but it wasn’t clear and he quickly fell asleep on the older’s shoulder.

                                                          ━「 w/ @rkhyun​  」