#⸻ OOC : chatterbox ✦ seeker of darkness ˎˊ˗

[dullweapons]

hi , new edition to my rules as ive added a DNI now . some of you may have to break mutual status over it & that's fine , no hard feelings but i need to feel comfortable on my blogs & that is currently not happening . if you unfollow / block here , please remember to do the same to @livingecho .

DNI : please do not follow if you interact with legendarylullaby / eissie . if you must know why you can message me but i do not wish to drive her out of the rpc , i simply do not wish to see nor interact with her , nor people close to her . please respect that .

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tag dump 1 / ?

⸻  OOC  :  chatterbox   ✦   seeker of darkness  ˎˊ˗

⸻  OOC  :  artwork   ✦   madness takes the paintbrush & sings ˎˊ˗

⸻  OOC  :  answered   ✦   im going by the seat of my pants  ˎˊ˗

⸻  OOC  :  promos   ✦  owo friends !!!  ˎˊ˗

⸻  OOC  :  meme   ✦  appetite for destruction  ˎˊ˗

⸻  OOC  :  saved   ✦  i licked it so it’s mine now  ˎˊ˗

[dullweapons]

ATTENTION EVERYONE

he's pretty af in bg3 . that is all

[dullweapons]

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!! ( & happy birthday ray ) this year has a had a lot of ups & downs both online & off , but i'm very happy to have made connections / new friends ! i've had a good time further exploring ray & seeing new people come into fandoms ! a lot of you are wonderful people who im very happy to know ( even when my ADHD makes me forget to answer dms lol ) .

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hewwo sorry for being MIA but i had some much needed rest & i'm feeling better . i wish to get to my drafts as soon as i can ... but i'm making this post because i might clear out some of my drafts & inbox as having 80+ things is a bit daunting for me . but if there is a thread we started & you were super excited for let me know & ill keep it ! ofc this doesn't apply to things i just got btw , anything from late april - may will be kept ! i just don't wanna get rid of something someone was excited for !

ill have a list of the threads im keeping below readmore , my inbox shall be purged of everything before may !!! some of the stuff in there is from last year OTL :

ray & ( goddessofliight ) shade of hylia ray / ayrin & ( fiiirsthero ) link ray & alfida ray & airixn

ayrin & ( korck ) oaki ayrin & ( possets ) baizhu

ayrin & ray & ( skygraced ) zelda

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pov : you rejoin the zelda fandom & ur draft , followers & inbox count double in the blink of an eye .

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local disabled himbo busts it down sexual style too hard & needs to stay in bed for three days to recover !!! more @ 11

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anyway sorry for being MIA but im adjusting ayrin to be younger ??? like 10 ??? 11??? i didn't like him being in a crop top ( a teenager / preteen could be in one but ten ? nah ) so i gave him like a ballet outfit ? ghirahim & fi are in ballet outfits yeh ? maybe fi's like a ice skater but eh .

[dullweapons]

𝐏𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐈'𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 !

alias / name: ansem , seeker of darkness

birth: april 9th

zodiac: ARIES GANG ARIES GANG ARIES GANG

height: 5' .............. smol .

hobbies: being a menace to society , role playing , d&d , playing the sims for 8 hours & then not touching it for 6 months ,

fav colour: highlighter pink . bright & annoying <3 want that shit to glow in the dark .

fav book: .................... 👁️👁️ idunno

last song?: kahoot! one winged angel

last show?: moral orel

recent reads: the last wish / witcher by andrzej sapkowski

inspiration: .......... i dunno chief he just exists now . i made him when i was like 12 so no memory of his original inspirations & he's changed drastically . i could say guts from berserk , maybe doomguy & slave knight gael in dark souls 3 but its more those guys & ray share similar themes . ganondorf's viewpoint in ww is also heavy ray theme'd .

story behind url: is a weapon & he rusty af therefore dull .

fun fact: i can make my eyes go in different directions like a lizard . sometimes it happens but accident when i'm sleepy & one eye says bye & slides away to the side .

tagged by : da amber @spiritmaiden <3 hello friendo i missed you tagging : idk you / knife emoji

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cause of health issues i played a lot of we ♡ katamari , so have some cousins . ( botw / totk zelda , master kohga with his spikey katamari , ray , oot adult link ! )

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doodles of ray that im projecting onto ! 💕 but at least he looks cute in shorty shorts & a crop top that looks like a chest binder kek

he does suffer from a lot of chronic pain & often refuses meds because a weapon shouldn't be taking resources away from the mortals . anacanoa usually forces him to take meds anyway because she cant stand to see him suffering . even during less pain days , he can get easily confused as his mind is a little rattled between all the timelines going on in his head . so he has days where he has to take things slow , which can frustrate him as he's used to being the one to do difficult tasks to take care of everyone .

half vent / half notice under read more .

so like last post i said i have to get a two hour long MRI -- still true but i've calmed down a bit . waiting for insurance to approve it & get that scheduled... but i'm having issues that may affect me writing here . i still want to because i need to be working my brain out but im having some difficulties with comprehension & some memory issues .

so imma be extra slow & i apologize if i misunderstand something you write for me , i might have to ask for explanations .

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okay so talking to my gf ( @/alfida + @/uneasedregrets ) about the zelda timeline & how botw / totk fits into it . she says by word of god that they fit into downfall timeline . just so so so long into the future of that timeline that hyrule is not founded but refounded . if i take that into consideration for ray , it would mean that the ray for botw / totk is the ray that attempted to destroy hyrule & the cycle & was successful .

that kinda has some major implications for ray . he destroyed hyrule believing he could then shatter the cycle & free them all from the torment . instead it comes back & the cycle begins anew just hundreds of years later when hyrule is refounded & he can't do anything about it . that demise' hate comes back , the goddesses blood never washes out of the royal family & the hero's spirit will always show . the ray in totk! past would not be a kind man . probably a hollow shell that does what he is told to do because there is nothing he can do to stop what will happen . absolute apathy . i do think he still warms up to the queen & steps out of that depression because of her but we know how her story ends .

i feel like if it is the same ray , his botw self would be different . i think he would be more dismissive rather than angry . the kingdoms died once before by his hands ⸻ who is he to care about calamity ganon ? if anything , hes amused that calamity ganon had to use technology when ray did it himself with an army of monsters & the knowledge of the kingdom's . ( ❝ you don't think i know hyrule castle ? I BUILT IT . ❞ )

not sure if i will make this the canon of the blog . at the moment botw / totk ray is just a mashup of all of them . he is aware of his actions in downfall & has complicated feelings about it . he does think what he did was justifiable but was it right ? he's unsure . it’s a lot of baggage that he just locks away in the back of his mind to never think about .

i can also just … toss this out the window . i’m seeing a lot of other blogs in the rpc kinda just pick & choose what they adhere to when it comes to canon . some of y’all completely rewrite things — i do like trying to be a close to canon as possible , but i do fill in blanks & tweak things to allow ray to fit in . it makes ray easily adjustable to other people’s canon such as people saying ganondorf won or hylia doesn’t exist or something . i could build my own timeline but nintendo will shatter it with the next new game OTL

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FUTURE ME : remember to write that canon about ray age regressing . you keep telling yourself you will & then you fucking forget >:(

AGE REGRESSION

ray has a tendency to age regress & i mean this in a coping skill way & not DDLG / age play way . he's not into that . ( he's fine if you call him baby / baby boy as long as you mean it as a term of endearment )

in times of great stress ray might feel the need to find a way of escapism . this usually involves him wanting to get away from everything , himself included . he does his by returning to his true form of ayrin & running around ' playing ' . ayrin's way of play usually involves murdering something . he'll terrorizer some random moblins most of the time . he happy that no one knows who he is & thinks he's just some kid running around hyrule . sometimes he' bother strangers . normally looking for someone to amuse him ⸻ unless hes age regressed due to depression : then he may look for someone to baby / take care of him . someone to be nice to a lost little kid .

during this he will try to avoid people he knows ( he doesn't want their first interaction with ayrin to be ... unplanned ? he'd rather prepare his friends or romantic partner as ayrin can be a handful ) , unless they know of ayrin . if they do he may enjoy being around him because as ayrin he has an easier time emoting & talking .

if he is talking to people who do not know ayrin & ray are the same , he may refer to ray as ' uncle ' or ' uncle ra - ra ' as ayrin once did in the past . he may even hype himself up if he ends up talking to someone he might like as ayrin ⸻ telling that person they should meet his uncle & that he's really cool lol

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ray if he was girlypop . ray is he served cunt . ray in trickers mode⸻ * i am forcibly removed from the stage *

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google site now with all of the legend of zelda info ( loz timelime / events by game . zelda aus ) back in ~ !

still need to adjust a few graphics & there is info lacking for other verses & what not but eeeh its back to zelda now :)

things that still need to be made are ( list is mostly for me but you can see whats to come lol )

bg3 page w/ options for companion ray ( stats , armor & abilities )

relationship page

demonic sword spirit info page