#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.
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"Okay, you're... not making any sense. Go to bed." It's time for our annual Lavi to Kanda interaction
' shut up , ' he snaps , even though lavi isn't exactly wrong. he's been wired for the past two days , still hyped up on adrenaline from the previous fights. ( it's odd in a way. he wouldn't say that he relaxes after he kills akuma , but he's never been unable to sleep after either ). ' if you don't have anything useful to say , don't say anything at all. '
#avaere#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#wow what year is this... 2015....
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he shrugs as best he can with alma on top of him , ignoring at how alma was poking at his seal. it doesn't bother him that his seal is deteriorating at a faster rate than alma's -- alma's healing time had always been better than his anyway. ( maybe it's selfish of him , but he'd rather be the one to go first. he thinks alma could survive it in a way that kanda could not if their situations were reversed. ).
when alma demands him to watch his back , he nods as alma once again settles against him. while alma's hand runs absently through his hair , his hand absent-mindedly dance across alma's back. he tilts his head down so that his nose could rest against the top of alma's head as he closes his eyes. ( he could never , will never , know peace. but , in quiet moments like these , with alma in his arms , he can come damn close. ).
expression falls dead, eyes narrowing as argument races out against the heat of his emotion , ❝ what, you're just gonna call that self - defense ? ❞ it's only then that he prods at yu's chest, digging sharply into where his mark would stain beneath his shirt. one they share, twisted between salvation and destruction. so few years and his has already shifted, advancing far beyond the one mirrored over alma's own false - beating heart .
a very familiar thread of frustration wraps itself around alma's bones and he withdraws, mouth twisted in a pout. ❝ i know. you're not being reckless on purpose. when i can't go with you on missions, just━ ❞ ignore the hushed thoughts in the back of his mind , ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᶜᵃʳᵉ, ʲᵘˢᵗ ˡᵉᵗ ᵗʰᵉᵐ ᵈⁱᵉ, ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ʰᵒᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉ, ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ʰᵒᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉ ! ❝ ━ watch your back a little better, 'kay? ❞ all is forgiven. it always is. alma wraps around him and settles, running his fingers absently through his hair .
#lotusgrieved#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#not me just very quickly making an icon border for him#also kanda is dead wrong:tm: but he can live in his delusion <3
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@avaere said:
for while they have been here before , frame against frame , skin is far from as bare this time as the bookman has insisted on the aid of the swordsman within his room, kanda's back guided against the front of lavi's body the second they reunite away from prying eyes of finders. banter would fade, hushed by pleads and demands offered in the shape of hungering lips and greedy, longing hands. comrade, friend, passing moment. it mattered little to the redhead whose hands allowed themselves to explore kanda once again, hold him tightly in what could only be seen as blind attraction. closer, warmer. with their bodies place together firmly, one hand would soon be grazing the middle of kanda's waist (he had missed him), the other moving dark locks away so lips can can bridge the distance further (he had yearned for him), warm as they laid themselves against the nape of kanda's neck (had wanted him). they have been here before, long ago, a clash of loneliness and pursuit that occasionally reach an unavoidable peak; no words. there isn't need for any, for eager fingers reserves themselves the right to communicate for the bookman there they slide away cloth to meet with skin, soft stomach and lining of uniform trousers he knows all too well. in such grasp, lavi willingly forgets where they are and where they stand in the chaotic world raging on outside the inn they have sought refuge in for the night. such demands could wait till morning, as it would carry on regardless, but they could not. who knew when such chance would rise again? one more kiss, firmer, pressed against the side of kanda's throat with a hushed breath; warm, soft, a moment of peace). he would follow it up with a subtle tug at the button of kanda's trousers, voice lowered with a faint suggestion; "... would you have me again, yû ? just for tonight...?"
his frame is rigid when lavi pulls kanda flush against his body -- often times , kanda has no idea which lavi he's going to get. the cheerful , annoying mask that hides away the bookman's keen intellect and otherwise serious nature ; the observer who tries to ferret out kanda's hoarded secrets ; or the man underneath , desperate for a connection that he is no longer allowed to make. based on the redhead's movements , the way his hands and lips roam , it is the man , and kanda can handle him much better. ( and , perhaps only to himself , admit that he could call that lavi a friend. ).
when the realisation is made , kanda's frame relaxes. perhaps unlike him , but kanda is passive when lavi desires such explorations. he has long since realised that he doesn't need touch the way that lavi reaches to him for at times ( wonders if that was something the scientists controlled when they made him. after all , no need for a weapon with a libido , right ? ). it doesn't disgust him , either , and after the first few times , kanda has even liked it. but he feels that this connection has always been more for lavi than it is for him.
( quite honestly , kanda has always preferred sparring more , especially when lavi doesn't hold back. ).
kanda narrows his eyes in concentration as he reaches out with his aura. there are no akuma and no noah in the vicinity of the inn , just the normal hustle and bustle that comes from being the only inn within fifteen miles. it's quieter now , this late at night , and the only people he can sense walking around are the finders skating the edge of the perimeter of the inn and the owner , still in the kitchen. everyone else's aura has become dimmer in sleep.
another kiss on his neck breaks his concentration , along with a tug on the button on the pants of his uniform. " would you have me again , yū ? just for tonight ? "
he adjusts so that he can reach a hand behind him to feel at the bulge he could feel growing against the cleft of his ass. there's more amusement than he'd like in his response of , ' " just for tonight " ? unlike you to ask only for that. '
#avaere#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#god flashback to 2015 when we wrote these two in a situationship#can't believe it's been like 9 years since the two of them last fucked --#suggestive //#i can't believe THIS is the ask i respond to on the same day --
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@avaere asked: “YOU ALMOST D I E D , SA.” lavi says ... in the chillest way possible for a stressed out bookman who doesn't want to scrape his comrade off the ground with a spoon .
he can't help but roll his eyes. he might have fucked up one of his ankles just a little bit from the landing , but it was already healed by the time he was finishing off the akuma anyway. the redhead was being overly dramatic with his comment. ' i know how to land. '
#avaere#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#wheezing#k//anda probably: drops from like five story height#k//anda: i was FINE
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@lunaetis asked:
" kanda — " despite being the one calling out for him, she knew that they didn't have much time together. it'd have been better if she could follow him, if she could stick by him like when they were younger. things weren't any easier even when they manage to find one another again, and they had to part once more. not even a proper hello or goodbye, it was only a passing glance. he needed to leave again, and she had to return. with a split second hesitation, she rushed over to wrap her arms around him tightly. a strong embrace tinged with desperation, as she burned his scent into her mind. " happy belated birthday. " she muffled against his clothes. " please stay safe. " [ lenalee to kanda ! ]
kanda had paused when he had heard lenalee's voice call out to him , and he stopped in place as he turned to regard her. tears gathering in her eyes , an unfortunately familiar sight. he had always said that she looks ugly when she cries , but it's more that he believes she's not suited for tears. ( again , unfortunate that the sight of her tears is familiar ). he's almost surprised when she rushes to embrace him , but with the assumption of his death and him leaving now ... he sighs in slight annoyance , but his left arm reaches over to entangle her in a half-embrace. ( he's just glad no one is around to witness this because he's sure he would never hear the end of it from anyone ).
' you don't have to worry about me , ' kanda says because it's true. it feels as if he's received a third chance at life , considering he thought he should have died with alma. most didn't even get a second chance , and he'll be more careful with this one. ' take care of yourself and the others , ugly crybaby. '
#lunaetis#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#the fact that you sent this in 'late' last year#and i'm only getting to this now#right BEFORE his birthday#but lena says 'happy belated birthday' is so funny to me
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@ubiquitarian asked for this.
yū knows he’s staring , but he can’t help it. not only are the humans here weird ( they told him that he’s actually nineteen now and an accommodator , which he guess means that the experiments worked eventually. he had also asked the head guy about alma , and he looked like how edgar sometimes did for a split second before smiling in the same way , telling him alma was on a mission and probably won’t be able to return before they fixed yū ) , but they all looked so ... different. yū’s met brunettes and blondes , but he’s never seen something with white hair before. there’s a tad bit of a sullen glare on his face as he says , ‘ you. what’s with your hair ? ’ that curiosity shouldn’t be dangerous , now that he’s apparently out of the lab.
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@britedown { kanda & allen }.
... it’s something you’ve tried not to notice , but it’s hard not to when it comes up on nearly every single mission the two of you are on alone together. ( you don’t want to learn things about everyone you’ve ever meet. there’s no point -- they’re going to die anyway ). you struggle for a few moments in regards to rather or not you should even ask the question , but , if this is always going to be on you ... ‘ why can’t you read well anyway ? ’
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@britedown. [ kanda & lavi ].
( you rarely dream. memories plague your sleep , and they play in your head like a merry-go-round. alma , chatting. alma , eating. alma , laughing. alma , killing. alma , screaming. alma , quiet. alma , dead. ). you can’t help but snap awake , head starting to rise off the chair you were sleeping on , but you feel your head catch. in a second , awareness slaps you , and you let loose a growl , deep in your chest before you ground out through your teeth , ‘ rabbit. if that’s your hands i feel in my hair , you’re about to lose them if you don’t let go in three seconds -- ’
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FRAGILE. a word that has never been used to describe kanda before, but he supposes that it must be true now. ( he hadn’t been able to protect himself, let alone tim, against that monstrous human INNOCENCE. a weakness he’s never had before because he’s always had that strength – how do you stand back up again after you fall ? against skinn boric, as a regular human, he would have died, shocked into death so very quickly. )
of course walker wouldn’t want him around. no one needs a shattered tool, especially not one as barely put together as he. the area around his orb is still temperamental, still broken apart. how can he defeat the fourteenth when he can’t even protect those with no power ? when he can’t even protect HIMSELF.
what use is a monster that is no longer a monster ?
he’s just a doll, taped together, and one push away from falling a p a r t.
#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#glad to know my thoughts on kanda's guilt over t//im hasn't changed#in the past 4 years LMAOO
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ubiquitarian:
It’s not the first time he’s being insulted by the male, yet it feels different this time -- with how the anger seems to be directed at his decision to distance himself from those he cares about, and not at Allen himself as it was the case in the past. So instead of the usual irritation, the Exorcist frowns, gray eyes trained on the other. What did Kanda even know? It’s not like he has seen the horror that’s Apocryphos. That thing is not good and if it acted as the will of the Innocence -- fighting for the Heart - then --
Allen stops his train of thoughts, knowing the danger of doubting the power; he could not risk that his feelings affected his synchronization rate with his Innocence ( what would he do, if he became a Fallen One? How could he ever look Mana in the eyes, if that were to happen? ).
He sighs, leaning back against the wall, gaze adrift. “You are the idiot here, Kanda.” A short pause. “It’s not like I don’t want to go back, it’s that I can’t.” The faces of the ones from the European Branch flashes through his mind -- starting from Komui and the scientists to Lenalee and the other Exorcists -- it’s his home after all.
He really doesn’t want to lose it again ( like how he has lost Mana and his Master and even Timcanpy ).
“And no matter what you say, I’m not changing my mind. So kindly fuck off.”
kanda owes walker a debt. twice over , now. ( first , with alma and now , with his own weakness ... ). it something that irritates him , but nothing irritates him more than walker’s attempts to protect others at expense of himself. kanda remembers saying , before their first mission together , that walker wouldn’t last long. kanda had been almost remarkably wrong in that , but in some ways , still utterly correct. walker couldn’t survive on his own -- he needed others.
still , he can understand why walker needs to stay away from the order. ( ignoring the twinge in his arms as pain starts to grow , ignoring the faint call of you must fight for us. ). then again , a part of kanda wonders if walker underestimates the others at the european branch. ( most knew of the human and non-human experiments that the order did , and they still fight. perhaps not for the order , maybe not even the innocence , but they fight. ).
‘ if you’re going to remain stupidly stubborn about that , then stop being so stubborn about johnny joining you. ’ kanda makes no mention of himself , but that’s because he’s not giving walker the option to get rid of him. as evidenced by the way he jumped after walker through the gate with zero hesitation. ‘ he helped earlier , didn’t he ? ’
it almost irritates him that kanda hadn’t been there. although , perhaps it had been a good thing , considering he would have sliced down the fourteenth right then and there. while he doesn’t know for a fact if johnny helped , it wouldn’t surprise kanda if it was actually true , based on what he knows of the scientist.
@ubiquitarian
#ubiquitarian#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#does k//anda totally blame himself for getting tim killed even tho he doesn't know he was held hostage to keep tim around? <3#yup!!!#i think k//anda potentially becoming fallen but literally fighting against it is interesting#even tho i think the mangaka forgot about it#nebulous time either pre-flashback after they separated from johnny and tiedoll or post-flashback still waiting
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@vvretcheds asked: is your need for revenge greater than your need for peace ? for kanda.
there’s a stillness in his body language as he remembers ( “ i’ll swallow all of this hatred away as long as i have you. ” but he’s dead , long since been slain by kanda’s own hand , and that will never happen again ) , but his eyes narrow as he says , ‘ neither of those things interest me. ’ only finding her , and that would be neither revenge nor peace.
#vvretcheds#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#i stole an icon from my own damn self
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@ubiquitarian called out: " yuu ~ , look what i got !! isn’t that like , super cool !? " his eyes gleaming , signature smile and wonder adorning his face. " guess what -- " , the young male starts as he pulls out another matching set of the fluffy blanket he's wearing. " tadaa ~ that's for you !! " he's not going to deny alma , right ... ?
a sliver of dread sends a shiver down his spine when he hears alma call out to him in that tone of voice. ( at least it’s not in tandem with the stupid rabbit -- the two of them play off each other in ways that make kanda feel murderous with only a single look between them ). when he turns around with a shy to see what alma had gotten , all he can think when he sees the cheerful visage of alma in a blanket is ... he looks like a flying squirrel.
however , when alma starts to reach into the blanket , an obstinate look already starts to cross kanda’s face , and just as alma mentions the new blanket for him , kanda has already replied with a resolute ‘ hell no. ’ ( yes , he’s going to refuse. who knows how long that will last this time , though. ).
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@apothose asked for a starter.
anyone who has seen kanda and walker interact for more than ten minutes might be surprised at the view of them apparently co-existing without immediately insulting the other. kanda was currently meditating in a corner of the room while walker was practising with his innocence. perhaps it’s the calm of the meditating , but kanda couldn’t help but state , relatively neutrally , with his eyes still closed , ‘ you’re shifting too little on your back foot. if you fix it , you won’t have to overcompensate with your shoulder. ’
#apothose#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#you: i just finished the manga#me: time for me to put stuff before LITERALLY EVERYTHING
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kanda yū // tag drop.
interactions. images. analysis. character study.
⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.
⤷ yuu k.【 考え / ❝ this world is so dark. ❞ 】character study.
⤷ yuu k.【 蓮 / ❝ i won’t die until i find that person. ❞ 】images.
⤷ yuu k.【 知識 / ❝ casualties of war are inevitable. ❞ 】analysis.
#tag drop.#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#⤷ yuu k.【 蓮 / ❝ i won’t die until i find that person. ❞ 】images.#⤷ yuu k.【 知識 / ❝ casualties of war are inevitable. ❞ 】analysis.#⤷ yuu k.【 考え / ❝ this world is so dark. ❞ 】character study.
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"i've already tried that," kanda snapped. he's tried meditating, he's tried just laying down, he's even trying getting some of his aggression out on some of the surrounding trees... nothing was working. his voice remains harsh as he adds sarcastically, "but if i'm bothering you so much, i'm going to take a walk around town." potentially dangerous, but maybe kanda'll be able to burn off some energy running or by fighting some random drunks. or, he'll get even luckily and an akuma or two would attack him.
" ah ... " there's never a simple yes with this guy ! man ! while lavi knew that a little too well , he also knew the burdens of fighting . not as well as kanda , the two of them different than most within the order , but enough to know when limits were being pushed ; better a sleeping kanda than a moody , worked up kanda . " nothing's ever useful t'you , sa ... havin' you roam around in the night gives me the creeps ! i wanna sleep too y'know ! it's like having a ghost floatin' around ! can't y'just ... close your eyes ? lie down ? shut up yourself ?"
#avaere#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#HAH you thought#not going into my drafts at all <3#anyway this is one of the few combinations where the finders are actually begging to be killed by akuma
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the way alma clings to him reminds him of their time in the laboratory , when alma would sneak into his bed on particularly bad nights to sleep together. back then , he'd threaten and hiss but never actually pushed him away. by now , he's so used to it that there's no agitated mask. ( by now , he can even admit to himself that he likes it , even if he'll never say it out loud. ).
he sighs as alma nags at him about being careful. ' you and komui ... you're such nags. ' if he can take a blow that others wouldn't be able to survive , why shouldn't he ? not that he'd ever admit it. ' i'm not as reckless as you two make me out to be. '
it's a soft, syrupy feeling that keeps him close ; unassuming as gravity to earth core, the only reprieve from the usual emptiness that threatens to crawl its way up alma's throat. home is always a reprieve, a home with eyes like the sky and silky black hair. he could spend years here, nestled in the solitude of their room. away from missions and noise and prying eyes. knuckles trail softly up his companion's shoulder, soon replaced by alma's temple as he rests.
❝ you really should be more careful, yu . . . ❞ voice dips from its usual saccharine, unease seeping through the cracks. a sigh presses from alma's lungs , ❝ really. you know we can't━ you know healing won't always be this easy. ❞
SOFT STARTER ! / @yoakkemae, surprise ! ♡・゚: *✧・゚:*
#lotusgrieved#⤷ yuu k.【 話す / ❝ we’re destroyers not saviours. ❞ 】interactions.#steals old icons from myself alkdjflakjdfjaf#anyways... them
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