#⠀ ⠀ ⸻ . ☽ ❛ some women are lost in fire; some are built from it 〉𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑺𝑶𝑵𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑻𝒀

[shevampyre]

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐊 𝐆𝐎𝐃/𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔?

𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐒

artemis, the goddess of hunting, is another favourite, especially among young women. you love animals (perhaps more than people), and probably want to be left alone most of the time, though you do have a small group you go everywhere with. everyone likes you, though they don't know much about you.

tagged by @knochenflut — tagging @daemonoria @chaoticmvse @himmelschacht @autcpsie

[shevampyre]

𝑮𝑼𝑰𝑳𝑻𝒀 𝑶𝑹 𝑰𝑵𝑵𝑶𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑻. 

RULES: You can only say guilty or innocent. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you or asks you. Repost, don't reblog. (italic on verse depending answers)

asked someone to marry you?  guilty. kissed one of your friends?  innocent. danced on a table in a bar / tavern?  guilty. ever told a lie?  guilty. had feelings for someone whom you can't have?  guilty.  kissed a picture?  guilty. slept until 5pm?  guilty. fallen asleep at work / school?  innocent. held a snake?  innocent. worked at a fast food chain / restaurant?  guilty. stolen something?  guilty. been fired from a job?  innocent. done something you regret?  guilty. laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?  innocent. caught a snowflake on your tongue?  guilty. kissed in the rain?  innocent. kissed someone you shouldn't?  innocent. sang in the shower?  guilty. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?  innocent. slept naked?  innocent. made a boyfriend / girlfriend cry?  guilty. shot a gun?  guilty. still love someone you shouldn't ?  innocent. have / had a tattoo?  guilty. liked someone, but will never tell who?  innocent. been too honest?  guilty. ruined a surprise?  innocent. been told that you're beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?  guilty. still have communication w/ your ex?  guilty. cheated on someone?  innocent. got so angry that you cried?  guilty. tried to stay away from someone for their own good?  guilty. thoughts about suicide?  innocent. thoughts about murder?  guilty. how about mass murder?  guilty. stalked someone?  innocent. had a girlfriend / boyfriend?  guilty. gotten totally drunk during a holiday?  guilty.

tagged by @verfinstern @voidmarkd @thesiciliansiren @himmelschacht (<333)

tagging @daemonoria @hogwartsprofessor

[shevampyre]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄

( an aesthetics dash game based upon figures from arthurian legend ) — repost , do not reblog .

𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖌𝖆𝖓𝖆 𝖑𝖊 𝖋𝖆𝖞

midnight rituals. looming shadows. the feeling of being watched. veils of mist. unrequited love. the musk of exotic herbs. silk & velvet. moonlight through twisted branches. the beauty of a storm. the weight of destiny & prophecy. a chalice that might be poisoned. healing hands.

𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖑𝖔𝖙

a noble heart. oaths of protection. a quest for redemption. heroic deeds. pine. fulfilling a role. shining silver. quiet fortitude. selfless dedication. a bountiful feast. war horses. seeking a greater calling. fatal mistakes.

𝖒𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖓

whispered incantations. ethereal light. ages-old secrets. the spark of creation. ancient disputes. a hidden sanctuary. the allure of the unknown. finding balance between light & dark. opportunism. fear of unfulfilled potential.

𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖊

the grace of a queen. jasmine. unyielding faith. the blush of a tender moment. a golden crown. poetic letters of affection. the aroma of blooming roses. the glow of candlelight. a radiant smile. lavender. wise eyes. eternal love.

𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖍𝖚𝖗

unity, at whatever cost. an overwhelming presence. battle cries. noble sacrifice. enduring legacy. a grand vision for the future. the balance between justice & mercy.

𝖌𝖆𝖜𝖆𝖎𝖓

unwavering loyalty. strength in humility. the glow of a warm hearth. old traditions. chivalric valor. a canopy of trees. wisdom gained from trials. being one's own worst enemy. bearing a heavy conscience. a sense of duty to protect the innocent. hooves on a woodland path. the scent of leather & steel.

tysm for tagging me in this @voidmarkd <3 I've always been a nerd for king arthur and his round table. watched the show as a kid and the 2017 movie. oh and avalon high; also a must watch!

tagging @verfinstern @daemonoria @firebrnd

[shevampyre]

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐈𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐓 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐎 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇

You are an easy person to get along with (33.57%).

tagged by @shadowpunk & @vcnenum

tagging @never-be-tamed @sin-permisos @daemonoria @zeitrcisender @zeitrcisende @theallegedsourwolf @the-heros-sidekick (ignore my lousy ass if you’ve done this already!)

[shevampyre]

𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐁𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ?

BORN TO BEG

“ i’d cry, crawl / i’d do it all / teakettle love, i’d do anything ”. your love is ancient and wise, protective and devoted in a way that is never too violent or over the top —— you’re a careful lover, attentive, you would know how to paint your lover’s soul with eyes closed. you’re not afraid of giving away parts of yourself or bending over backwards for the one you love, but your love is a parent in its nature: you take care of those you love in gentle, unspoken ways, and you never really ask for anything in return, if not for the privilege of being on their side.

tagged by @never-be-tamed (we’re basically one and the same)

tagging @schwarzpulverherz @farbfaser @flcming-rose @drkcurse @madame--fist

[shevampyre]

𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮?

𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐂𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐄

most people would describe you as a breath of fresh air. you know when to speak out and when to stay quiet, when to speak your mind and when to spare someone's feelings. you're capable of saying things that others can't, but that doesn't make you cruel; if anything, it only shows your compassion and genuine care for those who you speak for.

tagged by @voidmarkd @himmelschacht @breakingtaboos <3

tagging @daemonoria @firebrnd

[shevampyre]

💯 HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL

💯 HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.

I am rather a big open book but what only few may know about me may be (1) Sylvia Plath and me share the same date of birth, (2) I speak five different languages fluently and (3) I am afraid of deep waters.

verflcht also asked : 💔 BROKEN HEART — what are three of your oc's negative traits?

(1) I am not very good at handling criticism, (2) verbal conflicts cause me a rush of anxiety which leads to me avoiding it and/or often running away from said situations (and if I don't avoid them I turn into the most sassy woman you've ever met), (3) much too often I take on the side of women when there are disagreements between a couple which is not always right/good.

verflcht also asked : 😊 SMILING FACE WITH SMILING EYES — what are your oc's career/general life desires? what do they want to get the most out of life?

I have a diploma in medicine (Oxford, magna cum laude) and successfully graduated from the police academy, worked as an officer at Scotland Yard, became the youngest commander there, am working for the MI6 & am a doctor of neurology at St. Mary's Hospital – I would say I have achieved my career desires. Talking about general life desires I would have to admit that I am not as far as little Nikita thought she'd be at the age of 30. There are many things I still wish for as a hopeless romantic, for example – the perfect wedding (we Indians have several parties which take up to almost a week and I couldn't be happier) with the perfect partner who's taking care of me for diversion because I have always been the person who thought of others first before thinking about herself, having children etc. but right now I am happy with what I have. I wouldn't be the person I am today without my beloved friends.

𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐒 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐂𝐒 .

[shevampyre]

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓´𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐂 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘?

SWEET SUPPORTING CHARACTER

i wanna be your grandma so bad, please let me pinch your face and knit you a sweater. you're most likely the best friend of the protagonist, and there's some possible overlap between you and the narrator. you're sweet and try very hard to be selfless. you watch the ones you love descend into darkness, and make every effort to help them through it all. it's not enough. you keep trying to make it enough. you provide comic relief, a listening ear, a hug, advice ── any method of support you can think of. your own personal tragedy isn't documented. sometimes you wish it was, even though you're the one who ensures it is not. you want people to care for you the way you do for others. but you refuse to ask for it, so you wait for others to read between the lines. they usually don't. at least you're the one who gets to survive the tragedy. no matter how many times you beg to trade places, it is always you at the end, sitting at someone else's grave.

tagged by @never-be-tamed (at this point I am sure we are either the same person or soulmates) & @zeitrcisender

tagging @drkcurse @farbfaser @verflcht

[shevampyre]

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐎 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐄𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔?

FULL OF GOLDEN LIGHT

the smell of soup cooking in the other room. golden hour sunlight peeking in through the windows. laughter that bounces against the walls and smiles you can't help but mirror. you're easy to approach. your best feature is probably your smile. you don't mind looking silly if it makes people laugh. you're not easily embarrassed. you're calm and you make people feel at ease. you're a good listener because you really really care what they have to say. people leave every interaction with you feeling just a little bit more loved. you're a kind soul, and people can see that. you mean so much more to people than you know.

tagged by @alaskancold @zeitrcisender @never-be-tamed @the-heros-sidekick @softkult

tagging anyone who didn’t do it yet because I’m pretty late again.

[shevampyre]

IN BATTLE [...] YOUR MUSE

BOLD what consistently applies, italicize situational / not always.

fights honorably | fights dirty | prefers close quarters | prefers range | chats during | goes silent | low pain tolerance | high pain tolerance | attacks in bursts | attacks steadily | goes for the kill | aims to disarm | fights defensively | strikes first | is provoked easily | provokes their opponent | teases | stays quiet | gets visibly frustrated | shouts while attacking | uses strategy | focuses on the battle | experiences conflicting thoughts during battle | rushes in recklessly | tries to read their opponent before engaging | fights wildly | fights calmly | fights apathetically | fights with anger | fights with excitement | fights because they have to | fights because they want to | fights without regard to wounds | runs away when wounded | hides wounds | takes a blow to protect another | prefers a blade | prefers a gun | prefers hand to hand combat | prefers a bow | prefers a shield | prefers a spear | prefers a personalized weapon | prefers magic or spells | their greatest weakness is physical | their greatest weakness is mental | their greatest weakness is emotional | transforms for battle | fights as they appear | relies on strength | doubts their strength | relies on speed | uses everything they have | proceeds with caution | hides their full potential | exhausts quickly | has high stamina | behaves arrogantly | brags after landing a hit | belittles their abilities | stays quiet | uses psychological tactics | uses brute strength | avoids civilians | strikes down civilians | damages surroundings | avoids damaging surroundings | signature fighting style | makes it up as they go | mastered skillset | learning their skillset | fancy footwork | sloppy footwork | messy fighter | elegant fighter | accepts defeat | refuses defeat | begs for mercy | compliments their opponent | insults their opponent | uses unnecessary movements | moves efficiently | barely moves | prefers to dodge | prefers to block | defends their blindside | has no blindside | leaves blindsides vulnerable | uses all available advantages | strictly uses one main method | plays around | holds back | fights ruthlessly | shows mercy | waits for an opponent to be ready | strikes when opponent isn’t ready | fears death | fears pain | fears killing | has ptsd | avoids fighting | has lost a fight (many…) | has won a fight | has killed | refuses to kill | wants to die standing | would succumb slowly

tagged by @vcnenum (ty this was fun imagining) tagging @never-be-tamed @drkcurse @die-by-the-blade

[shevampyre]

𝐖𝐇𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐁𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐘 𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐓𝐘

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐑𝐘 𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐓

you're out for blood. you want justice and you want it now. go ahead, take some heads.

tagged by @flcming-rose

tagging @never-be-tamed @zeitrcisende @daemonoria @ceylon-and-typewriting

[shevampyre]

🎻

🎻 VIOLIN — does your oc play any instruments? what is their skill level (beginner/intermediate/advanced/virtuoso/etc)?

What few may know is that I indeed am very familiar with the art of playing the piano ⸺ my mother grew up in a rather cultivated household and insisted on me learning to play an instrument alongside having classic Indian dance classes, just like she did. I would rate my skill level as advanced. Bach, Mozart and Chevalier are few amongst the many classic musicians and composers whose compositions I really enjoy playing (as far as I am able to, of course. They are unbeatable).

𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐒 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐂𝐒 .

[shevampyre]

LIFE EXPERIENCES

RULES: bold your experiences (& don’t let social desirability play into this!)

killed someone under orders | had someone killed on their orders | killed someone in self defense | spared someone’s life | invented something | been hungover | kissed someone | slow-danced | been in a long-term relationship | had sex | had sex and regretted it | had a one-night stand | had a threesome | experimented with their sexuality | had a kid | adopted a kid | wanted to have a family with someone | done something on impulse they regretted | gone traveling | had a bounty put on them | eaten an insect | been groped by a stranger | been groped by someone they know | been dumped | dumped someone | smoked | gotten high | flirted with someone to get free drinks | put someone in a headlock | won a bet | lost a bet | forgiven someone who wronged them | indulge a petty revenge | hallucinated | has a noticeable physical defect | gotten a noticeable scar | been permanently disfigured through injury | kneed someone in the groin | had an unattainable crush | laughed themselves to the point of tears | been kidnapped | been brainwashed/hypnotised | had a recurring nightmare | been bullied | bullied someone | experienced survivor’s guilt | been tied/chained up | given someone a massage | received a massage | been backed up against a wall | shot someone | stabbed someone | saved someone’s life | cheated on someone | been cheated on | been in an open relationship | had a friendship with benefits | been in a queerplatonic relationship | had a stalker | been betrayed | been a traitor | been possessed | been in a bar fight | been thrown out of a bar | been arrested | broken out of jail | been to a funeral | been to a brothel | had surgery | broken someone’s trust | broken someone’s heart | had their heart broken | broken/damaged something out of anger | broken/damaged something out of spite | gotten a piercing | gotten a tattoo | used a fake name | been beaten up | been tortured/tortured others | been abused | been blackmailed | gotten away with a crime | framed someone else for a crime they committed | shared a bed platonically | been in love | suffered from sleep paralysis | been forced to flee their home | learned a new language | joined a rebellion | fought on the losing side of a war | fought on the winning side of a war | become a godparent | become an aunt/uncle

tagged by @kunstwerk-er @drkcurses tagging @gatespride @daemonoria @chillingintheocean @die-by-the-blade @canesangue

[shevampyre]

𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 & 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐒 — RULES: bold for usually, italics for sometimes.

HAPPINESS. being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping. singing/humming.

SADNESS. tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

ANGER. furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

FEAR. wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of color. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

EXHAUSTION. constantly yawning. slurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a door frame for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine”. shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

tagged by my three besties @drkcurses @chillingintheocean @daemonoria &lt;3 tagging @gatespride @kunstwerk-er @canesangue

[shevampyre]

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 : BOLD what applies, ITALICS for sometimes .

FLAWS. moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | liar | impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky | absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | childish | callous | clingy | delusional | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cynical | cruel | depressed | deranged | egotistical | envious | insecure | insensitive | lustful | delinquent | overthinker | guilt complex | reclusive | reckless | nervous | oversensitive | perfectionist | pessimistic | naive

STRENGTHS. honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm | protective | proud | diligent | considerate | compassionate | good sportsmanship | friendly | empathetic | passionate | reliable | resourceful | sensible | sincere | witty | funny

SKILLS AND HOBBIES. art | acting | astronomy | animals | archery | sports | bird watching | blacksmithing | boating | calligraphy | camping | candle making | casino gambling | ceramics | racing | chess | music | cooking | crochet | weaving | exercise | swordplay | fishing | gardening | ghost hunting | ice skating | magic | engineering | building | inventing | leather-working | martial arts | meditation | origami | parkour | people watching | swimming | puppetry | pyrotechnics | quilting | reading | collecting | shopping | socializing | storytelling | writing | traveling | dancing | singing | yoga | gaming

tagged by @kunstwerk-er @daemonoria @drkcurses @chillingintheocean @kettensaege <3 tagging @insidethebeaststillgrows @dngerouswomxn

[shevampyre]

take this quiz and let it select an element or two based on your personality. you'll have to take it twice for a second element, but it's not a must.

PERSONALITY TYPE: water                                                                            

INNATE PERSONALITY: worried, no news is good, regretful, he/she knows me!, calm down

CHARACTER TRAITS: soft spoken, a true thinker, seeking peace, show emotions only in front of close friends, monochrome artist, determined, secretive, independent         

MOST COMPATIBLE: light & ground                                                              

LEAST COMPATIBLE: wind & steel

SECOND PERSONALITY TYPE: light 

INNATE PERSONALITY: I'm happy if you're happy, I'm a bit lonely, I'm not enough, I'll do it!, I'm so excited!

CHARACTER TRAITS: incredibly kind hearted, I see no fear, schemer, healing artist, love group activities, right-minded, eager to help others, cheerful, always take the dirty job                                              

MOST COMPATIBLE: water & fire 

LEAST COMPATIBLE: ghost & rock

tagged by @chillingintheocean, @cabeswatcrs, @ghculism & @kettensaege (thanks <3) tagging anyone who wants to do this cause i am very late to this..