#➹ ❛ album / safiye demir.

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* BAHAR SAHIN, CIS FEMALE+ SHE / HER  | you know SAFIYE DEMIR, right? they’re 23, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, TWENTY THREE YEARS? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to SHE HAD THE WORLD BY P!ATD like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole RELIVING THE GLORY DAYS, BUYING AFFECTIONS AND FRIENDSHIPS, ALWAYS WEARING SOMETHING PINK thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is OCTOBER NINTH, so they’re a LIBRA, which is unsurprising, all things considered.

meet  the  epitome  of  daddy  issues  !

she is kind of the love child of rachel gatina, brooke davis and blair waldorf thanks

safiye ( pronounced sah-fee-ya ) was the IT girl in high school. the mean girl. the head plastic. u know the type yeah? prom queen, probably would have pulled a carrie on the poor soul who potentially won over her

she was also a Heaux in high school because daddy didn’t love her properly. 

she has an older brother who was distant because her parents suck and he had the brains to dip early on. her mother was an airline stewardess and her father some higher up at a local bank chain. dad also was a serial cheater in the marriage, which, despite her mother being aware of all the affairs, is still a thing. saf grew up watching her father literally walking all over her mother and making her look like a fool, in saf’s opinion, because he just...cheated on her. continuously, and she let it happen. she didn’t say anything or retaliate or try to end it. whenever she would hear about it, she would just jet off on some job and leave her kids with her unfaithful husband.

now her dad’s idea of love was financial and came in monetary measures. basically, he let fi max out his credit cards and called it love. he paid No attention to her but she got everything she ever wanted. her mother was. . . okay with attention toward safiye but her opinion of the woman was So Low that she pitied the woman.

she never wanted to be taken advantage of, or walked over so she became the painful opposite; she can be clingy, she’s super promiscuous, needy . . . all the treasures of neglect and daddy issues.

now, around the same time of high school graduation, saifye disappeared. the story that was handed out when she came back was that she went on vacation to her family’s beach house. but obviously, that was not the true.

tw miscarriage the real story? she was pregnant. and she didn’t want to admit it to the father nor did she want to be pregnant at all. while trying to decide how to go about this, becoming a mother and how to tell the father and how her whole life was now ruined, her body essentially rejected it on its own and she lost the baby. it wrecked her. because she was slowly, slowly, coming to terms with it just before it all happened.  tw end

then she came back and she ... kinda of became a prude?? and pretends like her Hoe phased never happened lmao. because she’s terrified of this happening again. 

she’s still as bitchy, still very much a mean girl stuck in her prom queen phase

she doesn’t have a job because.. well.. she doesn’t need one. she’s a spoiled brat and it definitely shows. but she also hides a lot of shit. and because of the miscarriage and her family issues, she has severe abandonment and self worth issues

potential connections

the almost baby daddy !  maybe he was a messy toxic on again/off again fwb / fling ??? 

her ride or die

her unlikely ship ?? like she’s mean girl plastic, give me the complete opposite and let that blossom thank u

enemies. she def has more than she has friends, she probably was mean to a lot of peopel in hs