#❪ ✽ ft ╱ kwon ahseop. ❫

[ncvaes]

@goldyashes

geon was on edge. he hadn't slept well or slept much at all. if he tried to remember the last time he got a solid several hours of sleep he would probably not be able to come up with the answer. he probably needed help for it but geon was currently not quite ready to admit that it was a problem to begin with. he was sure that this would pass eventually anyway, it usually did.

the problem was that people kept buzzing around him asking stupid questions. he understood that it was about his schedules but geon couldn't even imagine going into the studio in the state that he was in at the moment. he was sure that if he tried recording in his current state and the the results wouldn't be pretty. so he'd shut himself into a vocal practice room using the excuse of practicing to get away from other people.

admittedly not much had gotten done. but geon felt a little better now that he wasn't surrounded by so many people. or at least he had until someone opened up the door to the room. the minute the door opened geon felt himself tense up. it was like the outside world had been allowed back into his little bubble and he didn't like it.

"what do you want?" it wasn't usual for him to greet people with such a sharp tone. if anything geon went out of his way to be apologetic when he was taking up space that someone else might want to use. he usually would try his best to be cheerful and bright. but he didn't have the capacity for that today. there were too many people and he was too exhausted to measure what he was saying.

geon still hadn't turned towards the doorway, he didn't really want to see who it was that had either been sent after him or was trying to shoo him out of the practice room that he hadn't really been using for its intended purpose. he assumed it was probably some poor intern or something. or maybe his own manager, it didn't really matter though he didn't really want to talk to any of the possibilities.