#❪ ♥ ❫ ─── ⠀ ⠀‵⠀ out of character ⠀ 〳 ⠀ general ‵

[parieha-aaa]

gonna do some clean up over the next few days because it helps me feel clean & focused on replies ! soooo do me a favor & like this post so i don't unfollow you , and so that i'll know to keep our replies / roleplays this way as long as i'm still feeling active muse & i feel we mesh ooc ! i want to keep the circle strictly with people i can see myself writing with / am writing with currently & / those i feel i mesh well with without having to push myself . i like writing to be as natural & easy / organized for me as possible .

[parieha-aaa]

━━━━━━━  permanent  starter  call  !  by liking this post , you're informing me that . . . i am free to send random in character asks to you ( maybe multiple depending on which muse is active ) , i am free to write you starters out of the blue , & i can make edits & graphics for you in the event I get inspiration ! affiliates are already considered privy to these things & so there's no need to like , but I won't discourage it !  ★

[parieha-aaa]

i'm looking to establish some real , concrete dynamics ! if you like this post , you're giving me permission to come to you for these dynamics , ask for your discord , and establish a communication route between us ! let's be friends ! !

[parieha-aaa]

okay so the post is gonna be queue'd a few times but otherwise , this is my official vacating of this blog . it's now an ARCHIVE . i am now at @parieha .

[parieha-aaa]

i'm also no longer following first . too much anxiety . after yesterday & an impromptu therapy session with my mother , i've come to kinda realize tumblr is stressing me out more than i thought . time to make things more fun again ; which means i'm not putting myself under the stress of following first . i'll give the url when the blog is half decent .

[parieha-aaa]

Okay be real— am I intimidating? Or not good enough? Orrr like … too distant? I’m trying to figure out like, why I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere ? Or have a group, or idk. Seems like everyone else joined with groups already established. Was that a mistake on my part?? Why do I feel so out of place?

…. maybe I’m trying too hard. Don’t search, they’ll find you type of thing. Or is it more a case of “ don’t complain I don’t follow you to read your whining “.

…. Hm.

[parieha-aaa]

there's hope, always hope ; ─── just none for us , right ? ☆ ──── a panfandom multimuse selective & private roleplay blog featuring muses from jujutsu kaisen , like ( headcanon based ) YUJI ITADORI / RYOMEN SUKUNA , MEGUMI FUSHIGURO , SATORU GOJO , SUGURU GETO , & YUTA OKKOTSU ! written by percy , 21 + , containing triggering adult content such as gore , violence , cannibalism , suicide / suicide ideology , torture , & murder . discretion of the reader is heavily advised ! ──── ☆ welcome !

[parieha-aaa]

no it doesn't matter how factually illogical it is : if we haven't spoken ooc in like idk a month i just assume you have spontaneously developed a thorough hatred of me & everything about me . why ?? idk . if ur not a main thats how it goes . then i back off by a mile bc we're suddenly back in the ' you scare me ' stage . this happens more than you might think .

[parieha-aaa]

anyway . if you somehow end up getting sukuna to like and approve of you , he's more likely to ask you to be his vessel . not in a ' i want to control your every move ' way , you'd still be granted your agency , but sukuna does very much like the idea of being under his lover's skin . being in their ear if you seek help . next to your very soul . it's intimate . do you consent to being eternally bonded with an undying man - made god ? ���‍♀️ it's visceral , it's raw . no hiding anything from him . laying you bare to his eyes . it's a borderline religious experience .

[parieha-aaa]

okay i put my shipping interest checker & general interest checker in my rules for ease . ✨

[parieha-aaa]

alright you guys wanted it , so here it is . below the cut is a " ( romantic ) shipping guide " for my muse , ryomen sukuna . this post will essentially detail anything i think is vital when being involved in a romantic relationship with him , or getting close to him at all .

beware , there is information under the cut about gore , violence , cannibalism , war , and terror . this man , this curse , isn't easy to stomach for most people and even less likely to romance . his information will not be typical , he isn't even human , he hasn't been human in three millennium at least . tread carefully . this will CONTAIN STORY SPOILERS .

first and foremost , ryomen sukuna is a human that existed 3000 years back during the heian era . this much is concrete canon , but here we'll get into headcanon territory and other noncanonical material , so do keep that in mind , this pertains to my headcanon ryomen sukuna compared to canon sukuna . my ryomen sukuna's human years were spent as an instructor of jujutsu , much like satoru , working under the watchful eye of the surrounding society and bowing to their whims for some time . he only began to push his limits when he began to operate outside their rules ; developing a cursed technique , finding new methods to utilize cursed energy that was seen as troublesome and dangerous to be experimenting with at the time . though sukuna had a few students , he didn't have any near the end of his life as a human , and put forth all his energy into finding new and interesting ways to weaponize jujutsu and cursed energy . he was a master of it by the time that the elders found out what he was doing , planning to toppel the established government of the real , very much normal world , which meant killing the reigning emperor , emperor kammu .

however , since sukuna grew up during this time , he's well versed in all manner of poetry , most of all in haiku . although this isn't to say he was the one writing it , since he was the current most powerful sorcerer , many of those around him seek HIS hand rather than the other way around . so , that's to say ryomen is used to having women and men looking to court HIM rather than HIM having to do anything for anyone else . he refuted them all , of course , no matter how extravagant the display . he did not marry , he did not have children , he was the only ' sukuna ' , his lineage was dependent on him & him alone . he quite preferred it that way . that being said , he was quite the cultured individual , he attended plays and theater , spent his time mingling with the higher class and aristocracy . looking at him in modern day , it might be hard to imagine that people would once look forward to seeing him anywhere for any reason .

that is to say his first execution interrupted his plans & his reign as a sorcerer , and began his life as a curse . this is when his ' beautiful ' face was transformed , when he was stripped of his sorcerer prestige , but went on wrecking havoc as a curse . with uraume at his side , up until the day of his death , he finds himself in a sort of existential limbo . yet , thanks to sheer fortitude , he kept his sanity in tact until he was incarnated into the modern day .

in the modern day , much of what sukuna was once honored for is seen as barbaric and offensive , par for the course when dealing with the changing times . one of the few things that he's happy to have kept is the pretty face , or rather , happy to have acquired it . in the heian era , a pretty face was indicative of good nature , and he uses that to his advantage . getting him to approve and tolerate your muse isn't difficult , sukuna wouldn't say he's asking for too much ; just your absolute and utter loyalty and , if he can't have that , then what use are you ? if you're not powerful yourself , why should he regard you at all ? he values power . raw , unadulterated , strength . but being that he is also a teacher , if he sees potential , he's not against helping and pointing out what you need to work on , like he does with megumi multiple times . just quit listening to that brain dead modern day sorcerer and listen to me . i can train you . i can help you . i can make you something worthy . he sees this as , not manipulating , but a genuine favor .

ryomen is also , like satoru , demiromantic . he has an interesting view on sexuality , especially since he sees it as a means to an end instead of romantic . so that brings us to his dates -- and his dates are simple , refined , but simple ; just being in the same room together is good enough , doing your own things , not necessarily together . he likes music , mostly traditional style . he is a big fan of peace and serenity , incense , candles , red lacquer , all those things are gifts that he would like .

that being said . he doesn't want to hear " oh how could you do this " or " that's terrible " when he's eating people and human limbs . it's a quick way to end up on the receiving end of dismantle . however , this does mean hearts , human hearts , are a big deal , and he'll accept them as gestures of romance . he'll be eating it though , as a reciprocation gesture .

he is terribly possessive though . and i mean possessive in a bad way . he'll chain you down if he thinks you might run away . or he'll break your legs if he gets even the inkling of a feeling that you'll flee . if he doesn't have your word , you're a liability . after all , that's another thing about sukuna ; he is lonely at the top , but he , unlike satoru , has accepted it , and accepted that no one will be capable of reaching him . it's simply not possible . simple humans , simple as ever , could not and would not ever be at his level . it's a sad , 3000 year realization .

[parieha-aaa]

      okay  but  what  if  we  interacted  &  our  muses  became  super  comfortable  with  each  other  &  we  start  talking  ooc  &  eventually  we  incorporate  them  even  further  into  one  another’s  storylines  &  hurt  our  own  feelings  instead  of  waiting  for  canon  to  do  it ??    make  things  for  one  another  &  idk  share  dumb  things  &  aus  &  headcanons  we’ll  never  make  serious  posts  out  of  ?  i’m  always  down  for  this  kind  of  relationship  with  someone  ,  i  find  it  the  most  fun  &  most  rewarding  experience  in  my  opinion  ??             idk  tho  ... 

                                                              👀          unless  ?        👀 

[parieha-aaa]

okay , so , this is a small starter call ★ ! . if you like & haven't received anything after a few days , it's bc i'd like to plot before we continue / don't have any ideas at the time , i'm not trying to be rude or ignore anybody . be sure to reply with : your muse of choice , and if you have an idea , dial me up on discord and let's talk about it !

[parieha-aaa]

aaaanyway , don't forget my interest checker form & musings sideblog !

[parieha-aaa]

below the cut is a " ( romantic ) shipping guide " for my muse , geto suguru . this involves anything i think is vital when being involved in a romantic relationship with him in any regard .

* this will involve talk of " satosugu / sugusato ' stsg " , so beware , but satoru plays a big part in suguru's life , that is inarguable , his relationships are founded on the relationship he cultivated between him & satoru fundamentally . & the falling out has affected how he views his relationships going forward .

a supportive partner doesn't begin to cover the kind of partner suguru geto is . as someone who born and raised on the protection of others' principal , he's either of some kind of service to his partner or he's not around . when he's doing missions for the tokyo technical college , he's no second rate -- one half of the strongest duo to exist in service to jujutsu tech . often tuned in to the emotions of others , he's going to know something is wrong way before you yourself do , and he takes pride in being capable of being on the same wavelength as his fellow students . duty before dishonor , he's an individualist with great care taken to lift up others . as for the timeline , of course it's easiest to ship with him during his school days , especially if your muse is satoru . more reckless with his other half , he still values himself in accordance with what exactly he can do to be of service to someone . this goes double for his friends , triple for his significant other . girls at the school often crush on him , but to this day , he'd turned them all down gently , in the most polite way possible , so no one leaves upset . justice is a high contributing factor to suguru , something he holds in high regard . again , he's long been raised under the ideal that he must serve others , that he's there to protect others , to act as a barrier between what he values and harm . this is why he continues to find , hunt , and consume curses . now , one of his favorite things is letting his friends hang out with his curses -- satoru , after all , rides on the rainbow dragon all the time . it lays its head on his legs , his curses are merely pets in everyday circumstances , and he values them , saying things like " thank you for your hard work " , when dismissing them . he is , after all , a beast - tamer . again , a lot of these things pertain to satoru , since satoru is his best friend , and someone suguru holds in the highest regard despite their bickering and whining about one another when someone's watching them .

after the loss to toji fushiguro / zen'in , suguru is unstable . he is overall paranoid , half of his curse reserves are dead , and that's what he spends a lot of his time doing now ; hunting new curses to digest and manifest , stronger , more disgusting , more heinous . so it's somewhat easy to catch him during that time dragging himself around , getting to the station or the bus to take it to wherever he needs to go . he won't let anyone come with him , he's uncomfortable , VASTLY uncomfortable with anyone seeing him digest a curse . it's a gross act , on par with eating trash , or vomit . he hates his technique . he hates that he was useless . he hates that his best friend died because he couldn't do a damn thing . a lot of bad emotions manifest here within the year following the mission , rage , disgust , hatred , spite . he hates it . the clapping won't leave his head . he can still hear it . why is he the only one bothered by what happened ?

students die . despite geto's best efforts to help , haibara yu , his kouhai , dies in a gruesome manner he can't even bear to look at . when this happens , he begins to think more and more -- oh god , everyone is at risk , everyone's disposable , and i can't protect anyone . satoru doesn't need me anymore . shoko's busy . i failed nanami & haibara , what am i doing here ? why am i alive ? i don't deserve to be alive .

once he's free of jujutsu technical college , well , his mental health does get eons better . he spends a lot of his time with nanako and mimiko , that includes going to their school events and spending time with them as they do their homework -- dinner , bed , all the more routine things he's long since forgotten about since he was small . he doesn't mind it , it's terribly routine though , and it helps him relax , knowing what to expect every afternoon and evening . if he has a significant other by this point , fully expect to be introduced to his two girls ! he wants to know what they'll think of you , whether or not you interact well with them , and he's keen to also see how you interact with the followers of the cult and the normal people who come in seeking treatment for ' spiritual ailments ' . a partner , in other words , is what suguru is seeking . someone that will help him take good care of the girls as they grow up , someone level headed , that can see he's merely protecting what he finds important to him now . he doesn't hate jujutsu tech , nor anyone involved with it , he simply hates how easily they can stand to sentence people to death ..... especially children , young people who have their whole lives ahead of them . he hates it with everything inside of him . and he can't stop them , so he broke away from them while he still had something left to save .

he's relying on the donations of his followers , somewhat , so he doesn't tend to dabble in the expensive side of dating or living his life . he's a simple ' monk ' , spending his time around the temple as needed , and spending his time with his new family that we see in jjk 0 , who also believe in his ideals and his goals . he's not forcing anyone to believe what they don't want to , and he makes sure everyone understands that he's not forcing anyone into anything they do not wish to be involved in . because of that , there's a silent agreement among his family that they're all there because they believe in suguru geto's vision for jujutsu society , a place where children aren't sacrificed , where people don't have to die needlessly . peaceful , tranquil , livable . that , and ... the ' monkeys ', the non - shaman ... they're a threat to that peace. he's going to save this fucked up , shitty world that they've created . one day , he'll find a way . he will , he swears . he'll help everyone . one day . it's okay if he's hated by everyone as long as ... he's quite open about seeing those from jujutsu tokyo tech & kyoto tech , if need be . he's a haven , he'll listen and talk , offer his view on things as its asked . he truly does love his children and his family, and those he left behind too , if only they could understand that ... he may not go about seeing his significant other too much in public though . just in case the higher ups zero in on them . it's safe to say that in order to get anywhere with suguru , you need to be on par with him , at least , or a sorcerer yourself for a variety of reasons .

[parieha-aaa]

He™ showed up . my beloved lil war criminal .