#❥ alix kwon ﹕ threads.

[alllnights]

     ₊ ˚ ⊹  ❥    "i'm gonna start calling people's opinions of me 'fan theories' cause i'm tired of hearing everyone talk about me." / @vvhimsicals

[alllnights]

     ₊ ˚ ⊹  ❥    runs his hand over his face, a deep sigh falling from his mouth as he tries to think over everything in his head. why did this have to be so difficult? "i-" begins, but didn't think of his next words quick enough to carry on. "maybe i can't just... be away from you. i know, i know i made this situation. i know what i said, that we had to stay away but thinking of being away from you is making me feel sick."

" resenting— no, i'm not going to end up resenting you. i could never... but if you're here, and i'm around you, i can't think of anyone else. you smile at me the right way and i'm straight back to where i was before we broke up. when we were good. " brex sighed, hand pushed through her hair and she spilled her heart and wished she could take it all back.

[alllnights]

     ₊ ˚ ⊹  ❥    "i know i text you saying i missed you but it was a moment of weakness so if you could just delete the text... that would be great," rolling his eyes at the other before turning his head. / @wickedluvs

[alllnights]

     ₊ ˚ ⊹  ❥    it didn't seem like anything was going to work for them. damned if you do, damned if you don't situation and alix hated it. his mind felt like it was scrambled but she was the only thing on his mind. "i don't-" sighs and runs a hand through his hair. "brexley, i don't know what to do. if we keep doing this then what? you end up resenting me or something?"

no, no that wasn't what she wanted. hearing him explain what she was suggesting almost had her screaming. " it's just... it's just for the best. unless you want to keep doing this? keep hurting each other. i don't know how i'm supposed to move on if you're always here. there will always be apart of me that is just... hoping. "

[alllnights]

     ₊ ˚ ⊹  ❥    "do you think this is an easy decision for me, hm? it's the last thing i want but... things don't seem to be working. we keep fighting, it's not fair to ask either of us to go through this cycle."

" then i can't... i can't do this. i can't be just friends. i can't see you all the time and be expected to act like everything is okay when it's not. "

[alllnights]

     ₊ ˚ ⊹  ❥    the thought of never seeing her again made him feel sick, even if he knew that it possibly was the only thing that would make this situation better. "so we just walk away right now... not even talking to each other?" questions, head dropping so he looked at the floor. "that's what you want, yeah?" added, needing to hear it from her directly.

she swallowed, gaze averted as he ripped into the narrative she had written for them. " then why are you arguing with me? surely not being friends, not being around each other is going to be the best thing we can do for each other? " even if it wasn't exactly what she wanted, even if she didn't know if she was quite ready to have him completely out of her life.

[alllnights]

     ₊ ˚ ⊹  ❥    "you think i feel nothing?" asks before shaking his head, letting out an un-humoured laugh. "i feel so much that it hurts to even stand in front of you trying to spit this out."

" seems pretty easy from where i'm standing. i can't just turn it off, can't just pretend like i feel nothing. "

[alllnights]

     ₊ ˚ ⊹  ❥    "hey... we can't do this anymore, you know that. saying shit like that just makes this ten times harder."

open to: anyone ... from: brexley hart

" and i know we're done, and i know we're through but... god, when i look at you. "