#❛ let me be your star. ❜ / gwen barrywood.

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TAGS 4 / SHIPS [ PLATONIC & ROMANTIC ] !

VANYA & EMILIE !         ✂︎ ━━  and the eternal struggle of silence and dissimulation can cease ! VANYA & BETELGEUSE !         ✂︎ ━━  from time to time we avenge ourselves for all our enforced concealment and compulsory self restraint ! VANYA & KLAUS !         ✂︎ ━━  sometimes enduring is too much to bear ! you forget how to go on in a world that didn’t want you !

PETER & JAMES !         ✂︎ ━━  you were always strong ! when you were young you’d kick things just to see if they would fall ! PETER & SIRIUS !         ✂︎ ━━  you are screaming far too loud to hear me swear just because i left doesn’t mean i’m not still there ! PETER & REMUS !         ✂︎ ━━  the scratching grows so loud because all that unwanted animal wants is to get out ! PETER & MARAUDERS !         ✂︎ ━━  grow each time that thunder in your lungs begins to rumble at the world ! PETER & FIRST ORDER !         ✂︎ ━━  ret not dear heart ! let not them hear the muttering of all your fears the fluttering of all your wings ! PETER & LILY !         ✂︎ ━━  you watch the stars hurl all their fundaments in wonderment at you and yours forever asking more !

GWEN & PIERCE !         ✂︎ ━━  what could one possibly say about life to a person who has already seen the smirk on death’s face ? GWEN & BARRYWOODS !         ✂︎ ━━  half of you is postcard the other half of you is trying to rebuild what years ago was burned to the ground ! GWEN & SOLVE IT SQUAD !         ✂︎ ━━  i know i’m lucky to be alive at the same time as you but i also know you’re more afraid of opening up than losing me ! GWEN & KEITH !         ✂︎ ━━  you visit while i sleep ! your fingers trace my spine and i listen to you breathe ! please stop haunting me ! GWEN & DYLAN !         ✂︎ ━━  we once had fear and reverence for angels and aliens !

CURT & OWEN !         ✂︎ ━━  when he broke your heart did he also crack your spine so you would always fall in his direction ?

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❛ i know that this------- what we’re doing------- is wrong. really wrong. i mean more for me since i’m the married one but, the thing is--- ❜ watch her struggle for words. gwen barrywood, writer, actress, social media queen, can’t find the words. what is she supposed to say to this? she never saw herself as this sort of girl. a mess, standing on the doorstep of a guy that she’s telling herself she can’t figure out her feelings for. she’s lying to herself. biting her lip, she closes her eyes for a moment. lets a million lifetimes and mistakes roll through her head. all of the places where everything could have changed if she’d said something differently. ❛ ----------i... i think i love you... i think i have for a long time... i think i fell in love with the guy writing me letters, and i felt like it was something that was missing from my life.... and when i found out it was you... i’m not asking you to love me. or want me. just let me in. can we please just-------- can we talk? ❜

@liveslived (sc)

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TAG DUMP!          gwen barrywood

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Repost and BOLD all that apply to your muse. Halsey: Hopeless Fountain Kingdom Album - feel free to change pronouns as needed

I am a child of a money hungry, prideful country / Hands so bloody, tastes like honey / One day I’d realize why I don’t have any friends / I find myself alone at night… unless I’m having sex / I’m not something to butter up and taste when you get bored / I can’t stop thinking that I almost gave you everything / I can’t stop wishing that I never gave you anything / Now if I keep my eyes closed, he feels just like you / Would’ve gave it all for you, cared for you / I walk my talk, no time for wishful thinking / And you thought that you were the boss tonight, but I can put up one good fight / This is Heaven in hiding / I never listen, but I don’t even try / As soon as you meet me, you’ll wish that you never did / I got into some trouble with that drink in my veins / I got a problem with parties, ‘cause it’s loud in my brain / I can never say sorry, ‘cause I won’t take the blame / I want you to hold me down, down, down / Don’t realize how mean I can be / Sorry that I can’t believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me / Didn’t mean to leave you and all of the things that we had behind / I run away when things are good / Someone will love you, but someone isn’t me / All I know is a hopeless place that flows with the blood of my kin / Don’t trust the moon, she’s always changing / Breakfast is cold, as cold as our bed / I’m about four minutes from a heart attack / And it tastes like Jack when I’m kissing him / I don’t mean to frustrate, but I always make the same mistakes / Looking at my history, I’m bad at love / I don’t give a damn what you say to me / Motherfucker, don’t play with me / He doesn’t kiss me on the mouth anymore / He doesn’t look me in the eyes anymore, too scared of what he’ll see / We’re not lovers, we’re just strangers / The same damn hunger to be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all / I must’ve crossed a line, I must’ve lost my mind / I miss the mornings with you laying in my bed / ‘Cause nobody seems to ask about me anymore / And nobody seems to care ‘bout anything I think / And I’m faded away, you know, I used to be on fire / I’m standing in the ashes of who I used to be / I used to be a darling starlet like a centerpiece /  I don’t want to wake it up… the devil in me / 'Cause you know the truth hurts, but secrets kill / I can’t help the way you made me / I hope hopeless changes over time