#❛ let me be your star. ❜ / gwen barrywood.

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        ❛listen, i spent years solving mysteries--- we were kind of FAMOUS for it. i can tell you with absolute certainty and a lot of authority that anything going bump in the night isn’t a human in a rubber mask is an ANIMAL. there’s no such thing as ghosts or monsters. ❜

@atomgun ( sc )

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TAGS 4 / SHIPS [ PLATONIC & ROMANTIC ] !

VANYA & EMILIE !         ✂︎ ━━  and the eternal struggle of silence and dissimulation can cease ! VANYA & BETELGEUSE !         ✂︎ ━━  from time to time we avenge ourselves for all our enforced concealment and compulsory self restraint ! VANYA & KLAUS !         ✂︎ ━━  sometimes enduring is too much to bear ! you forget how to go on in a world that didn’t want you !

PETER & JAMES !         ✂︎ ━━  you were always strong ! when you were young you’d kick things just to see if they would fall ! PETER & SIRIUS !         ✂︎ ━━  you are screaming far too loud to hear me swear just because i left doesn’t mean i’m not still there ! PETER & REMUS !         ✂︎ ━━  the scratching grows so loud because all that unwanted animal wants is to get out ! PETER & MARAUDERS !         ✂︎ ━━  grow each time that thunder in your lungs begins to rumble at the world ! PETER & FIRST ORDER !         ✂︎ ━━  ret not dear heart ! let not them hear the muttering of all your fears the fluttering of all your wings ! PETER & LILY !         ✂︎ ━━  you watch the stars hurl all their fundaments in wonderment at you and yours forever asking more !

GWEN & PIERCE !         ✂︎ ━━  what could one possibly say about life to a person who has already seen the smirk on death’s face ? GWEN & BARRYWOODS !         ✂︎ ━━  half of you is postcard the other half of you is trying to rebuild what years ago was burned to the ground ! GWEN & SOLVE IT SQUAD !         ✂︎ ━━  i know i’m lucky to be alive at the same time as you but i also know you’re more afraid of opening up than losing me ! GWEN & KEITH !         ✂︎ ━━  you visit while i sleep ! your fingers trace my spine and i listen to you breathe ! please stop haunting me ! GWEN & DYLAN !         ✂︎ ━━  we once had fear and reverence for angels and aliens !

CURT & OWEN !         ✂︎ ━━  when he broke your heart did he also crack your spine so you would always fall in his direction ?

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nothing about this was supposed to be dangerous. at least that’s what they told themselves. kids solving mysteries, what could possibly go wrong? the answer, it seemed, was everything. a spook that surely must be a rubber masked villain had snatched her out of the dark. she tried to scream but no sound cams out, no one had even been looking her way so they couldn’t have see it happen. she doesn’t even know if they’ve realized that she’s gone yet.

something is wrapped tight around her wrists and ankles, makeshift gag stuffed into her mouth, and something covering her eyes, she’s struggling to remember how to breathe. the sound of someone, something entering the room, and she’s never believed in monsters before but this ordeal calls that into question. without meaning to, she whimpers around the cloth, limbs pulling in as best they can. the fear of the unknown truly is the greatest fear of all.

@liveslived (plotted)

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         ❛ hold that thought--- this lighting is just too good to pass up. ❜

@forwardmoved ( sc )

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❛ i know that this------- what we’re doing------- is wrong. really wrong. i mean more for me since i’m the married one but, the thing is--- ❜ watch her struggle for words. gwen barrywood, writer, actress, social media queen, can’t find the words. what is she supposed to say to this? she never saw herself as this sort of girl. a mess, standing on the doorstep of a guy that she’s telling herself she can’t figure out her feelings for. she’s lying to herself. biting her lip, she closes her eyes for a moment. lets a million lifetimes and mistakes roll through her head. all of the places where everything could have changed if she’d said something differently. ❛ ----------i... i think i love you... i think i have for a long time... i think i fell in love with the guy writing me letters, and i felt like it was something that was missing from my life.... and when i found out it was you... i’m not asking you to love me. or want me. just let me in. can we please just-------- can we talk? ❜

@liveslived (sc)

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TAG DUMP!          gwen barrywood

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          it hadn’t been an easy task. not the scrimping, or the saving, or keeping it from her husband but even that hadn’t been so difficult as finding a source for the legendary documents. he asked her for his freedom, and for all the methodologies and plans and attempts, it was the easiest way to free him from her. from all of this. the only part she can’t do is sign them, she’s acquired many skills over time, but forgery was not amongst them. curfew is drawing close as she enters the apartment, only a few minutes shy of what might be considered criminal, but considering her current predicament it’s the least of her worries. setting the papers on the table in their unassuming folder, she doesn’t look to him when she speaks up.

        ❛ your freedom. ❜

          it’s the only explanation she gives, tapping her fingers on top of the short stack, before she brushes past to enter the restroom. the one place he can’t follow as she shuts the door behind her and turns on the shower, both to make sure he won’t dare enter, and to drown out the soft sounds of gasping breaths as she sinks down against the bathroom wall.

@liveslived​ ( sc )

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Repost and BOLD all that apply to your muse. Halsey: Hopeless Fountain Kingdom Album - feel free to change pronouns as needed

I am a child of a money hungry, prideful country / Hands so bloody, tastes like honey / One day I’d realize why I don’t have any friends / I find myself alone at night… unless I’m having sex / I’m not something to butter up and taste when you get bored / I can’t stop thinking that I almost gave you everything / I can’t stop wishing that I never gave you anything / Now if I keep my eyes closed, he feels just like you / Would’ve gave it all for you, cared for you / I walk my talk, no time for wishful thinking / And you thought that you were the boss tonight, but I can put up one good fight / This is Heaven in hiding / I never listen, but I don’t even try / As soon as you meet me, you’ll wish that you never did / I got into some trouble with that drink in my veins / I got a problem with parties, ‘cause it’s loud in my brain / I can never say sorry, ‘cause I won’t take the blame / I want you to hold me down, down, down / Don’t realize how mean I can be / Sorry that I can’t believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me / Didn’t mean to leave you and all of the things that we had behind / I run away when things are good / Someone will love you, but someone isn’t me / All I know is a hopeless place that flows with the blood of my kin / Don’t trust the moon, she’s always changing / Breakfast is cold, as cold as our bed / I’m about four minutes from a heart attack / And it tastes like Jack when I’m kissing him / I don’t mean to frustrate, but I always make the same mistakes / Looking at my history, I’m bad at love / I don’t give a damn what you say to me / Motherfucker, don’t play with me / He doesn’t kiss me on the mouth anymore / He doesn’t look me in the eyes anymore, too scared of what he’ll see / We’re not lovers, we’re just strangers / The same damn hunger to be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all / I must’ve crossed a line, I must’ve lost my mind / I miss the mornings with you laying in my bed / ‘Cause nobody seems to ask about me anymore / And nobody seems to care ‘bout anything I think / And I’m faded away, you know, I used to be on fire / I’m standing in the ashes of who I used to be / I used to be a darling starlet like a centerpiece /  I don’t want to wake it up… the devil in me / 'Cause you know the truth hurts, but secrets kill / I can’t help the way you made me / I hope hopeless changes over time

[allwounds-blog1]

gwen barrywood??? a slytherin????? more likely than you think.