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minhosbitterriver ยท 1 year ago
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hi green, how are you doing ?? i hope everythingโ€™s alright<33
i hope you dont mind but i wanted to request something again >< i was wondering if you could write a smut with chan, but focus more on the aftercare ??
lets say he had a stressful week and during sex he decided to reselase his anger and stress on the reader, but they had a hard week themselves and just couldnt take it, so they decided to use their safeword and channie would be all like oh ?? and maybe the reader would even cry a little and be apologetic, because โ€œiโ€™m so sorry, i know you had a hard time, i just canโ€™t do it todayโ€ saying that while clinging to him and seeking comfort >:((
and then chan would focus on making them feel safe, he would clean the up and reassure them that if completely fine and he's proud of them and just the whole aftercare part ><
if its too much then its completely fine !! please dont feel pressured to write it if its not your cup of tea<33
anyway, please take care !!๐Ÿ˜ฝ
use of the safe word.
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pairing: chan x female reader
content warnings: hurt/comfort, rough and overwhelming sex, crying, bloody lip, aftercare, not proofread
rating: 18+
summary: chan had always been the sweetest human ever, but after youโ€™d both had a rough week, you both find out that you had different ways of decompressing.
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His fingers found their way to your throat while he groaned in your ear, squeezing in a way you usually adored as Chan thrusted in and out of you at a brutal pace. He was completely lost in his own world, moaning about how tight you felt around him and how heโ€™d been thinking about having you like this all day after the stress heโ€™s had to deal with over the course of several days. It was difficult to breathe for you, though, all of your senses seemingly going haywire as you attempted to ground yourself by gripping the sheets below you and trying to focus on his babbles of pleasure. However, instead of enjoying this moment with your lover like you normally would, your mind was a storm of frustration and stress that only increased with Chanโ€™s speed.
It was too much for you โ€” everything about this was overwhelming, including the guilt that followed your distressed thoughts. Chan had arrived home and immediately pulled you in for a rough kiss, and you had followed along because you were well aware of how rough itโ€™s been for him recently and you figured youโ€™d let him release it all on you before talking. Although nothing couldโ€™ve prepared you for the complete disconnect that plagued you โ€” you didnโ€™t feel seen or loved, he barely managed to remember some of the things he knew you liked while he chased his own orgasm. It wasnโ€™t to say that he was doing it purposely, you knew that Chan loved you to insanity because this was strange for him.
Unwanted tears rolled down your cheeks, and you bit your lip harshly so as to not let him know of your state since his face was buried into the nape of your neck. His breath felt hot on your skin, and sharp pangs of pain shot up your body with each time Chan bottomed out. Your eyes were squeezed shut so as to prevent any more tears from spilling, and a whimper escaped your lips as your teeth broke skin.
Too much. Too much. I donโ€™t like this!
Chanโ€™s movements became slightly more erratic, which signifies that he was close to achieving his orgasm. But the room was spinning and you didnโ€™t think you could take this roughness any longer.
โ€œChannie, stop, stop, red light!โ€
All movements halted, dizzying you slightly. Chan pulled back immediately as his grip on your throat loosened and his eyes scanned your face with concern. The sobs were pushing their way out of you and the tears rolled down your cheeks freely and stained the pillow below your head. โ€œIโ€™m so sorry, Channie!โ€
โ€œOhโ€” Wait, no, no donโ€™t apologize,โ€ Chan quickly responded, slowly pulling out of you so as to not overwhelm you further. His brows were furrowed, catching sight of your bloody bottom lip and your anguished expression. โ€œWhat happened baby? Did I hurt you?โ€
โ€œIโ€™m sorry, Iโ€™m sorry, Iโ€™m so sorry,โ€ you continued to cry, your entire body shaking violently as you reached for your boyfriend. โ€œI know youโ€™ve been having a hard time, I just canโ€™t take it today.โ€
He wrapped his muscled arms around your trembling body, kissing the top of your head as the beat of his heart seemed to ground you despite how erratic it was, bringing you back to reality. It was clear that he was still confused, and you were grateful that he wasnโ€™t pushing for an explanation right away. Instead he shifted slightly so that he could place his calloused hand on your chest, applying a bit of pressure while inhaling and exhaling deeply. You followed his breathing pattern, slowly noticing that heโ€™d pulled you into his lap at some point, cradling your body as though it was made of porcelain.
When your cries had slowed to a near stop, he moved his gaze onto your face โ€” guilty eyes searching for any remaining distress. His thumb caressed your cheeks, drying your tears in the process as he attempted a soft smile.
โ€œBaby?โ€
A shaky breath made its way past your lips, eyes glued to the crumpled sheets while you twiddle your thumbs in your lap. โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€
โ€œNo, angel, donโ€™t apologize.โ€ Chan spoke softly, yet his tone was stern. โ€œPlease donโ€™t apologize, Iโ€™m proud of you for stopping me, okay?โ€
You could only nod meekly.
โ€œCan you tell me whatโ€™s wrong?โ€
Nothing was said, but the shame arose in the form of choked sobs and Chan pulled you back onto his chest while rocking from side to side. His fingers carded through your hair gently as he hummed a nearly inaudible tune to calm you. This time, you were able to pull yourself quicker.
โ€œIโ€™m going to get you some water, okay?โ€ He didnโ€™t wait for a response before he was lifting you up slightly and laying you on his side of your shared bed. The sound of his speedy footsteps that made their way to the kitchen were the only thing heard aside from your own ragged breathing.
You sat up when he returned with a cold glass of water in one hand and what looked like a warm, wet towel in the other. He handed you the water first, watching you intently as you hissed a bit as soon as your cut lip made contact with the coldness of your drink. You downed your drink in one go, your throat screeching in relief from how dry it had been until a moment ago.
โ€œIโ€™m going to clean you up a little bit, and then you should pee.โ€
His rough hands touched your shoulder lightly, nudging you so that you would lay back and spread your lips. The jolt that occurred as soon as you felt the warmth of the towel touch your core had your ears turning red in shame, you knew he wouldnโ€™t purposely hurt you so there was no reason to act like this. You didnโ€™t miss the hurt that flashed across his face.
As you peed, Chan was quietly filling up the bathtub and adding a lavender scented bath bomb to soothe your anxiety. You watched him work from the toilet in silence, lips set into a deep frown.
โ€œItโ€™s done baby,โ€ Chan announced, turning to face you with a benign smile. โ€œWe should take care of your lip first though.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m sorry,โ€ you mumbled again as you pulled your knees up to your chest. โ€œI havenโ€™t done anything but add to your stress, and it shouldnโ€™t have been like this. I couldโ€™ve lasted until youโ€“โ€
โ€œDonโ€™t finish that sentence, Y/N.โ€ Chan sounded so grave you couldnโ€™t help but inhale sharply, eyes widening slightly. โ€œPlease donโ€™t ever do that, we have a safe word for a reason. Always, always use it whenever youโ€™re not having a good time. Thereโ€™s really no hard feelings for me, whatโ€™s important for me is that youโ€™re okay and that I donโ€™t end up hurting you.โ€
You sniffed, bracing yourself as he neared you with a small cloth that had been dipped in antiseptics that made you hiss at the burn as soon as he dabbed it to your wound. He gently blew on your lip as an effort to lessen the pain.
โ€œYouโ€™re so sweet to me.โ€
Chan pressed his lips against your forehead, lingering for a moment as if to make you feel his love through the simple action โ€“ and you did. A small smile made its way onto your face at last as his hands guided you to the bathtub, helping you get in before he knelt beside you.
The warmth of the deliciously scented water instantly relaxed your sore muscles, you sighed in relief. The light swishing sound of the water following your movements seemed to add to your newfound serenity, your eyes falling closed for only a second before the sense of something being missing began gnawing at your mind. You turned to find Chan sitting on the bathroom floor, eyes sparkling as he watched you while resting his chin on the edge of the bathtub. The corners of your mouth quirked up slightly at the sight, heart soaring.
โ€œJoin me.โ€
He shook his head, returning your smile.
โ€œChannie,โ€ you pouted. โ€œYou donโ€™t have to feel guilty about what happened, I promised.โ€
He shook his head again, his smile remaining as he blinked rapidly as if to keep unshed tears at bay.
โ€œBaby, please donโ€™t feel guiltyโ€ฆyou didnโ€™t know.โ€
โ€œNo,โ€ his voice cracked a bit. โ€œI shouldโ€™ve known, you bit your lip so hard you started bleeding. You were crying, you werenโ€™t even able to tell me what happened. I shouldโ€™ve noticed.โ€
Your hand touched the side of his face, droplets of water rolling down his smooth skin. โ€œI should have told you I wasnโ€™t okay as soon as I realized, baby. But we can still relax together, please, join me.โ€
Chan seemed hesitant for a few beats before sighing. He was already naked, so all he needed to do was take his place behind you. It was a tight fit, but you liked this kind of closeness as his arms wrapped themselves tightly around your torso and he rested his chin on your shoulder. Neither of you speak for a bit, basking in the tranquility of it all.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€
Not a word needed to be said, so you lifted his hand and kissed it once, twice, three times until he chuckled lightly. He pressed his own lips on your shoulder, and you felt a few tears grace the skin near his lips, so you reached up to his hair and scratched his head as a form of comfort.
โ€œI knew that you were frustrated, stressed and all of that when you brought me to our room and I really thought I would be fine,โ€ you finally explained, Chan had yet to remove his lips from you as he listened. โ€œBut I guess I didnโ€™t take into consideration the shitty week Iโ€™ve been having too and it was justโ€“ a lot of it was just the new boss that arrived last Monday micromanaging every single breath I took, my workload was humongous compared to what I used to have before. He was so condescending, too, just doubting everything I said and asking my male coworkers to double check all the information I provided. I didnโ€™t have a good time. And then we were having sex, and we barely exchanged a few words to each other before that, and it was just very overwhelming. I shouldโ€™ve said something, so part of it was on me. I will make sure to be better next time, be more vocal about my needs and such.โ€
Chan lifted his head from your shoulder, cupping his hands to spill some of it onto your hair, massaging your scalp. โ€œIโ€™m sorry your new boss has been such an uptight dick all weekโ€ฆand Iโ€™m sorry I was so rough with youโ€“ especially without at least talking with you for a bit before, Iโ€™ll be sure to check in on you more often when we make love, especially if negative emotions are affecting either of us.โ€
โ€œI really appreciate you, Channie.โ€ You take his hands in yours, massaging them lightly and playing with his pretty fingers absentmindedly. โ€œWhat about you, baby, what had you so worked up when you got here?โ€
Chanโ€™s voice was soothing as he talked, the vibrations of his voice could be felt on his chest and it served as some kind of comforting sensation as you pressed yourself even more to him and closed your eyes.
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word count: 1.9k ๐Ÿ› posted: 12 โ€ข 17 โ€ข 2023
๐Ÿ’ฌ a note from green;
Thank you so much for this request, Merin. This was such an unexpectedly healing experience for me, and I thank you for it. Youโ€™ve only made two requests, but I can tell you that Iโ€™ve grown to love when you do since you always ask for such touching topics that arenโ€™t mentioned or discussed enough. So please, request however many times as youโ€™d like!
I hope youโ€™re doing well, and I hope that you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it :)
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( ๐Ÿท๏ธ ) taglist: @grandpafelixx , @agi-ppangx
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minhosbitterriver ยท 1 year ago
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okay iโ€™m in love with this idea though?? i often struggle with the fact that people can and do perceive me, but this really warmed my heart because these two just bring me so much comfort, and i love the idea of me being written by minho and channie โ€” actually hold on iโ€™m gonna go cry about it for a bit ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
idk why im asking this but like.. which vibe (as written by skz) do your mutuals give you? idk, I'm js asking๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
- yours truly,๐Ÿบ
(also, how have you been? if u don't want to answer here, dw, you can dm me <3)
omg i love this sm๐Ÿฅน okay, in my opinion ((based only on the vibes)):
@lynlyndoll was written by han
@l3visbby was written by binchan
@minhosbitterriver was written by minchan
@astraystayyh was written by hyunlix
@inkelea was written by seungmin
@inniescandy-01 was written by jeongin
@like-a-diamondinthesky was written by felix
((i havent been okay for a while now, but i think you already know that anonnie :// im trying to survive and thats my main goal for now๐Ÿซก how about you love ??))
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minhosbitterriver ยท 5 months ago
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*boop* hi green :3
i hope your birthday went well and you had fun for the whole day<3
i think you wont be surprised when i say i came with yet another request... but !! i came up with this idea yesterday during my lectures and honestly i dont think there's anyone else than you who could write it perfectly so here i am<3
so, i was think about changbin with a shy, reserved s/o who's scared of intimacy - not only sex but simply initiating physical contact with him and being seen naked. and one day changbin would suggest doing some kind of โ€˜excerciseโ€™ where both of them would slowly and patiently undress each other and binnie would instruct them to touch him - his face, chest, back, everything. the reader would obviously be scared, but gradually would try to overcome their fears. there might be some tears, maybe the reader would be like โ€œbinnie, i canโ€™t do this, please close your eyesโ€ but eventually would end up tracing their fingers down changbinโ€™s body.
it might end up with a soft, fluffy smut with lots of praises but it doesnโ€™t have to, just write whatever you feel comfortable with<3 thank you so so much, please take your time, iโ€™ll be patientโค๏ธ
sending you lots of love, mwah๐Ÿ˜ฝ
Merin ๐Ÿ˜ญ when you said youโ€™d be patient I donโ€™t think you expected me to take a whole seven months to post this IM SO SORRY IM SO EMBARRASSED ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜– This fic has honestly been through it like I lost count of how many times I wrote this, deleted it, rewrote it, deleted it, rewrote itโ€ฆonly for me to end up going for my original plan ๐Ÿ’€
As you might remember, my birthday was spent pretty much in bed since I was sick but the following seven months have beenโ€ฆsomething! Itโ€™s all good though and Iโ€™m quite content with what my life looks like at the moment, you know, all things considered. Iโ€™ve been writing so much lately so Iโ€™m really happy about that. What about you babe, how have you been???
As always, feel free to request anything else and I promise Iโ€™ll try to do better about responding because what the fuck even was that IM SORRY AGAIN ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜– Anyways I love you so much and Iโ€™ve missed you so much mwah! โ”€โ”€ ( ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ ๐ค๐ข๐๐ฌ )
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minhosbitterriver ยท 4 months ago
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hiii my green how are youuu ??๐Ÿ˜ฝ i hope you dont mind me hopping in here to request something ><
ive been thinking a lot abt skz and shibari since i read your headcanons and i was wondering if you could write something like this with minho and fem!reader where the reader is the one being tied up ?? something really comforting and intimate, with lots of emotional connection if its okay ?? ofc dont feel pressured and/or rushed !! take your time<33
n e wayy, take care, ilyy๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฝ
Beautiful Merin, hello! All things considered, I'm doing pretty good! Merin, I will never mind you making requests, they're all truly wonderful ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿซถ
The way I was giggling and kicking my feet when I read your request, you have no idea how fucking excited I was to finally write something focused on the pure beauty of shibari ๐Ÿ˜ฉ I really, really loved writing this, so I hope you enjoy reading it!
Please make sure to drink water! ILY! โ”€โ”€ ( ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ ๐ค๐ข๐๐ฌ )
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โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€* หš โœฆ BONDS OF PASSION (MDNI)
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minhosbitterriver ยท 5 months ago
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you have no idea how incredibly happy you made me by writing that fic ((i started uncontrollably crying over my breakfast)) i was pretty sure tumblr ate that request bc i know it tends to do that from time to time but the fact that you wrote it !!!!! it makes me so so happy !!!!! thank you so so much my green, this literally made my day :((( and you dont have to apologise at all, i told you i'll be patient๐Ÿ˜ผ seriously, dont feel bad or embarrassed, its completely okay<3
im really glad youre content with your life !! its honestly the most important thing in the world so knowing that youre doing okay makes me happy<3 ive been okay-ish myself i think ?? my last few days were filled with anxiety and regret and lots of tears but also with happiness, so its kinda 50/50 rn lol
n e way thank you again for writing my silly little request<3 i love u too my green and i missed you as well, take care mwah !!๐Ÿ˜ฝ
Aw ๐Ÿ˜ญ Iโ€™m so glad you enjoyed it! Tumblr didnโ€™t eat it, it was just me taking an eternity to complete it ๐Ÿ˜– Honestly, I genuinely do enjoy it when you send in requests since theyโ€™re exactly my cup of tea each and every time, like itโ€™s always so much fun!
LOTS OF TEARS?! NOW WHO NEEDS TO CATCH THESE HANDS?! In all seriousness, Iโ€™m so sorry youโ€™ve been feeling so anxious and regretfulโ€ฆwanna talk about that? That said, Iโ€™m still glad you still got to enjoy some happiness amidst all of that ๐Ÿ’•
Anyway, thank you for sending in the request, Merin! ILY and please please take care of yourself as well <3
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minhosbitterriver ยท 1 year ago
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hi hi !! ^-^
so my idea for the game isnt too extensive, but i think you would totally nail it, so: enemies to lovers with fashion designer!reader x model!hyunjin๐Ÿ‘€ him being cocky and overly confident and the reader being a bit too serious and mature, just imagine the tension between them at every single rehearsal and backstage every show...
anyway, im not sure if this is something youโ€™d write but with your style of writing i think this could come out really cool >.< let me know what you think !!
sending lots of love, take care !!<3
Merin, your mind is so beautiful because !!! the potential this idea has??? I am 100000% adding this to my WIP list and will be posting as soon as I have it done. This would also be so cute too because you mentioned the reader being a little too serious and mature MEANWHILE the last 2 Kidsโ€™ Show (Hyunjin & Changbin) they really went into how Hyunjin is anything BUT serious and how he does what he wants when he feels like it, and how heโ€™s easily bored. I can just imagine the reader being SO frustrated with him. Itโ€™s lowkey giving enemies to lovers too and Iโ€™m so here for it. Iโ€™m happy I read this right before setting my stuff on airplane mode for the next 13 hours because now (hopefully) I have the time to really sit down and write as much as Iโ€™ve been wanting to. Again, THANK YOU๐Ÿ’•
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minhosbitterriver ยท 1 year ago
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for the wip game ^-^
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Thank you for participating, Merin! I have so many WIPs itโ€™s not even funny so I thought this would be fun and also give me the excuse to go through them again. Doing this also reminded me of the fact that I only just started writing in second person after preferring third person my entire life a couple of months ago and I thought this was an interesting little fact to share about myself.
( โŒ ) What WIP do you find the most challenging? Why?
So I have a WIP that I started at the beginning of 2023 but have been struggling a lot with. You Burn Me โ€˜Till The End is a project I both love and hate. Itโ€™s with Lee Know and itโ€™s basically about an extremely troubled author of childrenโ€™s books. The reason why I think itโ€™s so challenging is because itโ€™s very heavy on parental abuse (past tense) and how it affected my OC in the present. As a victim of severe abuse myself, it can be very difficult to write about it at times, but itโ€™s also a way for me to express myself and sort through my trauma so I think thatโ€™s why I donโ€™t want to give up on it.
This was all inspired by the k-drama Itโ€™s Okay to Not Be Okay, which I highly recommend.
( ๐Ÿ“„ ) Whatโ€™s a WIP you never finished that you would like to go back and revisit?
One of the very firsts WIPs in the SKZ fandom I have is one that I hold very dear to my heart, a project I started but never finished in 2022 โ€” a year-ish after I joined the fandom. It makes me so sad to think about sometimes because it was something that brought me a lot of comfort to daydream and write about, but I hope one day I can find the right ending for it.
โ€˜Till Forever Falls Apart was inspired by Ashe and FINNEASโ€™ song with the same title. It was about a blind date between Han Jisung and a female OC, which was arranged by their families since they were desperate for their kids to have someone in their lives. Theyโ€™re both idols, too, which I feel made it all very interesting especially since they had to keep their relationship a secret in the beginning. What I loved the most about it, however, was the actual dynamic between them because my OC suffered from fibromyalgia (a type of chronic pain condition) and we all know that Han suffers from very intense anxiety. Having these conditions would sometimes bring out the worst in themselves, but at the end of the day it was the patience and compassion that kept them together. Han would take care of OC when the physical pain became unbearable and she would return the favor in soothing him while having an attack or generally anxious.
If I were to get back to it and post it, though, I think the title would be changed to something related to Hanโ€™s Volcano song since I feel it would suit best.
Wanna join? Hereโ€™s the WIP Game!
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minhosbitterriver ยท 1 year ago
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hi green !!
i hope im not mistaken, but i believe todayโ€™s your birthday...?? so happy birthday love, i wish you all the best and i hope youโ€™ll spend your day surrounded by people who love you and care about you<3
eat well and take care, happy birthday again !!<3
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youโ€™re not mistaken, it is my birthday! thank you so much!๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน youโ€™re so sweet, iโ€™ll for sure will be eating todayโ€ฆprobably wonโ€™t be considered healthy eating but hey! itโ€™s my birthday! iโ€™ll have ice cream for breakfast if i want to!!
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minhosbitterriver ยท 1 year ago
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This is the Tumblr hug ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿค Please pass it on to 5 mutuals to brighten someoneโ€™s day!
and what if i cry? this is SO cute ๐Ÿฅน
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minhosbitterriver ยท 4 months ago
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Fuck periods and their cramps honestly, I felt that and Iโ€™m about to start my period soon ๐Ÿซ  You can get your own personal Channie at www.getyourownchannie.com! Itโ€™s where I got mine ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝโ€โ†•๏ธ 10/10 would recommend ๐Ÿคญ
Sorry it took me a literal eternity to respond to this, Tumblr finally just stopped being mean to me :(
๐Ÿ“บ SAFE HAVEN ( stray kids )
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โ› Chan takes care of you while on your period.
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The soft murmur of your favorite show played faintly in the background, each line of dialogue blending into a soothing yet distant hum. The televisionโ€™s glow cast a gentle light across the room, but its usual comfort eluded you today. Instead, you lay in bed, curled into a tight ball, desperately seeking relief from the relentless, gnawing cramps that seemed to seize your body from within. Your limbs wrapped around yourself as if trying to shield against the waves of pain that rippled through your core.
Your face contorted with each sharp pang, your expression a silent testimony to the agony that had besieged you since morning. The familiar script of your monthly torment played out with a cruel consistency, each episode bringing no closer respite. The same story, month after month, had woven itself into the fabric of your existence, a bleak narrative of suffering that refused to grant you reprieve.
No matter the remedy you tried, the painkillers, the herbal teas, the hot water bottles โ€“ all seemed powerless against the merciless grip of your cramps. It was as if your body had built an impenetrable fortress against relief, immune to every effort to ease your suffering. This miserable reality hovered at the edges of your thoughts, mocking your attempts to find solace. The knowledge that nothing seemed to help only deepened the sense of helplessness that accompanied these moments, leaving you to endure the pain in a seemingly endless cycle of discomfort and despair.
A groan brushed past your lips as you shifted in bed, trying to find a more comfortable position amid the relentless ache. The door to your boyfriend's childhood bedroom creaked open, revealing Chan's cautious form as he slowly made his way inside. In his hands, he held a paper bag filled with various items from the nearby convenience store. The room filled with the gentle rustling of the bag and the soft creak of the wooden floor beneath his feet.
Opening one eye, you saw Chan's gentle smile, his concern palpable even in the dim light. But the sight of his kindness brought a sudden wave of guilt crashing over you, and you quickly closed your eye again, unable to meet his gaze. Today was supposed to be filled with joy and family, a rare chance for Chan to spend a full day with his loved ones. Yet, your unexpected period had left you bedridden, tethered to the soft confines of his old bed.
Despite your insistence that he go on without you, Chan had refused to leave your side. You should have known better than to think he would actually listen when he knew you were struggling. His unwavering presence, while comforting, only deepened your sense of guilt. You felt like an anchor, keeping him from the family he so seldom got to see. The thought weighed heavily on you, intertwining with the physical discomfort in a cruel dance of emotions.
Chan moved quietly around the room, placing the bag on the nightstand. The contents clinked softly together: a mix of your favorite snacks, a bottle of water, pain relievers, and a few other thoughtful items he hoped might bring you some relief. His every action spoke of his care and love, a gentle reassurance that he was here for you, despite your own feelings of inadequacy.
"I told you I would be okay, Channie," you whined, your voice laced with exasperation. He responded with an adorable chuckle, the sound like a soothing balm to your frayed nerves, as he took his spot beside you on the bed. His strong arms wrapped around your torso, their embrace offering the perfect comfort you couldnโ€™t resist, even as you continued to pout.
"I know you did, baby, but I couldn't leave you behind like this," he replied, his voice filled with the gentle reassurance you had come to love. His words were expected, yet they still carried a warmth that made your heart ache with gratitude. "I went out and got you some goodies instead. We can cuddle and watch your show for a while. I promise my family understands."
Despite his comforting presence, you huffed at him, furrowing your eyebrows in a show of disapproval. Still, you allowed him to turn you around, positioning you so that his warm thigh pressed against your lower abdomen. The combination of pressure and warmth brought a sigh of relief from your lips as the pain subsided a little, eliciting a light giggle from him.
His laughter was a melody that soothed your soul, and though you tried to maintain your disgruntled demeanor, the comfort of his touch and the relief from your cramps were undeniable. His presence was a reminder that you were cherished, that he was willing to sacrifice his day to ensure you felt loved and cared for.
As you nestled closer to him, the room filled with the soft sounds of your favorite show and the quiet hum of shared contentment. The guilt and frustration began to melt away, replaced by a serene gratitude for the man who held you so tenderly. In this moment, wrapped in his embrace, you felt a deep sense of peace, knowing that even in your weakest moments, you were never alone. His love was a steadfast anchor, grounding you amidst the storm of your discomfort, and for that, you were eternally thankful.
"Still, your family barely gets to see you, so I feel bad for taking you away from them when you're finally here," you mumbled shyly, a frown forming on your lips at the mere thought. The weight of your guilt pressed heavily on your heart, clouding the joy of having Chan by your side. His presence was a comfort, yet you couldn't shake the feeling that you were stealing precious moments from his family.
Chan shifted closer, the mattress dipping slightly under his weight. His hand found its way to your stomach, his thumb tracing soothing circles on your skin. The gentle motion was a balm to your frayed nerves, easing the tension that had settled in your muscles. "Do you really think my mother would have let me go out with them?" he asked, a hint of amusement in his voice. "She would've lectured for an hour about how she raised me to be a gentleman and how it would make me a jerk if I left you here, anyway."
You both chuckled at the vivid truth in his words, the sound a shared moment of lightness in the midst of your discomfort. You could almost see the scene unfold in your mind's eye: Chan, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly as his mother delivered her heartfelt lecture. Despite being a grown adult who had lived in another country for a good half of his life, his mother still held a significant sway over him. It was a testament to the deep respect he had for her, a trait you found profoundly admirable.
The thought of his motherโ€™s gentle scolding brought a small smile to your lips. It spoke volumes about the kind of man Chan was โ€“ considerate, respectful, and deeply loyal to those he loved. The room seemed to warm with the shared laughter and the soft murmur of your favorite show playing in the background.
As you lay there, cocooned in the soft blankets and Chan's tender embrace, the guilt began to ebb away, replaced by a serene gratitude. His hand continued its comforting motion on your stomach, each circle a silent promise of his unwavering support. In these quiet moments, you felt the depth of his love, a love that transcended the miles between his family and the life you shared together.
The room, filled with the gentle hum of the television and the soft rustle of your shared laughter, became a haven of peace. In Chan's arms, you found a sanctuary from the world, a place where you could let go of your worries and simply be. The guilt that had once plagued you now seemed distant, replaced by the comforting knowledge that you were cherished beyond measure.
Eventually, you came to terms with the fact that the day would have unfolded just the same regardless of your wishes. Accepting this reality, you cuddled up to Chan's warm body with a contented sigh, letting your eyes flutter closed. The weight of the day seemed to lift as you nestled closer, finding solace in the gentle rise and fall of his breathing.
Chan's fingers moved through your hair absentmindedly, each stroke a tender caress that soothed your frayed nerves. His attention was fixed on the show playing softly in the background, a familiar comfort that you had watched so many times you were sure you could act out every scene if asked. The gentle serenity of his presence was a balm to your senses, distracting you from the dull ache of your cramps, which had already begun to subside with the warmth of his thigh pressed against you.
Your arms wrapped around his torso, pulling yourself closer to him, seeking the comfort and security that his embrace always provided. The world outside faded away, leaving only the cocoon of your shared warmth and the soft hum of the television. Chan's steady heartbeat became a lullaby, each beat guiding you closer to the edge of sleep.
As sleep began to drape over you like a warm blanket, you felt a profound sense of peace. The weight of the day, the guilt, and the discomfort all melted away, replaced by the serene tranquility of being held by the one you loved. The soft whispers of the show, the rhythmic motion of his fingers in your hair, and the warmth of his body all conspired to lull you into a restful slumber.
It wasn't long before you drifted off, enveloped in the safety of Chan's arms. In those final moments of wakefulness, you felt a deep gratitude for his unwavering presence, a silent promise that you were never alone. Sleep claimed you gently, and you surrendered to it with a heart full of love and a body finally at ease, cradled in the sanctuary of his embrace.
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hi love !! i recently discovered your blog and to say im in love with your works would be an understatement<3
i was wondering if i could request a hurt/comfort fic with minho and gn reader? where the reader is struggling financially (for whatever reason) and minho wants to help them but they're hesitant, being ashamed of their problems.
if its too much then its completely fine !! take care, sending you lots of love<3
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pairing: minho x gender neutral reader
content warnings: hurt/comfort, death of a sibling, grief, mentions of an orphaned child, financial struggles, christmas
rating: 13+
summary: following the devastating death of your sister, you find yourself navigating a world that throws you into the deep end of piling bills and worries that you were unsure of how to handle.
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The empty locket in your hand had never felt so heavy, the silver bee engraved onto the front seemed to somehow come to life the longer you stared through the blur of unshed tears. Your entire body shivered as you sat on the front steps of the hospital, white smoke forming with every breath exhaled though none of this was something that pained you as much as the loss of your sister. The thought of returning home, where her small son had slept for the past six months since his mother was admitted to the ICU was something you simply could not bear. It was unthinkable. He was too young to know pain, your chest burned with anguish as your mind echoed the last hour in excruciating detail and tears rolled down your cheeks as a wail ripped through you.ย 
People stared and your phone buzzed incessantly in your pocket but you hardly noticed any of it. Your throat ached from your screams of despair that only stopped when someone placed their tender hands on your shoulders, the ones you didnโ€™t need to look to know who it was because the only person brave enough to touch you in this state would only be Minho โ€“ your lover and source of support for the past year. His touch alone reduced you to hiccups as you melted into his embrace.ย 
โ€œSheโ€™s gone!โ€ You sobbed, finding it difficult to breathe. Minho tightened his arms that wrapped around you, you could vaguely feel him shaking as he, too, grieved your sisterโ€™s death. โ€œThis isnโ€™t fair! Itโ€™s not fair! She had no right!โ€
โ€œI know, my love, I know.โ€ย 
โ€œWhat am I going to tell her son?โ€ You moaned, heart tightening at the thought. โ€œHeโ€™s too young to really understand why heโ€™s never going to see his mom againโ€ฆhow will I explain?โ€
He was rocking you gently as a weak attempt to calm your disconsolate state. โ€œWe can figure it out later, heโ€™s sleeping at Chanโ€™s place right now so we have time to think about it. Iโ€™ll be with you, so youโ€™re not doing it alone.โ€ย 
Tears were no longer streaming down your face, eyes instead glued on the snow covering what had once been the greenest grass youโ€™d ever seen. The world around you began to fade away as you felt yourself becoming numb โ€“ barely even able to feel Minhoโ€™s grip on you as your cries weakened to sniffles.ย 
โ€œBaby? Where did you go?โ€ Minhoโ€™s voice was the softest youโ€™d ever heard it.ย 
You glanced around, briefly taking note of the people who stood around watching the scene of your grief. โ€œShe had no right,โ€ you mumbled almost to yourself. โ€œThe holidays are next weekโ€ฆwe were in the middle of making plans to bring the kids here to celebrate here with her. I donโ€™t understandโ€“ she was fine just a second ago. She had no right. What will I say to the kids?โ€
Minhoโ€™s plump lips pressed against your temple and remained there for a good moment before he replaced his kiss with his forehead. โ€œYour sister fought so hard, she tried so hard to get better, baby, and I know you know that.โ€
His words were like a stab in the chest, and a choked sob escaped you once more. A desperation like this was not something youโ€™d felt before, and it was something you wouldnโ€™t wish on your worst enemies. Your hand opened to reveal the empty locket sheโ€™d given you just a moment before her passing, she had asked you to wrap it up for her son as well as print a photo of the two of them together to place inside of the locket. She wanted him to always have her over his beautiful, beating heart no matter what became of her; and youโ€™d scolded her for thinking so negatively, promising her that she would pull through and watch her own son grow up into a wonderful young man, but sheโ€™d only smiled at you with grief. Thinking back, you couldnโ€™t help but wonder if she knew this would be the last time youโ€™d see her alive.ย 
ใ…ค ใ…ค ใ…ค ๐ŸŽ„
It was still dark outside when you watched the drowsy employees open the front doors of the toy shop. Minho sat behind the steering wheel of his car, wide eyes gauging your reaction though you only glared forward. Heโ€™d tricked you into coming here, saying that he wanted you to walk in there and pick any and all the gifts you thought your nephew would enjoy without worrying about the prices โ€“ adding salt to injury.ย 
Over the last couple of days, you and Minho seemed to argue incessantly โ€“ mostly about financial matters. You were behind on bills, adding the costs of your sisterโ€™s stay at the hospital and the coming holidays you had desperately wanted to make the best of for your nephew and Minho kept insisting you to let him carry some of your burden, but you simply refused. Your nephew was left to you by your sister, and it would be a betrayal if you admitted that you were incapable of taking on such responsibility. Minho meant well, and you were very well aware, but you wished he would just let things go instead of being so infuriating like this.ย 
โ€œY/N, I know youโ€™re upsetโ€“โ€
โ€œOh, you think so?โ€ You couldnโ€™t help but respond sarcastically with a scoff, crossing your arms over your chest. โ€œI told you I was going to figure things out, I donโ€™t need your help.โ€
He was quiet for just a moment, visibly growing frustrated with you though trying to mostly keep it to himself. Your eyes remained glued to the entrance of the toy shop as you watched a few people walk in for some last minute shopping.ย 
โ€œBaby, Christmas is in two days, and you still donโ€™t have anything ready for him.โ€
โ€œSo? Plenty of people buy gifts the day before!โ€
Minho sighed heavily, pinching the bridge of his nose. โ€œY/N, do you really think thatโ€™s practical at all? Iโ€™m offering you a chance to make this a day that he remembers after all the shit heโ€™s had to deal with. Why do you continue to fight me like Iโ€™m your enemy when it comes to things related to money? Iโ€™m on your side, and I thought you knew this. I have more than enough money to spare, I want to give it to you so that you both can live comfortably.โ€
โ€œBut I donโ€™t need your money to take care of him and myself, Minho! My sister entrusted me with her son, and who would I be if I canโ€™t even do that? If I have to depend on somebody else to do what she wanted me to do?โ€ Your voice cracked slightly as a sob bubbled up, though you forced yourself to push it down. You were tired of crying, tired of arguing with your boyfriend, tired of seeing your nephewโ€™s sorrowful face, tired of not being enough to fix everything.ย 
โ€œY/N, you wouldnโ€™t be depending on me though,โ€ he insisted stubbornly, causing you to roll your eyes in exasperation. โ€œBaby, I think your sister would understand if you let me pay a few things here and there. Youโ€™re still working, youโ€™re still doing everything else that you need to do to make sure he has the best life you can offer, youโ€™re just letting me help you even if itโ€™s a little bit. If anything, my love, your sister would appreciate you putting your pride aside for just onceโ€“ just once, so that this sweet kid can have a good day opening presents. And no, I know these presents wonโ€™t fix anything, but itโ€™ll make him temporarily happy, just long enough for you to figure out the therapist costs and everything. Donโ€™t you think he deserves that? I am offering you a chance that not many people get, Y/N, you can walk in there and put everything you want without worrying about the prices. Please, let me help you on this if you wonโ€™t let me help you in anything else.โ€
His words circled around your brain, and you knew he was right despite how angry and uncomfortable the thought made you. So instead of saying anything, you unbuckle your seatbelt and hop out of his car before slamming the door behind you. You didnโ€™t wait for him to walk inside together, your cheeks heated in shame as you wordlessly took on his offer. You hated this no matter what perspective you tried to look at it from, this is not how you wished you could care for your nephew, but if this is what it takes for him to thrive for now, so be it. Minho quickly fell into step with you as you fetched a cart, a grin very clear and wide on his face which only made you scowl.ย 
After a few moments, though, you heard him sigh beside you as he grabbed you by the elbow so youโ€™d stop and turn to look at him. โ€œPlease, donโ€™t be like this. I keep telling you, Y/N, I am on your side. All I want is for you to share your burdens with me, especially if I have the means to help you. I love you, and it would be selfish if I just stood on the sidelines as you struggled like this. Me helping you doesnโ€™t make you anything less than a fierce person who puts their family first, youโ€™re strong and resourceful, youโ€™re always fighting everyone and everything in order to move forward โ€“ you must be so exhausted. Let me fight some of your battles every now and then, just until you can stand on your own again. Iโ€™m not here to take care of every single hardship, Iโ€™m not here to take control of anything. Iโ€™m just here to help my soulmate out sometimes and I donโ€™t think thatโ€™s a sin, is it?โ€
You said nothing at first, only sighing before pressing your forehead onto his chest in defeat. He chuckled lightly, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you into the familiar warmth of his embrace.ย 
โ€œToday, Iโ€™m helping you with the presents, and tomorrow we can figure out something that helps but doesnโ€™t overstep any boundaries you might have, howโ€™s that sound? I could be the one to bring groceries every week, Iโ€™ll be happy with only being responsible for that while you continue paying for everything else like you want to, yeah?โ€
A muffled groan made it past your lips before you pulled away to look up at him. โ€œIโ€™m so lucky to have you, Minho. I donโ€™t know what I did to end up here, but Iโ€™m happy youโ€™re on my side.โ€
He smiled at you tenderly, cupping your face with both hands and caressing your cheeks with his thumbs. โ€œI will always be on your side, I can promise you that. I adore the two of you, and I want to stay here for a long, long time.โ€
The words were barely out of his mouth before your lips crashed onto his. You were still uncomfortable with the idea of having someone else take part of your financial burdens, but you also knew that you were in safe hands with him. You trusted Minho, and the thought alone made your heart flutter.ย 
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word count: 1.8k ๐ŸŽ„ posted: 12 โ€ข 07 โ€ข 2023
๐Ÿ’ฌ a note from green;
Okay, so this one really had me thinking! When I received your ask, I immediately knew it would be Christmas theme considering that we're already at that time of the year where we spend a whole lot of money on gifts for our loved ones. Also, it wouldn't be me if I didn't add a sprinkle of tragedy into my work.
Anyway, thank you for reading my work and I'm so happy you love it! Thank you for the challenge and the request! Sending you lots of love back!
P.S. I also love your writing <3
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merin! thank you so much for your support, i love you so much! those lyrics took me an embarrassingly long time for me to write because writing poetry or anything that rhymes is very out of my comfort zone but iโ€™m so happy with how it turned out! expect more original songs in here! also, thank you for the hug and the offer ๐Ÿฅน youโ€™re very sweet โ€” you can also talk to me or vent at any time, i promise iโ€™m here to listen.
๊–› ๊™ณ๊ฏฌ ๐Ÿฆ‡ โ€˜till forever falls apart ๐“‚… เป‹โ‹…
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โ€งโ‚Šยฐ pairing. han jisung x idol!fem!reader
โ€งโ‚Šยฐ content warnings. han deals with a lot of anxiety and depression. reader has fibromyalgia. constant mention of being in pain. love-making. cussing. lots of angst. more to be added.
โ€งโ‚Šยฐ rating. 18+
โ€งโ‚Šยฐ summary. in which two disabled idols find comfort in each otherโ€™s arms.
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prologue. lady of the night
Lady of the night, come out and kiss your stars
Whisper to the moon, and show us where you are
A sea of people sang to you, holding their red light in the air as they did so. Under the harsh rain that hit their skin like bullets yet they remained in place, raising their voices to be heard over the constant thunder in your ears โ€” a mixture of the weather and your own heartbeat.
In the shadows deep, where the lost souls weep
You dance alone, in the dark so far
The microphone in your hand was taken from your hands as people from backstage rushed to your aid, yet you held your hand up to signal them to stop as you slowly raised your gaze to see the crowd. Air ceased to exist the moment your eyes met theirs. The singing continued as they watched you, perhaps waiting for you to join them, though you genuinely could not find a single thread of motivation to help you through.
Oh, Lady of the night, with your eyes so bright
Guide us through the endless night
Though your body tensed and screeched in pain, you found enough strength to sit up enough to pull your feet from under yourself in order to sit down properly, ignoring the fact that this dress was not made for such a thing. Still, you allowed the rain to attack your body while your mind and heart was soothed by the sound of your very first song being sung by hundreds of people you were afraid might leave. But they didnโ€™t. They have remained here, with you.
With your spectral light, take us to new heights
Lady of the night, be our silent guide
The people who were previously trying to help you exit the stage immediately were now standing to the side, ready to move at the beck of your call. Though your manager stood amongst those people, face red with fury as he burnt holes into your frail body. However, not a single care seemed to reach your conscience at this moment.
Winds begin to howl, as you make your silent call
Through the ancient trees, your ghostly footsteps fall
In the midnight air, thereโ€™s a longing there
For the dreams you weave, in your silver shawl
As the song continued on, your heartbeat slowed to a rhythm that didnโ€™t seem to want to make her veins burst, and for the first time in weeks did you know peace. Pure and simple peace. The entire world spun steadily, your thoughts stopped racing, and air returned to your lungs like cold water at the height of the summer heat. Your eyes fell close, and the corners of your lips quirked up into a soft smile.
Although you hadnโ€™t noticed at first, youโ€™d been mouthing the words that started the snowball that is your career and it was as though you had finally grasped the lyrics you had written yourself.
Lady of the night, won't you come out and kiss your stars
In your tender light, weโ€™ll forget our scars
As the song came to an end, you reached out to the person closest to you and with their help, came to your feet. This action seemed to encourage the audience as their voice grew louder, and you couldnโ€™t help the tears that you hadnโ€™t realized youโ€™d been holding back.
Till the morningโ€™s hue, weโ€™ll dream with you
Lady of the night, wherever you are
Oh, what a time to be alive.
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word count: 0.5k ๐Ÿฆ‡ posted: 06 โ€ข 01 โ€ข 2024
๐Ÿ’ฌ a note from green;
by popular vote, i present to you: TFFA! iโ€™m so so happy to be back guys, yโ€™all have no idea the amount of stress iโ€™ve been feeling and all the shit i had to deal with. i am quite literally penniless, am back home where all the stress and crap i try to avoid throughout the semester just sits there, waiting and now i gotta do something about it. iโ€™m justโ€ฆlowkey not okay haha.
anyways, iโ€™m happy to be writing again! i know this one in particular is probably the shortest thing iโ€™ve ever posted BUT more will come, this is just a snippet of the shitshow thatโ€™s coming and iโ€™m honestly so excited.
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๐Ÿคญ Iโ€™m so, so glad that you liked it so much! Oh, it was so fun to write ๐Ÿ˜ซ like this is my ult bias and shibari? Forget it, I was a complete goner before I even started ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ
Baby this is the love you deserve! To me, thereโ€™s no such thing as feeling too deeply, I feel like those who are able to have such a beautiful gift that humanity has been gradually forgetting. That said, I understand what you mean โ€” I also have the tendency to grow attached too easily and I also struggle with deciphering the depths of my own emotions. But youโ€™ll find someone whoโ€™ll feel for you just as fiercely as you will for them, and when you do, itโ€™ll be beautiful. Maybe one day you can share this type of bonding experience with them, because shibari is all about the emotional connection and trust in its purest form. Itโ€™s not silly or weird at all to crave these things, Merin, itโ€™s good. Iโ€™m happy this piece made you feel seen and validated ๐Ÿซถ Thank you so much for all the compliments ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’•
โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€* หš โœฆ BONDS OF PASSION ( stray kids )
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โ› In a night of profound emotional connection and intimacy, you and Minho explore your bond through the intricate art of shibari, culminating in a tender embrace that deepens your love and gratitude.
๐ฅ๐ž๐ž ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ก๐จ + female reader เณฏ ( ๐จ๐ง๐ž-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ )
๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ: 7.2k ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž: 28 mins
๊’ฐ ๐Ÿ’Œ ๊’ฑ ใƒŸ I'm always saying this, but I really love shibari; it's quite literally one of my favorite kinks. So, thank you to my wonderful mootie, Merin, for making the request! I hope you guys enjoy, reblogs and feedback are much appreciated! Requests are currently open! โ”€โ”€ ( ๐ฅ๐ข๐›๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ )
๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: MNDI, this is Y/N's first time participating in shibari, Minho has experience in shibari, intensely emotional sex, fingering, oral (f. receiving), penetration, unprotected sex (please don't do this), let me know if I missed anything!
( ๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ ) ( ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ & ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ) ( ๐ซ๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ) ( ๐ญ๐ข๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐š๐ซ )
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The world outside seemed to fade away as if his bedroom had slipped into a realm of its own, where time slowed and the only reality was the two of you, kneeling on the floor. Every breath shared in the confined space felt amplified, the air thick with anticipation. The weight of your bare bodies pressed against the cool wooden floor, facing each other in a vulnerable dance of gazes that held unspoken promises. His eyes, deep pools of dark intensity, locked onto yours with a fervor you had never witnessed before. Minho's gaze bore into you, filled with a passion so palpable it sent shivers down your spine, yet there was something moreโ€”a quiet confidence, an ease born of experience, that radiated from him like a quiet storm. It was a look that only someone who had navigated these waters before could possess.
In contrast, you could feel the uncertainty swirling within your own eyes, a reflection of the storm raging inside you. You imagined how pale your face must appear under the soft light, as your heart pounded relentlessly against your chest, each beat echoing in the stillness of the room. The silence between you both was almost deafening, broken only by the rhythmic rise and fall of your breaths. You were acutely aware that this was uncharted territory for you, a space where Minho had already traveled with ease.ย 
This would be the first time you would surrender so completely, relinquishing not just the control of your body but also the reins of your heart and soul. The thought of it made your pulse race even faster, a flutter of nerves and excitement tangling within you. The rope you had both chosen together, a symbol of trust and shared desire, lay between you on the floor, a silent witness to the intimacy about to unfold. As you knelt before him, you knew that tonight, you would willingly empty your mind, allowing Minho to guide you into a world where he alone dictated the pace, where his touch would define your every movement and sensation. And as the rope waited patiently, you found yourself ready to embark on this journey with him, prepared to lose yourself in the intensity of the moment.
Time seemed to stretch endlessly before Minhoโ€™s lips finally curled into a gentle, reassuring smile, a subtle yet powerful gesture that sent a cascade of tingles racing across your skin. The moment felt suspended in a delicate balance between anticipation and reality, where the space between you two was charged with an unspoken understanding. The warmth of his gaze enveloped you, pulling you into the depths of his emotions, where you could glimpse the full spectrum of his intentions, his unyielding desire, and the raw intensity of his feelings. In that gaze, you found solace, a calming balm to the storm of thoughts that had been churning within you.
The world outside seemed to melt away, leaving only the two of you cocooned in this intimate bubble. Minhoโ€™s eyes spoke volumes, revealing the depth of his commitment to you, and in that moment, all remnants of doubt and anxiety began to dissipate. The air around you, thick with silent anticipation, was finally pierced by the soft melody of his voice, tender and careful as if coaxing your soul to dance with his. โ€œDo you remember our safe word?โ€ he asked, the question a gentle reminder of the trust that formed the foundation of what was about to unfold.
His eyes left yours momentarily, tracing the contours of your expression as if seeking any lingering traces of hesitation. You met his gaze with a timid nod, the ghost of a smile beginning to tug at your lips. โ€œMercy,โ€ you whispered, the word carrying with it a promise of trust, a signal that you were still willing to journey into this new, uncharted territory with him.ย 
Minhoโ€™s smile widened, a reflection of the satisfaction and joy that your willingness brought him. It was a smile that held a thousand promises, a smile that reassured you of the care he would take as he led you further into this passionate exploration. In that smile, you saw not just a lover, but a guide, someone who would hold you through the most intense moments and bring you safely to the other side. And as you both prepared to step into this new chapter together, the connection between you deepened, wrapped in the shared understanding that, no matter what, you were in this together.
Minho rose to his feet, and your eyes couldnโ€™t help but follow the fluid motion of his form, tracing the contours of his body as he moved with a quiet, unspoken elegance. Every inch of him was a masterpiece, a living testament to the beauty that lies in the harmony of strength and grace. As he made his way behind you, you allowed yourself to drink in the sight of him, this man who stood before you like a vision of divine perfection. His naked form, something you had always admired, seemed almost otherworldly in its beauty, a reflection of the statues of ancient gods that once graced the grand temples of old.
Minhoโ€™s physique was a study in contrasts, lean yet muscular, with each muscle defined in a way that spoke of both power and restraint. His body was a work of art, chiseled with the same care and precision that an ancient sculptor might have applied to marble, capturing the very essence of masculine beauty. Every movement he made was deliberate, infused with a quiet confidence that spoke of his inner strength. There was a grace in the way he carried himself, an elegance that made your knees tremble with admiration, as if you were in the presence of a god who needed no words to command the space around him.
The sharp lines of his jaw were a testament to the precision with which nature had crafted him, a strong and unwavering feature that brought to mind the angular perfection of the statues that had survived the ages. It was a defining trait, one that spoke of the strength and resolve that lay beneath the surface, and you couldnโ€™t help but marvel at how perfectly it seemed to fit him, as if he had been carved by the hands of an ancient artisan intent on embodying the ideal of masculine beauty.
And then there were his hands, the part of him you cherished most. Those hands, both graceful and strong, were like those of a Greek statue, crafted with a care that reflected both power and delicacy. Whether they were guiding him through the fluid movements of a dance or exploring every inch of your body with a precision that drove you to the edge of insanity, his hands conveyed an artistry that was unparalleled. They spoke of his physical prowess, of his ability to channel his strength into the most delicate of touches, and in those moments, you could feel the depth of his connection to you, as if his very soul was intertwined with yours.
Lee Minho, the man who held your heart in his hands, was a raw beauty to behold, a living embodiment of the divine made flesh. His presence, his very essence, was something that captivated you, drawing you in like a moth to a flame, and as you gazed upon him, you couldnโ€™t help but feel a profound sense of awe at the man who stood before you, a man whose soul you firmly believed was tied to yours in a bond that was as unbreakable as it was beautiful.
Your bare skin ignited with a fiery sensation the very moment Minho's warm, naked torso pressed firmly against your back. His presence was a comforting weight, his legs resting on either side of your crossed limbs, encasing you in a protective embrace. You could feel his breath, warm and gentle, fanning over the sensitive skin of your neck, sending shivers racing down your spine. As he reached around you, his hands moved with a deliberate tenderness, uncrossing your legs with a fluid grace that left you breathless. The moment his strong legs pinned yours beneath him, you felt an exhilarating surge of vulnerability and trust. His touch was a soothing balm, and as your skin prickled with tiny bumps in response, you surrendered yourself to his guidance, allowing him to mold your body however he wished.
A featherlight kiss brushed the nape of your neck, his plump lips barely grazing your skin, yet the sensation was enough to draw a muted gasp from your parted lips. Minho gently pulled you back, easing you into his embrace until your full weight rested against him, your back flush with his chest. The intimacy of the moment was overwhelming, and you found yourself biting back a moan as his warmth seeped into your very being.ย 
Minho had only just begun to touch you, yet already the worries that had once plagued your mind โ€” whether large or small, old or new โ€” began to dissolve, fading into the background as your thoughts grew quieter. With each passing second, you felt your mind and body gradually submit to the serene headspace Minho had so patiently explained to you before. He had been right; there truly was nothing that compared to the bliss of surrendering every burden, every lingering doubt, to the gentle pleasure that was slowly consuming your senses.ย 
Time seemed to blur as he held you close, his strong arms wrapped securely around your chest, anchoring you in the moment. The steady rhythm of his heartbeat and the soft rise and fall of his breathing became your world, a lullaby that lulled you deeper into tranquility. You reached up, fingers trembling slightly as you interlaced them with his, feeling the warmth and strength in his grasp. In his embrace, you found a sanctuary, a place where you could lose yourself completely, letting go of everything except the profound connection you shared with him.ย 
It took a moment for you to realize that Minho had begun gently rocking your bodies from side to side, his embrace warm and secure, as though he was cradling your very soul. His breath, warm against your ear, sent waves of desire coursing through you, a passion so intense it bordered on painful. His voice, soft and tender, murmured words that sent shivers down your spine. "Your pretty head is already so empty, baby," he whispered, each word laced with adoration. "You're doing so good for me already." As his lips trailed tender kisses along every inch of your exposed skin, you instinctively squeezed his fingers, your silent way of letting him know you were still present, still with him.ย 
Minhoโ€™s fingers tightened around yours in response, a comforting reassurance that melted any lingering doubts. "I can't thank you enough for trusting me like this," he murmured, his voice filled with genuine reverence. "Itโ€™s such an honor to share this moment with you." The delicacy of his words sent a soft whine escaping from your lips, quickly turning into a moan that echoed the vulnerability you felt in his presence. With a final, lingering kiss pressed onto your shoulder, Minho slowly unwrapped his arms from around your torso, his touch lingering like the ghost of a warm embrace.ย 
He shifted his position with a graceful ease, one knee sinking to the floor while the other foot remained firmly planted, his body hovering over yours like a guardian angel. His eyes, filled with a quiet intensity, never left yours as he reached for the rope that had been momentarily forgotten between you. With practiced care, he began working the rope free from its tight spiral, each loop unfurling in a fluid motion until it lay in a long, taut line behind you.ย 
With a few measured tugs, Minho folded the length in half, aligning the two ends with meticulous precision before letting the rope rest lazily over one of your shoulders. The looped end of the rope was held between his teeth, a playful glint in his eyes as he let the rough texture brush against your overly sensitive skin. The sensation sent your breath hitching, your heartbeat quickening in anticipation of what was to come. Every fiber of your being was attuned to him, to the way his touch promised both restraint and release, as you surrender yourself completely to the moment, to Minho.
Once the rope was positioned just right, Minho wasted no time in pressing his firm chest against your back once more. The warmth of his skin sent a comforting shiver through you, and as his body began to sway, it felt as though you were both caught in an entrancing dance. Slowly, he guided you into a series of circular motions, the gentle rhythm lulling you deeper into a shared trance. The way he moved with you was like a carefully choreographed ballet, each step measured and intentional, designed to draw out the pleasure simmering just beneath the surface.
As Minho pinned your arms beneath his own, a surge of instinct had you clutching the back of his thighs, seeking an anchor in the storm of sensations that were building between you. The heat of the moment intensified, and you closed your eyes, surrendering to the waves of pleasure that washed over you with each of Minhoโ€™s expert touches. His hands, strong yet tender, guided your movements, and the synergy between your bodies grew with every slow, deliberate motion. The connection was so deep, so visceral, that you lost track of time, completely immersed in the dance of your shared intimacy.
At some point, you became aware that your legs had returned to their original x-patterned position. The realization came just as Minhoโ€™s hands, heavy with intent yet comforting in their touch, pressed against your feet. He let them linger there for a moment before slowly, sensually, dragging them up the length of your legs. His fingers caressed your inner thighs, ghosting over your aching arousal, teasing you with the promise of more. Finally, his hands found their home on your waist, and the sensation was so overwhelming that a guttural moan escaped your lips, raw and unbidden.ย 
Your head fell back against Minhoโ€™s shoulder, your eyes fluttering open for a brief second. Through the haze of desire, you caught sight of his gaze โ€” an all-consuming love that pierced through the fog of your mind, grounding you in the moment. The way his eyes locked onto yours, filled with an intensity that spoke of both passion and devotion, sent a shiver down your spine. You reached out with a trembling hand to squeeze his bicep, offering a blissed-out grin in return, a silent acknowledgment of the profound connection you shared. Then, with a soft sigh, you let your eyes drift closed once more, allowing yourself to sink back into the warmth of his embrace, the intimacy of this moment enveloping you completely.
A few moments passed in this heavenly embrace, each second stretching into eternity as you basked in the warmth of Minhoโ€™s touch. The world outside seemed to melt away, leaving only the two of you entwined in this intimate dance. But then, the gentle hold on your waist faded, replaced by the firm yet careful grip of Minho's hands as they moved to capture your wrists. With a tender precision, he brought them together in front of your body, the motion so fluid it felt almost like an extension of the dance you were sharing.
He held your wrists together with one hand, a possessive yet loving grasp that sent a fresh wave of desire coursing through your veins. His free hand trailed up the length of your arm, a ghostly touch that left your skin tingling in its wake, before finding its place in your hair. His fingers wove through the strands, gripping just firmly enough to draw a moan from your lips. It wasn't painful โ€” far from it โ€” but the pressure was just enough to remind you of the power he held, the control he wielded over your body and senses.
The rhythmic, circular motions he had so carefully orchestrated came to an abrupt stop, leaving you breathless with anticipation. Then, with a controlled force, Minho pushed both of your bodies forward, guiding you down until your chest and stomach were pressed firmly against the ground. Your knees spread to the sides, a position that left you utterly vulnerable and exposed, and the raw, guttural moan that tore from your throat was a testament to the overwhelming arousal that flooded your senses.
As your mind struggled to catch up with this new, intoxicating position, Minho's warm body followed yours, his presence a constant, grounding force. The sensation of his naked flesh draping over your folded form sent shivers of pleasure coursing down your spine, each touch amplifying the closeness you shared. The weight of him pressed against your overly sensitive skin was both a comfort and a thrill, intensifying the already electric connection between you. It was as though every inch of your body was attuned to his, every nerve ending alive with the sensation of Minho, his touch, his breath, his very essence surrounding you, holding you captive in this moment of pure, unbridled intimacy.
Despite the rope held between his teeth, Minho managed to press a tender kiss onto your flushed cheek, a fleeting touch that sent a shiver down your spine. As his lips lingered, you felt the first tentative grind of his hardened arousal against your lower back, the intimate friction igniting a new wave of sensation that rippled through your body. The slow, deliberate movement caused both of you to rock back and forth in a rhythm that was as mesmerizing as it was intoxicating, a silent dance that spoke of unspoken desires and deepening connection.
Your mouth fell open in a wordless gasp, your senses immediately drowning in the overwhelming pleasure that blossomed from this newfound contact. Each subtle shift of his hips against you sent shockwaves of arousal spiraling through your core, leaving you painfully wet and clenching around the emptiness inside, desperate for more. The need within you grew with every passing second, a relentless ache that only intensified as your body responded to his touch with soft whines and gasps, spilling from your lips without restraint.
Your eyelids crinkled in pleasure, brows knitting together as your mind struggled to keep up with the storm of sensations crashing over you. But any semblance of control was quickly lost as you felt Minho's hardened length begin to leak onto your lower back, the warmth of his arousal mingling with your own fevered skin. The combination was electrifying, a heady mix of intimacy and desire that left you trembling.ย 
Minhoโ€™s breathing grew strained, the steady rhythm faltering as he momentarily lost himself in his own pleasure, the sound of it like a raw, primal symphony that echoed in your ears. The very air between you crackled with the intensity of the moment, each breath, each touch, each whisper of fabric against skin drawing you deeper into the vortex of sensation that consumed you both. And as the two of you rocked together, moving in perfect unison, it felt as though nothing else existed beyond the boundaries of this shared moment, this exquisite blend of passion and connection.
However, the fleeting pleasure of Minho's grinding against your lower back was soon replaced by a new sensation as he shifted positions once again. His movements were deliberate, yet unhurried, as he slowly pulled away, the grinding coming to a hesitant halt. The rope that had been held between his teeth now trailed gently across the expanse of your back, leaving a tingling path in its wake. The sensation was enough to elicit a soft moan from your lips, a sound that only deepened when Minho's fingers tangled in your hair, pulling you back into the solid warmth of his chest. His grip was firm yet tender, sending ripples of electricity across your skin, each pulse intensifying the connection between you.
The way your body instinctively melted into each of Minho's silent commands was intoxicating, a surrender that felt both empowering and liberating. In his hands, you felt safe, cherished, and utterly consumed by the depth of your shared intimacy. There was no need to worry or overthink, as your soul-tied lover had taken control of every aspect of your pleasure, guiding you with a deftness that only heightened your arousal with every passing second. The trust between you was palpable, a silent understanding that allowed you to let go completely, to revel in the sensations that Minho was expertly crafting.
Your awareness of his actions dimmed as you lost yourself in the familiar rhythm of your bodies moving in perfect unison. The steady rocking was a dance of pure sensation, each movement a testament to the deep connection you shared. It wasn't long before you felt Minho's hand release its hold on your hair, and your dazed eyes fluttered open, curiosity piqued by the change in his touch. His free hand joined the other, which had been holding both of your wrists, and you watched through half-lidded eyes as the rope glided smoothly over your skin, its texture a reminder of the gentle power Minho wielded over you.
With slow, deliberate movements, Minho began to wrap the rope around your wrists, his expert hands tying the first knot with a precision that was both arousing and reassuring. The pressure of the rope was firm, enough to make you feel bound, yet not tight enough to cause discomfort. It was a tender introduction, a prelude to what was to come, and the anticipation of it sent a thrill through your body. The way Minho's hands moved with such care and intention made it clear that this was only the beginning, and the thought of what lay ahead left you breathless, your heart pounding in sync with the rhythm of your shared desire.
Your breath catches as Minho's teeth graze your earlobe, a playful nip that sends a shiver down your spine. He'd just secured the first knot around your wrists, tugging lightly to ensure it held firm. The binding was precise, a testament to his careful attention. "How are we feeling, my love?" he murmured, his voice softer than a whisper, as though the very air around you would break if he spoke too loudly. Even through the fog of your bliss, you managed a silent nod, your senses dulled yet heightened by the intimacy of the moment. Minho's quiet chuckle warmed your heart, its gentle timbre resonating deep within you.
Releasing his grip on your wrists, Minho didn't pause in the rhythmic sway of your bodies. His hands moved with purpose, trailing up and down your arms in a tender effort to ground you in the here and now. The sensation was electric, a soothing contrast to the growing intensity between you. "Use your words for me," he coaxed, his tone a mix of gentle insistence and deep affection. "I need to know you're here with me." The sheer tenderness in his voice drew a whimper from your lips, the weight of your love for him pressing heavily on your chest.
As his chin came to rest softly on your shoulder, you tilted your head just enough to meet his gaze. His expression was one of pure serenity, a soft smile playing at the corners of his lips as he watched you. The sight of him, so calm and full of love, made your heart swell, your cheeks flushing a deeper shade of crimson. With a small, almost shy smile, you whispered, "I'm here. I'm with you." The words were meant for him alone, a quiet reassurance that you were still present, still grounded in this moment with him.
Minho's smile widened at your response, his lips finding yours in a kiss that was as sweet as it was brief. "Are you comfortable?" he asked, his eyes searching yours for any sign of discomfort, any hint that you were anything less than utterly content. But all he found was the evidence of your mind blissfully clouded, your expression soft and open. You managed another nod, followed by a whispered "yes," the word barely more than a breath. He hummed in satisfaction, pressing a kiss to your temple before his hand moved to rest against your throat.
The shift in his touch brought a new intensity to the moment, his wrist firm against your throat as he quickened the pace of your shared rhythm. The atmosphere in the room thickened, the air heavy with the weight of your connection. "My love," he murmured into your ear, his breath warm against your sensitive skin, sending another shiver through you. "From this point forward, I will be picking up the pace. Just keep in mind that I adore you completely, so if you need me to stop, all you have to do is use the safe word, and I will do as asked. Please nod your head if you understand this, baby. I need you to stay here with me."
The gentle pleading in his voice tugged at your heart, and you felt an overwhelming surge of emotion. His concern, his care, it all spoke to the depth of his feelings for you. With a soft yet firm resolve, you met his gaze, your eyes locking onto his with an intensity that mirrored his own. Slowly, you nodded, the movement small but full of assurance.
Minho's eyes softened further, the relief evident as he leaned in to capture your lips once more in a kiss that was both tender and full of promise. This moment, this connection between you, was more than just physicalโ€”it was a profound expression of the love and trust you shared. As the kiss deepened, the rhythm of your bodies followed suit, each movement syncing perfectly with the other, a dance of intimacy that enveloped you both.
Minho presses another gentle kiss to your temple, a soft, unspoken acknowledgment of your consent. The delicate touch of his lips sends a soothing warmth through you, a silent promise of care and affection. Using the wrist he had previously rested against your neck, he gently guides your head back to rest on his shoulder, his touch both tender and commanding. At the same time, he lifts your wrists slightly by the ropes binding them, a subtle shift that draws you closer to him.
As your eyes flutter closed, surrendering to the intensity of the moment, you feel yourself being enveloped by the sensations surrounding you. Minho's movements become a rhythm you can't help but follow, his hips coaxing you to roll your own in an erotic dance reminiscent of the way you move when seated on his lap. The heat of his skin meets the tender, restrained touch of your tied hands, and you instinctively let your fingers brush against his cheek, a soft caress that makes his breath hitchโ€”a delightful response to your affectionate gesture amidst the consuming passion.
You begin to roll your hips in sync with Minhoโ€™s guiding movements, the rhythm now an unspoken dance between you. Shifting your head, you nestle your face into the curve of his neck, the closeness a balm to your senses. With swift, practiced motions, Minho directs your bound hands to move in a semi-circle in front of you, a motion that feels like a step in a choreographed routine. The pace of your bodies swaying together grows more urgent and intense, your breaths becoming sharp, matching Minho's as the anticipation of the moment electrifies every nerve in your body.ย 
As soon as your tied hands completed their arc from one side to the other, Minho eased back, allowing your pliant body to drape across his strong thigh. The soft, powerful support of his leg cradled you, and you surrendered completely to the enveloping tranquility that your mind floated upon. With your eyes still closed, you surrendered to the all-encompassing serenity that seemed to cocoon you.
Once you were settled on his thigh, Minho used his other leg to gently spread your knees further apart. A soft moan, which quickly morphed into a whine, escaped your lips as his firm hand pressed against your chest and traveled slowly down to cup your drenched arousal. But just as quickly, he withdrew, leaving you in a state of aching anticipation.
Minho shifted his body slightly, pulling you closer with the rope that bound your wrists. A hand guided your head forward, and you reluctantly opened your eyes to meet his intense gaze. His eyes, soft yet laden with a dark anticipation, locked onto yours as he resumed the sensual, circular rocking of your bodies. The tender yet unyielding rhythm of his movements sent shivers down your spine, and you felt a thrill at the shift in his gaze, a potent blend of tenderness and longing.
Leaning forward, Minho pushed you backward until your head nearly touched the ground, his lips parting in a teasing promise. Instinctively, you parted your own lips, expecting a kiss, but instead, he breathed into your mouth, the warm, intoxicating air a seductive caress as his eyes remained locked on yours. Just as abruptly, he pulled away, pressing you back firmly against his chest, leaving both of you breathless.ย 
Your cheeks pressed together, and a thrilling shiver raced up your spine as you watched Minho pull the rope tighter, binding your wrists securely against your chest. The sensation of the rope against your skin, combined with the proximity of his body and the intensity of his gaze, created a heady, intoxicating blend of pleasure and anticipation that left you utterly enraptured.
As the session deepens, Minho maintains a steady rhythm, swaying your bodies together in perfect harmony. His skilled hands move with deliberate grace, meticulously tying the rope to ensure your hands remain securely pressed against your chest. The rope's embrace is both encompassing and protective, each knot and loop placed with exquisite care. Minho pauses occasionally, his eyes soft yet attentive, as if silently checking in on you.
The rope winds its way around your shoulders, torso, and then descends to your thighs, hips, and legs. Each pass of the rope feels grounding and intense, its firm grip holding your legs apart to reveal your glistening core. The tightening sensation of the rope, combined with Minhoโ€™s unwavering presence, envelops you in a profound sense of vulnerability and trust. As Minho finishes the intricate tying, the final knot meticulously placed, you become aware of the intensity of the emotions coursing through you. A few tears have traced paths down your cheeks, each one tenderly kissed away by Minho.
With a gentle sigh, Minho allows you to rest on the ground, still bound but comforted. He kneels beside you, his eyes sparkling with admiration as he interlocks his fingers with one of yours. His gaze is filled with a tender appreciation for the intricate work he has completed. Leaning in, he presses a soft, loving kiss to your lips, his free hand caressing your hair with affectionate strokes. Despite the bonds that encircle you, thereโ€™s an astonishing sense of relaxation that washes over your body, a profound feeling of safety youโ€™ve never experienced before.
The realization of how deeply safe and cherished you feel brings fresh tears to your eyes. Minho coos softly, his voice a gentle balm to your soul, as he kisses away each tear with a tenderness that rekindles your love for him. This renewed affection is even more intense and consuming than before. In a moment of pure connection, you turn your head to capture his lips in a kiss filled with tender passion, a testament to the profound bond you share.
What began as a tender kiss soon transformed into an urgent expression of unrestrained desire. Each touch of your lips against Minhoโ€™s was imbued with growing desperation, your moans escaping into the intoxicating dance of your shared kiss. His breath, once controlled, now came in ragged gasps, a stark testament to the fervor that had taken hold. As your previously clouded thoughts cleared, all that remained was an all-consuming craving for his body.
Though your hands were bound tightly against your chest, your fingertips clawed into his chiseled torso, digging in as though to silently convey your deep-seated needs. Minhoโ€™s groans were a symphony of pleasure, his brows knitting together as he relished the sting of your touch. The closeness between you was so profound that it blurred the lines of where one of you began and the other ended. This intoxicating proximity had you pressing your hips fervently against his, the ropes he had so meticulously wrapped around your hips digging into both of your heated skins, enhancing the fervor of the moment.
You luxuriated in the way his hands roamed over your bound body, pausing to explore the ropes before continuing their journey. Minhoโ€™s movements were deliberate, a testament to his careful attention to your every reaction. He eventually positioned himself between your tied knees, his eyes gleaming with a hunger that made you shiver with anticipation. His gaze lingered, taking in the sight of your flushed, sweat-drenched skin and the rhythm of your chest rising and falling as you panted.
A moan, almost drunken in its intensity, escaped Minhoโ€™s lips as his eyes fell upon your achingly drenched arousal. โ€œGod, youโ€™re already so deliciously wet for me,โ€ he murmured softly, his voice thick with admiration. You responded with a desperate whine, arching your hips upwards in a silent plea for him to meet your needs. His eyes softened at your response, and he leaned in to place a brief, affectionate kiss on your lips before trailing his mouth downward. His kisses, messy and fervent, left a heated trail along your skin, heightening the intensity of the moment as he continued to explore.
You writhed beneath his touch, your mouth parting as a continuous stream of moans and gasps spilled forth. Every sensation was magnified by the ropes binding your body, which restricted your movements and made it challenging to maintain eye contact with him. When his breath, warm and tantalizing, brushed against your throbbing core, a cry of delight escaped your lips.ย 
"Min, please," you whispered, your first unprompted plea since this passionate encounter began. The sound of your desperate request drew Minho's gaze upward, his eyes now burning with an even more insatiable hunger. "Please, baby," you continued to beg, your voice faltering as you struggled to articulate the depth of your need. "I need you, please, I really needโ€”"
Your words were abruptly cut off by a loud, guttural moan that tore from your throat as Minho's exquisite lips finally made contact with your sensitive clit. The sensation of his lips enveloping and gently sucking, exactly as you had longed for, was electrifying. His touch was slow and deliberate, his movements methodical, each caress sending waves of unparalleled pleasure crashing over you.ย 
Minho's tongue danced along the edges of your core, and you bucked your hips into his face, seeking more of the intoxicating sensation. Your knuckles turned white as you gripped your tied hands, a desperate attempt to ground yourself amidst the overwhelming pleasure. When his fingers finally entered the warmth of your aching arousal, your eyes fluttered back, a primal moan escaping you as another wave of ecstasy surged through your body.
In the past, you might have confidently declared that Minho was an exceptional lover, but the present moment redefined your understanding of his skill. His fingers moved with a slow, deliberate rhythm, a pace that was both torturous and exquisite, plunging in and out of you with an intensity that left you breathless. The sensation was so overwhelmingly blissful that it eclipsed any previous experience, tightening your lower abdomen with a fervor you had never known.
Minhoโ€™s gaze was a palpable force, watching you intently as you arched your back in response to his relentless exploration of that sensitive, perfect spot inside you. His free hand pressed firmly against your abdomen, enhancing the pressure and making each thrust of his fingers feel even more profound. Meanwhile, his mouth returned to your pulsing clit, lavishing it with tender, expert attention.
The building pressure in your abdomen reached a crescendo, and you were overwhelmed by a powerful wave of pleasure that swept through your convulsing body. Minho's voice reached you as though from a great distance, his words muffled and indistinct amidst the roaring storm of your climax. Your focus remained solely on the rhythmic motion of his fingers, which continued to move deliberately in and out of you, guiding you through the final throes of your release.
As the waves of pleasure began to recede, Minho withdrew his fingers, and you watched with a mixture of awe and lingering desire as he brought them to his mouth. He cleaned your arousal with a slow, savoring sweep of his tongue, his eyes never leaving you as he did so. The sight of him tasting you, coupled with the remnants of your own pleasure on his lips, left you breathless and yearning for more.
As your breathing gradually evened out, Minhoโ€™s form loomed over you, his presence both commanding and tender. He crawled with a deliberate slowness, the heat of his hardened length brushing against your stomach with each movement. Supporting himself on his forearms, which framed either side of your head, and balancing on his knees that bracketed your hips, he created an intimate cocoon of sensation and anticipation.
Minhoโ€™s eyes sparkled with a gleeful satisfaction as he gazed down at you, a radiant smile lighting up his face. The sight of him made your cheeks flush with a warm, bashful hue, and you responded to his smile with one of your own, unable to resist the magnetic pull of his gaze. Yet, each time his aching, hardened core brushed against your skin, a hitch in his breath made it clear that the nightโ€™s pleasures were far from over. The renewed flutter of arousal in your own still-sensitive core sent a thrilling shiver through you.
โ€œYou were mesmerizing just now,โ€ Minho murmured, his voice a soft whisper meant solely for your ears. The intimacy of his words deepened the blush on your cheeks, and rather than voicing a response, you pressed your lips to his in a fervent kiss. It was a silent plea for more, a desperate declaration of your lingering need for him. The intensity of your kiss drove Minho to groan deeply, his hips settling onto your pelvis. You felt the undeniable heat of his hardness and the telltale slickness that marked his need.
The contact elicited a shared moan from both of you, and you instinctively arched your hips upwards, meeting his body with an eager urgency. Minho shifted his weight to one arm, his free hand gently cradling your jaw as he pulled away just enough to meet your eyes. His gaze held a silent question, one that was answered by your breathless plea. โ€œPlease, Min, Iโ€™ve never felt so good,โ€ you panted, โ€œI want to have all of you, please.โ€
His eyes softened with understanding, and he leaned in to capture your lips once more. The hand that had held your jaw now descended, wrapping around his aching arousal. He groaned deeply at the touch, momentarily pausing to steady himself before he began to pump his length, spreading his own wetness and heightening his anticipation. When he finally pressed the tip of his length against your core, the breath between you both became a held moment of shared expectation.
With a careful, measured thrust, Minho sheathed himself fully inside you. Your eyes rolled back in your head as his tip found that sensitive spot with a precise, overwhelming pressure. Your back arched instinctively, seeking deeper connection. Minhoโ€™s forehead pressed against yours, his face contorted in a mixture of pleasure and intensity. His groans vibrated through you as he surrendered to the enveloping warmth of your pulsing tightness, the sensation of being within you driving him to the edge of his control.
Though Minho was often the type to drive you to the edge with relentless, vigorous thrusts that had you chanting his name like a sacred mantra, tonight was a different kind of explorationโ€”one that delved deeply into the emotional connection you shared. This evening was about savoring the intimacy and connection between you.
The ropes that Minho had meticulously bound around your body pressed gently against your skin, creating a delicious tension that made your blood hum with heightened sensation. Each touch of the rope intensified the bliss that flowed through you, amplifying the pleasure you felt with every slow, deliberate motion of Minhoโ€™s hips. He would draw back just enough to tease, then push back into you with a depth that elicited soft, breathy moans from your lips.
Minho, too, was caught in the throes of this more tender passion. His eyes struggled to remain open as the pleasure overtook him, pulling him deeper into the shared experience. When you felt the telltale twitch of his length inside you, it was clear that he was nearing his peak. Determined to enhance the moment, you began to move your hips in time with his, each motion guided by the need to match his rhythm. Your moans grew louder as your sensitive clit grazed against his pelvis, driving both of you toward the precipice.
As Minhoโ€™s thrusts became more erratic and fevered, his control slipping as he chased his climax, the intensity between you both surged. Finally, with a thrust that struck your sensitive spot with a forceful precision, you both were pulled into an intimate, breathless crescendo. In that climactic moment, you pressed together, bodies entwined, as you both reached the peak of your pleasure simultaneously.
As the intensity of your shared passion began to wane, minutes slipped by in a languid haze. Your breath gradually settled, finding its rhythm once more, while Minho tenderly withdrew his softened length from your still-throbbing core. The room was infused with a soft glow, and you admired the way Minhoโ€™s skin gleamed with a sheen of sweat, a testament to the fervor of your union. You scarcely registered the sweet, murmured praises he offered as he meticulously began to untie the ropes that had bound you so intimately.
Your mind was still enveloped in the intoxicating fog of your shared ecstasy, yet every fiber of your being was alight with a blazing warmth that spoke of deep affection. โ€œI love you, Min,โ€ you breathed out, gently interrupting his gentle murmurings. His head snapped up at the sound of your voice, and his eyes softened with a tenderness that made your heart skip a beat. The unspoken emotion between you was palpable, and you continued, โ€œThank you for taking care of me. You have no idea how much I love you.โ€
As Minho unfastened the final knot securing your wrists, you did not hesitate. You drew him closer, enveloping him in a wordless embrace that conveyed a depth of emotion words could not capture. The silence of the moment spoke volumes, a shared connection that transcended language, as you both held each other tightly, savoring the quiet after the storm of your passion.
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