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[yarnfulofhair-blog]

So for those following me here and\or on @tragiicbackstory here’s why I have just disappeared off the face of tumblr for months:

(possible tws? Mentions of depression and anxiety, as well as unknown parentage and abortion mention? Idk my life has become a season 3 of a tv show that’s going under and the writers are just trying to make up absurd things to make it all interesting).

So... as you guys know almost 2 years ago I got married and bought a house. Both of those haven’t changed!! I’m still happily married to the guy I’ve been in a relationship with for almost 10 years. But, as home ownership has proven, there’s a LOT to do and a LOT of upkeep to attend. So that’s been a big part of my free time. I’m still at the same job, still working full time. So in some ways my life hasn’t changed much.

In other’s it’s change A LOT. I’ve finally broken free of the quasi cult my mom dragged us into when I was teen, after my dad died. I was an atheist for a while but then I discovered Paganism and ya girl has been a practicing Green Witch since March-ish? Yeah. So I’ve been doing a LOT of researching about my Craft and Path. In fact if you want you can follow me on my new witchy blog at @witchyquinnanne.

I’ve also decided to go back to school. For those of you who know me, you know I am OLD so this is scary. But I am going back to get my Vet Tech degree so that I don’t have to stay in the office job for the rest of my life. It’s going to take me a few years to complete as I’m only going to be able to take 2 classes a semester because I’m a certified Adult now but its about time I do that.

I’m still pretty heavily involved in the civic theatre here too.

I am finally dealing not only with my anxiety but I came clean about my Depression during my annual checkup and now we’re working on getting me some new meds to help. Only time will tell on that. As that I am also considering therapy but still haven’t made the leap yet.

But the big change is a doozy. So I found out last year that I am, indeed, not my father’s biological child. Its something I’ve always suspected but never had proof until my sister and I matched as half. And she matched with our dad’s relatives and I didn’t. After a year, I’ve finally had an answer which long story short includes my bio father being a manipulative coercive bastard who pressured my mom into a relationship. And when she got pregnant with me he wanted her to get an abortion and when she said no, he threatened to take me away from her when I was born. Oh yeah, he was married with kids at the time. Sounds like it was a very abusive and controlling relationship which likely means I’m the product of sexual abuse (yay me -_- ). But I have an older half brother and younger half sister and possibly another half brother who was born out of a similar relationship as myself.

So I’ve had a LOT going on in my life. Tumblr RP has been the bottom of my priorities.

[ourbestplay-a]

// I’ve had this blog up less than 24 hours and I’m already regretting it being a side blog. I miiiiight move it to it’s own tonight after I get chores done

[bcstplay-blog]

// whoops asks weren’t on. Should be good now

[transparentsoul]

// hi in case you didn’t know..

I fucking love the Couffaine siblings

[hreysti-blog]

// If you don’t mind the wait, like this for a small starter maybe?

[outcastedmonster-blog]

// Starter call?

[disparaiitre]

apparently i have the tag "let yumi punch a nazi" and i don't know why but. there u go babe.

// um that is an absolutely fantastic tag and everyone should let yumi punch a nazi...or three dozen

[multifacetcd-blog]

// Muse for Jules\Reflekta is strong now. Anyone wanna starter?

[incominghacker-blog]

Tag Drop 1

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[yarnfulofhair-blog]

//OKAY CAN WE ALL APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT PIXAR DIDN’T JUST BRUSH AWAY JESSIE’S ANXIETY? LIKE IT DID NOT GET “SOLVED” IN TOY STORY OF TERROR???

As someone who also suffers with panic attacks this meant the absolute WORLD to me <3

[tragiicbackstory-blog]

Because nothing says “Merry Christmas” like people fighting to the death for survival! :)

I had a few people interested in this, so i’ma do it! guys like or comment if you want to be a part of the Hunger Games Simulation (don’t worry if you’ve never done this before, all you have to do is sign up, the website will do the rest! You’re only responsible for liking this post and giving me an icon)! Currently open to mutuals only, but I will likely open it up to non-mutuals later. There are 24 spots in all, 2 for each district. this is all first come, first serve so get your spots in quickly! Multi-muse blogs: please comment with which muse you want entered.

When you like this, please let me know your preferred district (if you don’t i’ll just assign you somewhere), your preferred character (if a multi) and please send me an icon of your muse that I can input into the simulator. If you’d like to send me more than one muse I am totally cool with that :) I think for now I’m gonna limit to 2 muses per, but i I can’t get enough interest I’ll bump it up more

I don’t have a date\time yet for when I’ll be running the simulation, its going to depend on when spots are filled

CURRENT OPEN POSITIONS: 0 (see list underneath the cut for players and districts)

And remember, may the odds be ever in your favor!

District 1: @al-gor-ithm & @famebounded  District 2: @undauntedbravery (Bolt) & @flyjaeldr District 3: @candytastic & @doublestriped District 4: @gadgetheir & @clawheir District 5: @canvandal (Gloyd) & @unexpectedacquisitions (Rhino) District 6: @unexpectedacquisitions (Ryan) & @grayfxce District 7: @amulatlas​ & @chosenwars (Felix) District 8: @intercosmiic & @sassnspriinkles District 9: @gliitchiing & @fxngeon District 10: @tragiicbackstory & @vinterdronniing District 11: @yarnfulofhair & @varmhjertet District 12: @charllatan & @biigsister

[ourbestplay-a]

Okay fine I did it. Get over here instead >>> @ourbestplay

[bcstplay-blog]

me: wants to follow all the inc.redibles rp blogs

Also me: this blog is a disaster, you don’t have your icons or a good theme or even all your pages up yet. And your icon and mobile banner are only placeholders now until you get good images to tweak

Me: .... but other Incredi.bles blogs?

[transparentsoul]

// like for a small Reflekta starter? as long as you don’t mind I still have my old ass icons :)

[hreysti-blog]

// Verses page finally updated.  Verses include canon, modern, Blindsided!AU, and Wreck it Ralph verses :) 

[outcastedmonster-blog]

Winks at you with both eyes.

NEW PHONE WHO DIS??? *checks out blog* *sees this:*

DUDE you totally have a type when it comes to muses don’t you? lmao. 

Me too so lets FUCK SHIT UP

@trustedmother