#✧ 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐬 ( ooc ).

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I haven’t been the most engaging or active friend lately, and I know people assure me time and time again that it’s fine, but I still just feel really bad for not being entirely present.

Beyond everything that’s happened irl the last month, I have also just been dealing with other stuff outside of tumblr that has made me incredibly uncomfortable. I have trouble kind of just talking about my own struggles, so to any friends who have offered to lend an ear, just know that I really appreciate it even if I’m not entirely present at the moment while I try to regulate my mental state.

That being said, I will most likely be moving to a new blog in the coming days. My inability to do much has had a lot to do with the discomfort of feeling like my safe space has been horribly compromised by people from an old rp medium that I no longer use. Things have been sort of coming to light behind the scenes and I feel very watched and it’s made it more difficult to be around than it already has been.

I will be following friends and replying to threads and asks that I really have wanted to get done from the new blog once I am able to create it.

It’s just been a rough time, my dudes lmao I’m sorry.

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i hate it here

every single time

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kindaaaaa was hit with a family tragedy today that i am not entirely sure how to process. i don’t like sharing the intimate details of my rl on rp but just know i may be slow to respond (as if i wasn’t already). i’m gonna just distract myself with finally getting some writing done, but i will be mostly MIA over the weekend.

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serving cunt in the temple of b.haal.

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sigh. i'm very 'no bones' right now but this put me in the comfort zone.

her name's melody. bard/rogue. yee.

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bard: chaotic evil

We're all mentally stable here. @seluniite

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i'm back from vacation!!! will work on moving stuff over to a new blog, but still kind of taking it easy as i ease back into work life. i'm not planning on sharing the page out for a while, but i'm gonna move some threads to discord and reply to others from the new page once i have that all set up.

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quick psa: i genuinely do not care if you reblog memes or musings from me. this site has made it damn near impossible to reblog from the source and it’s become so annoying when i’m mobile. if you CAN help it and want to rb from the source, that’s fine, but this is just a heads up that it does not bother me and i also personally don’t care about reblog karma.

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i miss the person i was before i knew the handsome a.starion mod existed.

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gonna be spending today and tomorrow becoming one with nature in appalachia. y’all behave.

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the majority of eira's ships will die centuries after her. the more i think about it, the more i panic. so, i think eira deserves the e.lminster treatment from moon mommy.

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would you still love eira if she was a worm?

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Looking at all my beautiful amazing elf/half-elf/long-living-race connections and suddenly I’m reminded that Eira’s just a little hooman and you’re all gonna watch her grow old and die.

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on a realer note, i'm slowly gaining my spoons back. there's a lot going on beyond what happened a couple of weeks ago that's sort of just has me on edge and emotionally exhausted. i'm slower at replying or being present than i have been, but i'm sort of regaining the mental means to channel a lot into this creative medium for the sake of that sweet sweet escapism. thank you for being patient. xo

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just imagining eira prepping for an exorcism and she’s laying stuff out like a beauty guru.

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to the characters who pronounce “selûne” like “seloonerr” i hope you have a great day.