#✖✖↔❝The Mary you know isn't here.❞ ⌊OUT OF CHARACTER⌋

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( --- Long post is long, so under the cut.

I haven’t been online here. It’s been slightly because of work, mostly because of my own insecurities and anxieties.

Primarily towards my writing, but also those I wrote with to some degrees. I honestly feel like I’ve treated people on here very poorly, and that made me feel uncomfortable to log on.

It’s also because of my own-- uncertainty for writing James.

I wish I could say I can step beyond those things, but, I’m not sure I can.

For as little as I feel it means, I am sorry to those I treated unfairly or stupidly, or wrongly due to either my own insecurities or, just life. I still blame those insecurities first and foremost.

I will do my best to hop on here, but, consider this a weird hiatus.

You can find me on @scngohan primarily. Or my personal, if we know one another well enough.

~~Formerly Karasu, now known as Kravitz )

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( Slowly getting things all setup! Fixed the colours, redoing icons.

Just need to get the rules / about / verses pages all caught up. )

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( Not everything’s done [ I still need to update his about / the rules / navi pages ] and fix up some colours so they don’t stab my eyes out from clashing with the background.

--but it’s pretty early here and I have work in two days, so I just need to relax and not focus on heavy coding for the moment.

Looking good though! Also need to redo icons for the new theme and just because I want to.

Looking forward to returning,

Karasu. )

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( Forgive any shoddiness, gonna be updating James’ theme again. It may look weird or off kilter for a bit.

Thanks for your patience, guys, gals + non-binary buds!

It might take a bit, but I’m hoping to get back into James.

Might be cathartic for me.

Cautiously optimistic,

Karasu. )

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Thank you for existing in my life. 💗 Send this to 10 people who you think deserve a sweet and kind message in their inbox. Or don't! Either way thank you for making my life better 💕

( I love you too boo boo.

All my best wishes and thoughts to you! Thinking of you, wherever you are, and hoping we can speak soon! I’m with ya, and I miss you dearly.

All my love, greatest regards, and fondest hugs + smooches,

your crow boy,

Karasu. )

@abyssstaresback

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@abyssstaresback replied to your post: ( That feeling when the lewdness makes you giddily...

[ you better be prepared for this response b/c i have no concept of ‘calm down’ today ]

( Fuck me up! )

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@abyssstaresback replied to your post: ( You know, James’d probably like being hit so I...

[ you’re not wrong ]

( Good to know. I and my James’ll keep that in mind! )

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( You know, James’d probably like being hit so I mean you’re just adding to it~. )

@deviloutofhell with @abyssstaresback mention

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( That feeling when the lewdness makes you giddily embarrassed.

@abyssstaresback I don’t regret the ask I sent in. Enjoy~. )

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( --It’s aptly fitting that a man I dislike a lot, my father. Is also named Frank. Probably the only thing in common I have with James Sunderland is our father’s names and their horrible parenting. )

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Roleplaying, Have Roleplayed, Want to Roleplay.

Tagged by: the lovely, adorable, fantastic @abyssstaresback !! Tagging: @kunaiflourish @chxntpleure @onixiri @kyonkishutit @draco-arma @trxvisgrxdy @akki-sohma @hatori-sohma @bloodybluecap & anyone else, but please tag me so I can read it!

( THE RULES ARE SIMPLE! POST TEN CHARACTERS YOU’D LIKE TO ROLEPLAY AS, HAVE ROLEPLAYED AS AND MIGHT BRING BACK THEN TAG TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME ( if you can’t think of ten characters, just write down however many you can and tag the same amount of people ). ASIDE FROM THAT, PLEASE REPOST INSTEAD OF REBLOGGING )

CURRENTLY PLAYING (BOLD are most active)

James Sunderland ( you are here )

Yu Narukami @heartfeltfool

Inuyasha @differentdemon

Joker @thatlaughingjester

Ben Paul @henevermadeithome

HAVE PLAYED:

Sans ( Undertale )

Kyo Sohma ( Fruits Basket )

Sonic the Hedgehog ( Sonic video game / anime / comic series )

Clementine ( TellTale’s The Walking Dead )

William Carver ( TellTale’s The Walking Dead )

Daryl Dixon ( AMC’s The Walking Dead )

Ganondorf ( The Legend of Zelda )

WOULD LIKE TO PLAY:

Riku ( Kingdom Hearts series )

Daryl Dixon ( AMC’s The Walking Dead )

Son Gohan ( Dragon Ball Z )

Future Son Gohan ( Dragon Ball Z )

Larten Crepsley ( Saga of Larten Crepsley )

Kanji Tatsumi ( Persona 4 )

Joshua Washington ( Until Dawn )

Fenris ( Dragon Age 2 )

Lloyd Irving ( Tales of Symphonia )

Jay Gatsby ( The Great Gatsby )

Toshizo Hijikata ( Hakuouki: Demon of the Fleeting Blossom )

Heisuke Todou ( Hakuouki: Demon of the Fleeting Blossom )

Naraku ( InuYasha )

Enzo “Matrix” Matrix ( ReBoot )

Tyson ( an Original Character of mine )

Oda Nobunaga ( Samurai Warriors series )

Mitsuhide Akechi ( Samurai Warriors series )

Jinta “Jintan” Yadomi ( AnoHana )

Fayt Leingod ( Star Ocean: Til the End of Time )

Dylas ( Rune Factory 4 )

Doug ( Rune Factory 4 )

&& a bunch of others I won’t list right now.

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CATELL 16 FACTOR TEST

RULES: Take this test for your muse and post the results and tag as many other people as you want! REPOST. DON’T REBLOG.

TAGGED BY;  @trxvisgrxdy​​ << thank you for the tag, this was fun!! >> TAGGING: anyone who wants to do this!

Warmth |||||| 18% [COLD & SELFISH] Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% [CEREBRAL & ANALYTICAL] Emotional Stability |||||||||||| 34% [IRRITABLE & MOODY] Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||| 58% [CONTROLLING & TOUGH] Liveliness ||||||||||||||| 42% [SOMBRE & RESTRAINED] Dutifulness ||||||||||||||| 42% [NONTRADITIONAL & REBELLIOUS] Social Assertiveness ||||||||| 26% [SHY QUIET & WITHDRAWN] Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 58% [TOUCHY & SOFT] Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% [WARY & SUSPICIOUS] Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% [STRANGE & IMAGINATIVE] Introversion |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90% [PRIVATE & QUIET] Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% [FEARFUL & SELF-DOUBTING] Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% [CURIOUS & EXPLORATORY] Independence |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% [LONER & CRAVES SOLITUDE] Perfectionism ||||||||||||||| 42% [DISORGANISED & MESSY] Tension |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% [STRESSED & UNSATISFIED]